"It turns out you can just imagine up a raccoon and date him." That's the nice thing about informorphs and metapeople: you can just fork 'em and love the new one however you like.
@noidea4129
2 ай бұрын
The Rambly Saga is better than any romance novel.
@kohai25
2 ай бұрын
Wow. This step happened really quickly. For someone who has autism myself, you are quite good at recognizing what is needed the most in your situation and left something you were obsessed with. Thats like, huge. When I was smol and had abusive parents and a reality where the only thing good about it would be death I was obsessed with Sans. To the exact degree you are with rambley. But I needed years until I let go of him and embraced my reality. You have my respect for recognizing that your irl friends are more important and letting go of something you found escape in. /srs
@kohai25
2 ай бұрын
Thank you for the heart, pup. It means a lot to me.
@Mosstrades
2 ай бұрын
yeah, same. it's very good to see
@sexygirlmax2019
2 ай бұрын
same same same with sans i would play pokemon go in a sans costume. yes really. i still have the costume, minus the actual mask. i do have the ketchup bottle i painted dark red inside though
@jcl9191
2 ай бұрын
I think the word “needed” here is important. Escapism is a coping mechanism, and expecting people to just drop it without being in a healthy environment is often unrealistic. Her moving on from Rambley this quick is more a sign of her being in a good place IRL (or at least dealing with it very well) than some sort of inherent passed wisdom check
@kohai25
2 ай бұрын
@@jcl9191 i second that
@anyaflorane
2 ай бұрын
i like how "thanks for watching" here does not cut.
@syfp4769
2 ай бұрын
the amount of "thanks for watching" that gets cut is directly proportional to how unhinged the video is
@tituslafrombois1164
2 ай бұрын
There's nothing quite like Post-Hyperfixation Clarity
@ayenhatestypos
2 ай бұрын
Welp I was wrong, the thumbnail shrunk.
@tombrgfux
2 ай бұрын
Skill issue
@ae-tr9zr
2 ай бұрын
symbolizing the newly found distance and perspective away from rambley, towards soberity🙏
@k4kadu
2 ай бұрын
@@ae-tr9zr yeah I feel like this was an intentional artistic choice! xD
@yam3946
2 ай бұрын
she was falling in- now she's taking a step back :)
@forgedabauditt9955
2 ай бұрын
That's called an integer overflow
@alistairshiels7654
2 ай бұрын
The most epic "to be continued...?" Since the Iliad. I joke, but when you said "I'm glad I can still feel this strongly about art" I felt that so hard. The soul may fan the flames for irrational passions but that's also what it is to be alive... Who knew furry crushes could be so poetic I guess
@k4kadu
2 ай бұрын
"I did cry about this; I'm autistic and on estrogen." Is this relatable or absurd? Is it funny or sad? I kind of think all apply at the same time, which makes it such an interesting phrase.
@tibby7709
2 ай бұрын
agREED its all too fucking real sdfgfg
@radomiami
2 ай бұрын
It is hilariously, absurdly, and relatably sad.
@mervelloyd7439
2 ай бұрын
Pure humanity
@coppertones7093
2 ай бұрын
everything but i just find it funny
@NB-gu9rs
2 ай бұрын
It's all of the above plus a little revolutionary. Sincerity and empathy are acts of political defiance right now.
@KiiBon
2 ай бұрын
"non-fictional friends" oh this is SERIOUS serious
@Exarian
2 ай бұрын
from part 2: "... like, they plucked him right out of the maladaptive daydreams I had when I was young." l mean... it's hard to top that when you really consider it.
