I've never said this out loud. I had 2 SA as a kid, so porn became my refuge from anxiety and a lot of other issues. I never dated anyone all through highschool. Half of the time i had no clue if i was straight or gay because i mean, every time a girl would try anything i would run away. All of this changed 2 years ago when i had a huge spiritual awakening, through psychedelics and began to understand what is really going on under the hood. wow feels good to let that out lol
@EnguerrandCeuppens
11 күн бұрын
I hear you bro.. 😊 glad u doing better now. Anyway: I kinda masturbated and it never made sense to me almost similar to your story. I always thought that I was the creep in some way until I found the waaaay deeper meaning of what caused this trauma and WELL.. I also did find this answer due to ayahuasca several times. It was a very deep wound. And one that has so many strings attached to it that even till this day it is constantly becoming more and more clear that YES EVEN MY ANXIETY towards normal people on the street comes from 1 very deep abusive cut when I was still very damn young and same thing with my twin sister. We grew up in a military household with sadly enough much beating, abuse in many different forms and both of us have always been knowing life like this. So the believe that I didn't deserve to have or talk to a good nice girl just came from a deep energetic sexual wound that had many different pillars to make this much worse such as rapings from in the family somewhere, brutal violence: physically and emotionally. Then for me it kinda got worse from the moment I was forced to go to institutes and learning schools and I'm not saying I didn't have relationships. But I never knew my worth of having any good girls, or at least honest ones. Believe me another person would maybe think at many times that my life was awesome, but it was the furthest thing from. I still love women now and want friends and enjoy life and party's, but it's like not an escapism for these problems anymore. I feel bad 4 all of us really 😪 1 GOOD TIP: ALL YALL SHOULD DRINK AYAHUASCA A COUPLE TIMES, DO DMT COUPLE TIMES AND DO MAGIC MUSHROOMS . (DISCLAIMER THAT I'M NOT A DOCTOR AND JUST SPEAKING FROM EXPERIENCE). PEACE 🤗😇
@a-k9161
11 күн бұрын
Would you care to explain what was going on under the hood?
@EnguerrandCeuppens
11 күн бұрын
@a-k9161 you mean him right? Srry I'm so behind on most of technology in ridiculous ways...
@a-k9161
11 күн бұрын
@@EnguerrandCeuppens I believe you have explained yourself very well, but yes my question is directed to him. ☺
@EnguerrandCeuppens
11 күн бұрын
@a-k9161 okj haha sorry
@littlemeow6729
11 күн бұрын
I love to watch this guy's videos. Even professionally I'm from engineering background, my heart is always towards philosophy as I wanted to study it and his way of teaching is amazing! I would watch his hour videos. 😊💕✨
@AE0N777
11 күн бұрын
I have a TikTok channel called the alchemical seed where I promote spirituality as you do. I always had this idea in mind and it’s absolutely fascinating to see you make a video on this topic. Thank you Gene ❤
@sahirravi
11 күн бұрын
I also do spiritual videos in my native language and have synchronistic connection with Gene's videos. You are a great teacher ❤ i love you
@prairievintage
11 күн бұрын
Thank you for posting again!! Love to see your posts. Love and light to you☀️💛🙏 bless you!
@holisticvibes33
11 күн бұрын
Thank you so much for this!!! Great timing
@therippleeffect1983
7 күн бұрын
What a beautiful video with so much wisdom 🙌🏾 After I went celibacy. My selfknowing anf vibration raised so much ❤
@kosnasavage7626
11 күн бұрын
Thank you for your goodness.🦋
@psychedelicartistry
8 күн бұрын
This video popped up at exactly the right time thank you!
@carlosgomez9397
11 күн бұрын
Nice i really wish the force Of the christ fill ur soul Of will to te great work, inverencial peace
@mildredmelan
11 күн бұрын
Thank you for this Jene
@rousehaidar3923
2 күн бұрын
Love it ❤my kundalini is so powerful
@trillahypertrill
11 күн бұрын
Can you tell what level are the gods, angels, , master's and other higher entitites on this tree?
@nickymasangu9255
11 күн бұрын
Hello, i just want to ask maybe you're stil in contact with Sofia from the three mountain channel.. She really helped me in dream interpretation..and also can you help me with dream interpretation
@garya1760
10 күн бұрын
So much amazing information thank you! I have a question about practicing white tantra, are prostate orgasms considered spilling the seed as they seem to be different fluids?
@AstralDoorway
8 күн бұрын
Yes, any type of orgasm, or spasm, is a bio-electrical short-circuit of the human organism. See this: glorian.org/connect/blog/what-is-orgasm
@oh-baba
9 күн бұрын
God bless you for your contributions
@nataliam1552
10 күн бұрын
Thanks for all your teachings!. 💐 I notice that you don’t talk much about yoga. I would like to know if Kundalini yoga is helpful in the pursuit of awakening, or is it just the pranayama during yoga that helps. Thanks and blessings! 🙏🏼
@mackcarlo
7 күн бұрын
You can get physically fit faster using a Rowing Machine for several months. Then Pranayama and Chanting Om will awaken Kundalini.
