If you have any other question I haven't answer, please comment them below!
@DieYuppiieSkum
3 жыл бұрын
Not sure if you heard of the recent news of Tulsi Gabbard introducing a bill to ban transformed from participating in women's sports. time.com/5920758/tulsi-gabbard-bill-transgender-women-sports/
@Mahmood.23
3 жыл бұрын
@@DieYuppiieSkum yeah that's why they're called "trans women" and not women.
@hendrahenshin5471
3 жыл бұрын
What kind of bottom surgery do you take to create the canal? Is it a penile inversion or by colone?
@Gordanmgleb
3 жыл бұрын
@@mulberrystnyc yes,i agree. that's gross. but the dude in the video is also gross. IT is parading itself in women's clothes.
@brandireichert6941
3 жыл бұрын
@@Gordanmgleb She is Beautiful and you know this is the truth. God Bless You.
@daniellesalvia7788
3 жыл бұрын
I have to say that l think she’s absolutely adorable the way she talks about and describes things. She’s too cute and very pretty
@memeshop8481
3 жыл бұрын
She's a he.
@whos.brooke.
3 жыл бұрын
@@memeshop8481 No, no she isn't.
@tonywilliams6492
3 жыл бұрын
He*
@brooklyn6961
2 жыл бұрын
@@memeshop8481 uhh no she’s a she
@brooklyn6961
2 жыл бұрын
@@tonywilliams6492 she not he
@zubenel444
3 жыл бұрын
Mathilda, I love you SO much, for being willing to answer these uncomfortable questions. You're doing such a wonderful service for others who might be feeling the way that you used to about your body. You show them that there is light at the end of the tunnel. That it IS possible for them to lead a happy life. Kudos, milady!! ❤️❤️❤️
@astrallitwick5490
3 жыл бұрын
Damn she passed no nut November every year of her life up until the surgery
@denjithechainsaw9769
3 жыл бұрын
Seriously. Thank you for making these videos and sharing your experiences about your transition. I've been trying to educate myself on feminization hormone therapy and your videos really help. Thanks again!
@taylorfrink1182
3 жыл бұрын
queeeen im so glad i found your channel, thank you for educating even tho some of the qs are a little intrusive. sending you love i hope your day is beautiful td
@clivematthews95
3 жыл бұрын
Insightful, and I love seeing your happiness with your transition, in your face 😊
@graceykinz
3 жыл бұрын
My surgery is in July 2021 with Wittenberg, im excited!
@er-lo7fm
3 жыл бұрын
if you don't mind me asking. when did you schedule it? im curious how long it takes to have it. I just started my transition.
@graceykinz
3 жыл бұрын
@@er-lo7fm I think I scheduled my surgery in September 2020. Right now I'm just doing genital electrolysis (permanent hair removal) which can take 6 to 12 months to complete Edit: sorry I scheduled in October of this year. Also it can vary based on which surgeon you choose because they all have different levels of demand based on popularity and it can be from a few months wait list to a few years
@ItsOnlyFear-sg4tj
3 жыл бұрын
Seriously, I think you should reconsidered. Many ppl regret it after going with it. Is it really worth it?
@lexxiwells4726
3 жыл бұрын
@@ItsOnlyFear-sg4tj WRONG!! The regret rate is less than 2% worldwide. That means there's a 98% non-regret rate. Or to say it a different way...98% of people who have the surgery are completely happy about it. You can't find any other surgery in the world with approval rates like that. So please discontinue spreading false information. It helps no one at all. In fact lies like that are meant to harm other people. Maybe try being a positive influence on other people and you'll end up being a much better human being.
@ashleyford7932
3 жыл бұрын
@@ItsOnlyFear-sg4tj the only reason some people regret is either A the surgery went wrong or B they didn’t have gender dysphoria and transitioned for the wrong reasons
@jakobjohnson7392
10 ай бұрын
Mathilda i lovd your videos. Im starting HRT in january and i cant wait till the day comes that i can get my surgery. Thank you for making these informative videos so that girls like me know what to prepare for.
