This is definitely one of my hardest parts in life, I've came out as trans 4 times and throughout those times I've been abused mentally, emotionally, and verbally. I then came out as gay and I could tell they resented me. Being trans from the age of 8 and gay at the age of 12, currently 14 and still being made fun of and judged for being a queer human.
@ashleyanemo2314
2 жыл бұрын
(Respectfully) no one becomes gay Or trans at a certain age. You were always trans and you've always had an attraction to your own gender.
@respectallpeople4512
Жыл бұрын
I'm a heterosexual male and my best friend is a bi trans dude. You'll find someone who will love you for you one day and even when certain people make you feel like you are a disappointment for being yourself, they're the ones who are wrong, not you. One day I hope you can be your very best version of yourself, no matter what your labels are.
@AleP56Z
Жыл бұрын
I’m so sorry to hear that. I know how hard it is dealing with all of this, and even tho it feels like it’s never gonna end, just hold on. It’s easier said than done, but I believe In you. One day you will find the happiness you deserve. Take care, and stay strong. ❤️
@idktbh.2421
Жыл бұрын
It will get better, sending hugs.
@thunderbird5593
Жыл бұрын
as a baby trans masc who hasn’t come out after a couple years of trying to figure it out, you are worthy or love
@mari4nnnn
2 жыл бұрын
3:03 IM GLAD IM NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO COULD FEEL THE TENSION RADIATING FROM MY SCREEN WHEN THEY SHARED SCREEN TIME ARRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHH
@markisbiqwinn3418
2 жыл бұрын
Screams in bi mlm joy 🤪
@ellabella001
2 жыл бұрын
Hehe
@faris794
2 жыл бұрын
Eyyy same
@monoyoukai
2 жыл бұрын
I have to say this, I am watching it while drawing a man and omg I am starting to catch feelings to a FVCKING PIECE OF PAPER ONG WHY ME?!
@tortis6342
2 жыл бұрын
Oof relatable. Paper and ink boys are so pretty.
@Nofaceguy117
2 жыл бұрын
I don’t know why, but watching this video is making me think of my crush who hasn’t accepted or rejected me because she has a lot of things going on in her life. I’m an omniromantic aegosexual who’s demifluid (statically male), for some extra context on identity. 🙂
@kuromistan645
Жыл бұрын
Omg hi, I see you on Summer Luk's channel all the time 🤭
@Nofaceguy117
Жыл бұрын
@@kuromistan645 Hey! Yea, I’m over there a lot commenting. 🙂
@kuromistan645
Жыл бұрын
@@Nofaceguy117 yep nice to see u :)
@Nofaceguy117
Жыл бұрын
@@kuromistan645 Nice to see you as well! 😁
@Nofaceguy117
Жыл бұрын
@green mayo man is screeching🇺🇦 Yea, I comment everywhere LGBT related if I can/if I have motivation to. Nice to see you here as well! 😁
@milogomora232
Жыл бұрын
*me watching this knowing it wont get me a boy* 😭
@bug_boy213
8 ай бұрын
9:57 acually theres barney and logs from dead end: paranormal park on netflix
@intend_o_switch402
2 жыл бұрын
amazing as always ella i just wanna have a romance with someone like any gender ig (perferablely a male or non binary spectrum peeps) but yea like we can cuddle and share snacks play games watch tv play video games and bored games like is that too much to ask :
@ellabella001
2 жыл бұрын
No probleem!
@skunkiegoescrazy
2 жыл бұрын
same omg like bro is it too much to ask for?
@intend_o_switch402
2 жыл бұрын
@@skunkiegoescrazy yea like ToT
@Chanticleer99
6 ай бұрын
Why are women in an MLM comp? Whats even happening any more?
@ikaikazaff5400
2 жыл бұрын
love the books
@SquirmieWormington
4 ай бұрын
3:40 can someone list what media all these different characters are from? More gay media please (edit: 8:01 TOO PLEASE)
@-Lukaa-
2 жыл бұрын
2:28 please actually me
@FirstRebel89
10 ай бұрын
I'm kinda into soft of any type:be l or g or b or t or q or any ++ As long you as you love life and your smile is priceless and you are supportive and you are not a lazy straight wife that ask for divorce after 5 years of honey moon with me😞 I feel soft masc is cute firm and attractive,it make me feel safe and warm.
