Hey friends. This morning alone I filmed and deleted 147 clips from trying to make an editable vlog for this. I've done the same for easily a few thousand clips over the past couple months. I've been filming but.... none of it felt right, none of it came out right, and honestly I didn't want any of it to be real. It is real, it's never going to come out right, and it's never going to feel right because there's no way to feel "right" about a white man in a position of power who not only didn't help me, but caused infinitely more harm.
Today is Tuesday, Feb. 23rd. Tomorrow morning I am opening this chapter back up again and seeing a new doctor at a new clinic, and trying to convince myself that there's a valid reason to have hope. I currently do not have any, only grit. I am trying. I am struggling. I am doing my best.
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