"People will miss you" I dont need people to miss me when im dead. I need them to miss me when im alive.
@thecshowdown184
4 жыл бұрын
Lol f yeah !!!! But Don't u think its going to be such a lost to the world losing someone brilliance as u ? My friend
@wertylasky2344
4 жыл бұрын
i miss you too
@wertylasky2344
4 жыл бұрын
Tsukuyovi you deserve to go to hell
@AK-jo8fd
4 жыл бұрын
I understand how you feel and yes. People don't care until something big happens. I'm battling with the decision as well but I try to set up goals that I want to achieve or just little things that I want to experience. For example the next season of a show that I'm watching, the next album of an artist that I like. Hell even waiting to see the firework show that is held every 2-3 months. These little things are enough to keep me going. So maybe you could try it?
@vyalint
4 жыл бұрын
Wertyla Sky we’re already on hell so...
@waltzing5
3 жыл бұрын
"Dead people receive more flowers than living ones because regret is stronger than gratitude" ~Anne Frank
@nicolesmith43
3 жыл бұрын
Yep
@androidgamerz9955
3 жыл бұрын
Yep that true but gives......☹️
@lord6411
3 жыл бұрын
God this is cringe. Find a better hobby than being edgy on the internet.
@passtheboof8738
3 жыл бұрын
And then she died of typhus
@magicslave3066
3 жыл бұрын
unfournately!
@arpanbhandari209
2 жыл бұрын
"People don't commit suicide because they want to die, they do it cuz they want the pain to be stopped."
@theabominator2152
2 жыл бұрын
True, no one kills them self for curiosity
@ariq109k2
2 жыл бұрын
yh
@theabominator2152
2 жыл бұрын
@@gabbyhmm5700 Sure! No problem
@TheFracturedfuture
Жыл бұрын
It's like being in a burning building and just wanting to jump.
@Audrey-mc4zp
Жыл бұрын
@@TheFracturedfuture that’s how it feels for me right now..
@kirayamato6128
3 жыл бұрын
The sad part is that when your alive and your emotionally sad, no one notices and cares. But if you're already dead or commited suicide, people will only notice that you've been sad, alone, and deep down inside it hurts. Then they would care a lot. You know it's too late.
@isabellamccann7395
Жыл бұрын
Exactly. Even if you just move out of town, suddenly EVERYONE cares. No one gave a damn when you were there......
@hdjksa52
Жыл бұрын
That's because none of the reasons not to commit suicide is true. Staying around in absolute misery until you die of natural causes makes no sense.
@BigJonahJ
Жыл бұрын
Hindsight is 20/20, they say
@xyzpeace7814
Жыл бұрын
I think people should be more kind to others in real life, they will post about how u should seek help, to talk to someone,n the same people will let u down when u expect some kind of kindness from them so I have decided why to die for those who don't cares about your well-being n r ready to see your downfall n make u feel pathetic, will have to live for yourself
@jessysang1265
7 жыл бұрын
The line "I'm jealous of everyone who has a sister" really made the tears fall.
@emmahausler6138
7 жыл бұрын
Jessie Sang same. I can't imagine life without my sister and watching this just makes me appreciate her so much more. 😢
@nonono777
7 жыл бұрын
Yeah I have a sister and a brother and it's always been the three of us, just imagining how sad they'll be makes me really sad
@PatrickCha13
7 жыл бұрын
Jessie Sang man...
@alannacarlson6715
7 жыл бұрын
That's exactly where I started crying too.
@Samoboo
7 жыл бұрын
I started sobbing at that part :'(
@gigii.m
3 жыл бұрын
I wish i could give my life to someone who really wants to live.
@sake-bc5ul
3 жыл бұрын
Yeah right! I wish I could give my life to my sister and brother and I die instead of them. It would have been much more ideal for my family
@hannahbanana7183
3 жыл бұрын
I wish I could give my life to my great grandpa so he could see how much my mom hates me. Because I bet she wouldn’t be at my funeral
@langzhi1873
3 жыл бұрын
Susmita Gurung hey there. I don’t know you but you’re more valuable than you think. Please live for your sister and brother, they would’ve wanted you to live a happy life
@langzhi1873
3 жыл бұрын
Hannah Banana I’m so sorry to hear that about your mom but hey, you’re your own person and you deserve a good life, whether or not how your mom treats you
@anuranjana5927
3 жыл бұрын
@@sake-bc5ul donate your organ.lol jk...
@eak7895
8 ай бұрын
I watch this the first time at 12 years old now rewatching at almost 22 so thank for keeping me around for 10 more years
@holly.sketches.melancholy
2 жыл бұрын
Why doesn't anyone ever think about how hard it is for the person who commits suicide.. why doesn't anyone ever think about their pain and how unbearable it is...
@MJ21295
Жыл бұрын
Exactly, and why is there such a lack of compassion and empathy for what got them into that desperate position in the first place?
@Chiyloko
Жыл бұрын
Exactly.. my family could give 2 fks abt me . I have not a single soul here for me . But I’m supposed to think about how they would feel ? How narcissistic.
@johnmurphy588
Жыл бұрын
Jesus loves you and wants to set you free from any bondages in your life! Call upon His name and He will save you! Believe in His death and resurrection and accept Him as your Lord and Saviour and be saved and abandon your sins and turn to Him!!!!
@johnmurphy588
Жыл бұрын
@@Chiyloko Jesus loves you and wants to set you free from any bondages in your life! Call upon His name and He will save you! Believe in His death and resurrection and accept Him as your Lord and Saviour and be saved and abandon your sins and turn to Him!!!!
@Chiyloko
Жыл бұрын
@@johnmurphy588 I already believe In Jesus and have a relationship with Him love .. that dosent mean I don’t struggle with the spirit of suicide at times .. but thank you .
@kwispykwunchxoxo589
4 жыл бұрын
If only I weren't born. Then nobody would miss me because I never would've existed
@rose-marielundholm3597
4 жыл бұрын
Yes abortion!
@srishtidhasmana6972
4 жыл бұрын
Unicorn Gaming I've wished for it a billion times. I hope you're doing better now.
@anagiselaguia5198
4 жыл бұрын
I feel the same way
@JoaoPedro-gn1md
4 жыл бұрын
U can always be aborted even after borning XD
@Mistfighter88
4 жыл бұрын
@Emma Chambers bullshit
@maddyharvey7414
6 жыл бұрын
Wanting to die but not being able to hurt your family...feeling even more trapped.
@Darts-kh2rs
6 жыл бұрын
Hey I am going through the same thing I have the Sam issues mabey we could chat and see if we could help eachothew it would be great to chat to someone else who understands. Please reply
@Dnd-Versatility
6 жыл бұрын
Lee Nettleton idk if you got a connection. But if you don't mind. I wouldn't mind. Else I wish you all the good things I can wish you
@Darts-kh2rs
6 жыл бұрын
What ?
@Darts-kh2rs
6 жыл бұрын
What do ou mean
@Dnd-Versatility
6 жыл бұрын
Lee Nettleton to chat and help each other. Idk if that offer is still on the table
@TheUnhappyporky69
2 жыл бұрын
i dont think people realize how strong you have to be to pull yourself from that abyss, again and again. so if you have, im proud of you, and if you haven't, i believe in you.
@RyanBrockey
Ай бұрын
It is so. much. work. Over and over again. Just to return to that place and pull yourself back, solely for the sake of others.
