This song reminds me a bit of how I used to be and I'm glad I got out of that place I was in, I'm slowly going back in that place and this song helps me get through it. To who ever may be going through the same thing please don't do it, you're loved and cared for by so many people
@thatoneguy6217
9 ай бұрын
Can’t take it no more
@madisonmiller4668
3 ай бұрын
Keep fighting ❤
@elwiwi11
3 ай бұрын
@@thatoneguy6217 real shit 🔥🔥
@DanNobles
2 ай бұрын
❤ Thank you for sharing this. Much love.
@KoiDayz
11 ай бұрын
This song is really one of the reasons im not gone yet. I love my little sister more than the world and i know im one of her only sources of comfort. I love her so much.
@rufflesntruffles2
11 ай бұрын
i’m glad people still listen to this song regularly
@stormii2891
10 ай бұрын
hang in there ❤
@Carl-bw2sp
10 ай бұрын
same
@arkenmissawy5731
10 ай бұрын
You’re a good brother ❤
@Thornjustthorn
6 ай бұрын
Your doing so amazing your so strong I’m proud of you ❤
@Melosketch426
11 ай бұрын
This is like a quiet song for me. I listen to it when I'm sad and it's just so comforting.
@dog.1605
11 ай бұрын
my older brother has always been suicidal and he’s always had a bedroom in the basement so when I was younger I’d sit downstairs with him, now we smoke together in his basement. I know I’d probably be dead without him and whenever I listen to this song all I can think of is him
@lumia1322
11 ай бұрын
☹️
@Mason08099
3 ай бұрын
It's good that he's fine now, take care
@Ranboo-vv9dc
11 ай бұрын
I can relate to this song on so many levels, so by the first time I ever heard it and listened to the lyrics I was crying a lot.
@lumia1322
11 ай бұрын
I hope you feel better!!☹️🫶🏻
@ralsei11
5 ай бұрын
Me too
@opsosh
10 ай бұрын
Lyrics: My dog just ran away And I am feeling pretty bad I've been sneaking out at night And my parents are real mad I've been taking lots of drugs Cause they teach me not to care Yeah, I guess that's how you cheat Because life doesn't play fair My brother told me That he's gonna Kill himself tonight With a whole bottle of Prozac Or a shiny kitchen knife He said that when he is dead I'll have his Nintendo 64 And I can play all it night long Sitting on the basement floor My girlfriend told me that She doesn't love me anymore And I wish I didn't care but I thought she was really cool So I drank a ton of liquor Then I threw up in her sink She said next time use the toilet Then she offered me a drink We passed an old man bleeding on the side of the street So I got out of the car and I helped him on his feet His breath smelled like whiskey He was crying like a man When I helped him stand up straight I got his blood all on my hands He said "I need a ride home because I got into a fight" Said "I should've seen the other guy but he didn't see my point" He said his house was all the way on the other side of town So we left him in the road and said we wouldn't turn around
@rufflesntruffles2
11 ай бұрын
this song brings me so much comfort in the most uncomfortable way i love it
@lumia1322
11 ай бұрын
To anyone who relates to this song please don’t do it ! And I’m sure things will get better! You might not think that but just keep going❤️🩹!
@StreetcatAlex
11 ай бұрын
I just like how it dances in my brain.
@ventingmachine101
9 ай бұрын
you're so kind. i always love when people put out messages like this :)
@xskoczek_
2 ай бұрын
its only getting worse gang!!
@YoUr_AvErAgE_dUmB_bLoNdE
2 ай бұрын
@@xskoczek_real!!
@alectybch2207
2 ай бұрын
I'm still deciding whether I care to live or die anymore
@jimmyvmeanttobe
9 ай бұрын
Me and my little brother lost our whole family through the last 20 years and im struggling keeping it together with another funeral this week for our uncle we loved very dearly.. this is helping me because I don’t wanna do this to my little brother and pass but the lyrics resonate with me so much.
@lumia1322
9 ай бұрын
I’m so sorry!I hope you and your brother won’t be struggling for any longer☹️!! And may your family’s fly high🕊️🫶🏻
@Winnie589
10 ай бұрын
This literally fits me perfectly. when i was 5 my 15yo sister tried to khs by overdose and got hospitalized. AND she had an n64 that her and my other sister always played on IN THE BASEMENT. AND I ALWAYS PLAYED MARIO KART ON IT ON THE BASEMENT FLOOR.
@yemorgis
3 ай бұрын
Damn.
