i remember i fell asleep on facetime with her, and I woke up to her with this song playing in the background and her surrounded in this red glowing light. she was so beautiful.
@Lamouranjalaee
3 жыл бұрын
AWE THATS SO CUTE HOWS IT GOING WITH YOU TWO
@hepyrx5200
3 жыл бұрын
my guy youre living it
@pantadeusz5023
2 жыл бұрын
@Chaxtic Tak było, nie zmyślam.
@jarchivas
2 жыл бұрын
Bro you make a man cry reading that
@TarryDolphin
2 жыл бұрын
@@Lamouranjalaee see how he says was? :(
@okuaumaru2679
Жыл бұрын
Most people prefer to listen to the ending without the noises but I like to listen to them because of what mac was trying to symbolize with them, the noises are there because he wants everyone to know that even when shit gets crazy all around you gotta stay on beat
@odg1190
Жыл бұрын
Yeah, it's just a tad bit annoying waking up in the middle of the night when this song autoplays and that part's screaming in your ears lol
@hah6360
Жыл бұрын
what are those noises from
@BangEnergyFiend
Жыл бұрын
@@hah6360 To me, it sounds like distorted laughs and guitar chords but it might be something else.
@JamesonLapsley28
Жыл бұрын
@@hah6360laughs
@GhoulyYT
Жыл бұрын
Actually, the sound at the end of the song is the representation of losing someone you still love, and the resentment of them leaving you turns your love into hate, demonstrated through the calm sounds turning to scary ambient noises, that demonstrates frustration in something or someone you used to love.
@Camryn.0
3 жыл бұрын
This song is just so beautiful. I love the ending and how all of these sounds come crashing down on you, it really adds to the meaning of the song and all of the emotions that flood your head. New favorite mac song
@justvibintosomemusic
Жыл бұрын
Everyone is talking about the end but I love the begging guitar part just makes me feel something. I listen to like thousands of different songs over a wide spectrum of genres and this has been the only song to really make me legitimately cry
@Loserville44
Жыл бұрын
You're right, it's a great song
@malekawamri9297
Жыл бұрын
the reason its so chaotic at the end is cause mac wanted to portrait that even when things get chaotic you gotta stay on beat, and i find that beautiful
@morallygrey4071
Жыл бұрын
i love the way the synths project such hatred once the chorus starts
@joahan111
2 жыл бұрын
i love how i clicked this by accident and now I hear it almost every night.
@RzrSnk
2 жыл бұрын
I can only grieve over my grandma to this song
@joahan111
2 жыл бұрын
@@RzrSnk im so sorry to hear, i hope ur doing well and hoping ur grandma rest in peace 💓
@vadds_
5 ай бұрын
What's up man, how are you these days?
@PakunYatub
4 ай бұрын
You both alive?
@adrian9619
4 ай бұрын
I hear this every night were I can't sleep
@chocolateonion8822
4 жыл бұрын
iv'e fallen asleep to moonlight on the river so many times ---- its just a heavenly song you could listen to while looking up at the starry sky next to a river heheee
@AB-ts6dn
3 жыл бұрын
Fr
@Pinkshark27
3 жыл бұрын
The ending brings me back tbj
@chocolateonion8822
3 жыл бұрын
@@Pinkshark27 right? I love it
@authice
2 жыл бұрын
too many mosquito there?
@Angel5557
Жыл бұрын
@Necrofelineosexual333 hey are you ok you can talk to me if you want
@misantropa9713
Жыл бұрын
this song sounds like falling in love with someone who doesn’t love you back
@morallygrey4071
Жыл бұрын
this song is about mac demarcos relationship with his father, who was not really around or present when Mac was growing up, building tension between them as he grows, the entire album is a release of emotion on growing up without a father who loves you, i think it's beautiful
@haydenshown
10 ай бұрын
@@morallygrey4071 THANK YOU. Someone who understands this isn't a romantic song. I suppose it could be seen that way, but that's not how Mac wrote it.
@Artisyclarkie
9 ай бұрын
This made me cry
@Moomoobeans
7 ай бұрын
Omg how do you know me!
