I love you with all of my heart, and I'm so proud of you for sharing your story 💜 I know this was a long time coming, and I'm sure this has helped countless people, including myself 💜
@HaileyinBookland
5 жыл бұрын
I love you endlessly 💜
@HaileyinBookland
5 жыл бұрын
Hey everyone. I’m super nervous about posting today’s video but, I felt like I was finally in the right headspace to be able to do it, so here we are. I wanted to tell my story to let you know that you are not alone, no matter how alone you feel. I wanted to try and help at the very least one person realize that their life has a worth to it, no matter how they may be feeling. I hope that maybe, if you’ve been struggling, my story might help you to work up the courage to get the help that you need. If you or someone you know is in need of immediate help, please check the resources I have listed in the description, including a list of suicide hotlines around the world. Take care of yourself 💜 EDIT: Thank you, thank you, THANK YOU all for sharing your stories. Thank you for listening to mine and offering so much love and support. I'm overwhelmed by all of it in the best possible way. I couldn't respond to everyone, but know that I have read all of your comments and I appreciate every single one of them.
@nicolerathbonex
5 жыл бұрын
This video made me cry, thank you for sharing your story with us! You aren't alone, it's always such a big comfort and support to hear from someone who has been through similar things. You should be so proud of yourself xxx
@MeganWoodard1984
5 жыл бұрын
@genevieveking5078
5 жыл бұрын
Good video! I am surprised to hear that you get a lot of comments on your weight when it is something that I have never noticed. I think you are really pretty 🌹
@haifashehab7956
5 жыл бұрын
Take care of yourself Hailey 💜 I love your videos😍
@dailessmoyo3844
5 жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing Hailey
@withcindy
5 жыл бұрын
we love you hailey. ♥️ i'm going thru some depression stuff right now too. let's hang in there!!
@emilienasrallah1395
5 жыл бұрын
I know saying "it's going to get better" won't help you, but know that the book community is always there for you ♥
@LizzWolffx
5 жыл бұрын
sending you love ♥ there's ups, downs, drops and they come and go. hope things get better for you soon.
@LisbethJimenez
5 жыл бұрын
we get through these moments second by second no expectations just dong the best we can with each moment
@SuspirosdaBea
5 жыл бұрын
I want to give you a huuuuuuuuuge hug! So accept my virtual hug with lot's of love 💕💕💕
@suraiyatiana2696
5 жыл бұрын
Love you Cindy
@CommonSpence
5 жыл бұрын
Some of the most impactful stories aren't the ones we read, but the ones we share. Thanks for being brave, being open, and being honest! You're an absolute gem Hailey and if someone can't see that it is truly THEIR LOSS!! 💜💜💜
@Nouranbha
5 жыл бұрын
You making this video made me feel so much less alone. I've never related to a video more. Depression runs in my family too, and I've had something so devastating happen to me recently and this gave me some comfort. I'm so thankful that you made this video so thank you.
@justvynexa
5 жыл бұрын
being so open about mental health takes so much strength to even think of doing. I’m so thankful and happy that you’re are here, at 23. I love and support you always 💕
@sabrina.lnd95
5 жыл бұрын
I've honestly never understood people leaving hateful comments. What do people gain from it? It's honestly so ridiculous to me. I just hope you can eventually look past all of those awful comments and know that you are an amazing person, beautiful inside and out, and that you're an inspiration to a lot of people!! Thank you so much for being brave enough to open up about your mental health, I know how hard than can be. I'm proud of you
@rebelbelle1388
5 жыл бұрын
What is wrong with people that they are leaving hateful comments for someone they don't even know? It's like people lose their humanity when they're behind a keyboard. Unbelievable.
@nourqassim7474
5 жыл бұрын
I can't express how thankful I am for booktubers like you, who open up about mental health. It breaks down the stigma about it all and it makes us viewers who suffer from things like you have etc. feel "normalized" in a sense of belonging but also seeing people who have c"ome out the other way" and that it can get better. We love you Hailey
@nourqassim7474
5 жыл бұрын
ZuislearninG nope
@withcindy
5 жыл бұрын
hi Nour!!
@nourqassim7474
5 жыл бұрын
@@withcindy hiii!
@JayGTheAwkwardBookworm
5 жыл бұрын
Sending you so much love Hailey 💕 thank you for sharing your story
@rebar351
5 жыл бұрын
I suffer from anxiety and I totally get the can't turn your brain off. It's terrible at night where my brain just plays in a loop often.