@TheWaywardCheckpoint
2 жыл бұрын
3:03 what episode is this? Pls I'm begging to know 🙏
@bluehoneyblood8697
2 жыл бұрын
Yay :)
@ellabella001
2 жыл бұрын
💗💗
@lemontechnosupport5517
2 жыл бұрын
Hi do you think you could make a Bambi lesbain one of these but no pressure
@ellabella001
2 жыл бұрын
Theres not enough videos for an entire video
@lemontechnosupport5517
2 жыл бұрын
@@ellabella001 oh that’s alright, thank you have a great day
@markisbiqwinn3418
2 жыл бұрын
What are bambi lesbians ¿
@lemontechnosupport5517
2 жыл бұрын
@@markisbiqwinn3418 it’s lesbain but they prefer hugs,kisses stuff like that over sex
@user-kz9rq1ej4l
2 жыл бұрын
@@lemontechnosupport5517 like an ace lesbian or like a lesbian that just preffers non sexual things over the sexual ones but still has sex?
@ggt47
Жыл бұрын
This only has 44 thousand views. Like "sapphics" gets 100 thousand in a few hours.🙄
@JIN_KUYO
Жыл бұрын
Bro wth😨
@dragonray9128
2 жыл бұрын
Crying and shaking, can somebody please tell me the name of this Drama? 1:17
@xxmikey
2 жыл бұрын
i think its The Eclipse but im not too sure
@chickennugget2554
2 жыл бұрын
What book is at 0:47?
@lume8493
2 жыл бұрын
10:03 what was the song here?
@I_Swear_Im_Straight
6 ай бұрын
Nobody by Mitski
@skunkiegoescrazy
2 жыл бұрын
I just broke up with my girlfriend after realizing I was gay, It’s the hardest thing i’ve ever had to do. She’s so sweet and i’ll always have a spot for her in my heart. But I simply don’t love her. I feel terrible, help? update: it’s now September 7th, me and that girl had a huge argument a few weeks after we broke up for a completely different reason so we haven’t talked in months. i’m now almost 3 months in my new relationship with my boyfriend
@callmeoli3803
2 жыл бұрын
I know it’s probably extremely hard for you, but trust me it’s not at all your fault. Even if it may feel that you did something wrong, you didn’t. You can’t help who you love, and since your saying she’s a sweet girl, I’m guessing she probably understood you and excepted you! I hope you are okay and realize it’s not your fault
@skunkiegoescrazy
2 жыл бұрын
@@callmeoli3803 She was definitely hurt which made me feel terrible, we agreed to stay friends and not let this ruin our friendship:) which i’m quite happy about.
@callmeoli3803
2 жыл бұрын
@@skunkiegoescrazy aw, I’m so proud of you!!:)
@ellabella001
2 жыл бұрын
Remember being honest about those things are way better than staying in a relationship. You did the right thing and I hope you and her can stay close although the love part is over!
@DreyNova
2 жыл бұрын
Same situation, but I haven't broken up with her yet
@_thepleathersfine_
2 жыл бұрын
I’m currently pouring some iced coffee while watching this- this feels right😃✌️
@ellabella001
2 жыл бұрын
Perfect combination!
@emms_00
2 жыл бұрын
just remembered me as a kid searching up "emo boys kissing" lmao
@jaym291
Жыл бұрын
Could you please not call me out I got caught doing that by my brother that memory *was* repressed
@teadarling8154
2 жыл бұрын
I’m so envious of all the relationships shown. I mean im also in a gay relationship, but my boyfriend lives in America and we need to wait 4 whole years until he’s allowed to travel to my country :(
@I.luv.chase.Atlantic
Жыл бұрын
Are you guys still together?