@Elvitocrackxd
7 ай бұрын
UUUUUUUUUUUHHHHHHHHH WOW, That caught me off guard. 💀
@slackstarfish8133
3 жыл бұрын
I listened to this song the night my dog died. Just reminds me of her now.
@mariaazz4408
3 жыл бұрын
im sorry :(
@eligaming2249
3 жыл бұрын
i’m sorry
@darkzimi
3 жыл бұрын
Damn💔
@dropdeadgorgeous1524
3 жыл бұрын
❤️🙏🏻
@mxrquxesxbb5156
3 жыл бұрын
Thinking about loved ones and me dead and dying and questioning my faith in religion makes me eternally sad
@lame1178
Жыл бұрын
this song just feels like when u know you have to end things but dont have the strength to
@yungjeddy
Жыл бұрын
Accurate asf, we have invested time already 🥺
@andrewrambow4396
Жыл бұрын
Literally thinking about it rn
@bb-xj9ed
10 ай бұрын
This is literally why im listening to this song
@McnuggetDapperson
9 ай бұрын
unfortunately I had the strength to do it, and it just sucks 😞
@rumi1970dg
6 ай бұрын
literally my current relationship
@rockbotomous7117
5 жыл бұрын
its just a slowed down song, but i needed it more than you know. thank you.
@MindFullOfPsychedelics
4 жыл бұрын
I found this in my best lsd trip... Im so glad with the universe
@AB-ts6dn
3 жыл бұрын
Woooow nice 👍🏾
@gabepugh3913
Жыл бұрын
Yo same
@toxicwaste380
2 жыл бұрын
I loved her so much. Me and her were together several years, we grew up together and literally had a place together. We loved each other dramatically and since we met we talked all day everyday. I haven't talked to her in almost half a year. 2 days ago I walked past an area and it wasn't just an area, it was where we had our first kiss. It all came at me so hard I felt I can see it happening all over again, I remember she went home that day she got picked up and I ran outside and I started jumping around screaming out of happiness. It's all over tho. My best friend is gone, my lover, my everything
@vanconnelley8802
2 жыл бұрын
Stay strong bro. You got this 👍
@drpepper1053
2 жыл бұрын
have you tried a faith in any religion i recommend Christianity
@agnosticpreacher6911
Жыл бұрын
@@drpepper1053 For what? what does it give you?
@rimek5377
Жыл бұрын
@@agnosticpreacher6911 sth to believe in, some people need it
@escape6127
Жыл бұрын
Grieve. It’s a loss, a different type of loss but a loss nonetheless. Time will heal your wounds but scars will remain as a reminder of mistakes. You will never really forget her but you will be wiser and you will find another. Take the time to get to know who you really are and try new things.. things that scare you. Stay safe and chin up.
@PotatoOnASpork
4 жыл бұрын
Just when you thought it couldn’t get slower
@cor3ybarnes
3 жыл бұрын
That’s what she said
@Slayerrrrrr
2 жыл бұрын
0.25x speed
@SimonRobeyns
4 жыл бұрын
fuck this is the saddest slowed down mac tune ever it was already sad enough in the right tempo
@jj-wj9wx
2 ай бұрын
fr every time I listen to this I bawl my eyes out
@IonKno_X3
2 ай бұрын
@@jj-wj9wx2weeks ago id cray
@Doomerscout
3 ай бұрын
"The day when John Marston stopped shooting"
@abdullathedude5408
3 ай бұрын
The legend of the west
@Mojemente
3 күн бұрын
Yes bro
@admasq
Жыл бұрын
4:44 this is what it felt like leaving my old friend group knowing that every moment we were together was replaceable to them.
@suparfly
Жыл бұрын
damn that sucks hope everything better now
@3AM..
8 ай бұрын
How are you doing now bro?
@robbiedubbelman3024
6 ай бұрын
No it wasn't, and they'll know that later on ❤️
@m_axj
5 ай бұрын
.... this is public
@corz299
4 ай бұрын
I sure hope i can replace my fake ass group.