@whatwasthereason1852
3 жыл бұрын
Not all of us have good family and not all of us have good friends :)
@vinaynambiar5836
2 жыл бұрын
Yeah
@jamesmay8740
2 жыл бұрын
@@vinaynambiar5836 are you okay brother? I'm in a lot of pain myself so I definitely can't solve your problems but we can talk about what's going on if you want...
@oceanprincess8886
2 жыл бұрын
Yup same
@youranamvs8351
Жыл бұрын
Well then the solution is simple. Love yourself. I promise things will change after you see yourself differently stop the pity party it won’t solve anything
@talaniel
3 ай бұрын
@@youranamvs8351Yeah, start with yourself and others might appear. And if they don't, well, then so be it!
@Jessamine90
7 жыл бұрын
"Suicide doesn't take away the pain, it gives it to someone else".
@Jun-TheCosmicTraveller
6 жыл бұрын
What if someone has no one in this world?
@SofiaSofia-we5lj
6 жыл бұрын
Akhi Chakma Ranjuni exactly
@SofiaSofia-we5lj
6 жыл бұрын
What if you don't have anyone
@wezzlyn
6 жыл бұрын
living for other people isn't living
@h3834
6 жыл бұрын
Jessamine90 But sometimes it's worth it.
@lacedpaw
4 жыл бұрын
''I'm scared to live but i'm scared to die.'' -NF
@Andrea-jv3ur
4 жыл бұрын
Can i get a UwU. YEP I KNOW
@nathanwelch8383
4 жыл бұрын
Don't do it for has alot of good doors that will open up and you will walk in and have a good time.God bless you🙏
@PedroGoncalves-en8qp
4 жыл бұрын
Get over your fear to live and have a good life
@petergriffin6152
4 жыл бұрын
@Pedro Goncalves Well gee I never thought of that
@sadycore__
4 жыл бұрын
I think I know you from an app called webcomic
@HeyLiLiBaby
Жыл бұрын
I’ve always struggled w the fact that i have to keep suffering so that the people who hurt me don’t have to
@tandzakhoza1086
Жыл бұрын
The pain some ppl cause makes you think if you are worth anything anymore. They should know they caused it, and live w/ it
@restlesswings9120
Жыл бұрын
I'm tired of everyone putting pressure on me by telling me how others would feel if I'm dead. This is not about others, never has been. Pain is mine alone and nobody understands..
@sofiasammy6683
Жыл бұрын
You are right it is about you, you are the one with the feelings, you are the owner of the company and you are the one to make the decisions. But what will happen to the people that work at your company?
@sofiasammy6683
Жыл бұрын
The people that love you so much and care about you and think about you all the time? I am not trying to tell you how to feel but if you look at it as pressure instead of hope and happiness for those who care about you than you might put yourself in a deeper hole. It is YOUR pain and YOUR feelings, but those who love and care for you are there to help you through them.
@johnmurphy588
Жыл бұрын
Jesus loves you and wants to set you free from any bondages in your life! Call upon His name and He will save you! Believe in His death and resurrection and accept Him as your Lord and Saviour and be saved and abandon your sins and turn to Him!!!!
@bpiya8743
Жыл бұрын
"Pain is mine alone and nobody understands." Not true. This--this very reason--is why humans came up with the idea of group therapy. I hope you pursue that option. Other people empathizing with you and working with you towards solutions in your life is the most natural thing possible.
@MariaRodriguez-we3dh
11 ай бұрын
@@johnmurphy588 What if you´ve been calling upon His name for years but He hasn´t saved you?
@Jessie-cz8wx
8 жыл бұрын
The only reason I don't commit suicide is because I don't want my family to feel the pain I am constantly in
@elibjo01
8 жыл бұрын
+chanyeolseemysoul (i AM multi-fandom) me too
@just_lexys3970
8 жыл бұрын
same
@Gooner184
8 жыл бұрын
+Celler Door That's not exactly very helpful is it?
@Unknownuser15160
8 жыл бұрын
Saaaame
@Andrew-rz9hc
8 жыл бұрын
+KurratRichard when I was 14 a girl in my grade had killed herself. I had only talked to this girl once, she said I was funny. I remember when I heard she died I checked Facebook to see if it was true and to my horror it was. It was a Saturday. That same monday I had school. And that Monday was the worst monday I have ever seen. Everyone, and I mean everyone was in tears. I have never cried in school before, but that day was the closest i was to tears. In my school of 1500 kids, it was dead silent all day. Huge football players stayed in the bathroom all day wiping there eyes because we literally ran out of tissues. This girl wasn't popular, she didnt have a ton of friends, but when she died, everyone mourned. So ik rite now u feel like the whole world is against you and if u were gone who would even care, but remember that person you said was funny, or smart, or handsome. They care. Their family cares. Their friends care. Their school cares. Someone cares. And theyloveyoumorethanuknow
@joots4342
3 жыл бұрын
if it weren’t for the one person who cared about me and loved me this comment wouldn’t be here
@Noah-lo9vb
3 жыл бұрын
Amen. It only takes one person.
@astrius4125
3 жыл бұрын
That person needs to be yourself. It's not a good idea to be emotionally dependant on others. Having friends, family, a partner who care is of great help of course, but ultimately, the only person who is never going to leave you is yourself. So, in order to get by, the best advice someone gave me was: speak to yourself as you would to someone you love. Start caring for yourself like you would for someone you love. Cheer yourself up, push yourself to overcome challenges, etc, as you would for someone you love. If you need to speak to yourself as if you were another person, so be it. Soon you'll realize you don't feel weak and alone anymore.
@smileyface8434
3 жыл бұрын
Same. They started crying- no, straight up bawling when I told them I was considering doing it. I don’t give a damn how anyone else will react
@smileyface8434
3 жыл бұрын
Oh and I created a hangout if anyone needs someone to talk to and let all the heavy feelings out :) hangouts.google.com/group/C8yHf2QigkZokPPW6
@supadrew932
3 жыл бұрын
What to do when you dont even 1 person who cares about you ..?
@radovansurlak7445
3 жыл бұрын
Suicidal people need to feel understood, cared about and have their emotional needs met - what causes someone to be suicidal is a high amount of emotional pain. This rational approach of saying "don't kill yourself, you'll hurt others" will create more pain and doesn't help the person feel understood or cared about.
@armybeef68
2 жыл бұрын
"Suicidal people need to feel understood, cared about" Can you please tell that to all the people I've talked to, no really, all the social workers, mental health workers, a psychologist, a psychiatrist, two veteran's groups, a VSO, I've had a social worker roll her eyes at me, I've had another one huff at me, I've had a veteran's group say they were going to fast track my information in, at my next appointment a month later they asked me what I've done so far, that's the place where I went to three orientations, that's after sitting there in tears not knowing how I was going to pay my rent, that's also the same place where I left a suicide letter on their door, never to hear back from them again, I also met a new social worker who said he wasn't going to let me fall through the cracks, he asked about the mold in my bathroom but never offered a solution, in fact I was told by the director, when I asked for help with my rent, said that because of the mold they might not be able to help me, but once again, no offer of help fixing the problem, I also begged from the new social worker, and I quote, "Please don't give up on me" only to not hear back from him in over a month, he also introduced me to a new counselor, he said she was great, that she would be able to help me out, that was on August 25th 2021, and never heard back from her again, no phone call, no email, no snail mail, absolutely, even after mentioning this to the counselor who introduced me to her in the first, I still have yet to hear anything. So yea, no one actually cares.