@bookecho6899
5 жыл бұрын
Same here. Anxiety isn't fun...
@psychedbypat
5 жыл бұрын
same. Recently I just can't fall asleep anymore and when I do I only dream weird stuff
@brunaboi1741
5 жыл бұрын
@@psychedbypat oh God, me too and it's awful. I hope you feel better soon
@kellyadams79
5 жыл бұрын
Same here with social anxiety
@k1tkat-kate
5 жыл бұрын
Mine does this too
@jamiegames7698
5 жыл бұрын
Hailey - I had no idea! It is kinda shocking for me, considering I’ve been always thinking of you as this happy, brave, inspiring girl who could never ever possibly get out of words. But I guess this is your background story that also partly is responsible that you are the amazing person I get to see through your Videos. So to me - you are so impressive. You always look like the person that I wanna be so hard, but I am never good enough which is not as bad as it sounds, since I get to see this wonderful person in your videos. I just genuinely wish you the best for your life! Lots n lots of love from Germany
@rebar351
5 жыл бұрын
Also screw the haters. Your so beautiful Hailey ❤
@memunaabrar3510
5 жыл бұрын
I literally cried for you watching this, it really saddens me to think that the person who always put a smile on my face whose funny personality and bookish taste had always been my favorite is a whole another person behind the camera, a person so broken yet so strong you deserve all the happiness and WE LOVE YOU (I'm a old subscriber and you've always been my favourite booktuber) Stay blessed deary ❤❤❤❤
@mckenziewessler8111
5 жыл бұрын
I'm 17 and have terrible anxiety/ social anxiety and depression. I totally understand what you are talking about with our brains and the relapses. To help I'm on meds and going to therapy. I really look up to you and everyone else who post these kinds if videos because I feel empowered and motivated. Thank you so much for sharing.💜
@HaileyinBookland
5 жыл бұрын
Keep caring for yourself 💕
@facingeast
5 жыл бұрын
(this is actually Ashlee lol) but I could never ever thank-you enough for this. I'm a mom of 4 and I stay a home and go to online college. I struggle with depression and anxiety so bad, it gets super bad for months on end. Just seeing someone I look up to go throw the same stuff and make all these things happen gives me a lot of hope. I'm super proud of you and if you need someone, I'm here (same for everyone who can see this). Thank you for being a bright beautiful light in the world despite your own struggles. Much love. (this video made me cry but in a good way lol)
@momotozaki
5 жыл бұрын
This must have been tough to film. We all love you a lot. 💗
@AwkwardHannahTheGamer
5 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for making this. I've been struggling a lot today because of my anxiety. It's made me feel so much better hearing you talk about it and your struggles and I know that the majority of people watching this are super proud of you. We all love you so so much. Thank you for opening up 💗 Stay strong, Hailey 💗 Also if anyone in the comment section ever needs anyone to talk to, please feel free to get in contact with me. Nobody here is alone 💗
@maryabdel3036
5 жыл бұрын
Awkward Hannah I do ! I’m going through the same thing. And no matter how I distruct myself my brain just wouldn’t stop.
@Lucy-june
5 жыл бұрын
You have earned so much of my respect Hailey. It’s so incredible of you to share your story. You’re a true warrior, keep fighting x ❤️
@Aimlesslytash
5 жыл бұрын
This video is the perfect example of how you can see someone all the time (on camera or in real life) and never really know what they are going through or what they are feeling. Anonymity on the internet makes it so easy for people to say the first evil thing that comes to mind without considering the actual person they are speaking to and what they could trigger in a person. You don't owe anyone your story if you choose not to tell it but you chose to share a part of it you thought would help others. I am a silent watcher but this was brave of you to post and I wanted to say it. The fact that you had it in you to make this video public speaks to how far you have come and will continue to go. HUGS!
@TheCherrypop121
5 жыл бұрын
thanks for taking a step to banish the stigma around mental health! i can really relate to this. i started taking meds for anxiety and depression this month. stay safe x
@paulabarreto2668
5 жыл бұрын
What? How can anyone hate such a precious little thing as you?