@jessicamartn9728
Жыл бұрын
A part of me will always love him and that's just out of my control, but instead of looking back at the sad times I can look back at the happy times we spent together because it was good whilst it lasted :) this song helps me remember it all and reflect on how much I've changed because of it
@laceyobvsYT
Жыл бұрын
Real I miss him but we weren’t meant to be I wish him the best tho
@biggosmallman746
Жыл бұрын
How do you look back without sobbing at how they held you, said they loved you? How do you let go, when you never had the chance? I'm tired of this nightmare and wanna move on. Please, tell me how. I'm begging you.
@diazjames
Жыл бұрын
@@biggosmallman746sometimes if you have to sob, don’t stop yourself from doing so. just keep your head up high. trust me, with time, you may not ever completely be back to how you were before you met them, but you’ll be even more beautifully put back together little by little with the experiences and lessons you gained from it. stay strong, the future is still bright (: from one healing heart to another.
@billyhorchel5429
6 ай бұрын
@@biggosmallman746eat your feelings and embrace the void
@cooltylerfan69
4 ай бұрын
The last bit with the distorted noises reminds me of when you’re lost in a crowd as a kid, trying to find the absent father that youll never find, the crowd taunting you. I think that’s what mac was portraying as the song is about his relationship with his father. (Not that I know if his relationship is good or not)
@Zacres
5 ай бұрын
i hate sad songs because it makes me unable to get up and do what i planned to do, it makes me want to just close my eyes, just sleep and rest. And only rest..
@madjvck
2 жыл бұрын
I feel sad when I listen to this. I don't want to go too deep but..... This song makes me remember the good moments between me and her
@laceyobvsYT
Жыл бұрын
Hope you’re doing better 🫶🏻
@optimuschikito
3 ай бұрын
Our time has passed john...
@mickey5190
4 ай бұрын
5:05 makes me so sad… idk why..
@3AM..
8 ай бұрын
This song reminds me of the feeling of being lost for so long until you finally find that place you call home when it all suddenly crashes onto you, the struggle, the hatred, the pain, finally knowing it was worth it.
@nikebaca8437
2 жыл бұрын
Mi último deseo en vida sería escuchar esta versión de la canción, en una tarde muy nublada frente a la playa. Sentado y cobijado, solo con los audífonos, y solo en general...
@blxdyxlux8507
Жыл бұрын
real
@adriannd
Жыл бұрын
Espero que un día podrás hacer eso
@Shoya2256
Жыл бұрын
This song…. It’s so sad because it’s talking about death… my dad died 4 days ago… this song make me cry… I don’t want to go on without him but I have to… seeing all his stuff get donated… knowing he will never see me graduate high school or go to college… I’m not ready for that… I thought I had more time with him… I did not know he would die this early.. I thought I had untill I was a adult… I don’t know what I will do without him… all I know is that I have to keep going for him,for my little brother,for everyone in my family.. Mabye, yk, I will see you in another life dad… I miss you, so much…
@josesaavedra6651
6 ай бұрын
Rest in Peace Akira Toriyama san the story of Dragon Ball will live on forever ❤️🕊️
@kaworu792
6 ай бұрын
🙏
@johnathanpatterson9438
6 ай бұрын
❤❤
@999Kingz
5 ай бұрын
Overrated
@silliebilly6274
5 ай бұрын
@@999Kingz🤓
@999Kingz
5 ай бұрын
@@silliebilly6274 drop the pants lil bro
@thatonegirltess
3 жыл бұрын
The ending is literally my favorite part thank you for keeping it in
@venusflytrap1927
3 жыл бұрын
Hi do you know what it means because I just woke up to morphed satanic laughter and I'm terrified and confused
@lMaxe69
6 ай бұрын
ME TOO BRO @@venusflytrap1927
@gia195
3 ай бұрын
this song is so cozy.
@StainedCaptain
2 ай бұрын
Guys my crush was placed into my class this year, and I didnt get to speak a single word to her. Know that “sorry no” will always hurt less than regret.