@bonbum
11 ай бұрын
This song hits a little too close to home I relate to every word in this song crying my balls out rn
@lumia1322
11 ай бұрын
🙁
@Screwgirlz826
10 ай бұрын
Was it intentional to say “balls” instead of “eyeballs”
@-.EASYGOING.-
10 ай бұрын
@@Screwgirlz826I cry out of my ass too sometimes. It’s normal.
@ventingmachine101
8 ай бұрын
crying your . crying your what out 😀
@GoofyCreature...
5 ай бұрын
@-EASYGOING.- YOU CRY OUT OF YOUR AHH TOO? THATS INSANE BROSKI :0
@tornveils
11 ай бұрын
i love this song and relate to the my brother part so much its crazy
@carre-fi3fy
11 ай бұрын
im sorry
@KoiDayz
11 ай бұрын
im so sorry.
@lumia1322
11 ай бұрын
I Hope you feel so much better man, it breaks my heart to see someone suffering like that please feel better ❤️🩹
@Ranboo-vv9dc
11 ай бұрын
hurts me to see many people relate to this song in different ways, although I do hope you feel better
@secretly8072
11 ай бұрын
it took me 18 seconds to start crying when the chorus started
@ava2167
11 ай бұрын
alex g actually gives me goosebumps
@kaydencewuzhere
8 ай бұрын
This song reminds me of my friend james :( he's been suicidal ever since 4th grade and he sends me a photo of him at the hospital at least twice each year. It really scares me and i really hope he stays here he's like an older brother to me considering all of my brothers are adults, it's nice having a brother only slightly older than you. I sob every night thinking about this and i really really want him to think about his life the way i do. i love him more then myself and if he died i wouldn't be here.
@Phone_guyFnaf
8 ай бұрын
I’m so sorry to hear that. I hope things get better for both of you. I want everyone who reads my comment to take good care of themselves, and please don’t hurt yourself. I may not know you irl, but I would hate it if any of you died. Please hold on for me and all the other people who care about you. I love you all no matter what.💖
@The_Og_Birthdaycake
5 ай бұрын
I have a friend whos very much like this. I love her, but shes really stressful sometimes. Im sorry to hear.
@racheal_pokki825
10 ай бұрын
The only song that keep me still alive (bc I have younger brother & I don't want him to be like this song) I love him so much
@lumia1322
9 ай бұрын
please keep going!!dont give up!!!
@caracalls
11 ай бұрын
love alex g’s music, it feels so comforting.
@luxuriousfantasies
11 ай бұрын
I just imagine him to this and I fall asleep and wake up in the morning.
@konverse_in_converse
2 ай бұрын
i cannot express how much this song comforts me. it deals w all the things i deal with in my day=to-day and im just so happy to find a song that displays this..
@zola__
10 ай бұрын
sobbing, this reminds me of my best friend and their brother :(
@lumia1322
10 ай бұрын
☹️☹️
@CXcamron
7 ай бұрын
Knowing this song exists makes me feel better about myself, it makes me forget everything around me and I love it, it’s sad to know millions of people around the world are having hard times, most harder than others but that doesn’t matter, everyone should be able to be happy. Not only that but the singer also sounds like he was crying while singing this. Hope everyone is doing okay!♡
@ninafroggo-gq4bd
11 ай бұрын
This is my comfort song 😭
@SushiiDot
11 ай бұрын
thank you for cutting out the reverse part 😭it stressed me out so bad
@Just_an_alien
10 ай бұрын
Whenever I think of unaliving myself and think about my little brother listening to this song and thinking of me.
@lumia1322
9 ай бұрын
Please don’t lose hope!!! ☹️there’s a lot to live!! for im sure you might not think that but please keep going!!!
@Just_an_alien
9 ай бұрын
@@lumia1322 Thank you! I've gotten better and started being more productive. But thank you a lot!
@lumia1322
9 ай бұрын
@@Just_an_alien I’m glad to hear!🤗
@Epotato969
Ай бұрын
I relate to this song a lot in different ways because my older sibling talks to me about her thinking about doing SH and I've had a pet run away before I also have an ex so this is my vent song
@jacobyoung8317
28 күн бұрын
sorry for venting in a comment section i just, dont really have anyone to talk to. my friend killed himself 2 years ago. i only knew him for about 3 years but i related to him so much, he was an online friend but we had so much in common and i wish i could have met him. i told my parents about him and they said he sounded pretty cool. before he killed himself he sent me a paragraph of how hes sorry and regrets everything. i knew he had mental problems- like me. but i never knew it would reach this extent. i still havent told my parents, i just told them he got grounded.. i dont know what to do because everyone i try to make friends with all i look for is him. if someone laughs like him it reminds me and it makes me want to push them away. yet all i look for is someone i can be friends with like him, but when i find someone even remotly familiar i just cant its too much. i miss him man.. i have real life friends but i dont REALLY like them they dont truly know who i am. i just wish he never commitied, by now i probably could have been planning meeting up with him in real life, we didnt leave too far away after all. only a couple states away. now hes gone, forever. i feel so bad i wish i had been more attentive to him, he might have not commited. fly high, i love you bro.
