im sorry for self promoting but if u enjoyed this edit of retire(final) you will probably really like this song i made :) kzitem.info/news/bejne/lIeeqJuMsGabnWU&ab_channel=rxosymusic original message below 👇 hello everyone. 10k views on this channel isn’t something I thought i’d break. i am very thankful for whoever to take their time and listen to this. i understand it may make you feel vulnerable, so this is a safe space. if someone is ever rude to you in the comments, please report them, and do not take it to heart. we are here for you.
@bexiexz
3 ай бұрын
well deserved
@reganmccarthy8409
5 ай бұрын
It’s weird how depression and stuff almost makes you feel a sense of calm in dark and what most other people would find eerie like music, images, places etc. I’ve had depression most of my adult life, I’m 28 now but was at my worst when I was about 19. I’d attempted suicide a few times, but could never truly go through with it. I used to go out on late night drives alone into the hillside and just cruise along backroads at 1am, felt like I was the only person in the world. Those drives are some of my happiest moments. This music, images like the one here, make me feel like I’m on those drives again. Peaceful.
@jasmine-fn2iq
5 ай бұрын
i’m glad your still with us 🤍
@iamthegreenarrow762
5 ай бұрын
I understand what you mean, the darkness looks different when you are depressed, it feels different, it feels comforting; even peaceful.
@haulidayz302
5 ай бұрын
hey dude, i want you to know this. i don’t know how you feel, but i think i’ve felt something similar to this too. a point of hopelessness where you can’t find any reason to just be. i think it’s ultimately human nature for us to ultimately encounter the meaninglessness of the world at some extent, and unfortunately this happens to the most perceptive of people. but i know one thing to justify all the suffering. that’s Jesus. if you aren’t big on the religion thing, i think you can pull some great wisdom that might give you peace anyway. pull open a bible and hear what it has to say. i’ve been at my lowest, but whenever read the bible i find a clarity i’ve never felt before. please please please ask me and questions or doubts, because i care for you on the very virtue that you are God’s creation.
@CrystalswEli21
3 ай бұрын
I hope you get better soon, I'm so sorry you had to go through this.
@onewayalex-b2v
2 ай бұрын
🙁
@franklin8141
7 ай бұрын
My ex girlfriend comitted suicide on start of this month. For brief moment, i have realized just how so much little you can lose in such a short time.
@nbaxdjgtxxx
7 ай бұрын
Lamento mucho tu perdida
@Kazmick
7 ай бұрын
I’m so sorry…
@-Andsori-
7 ай бұрын
One day they're there and the next day they're gone.
@aly-eb5vh
7 ай бұрын
may her soul be at peace
@Zombina638
7 ай бұрын
Sorry
@SevLivee
2 ай бұрын
cant let gang know i stay up all night and stare at my monitor screen well listening to this
@A333_3
2 ай бұрын
i wish gang would understand me fr
@TheyBlickz
2 ай бұрын
@@A333_3I don’t even have gang it’s just me
@A333_3
2 ай бұрын
@@TheyBlickz i feel u im really a side character fr
@rxosymusic
2 ай бұрын
can’t let gang know im here for you
@Boer-r9c
2 ай бұрын
Dont have a gang to let know i fw this type shi
@JL3JUJU
7 ай бұрын
This is the symphony I want to hear on my dying breath.
@caufi3lds
4 ай бұрын
its the most beautiful song
@maxcadenas7466
3 ай бұрын
To anyone feeling depressed I wanted to tell you that it will be okay. Fight against that depression in any way possible. I spent most of my days in solitude and from that I can tell you to not put yourself in lonely situations. I realized today that their is more to life if I just take a risk and leave my comfort zone. I hope you guys can leave that comfort zone and finally beat the monster you are facing. i am proud of yall and compliment someone this week it will help, God bless.
@theMimicSlayer
Ай бұрын
@padd0ck
Ай бұрын
Could you tell me what you did to leave that comfort zone and how you came out of that loneliness? If you don’t mind of course, thank you for that message my friend.
