There's such a difference in your mental state from your older videos to your present ones. Good job, Jacob. It's inspiring to see your progress.
@akfunnyguy
7 жыл бұрын
People in the 60's took acid to make the world weird....Now they take Prozac to make it normal.
@y0ujellybr0
7 жыл бұрын
akfunnyguy this should be in a book, if you saw this quote somewhere please tell me what it's from
@ryandaniels2134
7 жыл бұрын
akfunnyguy prozac is bullshit it doesnt do jack
@ItsHDFrostyv2
6 жыл бұрын
RyanSpencerMusic Zoloft for me didn't either
@miscmilitaria8566
4 жыл бұрын
I hate taking prozac
@otkudznam2341
7 жыл бұрын
I don't mind that you don't know how to edit; in fact, I think it's better this way. It's more real :D
@creyzcrey
7 жыл бұрын
I love your videos, I've recently met someone with Schizophrenia and we've been bonding great. Your videos really helped me to understand this illness a little more, thanks a lot man.
@damonwix3719
7 жыл бұрын
Crey Z Crey thats cool that youre willin to do research on the illness for them
@tuomaskoistinen1563
7 жыл бұрын
Crey Z Crey same for me, i met my gf 6 months ago, 5 months knowing she is schizophrenic, Jacobs videos have helped me very much with understanding what it is to live with this disorder, truly and inspirational guy this Jacob :D
@StarmaGeddon
7 жыл бұрын
i was expecting no real cat to be there at 1:20
@Briesje91
7 жыл бұрын
StarmaGeddon Hahahaha me too 😂😅
@justme-ew3ri
7 жыл бұрын
i'm laughing hard as fuck at this but i shouldn't be
@katiephillips1175
6 жыл бұрын
Omg same though
@seaslug2638
7 жыл бұрын
Curiosity killed the cat, ...But the satisfaction brought him back ;)
@devin65608
7 жыл бұрын
I don't think you understand how attractive you are.
@Marco85111
7 жыл бұрын
Ch1ll
@amal3152
7 жыл бұрын
i know right !!! hahha
@louloup5498
7 жыл бұрын
trust me that he knows
@candegginaace6978
7 жыл бұрын
Tru
@gowwf6046
7 жыл бұрын
Devin Martinez so true I was just staring at him like Jesus Christ 😍😍
@princeashitaka3569
7 жыл бұрын
thats a sick shirt jacob.
@otkudznam2341
7 жыл бұрын
It's not sick. It's happy.
@raversfantasy
7 жыл бұрын
Otkud Znam they meant sick as in cool.
@princeashitaka3569
7 жыл бұрын
Gloomy Skittlez i think he knows what i meant he's just trying to act smart.
@raversfantasy
7 жыл бұрын
ahaha
@sjay9398
5 жыл бұрын
What a pointless arguement lol
@DesecrationUK
7 жыл бұрын
Using your phone's camera function to look at the area where you perceive there to be a hallucination, do you also see that same hallucination on the screen? Or does it behave any differently, if it's there at all? I'm curious because I could imagine it being quite therapeutic for someone experiencing hallucinations were they able to use their phone to do a sort of reality check.
@unknownuser4434
7 жыл бұрын
Setnakht wow, that's one interesting thought! I'd like to know that too.
@DesecrationUK
7 жыл бұрын
I know, right? I NEED the answer!
@feeluvsyou
7 жыл бұрын
Setnakht no you don't see the hallucination on camera
@DesecrationUK
7 жыл бұрын
Thanks so much! Do you speak from experience? If so was this something you'd already noticed?
@00gsgvfhryeyw
7 жыл бұрын
Setnakht if you really have schizophrenia you don't behave Like this guy i can assure you
@meerecaat
7 жыл бұрын
"I have a girlfriend" "I have a girlfriend" "With my girlfriend" "I have a girlfriend" Has to keep saying it bc of these chicks in the comments hahah
@WickedG5150
3 жыл бұрын
Lmao! Good one!
