If someone notices this, I’m still alive and fighting depression
@colleencunningham840
Жыл бұрын
The world is a better place with you in it!
@rob4100
Жыл бұрын
God bless you sir take one day at a time
@BigRedsWife
Жыл бұрын
If you ever need someone to speak too please reply to my comment and we can exchange FB or emails etc and I'm always here if you need to talk my friend You're doing good ... Not turning to drugs or alcohol is by far the very best thing you can do for urself and sadly way too many ppl lose themselves after losing someone they love because they turn to the wrong outlets to face whatever they're grieving... Everyday even if you don't notice it you're getting a little bit stronger and while you're heart will never be the same you WILL learn how to live with this new way of life if you make the choice too... You got this 🎉
@aimeetelese7194
Жыл бұрын
@Stranger_in_the_Alps. Your pain in palpable. My heart goes out to you. Depression is SO DIFFICULT. While you are walking in darkness please know there is light ahead. It may feel like there will never be a light. It took a long time for me to find that light but, I did FIND IT. You will find it. Please hold tight. Allow yourself the bad days. Search for the good days. You are in my prayers. Please know that you are not alone. There are so many out here who truly care about you. Please don’t ever forget that.
@josephstory4417
Жыл бұрын
I lost my sister last year. The only thing that keeps me going is the fact that my niece is now my responsibility.
@zerxalex2274
2 жыл бұрын
The saddest part of life is when the person who gave you the best memories become a memory...
@jd_vlogs3770
2 жыл бұрын
I litterally lost her she was everything to me I still wake up and remember all the good memories and how happy I was back then
@samturner8238
2 жыл бұрын
I lost my grandmother and a guy hung out with all the time my best friend I grew up with him
@amsodoneworkingnow1978
2 жыл бұрын
Then he tells you that the biggest mistake of his life was letting you go.
@johnnygann2095
2 жыл бұрын
Facts!
@rockiebieber6994
2 жыл бұрын
@@johnnygann2095 no
@deebs8089
2 жыл бұрын
“When a man cries it isn’t because he’s weak. Its because he’s been strong for to long”
@benyalsonqa
2 жыл бұрын
Fucking facts ❤
@seaneschendal6349
2 жыл бұрын
is there something wrong with me if i haven’t cried this hole video and i am boy and 12…?
@Rivervist
2 жыл бұрын
True my friend.... But there's no hope for me
@norbertvogel9504
2 жыл бұрын
Thank you...
@norbertvogel9504
2 жыл бұрын
@@seaneschendal6349 you are just happy to be 12.... go on and you will see.... made a good job up to now👍👍👍👍
@user-bv3sd9me4q
18 күн бұрын
I lost my husband in February 2024 and have been depressed! But God has come into my heart and lifted me up!!!! That song is so beautiful! Made me cry!
@your.local_bandgeek
8 ай бұрын
Been fighting for 6 years and still going. I’ve lost 5 people to suicide and I cannot tell you how hard this has been. I needed to hear this tonight. Thank you.
@hope3419
8 ай бұрын
@your.local-loser (Sorry for the paragraph) I admire your perseverance and strength. We can’t forget those we have lost. I hope you find peace and healing and I am rooting for you!
@Usergeooo
8 ай бұрын
God is with you no matter what
@madelinavila2723
8 ай бұрын
I promise you God wants to heal you. Even more than that, He wants to give a whole new life. He chases after you everyday. You’re His precious one, but He can’t do anything if you don’t let Him.
@yvonnehanika5518
8 ай бұрын
@your.local_loser please please change your name.... Change it to I am WORTHY. Blessings and hugs to you my friend.
@AchuZ8
8 ай бұрын
Too buddy how are you feeling.. don't isolate your self Okey.. talk to your family members or friend. Stay strong king
@cleo_lus
9 ай бұрын
this song seemed to come out of nowhere for my recommendations so I’m taking it as a sign that I needed to hear it. I feel this through my whole soul. This is a felt beauty.
@wekieh
9 ай бұрын
Imagine taking the algorithm as kind of a destiny that choses what you „need“ to hear. I honestly think thats sad bro. No offense whatsoever
@gabrielasolis2657
9 ай бұрын
Same here it just got recommended to me rn
@estebanmunoz9279
9 ай бұрын
x2 Idk. no words guys...
@CommanderOfCologneYodshi
9 ай бұрын
I agree!! I had the same!!
@kingjohnny6097
9 ай бұрын
Same here🤍🙏🏼
@alxbksucksanyway
8 ай бұрын
Never had to struggle with depression, but man I can’t imagine how hard it must be to deal with it, respect to everyone going through it
@lordldj4847
8 ай бұрын
Tbh I don’t even know if there’s a way to heal the depression each person experiences because each reason of depression are different to each other, for me I believe that the depression within me doesn’t leave but I learn how to control it because sometimes I gain strength to it and lessons of my life
@lubomirkubasdQw4w9WgXcQ
8 ай бұрын
it sometimes happens with chemical inbalances in the brain i think, so maybe a good diet can help it in some cases
@ThomasORourke-ts3ns
7 ай бұрын
P.s just say on the tex tom tell me👁️
@AristelCrowley
7 ай бұрын
I love to see a person who appreciates a sad song without having to act he's in sum oh-so-depressed-and-sad person just because they hear a sad song
@Justababyyy
7 ай бұрын
Thank you so much god we need more people like you as someone who has been fighting depression and many other mental illnesses/disorders. It’s my birthday today I’m so surprised I’m still here after many many attempts but Im getting the “help” that I “need” I hope you have an amazing day/night
@michaelsalita6702
8 күн бұрын
I was deeply depressed at retirement, for a few months. Seaked professional help. Then I drew closer to God and returned to church, red my bible and refreshed my relationship with Jesus. This drue me out of darkness and into the light. I like your song.
@lynnclements1338
7 күн бұрын
Praise the Lord🙏🙏🙏
@kimberlykidd3755
4 күн бұрын
I can relate to that because although I'm not retired I'm disabled and can't do anything anymore and definitely get depressed about not being able to do all the stuff I was wanting to do when I retired
@TheKev1981
9 ай бұрын
I recently lost my mother and father in a murder/ suicide and the depression is indescribable. I feel your pain. Writing my music helps me cope as well. But I'm quite confident that it will never completely go away.
@cannon-grahammusic9800
9 ай бұрын
I’m so sorry for your loss. I see you. I am sorry for that painful tragedy. No one should have to go through that. I think you are right. Sometimes the pain doesn’t go away. But when the pain won’t go away sometimes we can redirect that pain to accomplish something good and positive. I love you. I hope you’re doing well.
@krystlekane9874
9 ай бұрын
i’m so sorry. i wish i could hug you right now. wherever you are, im sending you love.❤️
@paratrooper73
8 ай бұрын
I am sorry for your loss. Sending you healing and love
@jamesmacleod661
8 ай бұрын
I was diagnosed at the age of 7 I've been living with it for 30 years the one thing I've learned is no matter what anyone says there is some one out there that loves you, and no offence to anyone I'm not talking about religion.
@rice783
8 ай бұрын
I can't hear anything.
@jonaruiz2414
5 ай бұрын
Almost jumped off a cliff by the beach, I fell to my knees and started praying instead. 🙏 God is good
@madgodfire1
5 ай бұрын
Man, god is good you need to pray everyday and mean it, it helps sooo much. I pray for your peace
@user-ku9bp1so9n
5 ай бұрын
Hey brother if no one said they love you, I do I'm dealing with homeless and my sons mother passed away yesterday as 2yrs ago so please fight
@user-ku9bp1so9n
5 ай бұрын
I suffer with mental illness and still am.My mom passed away 3years ago and my sons mother passed away 2years ago as of yesterday and when my mom passed i lost my son and just about ended it but I kept fighting and I got my son back home and we lost my apartment and moved with aunt cuz step dad passed last Easter so I was taking care of her and she passed two months ago and now me and my son are currently homeless and I thought about quitting but I promise my mom I would never leave my son. Your song touched me brother you have talent 😢
@JoshuaCurtis-ww8vw
5 ай бұрын
Life is real hard and almost not worth it
@GinaBalderad
4 ай бұрын
Hi Joshua Curtis just know I'm praying for you.gina@@JoshuaCurtis-ww8vw
@henessy.-.45
Жыл бұрын
I wrote a note, loaded the gun...got into bed, took a shot of scotch and was more than ready...when i realized it would be my mama bringing my 5yr old daughter home in the morning and THEY would be the ones to find me. I just couldn't imagine them having to deal with that. I got help, got clean (15yrs sober now) i still struggle with depression and im sure i always will, but i no longer feel hopeless. Now, Im actually a mental health/addiction counselor...Not all things can be taught by reading a book...its easier to talk to someone who's lived it. Prayers to all of you that are struggling
@janelleschmidt2250
Жыл бұрын
That’s because u are a wonderfully thoughtful person, Ty for NOT taking the shot, uR perfect today , must know this, namaste
@henessy.-.45
Жыл бұрын
@@janelleschmidt2250 thank you for such a nice comment. Namaste 🙏
@hauntedchannel9163
Жыл бұрын
Thats amazing! Congratulations!
@janelleschmidt2250
Жыл бұрын
Isha kriya is the one life changing thing I do now, a gf of mine committed suicide While I was at her house two years ago and all I could think was why did she take me with her… I think part of our problem is being and living an American life we get so out of sync of how truly wonderful life is Supposed to be and so many things we don’t see & never told or even acknowledged of the thousands of wonderful things that we do do, we are criticized & judged & thrown aside in this culture rather than being protected, nurtured, & cultivated, u r loved & I hope u feel it🤗🤗🤗
@inanaeugene9315
Жыл бұрын
Congratulations 👏..
@user-fu9pk6eh5d
Ай бұрын
I am a Widow. My husband was the Love of my Life. He taught me that Real Men Cry. I fight depression daily. God Bless All Of U🙏🙏🙏🌎☮️
@poemsforoldsouls
Ай бұрын
You are a warrior! God bless you too!
@sevenspecie592
4 күн бұрын
With God, you are never alone!❤️🕊❤️
@gingerleamcwow435
2 күн бұрын
Your comment stopped me immediately. I am just so sorry that you lost your dear husband. I've been with mine for 18 years, and he's my favorite person on this planet. We also don't have any extended family members, so we're all each other has, aside from our kids (ages 10, 19, & 20). I can't even imagine a life without him in it. I wish I could hug your neck. And I wish you the very best going forward. I know he's still with you, patiently waiting until you're beside him again ❤
@Russell.Cashkitk5758
11 сағат бұрын
I know what you are going through.
@iamaperson.9471
9 ай бұрын
My brother, well done. You've made me cry for the first time in five years, and the last time I did it was over my father's casket. I'm 16 and struggling with PTSD and depression, but this song's reached because I think I've found love, and that's given me hope. Thank you.
@kaitlyng8968
8 ай бұрын
A few months ago, I was going down a conspiracy theory rabbit hole on TikTok. I’m usually a very optimistic person but, this nearly ended me. I was so anxiety ridden and so depressed, that I thought about ending it all. It was truly one of the most scary times in my life. I couldn’t even get up out of bed, without thinking that we were all being manipulated. I got out of it by returning to my childhood memories. Listening to music, watching Harry Potter. It got me out of the darkness and back into the light.