@Kick0a0cat
Жыл бұрын
@@armybeef68 how are you doing right now?
@M.j.7
Жыл бұрын
@@armybeef68 I hope you’re still alive, or at peace.
@johnmurphy588
Жыл бұрын
@@armybeef68 Jesus loves you and wants to set you free from any bondages in your life! Call upon His name and He will save you! Believe in His death and resurrection and accept Him as your Lord and Saviour and be saved and abandon your sins and turn to Him!!!!
@johnmurphy588
Жыл бұрын
Jesus loves you and wants to set you free from any bondages in your life! Call upon His name and He will save you! Believe in His death and resurrection and accept Him as your Lord and Saviour and be saved and abandon your sins and turn to Him!!!!
@TheFracturedfuture
Жыл бұрын
9 years later and I'm worse than when I thought I was at my lowest. Just remember ladies and gentlemen: when you hit rock bottom there's always a trap door that can take you even lower.
@imperfect880
Жыл бұрын
So true man. There are a billion never ending layers.
@martabaski8967
Жыл бұрын
8 years here, there are bad days and there are good days. Survive the bad, enjoy the good.
@pyrykajan1921
Жыл бұрын
Sorry, just don't give up!!
@pyrykajan1921
Жыл бұрын
I Have also struggle a alot. It is good that you meet people and tell about your strugles so that you can get that huge rock from your back, because there are people that care about you. If nowbody else I Will 😄
@gael44444
8 ай бұрын
It always gets worse
@WhittJanay
6 жыл бұрын
I watch this every time I’m close to the edge.
@lindsaymaroon9177
5 жыл бұрын
W. Yell i hope you’re doing better❤️
@Diegocobos
5 жыл бұрын
Just dont do it!
@shazana2
5 жыл бұрын
I hate you.You are just lying to get attention. YOU FAKER! If you want a like from me like MY comment!!!
@EaglePlaneAnchor
5 жыл бұрын
@@shazana2 how do you know that person is faking the only mind you have control of and direct observation of is your own. FYI, there is something called psychological projection that people do all the time and many of us are aware of it. so you might want to stop doing this if you value your friend's career wherever you live because people know what you're doing.
@leavemealone5390
5 жыл бұрын
@@shazana2 Why would you hate someone when you don't even know them? You don't know what they're going through.
@sooobiie
4 жыл бұрын
6 years later and still, thank you a lot Anna.
@i_like_zebras_8044
4 жыл бұрын
Congrats you are a strong women
@Norlamek-ju7kt
4 жыл бұрын
kzitem.info/news/bejne/k5qYuGaAk5-diqQ
@i_like_zebras_8044
4 жыл бұрын
Norlamek yeah...this applies to you
@wazzupbayawak7507
3 жыл бұрын
Me I want to die.
@tropicalcandyland6266
3 жыл бұрын
I_like_zebras_ you’re so strong
@nathiecher
2 жыл бұрын
I still watch this every now and again to help me get perspective... thank you so much. Really, thank you
@kateb7689
2 жыл бұрын
ive watched this a hell of a lot of times. still kicking. thank you.
@Cloverdb
8 жыл бұрын
I watch this when I feel shitty
@darkestglobe345rang2
8 жыл бұрын
yeah me twoo
@RodolffoTeles
8 жыл бұрын
I listen to glee's songs
@antoniamarquez7301
7 жыл бұрын
i watch avpm
@distantsolarsystems
7 жыл бұрын
Yep
@WhateverIsTrue01
7 жыл бұрын
same
@LTHBful
7 жыл бұрын
My 11 year old nephew recently said to me "Aunty, don't die okay?" . This stem from his trauma with his mother who is mentally ill.
@ka-im5nd
6 жыл бұрын
Damn. Give that kid a hug from me. My father is mentally ill and had been for most of my childhood. Hug him and tell him he isn't alone in that pain.
@annopdioatnieplpeeo4440
3 жыл бұрын
There you go kzitem.info/news/bejne/z6mh0GeroahkY44
@number-gz4vm
3 жыл бұрын
Kid: wants to die Schools: ur selfish Mom: mentally makes it worse Grandma: starves kid, doesnt let it go out etc. Granpa: rapes the kid Others: bullying and cyberbullying Kid: commits suicide Everyone: OML HOW WE DID ALL WE COULD HOW COULD SHE DO THIS FOR US SHES SO SELFISH
@Void_Dweller7
3 жыл бұрын
Society: How could we possibly have missed the signs?
@Halal_Chadistan
2 жыл бұрын
@@Void_Dweller7 more like we wanted to miss the signs\
@theabominator2152
2 жыл бұрын
@@Void_Dweller7 Also Society: anyways, let’s talk about the business and stuff.
@benedictifye
3 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for recording this, and for putting it up
@lorisigl1977
8 жыл бұрын
you are a brave woman. thank you for sharing the pain of suicide of a loved one.
@michellema9644
8 жыл бұрын
+daustin8888 You're an idiot!
@noxiebobo
8 жыл бұрын
+daustin8888 *beautiful
@duckiib
7 жыл бұрын
daustin8888 not upset, just concerned what happened to you as a child that gave you permanent brain damage, now that is sad
@chaselucas4150
7 жыл бұрын
Daustin is obviously a troll.
@christ7545
5 жыл бұрын
“Im jealous of people who have a sister” I’m crying so hard right now.
@humanbeing2955
5 жыл бұрын
Suicide is different from all the other kinds of death, cuz you feel guilty of the way you acted every single moment towards them that may or may not be the reason of their death. The unanswered question of what the reason is leaves people devastated
@hmmmno9511
5 жыл бұрын
I have a sister and she's so annoying
@simp8966
4 жыл бұрын
I hate my sister she hates me too
@gachamustache6166
4 жыл бұрын
Same my sister died only when she was in my mom stomach And There was me....
@redfather5342
4 жыл бұрын
Trus me ya really don't
@monicas2461
2 жыл бұрын
Thank you, Anna. Your message has helped me more than you can imagine. I’m deeply grateful!
@ispeekdaword7612
Жыл бұрын
Watching this again in 2022. It still helps me change my mind, (thinking of my dad, wife and children) helps me reconsider. Gives me the strength and encouragement to keep living. Thank you
@eatwurms69
6 жыл бұрын
no one cares until something big happens
@doragotdeportedbootsgotsad7561
5 жыл бұрын
Thank you for saying this when no one else understood. I respect you
@mrwallen
5 жыл бұрын
Give somebody something to care about or stop whining.
@domrat1550
5 жыл бұрын
No one *shows* that they care*
@mrwallen
5 жыл бұрын
Wolfie no people really don’t care outside of immediate friends and family cause they have their own lives to live.