@adyasamund7736
5 жыл бұрын
I love you Hailey. You were one of the first booktubers I started watching a year ago, and since then your personality just calms me down. I watch your vlogs literally during exams because they inspire me so much and well, they're fun. I think you're absolutely beautiful and I hope you only do better in life. I hope you see love when you look in the mirror. I am so proud of you for being able to this. You're amazing and inspire me to no end. P. S. I never stop laughing when I am talking about uncomfortable stuff either. People forget to take me seriously most of the times😂
@yaiza6438
5 жыл бұрын
You are an inspiration, Hailey. I suffer from depression and social anxiety since I was eight (i'm 27 at the moment) and I've never had the chance to have help. No friends, no family, nothing apart from hard suicidal thoughts and episodes. A few years ago I found a guy that makes me happy, and my little cat, and I moved with them to a different country but sadly I had to left that house and come back to my hell-hometown again because with my mental health and my lack of capacities (like languages) doesn't allow me find a job, and I feel like I can't do this anymore, it's been almost twenty years with no recovery nor help and i'm quote down. But listening to you made me feel like Im still worth the chance, even if the chance doesnt seem to find me. It always helps to hear someone that, sadly, goes through the same illness. Thank you for talking about this, dear, you are a stunning person and so strong. Love you lots xx
@nayeon19__54
5 жыл бұрын
We love you Hailey and for us your mental health is more important than anything else 💓💓
@sammorgan9526
5 жыл бұрын
I know a lot of adults who have also gone through emotional trauma and they've turned out so so well. They're adamant that what happens to you doesn't have to define you. You can fight through whatever you've dealt with. You truly can.
@rajeshbookrider4122
5 жыл бұрын
I was thinking about my depression. And I got your video's notification I think it isn't over yet. It's been one year. And still I don't go to work, party's, I haven't any friend to talk. That's why I like books to forget myself.
@leofaerie
5 жыл бұрын
Rajesh Bookrider if you need someone to talk to, I’m here.
@rajeshbookrider4122
5 жыл бұрын
@@leofaerie thanks Brianna.! I will talk but right now I am researching about what was really happened to me. I'm watching short depression, anxiety awareness videos and read about it on net. One thing is clear that I have to learn more and more about it, to get completely rid of it.
@LizzWolffx
5 жыл бұрын
After 4 years of struggling, especially with the last year being absolutely terrifying, I decided to get help last year. I'm currently seeing my 4th psychologist and trying out my 2nd medication, not knowing if it will work and if I'll be able to work on myself enough. It's an exhausting process but videos like this, where people I like (you Hailey ♥) talk about dealing with certain issues, makes me believe this process is worth it and that I might be able learn how to deal with my issues in a healthy way as well. All the love to you ♥
@HaileyinBookland
5 жыл бұрын
All the best to you. I’m proud of you for taking those steps 💜
@LizzWolffx
5 жыл бұрын
@@HaileyinBookland thank you, that means a lot
@danielacosta4722
5 жыл бұрын
I'm honestly so proud of you for having this enormous courage of speaking about this. You are an incredible human being and I do believe you are a role model to a lot of young book lovers out here. I know the struggles of mental illness and I know it never goes away but I'm so glad you're fighting and finding yourself. Thank you for being honest about this and I do hope you can find light even in the darkest of places. Lots of love ❤️ keep on being amazing
@stageybookish9893
5 жыл бұрын
I've been suffering from severe depression and social anxiety for 4 years (well 4 years diagnosed) and I can relate so much to your story - so much so, I'm watching this with tears in my eyes. I look up to you so much in this community and have so much respect for you - you have no idea how much I needed to hear that "someone cares" today xxxxxx
@HorseLover3061
5 жыл бұрын
I dont understand how anyone can even find anything mean to say about you! You are sp adorable and lovely and just ugh! Love you and proud of you! Dont ever give up! 💕💕
@ritalagessilva16
5 жыл бұрын
You got me into reading again when I was suffering from anxiety and depression and dropped out of college for a few months. I got help and now I'm feeling better and although it's something that I'll always live with, I now know that I can talk about it and ask for help and that I AM NOT my disease. I'm back in college, loving it, found someone that makes me happy (while still knowing that I don't need a relationship to survive) and reading more than I ever have. Thank you for rekindling my love of books!
@miereads4377
5 жыл бұрын
Thankyou for sharing this, and so sorry to hear that people are commenting on your weight. That is not OK! You,on the other hand, are more than OK :) wish you all the best 💖
@joslyngibson9965
5 жыл бұрын
Hailey, I discovered your channel almost 2 years ago during the darkest period of my life. You helped me so much more than you will ever know. Your enthusiasm made me fall in love with books and reading all over again. Hearing you talk about books and my rekindled love for reading are some of the things that helped me get through the worst days. Anytime I had a rough day, I would go to my happy place, which was anywhere I would be surrounded with books. When I found a good deal on a book you had recommended in a video, I got excited. I guess what I’m trying to say is you’re such a wonderful human being, and I am also very proud of you. There might be some haters out there, but you also have lots of friends here.