@diegosocool74
2 ай бұрын
felt that man
@mac1222
4 жыл бұрын
[Verse 1] I'd say, see you later, if I thought I'd see you later And I'd tell you, that I loved you, if I did It's so strange, deciding, how to feel about it It's such strange emotion standing there beside it [Chorus] I'm home, with moonlight on the river, saying my goodbyes I'm home, there's moonlight on the river, everybody dies [Verse 2] I'd say, see you next time, if I thought there were a next time Easy conversation, ain't exactly where we're at It's so strange, deciding, how I feel about you It ain't like I ain't used to going on without you [Chorus] I'm home, with moonlight on the river, saying my goodbyes I'm home, there's moonlight on the river, everybody dies I'm home, with moonlight on the river, saying my goodbyes I'm home, there's moonlight on the river, everybody dies
@elmalyeuvisual400
Жыл бұрын
what does the voice say at the end?
@autisticrat53
Жыл бұрын
@@elmalyeuvisual400I was tickled by my uncle (I translated)
@socrates2578
10 ай бұрын
@@autisticrat53no way!! I was never in this place but... with those laughts and the type of the voice in the laught I thought it was something like that Actualy i thought exactly like that
@tds_broyoutube5782
15 күн бұрын
Thank you my glorious king 🙏
@0-Ch4N
11 ай бұрын
This song is all I have left of him, my dear friend passed away last year. These memories remind me of the simple little times we’d have together before he had to move. I’m still processing everything and I learned that he’s another person I have to live for now. See ya later cowboy, your forest friend.
@ModoDrag
11 ай бұрын
It’s always nice to have that passage that helps take you back to the past, especially when you cherish and look back at it the good times with a smile. Keep that head up 🙌
@vrzM8
Жыл бұрын
Mac has cited Plastic Ono Band as an inspiration. This song is good as any on there, and you can really see the resemblance. This and the closer are so real and poignant. Incredible lyrics, pacing and production
@tonytoness
11 ай бұрын
i come back to visit this every time i miss my friend, i know ur up there watching over me 💜
@mirandarose355
Жыл бұрын
this song really makes my heart hurt in such a good way. i love this song so much, but it gives me such bad trauma. i would go back in a heartbeat just to hear this song for my first time.
@sasquatchkidPS3Xx
3 жыл бұрын
Me too, man. Me too.
@Gaming_Bros123
Ай бұрын
This song reminds me of the good times I spent with my friends in middle school, I barely see them anymore passing by them in the halls seeing them grow up and become their own person but sometimes I miss when we went to the park on the swings and listened to this on repeat, we all went through the same things all though we didn't speak about our struggles we all knew what each other were thinking. I don't speak to them much anymore, but I cherish the times I do, as time passes though we all grow more apart live our lives, ill always wish them the best wherever they go in life. Good times man.
@harrydedog2105
7 ай бұрын
Y’all halo reach is sick
@aaaaaaaaaaaaqqqqqq
14 күн бұрын
5 years old and its still good
@sanctussimonis
6 ай бұрын
That one soul crushing feeling reminding you we are all mortals when you hear that your friend slit their wrist.
@-Stalker_Bandit-
2 ай бұрын
This song really represents a lot in my life especially during the end it leaves you in your head all the laughing and depressed nature. this is a good example of how depression really fells to me.
@monetnunez2118
21 күн бұрын
My brother passed away 6 months ago and this was the song that played in my mind when I got the phone call, I’m not sure if its dumb but it reminds me of him so much because when we were younger we were so close then grew apart but I regret it. I regret growing apart so much I miss him and I wish I was able to tell him that
@sk-bq7zs
Жыл бұрын
The ending were u hear a bunch of noices, almost like voices, overlaping eachother always sounded like to voices mocking me and laughing at me for my failures. Iv always heard it like that, makes me feel somewhat lonely honestly
@Dxmned_Mxnace
11 ай бұрын
Bros really venting in youtube comments💀 and they wonder why nobody likes them
@Lisfornothin_
2 ай бұрын
FR :(
@R10t_kira
Жыл бұрын
This song reminds me of change, on how change is a good thing but as a result. Change is difficult in beginning stages because you have to accept the outcome not forget it.
