Shanann’s early years were everything. 💕 If only she never met Chris. 😞 She deserved so much better. The video contains a few choice emoji’s over Chris’s face too. I couldn’t resist. Also, if you want to see exactly what’s in this video and the timestamps read the description.
@beverlypirkle398
2 жыл бұрын
I just wish I had gotten to know her I know I would’ve loved her
@judycross8037
2 жыл бұрын
I'm lost for words other than she was beautiful and he did not deserve her. She did love him with all her heart. Thank you for this tribute to Shannon. ♥️
@beverlypirkle398
2 жыл бұрын
@@judycross8037 I agree!
@andreayoung1185
2 жыл бұрын
He was fat at first shannan I wish you had of run in the opposite direction we miss you
@Twinklez63
2 жыл бұрын
She was an amazing human being. God bless her soul. Hugs to you. 💗🙏💗
@kristyanderson9394
2 жыл бұрын
I feel so sad when she says he’s the best thing that ever happened to her. Because, it turns out that he was actually the absolute worse thing to happen to her. 😢
@kristyanderson9394
Жыл бұрын
@@CrystallineBlue Oh, my.. you discovered a grammatical error. You win the internet 😃
@janpierzchala2004
8 ай бұрын
Shannan was wrong or speaking lies to camera.
@theresajohnson1959
2 жыл бұрын
Shan’ann looks just like her father, but has her mothers beautiful smile. It’s just unimaginable to think that she is gone and them babies as well. For what, why? Rest in peace sweet Shan’ann, Bella, CC, and Nico the World loves you all💗💙😇💜 🙏
@annaannushka1201
2 жыл бұрын
And with mother’s eyes 💜💙
@user-yu3ci4sl8v
2 жыл бұрын
Yes, she truly is a copy of her father👍😍❤️
@helen5242
2 жыл бұрын
Heart breaking ..the nation will never get over it x
@kimberlymayes4061
2 жыл бұрын
I think precious CeCe looked like Sandy ☺️
@angels356
2 жыл бұрын
🙏♥️
@miss_lorena2801
2 жыл бұрын
Years later, it is beyond heartbreaking to hear the loving words Shanann said about the man who would later take her and her children's lives. What a shame😢
@ms.fravell7606
2 жыл бұрын
@Lambs book of life (New Name) I believe he planned it all out , NK was doing all kinds of checks on ShanAnn for quite some time , strange how ShanAnn was in such a struggle from when she met CW that long ago , I think CW got it into his head to make nk the wife & somehow saw ShanAnn as the lust that's how she got pregnant for Nico this infuriated nk out of her stupid brain and went completely blind sided to destroy ShanAnn and I say stupid nk because she not once considered Cw would not get her in the end ..
@annaclaire9927
2 жыл бұрын
It's more than a shame señorita
@mireillebartoli1679
2 жыл бұрын
Sometimes we are naïve and give our trust to devils who take wrong paths.
@pattyhaley2949
Жыл бұрын
It's absolutely devastating but the devil wears the best disguises. Shanann only saw goodness and kindness in others. Like the Susan Powell case, why can't these cowardly men just get a divorce. I would love to interview CW and ask him why did you kill your children? That part just haunts me....
@pattyhaley2949
Жыл бұрын
@@jodibbmoli9319 does that opinion of her give CW the permission to murder her and her innocent children. Absolutely not, please stop defending a monster who was soul less to murder his own flesh and blood. There is no explanation you can give to justify such evil. Shanann was a loving person who always wanted to help others. Funny how so many people want to vilify a person who isn't alive to defend herself.
@corpusdelectable6078
2 жыл бұрын
Every time I see her videos I just can't look away from that smile. She was so, so beautiful. She was utterly breathtaking at her wedding, glowing and full of life and love. But that smile gets me every time--it just lights up the room. I wish I could have known her. God bless her, Bella, CeCe and Nico. I have a feeling that up in Heaven, she's still got that smile shining bright.