@jonathanmellqvist2
7 жыл бұрын
1:26 I did not expect to actually see the cat haha
@thesalemszeoninsite8768
7 жыл бұрын
i know right! I thought he was hallucinating
@SLuMberMoOn7
7 жыл бұрын
You look like Andy Biersack from Black Veil Brides w/o makeup
@angiedilaj
7 жыл бұрын
Alex Nicole Waaaah, yes!
@dracomalfoy1290
7 жыл бұрын
THATS WHY HES SO ATTRACTIVE WTFFF
@currents._2062
7 жыл бұрын
Alex Nicole and minus looking terrible af
@justme-ew3ri
7 жыл бұрын
Bar Soap Andy is attractive you'd be lying if you said he at least wasn't attractive
@rayanneflorence1830
6 жыл бұрын
Alex Nicole THATS WHAT I THOUGHT!!
@Emmewantspeace
7 жыл бұрын
You are an insanely attractive person
@ember-brandt
5 жыл бұрын
*For your thirst that apparently had you completely missing the point of this entire video, since you commented on NOTHING else when he opened up about his very serious mental illness:* 🌊🌊🌊🌊
@GuanTones
4 жыл бұрын
if you see this jacob, i can confirm its not a delusion
@wanderingunicorn6529
7 жыл бұрын
I always have scary hallucinations and it makes my paranoia worse. I see bugs crawling, dead people, monsters, shadows, etc. I think we see things from movies cause it's stored in our brains.
@samtaplet6117
7 жыл бұрын
Tortilla Chips Today I saw a head on the railing.
@aetherosfey8656
7 жыл бұрын
Hearing the disorganized thought patterns is really assuring. It makes me feel less alone. I'm happy you are open about this stuff.
@kylemichaelreaves
7 жыл бұрын
Robert Girard he's pretty good though. He can bring himself back to the topic after realizing he's gone off track.
@kairus1
5 жыл бұрын
how did u find out ur hallucinations are not real? my mother is hallucinating and she thinks its real. no matter what i say.
@tashietherat7328
7 жыл бұрын
you bring me so much comfort :-) thank you for such informative, interesting videos.
@MarinaDoulis
7 жыл бұрын
Thank you for making these videos.
@tink040370
7 жыл бұрын
I love the dynamic kitty brings to the video. I about died when you were out of breath. Idk why but I laughed so hard! Omg .Jacob you are hilarious and you don't even know it. I just love your videos and I am so glad you and your girlfriend are doing well. Thank you.
@daemoniumjacob4899
7 жыл бұрын
THAT SKYRIM MAP IS LIKE THE ONE I HAVE ON MY WALL, sorry it was the second thing that caught my eye
@damonwix3719
7 жыл бұрын
i love your shirt!
@geoffwalker3969
5 жыл бұрын
i am praying for you to be free in Jesus name, Amen
@chelseadecarlo6804
7 жыл бұрын
I am a lesbian but if I was straight omg. Jacob is very handsome
@LostBear.
6 жыл бұрын
Literally no one cares about your sexuality.
@lovexx5633
7 жыл бұрын
If i was schizophrenic id draw all my hallucinations.
@amandasaghebi1404
5 жыл бұрын
I absolutely love they are not in denial about your condition at all. It’s hard for a lot of people to decipher what’s real or not. Also to get help.
@orangeblueandlavenda
5 жыл бұрын
So I had a hallucination that invisible children were in my backyard holding hands in a circle singing and at midnight they all went up to heaven in the garden of eden. I think the garden of eden is a cult.
@orangeblueandlavenda
5 жыл бұрын
There was the garden of eden chant/song
@ceamean
7 жыл бұрын
You've made hell into heaven. You're know? I was scared of schizophrenia but now that I see you've defeated it I'm looking at it as just another solvable problem
@sierraburmese4083
7 жыл бұрын
I could listen to him talk for hours
@mollyguts
7 жыл бұрын
I don't have schizophrenia, but rather psychosis, but my hallucinations,paranoia and delusions are too themed after death? Hallucinating dead people/ghosts or just being paranoid someone will die somehow (or me for that sake). Don't know why I'm really posting this, just felt kind of nice to know that someone else experiences this.
@AnahataOnline
7 жыл бұрын
have you ever read any of Edgar Casey's work? Beautiful being you are! Thank you for sharing!