@modiochoa9485
8 ай бұрын
Wow I'm here with you in the same boat brother you got it I know it gets hard life is more difficult than it should be I understand stay strong✊🏼🩵
@your_local_ipadkid3277
8 ай бұрын
hey man, i’m 15 and i was cured of ptsd last year. there’s a light at the end of the tunnel ❤️
@jemiplants7344
8 ай бұрын
Stay strong Bro, we're still here so that must mean something. Doesn't matter if tommorow ain't better. As long as we're here, in present, living. And we'll live again, tomorrow, the next day, the next week, and many more. We'll live.
@NCVluminati
8 ай бұрын
Im 16 too and 2 years ago I constantly wanted to die. But for some reason I decided to watch anime for the first time in years. It was violet evergarden that i watched, that day was the first time i had a good cry in years and i started to recover after that, i started sleeping better, I can actually socialize in school and eventually this willing to die disappeared. Now I'm trying my best to help others recover from their BIG SAD.
@JustLavender57
2 ай бұрын
If you ever feel like dying just remember there is a whole body working for you to survive ❤
@AlinaRobinson-ns6uc
2 ай бұрын
It's a beautiful machine the body return of the Mack is lit Tonight Mark Morrison
@AlinaRobinson-ns6uc
2 ай бұрын
❤
@AlinaRobinson-ns6uc
2 ай бұрын
2pac speaks to us directly upfront no bs,is what it is ain't what it ain't healing powers he's a genius .
@bradleymays8287
Ай бұрын
4 years ago my wife left with the kids, and my mother was diagnosed with stage 4 cancer ….but she wouldn’t go to the hospital…so we rented a home together and I tried to take care of her. It got worse and I was having to pick her up and carry her back and forth to the bathroom…I would sleep next to her because she was scared to be alone..…the cancer had spread to her lower spine with a lot of pain…I could feel her spine compromised as I carried her….but she still wouldn’t go to the hospital…I was getting desperate…we were able to get her some chemo pills but she had to go into quarantine for 14 days in order to get them…this was during Covid…so I took her to this treatment center and explained to her what had to happen…I wanted her to fight and live….she was upset with me….i could only talk to her through the window during quarantine….but she didn’t know where my voice was coming from…on the second day, she wouldn’t answer me through the window…she was confused….I had to leave to get some papers from home….and I told her I would be right back in 30 min….but she died right after I left…and yes, the sun turned black…..family is everything….love them while you can
@J.J.F469
Ай бұрын
I don’t think that’s as significant as you think… sadly
@tirsinaim150
Жыл бұрын
" The most hard pain is when you feel to cry but you got no tears to drop anymore "
@user-sr9ps8pz6m
Жыл бұрын
Yes!! That's the worst
@sadtiger2022
Жыл бұрын
Where I'm at
@user-xg5yb6yt4u
Жыл бұрын
Itig
@zerorusoftheknight5851
Жыл бұрын
I haven't cried fr for ages. The last time I cry cried was when I was watching Rengokus death in demon slayer, and even then, I couldn't fully cry, or shed all the tears that I needed to both overr that and many other things.
@kerriangrypoet1236
Жыл бұрын
That's how I feel right now.
@Grayzzzxx
Ай бұрын
I'm a 15 year old who has never had depression but this video and these comments are sad and inspiring, I'm proud of everyone who has made it this far
@JuiceWRLD999-ib8eq
Ай бұрын
Lucky for u, i'm also 15 (boy) and have been depressed since 3rd grade
@susiebird9401
Ай бұрын
Juice youneed Jesus,❤❤❤❤❤
@susiebird9401
Ай бұрын
Juice please ask him into your heart, love you.❤❤❤❤
@susiebird9401
Ай бұрын
I asked Jesus into my life
@susiebird9401
Ай бұрын
Life was so BLACK.
@janetpitts7302
Жыл бұрын
The sun just turned black for me on August 22nd, I was diagnosed with lung cancer which has spread to my brain, im scared to death waiting for doctors to start my treatments, yes, my sun is black right now!!! God will see me through this though!! Thank you, lovely song!! ✌️
@Aluminari2
Жыл бұрын
Praying for you Janet. I've seen some amazing result trials from ivermectin and fenbendazol. Make each day count. ❤
@ifam2311
Жыл бұрын
I just prayed for you💕💜🌺🙏🏼
@motherofanangel1143
11 ай бұрын
Ur comment bought tears to my eyes 🥺🥺 I'm so sorry to hear that, I do see u have faith in God nd i pray healing over u in Jesus name, the only devine healing can come from Jesus, he sees u!! I pray that God will give u the strength nd guidance u need to get through these terrible times, but keep the faith bc HE LOVES U!! ❤️ God bless u 🙏🏼
@tambri4254
11 ай бұрын
Praying for you❤
@springterry532
11 ай бұрын
I want to hug you.
@rebeccawarner4392
8 ай бұрын
Years ago I tried to take my life. I had just given birth to my 3rd daughter and my husband was off with yet another of his gfs. It was a black time. So in the midst of slicing my arm my baby started to cry, something she'd never done. That did it ! God spoke. Life hasn't always been kind after that point, but I made a promise that day that no matter what, I wouldn't waste the life I was given. So I try. There are people with more sorrow, look to the light and be thankful. I'm sure this won't help anyone but I felt the need to share. Thank you for a reminder and a heartfelt song. Bless you and hugs'n love 🤗🥰
@idkvwad
8 ай бұрын
It takes a lot of strength to carry all of that pain. I'm proud of you. Big hugs from Minnesota.
@user-rh9fl9nn7x
7 ай бұрын
Still fighting the black, writing poetry and song helps, my partner chose to die, leave his 13 yr old and me who loved him dearly, clearly our love wasn't enough❤
@georgemelvin880
7 ай бұрын
@@user-rh9fl9nn7x awww, so sorry about your loss Suzanne. I truly understand how it feels losing a loved one, my wife passed while having our daughter, wasn't easy for me though but I'm grateful to God for today 🙏. My deep and sincere condolences, how have you been? 🌺😢
@user-bw2oe1wm4k
7 ай бұрын
@@georgemelvin880sorry for hear that, maybe i will die in this year, i’m sad all the time
@xX_Ywolf_Xx
7 ай бұрын
@@user-bw2oe1wm4k don’t bro it ain’t worth it Trust me keep going I’m suffering too but I don’t stop
@MrBootneck3027
Жыл бұрын
I'm an old man now. I can tell you that it ALWAYS gets better, and it's worth hanging around for. Courage Willow.
@cannon-grahammusic9800
Жыл бұрын
So true! It always gets better. Thanks for sharing!
@RKar2009
Жыл бұрын
Seems to just get worse, even at 63
@Lauriebird1
Жыл бұрын
Anxiety and Depression is no fun even at 60 yrs old
@maddoxhuston3605
Жыл бұрын
Thank you man
@maddoxhuston3605
Жыл бұрын
@@RKar2009I’m sorry man
@ChantelleWashington
Ай бұрын
My everything turned black when my ‘SON’ died. I elderly now. Love your song young man. God bless you ‘Sir’. 🙏
@RU4REAL-2023
23 күн бұрын
LIVE AGAINNNNN, MY SISTER IN CHRIST!!!!
@ginaevans8293
11 күн бұрын
I know how you feel. I lost my only son in May. Due to a fatal accident. Can't get over the knock on the door at 3:30 AM.😢
@tomilyncunningham1774
9 күн бұрын
Oh my heart breaks for you! I worry so much about losing a child! My sister lost her daughter and her heart has been heavy for over 3 years.
@magdalenastclaire8861
8 күн бұрын
I met Jesus and gave all. My pain to him
@lisaheimbigner5481
8 күн бұрын
@@ChantelleWashington no words but he loves you too and would not like you to be in distress & despair,,,so smile and keep loving him& yourself,,,try when u can, sister 💖💗
@user-ol5vt1dw3d
7 ай бұрын
I am a man with little time left. God is where I find my refuge. My sun turned black a long time ago when at 17 my addiction started. First I lost my family, then my business, lost my home, and then lost the respect and love of family and friends. Drifted around in my addiction for years 30 years to be exact. At the end I was physically, mentally, and spiritually broke. Went to AA I was directed there to God. Then about 3 years ago I went on a trip to Michigan from NC I listened to the Bible going and coming I got thirsty for more, so I have been reading the true word every since. I had a moment of suicidal tendencies and called mental health and checked myself in. I returned home and something started to grow on the inside. I kept reading and I got better. My relationship with God and faith is what is healing me. Love God, believe and have faith, just the size of a mustard seed and your thinking will change.
@TheIcarianPaths
6 ай бұрын
Amen brother. Love seeing others share how they came to find Christ and the love and forgiveness found in Him!
@Nmouttasim
6 ай бұрын
There is nothing curable for depression more than the relationship with god!
@debburollish6387
5 ай бұрын
You are very strong sir
@bluebean8755
5 ай бұрын
Keep it up, man!
@burdenedwithgloriouspurpos851
5 ай бұрын
That’s amazing! So glad to hear that you are doing better and I hope you know how valuable you are, and care about (and treat) yourself as you should now: with love - from someone who somehow overcame self-hatred by the power of the living spirit of Jesus Christ in me (and thru his unconditional love and forgiveness/grace 💕)
@iloveguitarhero8081
8 ай бұрын
You know you've made a good song when you make yourself cry from how beautiful /sad it is
@omarrojas7183
8 ай бұрын
Yea.
@silkroad1201
8 ай бұрын
Yeah, kinda cringe though. It's like laughing at your own jokes
@iloveguitarhero8081
8 ай бұрын
@@silkroad1201 meh,
@Jamesonn404
8 ай бұрын
@@silkroad1201 sometimes laughing at your own jokes or crying at your own songs isn't necessarily cringe. That just means that you value what you created and you think it's genuinely good, and there is nothing wrong with that.
@rustyshackelford934
8 ай бұрын
It feels like he’s acting to illustrate to you how “sad and emotional” this song is, because it isn’t particularly. Especially based on the title of the video. He’s selling something. I dunno put a bad taste in my mouth.
@gunjitaarora
7 ай бұрын
I am currently 17 and this song took me back to the time when I wasn’t able to see any light at the end of the tunnel. I was 11 when I lost my mom to cancer. It was a very hard phase for me and it still is when during the nights i start reminiscing my memories with her. But somehow at that point I picked myself up and decided to make my mom proud. After a few years passed by, in 2022 I lost one of my best friends, which triggered everything that I was holding inside. It was a very very dark place for me because of all this and also because I was in my high school and I had a lot of pressure of studies. I was never good at them, so it was hard for me to cope up with things and live up to the expectations of my family. At the same time my father decided to get married again, and I was totally not okay with it, so that built a whole lot of stress in my mind too, because it was hard for me to look at someone else in my mom’s place. I used to have suicidal thoughts everyday, extreme anxiety, and I tried one or two times to end myself and give up but every time what kept me going was the belief that my mom was watching from up there and that I had promised her that I will make her proud. Till date I am fighting with all those thoughts but I can proudly say that I am much better and that I didn’t give up. So all I can say to the people who are going through all of this is that there are many people out there who look upto you and who actually care about you, even when it doesn’t seem like it trust me there are. And you should start believing that if our good days don’t last long, our hardships won’t either. One day all of this darkness will come to an end and you will look back and proudly say to yourself that you did it, you didn’t give up. So take one step at a time, believe in yourself and just know that many people are out there to help you, you just have to ask for it, even if it’s hard, just try once, trust me it makes everything a lot easier. And for all the people who have been fighting all of it for a few years or months, i am proud of you. You are doing amazingly well, and you are very strong. Just don’t loose hope, the light will find it’s way to you. YOU ALL CAN DO IT!! ❤❤
@Luddyasrat10
7 ай бұрын
Hey dear I can feel you ... I lost my mom before 8 years, and currently I’m 22 years old. In my channel you can find what I have written for my mom titled “purity “
@Anon.7982
7 ай бұрын
God bless you! Have dealt with same. You are strong and amazing! ❤️🙏
@suryanshmishra5262
7 ай бұрын
Stay strong dude❤️👍
@eggs3285
7 ай бұрын
A really Nice example for people who thinks that,You did it well,i'm sure that you're Mom it's proud of You 100%,things like this makes me feel more motivated for keep trying,thanks You very much for share you're history
@Galatic_
7 ай бұрын
Hi I saw this and decided to reach out to see if you are still ok
@user-lt3gb1cn8n
4 күн бұрын
Every day is a struggle, but I keep the faith and praise 👏 God. Please, everyone, one keeps believing and NEVER GIVE UP. God has and never will give upon on YOU
@jonm-pe2mb
4 ай бұрын
When I feel depressed i turn on as many lights as I can. Open doors if nice out. I clean the house. Sometime with my old 70s music playing. And I read Proverbs and Psalms. I thank God for all he has done for me. To know God is beside me is all I need. Ive been on that dark road. Drugs and Alcohol are not your friends.