@rabarbosa62754
3 жыл бұрын
Good to see you again; interesting video today! ❤️
3 жыл бұрын
Hello :))
@dibaldgyfm9933
3 жыл бұрын
Love your straightforwardness. ❤
@kyliekay447
3 жыл бұрын
One question Ive been wondering is do you think since having your SRS surgery your body/face has feminised even more? 🧡🧡
@transgoddess31
3 жыл бұрын
@OceanGirl207 no. I heard it does help feminize more. That or castration
@ameerami6947
3 жыл бұрын
Ofcz yes it couse to have more faminaine
@ameerami6947
3 жыл бұрын
@OceanGirl207 i mean the surgery makes more feminine to our body
@MarkSmithhhh
3 жыл бұрын
Super pretty...i could care less what people do to make themselves happy...a cliche is that "it doesn't affect me so I don't care what they do"...I disagree, seeing happy people does affect me...more people in the world that are happy for being accepted foe who they are directly affects my happiness in a positive way
@FalconsMaltings
3 жыл бұрын
😎
@danyelPitmon
3 жыл бұрын
PS Matilda I enjoy immensely being put under I actually look forward to it because at least I know I’m going to get a really good nap and sleep very good all the way through
@dylnixon8006
3 жыл бұрын
You are such an amazing woman and you inspire me to be myself as a trans femalways thank you
@PhoenixHull18
10 ай бұрын
I will wait like three years low key because I want to make sure I am sure I am a transgender woman and all but I need to educate people especially my parents about this but this week I’m going to come out to them again and hopefully they understand my true self and by the way Mathilda was my first transgender woman I ever got to see in my KZitem feed and I’m happy that I can get a lot of help and support from you by the way you have probably the most beautiful personality I have seen in a while I wish the best for your future and I will tell you how my journey goes:)
@saunee8119
10 ай бұрын
I don’t mean to be offensive. But I am curious as why it matters what others think about your gender?
@thebatemans6729
3 жыл бұрын
AWAKE? No way, not me. I’d be waiting to hear someone exclaim, “oops”.
@jrodnanfelt
Ай бұрын
Like oops I snipped your balls off, jeez lewise
@DarDarBinks1986
3 жыл бұрын
Glad to see this so I have a better idea of what to expect when I go under the knife myself. Already on HRT for four months and counting and can't wait to have bottom surgery done. I'm more worried about the hospital stay than the surgery itself, though. I have a pet parrot at home and don't like the idea of being away from him for however long the hospital stay is. Ricky (a blue-fronted amazon) and I spend every day together and most of the day, he's out of his cage. It's a big cage but he's usually on my shoulder or his open stand.
@chloe-sunshine7
4 ай бұрын
Have you gotten the surgery yet? If so, I hope Ricky took it well. How's he doing?
@DarDarBinks1986
4 ай бұрын
@@chloe-sunshine7 Not yet. I'm now 3 years and 8 months into HRT, though. But lately, I've been looking into having orchi done. A friend of mine just had her orchi a few months ago. And now I've told my doctor about that. Orchi first, then go back for vaginoplasty at a later date.
@cjcoleman3893
2 жыл бұрын
Please people don't be influenced by this don't wreck your body over a false gender dream
@stefanilalovic
Жыл бұрын
It’s not wrecking your body if it’s what you want, people that are transgender actually enjoy having the right genitals for their preferred gender btw 🙄
@ralimba1778
Жыл бұрын
No. Mind your own business transphobe!
@TheWeirdKitty
Жыл бұрын
It's always "mind your own business" or "go educate yourself" but you're the fuckers shoving this shit in everybody else's faces and making it our business. Never giving any real reason for mutilating yourselves forever just because of some undescribable, illogical, feelings you have.