@teadarling8154
Жыл бұрын
Yes@@I.luv.chase.Atlantic we’re coming up to a full 2 years together :)
@I.luv.chase.Atlantic
Жыл бұрын
omg congrats@@teadarling8154
@boingooingo3317
2 жыл бұрын
This one time I asked an OP who was making jokes on some character's special outfits on whether they meant MLM as in gay or multi-level marketing. They originally meant multi-level marketing but I think the replies agreed that both would fit well in relation to that character lol
@ItzZoZoGacha
2 жыл бұрын
When the guy from 1:36 gave Red White and Royal Blue a 3/10 and gave What If It's Us a 1/10 I screamed. Both those books are beautiful and amazing and I was so mad hearing that. Though I guess he can judge better since he's a gay man. Edit: I’m a female bisexual though so I know I can’t judge as accurately as a gay man could because I can’t relate to the books that much. I’m just stating my opinion.
@riotroyale
2 жыл бұрын
true but AHHH alex is my comfort character (along with nora june and pez) so i physically SCREAMED
@ItzZoZoGacha
2 жыл бұрын
@@riotroyale YESSS!!! I’m bisexual and love Alex so I say Alex is my spirit animal because he is!
@ItzZoZoGacha
2 жыл бұрын
@@riotroyale I SCREAMED AND SHOUTED FOR LIKE TWO MINUTES AS WELL! I literally went on a rant.
@ItzZoZoGacha
2 жыл бұрын
@@kayb933 I don’t think Casey Mcquinston meant to do that, but I can see why you’d feel uncomfortable about a female author writing an mlm book.
@efgdelcatty
2 жыл бұрын
As a mlm i was ok until he said boyfriend material is the worst. It is hilarious and amazing, and you should definetly read it if you haven't!
@dzzasterous
2 жыл бұрын
This video makes me feel so very lonely. I used to be a bi girl who had a preference for women, and now I’m a trans man (on the non-binary spectrum still) who doesn’t know who tf he loves :))
@Thunder-00
Жыл бұрын
Can’t wait till I move out, then I can go to pride parades, buy lgbtq+ books, flags, etc. and not have to constantly worry about my family finding out about me being queer
@chamomiletea1672
2 жыл бұрын
bro wtf is the show at 1:13 I NEED TO KNOW 😭
@Soul-08
2 жыл бұрын
SAME PLZ SOMEONE TELL ME
@xxmikey
2 жыл бұрын
The Eclipse i think,, not too sure tho lol
@tee-ee1ow
2 жыл бұрын
MY FRIEND IS IN THIS SCREAMING CRYING
@parrotpepper332
2 жыл бұрын
10:30 pls not Pearcy Jackson It's a fact tho my entire life is a gay joke
@lovinglife8966
Жыл бұрын
I searched for MLM like multi level marketing but I’m so not disappointed with this! It’s the 3rd result!
@steliiaa
2 жыл бұрын
First ig 🏳️🌈✨😂 love you Ella u have grow so much
@ellabella001
2 жыл бұрын
Love you too and thank you for supporting!! You've been here almost from the start 💗
@sadieeekp
2 жыл бұрын
1:46 Red white and Royal blue and what if it's us are some of my favorite books!!!! They're so good!!!
@joespooky5789
2 жыл бұрын
1:45 it is mlm :) oscar wilde wrote in a relationship between basil and dorian , but the editors(? i believe) cut it out.
@TacocatX
Жыл бұрын
9:45 yo, if you want good mlm characters, check out dead end paranormal park! One of the lead characters is not only a gay man, but he’s transmasc too!
@markisbiqwinn3418
2 жыл бұрын
5:30 just started this book seems really good would recommend 🗿🐸🗿🐸🗿🐸🗿🐸🗿🐸🗿🐸🗿🐸🗿🐸🗿🐸🗿🐸🗿🐸🗿
@ellabella001
2 жыл бұрын
Oo great!!
@nova4373
Жыл бұрын
not to be gay but im watching this in a dark room wearing a oversized hoodie and hugging a pillow
@graceattberry8844
2 жыл бұрын
10:04 aha that’s funny because I’m 7th grade my middle school English teacher reads one of the Percy Jackson books to the class.. and her son is gay 😀 I mean it’s fine though, I already know I’m part of the lgbtqia+ community. Except like I’m not gay in that sense (I am cupioromantic and aegosexual)
@Ormeater
Жыл бұрын
I’m T4t/transmasc and I would absolutely do almost anything to have a relationship like these like HOW DO YOU GUYS DO IT. I need ANSWERS.