@weaverdreams
4 ай бұрын
Thanks ❤❤❤❤❤
@LukeW91
3 ай бұрын
Thank you for that comment for all of us to relate to. I’m thinking it’s time to leave the toxicity behind and connect with God to hopefully save my life from a long term self harm I’ve been purposely enduring. Be well, and may anyone suffering find peace and strength.
@jonm-pe2mb
3 ай бұрын
@LukeW91 You can do it. And the feeling of being sober minded will feel better than alcohol or drugs. I started at a very young age. But once sober a glass of water felt good to my body. It had only known alcohol for 40 years.
@lisamccormick450
2 ай бұрын
I'm glad you feel god at your side because he never listens to me or Answers my prayers
@jonm-pe2mb
2 ай бұрын
@lisamccormick450 Sometimes the answer is no. But how often do you pray? Every day giving thanks for what you have or just complain about what God has not done for you?
@user-ep6sf2wz8r
Жыл бұрын
I’m a war veteran and I have been fighting this for the last 29 years to present. Thank you for this song and you bring awareness to this. 😢
@maxinerowe2925
Жыл бұрын
Thank you for service
@SouthernrufflesLLC
Жыл бұрын
Thank you for your service!
@loripolston6695
Жыл бұрын
Thank you for your service to our country. Hang in there for the next chapters in your life. I have Bipolar, PTSD, anxiety disorder and agoraphobia. I'm disabled too. I'm only 52, but my body feels 85. Thank you for sharing your story.
@adrianscott1406
Жыл бұрын
Thank you for your service and courage and strength to continue to work on your struggles
@Hillbillyblonde60
Жыл бұрын
You are not alone. We feel we are even in a crowd. I have tried, only to wake up week or two later in ccicu. That made me feel worse. Feeling failure once again by not being able to kill myself right. I hear 3rd time's a charm 😢
@stevenwells9617
2 ай бұрын
My son passed when he was 2yrs old. He would be 10 thus year. I fell into the darkest place ever almost ruined my marriage lost my kids. Would push my friends away. I started to take ot one day at at time looking at all of the positive things around me and not letting the negative ones control me and my thoughts. I always try to keep moving forward for the good instead of falling in the bad. God only gives his hardest battles to his strongest warriors. Never quit. Failure is part of success but you never truly fail unless you give up. I now work in mental health hope I can change a life.
@joemiller4734
2 ай бұрын
The hockey left you and yours May God bless you and yours and show you the way of understanding
@dannywilliams7350
2 ай бұрын
I know full well what you are going through. It’s been just at 2 yrs since I lost my lil girl. 2 yrs ago today was the last day I had a chance to hold her n tell her I love her. Tuesday marks 2 yrs since she has been gone. I still haven’t been able to get over it
@user-rm2hl6pe4g
Ай бұрын
I can’t imagine the pain you’re feeling. God bless you
@dennissutton3767
Ай бұрын
You already have my friend! Thank you
@verniecewilson8571
Ай бұрын
You likely never will, but as the years pass by, it becomes less heavy@dannywilliams7350
@primeiroultimo1726
Ай бұрын
I've facing various tribulations. I just put my faith in Jesus Christ.
@JoeyandCamo
25 күн бұрын
Keep the faith
@JoeyandCamo
25 күн бұрын
I'm in the darkness time of life I have no family or friends that ever call me, I just got my faith with God
@primeiroultimo1726
25 күн бұрын
@@JoeyandCamoI can be here for you. If you want to talk.❤
@JoeyandCamo
25 күн бұрын
@primeiroultimo1726 I appreciate it but it's to deep I feel like I just lost everyone in my life especially my son Camo my parents gave me up at age 12 to the State of Oregon.
@primeiroultimo1726
25 күн бұрын
God bless you 🙏
@buffbiker71
Жыл бұрын
I had 2 best friends. One took his life at 23 on the day of the other's funeral. People tell me the pain will fade. 20 years later I'm still waiting.
@amyelizabethparker1758
Жыл бұрын
God touch you NoOne!
@candelacandela3109
Жыл бұрын
Pain never fades when you love with all of your might. But you can turn all of your pain into a beautiful memory and do something in their name. Life is what you make of it. Love to live and live to love
@sasha219
Жыл бұрын
The pain stays the same. You learn how to live with it over time. Somedays it hits you as hard as the day it happened. Other days a smile crosses your face over a thought from long ago
@jp9er4life
Жыл бұрын
In a way you are lucky,you have two angels watching over you,makin sure you have a spot up there in the sky....it all makes sence one day.
@Christian-k23
Жыл бұрын
Shit I feel the pain lost close fiends 3 days after my first friend died
@TheLikeButton2
8 ай бұрын
I'm 34 a Marine Veteran and this hit me so deep I actually had me first good cry in a long time. I'm gonna fight everyday but I will never lose. Because I don't have a choice. My family needs me here.
@aadyamehra_
8 ай бұрын
Stay strong, man, we're all in this together. Send good wishes to you and your family.
@Flyingintheuniverse2001
8 ай бұрын
Keep going 💪 give yourself more love 🙏🔥
@janehunyor3243
7 ай бұрын
Praying for you and hoping you can find something that helps to relieve your pain...if you like animals, please look into getting one of those special dogs who are rescued and trained to help with PTSD. You will save the dog and I think the dog can save you.
@WilliamVC24
7 ай бұрын
Love you bro, keep going. Thank you for all you’ve done for this country.
@NeoRimeOnline
7 ай бұрын
You're not alone brother. Semper Fi!
@Motivation_JJ_Is_On_Fortnite
5 ай бұрын
I’m fighting depression, and I’m still alive because I want to make my little brother proud, so that one day I will see him again…one day I will see him in heaven.
@Scott......
5 ай бұрын
Stay the course. You are loved.❤❤❤
@davidshirahjr-ug2gr
5 ай бұрын
You’re worth the world! ❤
@Motivation_JJ_Is_On_Fortnite
5 ай бұрын
@@davidshirahjr-ug2gr thanks
@vickie9405
5 ай бұрын
The ONLY thing that saved my life was Jesus . Years of addiction, domestic violence, and depression and I finally got the courage to walk into a church I passed by every time I left my home. I felt so awkward and scared but the minute the door opened I was embraced and i met Jesus my savior he saved me and took away all my guilt I carried for so long. I am so grateful I have been renewed and had the opportunity to start over with a completely clean slate. My friends.. if u haven't yet I urge u to.. u will never be the same.
@bastiaans2694
5 ай бұрын
Let their love guide you❤️
@RobertRobe-e2u
6 күн бұрын
I’ve struggled with depression my entire life, more during a break up, mostly over my own sin, however, my daily scripture readings, total understanding and faith that God Loves us all! Gods plan and timing is always right on time, and through my belief that God sacrificed his one and only son for us, so that we can live in peace with each other, I am very thankful for being able to breathe, to walk, talk, see, hear, touch, feel, smell, and I know that when I can’t see the sun, I know the Son, is always shining with me, in me and above the clouds. 🙏
@Brandi.65
6 ай бұрын
My Son suffered from bad depression for years. But I kept praying and showing love. Now at 40yrs. Old he’s happy and fixing to have his first baby. Thank you, Jesus for lifting my Son up and healing him. ❤
@JamezEd1tz
6 ай бұрын
Amen
@uniqueone2731
6 ай бұрын
Your comment made me so happy. And I really hope you are enjoying that grand baby
@vybesfromlynn
6 ай бұрын
@@m19y29 Jesus gave us all free will. Just because something bad happens doesnt mean it's his fault. Doesn't mean "Oh well if God was so loving then this, this and this wouldn't have happened." God isn't the reason he had depression, but he is the reason he doesn't. John 3:16 King James Version "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life." Get saved today ❤
@JamezEd1tz
6 ай бұрын
@m19y29 what a disrespectful way to approach somebody. I hope you find peace. Jesus may or may not be involved. Who are you to tell her that or her son?
@shanthompson1962
6 ай бұрын
Suffered with drug addiction for all my young adult life been glean for 4 years god its good for all the drug user's out there my love and keep trying ❤
@crazyvideoholic9380
Жыл бұрын
one thing worse than depression is not having a feeling of what being loved is like
@c.white-achampong6982
Жыл бұрын
This is really true, especially when you know what being loved is and is not
@crazyvideoholic9380
Жыл бұрын
@@c.white-achampong6982 that hits really hard
@A.Love.language
Жыл бұрын
I realised that last night. I feel like I am sooooo alone and so scared that I have to carry on another day/week/month/year with this feeling. I feel homesick for a place that's was never home and heartbroken over a love I have never had and its hurting.
@anshulgautam5865
Жыл бұрын
Damn right 😢
@godlovesuall
Жыл бұрын
God loves you don’t for get I feel it to stay up 🆙 🙏
@zehradeniz6402
3 ай бұрын
I want to meet, hug and spend time with everyone who listens to this song and feels bad right now. I wish this were possible and we could heal together :')💛
@DonnaGrabner
2 ай бұрын
I wish that too!
@christinaburkhart1410
2 ай бұрын
Me too 😢
@gildaniels8503
Ай бұрын
Bless your soul and thank you- you just blessed mine and countless others
@zehradeniz6402
Ай бұрын
@@gildaniels8503 oh thank you very much. It made me happy to see that I was useful in life :)
@allenhalejr7394
2 ай бұрын
When the sun turns black for me, i look to my kids. My four sons are the reasons i wake up every day. Their smiles and just them being around me gives me the strength to push forward.
@Christian-vg7iq
Ай бұрын
I feel you brother. Family is my reason too.