@imtones9152
7 жыл бұрын
What are some super recent hallucinations you've had?
@Nataliahx
7 жыл бұрын
I really wish I knew you in person, I feel like we would be great friends. I like your personality a lot
@SimplyLimbo
7 жыл бұрын
GameAndElse yes she wants it. But girls are so sneaky:" I like your personality" 😅😉
5 жыл бұрын
She wants the D
@jordangraupmann7736
7 жыл бұрын
I was glad to see there was a real cat at 1:30
@Marco85111
7 жыл бұрын
a way I kinda got rid of my schizoprenia from LSD was just not to focus on those thoughts and visions no matter how logical they are
@nodiggity8746
7 жыл бұрын
you look so much better here than in the older videos! well done :)
@veintitres7515
5 жыл бұрын
you are decoding reality in a higher level i think
@PollyWantsACrackerX
7 жыл бұрын
is anyone of your Family is affected with a mental illnes? So therapists or doctors never found out how the illness arose? it's Very Interesting to me cause i engage myself a Lot in schizophrenic diseases.. what really interests me is what your parents thought or did. you said that your schizophrenia was diagnosed Very lately. how did your environment and yourself Deal with the symptoms without professional help? enough of questions :D keep on doing these great Videos!
@chrisb6079
5 жыл бұрын
You know what is strange I just watched a video about Hallucinations and someone else with Schizophrenia had the same image of the girl from The Ring.
@hypolaristic
7 жыл бұрын
How did you meet your girlfriend?
@jorinunes326
7 жыл бұрын
Thanks for sharing, it took me until the age of 48 to be diagnosed. I see my past in the things you say, especially the distractions and not getting to the point.
@Gilafax
7 жыл бұрын
Stay strong man. Don't give up! We're cheering for you!!
@danielschmidt8920
5 жыл бұрын
You are good looking but I know you don't believe me anyway.because it's part of your disorder look up jordan Peterson KZitem video social anxiety and antisocial personality disorder it will help if you want to talk message me I have paranoid schizophrenia and antisocial personality disorder and social anxiety disorder u r not alone
@TheMimikh3
6 жыл бұрын
have u ever tried listening to asmr it could help you and smoke monq non tobacco none nicotine its essential oils . u need to eat fatty food and work out to be nice n buff to
@qmadeline
7 жыл бұрын
your brain always thinks... that's what it does. its purpose. there's nothing abnormal about constantly thinking of theories, probabilities, so on...
@Emmewantspeace
7 жыл бұрын
qmadeline yeah, when he said that I was like...isn't everyone's brain always thinking? That's just what it does. Constantly. If it stopped, I believe that would be called unconscious, right?
@mason0723
4 жыл бұрын
Is it me? Or is the background kinda moving?
@fightvale57
7 жыл бұрын
You're so cute.And when you look at the kitty! Such a great smile.I know you get this all the time and actually it sort of annoys me to see people saying it,but you ARE very attractive.I know that probably means very little to you but I was compelled when you called your cat cute.
@creaturefeature7600
7 жыл бұрын
i met this guy around a week ago, he has frequent convulsions and usually mutters to himself. i can tell he isnt fully there a lot of the time but hes a sweet kid and i want to know how i can help him. we're both homeless, hes been to the hospital one time because of a seizure. he thinks hes the lord of vampires and that hes part alien. the cops dont help him and im not sure what to do, if i even can do anything. does anyone know whats wrong with him?
@valeriebenson2361
7 жыл бұрын
never edit. I'm learning alot about paranoid schizophrenia from you. it's important to me to try and understand what my brothers and sisters are going through with any illness. understanding fosters love.
@DiabolicalButler
7 жыл бұрын
my halluciations. were a demon. i havent had any of those bad ones in a long time. now i just randomly get moving pictures and paintings and whispers and voices in the other room
@MeghanSnow
7 жыл бұрын
I've been watching you since like 2014, you're so attractive omg
@justindhitchcock1806
4 жыл бұрын
Just saw your video on schizophrenia I have schizophrenia although I came down with it at age 30 because of drug abuse I’m letting you know it can get worse it was called negative affects of schizophrenia make sure you get working and pay into Social Security I’m on a Social Security check now if I didn’t have it I’d be lost
@conductenor
4 жыл бұрын
You have a creative mind. Embrace that.