@franciscoirias30
4 жыл бұрын
Moonlight on the river✨❣️
@veggies2389
11 ай бұрын
This song feels like the ending to a movie or a really good book
@alidelta7454
4 ай бұрын
it hits deep into the soul
@oldcatti8363
3 жыл бұрын
and I wish I was loved
@filipprochazka2913
4 жыл бұрын
Your channel is so underrated
@kookieeart
5 ай бұрын
i lose myself when the part ''im home'' comes. it is so pretty. it feels like realizing everything, realizing that you are surrounded by people, by different lifes. you are in an environment, you have so much thing to discover, to learn, to be happy with. you have a life, you are alive. you are life.
@xbu9g.eyes3sx
6 ай бұрын
This song sounds like watching the person you fell inlove with slowly fall inlove with another person..
@MaozOG
Ай бұрын
Every time i listen to this song it remand me her
@gingerfart6140
3 жыл бұрын
im gonna die this is perfection
@leandrocastilho8289
Жыл бұрын
Obra de arte meus amigos, apreciem!!!
@armandomv6169
Жыл бұрын
this song made me feel so nostalgic i even had the feeling that the best part of my life already passed and i’m wasting my present
@ainsleylazarus
2 жыл бұрын
my first love was in 5th grade. i fell in love with this boy who liked another girl. i listened to songs that reminded me him, but it was all kept a secret. after a while he told me liked me back but didn’t say a word. he even told his friends about me :) i didn’t want one of those old weird relationships, i wanted him and to hold him. we didn’t talk for over a year, and now we’re in the same school again. now we act as if nothing happened, he’s in a relationship with the prettiest girl. ive supported him all along, and now ive finally got over him. :/
This song is like finally getting to where you wanted to be in life, but then remembering in the silence of the night how much it has cost you to get there.
@34hz56
2 жыл бұрын
I always think about my grandma when I listen to this.
@suparfly
Жыл бұрын
i think of a girl who'll never like me back the way i do
@juliavianna3381
3 жыл бұрын
I'd say, see you later, if I thought I'd see you later And I'd tell you, that I loved you, if I did It's so strange, deciding, how to feel about it It's such strange emotion standing there beside it I'm home, with moonlight on the river, saying my goodbyes I'm home, there's moonlight on the river, everybody dies I'd say, see you next time, if I thought there were a next time Easy conversation, ain't exactly where we're at It's so strange, deciding, how I feel about you It ain't like I ain't used to going on without you I'm home, with moonlight on the river, saying my goodbyes I'm home, there's moonlight on the river, everybody dies I'm home, with moonlight on the river, saying my goodbyes I'm home, there's moonlight on the river, everybody dies
@Ryan-mw9pm
5 ай бұрын
Thank you Mac, this song has helped me in my lowest moments and I can only imagine what you had to go through to make it
@ariykw
Жыл бұрын
my life feels so lonely without being in love with someone
@Supercoolyay
Жыл бұрын
Real
@Zubmas
7 ай бұрын
in love with someone who doesnt love me back
@yuval2716
6 ай бұрын
Real
@worlofwarcraf
8 ай бұрын
I remember reading that the actual meaning of the song is acceptance of death, his father was diagnosed with cancer and their relationship was not really good, so the song is actually of wishing that they could be closer but realizing that there isn't any time left for that.
@alidelta7454
4 ай бұрын
oh my god...
@iodenissebarrera7500
16 күн бұрын
I've learned to appreciate the noises
@user-ke2cd3oi4h
Жыл бұрын
This song feels like a flowing river leading to a waterfall. (calm beginning being the flowing water and the ending being the waterfall drop)
@DreamJobber
Жыл бұрын
Anyone who is here right now has valid music taste 🎵
@windows2054
3 ай бұрын
Not even sad, just at peace with this. Like its just me here. Safe and sound
@sirbrocco1921
Жыл бұрын
I hate feelings. I don’t want to like people, but I do. And it just messes up the friendship in my head
@leosilva4941
11 ай бұрын
real, I create fake scenarios in my head, trying to convence myself I've someone with me. but I don't, I'm all alone
@Dxmned_Mxnace
11 ай бұрын
Bros really venting in youtube comments💀 and they wonder why nobody likes them
@leosilva4941
11 ай бұрын
@@Dxmned_Mxnace desabafo no youtube justamente pq eu sei que ngm irá responder a mim, como sempre. nao ligo dos outros nao gostarem de mim, tbm nao gosto de mim. vc só quer caçar briga por mais carência ainda
@sol._1
11 ай бұрын
@@Dxmned_MxnaceBet you don't enjoy life with this negative attitude and thoughts😂😂
@Dxmned_Mxnace
11 ай бұрын
@@sol._1i love my life😂 too bad you guys dont
@aghost6655
Жыл бұрын
I miss feeling ok.