@rrromanticaaa
Жыл бұрын
we'll do as we please thanks
@kupillas-1638
3 жыл бұрын
Another great video! U always make me happy
@RobertoLopez-nn8ty
3 жыл бұрын
I love you Matilda. No, really. I love you.
@tastyfrzz1
4 ай бұрын
My friend lost all feeling down there after their surgery.
@frostypop934
3 ай бұрын
That’s unfortunate..
@jrodnanfelt
Ай бұрын
It takes a lot of balls for him to do that
@tastyfrzz1
Ай бұрын
@@jrodnanfelt not anymore.
@RemyRAD
3 жыл бұрын
Another great question. What did it feel like taking a whiz? Firstly. Mathilde had mentioned. When we had our catheters removed. She expressed an uncomfortable painful removal. I on the other hand. Was so damned relieved to get that thing out. If there was any pain? I sure don't remember any. I was happy to get that thing out. Of course a few hours later. Comes the next exciting thing. My first girly whiz on my own. On my own potty. All by myself. And now what do you do with that thing? And how do you do it? Do you fold the toilet paper like a wipe in back? Or do you crush it into a POOFY ball? But I have to go no matter what. It was a rude experience a rude feeling. It felt like it took a quick exit ramp off of a freeway. Too fast. It wasn't comfortable at first. It wasn't comfortable at second. I don't know on third. When in a week or two. It just felt normal again. Oh and. I still switch it up. I use both methods with the toilet paper. But I'm inconsistent. Straight wipes and POOF's. Rarely both together. But sometimes, well. You can't tell if you're shooting straight. You can't aim anymore. And it makes for much more difficult rugged camping. As I was an avid camper. It's a little less easy now. And paid for commercial campsites. Are much more female friendly. Than getting poison ivy. I'm happy to say I don't know ivy. I try to keep my distance from her. She's not friendly. She can really get under your skin. I'm sorry there I go again. Always looking for that opportunistic punchline. RemyRAD PS it's American humor like Al Franken
@peterojas7490
3 жыл бұрын
Does frequent intimacy with a male partner a substitute for dilation for those that have had the surgery done many years into the past? I am somewhat fascinated by transrelated issues as a cismale.
@codename495
3 жыл бұрын
I’m not trans, but I am in the medical field and a dilator is not at all like a penis.
@Chamomile369
3 жыл бұрын
Quit watching sissy hypno
@amberb9701
3 жыл бұрын
Some surgeons claim that it is possible if commonly having PIV sex (which can only be done months out from surgery) but it seems to vary.
@strongwoman9527
2 жыл бұрын
Weirdo 🙄😐
@nerorazortopia7335
3 жыл бұрын
when do you tell people you date that your trans? I'm male to female myself starting next year and trying to figure it out
@cocothecuti3446
3 жыл бұрын
Hey Mathilda! Any plans on discussing the legal aspects of transitioning? Like legally changing your name and updating your passport and such?
@megandeeds9086
3 жыл бұрын
I was wondering that too! Were you ale to “unregister” from the draft once you got your bottom surgery, (or is registering for the draft even required in your country like it is in the US)?!!?
@codename495
3 жыл бұрын
@@megandeeds9086 The draft isn’t compulsory for women, so once your birth certificate and social security card reflected the correct sex you wouldn’t have to worry about the draft.
@martyrbyproxy
3 жыл бұрын
I have to say that if you looked differently than you do now before surgeries, then your surgeon is the reincarnation of Michelangelo. If not, still gorgeous and the accent is rawr. Glad you are happy to be who you are now. I could only wish that every person knew who they are and was as steadfast in what they need to feel complete as you. The rest of us are floating in a never-ending void of what we were programed to do, and what we are told we are supposed to be. Life should always be about finding the true self and I am glad that you found you. Stay up, boo boo.
@THEMADHATTRESS
4 ай бұрын
People are way more nuanced than that.
