~ We are complex, so much so that the simple attempt of trying to organize such complexities and group them beneath names results in the complete oversight of most of you ~
I generally consider myself to be a fairly outgoing person. I love being with people and enjoying conversation with them, I tend to get very lonely when I haven't seen anybody in a while, and I am generally a very sociable person. Ask most people, and they'll likely tell you I'm a total extrovert. And yet, sometimes, I find myself exhibiting the exact opposite traits. I become introverted, quiet, I avoid talking with people, and retreat to a place away from everyone where I can read or just think to myself.
This song is very personal to me, as I wrote the lyrics based nearly word-for-word on one of my own experiences at a party a couple years ago. I had intended on just writing a simple song about Fluttershy for ertrii, but what came out was... well... this. A song about Moondancer, and a dive into my emotions when I'm not so brave.
Speaking of ertrii, this fellow has inspired me SO much as of late with his gorgeous music. The moment Maybe came out, I knew immediately that I wanted to do a "hugs" for it, and wrote half the song in the same day XP
Huge thank you to you ertrii for all the incredible work you give to us all the time, this is the least I can do as a gift in return c:
Hope you enjoy! ~
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Lyrics & Vocals by FritzyBeat (the goober with the thesaurus and the microphone)
Instrumental by one of the best musicians in the fandom, ertrii
/ ertrii
Mixing by my favorite bunny rabbit, and another best musician, Jastrian
/ jastrian
Download: pony.fm/tracks...
Instrumental: • ertrii - Maybe
Artwork by LunarCakez
lunarcakez.dev...
(though I edited it a bit to make it fit the mood ouo SORRY LUNARCAKEZ *ded*)
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Lyrics:
I find myself in the corner of the room
the walls and shelves all lined with books and heirlooms
To distract my view
I'm not accustomed to anyone in here
So I'll retreat and resign to merely listen
I prefer to disappear
And read these books or do anything but interact with you or your friends
But I suppose it all depends if I'm feeling brave
No I don't hate you, I think you're really sweet
But when you ask for me to join you I, well...
Maybe just for a little while
Maybe it won't be so bad
Maybe, maybe
Maybe they all seem so glad
Oh maybe, maybe
Maybe just for a little while
Maybe, maybe
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I don't know what I am. I don't know if I'm an introvert or an extrovert. I don't know why I'm always so eager to meet and talk with people, or why I sometimes would rather sit alone in a dark corner with a book, or why I become so painfully lonely so easily regardless of whether I feel like an introvert or extrovert.
What I do know, is that I am me, and God loves me for who He made me to be. So if you're hosting a party, please invite me, because whether I may show it or not, I want to be with you ^^
- ( FritzyBeat ) -
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