@toasterstroodle3837
Жыл бұрын
Feeling don’t matter your a weak pathetic human being if you don’t better yourself the way you feel is on you pathetic
@undeadpsycho6694
Жыл бұрын
Sometimes it's ok, to not feel ok. I wish you luck on your journey. 🙏
@aghost6655
Жыл бұрын
@@undeadpsycho6694 thanks man, I appreciate the encouragement
@sigmamalegrindset132
Жыл бұрын
@@toasterstroodle3837 "improving yourself" wont do sht after you can't feel anything anymore after years of SSRIs, stop coping you redpill cuck
@bzporto
3 жыл бұрын
Sounds like Blur
@mr.cowboy982
2 жыл бұрын
I was tripping on acid with this song the ending was the best experience I had.
@bingus313
5 ай бұрын
this song reminds me of my nan whos dying of cancer at the moment
@envyghoul8818
5 ай бұрын
Damn bro hope all is good
@kwekwlos
3 жыл бұрын
Thank you for this
@jigglybiggs2000
Жыл бұрын
Idk who's idea the ending was but i love it
@catcarlol9280
7 күн бұрын
4:49 dis part is like when you love someone but they don't love you back
@jamieschoendoerfer321
2 жыл бұрын
I’m in this weird stage with my boyfriend. I’m extremely in love with him and I’ve never felt so much for a human being until him. He had his heart broken before me and now he finds it really hard to be sensitive and he lacks emotion a lot of the time and he can be a REAL dick. I feel like I have to let him go because he’s not treating me the way I should be treated. I plan cute dates and buy him little gifts and sometimes even flowers. I clean his house sometimes as a surprise and bring over dinner all the time so that he can just go home and relax. I do so much for him truthfully. After almost a year of bearing through the ups and downs he tells me that he’s not capable of change. It feels unfair to myself to stay and endure it. I feel like I’ve lost my best friend and this shit is so hard to think about. Anyways those are my thought while listening to this song.
@rhiannon8871
2 жыл бұрын
how are yall doing now?
@jamieschoendoerfer321
2 жыл бұрын
Well I actually just broke up with him a little while ago. He never got better, he didn’t care too and that’s what I had to realize in order for me to walk away. He’s trying to get me back but I know how it’ll turn out if I put myself back into a relationship with him.
@rhiannon8871
2 жыл бұрын
@@jamieschoendoerfer321 i’m really proud of you for doing that. how do i know when it’s time to stop being in something like that?
@andymercado8994
3 жыл бұрын
This comment section hella chillin jus remeniscing
@I8urcereal
Ай бұрын
Ah yes. The couples in here, love reading your stories wish I could relate. Both of my pillows are wet cause I just got turned down by my ex that I still love and cherish deeply.