@TheCultOfDanny
3 жыл бұрын
You have a lovely disposition Mathilda. New subscriber, enjoying your videos. Thank You
@queensigal
3 жыл бұрын
What about having children?I know a MTF who had children naturally before transition but since you have already transirioned any thoughts?regrets?
@fatmaalshamsi1091
3 жыл бұрын
She already answered that in a previous video. She said she didn't freeze her sperm because she never cared to have biological children and she is most likely going to adopt in the future anyway.
@reay7224
2 жыл бұрын
I'm trying to educate myself more on this subject and this video was very informative - thanks!
@bloodcoldshawty
3 жыл бұрын
Great video Mathilda !! Thank you :3
@AviatingWithMel
3 жыл бұрын
Hey Mathilda, Yeah you can be awake, my grandma (mid 80's) was awake when she had her hip replacement done...she described it as sounding like a building site 😲 Second quarter 2021...when I get my GRS, I'll be well asleep, with an epidural fitted.
@TheBird..
3 жыл бұрын
What actually happens in bottom surgery?
@esterbrollo7386
3 жыл бұрын
Hi Matilda. Just If my question is not too personal... what kind of technique did your doctors use? I'm so undecided... Italy National Health System offers for free just one tecnique (after years of waiting). surgeons don't perform many surgeries in a year and that scares me. Thanx in advance
@jackmckeown9121
Ай бұрын
Gender affirming healthcare saves lives 🏳️⚧️❤
@victoriakur4212
3 жыл бұрын
Love your video! I just got my big O after about 1 year! Yay!!!!!
@lunan5197
2 жыл бұрын
whats the big O?
@victoriakur4212
2 жыл бұрын
@@lunan5197 The operation that Made my life complete. Keep up the great work your doing here
@mssharinabrown9958
3 жыл бұрын
Thanx cutie-u r an inspiration to girls like us-luv u sis xx
@Flyinclutchman206
3 жыл бұрын
So true!
@conniemcintosh6247
2 жыл бұрын
My stuffing was a big condom looking bag stuffed with a sponge. It came out fairly easy. The catheter was the worst of it because it was the last thing to be removed. I really hated that part of and it felt like I had to pee for a week ..
@ismellliketeenspirit9489
3 жыл бұрын
I just got an ad of you in your video
@ariak.5394
3 жыл бұрын
Girl u get prettier every video haha 🤭
@jlowe51
2 ай бұрын
Do you know of a medical web page that shows it right after the surgery, two weeks after the surgery, one month after the surgery, and so on until it's has completely healed?
@demoskunk
2 жыл бұрын
Sounds way too risky.
@bee125
2 жыл бұрын
am starting to really seriously consider gcs so videos like these are very helpful and comforting, thank you
@avaburke8884
2 жыл бұрын
As a transgender woman who just started less than 2 years ago, this is very helpful information about bottom surgery. Thanks so much ❤️
@ehosmanek1696
Жыл бұрын
No such thing as as transgender woman. But thanks for living in a fantasy world sex is binary
@yausila
Жыл бұрын
@@ehosmanek1696lmaoo
@daffidkane8350
2 ай бұрын
Was swollen and looked bad! Will you have to live on medication and visit the doctor regularly?
@sssssssss218
2 жыл бұрын
I already hate my life I’am trans woman and I’m 14 years old my life here in KSA is very bad as a transgender woman And Bad in all respects literally my family are hate me and the all society hate me Also the kingdom I already hate my life and I can’t stop crying from time to time I always feel like I want to go back in time and prevent my birth I hope I can see the perfect life in the future
@Emmaffia
3 жыл бұрын
Make more videos with Christian !!!
@healthyoptima1260
3 жыл бұрын
Bunch of good info!