@lionessluvsu
6 ай бұрын
this is the only song that actually made me cry. i wish he released it.
@-SerialDesignationJ-
Ай бұрын
how it feels knowing im probably gonna be the brother who does what the song says.
@nathanmontes8094
Күн бұрын
I vibe to the song cause im out of tears
@Butterfly18865
2 ай бұрын
I love this song!!!!!
@Some_one666
3 ай бұрын
I have a sister named Victoria who passed away before I was able to meet her, and I know it kind of invalidates it sing I literally never knew her but I feel like she’s always watching over me. I love this song so much bc it reminds me of her
@Elucie7575
3 ай бұрын
there’s no one I love and no one who really loves me either. people might be a little sad when i go but they can move on lol, its so sad knowing there’s nothing that important keeping me here. im just not dead because i don’t have much reason to end it either. limbo, i guess
@AndrewCreatez
4 ай бұрын
i'm growing afraid that i've lost a friend of mine tonight. we didn't know each other too long, but the thought of it is too devestating for me to even sleep. if it has truly come to this, just know that you were an excellent artist, so talented at what you did. if only you found it in you to recognize it and love yourself a bit. we'll miss you.
@KutezyKittens
9 ай бұрын
This song makes me think of my brother
@ilvycage
9 ай бұрын
im sorry
@rrose_draws
4 ай бұрын
I relate to this song sm but not the brother like a lot of ppl I relate to singers pov. And instead of my brother my mom
@Panda_baker
4 ай бұрын
This is gonna be me tonight.
@6feetunder-
5 ай бұрын
*casually learns this song wasn’t originally my Alex G*
@Phone_guyFnaf
8 ай бұрын
Whenever I listen to this song, the line “my brother told me that he’s gonna kill himself tonight” makes me think of my brother, who was suicidal and his friends were telling him to kill himself, and the line “my girlfriend told me that she doesn’t love me anymore” makes me think of my ex-girlfriend, who broke up with me because I pulled a prank on her brother that she was in on, but she blamed what I did on my other friend. I took the blame and she broke up with me because of a prank me and her pulled when we were 10.
@beezy1k366
Ай бұрын
'my brother told me that he's gonna kill himself tonight' hit hard.
@jasminecarney8613
Ай бұрын
This sog is my happiness
@ake4440
9 ай бұрын
me gusta
@laylahawkins-cd5km
9 ай бұрын
The fact that make me wanna cry is that the date on the video is one day after my mother death
@lumia1322
9 ай бұрын
May your mother rest in peace🕊️
@DeezNutzXDXD
8 ай бұрын
@@lumia1322I don't like my life.
@SadieSilly1258
9 ай бұрын
im gonna be that dog fr
@robinfowler3645
5 ай бұрын
0:45
@reysisthecoolest
9 ай бұрын
i feel like a lot of bad things happen because of me
@vinn_ray
5 ай бұрын
People don't look at it form the brothers point of view:( that's how most of the time I see things
@randomhitmusic
Ай бұрын
i had a date planned. 30/06/24, but, i thankfully have found a girl from croatia, she has been helping so much, i love her. i am flying to croatia to meet her. my parents dont know, but they wouldnt care if i left. wish me luck 👍
@spec-y3z
18 күн бұрын
how'd it go?
@randomhitmusic
18 күн бұрын
@@spec-y3z Oh it went a lot good.
@ggrs_vc
Ай бұрын
I just dont wanna live anymore
@spec-y3z
5 күн бұрын
dont do it!
@AshTheTransNerd369
10 ай бұрын
Im only going to keep going for my siblings
@lumia1322
10 ай бұрын
please don’t ever lose hope!!!
@Chinner_CHINS
Ай бұрын
MY GF TOLD ME THAT SHE DOESN'T LOVE ME ANYMORE
@Where.did.i.go.
10 ай бұрын
Reminds me of a certain game *cough cough* sally face *cough cough*
@Mango.is.my.favorite
2 ай бұрын
I'm the brother 🗣️🗣️
@Mostafa-kf3jc
4 ай бұрын
Well good for me I have no little brother which mean I can do it
@evecodd3706
10 ай бұрын
Im gonna be like his brother in a few days time...
