In this video I talk about my resistance to medication and why, my hospitalizations, some of the symptoms I exhibited when I was in psychosis. I briefly mention the difference between Bipolar 1 & 2. I talk about hypersexuality with bipolar disorder. I talk about being unfaithful to my husband. The feelings of guilt and shame that come with bipolar disorder, suicide ideation, side effects of medication and how that affected my life, I basically walk you through my first three psychotic episodes some of the delusions I was having and how that affected my life. I also talk about the consequences that are unavoidable with bipolar disorder without medication. I strongly advocate for medication, for some finding the right medication can be a lengthy process but bipolar disorder is deadly if left untreated. There is no cure for bipolar disorder. When we live with bipolar guilt and shame comes along with that. Guilt about bailing on our friends last minute because we are too depressed. Shame about feeling suicidal or depressed or things we have done and said. Embarrassment towards those that have seen us in our psychotic state. We feel everything and a much more intense level than the average person medication or not. I will make a video for my 4th episode soon. There is even more to the story and there are a lot of things I can't bring myself to talk about because it is just too painful but when I finish my book I will include some of those things in there just not on youtube. We are hard to love be we love hard and we are no less okay than you, we are just different and sometimes need more from the world and our relationships.
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