@CaRLaiTJiE
3 жыл бұрын
It's Mathilda...obviously😎
@jetbuilder
Жыл бұрын
I'm just starting to pursue bottom surgery. It still feels like such a huge process and I don't know where to start. I've been aro/ace all my life. Realizing that was unrecognized gender dysphoria makes me want it even more. I realized I'm already not so Aro and I'm pretty sure I will be a lot less Ace as before. What was the process like to actually get to the point you had a surgery date? What was it like talking to a psychiatrist to get them to sign off. What was discussed?
@mikelambert6733
3 жыл бұрын
New vid from my girl,same LOVE from West Virginia,USA!!!💓😁Your Soul is as beautiful as your bod!!! Such an inspiration!! I will Sub ya forever!!!
@livelaughlove436
Жыл бұрын
Pretty lady
@animallover3174
3 жыл бұрын
You are so beautiful
@josemauriciorodriguezmarti3907
3 жыл бұрын
You're the best and gorgeous for the experience on the new video for bottom surgery💖💞👏✨
@nitoluassumi1716
3 жыл бұрын
What was the total cost of all the MTF surgery ?
3 жыл бұрын
Nothing. I live in Sweden, it’s free here, we have universal healthcare :)
@nitoluassumi1716
3 жыл бұрын
@ ha ha OK !!!
@nitoluassumi1716
3 жыл бұрын
@ ok one last question if you dont mind. What are some categories or types of transgender people ?
@mrfanmrfan6598
3 жыл бұрын
@@nitoluassumi1716 she can't understand your question. She's from Sweden🇸🇪
@Feanor6450
Жыл бұрын
@ I live in Australia, there is healthcare but it is not free for things that aren't physically necessary (the liberal government has made sure that psychologically necessary things don't count, though with labor finally in charge that might change) and so it still costs $30,000 for the genital surgery alone here.
@dalemontgomery5475
3 жыл бұрын
How long Do have to be on hormones before they can do the surgery ??? Iam my would to get it done iam a male an I really want the bottom done . I hope sometime in 2022 I can get done . It's January 2021 . Iam very sick of my male body .
@matthewpittman1026
3 жыл бұрын
I’ve only known about your channel for a couple days and I already just love you! You’re funny about everything and bring a smile and laughter to us! 😁😊
@snagz7131
2 жыл бұрын
Love you girl! be you!
@jessiegardman2984
Ай бұрын
Did you do the bottom surgery in Sweden?
@Badoo143
3 жыл бұрын
obviously its not obvious
@Laylalove972
6 ай бұрын
You are a beautiful woman I appreciate you your a perfect woman
@Milkshakes-Den
3 жыл бұрын
What is the big O? I have known I’m trans for a while and would love the surgery but I’m still not farmhouse on some terms.
@zackc5490
3 жыл бұрын
I’m pretty sure she’s talking about having an orgasm
@Milkshakes-Den
2 жыл бұрын
Oh ok, thanks
@Milkshakes-Den
2 жыл бұрын
I wrote farmhouse by mistake, it was meant to be familiar. I’m sorry about that
@jainaduncan
3 жыл бұрын
I would love you to do some outside vids, you know show us your world 🗺
@craigmason
3 жыл бұрын
Hi matilda was it strange going with a guy for the first time and letting him see your vj
@xcalypso4077
18 күн бұрын
it doesnt stretch wow, ur bf must be so lucky
@Shan-ShanH
3 жыл бұрын
I find it interesting that you admit that you had gender dysphoria. I guess admitting it is the first step.
@yedhu6284
3 жыл бұрын
You are beautiful✨️
@codyswan4918
3 жыл бұрын
I'm a circumcised male. I don't remember the pain but I assume it was bad. And they didn't put me under.
@yogibear3835
2 жыл бұрын
Um ok?
@Carmelmen1
4 ай бұрын
I want to get mine!
@sabridottavio945
3 ай бұрын
In your other video you said you get wet down there but I don’t know how that’s even possible because you don’t have ovaries or a uterus so you’re not ovulating and having a period so how can you get any discharge?
@TrueFunFan
3 жыл бұрын
5:22 what is a "big O"? I assume its not about the big O notation...