@TheChampIsHere-88
Ай бұрын
Same here brother, I have four sons too, but unfortunately for me it’s only pictures I can turn to. But knowing they are out there is what keeps me here as I know one day we will all be together 🙏 but until that day the sun is always black 💔
@jeannelambeth455
Ай бұрын
Oh, please let the sun shine. You are loved
@shirleylynch6132
Жыл бұрын
I haven't heard it yet, but I know I'll cry. I lost my son at 34 overdosed. So I'm getting my tears ready. He was in Puerto Rico and I was in Colorado. My heart has never been so broken. In memory of my son, Joshua 06/03/2019 😥💔
@georgemelvin7687
Жыл бұрын
Awww, so sorry about your loss Shirley, my deep and sincere condolences, how have you been? 🌺 😢
@jeancarpenter5283
Жыл бұрын
Dear Lady, Condolences 💐 always 😢🙏
@weinerwagon6667
Жыл бұрын
So so sorry. Deepest condolences. I cannot fathom. May you find some peace. ❤
@dentonosborn115
Жыл бұрын
I'm sorry brother
@DorothyThompson62151
Жыл бұрын
My husband passed away March 28th 2020, and I'll never be the same. That next June would have been our 30th anniversary. Although the loss of my husband was awful, losing a child has to be worse. I have two sons, and I don't know how I would ever cope if I lost either one. My oldest son married a woman who somehow pushed me completely out of their lives, three grandsons and all. It's been almost 20 years since we spoke but he's alive. I can watch him online because he's a professor. So I have an idea where he lives. I cried a river of tears at that loss, so Shirley, you must have cried an ocean of tears and probably still do. I'm so sorry for your loss. I believe your son is in a better place, and you'll see him again someday. His Spirit is watching over you. I believe that with all of my heart because my husband gives me signs he's still with me. I feel touches, and I live alone. Just gentle poking so I know he's with me all the time. May God bless you with peace, love and strength.
@Jonathan-fn7ls
2 жыл бұрын
I lost my dad to suicide 3 weeks ago. It was his 2nd attempt, his 1st attempt was last year. He OD’d and survived, but was never really the same and it broke my heart. 3 weeks ago I found him hanging from a tree in our backyard, his youngest son (I’m 20)… He tried so hard for so many years, therapies, medications, you name it, we tried so hard as a family unit to support him but ultimately he couldn’t fight the battle anymore. I sacrificed most of my adolescence to be at home because I wanted to be with my family. My dad was my best friend, as a result of trying to help him with his mental illness we developed a very unique and open father son relationship. He just felt like he was a burden to us and holding me back, but I was more than happy to sacrifice anything to rather stay in with him and do something at home with him, if anything at all. I preferred that. Not gonna get too sappy with this, but I just really fucking miss my dad and just want one more bear hug, even though I’m 20 lol. I just want to look up at him again and call him Daddy one more time. Love you dad, I don’t think the grief will ever get better with time, it just changes form slightly, but it’s still ever so painful as the day I found you. I miss you so much, I can only hope and pray that you’re at peace now. 🖤🖤🖤
@lazarus7898
2 жыл бұрын
So sorry to hear your pain Jonathan, I understand from personal experience of being at the place of desperation to commit suicide, I think I know partly where your dad's thoughts and feelings were at as he was going through the battle of should I or should I not leave this world. Please You must not put any blame on yourself for this ..... its not any of your fault why this happened. I have learned from my recovery of suicidal tendency that I was not able to focus on what my family members would go through experiencing my taking my own life, especially the person who would find me. The mental illness and depression takes away your ability to be rational, logical or think straight, it just sucks you into a place of lostness and all hope has gone. Sorry if I seem to be going on and on but I am trying to say to you, do not be hard on yourself and blame any of this on yourself as your grief process unfolds in your life. God bless you and I pray that you will be comforted by the people around you who love you very much 🙏
@Bucksforlifer
2 жыл бұрын
I’m sorry 😢
@georgecharlescoetzeewilken662
2 жыл бұрын
Im thinking of you,i pray for you,im also a Dad,a grandfather a husband and was also almost there,may God bless you,keep you strong and just remember all the good what he have done,keep your head up and Never give up,love you my son although i dont know you,God blessings for you and the family
@Jonathan-fn7ls
2 жыл бұрын
Lazarus, George, thank you for sharing your experience and reaffirming that God is the only way we can get through insurmountable challenges that we as fleshly Men can’t beat alone, but only through the spirit of God and his Son. I know that it wasn’t my fault, nor my families. But to see the person you love so much suffering is an indescribable pain. Even through his darkest moments, he still had Faith. And that is the only thing that really matters. I can understand why he did what he did, I’ve been diagnosed with major depression at 18. Although I’ve never had suicidal tendencies, I do understand to an extent the suffering that’s involved. Depression is rough on my Dad’s side of the family, he lost 2 family members to suicide as well. This silent killer is devastating in my family, but I will remain Faithful and thankful for what I have, and I WILL break the cycle even if it’s the last thing I do. Thank you for reminding me I’m not alone and other people have been through stuff like this, it’s easy to get sucked into a black hole and feel completely alone. God bless both of you. George, ek sien Oom is ook Afrikaans. Ek ook, wat is die kanse dat ek in een van my mense vas loop op die internet? Dankie vir Oom se woorde. 🙏🏼
@josephb6035
2 жыл бұрын
That really blows ,the medical establishment is more concerned with making cash, it's those not so connected that can really make a change
@tytaylor8762
Жыл бұрын
Last year I was diagnosed with stage 4 colon cancer and my other half left because of the illness. I was hurt and angry that someone I loved could just walk away when I needed them most. I'm much better now and stronger and I'm beating the cancer. Thanks for this song
@thisdeaddog
Жыл бұрын
Relatable senbding condolences. Dealing with relapsed lymphoma with secondary testicular. After telling the woman i wanted to only fight for to love she decided To ghost. Meeting her truly was the only time i felt the courage strength and happiness for a possible future, today i sit empty , again. Idk what to even do anymore. I pray for your recovery
@glamwithrichelriann
Жыл бұрын
@@thisdeaddog and @Ty Taylor I have no words. That's horrible what you've both been through. I'm so sorry. This World can be so dark and nasty. I'm so happy you are beating it the cancer Ty and I am 🙏🏻 praying for recovery for both of you!!!!! Keep on fighting. Best wishes!!!
@pseudomonasaeruginosa4104
Жыл бұрын
Keep fighting! ❤
@PayStayed775
Жыл бұрын
Bless you Brother!
@4588ron
Жыл бұрын
You're not alone brother. Let music and love be the bridge for your spirit to fly.
@debraann3515
Ай бұрын
I raised a 46 year old special needs son. Who was my everything kept me busy made me feel useful and showed me love every day. I tried to make sure he was happy as much as I could because his dad left when he found out about the needs. About four years ago he passed away, and I felt like I died too. because then I was left alone and felt like I had no more purpose. Namely friend I had passed away also about three weeks after, so I also had no one to talk to my son loved church in music. Before he died, I made sure he was baptized which everyone said it was necessary. And when I have learned, I’m trying to get back to living is that God is my inspiration and my purpose was to lean on him and know that he has a reason for me. And I still have to remind myself of that every day. These days I go down my phone list to call people which most of the time they’re busy or no answer lol. So I sit back and just talk to God and pray for his peace and show me my purpose and help me to be useful. Hope there’s no typos in here cause I’m not going to rewrite it, but thanks.
@user-nv8mw8hb2t
Ай бұрын
Let the typos be, what you expressed is beautiful ❤
@memz-r4u
Ай бұрын
😂
@sharronrosey
Ай бұрын
Your beautiful son was going to heaven with or without baptism❤. Don't worry about man made traditions. May God's loving arm's be with you always. What a dedicated and loving Mom and person you are❤
@user-fu9pk6eh5d
29 күн бұрын
@@debraann3515 I feel you. I am so sorry for the loss of a Child. You wrote something that hit me like when I lost my little Brother and my best friend,my mother 2 yrs later. Tried to kill myself and maybe I can't stop the down pour, I will will walk with you in the rain, my friend. Keep fighting. The Sun will shine again. God Bless you. P.S. I love alone ,no family to speak of and I also talk to God all day.❣️
@laurencaruso-samuelson2313
17 күн бұрын
I lost my husband in 1986 I was 29 he was 30. We had a son he was 2 years old at the time his father died and I was pregnant with our second child a girl, Ruby. I threw myself into work, bought a sports bar and worked like an animal for the next 15 years I never really went through the grieving process I kept pushing it back. So about 20 years later I had a nervous breakdown. I just wanted to drive my car into a brick wall and nobody would let me. So you know it can manifest itself at different times in different ways. Emotional trauma can become depression or not. For me it was erasing the pain. In order to do that I needed to stop feeling. So I took anything I could till I couldn't feel anymore. I almost couldn't feel myself into a pine box. Today it's a much different story. I got myself the help I so desperately needed. I'll be 68 in a month, remarried 5 years ago, and I allow myself to feel everything. I can process feelings now. And I'm a better person for it
@elizabethjones2088
11 ай бұрын
Just remember these words It’s not you who wants to die It’s the illness trying to kill you These words are the reason I am still alive to write and share this. You are not alone x
@namelia4439
9 ай бұрын
Thank you. Thank you for this astonishingly simple yet life changing statement. It seems like it should’ve been so obvious all these many years now that I’ve read your words…w all my heart and soul, thank you, thank you, THANK YOU!!!!!! Keep fighting to LIVE!!!!!
@HallieBunch
9 ай бұрын
Now
@nitinbalyan1023
9 ай бұрын
@@namelia4439❣️❣️
@alishour5519
9 ай бұрын
God it hurts I don't want to continue it's not the song it's the pain
@RobbyFoster-io8nj
9 ай бұрын
Okay brother I Ben there too many times to count but I came to realize it's only darker from the inside out but at the same time we learn from those darkest moments we over come an you will to and who ever else reads this just know there is a light 🕯️
@Starrytchi
2 жыл бұрын
I lost both of my parents to Covid last year, two weeks apart. It was so hard for the first 6 months. I was 15, man. (Now 16) No kid should ever lose their parents that young. But I’ve managed after a deep depression that somehow didn’t take my life. (Ruined my grades though haha) The sun turned black for 6 months, but it shined again and I’m okay now. Well, maybe not fully, but I’m getting there. I love you mom and dad, and I’ll see you again my loved ones.
@Cookiecutter160
2 жыл бұрын
Bless you
@c.carrillo7813
2 жыл бұрын
You sound incredibly strong. 15 is so young to endure such hardship, but hopefully, by the sounds of it, you will share your struggles and be relatable to people that need support the most. Making your existence so valuable. Best of luck 🙏
@Robinhood179
2 жыл бұрын
Lost my mom to Covid and almost my dad at the same time but he pulled through. I feel your pain with my mom though. I still dream about her weekly.
@Starrytchi
2 жыл бұрын
@@Robinhood179 - I am so sorry you've experienced this pain, too. It sucks and makes you angry at the world. I dream about my dad mainly almost nightly, but my mom does appear every other dream with them in it. I was closer with my dad.
@Starrytchi
2 жыл бұрын
@@c.carrillo7813 - Thank you so so much, you have no idea how much that means to me. Just,, thank you, that's all I can really say.
@breanna8090
8 ай бұрын
It takes a very very special person to be called 3 days in a row from a suicidal friend. A depresssd person who would be too shamed and embarrassed to call anybody but the suicide hotline , you must be an amazing amazing friend. God bless you. For a depressed person to not be ashamed to call you 3 days in a row they must know you can be trusted at every single cost and you are indeed a special human. I don’t know anyone like you. I wish I did. You don’t know how valued and special you are. I hope you read this.