@jackarcher3955
3 жыл бұрын
Its evokotive. What in the world a slowed down version : 33 luv ya mac baby
@uniform1731
3 жыл бұрын
No
@uniform1731
3 жыл бұрын
Not 33
@probablycam9165
7 ай бұрын
top 3 comfort song
@jason_hoogvorst
2 жыл бұрын
I am comforting my pet duck at 4 am lookin at the moon
@Custard123
8 ай бұрын
This song is everything
@jtahdar
Жыл бұрын
So calming yet gives me anxiety…
@skatehell_mp3
7 ай бұрын
Todos hablando de desamor pero no saben cual es el verdadero dolor de perder a un ser querido
@sunnieallday4123
Жыл бұрын
I love the noises at the end so much dude
@pac-ej5bw
Жыл бұрын
I love Mac Demarco with my heart 🖤
@melbinsaurio
Жыл бұрын
Amo tanto esas notas esas esa forma de cantar algo tan melancolíco y deprimente suena como un vino algo una vevida tan cruda algo que te hace recordar algo que no es lo que quisieras recordar pero lo recuerdas te hace pensar
@mrcombine7983
2 жыл бұрын
I dunno bout you guys but perfect song when she comes crawling back
@Alejandro-qz9oo
Жыл бұрын
Estoy cansado jefe
@guillermosaavedra8934
Ай бұрын
para mi, el final de esta canción simboliza ese vacío, o más bien dicho el caos que genera tanto pensamiento, ese sentimiento de no saber que hacer, has probado de todo, pero tus problemas te agobian, y no uno detrás del otro, sino mas bien todos de manera aleatoria, en cualquier momento y cada uno a mayor profundidad, esos sonidos representan el caos. En mi caso cuando la mente sobrepiensa muchas cosas que ocurren a la vez
@moura7802
4 жыл бұрын
Quarentena
@anagabriela6097
4 жыл бұрын
x2
@brisonar
4 жыл бұрын
@@anagabriela6097 x3
@MindFullOfPsychedelics
4 жыл бұрын
Pura gente de buen gusto veo aqui
@franciscoirias30
4 жыл бұрын
X4
@anagabriela6097
4 жыл бұрын
夜Deprents 👍👍👍👍☺️
@AzelLight-t8y
Ай бұрын
This song got me teared up, felt like an empty bliss on something what's so filled with joy by two people, I had to cut ties so we could both grow and too young for it we were wounded children who failed to heal each other, but knowing a year ago ever since we started being friends before something more to it, there's a part of myself who knew this is going to end up bad because of me, and now I can see why. My self sabotage, broken self defense mechanism, my worst enemy, myself, who managed to finally push her away despite we were in good terms, but I'll still see her because she's a part of the gc, so everytime we talk I always get so reactive and say some harsh words that I already forgotten about. I still don't like it, because every time I see her, I want to die and do harmful stuff that you aren't supposed to do to yourself commonly, that far just to see somebody you still loved but have to keep your distance, I hurt her a lot because I'm broken before I met her. I'm a burden who always talk about how in pain I am to my online friends and I do bad at school which is the only thing I could do for my family who feeds me and do so much for me, I don't like feeling useless it makes me feel worthless and should just die without having anybody to waste their time and money for me. The noises at the end felt like getting eaten up whole again by your own personal hell of a personality inside me who has been tormenting me for a long time, the laughter of pleasure of harming myself but also pain that is tearing me apart laughing because they won me over, that I'm so convinced one time she wasn't aware that she ignored me and that's where I finally lost it, and etched my head she doesn't care about me anymore, I can't get rid of it no matter how many times I tell myself, and I still continue to push away the ones I love, I just want to rot alone by myself with nobody's notice, I always feel like I deserve to not exist in the first place, always the feeling that's stuck up with me, rn I haven't eat a lot nowadays and got 2-3 hrs of sleep, that my nail growth on my feet is having ridges as well likely from the lack of eating and stress, I'm dying so slowly it feels like hell. I can't get her out of my mind I can't be present, I can't do my schoolwork from the desperation of support that is craving me. It's okay, it's our first time living after all, life is not easy and life is what you make of it. I know things are going to be okay. We'll always be loved more than we will ever know, I'm trying and you're trying our best to stay alive, it's going to be okay.
@liavasileiou3178
2 жыл бұрын
ID SAY SEE YOU NEXT TIME... IF I THOUGHT THERE WERE A NEXT TIME... easy conversation, ain’t exactly where we’re at. It’s SOO STRANGE, DECIDING how i feel about you. it ain’t like i ain’t used to going on WITHOUT YOU...