@--6181
2 жыл бұрын
I've been questioning my Sexuality for so long and I've realised I'm mlm and thats the reason my past relationships with women were so hard but the problem is I don't look like a guy :,| Update: I'm madly in love with a boy in my class but he misgenders me :|
@honeydew1917
2 жыл бұрын
I have two little alt OC’s who are skater boyfriends and I project onto them because they’re really living my dream life fr ;-; I just wanna be someone’s gay short transmasc bf and we can kiss in an abandoned warehouse at sunset
@katie15732
2 жыл бұрын
I also have skater bf OC's :v
@marsrosewood7099
2 жыл бұрын
I need to stop watching these because every time I HAVE A FUCKING GENDER CRISIS 😩
@frogdasilva9848
2 жыл бұрын
I wish would do a mlm cover of Fictional men by PEGGY
@marahrager4909
2 жыл бұрын
what is mlm and wlw, im guessing man like man and woman like woman?
@ellabella001
2 жыл бұрын
Yeah!
@earthblayde
2 жыл бұрын
this video is making me feel so goddamn lonely
@Miko-Arts18
Жыл бұрын
I wish there was more Achillean online honestly because I recently came out as it I'm demiromantic and Achillean that's a trans dude with a non-binary partner that uses he/him, he/they and I wish I could just learn more about it but there isn't really enough information anywhere
@entercreativenamehere5551
Жыл бұрын
hii at 12:14, does anyone know what movie that tiktok is? sry haha
@olivergardenss
2 жыл бұрын
3:59 ....i need their tiktok they are so pretty what
@liam-my9ju
Жыл бұрын
5:06 omg i read tha twhen i was 10, no one knew what it was, im so glad they said it
@michellerose7753
2 жыл бұрын
2:51 Yes pleaseeee
@averybutdifferent5294
Жыл бұрын
Now that Garcharov is getting popular again, I wonder if ill see any of Garcharov x Andrey 🥰
@maxwellmeows
2 жыл бұрын
Any MLM Self-shippers here?
@markisbiqwinn3418
2 жыл бұрын
🐸🐸🐸🐸🐸🐸🐸🐸🐸
@ll8869
2 жыл бұрын
Yo!!!!
@tortis6342
2 жыл бұрын
I'm not judging but can you explain that?
@SlightlyOffendedKiwi
Ай бұрын
Guys help So like, I’m not trans, I just wish I was born a guy. Like. I don’t want to be trans. I just wish I were not a woman. I would be so much prettier, I would have won the genetic lottery if I was a man. Is this weird? Like I just wish I were a guy from birth I feel like I’d just be better at being a guy but I’m not. And I’m not trans. What??? 😭🙏
@ill_playground
3 ай бұрын
if you want a nice metal/rock old timesy mlm book," Ziggy, Stardust and me " is my all time favourite. takes place in the 70's in a town where being queer is illegal, and the boy meets another boy from woundedknee where being queer, two spiriteded, etc is honored. and they fall in love. Boy one is in love with Ziggy stardust and Roberta Flack, woundedknee boy is in love with pink floyd. heart felt, sad, so much more. its truly beautiful.
@evphcriq
Жыл бұрын
2:51 BRO WHO WANTS TO FALL MADLY IN LOVEEEEERE W/ MEEEEEE
@alexgreincarinated
Жыл бұрын
NAH BRO US 😭😭
@batzdites
Жыл бұрын
okay how about we change multi level marking to smth like.. MULMS (multi level marketing schemes)
@Kitsuneautistic
15 күн бұрын
I'm sad because I've made it this far in this life, and still haven't found my soulmate
@ArtsyAnime788
2 ай бұрын
Tbh, I have a hard time differing achillean and gay, but seeing this makes me think that they are similar but unique in their own ways
@mcr_ratboi
3 ай бұрын
9:55 this is one of the reasons why the main couple in my series is mlm they are my favorite couple to draw and write together
@nico-ji5om
2 жыл бұрын
Please someone what are the names of these 1:01 and 1:04
@ellabella001
2 жыл бұрын
Its the book the creator makes I think
@UndecidedASMR
2 жыл бұрын
I saw my favorite app-
@theoblake2068
2 жыл бұрын
1;20 name please
@ami_forte
2 жыл бұрын
8:55 SCOOTERS.