@maxcadenas7466
Ай бұрын
@@padd0ck To leave that comfort zone I just did the opposite of what i was doing. Ex sitting on the couch doing nothing because I told myself I wanted to relax, instead of doing that I would do push ups until i couldn’t. Do things you have never done or are afraid of doing will get you out of your comfort zone. Loneliness is only good when you have accepted yourself. Loneliness when you are pushing or running away from your emotions will only worsen it. Come to terms with the cause of your depression and fight against it because you won’t make any progress in the struggle against depression if you don’t acknowledge it and act against it. Tip don’t identify yourself with your emotions because you won’t be in control of your life. Good luck and God bless y’all
@padd0ck
28 күн бұрын
@@maxcadenas7466thank you.
@sssnips
5 ай бұрын
“Staying up at night in your car as we watched the traffic lights turn green, red, and yellow…talking and then staying in silence…I want that again…to just be in your presence.”
@_bellona_792
4 ай бұрын
🫂🖤 i used to have the privilege of playing monopoly with mine heheh, the board we used is still under my bed, our game is still paused, money still divided, properties still owned, just in-case they come back. :') but what was most important, like ur comment also states, is just that precious time together, those moments of silence & just enjoying eachother's company.
@puffinroo
5 ай бұрын
life doesn't even feel real
@wrathofgrape3634
4 ай бұрын
Fr though
@padd0ck
3 ай бұрын
It doesn’t, perhaps theres more to it that we don’t understand
@Bigbarnackle
3 ай бұрын
@@padd0ckexactly
@Munnwort
3 ай бұрын
@@padd0ckdefinitely is, but we are real
@padd0ck
3 ай бұрын
@@Munnwort indeed and so is the Lord Jesus Christ my friend. Everyday is uncertain yet my trust is in him and although there is hardship and pain, we are all still here and that is for a reason✝️❤️
@hellothier2
7 ай бұрын
my dad died 2020 and it took me three years of sparks of depression that could last as long as weeks and now as i sit here on the bus I have to let go of the past to move on and it is not as easy as people ssy it is it took me a lot of self questioning and dought and more to be where i am today praise god
@TheClopez
6 ай бұрын
I'm sorry ❤❤
@scruf_
6 ай бұрын
I lost my dad on February 22nd 2023, we just passed the year mark, this 22nd will be 13 months. I miss him so much, I don’t know how to feel anymore. I’m sorry for your loss, I know how you feel- I really do.
@hellothier2
6 ай бұрын
@@scruf_ ya but listen trust me it will get better with time you just got to think it will no matter what like I did sorry for your loss the first year or two is always the hardest point
@milhito832
5 ай бұрын
Praise God I’m sorry for your loss
@bluejay4479
6 ай бұрын
I don’t wanna be here but I don’t wanna hurt the few people that care about me
@SchizoLifter01
6 ай бұрын
Even the darkest of nights will end, and the sun will rise again.
@iGAM3PLAYZi
5 ай бұрын
This is so accurate to my situation right now I would happily go but my mama would be devastated
@knives5964
4 ай бұрын
@iGAM3PLAYZ someday I hope you have the ability to live for yourself
@milhito832
4 ай бұрын
God loves you and has a plan for you wait and give your life to God it will be okay
@CrystalswEli21
3 ай бұрын
Please stay, I know how it feels but I promise you that it does get better.
@stress4380
6 ай бұрын
Love the slowed version ! The picture fits the song so well It makes me want to actually be there, lost in the snow
@Lucia681
6 ай бұрын
I wanna disappear in a thick fog in the woods
@sviffi
4 ай бұрын
I think it is sand
@stress4380
4 ай бұрын
@@sviffi i don't think so
@borb38
3 ай бұрын
why do i feel empty
@user-Christ-Follower
6 ай бұрын
This song is unexplainable and you just get a vibe but you cant say what that feeling is...
@redtopat
6 ай бұрын
for me its a mix ofthe most sad and vile emotions its like walking on sharp broken glass knowing that all your effort is in vain, it makes me feel hateful.
@user-Christ-Follower
6 ай бұрын
Damn bru@@redtopat
@SynthOut
6 ай бұрын
thinking about a time when I was in my car late at night crying over my ex. we were together for 3 years. he broke up with me. I cried so much. I was this close to giving up. I had my head on the steering wheel. someone knocked on my window. I raised my head up and saw a man. he asked me if I was good. I said “yeah” but I was confused. he walked away and never looked back. it felt like it was an angel.
@Not.124.