@coffeechan331
Жыл бұрын
everyone falling asleep to this song, i ll be hanging myself to this song fr
@suparfly
Жыл бұрын
worddd
@Dxmned_Mxnace
11 ай бұрын
Bros really venting in youtube comments💀 and they wonder why nobody likes them
@coffeechan331
9 ай бұрын
@@Dxmned_Mxnace i also like nobody so thats fair
@Ryan-mw9pm
6 ай бұрын
This gives off the sensation of fighting back your eyes from falling into a deep sleep one last time, but finally letting go.
@IkeaShark3937
Жыл бұрын
I don’t even want a girlfriend bro, I just want someone I can talk to and look forward to seeing.
@thebestpig123gaming8
6 ай бұрын
get a goldfish
@catalinajimenez-v4o
8 ай бұрын
I’ll never forget the first week of texting him and the happiness I felt. I’ll also never forget how it felt to be ghosted by him that same week. Lasted Oct 29 - nov 6 2022. He ended up coming back in December and few days later found out he had a gf. Distanced myself from him and seeing him at school was hard. Around my birthday in March him and his gf broke up and he came back again. Felt like the happiest girl in the world though my friends warned me. He forgot my birthday. March 7th 2023 one of my worst birthdays. I continued talking to him and smiling at him at school though he barley acknowledged me. I didn’t care thought it was good that way like a secret. We both went to summer school together and my friends class lasted till ten so I had no one else to hangout with. Everyday at 11:05 I met up with him and we talked all those 20 minutes of lunch. Everyday. It was good that not everyone at school was there. One day after school I was going to walk to Starbucks and I ran into him. We walked together and he bought me a grande mango dragon fruit with lemonade. He had to leave and I left soon after. Walked home smiling thinking it wasn’t real. I thought I was in love and I would marry him. End of June he tells me he wants to take me out on a real date. I was so happy but so nervous. I talked to my friends about it and couldn’t stop thinking of it. Day came and I was so nervous. I texted him that I was omw to where we would be and he liked the message. Didn’t think much of it. As I’m arriving I’m texting him and no response. I still end up getting off and heading inside a near by Starbucks. Still texting him and no response. 40 minutes go by and he responds with im sorry something came up I’ll make it up to you. My heart was crushed. I started crying so badly. My cousin lived near by so I asked if she can pick me up and take me home. On the way home I felt so defeated. I still stay with him and accept his apology. Weeks go by he tells me we need time away to work on ourselves and we can see where we are when school starts again. I agreed knowing he would come back. School starts and we talk again first day after seeing each other. Seeing his name on my phone made me the happiest girl ever. Mind you we were never together just talking I guess. Come to find out from a friend of mine whole summer we talked and even a little before that he had being talking to his ex trying to fix things. It hurt me but I also felt like it didn’t matter to me? I thought he would change and we’ve had time to grow and be there for each other. People called me dumb but that’s what love is. I loved him. He did not love me but I was determined to make him love me. We continued talking but the whole time I felt worthless because that’s how he made me feel but I couldn’t leave him. He would barely look at me at school. I cried so many nights because of him. One Thursday in October 2023 6th period he told me he was done with me. He couldn’t stand talking to me anymore. He couldn’t look at me no more because he felt nothing for me. I was just another person to him. “I want to think that I can look at you and love and like you but I can’t.” Reading those texts in class felt like someone stabbed me a thousand times. I begged him to stay. “Please just tell me what I can do to make you stay I’ll do anything.” “Don’t do this to me I can’t be without you.” He didn’t care. I asked him to block my number because I knew if he didn’t I would never leave him alone. He did but only my number not on social media. Mind you the whole time we talked we never followed each because “no one could know about us” day after he ended it he was just normal and wearing the bracelet his ex gave him. Cried my eyes out for weeks. It’s January 2024 and I still wait for him but I’m also trying to find myself and my worth. I haven’t been able to talk to anyone else but I know my time will come. I also know that I will always wait for him and if he wanted me back I’d go in a heartbeat.
@Jakob28473
3 ай бұрын
3:30
@frcenterandhelp
5 күн бұрын
“I want to cry all the time, my eyes just won’t let me.” -Lazarbeam
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