how to even begin wit this... first of all.
modc has been by far the one show that made me love someone this much and i still cannot believe that ending happened. have i moved on you ask? no. and i will most likely never will. i can't believe this is the one story from all history seasons THAT GOT THE SAD ENDING. like when the series first started airing, all we had were sad endings and they changed the game with their happy endings, so WHY NOW, AFTER ALL THE SUCCESS THIS SERIES HAS SHOWN YOU JUST ㅡ ugh i'm mad again.
xigu did not deserve his fate. he lived 18 years, not knowing how it feels to be loved and that he too deserved happiness, and when he finally got someone who loved him more than he could take, they took xigu away from us. all i wanted was to see xigu smile, all i wanted was for him to be happy and all i got was pain and suffering.
haoting was a brat, he was reckless but he was in love and all the promises they made, are now in vain, because eventually the thing that he treasured most in the world was taken away. so what was the point of this drama? to prove that time can stop for you in a second and that you lose everything so cherish the time you have with your loved ones? oh please. is there someone in the world who doesn't know that. life can end in a second but did xigu's have to end before haoting's eyes? did xigu's time need to stop at 18 years old and have haoting suffer for years and never move on? have haoting fulfill all that he promised and then what? go to himalayas?
i dont want to say it but it's been on my mind always and i'm sure i wasn't the only one thinking it, haoting being ready to go to the himalayas for me meant one thing. he said goodbye to his best friend, because at least sunbo was happy now, everyone else was living their lives, but haoting? haoting was still waiting for xigu to come home. haoting was still waiting for xigu to come back to him and he still waited to be happy. his parents wanted him to get a girl and get married, his parents wanted for haoting to be happy, but all haoting needed to be happy was xigu.
ok this rant has been too long. i'm sorry, i'll stop now.
this edit has been in the making since the show ended and every time i opened the project it was only harder and harder to edit. i wanted to do it, to get closure, but i really didn't get any. all i got out of it was more pain. honestly, i cried a bit in the making of this because it feels unfair that this happened to them and yet sunbo got his boyfriend and he is happily living his life, while haoting gets to suffer for the rest of his.
'nuf said, i don't expect much from this video, it was more me trying to cope with the ending and failing. have fun watching, and if you managed to move on from them, please share some advice cus i'm still trapped there.
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drama; #HIStory3那一天 #history3makeourdayscount
couple; xiang hao ting and yu xi gu
song; dancing with your ghost - sasha sloan
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