@karenwiens7173
2 жыл бұрын
& her girls were always smiling, pretty cool how such young children can make huge difference in someone's life
@manuelaweiss7858
2 жыл бұрын
I totally agree. She was so beautiful. I can't imagine that Chris killed her and her children for a woman like Nikki!!!! What did he see in her? She is nothing in comparison to Shannon. So senseless 😥
@lindawhite5253
2 жыл бұрын
@My weapon is I am rubber and you are glue No matter your opinion😞She and the girls and unborn son was no reason to die. No excuses. I'm glad I got too meet a perfect person😂😂😂You need to get a life and stop judging others.
@ledger35
2 жыл бұрын
At least she’s with her children while he rots in hell’s waiting room!
@vasanthathangavelu695
2 жыл бұрын
Absulately True I agree 👍 💯 She's the most beautiful women In her sickness she never showed signs she was ill who would hve thot of her ill with that smile it can never past U while scrolling along other video's it just hits U Like lightening I've never come across a human that had so much faith nd trust on someone Who was so conniving behind her all the time he plotted nd planned her death he almost could.hve escaped being caught but thanx To her loyal friend Nuchole Arttkinson who fought tooth nd nail to put the puzzle pieces together we salute her nd her loyal friends who also testified details of her while being away on the trip for business reasons in spite of her being pregnant she was a working mum nd kept herself fit nd healthy she never complained being lethargy nd stayed hme but brot the family together ❤ 💙 no matter WHT came her way she was a stalwart Mum never gave up 🤗👍✌🙏 RIPARADISE My angels 😇 💜
@mitzimitzi2608
2 жыл бұрын
Her first house was gorgeous! I wish she had ignored that fb request. Imagine where she'd be in life if she had.
@FLo-jc7ig
Жыл бұрын
Yes it was beautiful, but she couldn't have given very much thought to the lay-out! It was wayyy to big for one or even 2 people. The cost for utilities and other normal upkeep would have been way above her means! I felt like it was an "ego" thing that she could say, "look what I built myself! And the house that they lived in in Colorado was not a cozy home. It was more like "just a cold structure"!!! Just wasn't "homey" to me!!! Jmo
@aandjay
Жыл бұрын
Yes so true I think though that house was so expensive but I'm greatful it also brought her joy yes she could have still been alive and probably in a loving marriage a beautiful new home and making tik toks (she would have absolutely loved tik tok!) and hanging out with friends but I'm greatful she had her babies and they brought her joy and love and I'm happy they had her it is the silver lining ❤ I just wish this never happened they could have been divorced and both with new lives to bad he did something so unspeakable and unforgivable
@r.aubrey3481
Жыл бұрын
As simple as it could be to say, “I wish she never accepted that request”… I get that 100%. But I also disagree to this comment just as much as I understand it. This tragedy happened the year before I became a mother myself…Just like everyone else in the nation, I found myself more engulfed, tracking the updates daily. Plugged to my screen, praying for that POS to get sentenced to life in prison (since death row sentencing is practically nonexistent now).. I saw where these women threw themselves at him because of his looks, body, etc. In my opinion he’s just another example of how earth bound demons can walk this world and blend in effortlessly. (I’m sorry but this is a small rant-) Those poor excuses for women repulsed me… This man murdered his entire family & unborn child, over a slutty ass FLING (who in my opinion is just as guilty as him, considering she knew he was married). Of course in 2018, everything about this case enraged me. Then 2019 came along… I became a mother. To a bright eyed babyboy. Never in my life have I experienced a love like this. Any past love I’ve had with exes or my sons father couldn’t compare. LITERALLY nothing I loved could ever hold a candle to how much I loved my little boy. You can see Shanann loved her children just the same. And unfortunately she loved his worthless ass. When you become a mother… everything in life that was once important, suddenly vanishes when you’re staring down at that pee stick. Then when you hold them for the first time, ugh, the feeling is just indescribable. There’s no way I could ever put into words how it feels to see this little tiny human, who knows ONLY you, since the day he started growing. He knows you better than you know yourself at times. There’s a reason why they always place the newborn baby on the mothers chest, so they can feel the heartbeat they’ve listened to for 9 months. Now he just gets to put a face with the sound. Motherhood is a treasure. It’s the greatest gift you could ever imagine. 