3 ай бұрын
After 2 days your sister-in-law's sister's cat dies and you start crying inconsolably and then you start remembering the good times you had with them...😭
@chrisfinnakhs
2 ай бұрын
idk what to do anymore
@Boer-r9c
2 ай бұрын
Keep fighting no matter how hard it is. A year ago i was at my lowest wanting to kms but rn im doing better then i ever thought i could. So dont give up man. It just takes time but it will get better trust me. ❤
@chrisfinnakhs
2 ай бұрын
@@Boer-r9c preci8 it bro shi hard like she dont love me nm got kicked out im trying to make money but it aint working and i got no where to stay soon
@taiss_taee
Ай бұрын
In the quiet of my heart, Sadness lingers, tears depart. I whisper hopes, but no one’s near, Yearning for someone to hear. In this stillness, I implore, To be listened to once more. A silent plea beneath the sky, For a voice to hear my cry.
@mwahahaha-gp2dy
3 ай бұрын
it’s strange how after a while you begin to feel comfort in the pain
@ozzylepunknown551
6 күн бұрын
it feels more mature and profound than "joy", growth occurs in pain.
@lavishty_
4 ай бұрын
I recommend listening to this on a foggy dark morning, it’s so relaxing.
@Boer-r9c
2 ай бұрын
Recommendation accepted. This works✅. Play this in your ears when your in a gas station at night (hits different)
@luckisntit7628
7 ай бұрын
I dont know why im even commentin' on this. Its 4:34am where im at and idk. I met this girl on the 13th of February and ive been speechless since we met. Shes amazin', honestly out of this world. The past few yrs ive been evolvin' into someone who i wanna be at the sametime havent had a relationship since 2019 and been enjoyin' the eyecandies that have been poppin' up here & there. But with her, i feel complete. There's just a lingerin' feelin' of selfdoubt that shes gonna walk away before anythin' gets real serious. Its honestly quite dreadful because she & i, it straight up feels like we met already before although we never did until the 13th. I just dont wanna lose her already. Like im finally genuinely happy...
@Grxwrd
6 ай бұрын
W bro
@WyattLantz36
6 ай бұрын
Find Jesus bro if you and her both put your faith in him and center your relationship around him. It will be stronger than anything. Jesus has always been there for u bro he loves you and just wants relationship. God bless you and your journey man 🙏
@BozaKnocks-og4vh
6 ай бұрын
Good for u man but I'm not like that
@InfiniteButtholeJesus
6 ай бұрын
Did you tell her how you felt? Please do - if you havent already. Send her a paragraph of your genuine feelings. I swear to god something great could happen - or at least youll know how she feels about you, too.
@Vexmp
6 ай бұрын
Been talking to a girl for 4 months just to get rejected and played
@kata9674
6 ай бұрын
im sorry, may i asked what happend?
@Vexmp
6 ай бұрын
@@kata9674 I buyed flowers for her that day just to rejected because she said "Im not ready yet" and next day i saw her in the park with a guy holding hands, it hurts allot not only i destroyed our friendship but our family connections, ive been hitting the gym allot lately just to forget about what happened.
@prod.rolliebliss2895
6 ай бұрын
Bro, don't despair, you'll find the right girl. @@Vexmp
@Jur1t
5 ай бұрын
She dosent deserve you , she dosent understand anything including love , and if you really just be sad over that you should know that she had no respect for you , or respect for her own self , and her mistakes shouldn’t bother you , your standards should be way higher , don’t do all that for someone who can’t do the bare minimum, and if she went after another man , there should be only disappointment and if she tries to get back , DONT let her in , don’t let her ruin your peace and your respect, don’t let her ruin and waste your days by being on your mind , where are the standards? You need someone that actually will know how to handle it , how to love you and care for you , and also communicate, but in this generation women r hard to find , the actual ones that want the same thing as you do.
@koenthomas7966
2 ай бұрын
When left with only the thoughts in your mind, the sounds you remember, all those questions you never got answers too, and the smells from where ever. It really makes you wonder what life is, why do we experience it? Is it a gift from God? Or is it his punishment for all the things we couldn't push ourselves to do?
@saiph2
7 ай бұрын
i’m so in love with you. i wish i could take off your pain and your suffering cause you don’t deserve that. when you laugh my heart smiles back, i love your smile, damn it’s so pretty. i think that i love you, but i don’t think you will love me back.