@henry.bovvers
Жыл бұрын
someone, tell me.. can you get a flat chest without a binder, surgery? (and some tips for a FTM person!)
@theoboulanger6125
Жыл бұрын
My chest is pretty small already so this might not work, but wearing a baggy shirt tucked in your pants then tugged out slightly (in a way where the bottom of the shirt is in your pants but the rest is "floating out") or with certain graphic t-shirts that have really thick printed design that sort of blocks out the chest ? It can give the illusion of a flat chest ( I also recommend having a very loose jacket or hoodie to hide it, layering can work really well :)) Otherwise, there are some sports bras that can also flatten the chest (I had seen one that a trans person was using to bind, and was recommending, I'll try to see if I can find it for you !)
@theoboulanger6125
Жыл бұрын
Hi I'm back ! It was the girlfriend collective bra ! They were using the Mia high neck bra, but they make other compressive bras that probably works just as well :) hope this helps !!
@Rebelboy1984
Жыл бұрын
Auto androphilia
@-Mango-On-Paws-
5 ай бұрын
what is mlm?
@Rexi333
Жыл бұрын
I’m trans and mlm AND I FINALLY GOT A BF I LOVE HIM SO MUCH IF WE WHERE OF AGE I’D MARRY HIM
@GunnerTheTherian
6 ай бұрын
Congrats!
@dnai_eats_birds_lol
Жыл бұрын
Anybody else notice he was holding Aristotle And Dante Discover The Secrets of The Universe at 1:31 ? I just finished reading that book for the tenth time and it's just as good as the first time. Definitely recommend!
@monsterzz_ink
2 жыл бұрын
AYY
@ellabella001
2 жыл бұрын
💗
@snoobydoobles8638
Жыл бұрын
book recommendation : milo and marcos at the end of the word
@peachydoodles
Жыл бұрын
Why do I keep watching these they nake me sad💀😛
@aleksandier5037
Жыл бұрын
1:19 what's that movie/series?
@lumiere9086
2 жыл бұрын
Hi! Do you know what show this 7:28 is?
@snowyfox001
2 жыл бұрын
1:05 whats the namee
@MrMagistralMalik
Жыл бұрын
2:38 - Can anyone please tell me the name of this song?
@MrMagistralMalik
Жыл бұрын
2:50 - As well as on here.😊
@roxykloos8132
9 ай бұрын
i got secondhand embarasmend for the whole video.
@GunnerTheTherian
6 ай бұрын
You misspelled “embarrassment”
@Jakewebberfannn
2 жыл бұрын
what dose MLM mean ls tell me
@probably_noah9417
2 жыл бұрын
Man love man, gay or bi or just guys who like guys
@Jakewebberfannn
2 жыл бұрын
@@probably_noah9417 what i dont get it ?
@probably_noah9417
2 жыл бұрын
@@Jakewebberfannn What don't you get? MLM- Men who love Men Men who are attracted to other men
@Jakewebberfannn
2 жыл бұрын
@@probably_noah9417 what is a men men
@MaskedSpringtrap
2 жыл бұрын
@@Jakewebberfannn its a boy who loves other boys.
@sillylilguyx3
10 ай бұрын
achillan is a big word and make you sound like a nerd bro . just say irl yaoi or smt
@-nick-421
2 жыл бұрын
I wish I could find love like that 🥲
@intend_o_switch402
2 жыл бұрын
same-
@-nick-421
2 жыл бұрын
@@intend_o_switch402 yeah 😭
@intend_o_switch402
2 жыл бұрын
@@-nick-421 im so lonely YyyY ToT
@-nick-421
2 жыл бұрын
@@intend_o_switch402 I thought I was the only one ;-;
@probably_noah9417
2 жыл бұрын
Same- but I'm transmasculine and I'm worried that if a guy dates me he'll like me as a girl and not in a mlm way 😥
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