8:10 But just because you’ve become a parent, doesn’t mean you deserve to be a parent. He DID NOT deserve those children. He DID NOT deserve Shanann. I know the children were very young when this all occurred.. but those were LIVES! But just within that short amount of time, Shanann had 3 of her biggest treasures, ripped away. If you asked Shanann herself right now, I guarantee she would’ve still accepted that friend request. And done it all over just to become the Mama to her sweet babies. That’s what children do to you.. They change your life. But that damn prick had to change EVERYONE’S life just because of one person. Had it not been her, it would’ve been another woman. Demon’s don’t change, they can’t change. Was he selfish when he made his choices? Lord yes!!!! He should’ve packed his bags & moved in with his whore. And most of all left those girls alone!!!!! Her son would’ve been 4 years old now… I know this because my son was born right behind him. Would we all had wanted Shanann to have declined that friend request? Fuck yes! Of course we would have! But now as a mother myself, I know in my heart she would’ve still chose to become a mother to her babies. Anything that ever has to do with this case, my heart always sinks. Shanann truly made me think…. She is what anyone could’ve had… A daughter, sister, aunt, wife, most of all.. A mother. Rest in peace to each one of you, always sending my love to your family. 🖤
@jlgibbo6116
Жыл бұрын
But if she hadn't met Chris, she wouldn't have had those beautiful babies
@ilovecorpsehusband2330
Жыл бұрын
but if she never met chris, she wouldn’t have her gorgeous babies
@domesticdelores3376
2 жыл бұрын
I cannot even fathom the pain her family feels from losing her and her children. I know being a grandmother you find a love you never knew existed and I can’t imagine having all that ripped away all at once and in such a horrible way.
@carolfaycox06
2 жыл бұрын
To wake up every day to that memory and then to be reminded by on-line trolls.
@domesticdelores3376
2 жыл бұрын
@@carolfaycox06 I’ve had to bury a child and I know the pain associated with it. There is just a small millisecond that you don’t realize that your child is gone. But it’s like reality slapping you in the face everyday and your grieving process starts over and over again day after day after day. Losing a child or a grandchild is a total different kind of loss. I’m not trying to minimize anyone’s loss but the loss of a child is by far the worst thing you will ever go through in your life. I feel so bad for her parents. They are good people.
@domesticdelores3376
2 жыл бұрын
@Rachael Shayna Nelson you truly have to give it to God. I don’t know how people that don’t believe in God can go through such heartbreak. I like to be able to lay things at his feet and know he’s going to fix it. Not I’m my time but in His.
@Nellie-Helen
2 жыл бұрын
Yes, very well said💯 i just can’t imagine even being able to live after that hurt, so they are all such amazing strong brave people! The pain must be unbearable 😞💔 and for people to actually have the cheek to run shannan OR her family down is just absolutely sick!! These people who do this will have there own karma to face one day, and I truly believe that!!!💯💯😞💔 ♥️xxx
@domesticdelores3376
2 жыл бұрын
@Rachael Shayna Nelson you’ve clearly never had to bury a child. Just shut your stupid mouth. You will see what it likes because when you are telling a mother to get over the death of her child you will be slapped in the face by Karma. Trust me on that!
@rmilkyswife
2 жыл бұрын
I love all the old photos. Every single one of us have a story with so many players that have come in and out of our lives since birth. It's not just Shanan, Chris, Bella, and Nico. The are parsnts, grandpatents, aunts, uncles, cousins, friends you name it and every memory and photo tell a story. We only seen a glimpse into their lives and sadly it's the tragedy that most people will remember. Thanks again for sharing with us just another glimpse.