@domrat1550
5 жыл бұрын
@@mrwallen I know, I saying that family and friends care, it just isn't easy for everyone to show
@diananjeri3608
3 жыл бұрын
Do you ever get jealous of someone who's dead? You hear that someone died and you just wish it was you instead
@yosephine1722
3 жыл бұрын
I heard a baby or a child died and thought to myself, how lucky they are to leave this world without have to suffer first. And ofcourse, it is easier for them to go to heaven cause they are still pure and clean without sin
@aldoushuxley5953
3 жыл бұрын
@@yosephine1722 most people do not suffer though. I have thought for a long time, that they just did not show it outwardly, but now I really am convinced, that most people are happy. And it makes sense, really there is no reason for me not to be. I just am not happy somehow
@yosephine1722
3 жыл бұрын
@@aldoushuxley5953 I believe that no one living this life without suffering. And as you grow older, it just feels more real. But sometimes, it is a choice. To be happy or not. Sometimes you just feels so blue, you just want to cry. And it is okay. Some other times, you feel so happy, so hopefullnes, you believe you can live through this. And that is life. Actually, people not only laugh because they are happy. And also not only cry because they are sad. They do it because life goes on. To survive.
@optimusprime1848
3 жыл бұрын
yes.
@narayupita
3 жыл бұрын
I was so jealous to my dead dad
@Leoniteowl
9 ай бұрын
I came across this vid years ago when I was feeling pretty low, and didn't feel I had much to live for. I ended up watching some of your other videos and they were really funny. You helped me through a dark time but I never commented or said anything. For some reason I thought about you today and I just wanted to say, Thank You Anna! ❤
@annibam7421
6 ай бұрын
Thank you for putting this out there Anna, this is exactly how I feel too ❤️❤️ I wish she had seen this.
@user-vc5rp7nf8f
6 жыл бұрын
Those suicide hotlines are worthless. I’ve called one once before when I felt there was no where to turn and I was on hold for twenty minutes. Eventually I just hung up. Better off calling Microsoft support or something.
@CrazyChaosClara
6 жыл бұрын
wow that comment made me laugh at first, but this is actually very troubling! hope you're doing ok?
@starhill6792
6 жыл бұрын
.m. So next time I want to die I should just call Microsoft?
@yivmaiden
6 жыл бұрын
maybe they are taking care of someone that needs really urgent attention.
@user-el7xe8mt8w
6 жыл бұрын
i hope you’re okay. please be strong ❤️
@thegirl2405
6 жыл бұрын
Ifkr! I was on the verge of snapping and just needed someone to talk to. Called three lines,each one was busy and one hung up on me while I was bawling my eyes out.
@abigailmundy4362
6 жыл бұрын
I started sobbing when she said she’s jealous of everyone who has a sister
@jeepers6676
5 жыл бұрын
Abby Mundy I was already crying but same
@danmosley4387
2 жыл бұрын
Thank you for the courage in this message.
@jungleng
2 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry for you loss. But thank you… i really needed this
@Jul1ssa7
4 жыл бұрын
I’m jealous of everyone who has a sister I’m jealous of everyone that has people who care about them
@mrichmond459
4 жыл бұрын
panthers 4ever same
@user-ln1bk6jd1f
4 жыл бұрын
I care about you, you are a human being and were born for a reason 🙂
@jaypay1252
4 жыл бұрын
Same
@te_dhyzi4488
4 жыл бұрын
I'm honestly debating
@gussy2103
4 жыл бұрын
Me too. Some of us just have a shitty personality. Some of us arent attractive. Some of us are the scum of humanity. Theres level and I'm at the bottom. And I cant stand being there anymore.
@raine791
4 жыл бұрын
I want help but I don’t want anyone to know that inside I’m dying
@bsbse1314
4 жыл бұрын
Same im cutting myself i dont have any friends or a caring family
@braelonwest6446
4 жыл бұрын
Same
@bsbse1314
4 жыл бұрын
Braelon West do u have tiktok or sum to be my only friend
@tatianaelbeiktatianaelbeik6308
4 жыл бұрын
I understand u but plz do not harm ur self it will not make u any good it will make it worse believe me I tried it I harmed myself in different ways and it did not make anything much better
@tatianaelbeiktatianaelbeik6308
4 жыл бұрын
@@bsbse1314why ur family died I cut myself cuz I hate myself and I got nobody but plz do not commit suicide
@simlist1706
2 жыл бұрын
My sister is in insentive care right now and I just can't understand anything. She made her first friend, she wore a beautiful dress... everything was really good cuz this little things was so hard to do for her. But she made it! She did her best. We were alone in home together when she overdosed. She came so happy to our home. And she lock the door. She was writing something so I didn't disturb her. And she said she will sleep. And my family came to house. And after 3 ours she came to my mom to take her hospital. I learned the truth when my mom came to the home. And her note was not for school, for her family. She says in the note that we are good people and we must taking care for our dog (her most precious thing is our dog. She loves her so much but I can't believe she leaves her.) She didn't write that she loves us. That note was just wrote for our dog. I don't know what I wrote. I just want her back. I want to come to my room and tells funny things and I want to laugh with her. I want to sleep with and watching old cartoons. I miss her so much. I want her back
@Yourlovelyslaughterer
4 ай бұрын
I feel terrible and sorry for you, maybe one day you're gonna see her again in heaven, i hope you overcome the disturbing feelings, it's just the way every family member feel after losing one, i might be next but I'll try my hardest to keep strong and so do you, even though I don't really know you but i love you. you have to keep moving on in life, forget what happened in the past, even though it's hard to get rid of the thoughts about the worst that happened to her, but now a year later after writing this comment i really really hope you have overcome it. We are all in this together💜
@yashiguptaa
2 жыл бұрын
Sending love. This is so brave. And Thank you for making this. 💕
@user-zk1fu7le4j
4 жыл бұрын
I wanna hug Anna Aknna. Imagine the pressure of people commenting and messaging you saying what should I do I want to die
@franfilms2313
7 жыл бұрын
I know this was really hard to make and upload but I'm so glad you did I really needed to here this and I know many others needed it to
@nohwas7746
7 жыл бұрын
Is that you in the picture if so you are a beautiful person god bless you
@klarajurisic4717
7 жыл бұрын
Rua Rua
@peacefitnesspassion9163
7 жыл бұрын
Fran Films I really needed this tonight .✌🏻️🤕
@brreelu5005
7 жыл бұрын
*hear
@mooketsidichabe9145
7 жыл бұрын
i am in botswana.but you so nice i want to be your frend
@no-zs9yp
2 жыл бұрын
i just watched this for the first time and i know i’m going to be watching it literally like everyday
@javierelizalde4653
3 жыл бұрын
So raw. Thank you for sharing. This is the good work you're doing here. So awesome...
@sylvesterl.9617
6 жыл бұрын
Wow I was NOT expecting to cry but boy oh boy
@Anerol3.2
6 жыл бұрын
Sylvester L. Same
@mrwallen
5 жыл бұрын
Maybe try toughening up a little. If a loser wants to off themselves there are still plenty of us left who want to succeed in their lives.
@taylorpower3862
5 жыл бұрын
mrwallen666 wtf is wrong with you
@dannyhere7013
5 жыл бұрын
@@mrwallen Do you think you are a Winner? You're definitely not.
@Parbruek
5 жыл бұрын
Cool people don't try to be cool. And tough people know it's right to cry. There are things which should make you cry. If they don't, your emotions will die, and you'll have deeper mental problems than tears.
@SyanIsBored
7 жыл бұрын
Thank you.
@hhhilde_
6 жыл бұрын
This is the perfect top comment
@MYKI33334
6 жыл бұрын
how is that helped you? it is just makes me wanna die even more.
@tutip0n
6 жыл бұрын
+MYKI well rip u
@chloeparent3044
6 жыл бұрын
MYKI please dont. I dont know you, but i care about you. Please get help if you are thinking of suicide. Please.