@cannon-grahammusic9800
8 ай бұрын
Thank you for your kind words Breanna❤️
@elizeocardosodejesus8612
7 ай бұрын
Jesus loves you and wants to save you. He died on the cross to free us from sin and hell. He loves you and wants to change your life. If you feel like receiving him as your Savior in your heart, just say from your heart and confess with your mouth: Lord Jesus, I accept you as my only and sufficient savior, write my name in the book of life and cell with your blood and forgive my sins, change my life, amen. Big hug family ❤. Jesus loves you
@elizeocardosodejesus8612
7 ай бұрын
JESUS LOVES YOU ❤!
@barbaramelville337
2 ай бұрын
😢😢😢 thank you for the message 😢😢
@emilu1281
Ай бұрын
I'll help you back when the sun turns black 🙏 retired military veteran. Thank you so so much. I needed you tonight.
@janpierce6791
9 ай бұрын
We lost our 32 yr old grandson last week the Lord’s peace is all that’s getting us through.
@darrenmaples6367
9 ай бұрын
A peace that surpasses all understanding. God bless you and your family. 🙏
@pattyrice2683
9 ай бұрын
So very sorry for your loss
@maebird920
9 ай бұрын
I’ve found my dark place . Looking for the sun again😮
@danielmeliet3997
9 ай бұрын
God bless you and keep you. May the lord bring you peace. I’m deeply sorry for your loss. I’ve always believed my super power was being the biggest empath I’ve ever known I cry when others cry and can feel anyone’s pain. Keep going. You will see him again. This life isn’t the end it’s just a step.
@SpeedDemon1152
9 ай бұрын
I’m sorry for your loss, god bless my friend and have a safe life
@marshabailey4484
Жыл бұрын
My sun was black from 2017 to 2020. I'm an alcoholic and I've been sober since December 3, 2020. It was a horrible life I was living. Depression is all consuming. Thank you for giving us an outlet. You are definitely a blessing. Thank you!
@blbrookover
Жыл бұрын
Stay strong on your journey. ❤
@terri1047
Жыл бұрын
Congratulations on the stop drinking It's ur first bid step
@patsybensend
Жыл бұрын
Congrats on your sobriety !! Hang in there ONE MINUTE at a TIME, someone will always be there… reach out anytime you need
@SB-ew9dx
Жыл бұрын
Stay strong and that is not easy reach out if needing help..
@carriegarrison5378
11 ай бұрын
Alcoholism is so very painful for the addict and more so to the loved one. Semi colon tattoos are mental health awareness. Suicide. Depression. Anxiety
@AntonioSantos-os8fx
2 жыл бұрын
The sun turned black for me and my wife when we lost our 6 year old daughter to cancer and it is still very much so. Great song man.
@AimeeAimee444
2 жыл бұрын
😔 Sending you both love and prayers.
@msoperator510
2 жыл бұрын
Heartfelt Condolences to you, your wife, & family. 🌷
@YOURGR8
2 жыл бұрын
God Bless you and your family
@rachellbrown7951
2 жыл бұрын
So very sorry. I definitely feel your pain. I too struggle everyday from the loss of my only child. She was 9 years old and she died in an auto accident. 1 year before her death, I lost my mother. Then again, 2 years after my daughter died, I lost my dad. It’s definitely not an easy journey, but GOD!!!
@JackBQuick79
2 жыл бұрын
Damn Antonio, i too am a father. Its impossible for me to understand what u are feeling. But i know what its like to love like that. U have my empathy. I wish i could hug you bro.
@markde3688
20 күн бұрын
I've been struggling for years fighting an overwhelming feeling of sadness, after my friend with ptsd hung himself after calling me ,(I didn't answer) ..I didn't want to live anymore, I found Christ ,put him in my heart and now I'm much better and will dwell under the shadow of the almighty ...thank you for yr song ,I feel yr pain ..love you brother
@brycewhitney8556
2 ай бұрын
What helps me when the sun is black is focusing on jesus because while the world might change, He doesn't ever change. I know His love for me is great because He gave His life on the cross
@AlinaRobinson-ns6uc
2 ай бұрын
Hand it over to our father no need to hang on to bitterness love you brother ❤
@AlinaRobinson-ns6uc
2 ай бұрын
Right on
@juliepurtell5012
Ай бұрын
@brycewhitney8556 underrated comment. God bless you, man! 🙏
@amandafritz5675
Жыл бұрын
I was diagnosed with major depressive disorder in 1995. In 1997, my uncle promised we would beat depression together as he believed depression was part of the devil. 4 days later he was found in his apartment from suicide. To this day, I still remember his last words to me and hold on to my end of our promise. 25 years and still hard some days.
@michaelengelberth4513
Жыл бұрын
dont ever give up do it for him man
@ImHalfHearted1987
Жыл бұрын
Don't give up I believe in you! Stay strong, stable and HAPPY!
@musm1988
Жыл бұрын
I’m sooooo sorry about your uncle. Suicide is so devastating.
@davidleclair5155
Жыл бұрын
Don't give up. I lost my mother to this as a young boy. Whoever you've lost. Would never wish for you to dwell on and live your live based on their death or suffering. Help who you can and do your best.👏
@Tony-df7bz
Жыл бұрын
🙏🏼😍
@Josiah_Heesen
8 ай бұрын
I’m not very happy that KZitem age-restricted this video when teenagers are some of the people who should hear it the most!
@FrancineFriedman-ny8bi
Ай бұрын
God be with this young man and let him feel your love and support and let him feel serenity and peace...Amen 🙏
@annsjoholm7310
9 ай бұрын
My brother committed suicide 4 months ago, we both come from an abusive family, i could talk about it, heal. He couldn't. I've been on my knees but feel his presence somehow. The feeling of hope is coming, life is so fragile, both fantastic and cruel. Thank you for this song ❤️.
@missclassy2878
8 ай бұрын
I’m so sorry
@annsjoholm7310
8 ай бұрын
@@missclassy2878 Thank you 🙏
@reid6usaf_651
8 ай бұрын
I’m so sorry, may he rest in peace 😔
@annsjoholm7310
8 ай бұрын
@@reid6usaf_651 Thank you 🙏
@EverythingxBeautiful
8 ай бұрын
My prayers are with you 🕊️ My sister put a .32 in her mouth when she was 21 and my Mom tried to take her life so many times,about the 3rd attempt we were in ICU and she was conscious but incubated, and I went off yelling at her why? Why? do you want to leave me so badly? Don’t you love me? If I have to be on this earth and suffer you have to suffer with me ! I think you’re being selfish ,only thinking about yourself and your feelings, what about the feelings of the people that love you? The people that will be hurt alone and heartbroken because of your actions. Then I asked her if it hurt (she sliced her wrists took pills and was in a ice cold bathtub for 2 days) technically she was DOA but the hospital tried a new tx to rewarm a hypothermic body, they said possibility of brain damage from bodies methane gases, remarkably she had no brain damage . She nodded her head yes that the suicide attempt hurt. I said Good! Are you going to try to do it again? She shook her head no. lol She never tried to kill her self again and she died a few years later from a massive brain hemorrhagic stroke. Cemeteries aren’t for the dead, they’re for the living . I pray for your healing and recovery 🙏🙏🙏✝️
@user-ol8do5ee7f
3 ай бұрын
My 31 yr old son passed 14 months ago , his father's fault and i am still in a sort of denial. I have several close friends i confide in and cry to. I work planting seeds and plants in my yard and it makes me feel better to nurture them. I am filling photo albums with my son's photos. I also pray many prayers and pray the Rosary daily. Thank you for helping depressed people like me.
@pointlesslab4179
2 ай бұрын
So sorry. You can still be a light to people around you and you can wield it more strongly when you’ve come through a dark place.
@kitamccleary6597
2 ай бұрын
@@pointlesslab4179 wow, that is powerful. Yes, it is very true as well. Thank you for your wisdom.
@gildaniels8503
Ай бұрын
Please if at all possible, try to eliminate the concept of fault. It will free and empower all you do to heal and true healing will come completely, naturally, and blessedly. Love conquers all, you are loved
@gildaniels8503
Ай бұрын
Please if at all possible, try to eliminate the concept of fault. It will free and empower all you do to heal and true healing will come completely, naturally, and blessedly. Love conquers all, you are loved
@iloveyousoniwillneverleave9653
8 ай бұрын
this, as some random 14 year old kid, made me realize how little i know and how much i have yet to feel and learn at a time where i really needed it. Thanks dude, beautiful song and I hope everything's okay for you in life.
@sofia_darksoul
8 ай бұрын
as a 14 yr old person, i never saw another 14 yr old being so mature
@iDxnii.
8 ай бұрын
@@sofia_darksoul As a 16 year old person, I consider this 14 year old to be more matured than me
@pi3.14etc
8 ай бұрын
im 14 too. i feel like its the age where we really start to grow up and be accepted as a teenager. like yeah we are legally teenagers at 13 but 14 is just when we start to mature. i hope no one has to relate to this song but i know some people will and thats okay (sorry if this comment makes no sense)
@cockstealer
7 ай бұрын
As some random 14 year old, i hate my life. It's painful and I don't want to deal with school anymore. Last year was the best year of my entire life so far and this year is already looking down. Keep your life on a good track, cause when you're in a deep state you can never recover.
@iloveyousoniwillneverleave9653
7 ай бұрын
@@cockstealer bro i promise you no matter what has happened things will be better of all the things i could promise thats the one i'd emphasize the most. with time and life's trials people learn everything they know about life and i promise you one day if you never give up you'll learn and see for yourself based from those lessons things do get better you just gotta keep going and keep fighting for a view from the top
@JennyNel-yr7hd
Ай бұрын
Dear Father God, I Pray for all the lonely and those in their darkest hour. I Pray that you lift them up Lord Jesus, you were at your darkest hour on the Cross. Your Grace and mercy is sufficient, Amen
@stevewayne3676
Ай бұрын
Amen!
@lindapowell2397
Ай бұрын
In Jesus name 🙏 helps me out o f this depression 😢
@TheGreenGuy78
Ай бұрын
Amen. Thank you.
@thevoidbelow
Ай бұрын
amen
@BRENDAROTH-jd9kk
Ай бұрын
Amen
@KaylanKid
8 ай бұрын
I'm 17 and been fighting depression for 6 years, and I tried committing suicide last year but my brother talked me out of it. And I really needed to hear this tonight thanks so much
@oj_uice_4416
7 ай бұрын
From a stranger to another i love you brother keep ur head up high. Whats helped me thru my own tribulations was thinking of my loved ones and thinking how hard itd be for them. Last thing i wanna do is hurt them in such a way. You are loved and will be missed dont ever forget that. Again love you brother stay strong ur still young and have much to live
@inabil7547
7 ай бұрын
I'm 17 too. I am having a hard time. No one is supportive. It's hurting. I guess we should strive strive and strive . Love you brother.
@oj_uice_4416
7 ай бұрын
@inabil7547 you can do it man. I believe in you🖤🖤
@camdentrosclair2360
7 ай бұрын
Your loved bro, never forget that
@Adventist1997
7 ай бұрын
Get in line scrub... I've been fighting all my life and I'm 28. 😎 Seriously though, I can't help but feel like no one has ever actually cared about me and I feel like I wouldn't be missed at times.
@sonjadunning1579
2 жыл бұрын
A few years ago I lost my home my husband my job and a couple of weeks after that my eighteen year old son died in a car accident. I never felt that kind of pain in my life and it took me awhile but somehow I made it here to share this with you and anyone who might need to read it. You would be surprised how much strength you really have . I've found some much needed grief counseling and time really made a whole world of difference.