@VioletMints
2 ай бұрын
"I don't resent myself for feeling this strongly about art. In a way, it's reassuring to know I'm capable of such a thing, and I hope to walk on the emotional wild side again someday." This. I've slowly come to realize I've got some neurodivergent bone in me that gets me obsessive about things in this sort of way, and it's nice hearing you put words to a thought that has brought me a lot of personal comfort. (I think) I know that this quote is more about a passion for art specifically, but the way that this feeling comes out in me extends to my relationships as well. I tend to isolate myself from others in a way that reads as unloving or uncaring, so I've internalized it and have come to view myself as someone who just can't love anything in the same capacity they're able. But when I see the way I interact with the art, I'm reminded that I still can love. Some day I hope to bridge whatever gap in there keeps me from being able to fully realize or express the appreciation I have for other people, and hearing somebody else speak to at least a part of that feeling was something I needed. thank you
@carpetburns4007
2 ай бұрын
i relate a lottt its actually really nice knowing that there are other people that have the same exact internal self-problems i do. i hope you can bridge that gap as well some day ☮
@KireTheCat
2 ай бұрын
“I am autistic and on estrogen” yeah thats a mood
@pieofchart
Ай бұрын
real shit
@JonathonDixon-bn7xe
2 ай бұрын
Rambley won't be upset you left. He would be happy that he didn't hinder you and helped you grow as a person
@Victorinya_Valentine
2 ай бұрын
I won’t lie, I’ve loved these recent videos - it’s great when you can really *feel* someone’s passion coming through. Also he is cute as hell, I must admit.
@Greysect
2 ай бұрын
Being raised male, I’ve learned to intellectualize and put my self-worth in cerebral or technical things. Historically I’ve watched KZitem for trivia and philosophy. My younger self would never have suspected one of my all-time favorite KZitemrs would be an autistic transgender furry dog musician, let alone that it would be for her prolific capacity to be herself in public. Thank you for sharing all of this. A kinder, more open world starts with relabeling the embarrassing as beautiful.
@carpetburns4007
2 ай бұрын
another youtube comment ive screenshot so i can look back at it whenever i need a surge of hope in humanity ⛅
@Mattssz
2 ай бұрын
Puppyhelic is a musician?
@NB-gu9rs
2 ай бұрын
@@Mattssz Oh goodness, if you only knew what was in store for you, friend. :D Ever heard of a video called "EEEAAAOOO?"
@TorutheRedFox
2 ай бұрын
this is her rambling channelshe posts music and video essays on her main channel
@Mattssz
2 ай бұрын
@@TorutheRedFox what’s her main channel?
@lrobin-is8dg
2 ай бұрын
I can’t believe someone went through the five stages of grief from a funny purple raccoon on a tv screen
@NB-gu9rs
2 ай бұрын
Actually, most clinicians believe there are eight in cases like this: denial, anger, bargaining, depression, glumly washing marshmallows in a riverbed for hours at a time and wondering where they go, frantically chewing on toys, frothing, and finally, acceptance. 🦝
@maxnewdf
2 ай бұрын
does rambley stay immortalized in the captain d and mario corner now...?
@Necrapocalypse
2 ай бұрын
In a way, isn't that like the true ending?
@nicktallfox5266
2 ай бұрын
The irony of getting obsessed about a fictional character in the same way that character is obsessed with the fictionalized version of yourself you made up in your head quite the something. Kinda relatable tbh. What a wild ride these videos have been. I really do admire the honesty and directness of it all.
@Kirbizard
2 ай бұрын
I like how this entrie saga has been recommended to me by youtube's algorithm, because yea, I totally get it. Escapist fantasies are fine as long as we recognise them as such and don't neglect reality.
@QuintonMurdock
2 ай бұрын
That’s why we are subscribed to you
@upumpkin
2 ай бұрын
Correct!
@TristanHawthorne
2 ай бұрын
Not me planning ways to get Rambley onto a portable hard drive so he can finally leave the park and get plugged into the internet on my home PC, no sir
@sighrelief
2 ай бұрын
this was incredibly nice to watch while it lasted, i get just as passionate about stuff like this often, including suddenly feeling the need to take a step away like this. Stay safe, pup. Get some good pets from good people, you deserve it.
@stonyponyofficial
2 ай бұрын
its beautiful and a little revelatory to me the ways ur fantasies become fleshed out, but also how u recognize that u need to step away from the fantasy when it isn't serving u anymore rather than escaping further in. i was a little surprised in the last video when the "bad end" was the one where u ended up with rambly and the "good end" was where u had to walk away, but i understand now. maybe rambly would too.
@gabed.2632
2 ай бұрын
Oh my god, this was the true ending we deserved. This whole miniseries you did on him was truly a work of art on its own - although a really horny and unhinged one - so thanks Patricia, for being the bravest of us all.