@DarDarBinks1986
3 жыл бұрын
BIG O! SHOWTIME!
@TrueFunFan
3 жыл бұрын
This tells me literally nothing :(
@dotdotdotdotdotdotdotdotdot
3 жыл бұрын
@@TrueFunFan If you are legit asking, its referring to orgasm.
@TrueFunFan
3 жыл бұрын
@@dotdotdotdotdotdotdotdotdot yes I did ask legit question. Thank you very much, kind person
@ExvangelicalJess
3 жыл бұрын
I’ve been told that I should continue to masturbate until surgery because it gives the surgeon more to work with, but I don’t even like to touch myself when peeing or showering because of my gender dysphoria. Did you have this problem, and, if so, how did you deal with it?
@rvc9876
Жыл бұрын
Sue Kaiser Permanente for Chloe Cole
@RemyRAD
3 жыл бұрын
So I'm back. I'm going increment by increment here. How long does it take to heal? That should have been met. With. How old are you? What kind of physical condition are you in? Small, medium, large, 5XXX? Yes for Mathilde at her sweet young age. She said one year. I had mine at 45. I felt I was healed fully after a year and 1/2. I'm currently 65 now. And if I had waited this long? And had lived my life through. As a woman. With extra baggage. I think I would still be apt. To go through with the SRS. But I would definitely have to ask myself why that would be necessary at that point. And what the reason might be for that? As I've also known plenty of other gorgeous women just like yourself. That have lived that way. And either their male partners love that. Or their female partners love that. And so do they. But we all weren't made that way. You weren't. And you had the distinct advantage of being incredibly beautiful. And 100%. A 10. And any man would be lucky to have a vivacious beautiful woman such as yourself. And I could not say that any planner. However that does not go for me.. I'm really no different though. From my female colleague engineers. We all worked along side of. At NBC-TV, Washington, DC. And we all pretty much dressed and looked, alike. Except that some of us used the other bathrooms. I had my choice of bathrooms. Everyone else didn't. And I'm Jewish. And I was the chosen person. Fancy that? Now here's the funny part. I'm an audio engineer at NBC-TV. I'm in my own control room. Separated from that of the video control room. And right outside the door of my control room. Directly across my hall. Not more than 5 feet away. Was the men's room at this end of the hallway. The ladies room was at the total opposite end of the hallway. From where I was. And I got some great comedy material. Under my skirt. Using the men's room at NBC-TV, Washington DC. Particularly. Because of this game show. And so this game show. That was produced there. Was a high school game show. An NBC security. Generally kept all of the high schoolers corralled. At the front of the building. But boys will be boys. Just not all of us. And occasionally. 5 teenage boys compiling in the men's room. Only to find a woman in a red dress reapplying her makeup. And you get some great comedy material from those moments. They are precious. It inspired me to start doing standup comedy. And you're doing it right now. And you're great at it! You keep it light and friendly. You keep it right. You do it right. I love you. Too bad you're not a lesbian. I could teach you. My lesbian husband explained it all to me. I think I got the hang of it after 22 years. And I would love to convert you. I'm a lot of fun. At 65. I've had a lot of practice. I make rock 'n' roll recordings for a living. Or did. Before everybody went viral. And we didn't. Your virtuality is terrific! I think that's a computer term these days? And you've gone from TV to VT? That's in Vermont. That's also cold. You should do fine there. I'm sure you have quite the following there. They are an interesting group. Actually a lot of saps. They make a lot of maple syrup. They are sweet people. And some actually are. And I'm not sure about the molasses in February? That's why I moved further south where it's much warmer. Girl, I think we both need a little sun. Which is the only kind of baby I can have. A tan. Coppertone Girl RemyRAD
@ronettemalone
3 жыл бұрын
I love being put under too! Are we weird?! 🤣😂
@strongwoman9527
2 жыл бұрын
Yeah you're a weirdo!!!🙄✌️
@ashleyd3329
2 жыл бұрын
Yea I have a question. Do you realize how gorgeous and adorable you are??? LOL. Thank you for educating me further on this topic. I try to be as equipped as possible. I admire you queen. Shine on 💗
@snagz7131
2 жыл бұрын
Just gotta say your beautiful! love you!