@YxngWorky
2 ай бұрын
Be grateful that you do wake up make life what you want it don’t live in the past and dont think about the future take it day by day and try things you have always wanted to try create an interest and motive to wake up. People get stuck because they get comfortable change is uncomfortable so whatever situation you’re in start with a small adjustment but at the end the hardest part is starting
@istosh3n
7 ай бұрын
So depressing... I love it!
@rxosymusic
6 ай бұрын
😭 This is so odd compared to the rest of the comments
@istosh3n
6 ай бұрын
@@rxosymusicYour track makes me wanna to go in singular space and dream a lot
@CrossLax1
Ай бұрын
about 4-5 years ago I lived in a house next to a clearing like that. That picture reminds me of that clearing. It looks very similar. I had friends next door that I would hang out with. We had many memories on that path. Part of me wishes I could go back to that house and relive those times. Life was more simple compared to now. I have had a really bad week. I feel like complete crap. This past year has been a struggle for me and listening to music like this makes me feel... something. I wish I could get out of this hole I am currently in. I wish I wasn't so sad.
@TornadoSaga
Ай бұрын
this is how my soul looks and sounds like for anyone wondering🙏🏻🙏🏻
@Mangonade69420
7 ай бұрын
My aunt killed herself a year ago, it didn’t really stick to me. I still have those moments when I can’t sleep and the memory of seeing her one last time . Talking about general life and our future down at belle isle. I know I can’t let this grief take over. I’m so sorry I couldn’t be there for you when you needed me. I hope nobody else has to live with the pain of losing someone you love to themselves.
@rxosymusic
6 ай бұрын
I'm so sorry for your loss. My grandpa died a few years back and it was so tough for all of us. When you are feeling especially down, watch your favorite show or something.
@Mangonade69420
6 ай бұрын
@@rxosymusic thanks for the support
@FAME_LUCAS
10 күн бұрын
This song feels like I'm holding Jesus hand and talking to him.
@milhito832
8 күн бұрын
Jesus Christ is our lord and saviour and is the only way, the only truth and the only life in Jesus name I pray amen
@nicolelorenzo4367
2 ай бұрын
This song really connects with me.
@LostWorld-Comus
Ай бұрын
To anybody who's reading this, I pray that whatever is hurting you or whatever you are constantly stressing about gets better. May the dark thoughts, the overthinking, and the doubt exit your mind. May clarity replace confusion. May peace and calmness fill your life 💗
@qwx_meow
5 ай бұрын
The music is sad on the one hand, but very comfortable on the other. I love listening to such works when communicating with a guy, it's very atmospheric! We both really like it.
@7Hour7
7 ай бұрын
My life is very bad, and every day I make mistakes and feel sad when I do mistake, but I everyday repent to God. I don't want God to hit me, I just want the devil in my head to leave me, if the demon go away on head, i can reback my life from sad to happy, how ever this is why reason you should don't give up.
@rxosymusic
6 ай бұрын
When you make a mistake, think about how it could've gone differently. If you are at home, do something to take your mind off things. Life is short, so make the most of it. Which ever god you believe in, Allah, Jesus, crap even Zeus, they all love you.
@milhito832
5 ай бұрын
God loves you
@ryblinkhopkinson874
3 ай бұрын
Anytime I see this picture I find it comforting and beautiful. There is beauty in darkness 🖤
@augustttreallll
3 ай бұрын
I’ve started to fall apart again. Nostalgia and depression is ruining me. Staying up til 5 AM again. Thinking about suicide and harming myself again. Crying too much again. I feel depressed, but this time i don’t even know why. It’s random. It comes every once in a while to remind me I’ll never truly be happy. Will this ever end? Will i ever be happy? Will life ever be how it once was before 2020 hit?
@goobertasticbun
2 ай бұрын
I don’t know you but I care about you
@Boer-r9c
2 ай бұрын
Take it day by day. Step by step, minute by minute and second by second. It may not look good rn but it will be in the future. Just focus on today. Dont be sad about what was or worried about what is be focusing on what is today what is right now yk. We love you gang❤
@arley1189
2 ай бұрын
As someone from Brazil. This image is weirdly comfortable to me. Snow really looks beautiful despite i never seeing it personaly
@Its-been-28-days
5 ай бұрын
I’ve had 2 best friends commit suicide this year. We were the perfect trio of friends at our school who always had humor. One day we all were in a room at our school and we all decided to just let out our actual feelings of having masked emotions all three of us me being the worst of three. After that day we eventually gave up on masking our emotions and we just barely did anything and from that day on there was no turning back. Then one day it happened 1 of my best friends took he’s own life…after the day he committed suicide me and my other best friend were just a duo now but we both became gradually more depressed by he’s death. Another day my other best friend took he’s life making me into a solo and now I have no friends at all.