@mrwallen
5 жыл бұрын
SETTINGxSUN Just one less loser on this world.
@melodytaporco4133
2 жыл бұрын
This is so raw and so real. I feel your pain fully. and I can see it will never go away. And that breaks my heart with you. Thank you for sharing your feelings anna, I pray for you and your family.
@TheHazelBowden
5 ай бұрын
Thank you so much for posting, Anna. I really appreciate your openness. I’m sorry for your loss. ❤
@Bunny-qm9ns
6 жыл бұрын
when she said she was jealous of people who have sisters I burst into tears. Anna, I am so sorry for your loss
@morenoreno3389
6 жыл бұрын
grashle solaman Same, I never realized how much my sister means to me until now.
@kaybee2798
6 жыл бұрын
grashle solaman I’ve always wanted a sister just someone in my life that I can talk to and relate to have never had a real friend horrible boyfriend or even a real family member but I accept that fact because you only live once
@JaedenVic
4 жыл бұрын
Death is an ugly truth and Life is a pretty lie.
@thereisnofinishline5773
4 жыл бұрын
Maka Basuel beautiful words
@braelonwest6446
4 жыл бұрын
I agree
@Guys_Love_Each_Other
23 күн бұрын
😂 is that matter 🤣
@summertime87
22 күн бұрын
Why do people want me to live?
@kylekeen3497
2 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry for your loss. Prayers sent 🙏 ❤
@Antolynch1000
10 ай бұрын
Thank you for your honesty. I think people don't realise the pain they cause their family and friends when they do that. I'm sorry it happened to your family and you.
@rosefulton1197
4 жыл бұрын
I genuinely believe that my mother would not care if I died tomorrow.
@moonflowercovers
4 жыл бұрын
i don’t know your situation but i hope you know you are loved regardless 💗
@cjjjbchock2231
4 жыл бұрын
Me to
@madeleinechristensen9306
4 жыл бұрын
I would care
@teach2678
4 жыл бұрын
Same
@maitaha3761
4 жыл бұрын
Same man
@cristineromero2223
6 жыл бұрын
still watching this in 2017 because these have the thoughts that help me live through life
@secret291
6 жыл бұрын
Cristine Romero me
@omer0173
6 жыл бұрын
i have them too :/ but we booth have to stay strong and fight right? promise me
@galleryg998
6 жыл бұрын
Yeah, too true
@justinyes7005
6 жыл бұрын
my situation is that when i was 17 yr old i complete my high school from Boston in us and then i decide to go to college but recently i got a call from hospital that my family-dad, mom and a brother are died in car accident ,now i see no hope, i want to kill myself
@aries6663
6 жыл бұрын
Hm do u have a chemical imbalance?
@danapablaza
9 ай бұрын
Thank you. Thanks for uploading this.
@alyciaexmachina
3 жыл бұрын
thank you for making this
@208Snik
10 жыл бұрын
"Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem."
@squidynk_
6 жыл бұрын
Anna you saved my life Thank you
@nalajohnson1698
5 жыл бұрын
Same
@sofi9932
5 жыл бұрын
who gave u permission to make me cry?
@m4dison508
5 жыл бұрын
Alexandro Hancock shut up?
@m4dison508
5 жыл бұрын
Alexandro Hancock and ..
@jacklee9628
5 жыл бұрын
I want to die
@LordRuinous
10 ай бұрын
It's ultimately that person's choice. Respect to those who go out on their terms
@the_names_Lauren
Жыл бұрын
I needed to see this. Thank you. Thank you for entering into my algorithm 💕
@JessicasASMR
3 жыл бұрын
I don’t necessarily want to die I guess, I just want to like not exist yknow?
@fyb_breanna
3 жыл бұрын
I know..
@essewilliams
3 жыл бұрын
I feel you
@flowrepins6663
3 жыл бұрын
unfortunate we have to die and it will hurt unless you use drugs before. it is going to happen anyway the only thing that we got after birth is pain before death, only thing we get for sure in life
@tjbratcher6034
3 жыл бұрын
@@flowrepins6663 Actually death isn't painful unless you die of painful means. I knew (still know but we don't talk as often) a guy who actually had a heart attack and died before being revived. I don't remember how long he said it was. He said he felt really calm and peaceful and after he passed (apparently he could tell) he just saw darkness, consciousness and darkness was his experience. Other people report a heaven-like experience while others report a hell-like experience. I feel like what you see after your death is entirely what you want to see and dependent on your beliefs.
@tropicalcandyland6266
3 жыл бұрын
ME
@rafael_dp92
3 жыл бұрын
The thing is, they only make you feel alive when you’re gone. They miss you, they love you, when it’s all too late.
@somiproductions
3 жыл бұрын
Exactly😭
@somiproductions
3 жыл бұрын
@@chupletyt fr,but it ain't our fault bro
@davidk7529
3 жыл бұрын
Because they don’t really miss _you,_ it’s only regret. They’re completely selfish. Spending emotional energy thinking about those kinds of people is what prevents you from finding the good ones. Break free and live _your_ life.
@rafael_dp92
3 жыл бұрын
@@davidk7529 exactly. It will eat them up, but they wouldn’t recognise it until it’s too late. The all they can do is regret about it.
@rafael_dp92
3 жыл бұрын
I wanna disappear rn.
@gal5402
2 жыл бұрын
KZitemr MELANIE MURPHY plagiarized Anna's pain and experience.
@idontknowwhattonamemyselfonyt
2 жыл бұрын
Bro what
@Ryder44992
3 жыл бұрын
I needed this
@anonymousanonymous944
3 жыл бұрын
This message is even more inspiring: kzitem.info/news/bejne/y2OhzaiZjYx2iHo
@HanBuuui
8 жыл бұрын
Killing yourself doesn't ease your pain, it simply passes it onto someone else. A quote that I've heard someplace somewhere
@3m0k1d4evr
8 жыл бұрын
Life is pain. There is no escaping that.
@humanape4401
8 жыл бұрын
+Ralph Livingston theffuck you talking bout?! it's pain if you make it so, it's all up to you m8
@John-tg5vn
8 жыл бұрын
If I'm in pain and I shoot myself dead I'd no longer be in pain because I'd be dead
@banjoleb
8 жыл бұрын
+tinmedulin ?? his comment is totally true ... suicide does not ease the "pain" .. it just passes it onto someone else
@warren6977
8 жыл бұрын
Totally self-centered. Doesn't have a thing to do with someone else.
@jellyfish_pup
3 жыл бұрын
This isn’t the first time I’m watching this and it won’t be the last. I’m at my lowest right now. Even wrote a letter. But there’s so many I’d need to write and even then, I’d miss people and ... you’re always right. You shock my mind into knowing how bad this idea is. Thank you... thank you for saving my life a handful of times.
@uwulegend7924
3 жыл бұрын
same with all of this hope you get thru it but i hope i have to die
@thex6860
2 жыл бұрын
😂
@nikkimiddlekillsday5161
Жыл бұрын
Remember these very simple and important words: "Don't give up!"
@josh-yg4xo
2 жыл бұрын
electric black man
@enricodev
2 жыл бұрын
*YOU SHOULD (REDACTED) NOW!*
@LoveSickel
11 ай бұрын
whenever anyone tries to commit suicide and fails, they're typically made fun of for it, or their mental health is ignored. But when someone commits suicide and succeeds, everyone all of a sudden cares about them.