@cooperthomas2278
Жыл бұрын
I’m realy sorry to hear that that sounds horrible
@ad7my2
Жыл бұрын
I’m soo happy you made it and you are really strong thanks for sharing your story ❤
@zitofan4life
Жыл бұрын
I hope you are well. Take care
@mage1439
Жыл бұрын
There are no words for what you've been through, but I hope you see that number of likes and see that at least that many people have thought of you with love.
@MidwestMotor
Жыл бұрын
Bless you! Well, I lost my religion a long time ago but if I had some kind of power I would reverse all this and take all your pain & confusion away! I wish I could hug you and just listen to your story. I don't get life and seen too much. Now all I can do is try to help and consul people. Hang in there please. I'm trying to also.....
@rebeccalape8423
Жыл бұрын
The saddest part of my life. I lost my mom at 14 and my dad at 15. Glad the sun came back out for me. I would imagine saying goodbye to a child so much harder. My heart goes out to those parents.
@MissingSean
Жыл бұрын
You sound like a very humble, kind and wise person. I get the impression your parents were pretty great.
@michelledupuis123
11 ай бұрын
You are a beautiful soul! ❤🕯️🙏🏼
@ruthgray1930
11 ай бұрын
I lost my son to cancer December 27th 2020. My sun still isn’t out, he was 33
@ravenw.navarre9718
19 сағат бұрын
Thank you for your beautiful song and beautiful words!!! I have fought depression for 70 years now. My time When The Sun Turned Black, was when I lost my grandson. All that could help me was my friends, family, and time... God Bless you in your work dear child, it is important that we spread the word. I definitely shared this to my Facebook timeline!!
@aliciachapman8992
Жыл бұрын
It takes a pure loving heart to help someone from darkness while you're suffering yourself.. you'll be blessed.. God is using you
@austinhowland7221
Жыл бұрын
Hi Alicia where are you from.?
@Derrick-ve7pd
11 ай бұрын
🙏 Amen
@M-Cub3d
5 ай бұрын
Im a survivor! Every one of you are valued and worth it ❤
@adrianhaynes5506
5 ай бұрын
1:44 been there myself one evening I'd end up with a mouthful of tramadol and codine over 60 pills in half of them in my mouth and a bottle of squash. Parked up behind the church where my grandmother is burried, a police officer pulled up alongside my car, sees me and all the pills spread out on the dashboard, Amazing grace blasting over the radio by brother called me worried about our mum and the fact she was suicidal after loosing her husband our dad. At the time we'd lost our garage MOT business to a massive fire Fighting a loosing battle with the insurance company . My brother at the time unaware he had made me jump spitting out the pills from my mouth
@rapperibrahim2182
4 ай бұрын
But it's still feel like I've already died inside 😶
@MrPetemay
4 ай бұрын
That's the best advice anyone can have. Survive first ❤️
@georgemurphy5061
9 ай бұрын
The SUN turned BLACK when my youngest SON died. God sent MERCY , GRACE & LOVE to soothe my soul. GOD'S LOVE ENDURES FOREVER.
@kirtitomar2962
9 ай бұрын
Virtual hugs to you. Your child is with God safe and fine. Stay strong just like you are rn. 💗
@Evsta
8 ай бұрын
I am VERY sorry that HAPPENED to you THAT sounds very TRAUMATIC I hope EVERYTHINGS ok
@tvthroughmusic
8 ай бұрын
God bless your son and may he stay within the lords presence ❤️❤️❤️🙏🙏🙏
@abbyechevarria5322
2 ай бұрын
The sun turned black for me when my son was murdered 2002. I thought my life was over. I went through horrible depression, but I got through it with God’s help keep praying and asking him to get me out of it to help me, but he is so good. He got me through it. I still have my moments his birthday holidays, but I always thank God.😔🙏
@theresanoblin7077
Жыл бұрын
At 15 years old I lost both my parents and brother in a car accident that I somehow lived through. We were on our way to say our goodbyes to my grandma who died 12 hours after the wreck. That was in 1996 and I still struggle with my depression and probably always will
@dinolisi9812
Жыл бұрын
Gezuz .. that’s brutal
@terrylynnwentworth1338
Жыл бұрын
I am so sorry that you had to experience that kind pain at such a young age, not many people experience grief from losing multiple very close family members all at once. I lost my father when I was 15, he was not only a great Dad- but sometimes he was like my mom also. I can't imagine how hard that must of been for u, your a very strong person & remember that your times of pain & struggle is what makes u who u are...
@terricollins6097
Жыл бұрын
I couldn’t imagine the pain you’ve been through so young. I am very sorry for your loss
@mfendel8461
Жыл бұрын
I’m so sorry you had to go through that so young . Your so strong ! ❤️❤️❤️
@777lancekoa8
Жыл бұрын
"The Lord is near to the brokenhearted, he saves those who are crushed in spirit." | 《Psalm 35:18》♡
@dulcikraut8213
11 ай бұрын
Prayers for everyone struggling. I have been struggling with PTSD, depression, anxiety and other dark thoughts since I was 15 years old. I am still hanging in here on earth at 59 years old only by God's grace. Thank you for sharing your song. There is always help out there if you just reach out for it. God bless
@ace-grip316
11 ай бұрын
Every day new day how you doing now
@chrisp.9172
11 ай бұрын
I'm 59 too! I've struggled with various problems too. Until I finally " let go" When I realized that most of my problems were of my own making. And also being victimized by abuse, but that just means to let go of the toxic people in your life. Hope all is we with you..
@sandraflowers1705
11 ай бұрын
My sun was black from 12 to 59. I'm 62 now. My mother stayed on her knees for many yrs.
@kimberlylynjamison8762
10 ай бұрын
59 here also. Mine started around 12.
@chrisp.9172
10 ай бұрын
@@kimberlylynjamison8762 Hope you're doing ok! You made it this far right? I'll just say don't dwell on the past too much. Though it's hard to forget. Count your blessings, look forward to tomorrow. The blessing that life is. I look at it like. Of course I want to see tomorrow whatever test God has in mind for me, be it good or bad! The mystery of that, is what I live for. Not for other people at all. If you ever need to chat, I'm here! God bless!
@teresaalspaugh1715
3 жыл бұрын
JESUS CHRIST is the only reason I am still here. God bless each and everyone who are on this channel and are hurting and suffering for what ever the reason. I Love you all
@garyalberici784
3 жыл бұрын
Teresa God bless you & yes Jesus is the answer he never fails us 🙏🙏🙏
@lacyjackson3895
3 жыл бұрын
Thank you
@Sissy7707
3 жыл бұрын
I LOVE YOU BACK,WE HAVE THE GRACE OF JESUS CHRIST WITH US.
@RRK88
3 жыл бұрын
God bless
@rhondasmith6749
3 жыл бұрын
That was beautiful and I cried. Thank you for sharing
@brendatank7222
9 күн бұрын
I'm almost 66 y/o . At the age of 11 was my first bought of depression. When my parents divorced and all 13 of us kids were separated into foster homes, and children's homes. Some of the kids went to homes that day. Some were lucky enough to get to stay together, but some of us weren't so lucky. We had a hard terrible life. We learned to live inside our selves, and not to ever let ourselves be hurt again. I have 3 children that I would give my life for, plus grandchildren and gr8 grandchildren, that's how I learned to survive... I love ❤️ your song ty for sharing God bless you AMEN 🙏
@shawnaduffy1756
Жыл бұрын
My sun turned black when my son's lifeless body found. Arrested my eldest son for his murder. I went to inpatient care because I was not safe to be alone. I use music, I talk it out, and I have a great support system.
@cherylmontgomery2074
Жыл бұрын
Bless you 🙏❤️ xo #RIPMYBOY 🕊️ Casey Durham 🕊️ xoxo Love you so much miss you like nothing of this world 🌎 💔 xoxo 1985 _ 2022 .... God how I miss you man .. love always and until we see each other again { Moms } xoxo #Wareagle #Lookgoodfeelgood 🙏
@markkennedy4854
Жыл бұрын
That's terrible, the old story of Cain & Abel. So sorry for your loss & family tragedy. My mother was devastated when my younger brother Kevin died, even more devastated when her 5 yr old granddaughter was killed in a car accident. RIP Kevin & Rozlin "Rose" 🌹💔😥
@JaneDoe-jc3hw
Жыл бұрын
Found my 21 yr old son dead of a gunshot wound Aug 31 will be a yr. I want to die everyday. Faith is getting me through.
@BARTOZZI-OFFICIAL
Жыл бұрын
Take as good care of yourself as you can. No words...
@andreasullivan2419
Жыл бұрын
I hope its getting better for you Im here if you need to talk. I've been through similar
@rightinthedome9973
2 жыл бұрын
I've struggled with depression most of my life, I'm 29 now and I was ready to give up. Then I learned about the thief on the cross and found Matthew 11:28 "come to me all who are burdened and I will give you rest" and I gave my life to Jesus and my sun hasn't been black since.
@rhaeshajeannkoba2010
2 жыл бұрын
🙏🏽💚
@flex7922
2 жыл бұрын
🙏❤️✝️
@zachstolp8349
2 жыл бұрын
Amen 🙏🏻
@jamclibusmar
2 жыл бұрын
That is what we all need to do. Jesus is the answer for any problem we face.
@flex7922
2 жыл бұрын
@@jamclibusmar Amen
@hannahjackie1679
8 ай бұрын
I am 16 and fighting mental illness, this song is so powerful and I feel like I needed to hear it. Thank you, my friend. I really appreciate all you do for people out there and I'm sorry to hear your story.
@erikeriks
8 ай бұрын
I know these words may not be of any help to you but I'd strongly advise you to talk about it. Learn to be at peace with yourself. You're still young and you've got a life ahead of you that only you can live. Take care and you'll be fine as long as you have faith in God and most importantly as far as depression goes faith in yourself. You can do this.
@missclassy2878
8 ай бұрын
Hey im 16 and battling stuff too. We’re in this together bro.
@Ziro_kun
8 ай бұрын
Breathe air
@crazybanguru1096
8 ай бұрын
Kid is depressed for silly reasons 🤣 go outside kid.. and see their are many people who is suffering and ur problems are nothing infront of them including mine..
@fluxx8057
8 ай бұрын
@@crazybanguru1096u sound very lonely and insecure. Hope god does good with u
@barbaratankersley7117
Ай бұрын
Just started praising our lord and Savior Jesus CHRIST
@DecayingCaprisunz777
Ай бұрын
Im so proud of u most importantly God is proud of u keep going God and Jesus Christ loves u repent and give ur life to Christ Amen Amen :))🙏🙏✝️✝️💗🤍🤍♥️♥️💕💕💜💜❤️❤️💙💙💚🩵🩵🩵💛💛🎀🎀🙏🙏✝️✝️
@user-jy2hr3zt5h
Ай бұрын
Amen
@The-Void-Official
Ай бұрын
God doesn't exist. He's just an imagination.
@The-Void-Official
Ай бұрын
God is just a pigment of your guys imagination.