@laurielaurie8280
2 жыл бұрын
Shanann was so beautiful! I can't even imagine why he wanted to leave her for that other mess. Men never seem to be satisfied. You can be the best wife ever and do everything you think is right and they will still cheat and run off. Shanann was a sweet, kind, smart, beautiful, human being. Those children were beautiful too. At least they can't be tormented or abused by him anymore. God bless them
@bluebiegrace1828
2 жыл бұрын
It’s so twisted, isn’t it?! To fix “the problem”, he kills his beautiful family, unknowingly to himself, “he was” the problem. Really sicko.
@janetspell1396
2 жыл бұрын
Not only sometimes cheat and /or run off,..they kill you too!😢
@victoriapopaz5303
2 жыл бұрын
That lowlife was full of anger, bitterness, and resentment! without doubt his unfaithfulness was one of the motivating factors that led him to murder his entire family. I 100% believe adultery sparked the fire that fuelled him to go murder get rid of his family so that he could start fresh without any cares or responsibilities in the world he was a psychopath , narcissist who thought he could just sweep it all under the mat and nobody would notice they’re gone he thought to highly of himself. May he have no peace no rest and when he looks at his children’s faces whilst in his prison cell let him be tormented by what he sees :(.....
@CristinaF210
2 жыл бұрын
lookat barry morphew, his wife fabulous his mistress dont even know what to say theres just no comparison, its like Shannan, Kessinger has that man face , and i dont really like a woman who doesnt wear ANY makeup, a little its always so feminine and flattering, but Kessinger what does she know about femininity?? she dresses like a boy too, and chris watts saw himself in that mess for sure
@laurielaurie8280
2 жыл бұрын
@@CristinaF210 NK was an easy piece and would do anything so he was all over that. Thats why most men do it is for sex. Its like their brains disconnect when it comes to getting some.
@andreawatkins2782
2 жыл бұрын
May she rest in peace. She is a beautiful woman, and mother!
@tanyal.1923
2 жыл бұрын
Absolutely stunning woman and was treated as if she wasn't enough when she was that and more. She was a great worker, mother and wife. He was too weak for her. Rest in Heaven Shanann, Bella, Cece and Nico.
@leemagrish3432
2 жыл бұрын
Tanya, I agree with everything u said. Also, Shanann's light was bright, and Chris couldn't stand it.
@vasanthathangavelu695
2 жыл бұрын
We ask for God's Peace to rest on this Rzuseks family so Shanann will be at rest with her three beautiful kids ❤ till we meet Them one day RI palace Always be remembered by Ur fans who were close to Unon KZitem charming vlogs thrilling nd full of Zest for Life 🥰✌❤
@ms.fravell7606
2 жыл бұрын
I feel this woman helping guide others by being such a bright light truely would have liked to have met her .
@jd7936
2 жыл бұрын
@@vasanthathangavelu695 ❤🙏
@shaynanelson
Жыл бұрын
@@leemagrish3432 True
@I.pray.to.George.Carlin
2 жыл бұрын
Awww thanks for uploading this! I'm glad you keep this amazing soul alive. Never will we forget you Sha'nann ❤️
@girlpower4589
2 жыл бұрын
Whoever put this video together has a big heart. Thank you so much for showing this beautiful video.
@shininglight143
2 жыл бұрын
Thank you! 💕
@megc.4416
2 жыл бұрын
It breaks 💔 my heart when I hear Shanann pour her heart out about him. She truly loved him with everything she had. He had it all. What right did he have to destroy so many lives? I will always honor and cherish the lives of Shanann, Bella, Celeste, and Nico. #SHINELIKESHANANN #CAREFREELIKECECE #BRAVELIKEBELLA # NOBLELIKENICO. 💜💝💝💙🦋🦋
@seriously.....