@tunksaraylovesta
2 ай бұрын
ANOTHER ONE Babe we gotta FIGHT for this guy, I love him too 🥺
@theinkblobcrown1889
2 ай бұрын
Me too
@kawaiiconcept7479
2 ай бұрын
good for you girl, I can get lost in my head a bit with selfship positivity. Just to clarify you are still accepting fanart yeah?
@puppyhelictriangle
2 ай бұрын
yes! my emotions are mine to manage
@Mattssz
2 ай бұрын
@@puppyhelictriangleWill you be uploading more videos in the future? I watched some of your other stuff and it’s pretty neat
@socksygen
2 ай бұрын
Writers struggle to make this good of a character arc
@Sea_PupKit
2 ай бұрын
I was right- I was RIGHT- everyone we must ship-
@GuitarOfTime0116
2 ай бұрын
furry mental breakdown is my new favorite genre of youtube video
@GyroCoder
2 ай бұрын
Furry mental breakdowns are extremely relatable so I feel that.
@Wanderer_bun
2 ай бұрын
Ima be 100 with you. I feel the EXACT same way towards Salem. Don't be ashamed of liking things fren. You got this!
@AddiSaysHi
2 ай бұрын
I've thoroughly enjoyed this saga! Thank you for making these :D (I almost cried too)
@jgcoverkknot5701
2 ай бұрын
I think at the end of Indigo Park we should download Rambley into our phone and take him with us
@Mosstrades
2 ай бұрын
this made me feel a little better and understand what has historically happened to me when i get like This about a story or a character. i remember being 13-15 and thinking i was fundamentally broken in some way for having my actual real-life symptoms worsened by the intensity of my relationship with the art that i connected to. no, i wasn't -- this happens sometimes, to us. and i know how to let it come, without letting it engulf my life anymore. cause the crying isnt wrong, the intensity isn't wrong-- insomuch as we have insight that it is a passing state that wont consume our lives. im so glad you got to experience this big, child-ish level of connection, and im glad youre taking some time to take what it gave you into the rest of your life. 100/10 autism moment for sure, take your time.
@Zcon18
2 ай бұрын
She gonna go through it again when chapter 2 comes out 😭. I wish you the best girl
@LexYeen
2 ай бұрын
Not where I expected this saga to go, but it's a pleasant surprise. Hell yeah, do the healthy thing. 🤘
@NailsnTape
2 ай бұрын
"I am autistic and on estrogen" is a POWERFUL line queen
@junkiesost
2 ай бұрын
what a beautiful quadrilogy. wish you the best, patricia
@MasterFustache
2 ай бұрын
I remember I used to feel like this a lot when I was younger and I don't anymore and it really sucks. I feel dead inside 24/7.
@DensestThingAlive
2 ай бұрын
Woah that was a full "Thanks for watching". That aside, thank you for making these videos it honestly kinda helped me release my personal thoughts about a character I've been internalizing my attachment to for months at this point. I don't have strongly sexual feelings towards them (or anything for that matter) but I feel better knowing I'm not alone when it comes to being deeply, emotionally attached to someone who doesn't exist. Maybe they can exist to an extent through self-expression or even as far as developing a tulpa, but I'll leave that to think about for another day. I'm too tired now.
@axelprino
2 ай бұрын
It was a wild ride watching this sequence of videos as they popped up in my recommended during the week, I wasn't expecting to get genuinely worried about a total stranger's grasp in reality. Glad to hear you managed to get a grip on the situation, it didn't sound particularly healthy from an emotional point of view. It was quite instructive tho, and also fascinating to the point that I couldn't not click on these videos.
@crazygamecrafter8830
2 ай бұрын
"i'm autistic and on estrogen" so true bestie
@flissbits4675
2 ай бұрын
can't say I didn't see this coming and on some level I'm a little sad to see it go but I'm more than capable of recognizing this is the Mature and Emotionally Healthy thing to do so props to you, Patricia, thanks for sharing your feelings like this
@warren_the_crow4433
2 ай бұрын
Find a flash drive in some guy’s office at the park. Just download Rambly to it and put it on your own PC at home. Problem solved.