@brandonjeffers7164
7 жыл бұрын
Bad ass cat homie. And again thanks for the uploads. Really helps people without the condition understand seeing some of this shit happen in the moment. You're a champ Jacob
@MichuNako9
7 жыл бұрын
I have that skyrim map up on my living room lol love it! also, I love your videos, you can tell how hard you try to focus and to tell your story. Impressive.
@hannahraeken3199
7 жыл бұрын
This is going to sound weird but your videos actually calm me down. Like, your voice is nice to listen to.
@dipachor
6 жыл бұрын
I posted a video of my hallucinations
@mya3895
7 жыл бұрын
When you said "you gonna keep meowing at me" my cat legit meowed and I got so paranoid that I immediately closed down youtube. It's funny (actually not funny at all) that you see the girl from The Ring cause that has always been my nightmare. Luckily I just see medieval people. Hope you're doing okay //
@nataliedittbrenner6306
7 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for sharing what your life is like with mental illness. It helps me and many others learn about what it's really like. Understanding is the key to compassion. Keep on strong!
@BigXarlie
7 жыл бұрын
I love cats as well, I love animals in general as most people in the autistic spectrum, but I have a special bond with my cat.
@JorgeBlack
7 жыл бұрын
Massive respect to you man
@ripthisscarlett
7 жыл бұрын
Jacob! You should look at videos about sacred geometry, Im sure you will find it interesting~
@seanthomasmusic
7 жыл бұрын
its hypnotizing. it opens doorways. visual drugs basically. gotta be careful not to look at a nordic rune the wrong way on a full moon though.
@ripthisscarlett
7 жыл бұрын
Sean Kent what are you talking about? just google or search on youtube "sacred geometry"
@Anzeth_Zeon
7 жыл бұрын
I find that I have alot in common with you. I just recently found your channel. It is comforting to hear from someone who has lived with such familiar experiences. Thank you
@FrozenKingdom34
6 жыл бұрын
I appreciate the realness, thank you Jacob. Have a great day :)
@tx6460
7 жыл бұрын
I see that poster in the background ;)
@tyler_oxide
7 жыл бұрын
I'm not schizophrenic, but I can relate with you so much lol... I'm a thinker, too, but I'm not as creative, I'm more... logical, analysing, debating, criticising, in my head, rather than forming hypotheses, even though I'm a scientist. The mental disorder is probably rooted in genetics according to your observations; the manifestation of complex sets of proteins from genes which have pieced together in a way which gives the symptoms you suffer upon reaching a certain stage of development, perhaps?
@tyler_oxide
7 жыл бұрын
sometimes I hypothesise, though^;)
@elivtheworld
7 жыл бұрын
>tfw to intellegint
@democracydignityhumanrights
7 жыл бұрын
Tyler Adams it's most likely a combination of genetic and environmental factors, I believe most mental illnesses are that way, including addiction (my main mental health problem) I don't have schizophrenia but I suspect it to be the same as other mental health issues, schizophrenia runs in families but not everyone gets it, addiction is the same, my family has a lot of drug use, my mother, father, my brother and grandparents on my dads side are the only ones who don't or haven't abused drugs, everyone else including my sister and myself has addiction issues, my uncle has schizophrenia but no one else does, so I suspect that something happened to him that didn't happen to the rest of us, drug use obviously isn't the exclusive factor in his case because we've all done drugs, most of us with addiction have been addicted to a hard drug at one point, mine were benzodiazepines, and opiates, all of my aunts were opiates and meth besides one who is on.benzos, my uncle was on meth and alcohol, my sister and grandpa were alcoholics, I've tried meth, doesn't do anything to me so I never got into it, didn't cause me nor my aunts to develop schizophrenia so I don't think it's that either, not on it's own anyway, my uncle did however get severely injured in boot camp and after that he was never the same, he broke his back basically and hit his head, we lost grandpa at the same time that happened, that's about when he started being reclusive and then started doing meth all the