@DecayingCaprisunz777
Ай бұрын
@@The-Void-Official I believe he is real but I respect ur opinions 🙏✝️👍
@markkennedy4854
Жыл бұрын
If you have never personally dealt with depression, you have no idea how devastating it can be. I have been dealing with depression since 2001, I have been taking several types of anti-depressants over the past 22 yrs & I still have suicidal thoughts almost every single day. The sad part of our society is that most people don't recognize depression as a sickness, but see it as a weakness ☹️
@sixlbballz
Жыл бұрын
Hang in there it will be okay❤
@ruthparks5120
Жыл бұрын
Depression is a disease that can sometimes lead to death. 😮 If someone has never experienced chronic pain, grief, domestic violence, or depression, they really have no business commenting about it--bc they just sound silly, and it annoys the person that IS going through it. From the outside looking in --each of those problems seem fairly easy to deal with; but, as you know, when one is going through it themselves, there are many factors that an outsider fails to consider. 😮
@karimatheny6579
Жыл бұрын
Thank you for saying that. I needed to hear it today. And you said it perfectly. 💜
@sandralukaszek2562
Жыл бұрын
I also have depression is doing pull my self out other information cry every DAY MY HUSBAND IS ALWAYS DRUNK HE HIT ME FOR THE FIRST TIME AFTER 42 YEARS I CALLED THE POLICE I'M SO SAD I DIDN'T HAVE HIM ARRESTED GOD BLESS SANDY
@genocash8436
Жыл бұрын
You are right. If I say losing my spouse of 20 years, almost ended my life by my own hands..I was selfish. Because of that I’m here. Not by choice just didn’t want my legacy being a p’ssy. Day by day I’m going
@JoshDixon-q1o
2 ай бұрын
As a life long search and rescue/ EMT rescuer I've seen kids die and had my bouts with PTSD . Struggled with it , alcohol abuse , suicidal tendencies. My only advice is look around you . Life is wonderful if you can see it. Get a dog go for a hike know that you are never alone. We only live once why waste it?
@sonyacollins8327
2 ай бұрын
It's hard..daily struggle but my dogs help get me up...😔
@margothall5510
2 ай бұрын
You touched my heart, Josh. My son has been an EMT, SAR and now a nurse. He doesn’t talk to me and now, from reading what you wrote, my darkest fears have been realized. Hang in there Josh, life is really really good. I guess the biggest thing I could say is this, look around you what do you see? Each time you feel sad or lonely or whatever around you what do you see? Living in the moment is really powerful powerful thing embrace because I suffered from depression for 32 years and it was hell. I climbed out of that devastating hole and I am so grateful to know that life is really really good! When my housemate was alive, he told me that his sponsor said, “ every day is Christmas”….. and it truly is. Know that your loved ❤
@thomassonnathan
9 ай бұрын
My mother passed away when I was 12. It was such an emotional roller coaster for anyone especially as a preteen. When she was in the ICU fighting for her life in a coma due to diabetes complications, all of my aunts and uncles on my father’s side were present and I decided to kneel down on her bedside on the cold hospital floor and sing a song she always sang to me when I was young. It was Amazing Grace. When I got to the second verse of the song, she woke up out of the coma right then and there and sang the song with me as best as she could. Unfortunately a few days later she went to her home in Heaven but I was still left alone it felt like. I began to search for love in all the wrong places, took advantage of girls my age and developed an addiction to pornography (which I still fight to this day). I am now 31 and happily married with a beautiful 5 year old girl and I think of that story of singing to my mother and her waking up as a reminder that I can find peace in the midst of very difficult times because of God’s Amazing Grace. Love you all and please reach out to others if you are struggling, and reach out to those who are struggling.
@Flawgore
8 ай бұрын
You should be very proud of yourself mate, the fact you're still up and fighting and with a little one of your own shows you what type of man you are. Very well done
@ljsart8405
8 ай бұрын
this made me cry. i’m so sorry, i can’t even imagine the pain you felt
@thomassonnathan
8 ай бұрын
@@ljsart8405I’m sorry I made you cry 😢 I just wanted to hopefully encourage others that have experienced similar traumas. I chose, by the grace of God, to turn my past hurts into future positives.
@thomassonnathan
8 ай бұрын
@@Flawgoreappreciate the kind words brother
@ljsart8405
8 ай бұрын
@@thomassonnathan no it’s all good :) you don’t have to apologize. i’m just an emotional person 😂
@MamaRutyof9
7 күн бұрын
The song is so beautiful and definitely a tearjerker! ♥️ I lost my husband this January 15 due to cancer and still today it hurts so bad! I see him everywhere in our home. 😢 I hurt bc although I was in the same room I fell asleep and when I woke up he was already gone. How I wish I was awake to hold his hands and one more time say to him “I love you so much my Bubba!” 😭. There are days I just wanna give up but the only thing that holds me together is the strength I get thru my Lord and Savior. I wish God had told me it wld be his last night with me. 😭. Blessings to all! 🙏
@debbie960
Жыл бұрын
I'm 61 and lived with depression all of my life. The worst time for me was when I was 40. I had the end of my life all planned out. My daughter came over that night for a visit and spent the night talking to me, so my time passed. What has helped me get out of the darkness first, was music, and medicine, and there was a forum I hung out in called wing of madness. As I started to get a little past the deepest despair, I was glad I didn't kill myself. I was able to finally notice the blue sky, the flowers and their vivid colors. Just little things I would have missed. I really have to end this saying that music was my huge crutch. I'm still on meds 21 years later, and though I would prefer not to have to be on them, I found out the hard way that I can't do without them. For anyone that is in the pit of despair, it really does get better, find your crutch, your outlet, and stand strong.
@karimatheny6579
Жыл бұрын
❤❤❤❤❤
@Lineproof
Жыл бұрын
if anti-depressants, just know you’ll never get off them if you keep using them. They’re ineffective as a treatment
@debbie960
Жыл бұрын
@Lineproof yeah, I'll never be able to get off them, I tried and it was a horrible failure. Others can be on awhile and get off them, and others recover from depression without any meds. I wish I was that person! 😊
@meilinlani3439
Жыл бұрын
I feed people. I give them resources if they don't have them. Sometimes coats. Homeless people. I like cooking Big at Thanksgiving and going to different parks and feeding people. I gather toys and stuff thru the year for kids around me I know won't get much if anything. Food baskets for families and the elderly. Thats what we did. Now, I try to continue what we started. I will always try to give out love and a sandwich. Along with prayers for a better life and understanding of You Lord.
@meilinlani3439
Жыл бұрын
Amen.
@howto...804
Жыл бұрын
Literally being in nature is one of the very best remedies for when the sun turns black. Being next to your fur baby or another animal if you don't have one helps you feel not so alone. Sending loving and healing vibes to all..... Hold on. Hold on hard. Someday it will all be okay.
@cRyS112
Жыл бұрын
True. Lost now my two fur babies. My 8 months old died from a vet mistake. My first one, 2 years old now, life also took it away from me. He still lives with my ex. After 5 years I was cheated and he decided to switch me for his new virtual girlfriend. I had to move out, lost the house I thought was ours, the friends, the city. Everything had to change in just a couple of weeks. It hurts so much. I just wish I could have my fur babies again to help me through it... losing everything you cared is just horrible, i thought therapy could help, but at the end it all comes on how you deal with your pain. And it is so much...
@luke8222
Жыл бұрын
@cRyS112 I'm so sorry. You will find new love and companions. Trust in life's beautiful endless possibilities. Remeber every action changes you and your life.
@luke8222
Жыл бұрын
@@cRyS112.
@judyhoffman7290
Жыл бұрын
O
@angelatacy5929
Жыл бұрын
Amen !!!
@velmaperez4476
Жыл бұрын
I lost my husband 12 years ago in a motorcycle accident. It was so difficult for my daughter and I. I turned to God and took one day at a time. Still now I have strong faith. I never gave up. The memories keep me living on🙏🏼🙏🏼
@bubbahodge2197
Жыл бұрын
I lost my wife in a motorcycle accident September 20, 2014.
@barbaramelville337
2 ай бұрын
So sorry for your loss 🙏🙏🙏 ers for your healing 💝🙏🙏😢😢
@barbaramelville337
2 ай бұрын
@@bubbahodge2197omg my heart bleeds for you so sorry for your loss prayers 🙏🙏 sent for your healing 💝🙏🙏🙏
@barbaramelville337
2 ай бұрын
@@bubbahodge2197so sorry for your 💔💔💔 loss 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 prayers sent 🙏
@calhuizenga
12 сағат бұрын
finally coming to fully know what David was saying in the book of Psalms with this verse: I am fearfully and wonderfully made. You knit me together in my mothers womb. One of a kind and ireplacable
@dylanbennett6822
8 ай бұрын
This song hit close to home for me, it’s beautiful. I lost my mom when I was 15 and for the majority of the years after were spent suppressing my emotions to make myself believe I was okay, I didn’t want to just grow up after that. It ultimately did hit when I was 17, and I fell into a depressive episode and it was hard to get out because I spent so long pushing it away instead of dealing with it. I wanted to take my life but I couldn’t because I promised my mom on her death bed I wouldn’t. I’m 18 now and it will never stop hurting but it does get easier. I am proud of everyone here, I’m proud of you. Reach out, you are not a burden. One step at a time.
@animeanime9681
8 ай бұрын
Hug. You need to be hugged... or I need to hug you
@andreistefan812
8 ай бұрын
you are a brave soul! You will have your peace of mind don't worry❤️
@gtapartyboys7911
8 ай бұрын
I know life can be hard and I’m prob the mil person to say this but it’s true, life gets better follow Jesus Christ the lord of lords
@noonelikesthis
8 ай бұрын
I feel this. Lost my mom 3/18/20 and not a day goes by that I still don’t feel broken. It’s been almost 4 dark years for me. We didn’t get to say goodbye to her bc of Covid. I have so many regrets. I haven’t been the same since that day. It was like a piece of me died with her.
@augustt1853
8 ай бұрын
hey, I'm 17 too and it hits differently this year. seems to be a diabolic age. tell me if you want to chat
@flexx2252
8 ай бұрын
Before you even started singing i dropped a like, no one is alone, no one, ever. We are in this world together, so we help each other, period.
@user-gm6lm5xr1u
5 ай бұрын
It's been black & hopeless for too long. I'm only here for my very young granddaughter, I'm her hero and I can't bare to hurt her
@Donna-ep6yr
4 ай бұрын
Somewhere, some far distance - someone is glad you’re trying. ❤ you are a hero ….for a continuing to be.
@gmac8395
4 ай бұрын
She's needs u as much as u need her. Trust in the signs he is giving u. Listen .
@CalmStrategyGame-wy6wc
Күн бұрын
I purposely fell on my buck knife that i had on my carotid artery. It went in about an inch and i never bled a drop. Completely missed the artery. I got up off the ground to go take a shower. I collected knife blades and whittled handles for them. On my way out of the bathroom, my bag hit the door and Hut the main vein in myy right thigh. That bad boy was in there deep. It jumped with every heartbeat. That scared me worse than all 13 of my attempts to 'go on permanent vacation '. I have rope burns on my neck from a few if those attempts. It's been 5 years since my last attempt. I've told my story at church and celebrate recovery and we had quite a few rededications and about 20 baptisms. God is so good. Michelle A March -Collier
@charliemybestfriend
Жыл бұрын
Last year I lost my boyfriend of 20 years. His family took everything and put me my dog & 3 cats out. We are struggling but we are still together. My sun is still black. My fur babies are what's getting me through this & GOD keeps helping us survive together. ❤️
@alien-vc6lk
Жыл бұрын
Ur not alone I'm currently homeless with my little brother and our three cats Our mom throw us out after she got Married to her new husband, Always remember God is with you at all times
@annelee8052
Жыл бұрын
that's terrible! praying for you. what type of monsters would do that??? and to top it all off, they kick your children out as well. don't worry, God is a God of recompense - they'll get exactly what they deserve.