@vlonedaunknown1564
10 күн бұрын
I can’t stress this enough I don’t think the girl I’m having sexual relations have an the same frequency as me
@Crowley108
9 күн бұрын
The reason you’re drawn to each other is because of your frequency. First step to raising your frequency is chastity; comprehending it and then living it.
@SuzanneMetafora
8 күн бұрын
The more I grow spiritually the more I realize that WE ARE already within all dimensions, it’s just that humans consciousnesses reside on different levels depending on one’s spiritual development I don’t believe that we are all in the darkness now. Darkness exists and I accept that but I have the will and the knowledge to chose where I want to be within this realm, and make as much change as I can to aid others to get there with me. Yet I am very sure that I know nothing
@Kojo
9 күн бұрын
I’m wondering how to find out the the real name you where referring to. Can you mention this in a new video?
@AstralDoorway
8 күн бұрын
This can only be discovered through walking the path of awakening consciousness. It is entirely Internal. As you continue to awaken and your meditation deepens, you will have more astral experiences, discover your past lives, and eventually and gradually come to understand your true nature. Hearing your real name is a profound experience that happens as a result of all of this, which is usually only for more advanced students who have been walking the path for many years when they are ready for it. Even when they discover it, they won't be 100% sure about it until it is confirmed even more years later.
@moneysaybay
11 күн бұрын
Can you make a video explaining seeing the future in dreams?
@djangotriump8025
11 күн бұрын
I once had a weird dream that i wrote immediately when i woke up. Amazingly the details of that dream got explained as the day unfolded. Its like i dreamt what i would live through the next day. 😵 still trippy up to this day
@michaeltesfaalem3446
11 күн бұрын
@@djangotriump8025 i have had day experiences like that deja vu like but much more weirder
@ejRecording
10 күн бұрын
It means you're almost in sync with time, time is fractal and we have the ability to become highly fractally in tune with it, we are slightly behind in time, kundalini, psychic ability etc is when you sync into time. Study Dan winter 💫
@arieljohnson-mg1tk
10 күн бұрын
Hey gene, Today's age is being flooded with info. I was reading so much that i forgot to look at my lwn shadow once i did that and started journaling and being more aware about my day i started having more vivid dreams again. Should i drop the reading and just focus on meditation and journaling. If i meditate will my Kundalini energy/christ essence deep within me arise without doing thise other practices?
@seanwagner7426
9 күн бұрын
Flow with it don't force it. You may be called to meditate more right now vs do journaling then there may be times where you consume knowledge and don't meditate as often. This is a constant in my life as I incorporate these teachings and innerstandings into my every day life. Everything is happening for your good and you will notice when your out of the flow of the changes. The only practice one needs is self awareness all the guidance you will ever need is within. As long as you keep going within and checking in with yourself you will be fine so don't over complicate it. Just be mindful of what practice you need at that given day and time and do it then you will gain the insights that are waiting to be revealed.
@runil5038
11 күн бұрын
Can someone please tell if sexual transmutation works for females too? Its always about semen retention etc. Ive been wanting to do this but always get discouraged because ik not even sure if it works for females too. Cause f being a female Sorry if its mentioned in the video, i dont have time to watch it yet
@deanf.6926
11 күн бұрын
Male or Female... there is no difference at this level...
@moneysaybay
11 күн бұрын
The goal is to retain from orgasm and not release sexual fluids. Women may not have semen, but they're energy is drained also.
@trillahypertrill
11 күн бұрын
I believe it's the same . Seed retention / celibacy / transmutation
@AstralDoorway
11 күн бұрын
Yes, it is for both. I recommend watching the first four videos in this playlist: kzitem.info/door/PLbZsCM6xnLIUGQcs_E43BJtC4gUoS6VO1
@littlemeow6729
11 күн бұрын
@@runil5038both men and women can practice this. But I think it's more easy for women to do soz because biology we women don't have complex sexual mechanism as men, men feels the arousal during sex while women feels it before sex. female sexual mechanism starts showing it's prominent results after the sex and conception.
@Yourgardenfairy_01
11 күн бұрын
Can sexual transmutation happen in a couple where one of the partners is actively trying to do so?
@AstralDoorway
11 күн бұрын
Yes. We cannot force our partner to practice alchemy, we have to respect their choices. However, usually when one person in the couple practices sexual alchemy successfully , the other usually joins as they sense the benefits. See this: kzitem.info/news/bejne/uYuwzZuqkoNqnJg
@Yourgardenfairy_01
11 күн бұрын
@@AstralDoorway Thank you for the reply and resource. One last question… Can it be more difficult for the practicing partner to experience sexual transmutation with a non- practicing partner? Or is it a completely independent experience whether or not you have a practicing partner?