@KaylenaTerrell
5 ай бұрын
I am so so sorry, may God be with them. I hope your okay i know thats alot to go thorough especially if all 3 of you guys were really close freinds . I really do hope you get better and your health is good pls be safe and know that God loves you even in your darkest moments or even if u don’t believe in God at all he still loved you and cares about you he has a plan for your life dont give up now ❤️
@fleshnspirit
Ай бұрын
This is what heaven sounds like. Thousands of sounds without chaos.
@M4RS3L1
3 ай бұрын
Jesus loves you all❤️, Matthew 5:2 and he opened his mouth and taught them saying: 3blessed are the poor In spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. 4 “blessed are those who mourn, for they shall be comforted. 5”blessed are the meek, for they shall inherit earth. 6”blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they shall be satisfied. 7”blessed are the merciful, for they shall receive mercy. 8”blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God. 9”Blessed are the peacemakers, for they shall be called sons (children) of God.❤
@IhsanAlHadi
2 ай бұрын
It is in the darkest nights that the stars shine brighter -Imam Ali
@kai-it2rt
4 ай бұрын
my whole life changed in the matter of 3 months.. i’ve never thought ts would to me i never expected any of this to happen in my life.. i feel so alone.im so tired.
@nicholasluzier9007
Ай бұрын
It is not about how it all ends with one but where the friendship began
@clarkvivid
5 ай бұрын
This song is the peace described only by nature, only demonstrated by the absence of human kind. This song is when we all come together, no matter race, ethnicity, or religion. When we all just… connect… not as some “bonding” moment you have with your uncle. But connection on an entire incomprehensible level, connection so deep everyone feels it, that feeling you get when everyone bands together as humans not knowing if what we are doing will succeed, and not knowing if this is our end.
@PinkiousPiakous
4 ай бұрын
I'm so exhausted of living but I don't want to die, I want to continue through life. I suffer with deep loneliness and depression, and it kills me waking up everyday knowing that i'm never the first thing on someone's mind, i'm never the first choice. I have so much love to give, and I give everything into everyone around me, but nobody has done the same for me. I've lost everything I have, and I don't know where to go. I'm about to become homeless soon, and i'm so scared. I feel so guilty for asking for help. Everyone has their own lives, their own families, and I have nothing.
@milhito832
4 ай бұрын
Trust in God he loves you and made you for a purpose
@gab12zin
4 ай бұрын
i was feeling the same, until I had a encounter with jesus,my life completely changed, Jesus loves you and died for you on that cross, we sinned and did many bad things but yet he still forgives us and loves us, your not alone man, God cares about you, repent and give your life to Christ you will not regret it, God bless and I hope the best for you
@Boer-r9c
2 ай бұрын
I know it might look like they are shoving jesus and god up ur ahh but believing in god is good now without further ado let me give you advice. Dont worry about the future dont be stuck in the past. Write things down you can change about yourself or things you can change and start working towards that goal. Keep believing keep fighting. Day by day step by step. We love you man
@cristianmauceri7279
7 ай бұрын
i like the image of the video and OF the music too
@Doggo-k2n
3 ай бұрын
My Mind is killing me everyday.
@ManOfCulture38
3 ай бұрын
"Please. Please don't cry at my funeral."
@fn_god_2k496
3 ай бұрын
Praise Jesus🙏🏾✝️ John 14:6 “Jesus answered, “I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.”
@arsh_ama_y_ile
13 күн бұрын
I feel relaxed and comfortable even though I hate everything..
@lucalwayshining
10 күн бұрын
Being Alive is the best thing you can ever have, be grateful for what you have and love, do what ever feels right to u, find a purpose and try to get better every day in every aspect of life, god love u ❤❤❤❤
@mstycrbne
6 ай бұрын
I used to play rugby back in 2019 with a good old teammate. We used to train together and all and it was good memories for us. Later in February (maybe the start I reckon) she killed herself. Life is crazy and the emotions of a human mind goes beyond anything else that you could imagine. Suffering alone is yet another struggle of some people’s everyday life. I’ve struggled alone and I’ll say it’s scary. It’s absolutely terrifying struggling alone. Because no one is there to distract your thoughts, you’re alone with these thoughts, you’re by yourself and you don’t know what you could do to yourself. That’s what I was terrified of. My dear teammate may have thought she struggled alone but I wish she knew Jesus was also holding onto her.
