Project Zomboid has the best weather ambiance in a game that I've heard in a while. I made it the entire storm, build up to fade away. I'll probably do one where it's just a nonstop blizzard sometime in the future. Hope you enjoy it.
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Mini-Journal: I find it a lot easier to spill out my feelings on this online journal rather than talking to a friend. Whether it's because I don't want to worry them or not, I'm not exactly sure. I suppose it's my version of screaming into a void. The likelihood of someone reading this is low, but still there. That gives me a little bit of comfort I think. On that note, if you want to have your own mini-journal in the comments, feel free. I will not comment or respond on any of them, but I will read it.
Recently, I've been feeling like my life has been aimless. Not falling apart, but certainly not on any path. I thought I had a plan, but it has fallen apart due to varying different reasons. Now I feel empty, uncertain of where to go next. Nothing is going bad, yet I haven't been happy. Like, if I were given a wish that could grant me anything I wanted, I wouldn't know what to wish for to make me happy.
One of my friends mentioned that they feel the same way a lot, but their perspective was interesting. They said something to the effect of, it's better for life to feel aimless as it gives you more reasons to try something new to find something else that will make you happy. I hadn't thought of it that way before. It's similar in how there is a yin and yang. If it was all just one solitary emotion, would there be any point in living? Hypothetically of course. It's almost the same as my view on death. Without it, would we really appreciate the life we were given?
I don't mean to go super philosophical and delve into the macabe topic, but it's interesting hearing people's views on the afterlife. Personally, I'm still unsure. Being raised to believe there is an afterlife gives some stability for some. I don't know what I want. A heaven, a cycle of infinite rebirth, another big bang, pure nothingness, I don't know what would be best or what is to come. I suppose that's why I wasn't the one in charge of it. Sorry to bring the mood down. Please remember to care for yourself. And remember that no matter how deep the sadness gets, it will just make the happiness all the more sweeter.
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