@IShouldReadThat
5 жыл бұрын
Hello my love. It sounds like you and I have a lot of parallels with our experiences and I'm so pleased you're brave enough to talk about these issues with your audience. Removing the stigma of mental health is so important, especially for younger people who can get help when they need it, which is something I did not do as a teen. At the age of 30, I've finally gathered the courage to get myself into therepy (my first appointment is on Monday!) and the reason I've been able to do that is people like you being open about their struggles. It makes the world a little less lonely and a little more bright. Stay awesome, girl ❤️
@insanebutterfly3439
5 жыл бұрын
I have had my own struggles with mental health all my life and only started getting help the last few years and have been in hospital 4 different times. Reading has always been my escape. My doctor has always encouraged my reading. I am so proud of anyone who shares their struggles with others. It comforts me and lets me know i am not alone. On a happier note i am told i have enough books to start my own library. Love your channel.
@khadijaussi2388
5 жыл бұрын
Dear Hailey, For a while now Ive tried to understand what's wrong with me. The way you opened up about having axiety, made me realize that I might have axiety as well. I cant shut down my brain. I keep thinking of the worst possible outcomes. These thoughts come to me when Im trying to concetrate on my studies or revision. They just pop up and make me so uneasy. Sometimes my heart starts to beat faster and breath quickens. Then I feel like Im being squeezed in too tight and Im suffocating. I try to make myself better. I try to focus more but when something just slitely slips. I see myself as a failure. I didnt think I needed help. Bcz my friends tell me that I just need to stop stressing and things will be fine. Im scared of telling my parents. I fear they may not understand and just dismiss me. Thank you for making this video. It gives me courage.❤❤❤
@amybrown4311
5 жыл бұрын
You will find your comfort and your answers in Allah's book. Just stay strong and don't give up
@melissaseng2561
5 жыл бұрын
Dida Ussi you can call one of the helplines and get advice on your particular situation. I wish you the best. I suffer as well and understand your fear.
@juliar3851
5 жыл бұрын
As someone who has struggled with extreme anxiety for years I can assure you that it gets better. Don’t feel ashamed to ask for help❤️
@bookedwithamanda
5 жыл бұрын
As a fellow human with life long depression, general anxiety and social anxiety, I thank you for your candor. The road can be long and hard but the people you meet along the way can make the journey easier. I'm glad you're doing better now and I'm so sorry for what happened to you as a teenager. Sending lots of happy thoughts your way! ❤️
@kokikoala
5 жыл бұрын
You’re so brave to tell us! I love your videos and you! You’re such an inspiration to us all! Lots of love from the UK 🇬🇧 💞❤️💞❤️
@femkedemoor4673
5 жыл бұрын
I don't have a lot more to add than most here have said, but as someone who suffers from anxiety and depression it's always good to hear from others who deal with the same things. Both can make you feel alone and knowing there's someone going through the same thing, is always a good thing. Thank you for sharing, Hailey!
@anjaxuanreads
5 жыл бұрын
You’re very brave to talk about this, and this gives me courage to talk about my my medical conditions. I support you and this honestly makes me love you more. I’m praying for you 😌
@youdontseeyouwant
5 жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing this. It was not long ago when people-especially young people-lacked any kind of resource for dealing with such issues. Not only is it encouraging to see that this is changing (though maybe not fast enough or significantly enough) but that people like you are becoming resources as well. By telling your story, you become a lifeline to others who, for whatever reason, cannot tell their own. This is invaluable.
@hindace1281
5 жыл бұрын
I never posted a comment before, but this time, I must. I am proud of you and you inspire me to be a writer one day. Look at what you accomplished these years! Honestly, you are beautiful and smart. You are who you are- and I love who you are. Thank you for sharing this with us, you are very brave.
@zoeedelaney
5 жыл бұрын
wow. thank you so so much for sharing this. I've never heard someone explain anxiety so closely to how I experience it as well. The over-working yourself to the point of building up so much anxiety that it affects your relationships, family life, work, etc. That's been such a struggle of mine too and I really hate it. Things that are easy for most, seem to be impossible for me at times. I also struggle with depression and weight. Hearing your story made me feel so much less alone. Thank you Hailey. Sending you all the love.