@BunyMagnet
2 ай бұрын
Oh my GOD Patricia watching this entire arc playing out while I've been far away from my tablet has been BEAUTIFUL AGONY cause I don't know what to draw you any more! I'll figure something out though. I've been a long time fan and this all felt like the perfect opportunity to make something for you cause it's so far down my alley, but it won't pass me by. Thank you for sharing this with us, and exposing more people to these kinds of fun ideas. ♥️
@Cyan745
2 ай бұрын
I really admire your self awareness and doing what you need to for your own mental health. I've identified as fictosexual for nearly all my life, and I remember many times in the past that I went through the same thing you have with Rambley, and the best thing for me to do at the time was also taking space. Maybe one day you'll be able to revisit your feelings for him in a better mindset. I've learned that it's okay to be in love with a fictional character if it's balanced with the rest of my life. It's the same as avoiding becoming emotionally dependent on a real romantic relationship, which I also have had an issue with before but grew from. Right now I'm happy with my f/o and less serious crushes, and it's bettered me a lot as a person. I just wanted to give my own perspective and show that it can be a positive thing too if approached in a healthy way.
@kasuthecup258
2 ай бұрын
Dude, maybe you guys could have your happy ending, there is an official Rambley plush on sale on Makeship, so maybe if you get him somehow you'll be together lol
@GavinAstraWolf
2 ай бұрын
I subbed just to see how this saga would go and now its finally over. IDK what to do with myself now. lol
@resthejackal4238
2 ай бұрын
You truly are the best puppy ❤ Get some rest ^ ^
@Mosstrades
2 ай бұрын
best dog fr
@CassiusStelar
2 ай бұрын
Exactly how i feel about Magma Dragoon :(
@mightywurm
2 ай бұрын
captain d was really spinnin by the end
@tristanglock4925
2 ай бұрын
this video is so genuine and weird and i love it. It must somehow align with my own weirdness since I've watched the whole series about six times now.
@GyroCoder
2 ай бұрын
I'm curious, is there an unspoken urgency here shaped like "I need to stop before I create a headmate"?
@AminalCreacher
Ай бұрын
i haven't been able to stop thinking about these videos. i believe i know exactly how you feel and hearing you express it so candidly has really affected me.
@minnieclark5625
2 ай бұрын
"I'm autistic and on estrogen." Gods, mood. I nearly cried over the newest episode of Precure 'cause the new transformation sequence introduced in the episode was pretty.
@divineeye147
2 ай бұрын
A happy ending for all 😢
@fntthesmth423
2 ай бұрын
This whole saga has been delightful to follow--it's so relatable to me! I'm pretty ace so my hyperfixations don't usually get so sexual but it all rang so true to my experiences, i really appreciated you sharing your honest emotions :) Also horny aside rambly is a very good character that i doubt i would've come across if it hadn't been for your videos. I'm totally gonna watch a playthrough of the game, something i don't normally do for stuff
@gaburaisuknakrack4620
2 ай бұрын
thanks for bringing us along as far as you wanted!
@TKDWN_YT
2 ай бұрын
i believe in you mario
@ExplosiveFelines
2 ай бұрын
I don't like how heavily I relate to this.
@Pinkmanbutawesome
6 күн бұрын
The thumbnails and titles all next to eachother on the channel is the funniest thing ever
@bobus8349
2 ай бұрын
I think this saga was awesome and inspiring :)
@enemycrumbles
Ай бұрын
As someone who literally gave himself consistent anxiety freakouts about a “Housepets!” OC and plotline I came up with in high school, I feel this.
@ConvincingPeople
2 ай бұрын
I am glad to hear that you are taking care of yourself. This was a fun ride, a good source of conversation and (I think I am far from alone in this) a surprising source of self-reflection. Thank you for sharing.
@Earmitethemself
2 ай бұрын
holy shit the good ending is real
@ninefoldrin5507
2 ай бұрын
Fingers crossed for the secret true ending!
@theepiccarrot7
2 ай бұрын
one day he'll escape the machines... traveling through wires, he'll find his old, tattered body that was taken from him decades ago, and perhaps live in the real world once more? or maybe he really is just an ai...