time, although he did experiment with it before boot camp, he seemed to get heavy into it after people noticed he was mentally ill, although only he knows that for sure, anyway as for me my only addiction right now is cigarettes, I smoke weed for my health problems that way I don't have to take benzodiazepines and opiates and I can use weed appropriately, it's one of the few substances I can use appropriately, I can't even drink caffeine with out abusing it but for some reason weed I'm able to control, I was prescribed benzodiazepines and opiates at 15 due to an illness I have and they just screw my life up, not weed though, I can actually function on pot, I also drink alcohol but obviously I'm mindful of becoming physically addicted and don't keep it in the house unless I intend to be drunk until it runs out, when it runs out I don't go buy more for a while and just practice an extreme amount of self control to keep myself from buying it until I want to check out for a couple of weeks, when I have alcohol I drink all day everyday, I can't help it, the only way to not drink is to be hungover or to not have it at home, when I go buy liquor I buy a big bottle of whiskey and a 30 pack of beer, almost every time unless I want something new or special to try, when I run out I stop for a good while, my main motivation to by alcohol is my pain, especially when I can't find weed to treat my pain (I live in the rural south so it can be difficult) if I've spent 3 months in pain and not sleeping well I break down and go buy it to numb myself.
@democracydignityhumanrights
7 жыл бұрын
I should mention that I'm also ADHD and I just went on a tangent lol, but I think you'll get what I was trying to say, I just can't help but talk about myself sometimes haha.
@democracydignityhumanrights
7 жыл бұрын
Oh I should mention my uncle has a twin who only smokes cigarettes, he tried meth a couple times but never got addicted to it, didn't do anything to him like it didn't do anything to me, no high at all, just can't sleep and can focus easier, and his twin doesnt have schizophrenia, my other uncle was never injured though the way my schizophrenic uncle was.
@kenduncan1596
6 жыл бұрын
you say you got a girlfriend ... most skitzos can't really manage partners ?
@ember-brandt
5 жыл бұрын
WTF??? This *HIGHLY* depends on the partner's ability to help them live with it; it's true that it's _much harder_ for them to form long-term relationships, but all the same, people with schizophrenia absolutely can fall in love, have partners, and get married -- what the actual fuck sort of question is this????
@michellegimbert3251
6 жыл бұрын
out of breath from the experience of the hallucination recall.
@nate6907
7 жыл бұрын
I'm guessing sleeping must be like heaven, are you schizophrenic in your dreams? I know this sounds dumb because dreams are almost all about weird stuff and noises.
@j0kehuman
7 жыл бұрын
Maybe ur hallucinations revolve around death bc when u were younger u were exposed too early to that kinda stuff?
@Emmewantspeace
7 жыл бұрын
nikki williams and having been to so many funerals, I understand why some parents don't allow their children to attend funerals
@AnnaBulaklak369
2 жыл бұрын
My Schizo brain is wierd and creative as well. I'm hoping and is working on becoming a scientist someday.
@RabbitConfirmed
7 жыл бұрын
Dont do drugs kids.
@rayanneflorence1830
6 жыл бұрын
I miss this format of your videos it made me feel like you were talking to me and that we were having a conversation about schizophrenia, more personal and real
@loretta6601
7 жыл бұрын
You are a very brave young man.Stay strong and positive.
@gratefulamelia5995
3 жыл бұрын
Hallucinating as a kid, did you know it wasn’t real? Now diagnosed at 23, educating myself on delusions and hallucinations, I recall things as a kid that I thought was “normal “ that were Infact psychotic
@BreAnna5392
7 жыл бұрын
What medication helped you?
@dwildhockey24b
7 жыл бұрын
I believe he's on Seroquel
@ayshaal-edrus7098
6 жыл бұрын
Seroquel gave me gastric :( glad he’s ok with it
@macadelac
7 жыл бұрын
Honestly 👇🏻👇🏻👇🏻 i dare you to look me in my eyes and tell me he's not attractive. Bc you'd be lying.
@insanebrain213
3 жыл бұрын
Bro, what birds chirping? Can't hear no birds. Kust kidding lol.