@anaannotated5636
5 жыл бұрын
Proud of you for having the courage to do this. 💜 Stay strong and take care Hailey, and know we’re always here for you.
@mbrady199
5 жыл бұрын
You're definitely not alone. I've got two anxiety disorders with bouts of depression. Anxiety is IMPOSSIBLE to explain to people who don't have it! Thank you for sharing & helping to end the stigma. Own it & just be you. :)
@wishiwasacheese
5 жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing. You are a beautiful human - inside and out.
@sarahsmith8815
5 жыл бұрын
I have anxiety about everyday ordinary things that some people might find easy, but to me it’s a huge deal. I’ve recently felt really depressed lately about how I look. But I’m trying to take care of myself more. Thank you so much for posting this video, I relate to it so much and you are an inspiration.
@shellydraws
5 жыл бұрын
Huge bundle of Inspiration alert!🌟 Cuz lovely Hailey is baaaaaaaaack! With the same boldness and charm. Love you, Hails❤
@VixenValkrye55
5 жыл бұрын
My problem was once I got diagnosed no matter how hard I tried I never seemed to get better and I realized anytime I felt anything everyone always jumped and said oh it’s because of your depression or it’s because of your bipolar or anxiety and it took me re writing the narrative to change it. I am more than my diagnosis I am allowed to be sad I am allowed to be angry I am allowed to be ME!!!! And I am so proud of you for opening and changing the narrative for you and the stigma!!!! You are amazing and never forget it
@keyareuh_
5 жыл бұрын
so happy to see more people like you talking about this
@emilyreeves7854
5 жыл бұрын
Thank you, Hailey
@kirstinljosheim4117
5 жыл бұрын
I appreciate your honesty, sending you lots of love❤️ I really needed to hear the last part, so thank you 🙏
@MyPointofViewluvEMME
5 жыл бұрын
Thank you for posting this video. As someone who works with children and teens with mental health issues, having voices of young adults who have struggled with depression and anxiety and are acknowledging the hard work it takes to get better is so needed and appreciated. You are a light that shines a path out of darkness. If haters choose to stay in the dark, it is their loss. Hope you have a wonderful week🏖
@Andrea-oj6fz
5 жыл бұрын
We love you ❤ I find it incredibly brave that you made this video and I'm sure it is important to many of your viewers. I had a #MeToo experience when I was a kid, but my therapy really worked for me and now I don't have mental health problems anymore. I know now that there is always, ALWAYS a way out. I wish all the best for you, Hailey, and everyone else here. Greetings from across the Atlantic. :)
@hewasintrepid
5 жыл бұрын
Thank you for your bravery Hailey, you're not alone in struggling with mental illness and you're brave for speaking out about this and helping remove some of the stigma around mental illness! I've been following you for a while now and I'm proud of you for openly talking about mental illness!
@kikirobinson7836
5 жыл бұрын
Today is actually the anniversary of my first panic attack. It was so freaking scary that It Gave me an anxiety disorder that lead to depression so bad that I lost 20 pounds and had to stay home from work for a while. Did not want to live anymore. The BEST thing I did was force myself to let my family love me, saw a counselor, and got medication. I was almost myself in about 2 months. Those days haunt me but also make me thankful for how healthy I can be. Thanks for making this and I am proud of all of us for taking one day at a time and making it. No one is truly alone if they let people in. This is more common that people know.
@teresaeskra
5 жыл бұрын
We all love you hailey, and you are a beautful, brave and smart young woman, and ignore the hate comments that you get and be you for who you are. I am so so glad that you shared this video, since I also sturggle with depression and social anxiety.
@kaeleadesilva8469
5 жыл бұрын
It's literally so disappointing to see that people have so much time to hate on people that they felt the need to make a site dedicated to hating and complianing about people they literally don't and aren't forced to subscribe to. This is so very brave of you to come out with, anxiety sure doesn't make this easy and I just wish that you're okay and that you have people that lift you up high enough to know you are so loved not just by those around you but everyone here in this community. I'm cheering for you in Australia, with live.