2 жыл бұрын
Carefree like Cece i love this its the perfect # for her!! Prayers for all 3 ladies and the Rzuceks. Amazing tribute we don't see a whole lot about Shanann before her life in CO its nice to see everyone in younger years ty for sharing. Shanann with such class and grace shes an inspiration to women everywhere. Truly. Thanks again for sharing💜💜💜💙
@karenwiens7173
2 жыл бұрын
Yes, she inspires ppl
@seriously.....
2 жыл бұрын
@Rachael Shayna Nelson that's the blue heart I do always include him but thry never got the chance to meet him to know what he wouldve been like is why I didn't speak of him this time. I think it Niko
@lukedrake1715
2 жыл бұрын
Would have loved to have Shanann as my wife. Would have treated her like a queen.
@lukedrake1715
2 жыл бұрын
@Rachael Shayna Nelson They were very on sided with Chris, I do know that. That's terrible though.
@eccentricityxoxo5378
2 жыл бұрын
AWW!
@lukedrake1715
2 жыл бұрын
@@onfireforgod502 As long as I can drink...I'm good. If that has to stop...I'm out.
@FLo-jc7ig
2 жыл бұрын
@@lukedrake1715 You wouldn't even get "IN" for you to be able to get "OUT" dude!!! "Cheers"🍻
@sheltonkristy
2 жыл бұрын
@@onfireforgod502 if you are a watts twat, just say that . Smfh
2 жыл бұрын
amazing editing. i LOVED the poop emoji over her killer's face.
@GRAFHC
2 жыл бұрын
Wow, some really in depth pictures and audio recordings here... it's incredible how much of her life remains available even to this day. The pictures of her with her father are some of the most difficult to see, especially thinking back to his tears in the courtroom, the pain he showed, I can't even imagine. I wish I never found out who any of these people were as that would mean she and her kids would still be alive today.
@bellarose6218
2 жыл бұрын
Such an Amazing Strong Beautiful Lady, gone way to soon. May her and her babies be resting easy in the arms of the Angels 😇 💗
@joannastratford2850
2 жыл бұрын
It is scary to me that the people we think we know and believe are there for us can really become our worst enemy out of nowhere. This also shows that it can happen to anyone and that it is terrifying. Who can we really trust? Shanann and her children were blindsided. If only she knew beforehand. The part where Chris stated he turned on Shanann, because she stated, "You'll never see the kids again," is a flat out lie. He didn't care about seeing any of them again, that's the point of him cheating and being detached from the girls. You can see it in the videos. He didn't care about any of them. He just wanted the money for himself and his mistress. Thank you for sharing this. Shanann always motivates me to be better and try harder and shows that I can have anything and do anything, but it is up to me to believe in myself and never give up. The encouragement really has helped me through a lot and I know it has also helped many others.
@ZNOM9
2 жыл бұрын
@Rachael Shayna Nelson yes those flags were there and also the receipt, the lack of sex, ignoring her calls etc - she was becoming concerned and so was her mother who asked her to stay with her. Prior to the last six weeks of her life, she was not aware of the real Chris. He didnt just become the type of person who murders his children and wife in six weeks. He hid his feelings and who he really was from everyone. He was good at pretending to be the supportive dad. Knowing what he did, it is easy to look back at the videos with him and the girls and see that he isn't really connecting with them. However i am sure that all parents would look a little bored when pushing kids on swings etc. The truth is we never really know anyone 100% and sometimes not even ourselves.
@PerrySkyePhoenix
2 жыл бұрын
@Rachael Shayna Nelson I was thinking the same thing. As a survivor of narcissistic abuse, I can attest to the fact that many red flags were there. As for me, I chose to ignore them. I wanted to believe that my abuser(s) really were "that person" that they initially presented themselves to be. I wanted to believe that there is some good in all people, and that sometimes dreams really do come true. I'll have to live with the scars for the rest of my life, but at least I survived it. Sha'nann, Bella, CeCe and Nico were not so lucky. Edited: for spelling corrections.