@JayJay-_
Жыл бұрын
you are never homeless if you can find home within yourself.. you might be houseless for now, but not everyone lives in a house anyway
@asmitsharma70
Жыл бұрын
@@alien-vc6lk damn
@ilovemelodyjane
Жыл бұрын
May you find strength. I can't imagine. 😪
@Mommommommommom
11 ай бұрын
My moment is right now. I’m listening to your song as I sit at my husband’s grave. It’s been 4 months now without him and I’m still having to remind myself to breathe in and out. 💔❤️🩹
@chrisp.9172
10 ай бұрын
I'm so sorry for your loss! It's almost to soon to offer comforting words. Idk where in the grieving process you are but let me feel you they bounce around, you can go from Angry to sad in 1/2 day! Be strong, think of good memories, and blessings always. " I pray the good Lord may asuiage the anguish of your bereavement"
@priscillac3825
10 ай бұрын
Thinking of and praying for you!
@samuelradford6506
10 ай бұрын
Boo freaking hoo
@whoisharo4689
9 ай бұрын
My hands on your back. Youre not alone. Lost the only girl I loved to cancer at 31 without being able to tell her i loved her. I think of her weekly. Its unbearable sometimes.
@ChloePye89
9 ай бұрын
My heart hurts for you. I don’t think I can say anything to make you feel better but just know in time your heart will handle the hurt differently - your husband may not be physically with you but I promise you he is & he can hear you and your thoughts 🤍
@sheriduenes3686
Жыл бұрын
My sun turned black when I lost my son October 2022 to fentanyl poisoning and depression. Turned even blacker when I found out my brother sold it to him. I am now active in the fentanyl war that makes my son brighter. Great song hugs and prayers to you
@dv6496
Жыл бұрын
I am so sorry for your loss.
@aruchucky5060
Жыл бұрын
Stay strong Sheri, God will guide and bless you. Prayers to you.
@davidcampos268
Жыл бұрын
As a father, even the thought of what your going through hurts. with the utmost compation to your situation I am so sorry for your loss
@gizzyg5337
Жыл бұрын
I'm sorry for your loss I lost my husband in July.
@sheriduenes3686
Жыл бұрын
@@gizzyg5337 I'm so sorry
@charleanneeichler2028
8 күн бұрын
YOU............. you saved one tonight. Thank you for the words, the raw feelings and a glimmer of light.
@cannon-grahammusic9800
7 күн бұрын
You are so welcome! I am glad I could help! ❤️
@karendib
8 ай бұрын
I’ve been through a lot myself.. you saying the sun turning black really hit. I’m very thankful to be where I am today. Whoever you are, whatever you are going through.. please.. don’t give up on yourself. If ANYBODY read my comment, I’d appreciate you commenting or liking, maybe I needed to hear this message one day.. 🤍 Bless. Love. 🤍
@ClairePunako
8 ай бұрын
That's true there should be no age limit the best way to get past depression is to talk about it with someone you really trust
@ClairePunako
8 ай бұрын
Because watching another man sing a song about depression man and I cried about it all the video where everybody can see him that's true honesty right there that's really is a that's what people need to know how real people really are that way they can trust him and get past some of these things that we have in life instead of taking a pill or going to a hospital
@AnitaN.o.
8 ай бұрын
you're worth it, you can do it, never give up ❤ May God bless your beautiful soul
@earthtoleigh
7 ай бұрын
♥️♥️♥️♥️
@michaelkortez4936
2 жыл бұрын
It's important to note: once you get past depression you are so many times more stronger.
@Kimberly-ps5sq
2 жыл бұрын
Sometimes it's impossible to get past it 😢
@frankbolger1906
2 жыл бұрын
Kimberly you are so right. I am at my lowest tonight 🙏
@koguchipower4816
2 жыл бұрын
@@Kimberly-ps5sq Yeah I agree, I try keep my chin up and fight each day, I'm 38 and still fighting. It is a mental illness I don't think it does pass? its something we have to except and may have to live with forever.
@michaelkortez4936
2 жыл бұрын
@@Kimberly-ps5sq i don't think you can completely get rid of it because it is the way your mind tells you something is wrong much like how your body feels pain. I've gone through the big one s like heart break and insecurities I'm 1000 stronger after I figured it all out. Depression will always be apart of our lives but only pay it the attention it deserves "oh I feel bad I'm going to do something about" and no more👍
@Kimberly-ps5sq
2 жыл бұрын
@@frankbolger1906 thinking of you
@darlacase3415
11 ай бұрын
This hits too close to home. It's been 2 years since I had the gun in my hand. My sun is still black from time to time, but I'm still fighting ! Thank you for sharing your story
@mariomossi9000
11 ай бұрын
Stay strong brotha
@user-dq4gm1zc2d
10 ай бұрын
I had a gun to my head and pulled the trigger, but it had no ammo I thought it did
@darlacase3415
10 ай бұрын
@user-dq4gm1zc2d ... you are still here for a reason...I hope you've found some peace with whatever is hurting you so badly
@joseph8468
10 ай бұрын
Keep up the good fight.
@LUV733
9 ай бұрын
You are still here for a reason ❤ You are loved
@JanetRabuck
6 күн бұрын
I lost my husband of 36 yrs.of a stroke he was 87, my Sister in law 6 days later to cancer, my neice to cancer, my ex-husband whom I still loved (had two sons together married almost 20 yrs, he died of a stroke, then my Brother, my last living sibling also died of cancer all of these between Feb of 2023 and August of 2022 and then 3 friends the same year, and I was way beyond depressed I am still struggling but when I do I sleep with my husbands picture held to my heart every night and I talk constantly day and night while doing house work of out walking (live in the mountain and walk several times a day. I talk to God day and night, he has become my closest friend. I sing a lot as well and listen to music all night long as well. God bless you on your mission to help others through their darkness. Loved your song.
@elizabethroberts5577
8 ай бұрын
I so needed this song. I just got out of rehab for alcohol and haven't seen my daughter since 2/28/2023 I'm sober now (293 days) and am trying to gain her trust back. It's been so hard but I know it will be worth every tear I have knowing she will have the mom she deserves ❤️ ♥️
@wodandewael3613
8 ай бұрын
You deserve that, the courage to start stopping is a big one. I wish you the best with your daughter
@AnitaN.o.
8 ай бұрын
You can do it ❤ you're strong, way stronger than you think. Never give up please. It's worth the fight ❤ you're not alone. I love you
@sabinefanger827
8 ай бұрын
Numbers 6:26 KJV [26] The LORD lift up his countenance upon thee, and give thee peace. Love and blessings❤
@LittleMamato3
10 ай бұрын
Thank you for this song. My mom who was my best friend took her life Jan 4, 2011. I was the one that found her cold and deceased. I hate to admit there are few moments I remember from that night. The sun turned black for me that day but here I am almost 13 years later doing great. I’ve had my dark moments but kept fighting. Today I’m married with a family and happy for the most part. Hugs and love to all those who are in the dark moments. Hugs and love to everyone!! You are wanted and loved!
@denisewarmack47
9 ай бұрын
My Sun Turned Black Soooo many times in my 70 plus years.. With my brother taking his life at 32 years of age..I was 22..that there was a struggle for me..years of depression..I was pregnant at the time and also lost my baby at 7 months..a son..That put a double whammy on me..and in 2017..my best friend took her life..Still to this day.. I'm angry..sooo angry because she left me and so many behind. Dark days have seemed common in my life..But with each turmoil I face I believe with Jesus helping me I've been able to get up and try to continue my life..Until I'm called home Bless everyone
@zachjustman3109
9 ай бұрын
Im sorry to hear that. My sister took her life on November 12, 201à
@LUV733
9 ай бұрын
Sorry to hear of your very sad loss. My youngest brother took his life age 27. Life is never the same, but we carry them in our hearts and they can bring us deep strength at times to support others ❤
@susandittfield1507
9 ай бұрын
I have struggled with depression and anxiety disorder for multiple years. Now at almost 66 I find helpful to do self talk in my mirror. It can be about anything, the subjects. For me much of it was begging and pleading and analyzing my former drug use. Telling myself that I AM A GOOD PERSON AND I DESERVE BETTER. I also wrote a list of all good, positive healthy things
@susandittfield1507
9 ай бұрын
That I can do with me or with friends. I found that to be helpful. As much as it can hurt or feel impossible, PLEASE reach out to ppl or your pet even. Let them know exactly how you feel, thoughts of how it could be better. When you're stronger, reach out to someone who used to be where you are. Hugs are free, so reach out and share .
@lorim805
Жыл бұрын
I have to look for any signs of joy the Lord sends me. Sometimes it’s a butterfly, sometimes it’s feeding a squirrel, a storm, the laughter of a child ect. I fight depression daily but I find it is a lot harder to feel depressed when you’re constantly feeling grateful. God bless you 🙏❤️
@penpal83
Жыл бұрын
This happens to me too every day for 30 years.
@mattinthehat22
4 күн бұрын
My sun turned black more than once. Eclipses come & go. They are part of life here. YOU WILL BE ALRIGHT. You CAN handle it - whatever "IT" is. Know that. No matter what comes your way. YOU are amazing. YOU are the ONLY you. We all need you, whether we know it consciously or not. Thank you for being here. Thank you for being you. You are amazing!
@christinehebden4012
Жыл бұрын
Sharing for a very special, beautiful 9 year old girl who lost her dad to overdose less than 2 years ago and just lost her mom to suicide last week. There are no words in a time like this, and I can't speak for her but I imagine its hard to see a bright sun shining these days but people like you and this song are great ways to help with the healing process. Thank you
@uNkLeRaRa4
Жыл бұрын
Oh man.... That's so brutal... 🙏♥️🥺
@susanmcavoy9213
Жыл бұрын
😢❤
@susanmcavoy9213
Жыл бұрын
Please hug the little one.
@saraoldag9908
Жыл бұрын
I am the mama of a 7 yr old whom lost her dad to an od a little more than 2yrs ago. This hit me hard. The depths of pain is heart wrenching. I will be keeping her in my prayers a long time. It's so hard watching my daughter mourning and hurting. I cannot imagine the pain that would bring me to a place to leave and transfer mine. I'm sorry if I'm coming across insensitively. My daughter and I listened and then we read comments. She urged me to say something. And I'm fumbling to say. I am so so sorry. Just breathe. That's all that matters it's okay to not be okay and just breathe.
@countloco5362
Жыл бұрын
Damn I'm so sorry to hear that!
@bruhseriously2698
Жыл бұрын
You know it's a good song when you get a graphic warning
@Adelicows
Жыл бұрын
Every video about suicide that I have ever watched on youtube has had a warning
@chrissemenko628
Жыл бұрын
Big brother "protecting" us🙄
@Its_Zero_1
Жыл бұрын
@@Adelicows true
@codmw3921
Жыл бұрын
@Adeline I don't believe that the songs never too late - three days grace, coming down - Five Finger Death Punch or, 45 - shinedown have warnings (even though 45 isn't about suicide its commonly thought that it is)
@DGRIFF
Жыл бұрын
Twice. Lol
@user-ze2sf8mx5c
10 ай бұрын
Depression never goes away! Fresh air, self care, sunshine, great people
@JuliaHyche-wz6et
19 күн бұрын
I have been fighting PTSD and depression for 18 years and it still is sitting in me to this day.
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