@audreycabrera4562
3 жыл бұрын
Do u have to dilate for life?
3 жыл бұрын
I really depends on you as a person, however I only dilate around twice a month, I had it 7 years ago and I’m in a steady relationship and when we’re intimate that compensates for one dilation session ❤️
3 жыл бұрын
It will gradually be less and less until, think of it as a earring, the few first years you have to have earring in than after having it in for like 15 years you can take it out for months at a time without it closing up ❤️
@chrisf5053
Жыл бұрын
Thank you for your honest and candid video. I'm sure it helped a lot of people. BTW you're very beautiful.
@BarneyBearsChannel
3 жыл бұрын
tHNK U FOR SHARING SESSY
@sakeenahroberts07
7 ай бұрын
What is the big O?
@juhajuntunen7866
Ай бұрын
orgasm.
@Dallasxtend
3 жыл бұрын
Yess Periooood I made you 46k view I feel special 🥰🥰
@lord_9923
3 жыл бұрын
Male voice 🧐
@zestzonertheoblivious5828
2 жыл бұрын
sounds like a women.
@mariecompere7823
2 жыл бұрын
Where🙁
@yaminoonna3218
Жыл бұрын
That's a dude
@RemyRAD
3 жыл бұрын
No way! Someone only had a local to have the surgery so she could watch in real time? No funky way! I'm sorry that is just, tooo, over the top. That is just too kinky. That's some kind of,, fanaticism. Me? I was up there with my loving partner. And since he had been a EMT and a cop. I simply got permission from my surgeon. To have my husband set up the tripod right behind them overtop his shoulder. And video the procedure in its entirety. And so the video is 2.5 hours long. While the procedure actually took approximately an additional two hours. It was, what we refer to in the broadcast industry as, telescoped. Which means. It's not always cutting and sniffing. It's not always cutting and snipping. There is a lot of quiet down time in between. Other preparatory and ongoing procedures. Not necessary to the video. Along with the limited battery life. And length of the digital videotape in 2001. I decided to get my surgery in a kind of, Stanley Kubrick way. And it's not something that I can still easily watch, today. 20 years later. I just never really cared for those kinds of college education procedural TV shows. I had to actually shoot others for my career. The tooth pulling one was really bad. No, really. I'm serious. Okay okay I'll tell you here. Briefly. So I'm a professional audio guy. I go out with my boss and the cinematographer. To the University of Baltimore's Dental Clinic.. And we are to film some tooth extractions. And the whole point of this being. To provide an and it's easy. To keep the patient conscious. But feeling no pain. And that anesthesia was? What we all know as, Nitrous Oxide or NO a.k.a. Laughing Gas. It's laughing gas. And so they give this guy's a laughing gas. And they proceed to stick their knee into his abdomen. And yanking his tooth out. Like you would see. In a WC Fields movie, the Three Stooges, etc. And the guy is screaming in pain. At the top of his lungs! And I can't take it! I can't stand there with the microphone and the tape recorder over my shoulder. I just couldn't take it! But I had to. It was very painful for me. And when the extraction was over. They turned off the laughing gas. And this guy had been awake the whole time for sure. Screaming his guts out. Like being killed by Hitler's Doctor Mangler. And the doctor looks at him. And asked him if he felt any pain? And he smiled and said no. He felt no pain. NO! ME THE AUDIO GUY! I FELT THE PAIN! AND I WAS 6 FEET AWAY! So laughing gas obviously works great. Maybe that's what they gave her? I can't imagine? Because you don't remember anything. It puts you into a state of amnesia while conscious. So you don't remember the pain you are experiencing at that moment. It's goofy. I mean you know it was being done. That's about all. So she may have been awake. But she wasn't really awake. Not awake enough to remember it.. Or maybe they gave