@vasanthathangavelu695
2 жыл бұрын
True saying well said enough to say that all this has boiled dwn to a very cruel nd pathetic behavior of Chris for when hw was at his worse Shannon was ever so ready to shape him back to his health nd road to recovery for a cruel hearted man to think nothing of her when all she ever thought of him being the best thing that came into her life it was all for show nt for Love ❤ How else could he just think of her after giving her three kids nd kicking her to the curve that was so brutal this case has stuck with me like O.J. Simpson story I hve bin battling to come to terms how he didn't give her the benefit. Of a doubt to. distrust him with her whole life she trusted him no matter WHT she went thru she had faith that ther was light at the end of the tunnel Love all Peace be everyone ❤🙌✌❤🙏RIP. Shannon nd family 👪 ❤ 💙 💕
@persephonerulestheunderwor5188
2 жыл бұрын
Thank you for keeping her memory alive and making sure that that this page is safe from nasty comments. Beautiful Video, Beautiful Shanann.
@shininglight143
2 жыл бұрын
You are very welcome 💕💕
@SillaLee6181
2 жыл бұрын
Shannan was and always will be beautiful. She was beautiful in her younger years and she will continue being being beautiful for eternity. She is definitely missed by so many who was lucky to meet her and so are her children. May she continue to watch over her family especially her mom, dad and brother. Her friends and everyone else she was able to make a difference in their lives. Keep shining down on us.
@crissaconway142
2 жыл бұрын
Shanann so pretty and vulnerable.but yet strong willed.only if we can see the future ahead Shanann would still be here with us.💐💙💜💜🦋🦋🦋🦄🦄 thank you for posting.👍👍👍
@DaniM3017
2 жыл бұрын
I cried so much watching this, especially seeing her wedding photos. She’s so beautiful. It’s still not fair that she can’t be here, enjoying her life with her babies and building the business she loved so much. No other case has ever affected me as much as this one. I wish I would have had the privilege of knowing her and her family. Thank you for sharing these videos of her with us 🙂🦋
@elenasterling3159
2 жыл бұрын
Her energy is so strong and beautiful. She is a light that never goes out
@susansgalaxy2219
2 жыл бұрын
I think of her and her family all the time 🙏🙏
@vasanthathangavelu695
2 жыл бұрын
We all do ,May.God.hear our pleas nd take care of our family that blew.our minds over the internet nt being physical attached but frm a distance but she was nd will always be close to our hearts As well her kids lightened up the room with their sweet.laughters dance nd jokes they kept us smiling they were little Nutt crackers nd fireballs WHT a memory lasts for ever 😘😘✌❤
@vasanthathangavelu695
2 жыл бұрын
@Rachael Nelson Yes indeed he did need God whilst they were enjoying life he never thot of taking his family to church so He had no God at that time handed nt need God Now that he'd prison he's being a holy priest surrendering his.lifr to Christ ther is no arm in U Givin Ur heart to God but after anayalatting Ur whole family becoming the good guy how could he be so cruel 😢 😔 💔 Nomatter what he says or do Now Will nt be forgotten so easily He.needs to make his.peace to His creator btore he shows himself to community He has to.pay an account to God for taking his family lives away 🙏 ❤ 😢 he.had.no right 😘
@shaynanelson
Жыл бұрын
@@vasanthathangavelu695 amen
@lifeofaseven
2 жыл бұрын
This is so incredibly beautiful, and it just makes me cry I feel for them so deeply.. I feel like Shannon was so completely misunderstood by a lot of people... As a strong woman, outspoken, highly motivated and driven... And she was so misjudged by his family, when she really put her heart and soul and hard work into that first house... They couldn't understand how a girl her age had all that, and judged her for it Just looking at her early life, I wish to God she had never met chris, or at least could have had her children and gotten away from him very early on... There are not always blatant warning signs about these types of people... I've had narcissistic and abusive people right up under me for long periods of time and it would take me a while to really put it all together, but the fact that I was born into a traumatic environment and surrounded by toxic people helps me to spot things like that a lot earlier than the average person would be able to I believe she had so much love for this man and faith in him, and she was so focused on being a great mother, a great wife, a great salesperson, I know exactly what that feels like to be that driven, and put your entire heart and soul into just about everything you do and that takes a lot of dang energy So what if she wanted to be gripy every once in awhile... As much as she was accomplishing and trying to be an example to.. I feel like there had to have been things early on, but perhaps she didn't recognize them as anything off beat or odd and