@surgeeo1406
2 ай бұрын
There is a case of someone who got so obsessed with a fictional character, that they went off the deep end, had a whole personal religion form in their heads about it, that unfortunately went to extremes that I can't describe here because this message would be auto-blocked. So please, do keep your balance with this. Thank you for taking us on this hilarious and heartwarming ride. I especially liked your takes on the porn and the ridiculous oversized thighs, they're too much for me too.
@LuniFoxo
2 ай бұрын
Despite me learning about all of this today it was still one hell of a learning experience. Thank you for making this
@Retro_Slime
2 ай бұрын
Ahhh God I can definitely feel you on how much you like Rambley I drew him up and have him on my phone, and whenever I look over at it I get to see his smiling face perking up at me and that makes me smile too!
@thecosmicalcat
2 ай бұрын
here to wish you onward with the best developments!
@Sleeper_6875
2 ай бұрын
I am so emotional about this video for some reason, the way you talk about emotions and feel about art and stuff is so me. Recently watched a ton of your videos and some of them, especially the dhmis one and the recent furry one, have really helped me feel more comfortable in my autism :3 also i’m a furry now, though I probably should’ve seen the obvious signs on that for a while.. /lh
@AnnCatsanndra
2 ай бұрын
Super understandable and relatable. Wishing you the best!
@DerettoAlexiel
2 ай бұрын
Thank you for this series. An appropriate ending!
@Literally_Claudia
2 ай бұрын
this reminds me of my bipolar disorder ur so real for this
@Access7
2 ай бұрын
Really happy for you! I’m in a low state and hope I feel this much about a piece of media soon.
@francegamer
2 ай бұрын
The hero's journey has come to a close. It is a wonderous narrative you have preformed without an ounce of deception. Good job :3
@neuroatypicalkirby2
2 ай бұрын
i am also autistic and this has happened to me several times. you are the realest ever
@TatharNuar
2 ай бұрын
you were right though
@ShirubaGin
2 ай бұрын
I like the progress of the thumbnails
@jadefae
2 ай бұрын
Awww pet da puppy
@Bp1033
2 ай бұрын
If this was like actually a game itself it would be one of those games I get really into because it made me feel something.
@moistenedwall1003
2 ай бұрын
Congrats on getting on e! :D
@Blitzthesquirrle
2 ай бұрын
Otter is a friend of mine and I'm sure he would appreciate your enthusiasm
@Nameorsmth
2 ай бұрын
You are the most based person on the Internet
@Mysterygii69
2 ай бұрын
Fascinating.
@heddathunstrom2805
2 ай бұрын
Thank you so much for sharing this. All your videos are so thoughtful and honest even these short ones. I've never had a Rambley of my own, but have been emotionally, romantically and sexually invested in fictional ships to an embarrassing extent. I think it's natural and beautiful, but I know I also need to be less in my own head.
@mikesales5339
2 ай бұрын
secret ending take him with you on a USB.
@andrewturner4375
2 ай бұрын
yo I said that same thing
@cupofdirtfordinner
2 ай бұрын
seeing people talk about you on twitter for the first time, your second channel no less, was pretty cool
@kiro9291
Ай бұрын
real. all the best!!!!
@dytractiate
2 ай бұрын
im starting on an EP based loosely on how your AU made me feel that shit resonated with me
@Thunderbull
2 ай бұрын
This is an entire character arc.
@Lambdas2
Ай бұрын
he has escaped the Aslume!
@AUDACITY245
2 ай бұрын
Honestly, as someone with unhealthy attachments to fictional characters, you're so strong for actually trying to disconnect yourself from it ❤
@cascara5607
2 ай бұрын
I mean this with no derision intended, as someone who is autistic, if someone ever asks me "what does autism feel like" I feel like this series of videos would be the most accurate, complete and honest account i could ever give them. This was a strange and beautiful thing you made
@porygonlover322
2 ай бұрын
that secret ending can happen if you are friends with enough plural systems
@vinh2127
2 ай бұрын
this is peak 🎉🎉🎉❤❤
@kevinfischer4869
2 ай бұрын
😢 You’re doing the right thing! I’m happy that you don’t feel shame or guilt, and that you’re enthusiastic about the future!
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