@n4rutosb4llz
5 жыл бұрын
i love you and support you! this was extremely helpful for me as i struggle with anxiety and it takes over a big part of my life. i'm sorry about the hate but don't let it get to you! you are strong and amazing!❤ (also this is quite late but i felt the need to post it)
@mybookishdelights4767
5 жыл бұрын
Depression and anxiety can be so isolating. It’s so easy to feel alone and you were right on with the word “burden.” I feel that way all the time. Thank you for your transparency because it is nice to remember that we aren’t suffering alone. I’m so sorry for the pain you’ve felt yourself and I think you are so brave to put it out there. It’s fucking hard. It’s a daily struggle. And there’s so much silence around it. I appreciate you and I really appreciate your self confidence even with hate being directed at you. There will always be assholes. Delete and block when you come across them. They may feel like they can behave that way but that doesn’t mean you have to invite it into your life. 💕
@kristinsiil2857
5 жыл бұрын
Let's go and show Hailey some love under her next IG post!❤✌
@k1tkat-kate
5 жыл бұрын
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@ericavandegrift6219
5 жыл бұрын
Honey you are not alone. I can’t stress that enough. When I was 16 I started self harming and became suicidal. That lasted for years, leading me into very harmful relationships. I had my first child when I was 18 and my 2nd when I was 20. I spent 6 years in an incredibly abusive relationship and I am still dealing with the effects of his abuse, even though I escaped him 8 years ago. I was diagnosed with borderline personality disorder 4 years ago and many of the things you mentioned sound like you may also have it. Learning about it made it much easier to deal with for me. It’s easier to recognize when my mind starts slipping into self destructive thoughts. This is a wonderful video. You are beautiful and a wonderful person.
@a.n.n.adarling6803
5 жыл бұрын
Words cannot describe how thankful I am with you because I've been struggling my whole life with depression I tried to commit suicide a couple of times and I really really appreciate this video. it reminds me that I'm not the only one who is struggling with depression and self loading and insecurities we just have to take it day by day. Wishing you the best I know that this is hard and it will always be hard but I know we are strong and we will fight Always❤ much love from me💫
@atimetosharebooks
5 жыл бұрын
I just watched this video and I wanted to tell you that you are the reason I started my Booktube channel Hailey. You are the first booktuber I came across and I binged on your videos. So above all, always remember that even if some people don't show you the love, someone loves you, someone will take the risk of creating a booktube channel because they saw you doing it. You are living out your purpose - one that is positively impacting on other people's lives. So take care of yourself first. This was brave of you Hailey🤗.
@rachelmills9964
5 жыл бұрын
I think you’re so brave and so strong and seriously I admire you!! You’re one of my favorite KZitemrs and the one I relate to the most so this was so meaningful to me. I always love to listen to other people talking about their mental illness cause it makes me feel like I’m not alone. I just wanted to send you love and positivity and say you’re the sweetest and I’m proud of you 🥰❤️
@Fathima_2023
5 жыл бұрын
Everyone goes through some kind of depression at some point in life and the way you have come out of it is admirable and a lot of love to u for all the strength you have re aligned !!
@VictoriaRodgersK
5 жыл бұрын
Thank you, thank you, thank you. I have major depression, general anxiety, social anxiety, and complex PTSD, and I love seeing other people be open about their mental health. I try to remain open about my own struggles, but it's still hard. Seeing people I look up to, like yourself, being open about your struggles really helps me and reminds me that it's okay to ask for help. I always forget that asking for help is a genuine option, so I really needed this reminder. Please stay strong and know that there are many who love you wholeheartedly ❤️
@melissapeterson4804
5 жыл бұрын
Hailey you are a great person and it is a subject that needs to be talked about. Thank you.
@Samuel-sw4yg
5 жыл бұрын
This video is actually so relatable to me. I had been struggling with deep depression for almost a year and am now kind of getting better. I absolutely understand how hard to talk about this thing to anyone. Thank you for sharing and your message surely will help someone.
@averagejoereads7271
5 жыл бұрын
Your bravery is so admirable.💙
@beckyhankins5356
5 жыл бұрын
Only just got the courage to watch this, I'm still struggling with my mental health in all the same ways that you have I'm only now getting the help that I should have had when it all began when I was 13. I'm now 22, you inspire me so much and you really do help me get through the day with your upbeat personality and your beautiful smile. I found the love of reading in my early years of mental illness and it really does help you escape the horrors that are inside your head. Anyone that insults you or talks about you negatively should go f**k themselves, they're arseholes; and you're an amazingly beautiful human! Keep being you, you're inspiring so many people by just being yourself! I love you💜
@TheyDoBooks
5 жыл бұрын
You’re soooo brave. Keep going we love you xx
@alexwoods6993
5 жыл бұрын
I just wanted to say thank you for this. While I have never struggled with major depression, I have a friend who has and another friend who went through something also related to the Me Too movement. They have both pushed past those hard points in their life, and I know they will never be 100% through those events, so seeing someone like you, someone who I admire immensely get through difficult times like that and become the absolutely incredible person you are makes me more hopeful about my friends’ futures and also helps me realize how to support them. I have struggled with anxiety as well, including many years of denial about it being something I live with, so I just wanted to thank you so so much.