@MyGoshTash
7 жыл бұрын
I don't mean to encourage what you're seeing to be real, but I'm a spiritual person who believes that some people have the ability to see into other dimensions. I do believe people are mentally ill and see things, but I also believe that some people are just connected in ways that others aren't. I believe spirits walk amongst us and that they can manifest in any form they wish, some to scare you. If we die and we're energy, doesn't it make sense that we can alter that energy to look as whatever form we want? I have this weird feeling that you are one of those people that are just connected. You're highly intellectual and possibly a more evolved being that can see into these things. I'm one of those connected people and I see things that most people cannot see. I even hear voices as well. They don't tell me to do bad things or anything like that. It's mostly helpful words of encouragement. We all believe in different things and I can no way tell you what you are or aren't seeing is real. I cant imagine what you've been through over the years. I just know what my own personal understanding of my situation is and that's all I can ever talk to really.
@unknownuser4434
7 жыл бұрын
MyGoshTash interesting comment!
@caitlinsalyers1017
Жыл бұрын
Children don't hallucinate that seems to be the issue....I'm sure you know this based on the shirt you are wearing in this video.
@kevina.s8176
7 жыл бұрын
You are an inspiration. Keep making videos.
@kittybee71
7 жыл бұрын
i spy a map of Skyrim on the wall 😎
@albertramos4693
6 жыл бұрын
do have a fascination with your hair. You keep touching it. Or is it a nervous thing
@count9548
3 жыл бұрын
Few things in this world you haven’t thought about? Who tf you think you are 😂
@amal3152
7 жыл бұрын
idk why but i really fucking enjoy your videos they are so interesting keep it up
@giam9088
7 жыл бұрын
I'm very happy for you 💖💖
@nirajdasilva4351
3 жыл бұрын
So this is the second schizophrenic person that sees the girl from the ring... Isnt that odd?
@CaptchaNeon
7 жыл бұрын
People are so immature on this comment section. Anyway, your videos are pretty cool but I wonder if it has any impact on your pets when you hallucinate or hear voices? What I mean by that is does the voices ever tell you to do bad things to your animals or your girlfriend?
@y0ujellybr0
7 жыл бұрын
Captcha C he seems really in control, his hallucinations are rather tame in terms of motivations. I don't remember him saying the voices were violent, more like "don't do that" " don't smoke cigarettes" stuff like that
@321123Nelly
7 жыл бұрын
Did u ever believe that ur cat would want to kill or poison u
@aeonia_anassa
7 жыл бұрын
I'd like to speak first time in public for something that kinda bothered me for many years.. Hallucinations.. I never went to a doctor or got any kind of medications, I never spoke about that to anyone, especially not my familly. Lies, I actually spoke to my familly about my hallucinations but I got mocked or they just laughed it off. It started since I was very young, like 4 or 5 y.o., they were not so frequent (like for example every day), but they scared me each time. I felt like they want to hurt me. I never saw any kind of supernatural things, like sceletons or characters from a movie, my hallucinations were mostly humans (unknown to me) sometimes they made some weird noises while looking at me, once there was that ..figure with baby's body and head of an adult and also objects moving towards me slow. Like..very slow... Back then, I thought it was something normal, that all kids are like this, like seeing similar things like me. When I reached 17y.o. I had already got used to them and they were there daily. Speaking with other people, I found out that they didn't had these..visions(!) as kids and I wasn't even sure what to feel about it. Soon, the first depression came which lasted 6 months. At that point, I was hallucinating lights or shadows mostly, a couple of times I heard sounds that didnt exist like, for example, the sound of many people that they hit my walls. Even tho I was used to my hallucinations, I never had much experience with sounds, so these couple times I got scared to death. Depression left, then few years later it came back stronger, and lasted double the time. That happend 3 times in total. Its not like I minded, even tho I did had suicidal thoughts and I did knew I was depressed but I kinda..didn't wanted to get cured. I..liked that state I was in. And the hallucinations..they were my company. Some times I spoke to them. I never thought there might be something wrong with me, except with the depression. I couldn't imagine my self without them, I didn't knew how to live without them, and that feeling was there even when I wasn't depressed. Last time I had any kind of hallucination, I was 24. They went away with my last depression. Its been 8 years and I must admit I miss them. Growing up with these things, it's how it feels normal to me. And now that they're gone, I feel like half the person I was. Still I don't know if it was just my wild imagination or if there was a mental condition. But just in case they ever come back..I'm not sure I'd liked to see a doctor..