@m__ffw
6 күн бұрын
Can't wait to throw this on in the winter ❄️
@TriforceLegacyOfficial
8 күн бұрын
I treat every day like it's the last day
@ambassadorofbadtaste
Ай бұрын
This picture really looks like a place near my house on winters. I'm sure that it's the same, even if it may not be the same in reality
@taiss_taee
Ай бұрын
break the pattern today, or the loop with repeat tomorrow
@mot.thapelo
7 ай бұрын
am i broken or depressed because lately these are the only sounds i relate too
@plantdemon2137
6 ай бұрын
Sadness is something that can linger. It'll never leaves but waits for other things to leave you. Happiness is not eternal and it stalks you deep down. Perhaps this feeling is something familiar, something comforting, and that's why you keep returning to it. In a confusing world, you're searching for something familiar, and the feeling this song brings you, it's that comfort.
@CINOU_ODH
7 ай бұрын
So we are all have to live a hard time, or it supposed to be hard times, for when the good timed become we can feel the value of them, (the calm wind never make a great pilot) +(sorry far my bad english)
@moutafa9479
Ай бұрын
Its always this part 1:51😔
@FWChazy
7 ай бұрын
real real
@velevrx111
6 ай бұрын
Convinced I needed to hear this 🥲
@GiuseppeSabella-dj6su
3 ай бұрын
inexplicable feeling..
@duygusamuray
5 күн бұрын
i wanna go to that pfp cover thing of the song, it looks nice and calming
@Kierraaaaaaaaaaaaaa
6 ай бұрын
2000’s? no. happiness? Yes
@hi-b3y
29 күн бұрын
This is for real My Mental health 😌
@Brayden51222
3 ай бұрын
I just miss Krystle man :/ wish it cluld go back to h ow it was inmiss that times so much now im all alone wating on something that will never happen again a
@ephraimallen234
6 ай бұрын
Im honestly a little tired of living. It sometimes just suck
@Breach_thermite
6 ай бұрын
I reckted and destroyed my own life when i was littel, now, im destroyed and too young to be a man
@waltjr2340
Ай бұрын
Im unloved 🙏🙏🙏
@babyangelju
2 ай бұрын
💔
@unrecognized2068
5 ай бұрын
i am just 18 and my hair loss affects me badly.. i feel terrible especially when i look on mirror. Sometimes it make me feel desperate.
@Devin_.50
6 ай бұрын
I can‘t take it any Longer all girls that i loved cheated on me… 6 times
@kata9674
6 ай бұрын
i hope youll find someone who truly loves you
@Devin_.50
6 ай бұрын
@@kata9674 🫶🏼
@Leorez-cm3vz
5 ай бұрын
He didn't text after 4 yrs but I still think about her
@przm_
7 ай бұрын
💙
@weinermanverylarge
6 ай бұрын
my mother died in 2020 i don't feel anything though.. its like I'm.. empty? all i want is a moment to be able to grief but its like i cant.
@riekoldraalten6150
6 ай бұрын
Grief is personal. Yes, grief has stages that apply collectively, but what you experience(or not) is not to be judged, even by you, but being natural with.
@riekoldraalten6150
6 ай бұрын
And look at all the distractions fired upon us collectively, last 4 years. Crazy. That's a massieve load to be occupied with, not? Just be. Be silent. What has to be done and what has to be understood will present itself. It always does.
@k0diken
6 ай бұрын
I thought I would never lose her.. But I did.. She was the only shining light at the end of the tunnel.. And it's all my fault she's gone.. I hate myself for losing the only true best friend I had.. but atleast she's happier without me.. And soon.. no one has to deal with me.. 😂
@Bigbarnackle
3 ай бұрын
The accuser... 🙁 (P.s you wont understand this comment until around 2027)
@Katnap6807
4 ай бұрын
more like when you leave one and go back to reality
@Ģōđpłżfıxmə-ŕéťíŕéď
26 күн бұрын
Pray for me
@EMPTY_18
3 ай бұрын
بعد لامتحاني ست ساعات.. اول امتحان وزاري متفائل بشكل غريب مع العلم مجفص بالاسلامية واغلبها مقاريها ولا مضبطها... بس احس حجاوب مدري ليش.. الله كريم.