@Electroclan17
5 жыл бұрын
We're all here to support you Hailey whenever you need it. I love your videos and I've found books that I loved because of you (Finished reading Cinder yesterday and I loved it. Gonna read the whole series now)
@misspiggy1517
5 жыл бұрын
I don't know how hard it was for you to share with us but thank you. I've been struggling with anxiety and depression and was in denial for years. Knowing that there are people who support and understand you matters
@MaryAmongStories
5 жыл бұрын
i'm so, so proud of you. 💜
@TheLakeln
5 жыл бұрын
This is the beautiful part of fighting through dark seasons and coming out stronger on the other side. Your story is already helping SO many people! I can’t wait to read how you use your book to do that too. Praying that this vulnerability heals and encourages many others ❤️
@lilystoyanova4900
5 жыл бұрын
thank you so much for sharing 💜💜💜💚💚💚💙💙💙❤❤❤💛💛💛💗💗💗🧡🧡🧡 you are SO beautiful and some people are just assholes. I recently had a very low week with my mental state (I ended up crying in my mum's arms on the floor one night) but I finally started seeing a therapist and I've had a very good almost 2 weeks now and even if I know it probably won't always be like that I'll try and work harder for myself too now 💕
@dishannamiller7524
5 жыл бұрын
Hailey, I've been watching your videos for a year or two now and I want you to know that the way you described how your anxiety works and affects you really hit home for me. I too have struggled with anxiety and more recently in the past year, thanatophobia ( otherwise known as death anxiety). Knowing someone else just understands that its hard to explain to people and knowing you too have struggle with it everyday really inspires me. It helps show me that if you are just as successful and still deal with this everyday, that maybe I can do it too. Thank you for all your hard work
@marianaiazzetti6986
5 жыл бұрын
I don't feel like it's up to me to comment on your personal history, but I want to thank you and to express my admiration for you and for the courage you showed with this video. I don't have the words to express how much this means to me. Just know you have touched someone's life in Brazil; not only touched it but changed it. Thank you.
@elana04
5 жыл бұрын
Thank you for opening up. As someone who also deals with anxiety and depression, I really appreciate it. I’ve been dealing with anxiety for two years and depression for a year. I’m not going to go in depth, but I’ve been in therapy and am taking medication and I’ve started meditating. I’m optimistic that this year will be a better for my mental health. I’m trying to focus on myself a lot more this year and my well-being before my relationships and my school which is something that I think has led me to becoming depressed and anxious. Anyways, not going to go too deep into it, but thank you for opening up and to everyone here... You are not alone. I love you, I support you, seek help if needed ❤️
@saltimbanquette1680
5 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for talking about this. What you said about anxiety resonates so much with me, sometimes I forget that what I'm going through isn't the norm which leads to me thinking I'm some kind of lazy burden on society. So hearing that you struggle with the same anxious behaviours as I am and calling them what they are helped so much
@dashofspirit8926
5 жыл бұрын
I've watched your videos for a few years now and I've always enjoyed them. Those people commenting on your weight... I have no words, people should be lifting eachother up, not tearing eachother down. You are so beautiful and you are such a strong inspiration to many people here on youtube. Keep being you as that is who we all love watching and are so proud of. Thank you for sharing!
@jessicam9705
5 жыл бұрын
I can`t even begin to explain how thankful I am for people who are willing to put out their mental health struggles to try and help someone else. I think you are so brave for sharing your story and inspiring for using your platform to help others! I struggled with depression for years, but for the most part now only deal with anxiety. When I was struggling it was so disheartening to feel like you are alone and no one can understand. Also, a lot of times when I would try to reach out for help I felt like people would almost shut me down or chalk it up to me being dramatic or something along those lines. That ended up making me still to this day so scared of having open conversations about my past struggles. Luckily, I was eventually able to find a way to cope and heal but I can`t say that it will ever be completely gone.
@chelseam5556
5 жыл бұрын
I’m so happy you posted this video, both for yourself and for all the people who will watch it. It’s so hard to open up about struggling with mental health but I hope you find it worth it in the long run, because you’re only helping yourself in the long run. Just remember that you have a whole community of people who care about you here!!