@SuperVladdrakula
2 ай бұрын
"everyone all of a sudden cares about them." They _pretend..._
@godisonegodhaswon5957
2 ай бұрын
LOGICAL Reasons against suicide FACTS TRUTHS and REALNESS 1.) WHAT- None of us chose to be born what makes us think we can choose when to die? 2.) WHO- nobody gets to choose their parents (trust me there is always someone with worse parents and better parents maybe Bill Gates parents?) 3.) WHEN-nobody gets to choose when they were born (renaissance seemed cool) 4.) WHY-Nobody gets to choose why they were born (to be a boddhisattva seems pretty noble) 5.) WHERE- nobody gets to choose where they were born (Hawaii? Maybe fiji?) 6.) HOW- nobody gets to chose how they were born (test tube baby is pretty original and rare) But we get to choose when we die? Doesn't logically follow sorry no religious reasons here only facts and logic THEO-LOGICAL Reasons against suicide Universal Spiritual Truths and Realness 1.) Life could be a test experiment game or simulation either way even in the game the lemmings point is to save life not kill it 2.) According to Hinduism the longest practicing religion in the world karma is real it is a universal law of the universe therefore if one kills himself it's exposing themselves to the negative cycle of reincarnation of rebirth and redeath or samsara one will never be able to achieve Moksha or liberation Simply put if you thought you had it bad in this life according to this belief system wait until your next incarnation 3.) According to Islam if you kill one person it's as though you've killed all of humanity and if you save one person it's as though you've saved all of humanity killing oneself is not suicide but rather a homicide because you killed someone's son or daughter or brother or sister or mother or father that means murder 4.) According to Sufism God loves us so much that he gives us today and tomorrow to make things right yesterday is gone but we still have a 2/3 to do better to hope for better and to try to live day by day 5.) According to Buddhism life wants to live it just wants to end suffering the Buddha said the main way to end suffering was to let go of all of your wants and desires you want to be rich wanna be more beautiful you want to be smarter you want these things and you may not get those the Buddha said if you just focus on your needs you will find the end of suffering you need to have food you want lobster you need to have water you want cherry coke you need to have a roof over your head you want a mansion you need to have decent clothes over you want to be draped in prada silk you need to have love in your life you want lust endless wants will lead to suffering but if we focus on our needs we can lead to something manageable and sustainable.
@fwvipra
4 жыл бұрын
They only care when you’re gone
@jackjoelspicer
4 жыл бұрын
What's the use ...
@mahmoudelsayeh5591
4 жыл бұрын
Ikr :(
@bladedood5226
4 жыл бұрын
VIP gamer she killed herself
@bladedood5226
4 жыл бұрын
Mahmoud Elsayeh she said goodbye to this world
@MrCloudz01
4 жыл бұрын
True
@finery22
3 жыл бұрын
Staying alive hurts because I’m unhappy and depressed most days but ending my life would hurt my family so much, they wouldn’t know what to do with themselves. The struggle is real.
@lumagabriela9315
3 жыл бұрын
I understand you and your reason, but that isn't going to make u feel better. Find a reason to live life for you, and not for the others. Find something you enjoy that can't be taken away, therapy helps us to see things clearly and understand ourselves better to see that exists something that worth's ur time and dedication. Stray strong
@Freya1412
3 жыл бұрын
My family would be better off. I hold them back. They tell me I hold them back. I should just do it but I'm scared. I'm a coward. I'm selfish. I lie to myself that I can be of value but I can't do anything right. 😢
@blessing2577
3 жыл бұрын
@@Freya1412 hey if you would like to talk about it, you can snap me @whoami232. I just want to say, that you are of value and matter so much even if your family doesnt see it. Your friends will, your coworkers will and if you believe in God, the lord of host will. Every single innocent life is valuable and your life is one of value no matter anything.
@Shofargirl1
3 жыл бұрын
Bin obsessed.... I am sorry for what you are going through. I have been there but JESUS CAME INTO MY LIFE, and it changed everything! I am happy I lived.💕💕💕💕💕💕
@azzurrecloudshell9923
3 жыл бұрын
Your life is a very valuable gift And you arent a burden to your family There will be great days ahead that arw worth living for
@bethccj1886
2 жыл бұрын
I love the candor. Thank you, Doll. you kept me from hanging myself. Thank you.
@rebalstar9470
9 ай бұрын
The beautiful anna akana you helped me alot through my depression and suicidal thoughts and i took tge time to listen to alot of your videos , you have a wonderful soul who gives alot to tge horrible world but in the end i beleive the thoughts of death and suicide are always there...waiting and now they have come for me...after a cheating wife and multiple hardships in my life at 40 i choose to exit this horri le world Thank you for trying your beat everyday anna to make people a little more happier
@Quackery415
3 ай бұрын
dude, I know this is a long shot, but are you still there
@losijana
7 жыл бұрын
"Everything will be okay in the end. If it's not okay, it's not the end."
@marianisrocha
6 жыл бұрын
Nice profile picture.
@joanyhester1737
6 жыл бұрын
CappyBara OMG that's a quote from ed sheeran right?!? He is the best
@bernardosax
6 жыл бұрын
Sadly life doesn't work like that. Get real.
@user-dx6nv2on8h
6 жыл бұрын
CappyBara Quote to live by.
@divyasasidharan2960
6 жыл бұрын
Lol so her sisters the end was ok?
@hunitsteatime1201
3 жыл бұрын
“I don’t want to die , but I don’t want to live like this anymore” 🥺Is this just me🥺
@cronicaquaman9641
3 жыл бұрын
Just remember you have the strength to get threw it nobody cares if you think about your thoughts or what you have done you can make up for it in the future you are loved you have a purpose god forgives ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
@cronicaquaman9641
3 жыл бұрын
onisha oporajita read what I said
@healthylife8991
3 жыл бұрын
Me too
@cronicaquaman9641
3 жыл бұрын
HEALTHY LIFE plz read what I put
@amandaforrester7636
3 жыл бұрын
No honey, it's not. I have felt it so many times, and it's been a struggle to pull myself out of the dark place. But i did. It's okay to live for something else for a while if you can't live for yourself at the moment. I lived for my dogs, because my dogs needed me and they wouldn't understand if I was suddenly gone. Its okay to take it one day at a time, as you put one foot in the front of the other. You can pull out of it, I promise. I didn't think I could but I did. Please stay. ❤❤❤
@PolskaChild
7 ай бұрын
Surviving Suicide was very eye opening to read, never have I or most likely other people thought of how deeply others would deal with loss not just the days after but months and the effects too.
@RayserSilver199X
4 жыл бұрын
"I'm jealous of everyone who has a sister" I'm jealous of everyone who has a loving family.
@christiangreen9125
4 жыл бұрын
Same Everyday I feel worthless and a distraction to everyone around me. My parents were talking me buying my own food even though Im 11. I might as well make not have to pay for me.
@davidhanna3453
4 жыл бұрын
You can have my sisters they hate me.
@RayserSilver199X
4 жыл бұрын
@@davidhanna3453 I don't have sisters, so heck yeah I'm gonna take them!
@RayserSilver199X
4 жыл бұрын
@@ilhamdarmasatriautama8016 I don't know about the others here, but I can tell you with a 100% certainty that I'm not okay!