her a spinal block? Like a woman giving birth would be offered? And that would be her one and only time to experience childbirth? Sure! Sure what the FUCK. But would have been so much easier just to video it. It probably would have cost less? And what else would you say? Oh no don't use that sized scalpel. Use the other one, doctor. I like that one better. That one looks better to me. That one is goldplated. The one you were going to use is not. And so I want the goldplated one. With the diamond -tipped knife edge. Because they are a girls best friend. Blaha ha ha ha. I'm sorry. I couldn't help myself. Because I am myself. Postop. And well also. I had worked for the NBC television network for 20 years. And I never went anywhere without a couple of cameras. And camcorders. And tape recorders. And mixers. And microphones. It was a sickness I had. And still do. It's called Audio Engineering. And I shall, Rock. Till I Drop. Because that's the only way to go. Jerry Garcia Jan Morris and Christine Jorgensen went that route. Jerry is grateful and hopefully the other two are also. As they made it to the other side. So did I and I'm not dead yet.. RemyRAD
@rajatdhoke4322
3 жыл бұрын
How to connect with you ?? Because in my country instagram is ban
@josipori8103
2 жыл бұрын
Very honest explanation
@ruanviljoen7141
3 жыл бұрын
Hi
@danyelPitmon
3 жыл бұрын
My dysphoria is so bad I started having dreams again where I am completely covered with hair from head to toe and that my penis is so large that it goes from my crotch all the way to below my chin and then the testicles are huge to where they go down to my knees I keep having that dream nightmare or you could say constantly and then it even now is invading my every day thoughts I can’t stand anything about my body I wish I could just jump out of this body into the body that I want and should have because this dysphoria is really not helping my depression problems that I have and or my anxiety because I have multiple disorders and I can’t take too much more I’m hoping to get my surgery soon on top of that also in the nightmare I am completely flat my boobs are gone and I also need to get breast augmentation which because of being boutique like I am I am most likely going to go with 20 mL like you did Matilda my phone microphone is not working correctly I apologize for spelling and grammar errors and lack of punctuation’s due to the fact that I also cannot read or write that well so I use Siri and the keyboard microphone for everything
@blacklaluna8270
2 жыл бұрын
Its one thing to mutilate yourself but giving others advice on how to do it too is toxic
2 жыл бұрын
And running around writing trying to keep people from being who they really are is dangerous and toxic.
@pessoahumilde
2 жыл бұрын
so you think every surgery is mutilating yourself then? people who get amputations because of frostbite or something are mutilating themselves? C sections are women mutilating themselves too huh? your logic is stupid and biased
@Feanor6450
Жыл бұрын
take your stupid ignorant opinions and either change them or stop forcing the world to suffer them.
@starspacegraft
Жыл бұрын
Very attractive and interesting 😊🎉
@WinoaKaronhiatens
Ай бұрын
Really don't like Maya Henry. She's kind of ignorant to other trans women who don't do surgery. I never want to be that way to other women.
@Sky-kf4fh
2 жыл бұрын
What’s big O? I’m so confused 😭
@yogibear3835
2 жыл бұрын
Climax
@marilynyoh7951
2 ай бұрын
I thought..what a woman...
@Ninjajp247
3 жыл бұрын
Here because of youtube algorithm. Was watching o'riley and her sex toys reviews. Go KZitem. 💯🚭🤘👍
@rileyrattray
3 жыл бұрын
what is the big O??
@alexanderarana7021
2 ай бұрын
orgasm
@DennisM-wp7jt
2 ай бұрын
😂😂😂😂🤣🤣🤣🤣😂😂😂😂🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
@Genevieve111
4 ай бұрын
3:40 Nooooooo 😱... this gurl will be fully under... 😴
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