@joan6353
5 жыл бұрын
I'm 15 and I'm really struggling with my mental health right now but am too ashamed to tell anyone. Everytime I work up the courage, I start to overthink it and talk myself down because I think its not important or Im making a big deal out of nothing or other people have it worse. So thank you for being brave enough to share your story and inspiring others to reach out. Watching this video brought tears to my eyes because its reassuring knowing other people feel this too and can still become such amazing human beings. Your words instill courage. So thank you again, we all love you too :)
@kasakchawla3603
5 жыл бұрын
Hey Hailey , I just came past your youtube channel a few days back and I just saw this video right now and I want to thank you for giving out this message to everyone . I’m 16 and I’ve been suffering from depression for the past 2 years , but I’m much better now and All I can say is thank you for making me feel good about myself and you’re amazing♥️♥️
@theworldofleslee5320
5 жыл бұрын
I’m so so proud of you, thank you for the video, we all appreciate it, stay strong, I felt like you, about 6 months ago I believed I wasn’t going to live past 16, and here I am on my 17th birthday, always trying my best, I got diagnosed with borderline personality disorder in December 2018
@sarahschultz90311
5 жыл бұрын
I don't usually leave comments on KZitem videos but this one really touched me. I have anxiety as well, so I feel you... it's a challenge most days to even put myself out there and talk to other people. Your videos are always so helpful to get me through the day! Tell those haters to F*** off and I wish you all the best.
@emilynlu586
5 жыл бұрын
I haven’t left any comment on your channel before but your videos brighten up my days and because of you, I get to know new titles and check them out. It’s sad when people bring us down or hate on us for no reason. I have been going through a low period for sometime but I’d like to believe the silver lining is there, for everyone who cares. Please keep doing what you love, read and write what you love and don’t let the naysayers stop you. Remember the universe has your back. :)
@daisyshearing6633
5 жыл бұрын
I’ve watched your videos for years and I’ve heard you say a few times how you began to love reading in the hospital so I assumed it was a broken leg or something.. now I know it was for your mental health I realise what I strong and beautiful person you are. I love your videos and will always be here to carry on watching them along with so many other people xxx
@vanessapedroza2446
5 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry people are making those comments. You are beautiful just as you are. I also struggle with depression and wanting to die, and sometimes it makes me not want to do anything especially read, but reading is the only reason why I breathe. What gets me to wake up day after day. Every time I watch one of your videos it encourages me to continue reading because I see how passionate you are about books. So, thank you.
@161616princess
5 жыл бұрын
You're super strong and as someone who suffers from depression and anxiety as well I'm thankful for people like you who are willing to be open and talk about it. You're helping to end the stigma around mental health ❤️
@rsbchamp
5 жыл бұрын
I went through some of the same stuff. Two years ago i met a group of friends and they always been supportive. When i am having a bad day ill say something in a group chat. We are all here for you.
@hippieprincess14
5 жыл бұрын
Hailey, thank you so much for being honest and kind to yourself and others. I've struggled with mental illness (Borderline Personality Disorder, anxiety, and depression) my whole life, and things have been more challenging lately. Books and BookTube are my major coping mechanism, and watching this video gave me a sense of hope that--and I'm sorry if this is cheesy--but things do get better. I'm here for you, I know your friends and other viewers are here for you, keep being the fantastic reader, writer, and person that you are.
@reader_and_med_stud9940
5 жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing this with us! I know it must have been hard. As a person who has been struggling with depression and being bullied for her weight her entire life, I can say I resonate with you. Thank you for addressing this matter and for being a wonderful person in general. You have no idea how much your videos have helped me cope with anxiety and stress in the past 2 years. Thank you.
@abigaillouis8630
5 жыл бұрын
I never comment on your videos but I just want you to know that I love you and I support you! Thank you for opening up and being so honest 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕
@jmb1922
5 жыл бұрын
I recently started antidepressants after being in a very bad headspace for almost 4 years. Thanks for this, I definitely needed it 💜
@rachellevejby7421
5 жыл бұрын
I started watching your videos over a year ago and am so happy I did. You were the first booktuber I watched and still remain my favourite. I just want you to know that I love and respect you so much, and I am so grateful to you for putting a smile on my face every time I watch your videos. You're a beautiful person, inside and out! Thank you so much for sharing your story with us. Proud of you, Hailey
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