@AliMohammad-nq6mg
3 ай бұрын
ايَّ ما كانت اجابتك لا تفكر بها وحاول تركز للمواد الباقية
@EMPTY_18
2 ай бұрын
@@AliMohammad-nq6mg🤍
@FistOfFury06
6 ай бұрын
Jesus Christ loves you all even at your darkest moments. Romans 5:8
@Jedendwatrzycztery
4 ай бұрын
❤❤ love u and thanks
@vorqzz
3 ай бұрын
amen brother 🙏🏽✝️
@fn_god_2k496
3 ай бұрын
Romans 5:8 “but God shows his love for us in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us.” In Jesus’ Mighty Name, Amen🙏🏾✝️
@chromxrobinandcorrinxcamil9031
26 күн бұрын
:0 A r t .
@Stardust-s1c
2 ай бұрын
Numb
@Guts179
4 ай бұрын
Been fighting depression and i won... But at what cost
@DBKYouknown
5 ай бұрын
I Lost My Best Friend And She Was Someone I Could Talk To Abt Anything Now I Cant Talk To Anyone...
@Hey12397
7 ай бұрын
My grandpa on my dad side dont want nothing to do with me and my grandma on my mom side is crazy and doesn’t want anything to do with me its jus my mom and dad and sister but my sister is rude more times than not my other family member are passed away and ive never been in a relationship hardly the longest one ive been in was 1 day and i use to spend a lot of time with my grandma on my moms side and my grandpa on my dads side but they told me to never stay with them ever again i hate my self and every day it gets worse
@gab12zin
4 ай бұрын
Guys your not alone, God cares about you, cares so much that he came in flesh and died for us in that cross, i had encounter with Jesus, was suffering with depression, had porn and masturbation addiction, i thought life had no purpose and i wanted to kill myself, but Christ saved me, my life changed, give your life to Him and repent, may the Lord bless you
@HnoKo
4 ай бұрын
Nice ❤
@Blueesolos
5 ай бұрын
damn bro
@werggicc
6 ай бұрын
Will he come back samurai?
@salceanuadrian7711
4 ай бұрын
🖤💙🖤
@Tirell_trey
6 ай бұрын
Real real
@Tirell_trey
2 ай бұрын
…
@milhito832
2 ай бұрын
Give your life to the lord for Jesus Christ said whoever confesses with their mouth that Jesus Christ is their lord and saviour and died for them on the cross and believes in their heart that God raised Jesus from the dead shall perish but have everlasting life, trust in God amen 🙏
@Froslek
22 күн бұрын
Amen jesus christ is the only reason im still alive, he keeps me on living, sweet savior and king of kings 🙏✝
@user-idjw8qpd2je
5 ай бұрын
Eu sinto falta disso
@Y_ooKang
5 ай бұрын
Anyone here just for the relaxation?
@sviffi
4 ай бұрын
Me😄
@goregirl.
4 ай бұрын
Some people here to vent or jst to relax
@fn_god_2k496
3 ай бұрын
I like your profile picture
@fn_god_2k496
3 ай бұрын
Are you a Christian?
@Y_ooKang
3 ай бұрын
@@fn_god_2k496 thanks
@AnimeFan_2013
6 ай бұрын
🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤
@BETTERUNKNXWN
4 ай бұрын
I just hate having to wake up and doing it all again…
@grapesbabes
3 ай бұрын
i'm sorry bb, i struggled with depression for three years, i hope you heal💞
@YxngWorky
2 ай бұрын
Be grateful that you do wake up make life what you want it don’t live in the past and dont think about the future take it day by day and try things you have always wanted to try create an interest and motive to wake up. People get stuck because they get comfortable change is uncomfortable so whatever situation you’re in start with a small adjustment but at the end the hardest part is starting.