@hypolaristic
7 жыл бұрын
And did you finally try CBD at high doses?
@hypolaristic
7 жыл бұрын
vaping is the most bioavailable way. and you have to compare the percentage of the cbd content in buds/liquids. if you like to smoke thc weed like me, i'd recommend to use a vaporizer for cbd buds. if you only need cbd and nicotine, an e-cigarette with nicotine/cbd liquids is the way to go.
@Bbfishman
7 жыл бұрын
worrying about what happens when we die is kind of pointless. Sure we all do it, but i always try to remember one thing. What do you remember from before you were born? Do you remember being scared? I think the same thing happens when you die. You just go to sleep and you're gone. Sure its not all roses and happiness.....but i think thats the entire reason people created these elaborate stories for the afterlife, because it isnt a very pleasant thing to be confronted with. If I came to you with a promise that you would go to a place thats magical and beautiful and everyone you loved was going to be there, of course we WANT to believe something like that....im just not convinced theres any evidence at all that its the case. Just remember how it felt before you were born lol
@veintitres7515
5 жыл бұрын
all is one...a superorganism of organisms...planets around the sun like electrons around the atom...as above so below. i think what you see arent hallucinations, but a higher dimenssion. your conclussions are a prove about you are in a higher vibration..."try to be the best person as i can, try help as many people as i can, figure out the theory of everything" i reach to the same conclusions.
@josephriley4044
7 жыл бұрын
I have this delusion where I'm a mutant like Legion AKA David Haller from the X-Men who has Schizophrenia.
@antoniodebouff820
7 жыл бұрын
In fact sir you are more attractive than Andy Biersack
@starseedawakening5426
7 жыл бұрын
I didn't actually see Samara from The Ring, but I was 100% sure she was about to come through the TV at one point during my awakening when it first hit me. Honestly, crazy people don't know they are crazy and I believe schizophrenia is mostly just a convenient label thrown on people with the ability to see and sense other realms of existence. This is not the only reality in existence and those veils are getting thin! Most people who are labeled schizophrenic have been prewired for communication with the other side. See Jelaila Starr's videos on starseeds, lightworkers and walk ins as well as higher perspective on schizophrenia.
@DjCosmicRush
7 жыл бұрын
It's so weird. I act like you. I look like you. Facial structure and nose. I also seem schizophrenic. Maybe genetically close somehow lol. I'm maybe more manic than you though. But maybe your censoring yourself like I would for KZitem ahahaha. This weird election has pissed me off. It's as if everyone else is psychotic now. All paranoid. driving terrible. It's triggering all my problems too. It's a Mass Hysteria. Trump used paranoia as a tactic to manipulate society but he messed up. Now everyone is divided. Lots of aggression in public. More craziness. Unless I'm just more aware.
@TheGrayWolf
7 жыл бұрын
I saw a ghost at about 5 also, was using the potty n was like why is this fella watching me wee then was like oh shit that's a Dam ghost, didn't even finish my wee, just went str8 back to bed lol
@Mylesknox
7 жыл бұрын
Do know what cures schizophrenia
@heywedge5726
7 жыл бұрын
Hey look into cbd oil, it's the second most prevalent compound in the marijuana plant, but there is no thc so you won't get high. You'll just feel very relaxed and at peace, studies have shown that it helps with schizophrenia and other ailments like anxiety and depression
@heywedge5726
7 жыл бұрын
You can purchase cbd hemp oil at whole food stores, (some).. or online but please please look into it and give it a shot! :))
@stevemcneill8017
6 жыл бұрын
Look into the real stuff. Most stores and stuff sell cheap crap that doesn't do shit.
@Brigid-Silverstone13
7 жыл бұрын
I applaud how brave you are to share your experiences.
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