@RayserSilver199X
4 жыл бұрын
@@ilhamdarmasatriautama8016 I'm going to be honest, trust is what lead me down this road, thanks for trying anyway
@jacquiemorataya248
4 жыл бұрын
When I think about suicide I think about my dog and how she will never stop waiting for me or understand that I'm gone, how she actually loves me and depends on me. I hug her and I just stay there for a while. It always works
@mamathemeat
4 жыл бұрын
J. Morataya this is everything. That’s truly painful to think about your pets expecting you.
@belleniiut6034
4 жыл бұрын
Soooooo trueeee that hits me hard when I think my dog. And even I felt I’m not what he derserve I don’t want to make him alive that confuse. Want to cry so hard
@syqi7573
4 жыл бұрын
Same
@ulasonal
4 жыл бұрын
this is kinda a thin strand to hold on to. when she passes, please get a new puppy if this is your way of being happy. and you will help dogs too
@unuruupurewjaw2432
4 жыл бұрын
thats it dude you have a reason to live
@anarobloxandpicsart6138
2 жыл бұрын
Thank you for this
@terrancejohnson4361
Жыл бұрын
"All of those people who love you" So no one? Got it.
@ismaelmarksteiner
Жыл бұрын
Hey, how are you? :)
@johnmurphy588
Жыл бұрын
Jesus loves you and wants to set you free from any bondages in your life! Call upon His name and He will save you! Believe in His death and resurrection and accept Him as your Lord and Saviour and be saved and abandon your sins and turn to Him!!!
@KidTama
7 жыл бұрын
I don't want to die I just want the pain to end
@patriciamorrisclark6326
6 жыл бұрын
Roy Gao i know the felling i want the pain to go away. I so want to die
@evelynrose2257
6 жыл бұрын
Ive felt this way too. Its horrid. Bit when i was at my worst, waited one more day. And i was glad i did. Now years later i am married. I do have chronic depression, but i take medicine that helps. Its wonderful. I dont feel numb. I am not depressed. The numb to everything is when i was on the wrong depression medication, because like many things, one size does not fit all. So it may take some time, and you may not see it or feel it, but like the atoms that make up us and the stars, your potential is waiting for you to gather the strength to claw your way out of this black pit you have fallen in and althought you can hardly see the light, i can promise you that the day will come. You will get out of your pit. You may need help, and thays okay. Doctors, therapists, and support systems of family and friends are your rescue team and they will find a way down to get you. If they dont know you arw stuck, shout! Ask for help! And with that I wish you well. I do hope you are having a better day than yesterday. And hopefully tomorrow is bettwr. If not, well lets hope for the best. My thoughts are with you
@lina3932
6 жыл бұрын
HEADSHOT just the way I feel ... sorry
@evelynrose2257
6 жыл бұрын
lina Elmasri Hey there Lina! I am sorry you feel that way. :( I would love to ask thought If you would not phrase it is a suicide positive light in reply to people who want to kill themselves? Thank you! Sometimes people come to videos like this as a last desperate cry for a reason to stay. And and They need love and a acceptance amd strength to push through the hard times.
@lina3932
6 жыл бұрын
HEADSHOT thank you ❤️
@hidinginmyroom2656
7 жыл бұрын
I don't want to hurt people But I am hurting .
@The_Skrongler
7 жыл бұрын
Then lets find a way to make you feel better so nobody involved is hurt or dead. It's harder, sure but worth it especially for you. Maybe part of it could be telling the people who you are helping by staying alive, maybe they can help you right back.
@hidinginmyroom2656
7 жыл бұрын
Thank you :) I got so depressed To the point I wanted to Commit suicide today But- I watched a suicide video.I saw a lady jump from a 500ft hotel building. It scared me.It broke my heart. I can't do it.I don't want to do it. I promised my pets I would always be there for them. Last night i wrote a 5page suicide note to my sister. Shel never get to see it because,I won't die.I want to live.
@kentakunai
6 жыл бұрын
Live life to its fullest. Enduring pain and conquering hardship is what makes you whole.
@LuisaRiviera
6 жыл бұрын
I hope the pain has stopped for you.
@nightcrow3920
6 жыл бұрын
Hiding in my room same thing I said when I was on it
@chocolatepookie4792
2 жыл бұрын
I’m so sorry you are going through this
@plaincheckereds
7 ай бұрын
been watching this every now and then since 2018
@remichloelewis6657
4 жыл бұрын
Has anyone here ever heard of this quote from a song before? “Funny when you’re dead how people start listening.”
@saskiak4957
4 жыл бұрын
If i die young...I hear this song a lot and this line is true. Something big has to happen so they start looking for signs they missed.
@the_username_is_taken
4 жыл бұрын
Which?
@remichloelewis6657
4 жыл бұрын
Bryan Ponce the song is called If I Die Young - The Band Perry. Look the song up on here if you’ve never heard of it before.
@lorainebejar2837
4 жыл бұрын
I love that song.
@nikkinitrogen
6 жыл бұрын
I just lost a child last wednesday. People keep telling me not to cry. This helps. Crying helps. My knee jerk reaction is to get angry instead of sad because sad is painful. But I feel like I owe that sadness. It's not right to get angry or hate. It just is. I just have to hope I see her again one day. So I guess thank you for posting this however many years ago.
@klabeck1097
6 жыл бұрын
Nikki Marie That is a terrible loss for you. I went to bereavement therapy, one on one and w a group. It was very helpful to be around others in a similar situation. Grief is a strange friend. But, a friend nonetheless. Your experience is your own and there are no rules to this. No "shoulds", as in "I should be over this, not crying, feeling better etc" & no specific time frame. Be kind with yourself. And patient with advice givers. Sincere condolences to you and your family~
@ShubhamGupta-vm7ts
5 жыл бұрын
I hope you are ok mam.
@ary_leivers0720
5 жыл бұрын
Reading this comet makes me feel better bc I wouldent whant my mom to feel the pain you felt
@Aktan_
3 жыл бұрын
@@shazana2 HATER!!
@alecdis
3 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much
@Esan.
4 жыл бұрын
“I’m jealous of everybody who has a sister” I’m jealous of everybody who has a dad.
@minim8407
4 жыл бұрын
Me too... every time I see a guys with a kid hugging them I cry and cry...
@Mistfighter88
4 жыл бұрын
stfu u make no sense u dont wanna have a sister
@TCB630
4 жыл бұрын
Im jealous of everyone who has a mom
@aight33
4 жыл бұрын
I'm jealous of everyone who has a brother.
@bigyikes8698
4 жыл бұрын
Wow I’m really sorry to everyone here :(
@jessisweird7033
4 жыл бұрын
I can't do it anymore. Everything is too much
@crtzy9626
4 жыл бұрын
Jessie lolly nooo please don’t
@dairekelly3188
4 жыл бұрын
I love you and am here for you
@LoveIXTC
4 жыл бұрын
Much luck
@julesvans3994
4 жыл бұрын
Do it. I’ll meet u up there
@jessisweird7033
4 жыл бұрын
@@julesvans3994 no i'm going to hell.
@the.lorax.fan7
10 ай бұрын
seeing you cry made me cry. im so sorry about your sister.