@abinavbl915
2 ай бұрын
@@YxngWorky can u tell me how
@eren6537
2 ай бұрын
@@abinavbl915 I think sometimes we just need the time to reflect what we're going through yk? some things that we dont want to happen, happen. and believe me I know how it feels to wake up everyday and not having the energy and motivation to continue, but I'd say the first thing we need to do in these situations is accepting how you feel, it's okay to not feeling well, it's everything ok, we're humans and we need these experiences to live, and never be afraid to ask for help, I was so scared of being missunderstood, and I was a lot, not everyone understands how it feels, but going to a phycologist, antidepressants, everything that can help you to overcome this is helpful, but at the same time, we need to let out brain and heart feel, and then we can overcome it
@abusam1234
6 ай бұрын
I feel like an absolute failure......
@shone4939
4 ай бұрын
You may seem as a failure because you can't live up to others wants or expectations, they have probably drained your energy too much. That means that you are very strong and valuable person, but you have to learn to shut those drainers out of your life. I don't know who you are, neither do you, but I just felt in this moment that I should reply to your comment. Hope you are doing good man. God loves you.
@PredatorGoose
2 ай бұрын
you’re just momentarily lost in the path of life.
@hudl5x_647
5 ай бұрын
Hey guys , I been fighting depression for 18 going on 19 years and I think I’m really done with my battle well ik I am. Been thru a lot words can’t even explain all of it but ik for a fact im tired of feeling like this. To anybody in my family who may see this years from now im sorry i tried but at the end it always gets the best of me. Don’t be mad at my decision be happy im not faking a smile and happiness anymore….
@Vic_99.
5 ай бұрын
Congratulations bro!!
@milhito832
5 ай бұрын
No no don’t give up God loves you and when he made the stars lakes and the beautiful sunsets and skies those sweet days where everything feels okay when he made everything he saw all of it and said we need you in this world. Life is precious. And it changes so keep going it will get better God wants a relationship with you and loves you never give up
@iamthegreenarrow762
5 ай бұрын
God loves you, and He has a plan for you, a great plan. He wants you to be happy in this life, even though you may have to go through rough times, it will be okay, once you make it through this.
@traveler6784
5 ай бұрын
This ain't about god loving you. I'm probably a little late,but I hope you changed your mind. Maybe dying isn't worth it just as much as living. So instead of trying hard to die,try hard to live. You will struggle and suffer either way,and if you don't,someone you love will. This means that,pain never really goes away. Please be careful with your choices,you are a treasure of life itself,don't let people rob you of what you really are.
@juussivePalate
5 ай бұрын
Happy for you man
@pedromiguel6477
6 ай бұрын
Seeing all the comments about different types of situations, and realizing I’m not alone in this world when I say I feel depressed and tired of trying real hard to reach my goals, I don’t a girlfriend a family or even a place to live, I feel like I left everyone down everyone who believed in me, this song makes me think about every oportunity that I had in my life, everyone who believes in me, it’s not that bad compared with others but it’s bad… but in all of this, this music calms me down makes me feel in my own world relaxing for a moment, thank you for this master piece
@G.0.A.T100
5 ай бұрын
No one’s ever alone in this world, there’s always someone for you, whether they’re there next to you, maybe in your phone, perhaps in another country so you just haven’t met them yet or it’s you. You’ll always have you, remember that. Having yourself isn’t something to be ashamed of, we’ll have to find ourselves sooner or later. Embrace you!
@short4071
6 ай бұрын
I know your past effected the way you love now. I know my past effects the way I love now. We have a little one on the way and I wasn’t ready, I still don’t know if I’m ready. We argue almost daily, we say things that hurt eachother almost daily. I wish we could restart our memory fresh and make new beginnings, but we can’t. I can promise I will love my child till my dying breath. I’ve been battling suicidal thoughts for the last decade and they’ve grown stronger and stronger. With the thought of having a kid while I feel like this guilts me and makes me feel selfish, but I can’t stop it. I’ve quit many drugs to better myself but never tried to treat myself better. I hope it gets better for the both of us for our child’s sake, I can’t love another women the same, I never will.
@riekoldraalten6150
6 ай бұрын
A kid teaches you how to become your own parent. In time, you'll start to adress your past self. You'll start to teach him morals, bounderies, but most of all, you'll raise him with all the love and compassion you longed for back then. Kids will inherently trigger you into what needs to be fixed about you. You can grind and overcome. Fight the fucking fight. Dive straight into lava. Burn. Break. Scream. Fucking grind! Or you can contemplate suicide and eventually try, maybe succeed. Death doesn't dissipate trauma. You're just gonna bring it along. Trust me. Grind.
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