@dme.vladimir
10 күн бұрын
@@AstralDoorway Gene, could you please speak about fasting and what you consider as a proper food in one of you videos?
@itwasupposetohappen6424
9 күн бұрын
@@dme.vladimiralkaline diet is proper food its gonna balance everything and make u more powerfull
@KlaaKaur
10 күн бұрын
Hi, it's taught to kill the egi before starting to practice alchemy. But wouldn't it take many many years of consistent work, meditation to kill ego, especially when there are legions and a single ego? So, my question is what if we lose our creative energy, sexual energy by the time soul is clear of any ego?
@AstralDoorway
8 күн бұрын
The work on dissolving the Ego takes many years, and should be done alongside sexual alchemy. See the first four videos of this playlist to gain a much deeper understanding: kzitem.info/door/PLbZsCM6xnLIUGQcs_E43BJtC4gUoS6VO1
@KlaaKaur
6 күн бұрын
@@AstralDoorway thank you again 🙏🏼💙
@mildredmelan
11 күн бұрын
Is there a way to send you a private message. It’s about Glorian and I don’t want to make it a public smear campaign.
@AstralDoorway
10 күн бұрын
contact@gnosiscebu.org
@whyamiblessed3665
9 күн бұрын
Hello Gene, So I didn't have a wet dream for a while. Yesterday I had twice! My dreams weren't even sexual. Just suddenly I felt releasing and it happened. The only thing that was different yesterday was that it was the first time I tried "OOOMMM TAT SAT" mantra and my diet which I ate lots of meat (I'm a athlete so I don't eat just for pleasure) which somehow was hard for my digestion. I even did some pranayama before sleep I don't know what's the cause. Thanks for taking your time and your guidance! May God bless you.
@Pierobeniah
10 күн бұрын
❤
@riadthizri6222
11 күн бұрын
I have to question that I’ve asked myself this few days: 1-is it possible for me to attain a high level of consciousness without being too religious, or concentrating more about my inner self 2-I’ve seen some arguments about astrology,saying that astrology is rejected by science and that physics calcul prov that all astrological calculs are wrong and falsified, and also that «introspection » part of it can be attained whit science so why following an illusory path, so should I take astrology as a serious study I’d like your opinion about this two question
@rogersmith2633
11 күн бұрын
About the first question: well connecting with the intellect with the emotions IQ with EQ is the way to higher consciousness. How else can you know that you do something right, if you don't care about the feedback of emotions and working with them? Yes there are superficial methods to get a little more continuousness through behavior. But it ain't that much if your identity isn't willing to change, to align with her heart
@rogersmith2633
11 күн бұрын
So either you take care of your destructive emotions that arise as feedback or the emotions control you and take our energy from. Why they take energy from you? Because they focus your attention on theire needs and than you as an identity have less capacity to observe and act
@lorrainelegg4873
11 күн бұрын
Is this the same as raising your sacred secretion ? Your christ oil ,mixes with your seed as is changed by alchemy on it's return journy to the brain.
@AstralDoorway
11 күн бұрын
1. Anyone who attains high levels of consciousness is "religious"; the word "religious" deriving from the word "reilgare" which means "to bind with God". My advice is to reassess your beliefs about what it means to be religious. 2. "Modern science" is a set of popular cult beliefs based upon materialism and mere theories, obviously they know nothing of the Internal Reality of the cosmos or astrology. In order to know the universe, one has to know themself.
@riadthizri6222
11 күн бұрын
@@AstralDoorway in fact the only thing I know about being religious is to be in a religion,believing in that god or I’ll be punished by him,follow without asking or questioning It’s been a while now that I’ve been detached from that point of view, now I try more to read and see all areas and trying to experience more
@Benny4114
11 күн бұрын
Could archangels be here at this time and not know they are angels?
@robinson_ryan
10 күн бұрын
everyone is an angel/spirit
@robinson_ryan
10 күн бұрын
its just hidden
@Benny4114
10 күн бұрын
@@robinson_ryan everyone is an angel yes but were the archangels that are mentioned in the Bible here in a physical body at one point In time and could they be here now?
@juniorninjaman865
6 күн бұрын
@@robinson_ryaneveryone is not an angel
@Iburn888
11 күн бұрын
❤️🙈
@vlonedaunknown1564
10 күн бұрын
Can someone help me😢😂
@mindovermatter3023
11 күн бұрын
TLDR - Practice semen retention
@Mosanbeats
11 күн бұрын
How long have you practiced
@AstralDoorway
11 күн бұрын
Not retention, but transmutation. See the first four videos of this playlist: kzitem.info/door/PLbZsCM6xnLIUGQcs_E43BJtC4gUoS6VO1
@mindovermatter3023
11 күн бұрын
@@Mosanbeats I've been practicing for over 5 years now. Hardest practice for a man
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