@Wendy-dk1wu
2 жыл бұрын
i’m sorry about your sister, i’ve lost a sister to a stabbing she was helpless, i also thought of suicide but would never want to transfer my pain to those that can’t handle it. sometimes just feels like i’m living to suffer so no one else does. maybe your sister just didn’t want to live in that type of mental state. i can see your pain and i’ll feel the same about my sister. just know she loves you and she was suffering deeply like we do now. just live for her and find the happiness she couldn’t i’m so sorry
@MelodyLovelace
7 жыл бұрын
I want to say: there was a suicide at my school a couple of months ago. For all of you down in the comments saying that your family wouldn't miss you and you have no friends who care about you - barely anyone knew this girl, but the entire school was shaken by her suicide. Everyone started seeing the evidence of mental illness around them. We all wish we could have gotten to know her a little better. I'm just saying, you are important. Everyone is important. Your life could touch another's for just a minute, but you could leave a lasting impact. And you're not alone. Just glancing at the internet tells you that there are so many people who feel the way you do, like they don't matter. But they do. You do. Think about all the miracles that had to happen for you to be born and to survive until this moment. I don't believe in coincidences: you are here for a reason. And I believe you can change the world someday, if you just believe you're enough.
@AppleyJuiceable
7 жыл бұрын
To go on living. For you. And to leave yourself dwelling in death, wasn't the best things for you. Honor the dead by celebrating life. It seem to help that person.
@billybones1050
6 жыл бұрын
Yeah, everyone cared about her... when it was too late
@taranbirsingh2927
6 жыл бұрын
BodyBeautyBrains I'm grateful to have read this. So insightful. May we all be blessed with the strength to keep trying.
@dolphinlover7001
6 жыл бұрын
BodyBeautyBrains Thank You. Very inspirational and a similar situation happened at my school aswell.
@no-kf8yy
6 жыл бұрын
When the only notice you, is when you’re gone... But I’m sure no one will notice me when I’m dead.
@candy1315
6 жыл бұрын
you explaining what losing someone to suicide feel like is literally how the suicidal person actually felt
@lianicole6456
6 жыл бұрын
Exactly. Killing yourself doesn’t kill the pain, it just passes it on to the next able body. It expands it tenfold. It makes so many others hurt like you did, hurt so much that it makes them want to take their own lives too.
@itskarlasway5594
6 жыл бұрын
True...
@ilovepizzavideo3364
6 жыл бұрын
Candai No it's way worse trust me a year a ago I wanted to commit suicide I was cutting and i had eating disorders I cried myself to sleep every night then this year at January my mom committed suicide and trust me pain is not even enough to describe that it's way way way worse I don't think there is words to describe it. if you want to talk about it we can
@ilovepizzavideo3364
6 жыл бұрын
Hannibal when someone you love die you can't even see the present not only the future
@nelsonvontitfuk1471
6 жыл бұрын
If it was as bad, then you probably wouldn't be alive. Think about it. People are in so much pain they kill themselves. It's worse. Severe depression is so much worse.
@kerriganqueenofblades7128
Жыл бұрын
I’m so sorry for the position you’ve been put in, but thank you so much I, and many others I’m sure, really needed to hear the hard truth
@ToonEditor2001
3 ай бұрын
The "I'm jealous of everyone who has a sister" part really hit home from me. I myself am jealous of everyone who has a GOOD sister. My two older sisters (the only siblings I've ever had) have always treated me poorly throughout my life by patronizing me and sidelining me just because I'm the youngest in the family and treating me inferior just because I'm autistic (something I had to live my whole life in insecurity about and feel inferior to everyone about because of my delicacy and overly nice/childlike nature). My depression started in December of 2014 when I was 13 years old (the exact same age your little sister died). That's when I noticed my dopamine severely declined and all the activities that previously brought me enjoyment and pleasure all of a sudden stopped working. This was because I was homeschooled and confined indoors all day with my toxic family, so I had no feasible means of connecting with my peers. And because I was entering my teen years it was (and still is) extremely difficult for me to throw away my childhood and face the harsh realities of the world and adapt to my peers' maturing interests, especially with how abrupt the transition is after being confined in the innocent world of childhood your whole life. This goes hand-in-hand with my autism, and it's even more aggravating because I wasn't reminded I was autistic until this very age at 13 and all my peculiarities had been brushed off as "normal kids behavior" up until that very point and it was so shocking being struck with that abrupt reality and extremely difficult for me to evolve. I'm 22 now (turning 23 in August) and my depression hasn't gone away at all and has in fact gotten worse. I too have been battling thoughts of ending it all ever since I was 13 for all the reasons previously stated. HOWEVER, ever since I discovered your channel Anna, you have been such a lifesaver and massive inspiration to me, and I view you as the perfect big sister figure I can always go to in my darkest hours. I feel protected in your loving arms just imagining you as my friendly protective big sister always comforting me and playing with me like I'm your little baby brother and being a better big sister to me than my real ones could have ever dreamt of. Your content encourages me to keep living and I think we would get along tighter than bark on a tree because I view the comedy genre as an outlet for my personal troubles the same way you do with your videos and standup career where you've turned your trauma into art. My outlet of expressing it is much different than yours since I spend my free time "editing" episodes of my favorite cartoons adding in sound bytes containing curses and off-color humor to make them funnier (and I very often use sound clips from your videos and music!) but we're still on the same page. I only discovered you from your wonderful voice contributions to the Disney cartoon Amphibia as Sasha Waybright so I haven't stuck with you anywhere near as long as your original fans, but I've been binge-watching your content for the past several months and appreciating you not just for your amazing talent and hilarious antics, but also for how inspirational and heroic you are to your fans in need and will continue to be for many years to come. I love you with all my heart Anna and I know it sounds parasocial as heck, but I hope you know much of a major role you play in my life as my friendly protective lifesaving big sister figure with powers comparable to a superhero. Thanks for everything, pal. ❤
@the_weekender
8 жыл бұрын
It makes me really sad to watch her suffer. 😢
@erinrew679
8 жыл бұрын
You have a problem with being sadistic, don't you?
@the_weekender
8 жыл бұрын
daustin8888 a 10 year old trying to be cool 😂. What a fraud
@7danielromero
7 жыл бұрын
+daustin8888 I do not wanted to tell you this but, you are not stronger, your social resentment makes me think your family is poor, and I might be wrong but it could be that your family's poorness comes from its incompetence, thence your resentment. Keep hating on people stronger and more succesful, that will only lead you to more misery and if the concept of making room for stronger individuals were true in society, the extintion of your kind would be that. But as society is what makes Human a strong species, you should try to be not so socially incompetent.
@7danielromero
7 жыл бұрын
+daustin8888 By the way, society is an exception to Darwinism, is an evolutionary advantage, we carry every individual of our species despiting the weaknesses because more individuals means diversity and diversity means more chance of survival to different conditions, so a couple of sociopaths like you is a fair cost for the survival of humanity, my lad.
@jennyroldan2934
7 жыл бұрын
+daustin8888 why are u still commenting and talking trash? gtfo already, no one needs anymore hard time from u as a hater.
@winter_wolfie25
10 жыл бұрын
I am so happy that a girl posted the link to this on Instagram x I honestly have attempted many times.... But recently one of my dearest friends broke down to me and told me that she wouldn't be able to live without me.... She cried saying if I died she would to.... It opened my eyes my mum pulled me out of the water before and we cried together.... But I am crying along with you here you are a strong woman! Thank you for opening my eyes a bit more xx
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