@lumia1322
10 ай бұрын
PLEASE DONT!!!
@meow_pp1
4 ай бұрын
are you okay??
@-roman-armando-ayres
4 ай бұрын
I've been thinking about ending it all every since a year or two ago. Dont' do it, there's always something beautiful about seeing another day... (There's a rant down here, don't open the rest of this comment if you don't want to see it.) TW: Topics of s*icide, and self h@rm. There were these constant ups and downs in my life. In the hours leading up to the evening, I could be super productive and happy to be alive. The next minute I'd be getting scolded for not doing a certain thing by my parents and then it'd all go downhill from there. I start to feel useless, ashamed, and mad- even though I did so much that day. I would've cleaned my room which I don't do often anymore, complete all of my schoolwork, and manage to eat something other than whatever random food my eyes fell on first in the kitchen. (That being some sort of small granola bar or Goldfish.) I know it doesn't seem like much, but dammit I'm trying my hardest not to fully collapse and stuff my mouth with whatever substances I could get my hands on, or just st@b my own h3art. I can barely handle being scolded, yelled at, or getting insulted for something that's not even worth insulting me over. I instead began to cvt myself. And it hurt, not just on a physical level, but emotional and mental, too. I've been clean for 6 months before I r3lapsed. Enough with that, what I'm trying to say is: *things will get better.* Those urges happen, but they become bearable and easier to handle. Those thoughts go away too. **I promise.**
@Shinyjasmineee
5 ай бұрын
0:50
@user-xr2qd3hq7g
5 ай бұрын
jesus christ 0:50 is literally what happened but reversed roles, i told my brother that i was gonna kms and he begged me not to so i said i wouldnt, that same night i had either a knife or a bottle of olanzapine. chose the olanzapine, went into psychosis, hospital to psych ward, end of story
@MariamAbdelmonaem
6 ай бұрын
I'm the older suicidal sister and my brother said I wouldn't be his sibling anymore if I committed 😘
@Thornjustthorn
6 ай бұрын
To the person who made this video lumia your the sweetest ever thank you 🫶
@lumia1322
6 ай бұрын
Your welcome! If any one needs someone to talk to I’m here!:)
@Thornjustthorn
6 ай бұрын
@@lumia1322 your so kind the world deserves many more people like you have a good night or day ^~^
@lumia1322
6 ай бұрын
@@Thornjustthorn you aswell༼ つ ◕◡◕ ༽つ♡´・ᴗ・`♡
@Thornjustthorn
5 ай бұрын
@@lumia1322 :)) thanks
@OneAndOnlyVroom
8 ай бұрын
only here for my brother
@hnxi0
3 ай бұрын
I’m still alive only because of the therian and furry fandom. And my family. I might commit tho
@mwah9
2 ай бұрын
real.
@oyasumiomori01
8 ай бұрын
this song reminds me that my best friend told me that there gonna commit su1c1d3 :')
@D3stiine
10 ай бұрын
My brother hates me so really really I got nothing to lose 🤷♀️
@crazyvcat
6 ай бұрын
Am I the only one who doesn't hear it?
@doinurmum1454
4 ай бұрын
real shi
@that-one.Arab-
9 ай бұрын
0:12 0:50 1:25 :3
@KayaKi11s
5 ай бұрын
I really am debating if my siblings would car or not if I commited. I'm th oldest sister. They're younger brothers. I don't like them.
@florboandherflora
3 ай бұрын
They would care, losing a family member even if you didn’t like them or if they don’t like you can still affect a person in many ways
@dmitriylevin5266
10 ай бұрын
💙💛💙💛💙💛
@OrbitKnives
10 ай бұрын
i came for happy n64 songs not this good song tho
@Succmidicc
8 ай бұрын
listening to this song for the first time made me almost cry i love my big brother and if he died i would too
@YoUr_AvErAgE_dUmB_bLoNdE
2 ай бұрын
it only gets worse lmao.
@goober_jag64
Ай бұрын
this song reminded me why i should stay ❤️🩹 i just couldn’t leave everyone behind. if i did, they would leave too.
@Strawb3rryaccident
10 ай бұрын
i relate to this song alot rn because my moms always been suicidal and her most recent attempt that i know about was by pill and it was kindof my fault tbh and my dog is going to have to be put down or given away soon
@lumia1322
10 ай бұрын
no it’s not your fault don’t blame yourself!!!! AND I hope your dog and mom are going to be fine ( I will be praying 🙏🏻)
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