often times, we women when we love very deeply, we will overlook a lot of peculiar things about a man But there's no way anyone could ever see anything like that coming.. And when she kept talking about being sick and at her lowest point, and she let Chris in at that time Something similar happened to me before that's when the narcissists show up, is when really super strong people are at their lowest and most vulnerable That's how they get in... And it makes so much sense now, the live abuse free channel breaks it down very well too Chris was not attracted to her for her strength, her true identity, her motivation, her real personality, her goals and dreams, accomplishments, he wasn't in this I don't feel for the right reasons I think he fell for her at a time where she was very vulnerable and in a very sickly and weakened frightened state She was probably afraid her dreams were going to pass by and she had been newly diagnosed with some things and Perfect timing for him to swoop right in and get narcissistic supplied by looking like the hero and feeding on that And I feel like that's exactly what it was about for him very young at the time and still extremely emotionally immature, and still being very inexperienced with women That's what toxic codependent, or covert narcissistic people do Not sure what went on with him and his early life that would make him develop that type of personality, but something in him was empty and lacking Insecure and inferior feeling to a degree something about his self-esteem and when he found her He was completely desperate to please completely desperate to attach on to her and he was deriving narcissistic supply because she was not up and powerful and running at full speed and really getting to do her thing she was very sick And I've had the very same thing happen to me someone came into my life with the covert narcissistic type personality, and not really realize how strong and powerful I really am, and that my motivation and drive, my independence, my sense of identity... And they didn't like it one bit when they realized it, because something was wrong with them, I didn't even have to do anything wrong, if I stood up straight, put my clothes on put my shoulders back and just felt good about myself and went on about my natural course of business.... Which is to put heart and soul into everything I do and really have a good time with it... Work on myself keep a clean house decorate, pursue my hobbies, a lot like Shannon's personality.. Really care about people, be outspoken I was absolutely hated and resented for this, The passive aggressive and secret hatred and resentment inside of a covert narcissist is astounding They are literally seething inside when they are around confident people because they feel very low inside and very inferior and it's their own problem and they need to deal with it but they would rather hate and blame you instead for all of their issues and failures.. And they love to play the victim and make it look like you're controlling them or you're the one with the problem But the covert narcissistic types will actually stand around and wait for instruction, a lot of times they want strong people to tell them what to do but then they turn around and resent it at the same time... And when Shannon started to get well, and gain her power back she started going back to her real identity, her personal strength, ever growing, and working hard starting to shine, and Chris wasn't getting as much narcissistic supply anymore... I don't think he was ever truly and deeply as connected to her for the right reasons as he should have been, and therefore he was wide open covert narcissistic types and most narcissists in general are always looking and looking and looking for themselves inside of the opposite sex somewhere that's going to rescue them and make them feel all better forever and it never comes true And they keep discarding and doing the same thing over and over and they never figure out that it's a problem inside of them It hurts me to my core what happened to This woman's beautiful life and to her precious children And all the torment he put her through in the weeks leading up to her death All of the gas lighting in the toxicity coming at her from the entire other family situation.. It's clear to see that even if she was blunt sometimes or in a bad mood sometimes What woman isn't? That the bottom line was clear to see she was a genuine and authentic soul, who loved and cared about people very deeply and did her own self-examination, she was very insightful about that An overly narcissistic person would never be able to self-examine and break themselves down like Shannon did Her spirit is still an inspiration, I don't buy into the crap people try to throw about her,... And I always come with different perspective when I see it out there She and those little girls deserved so so much better than Chris Watts.. She deserved a man that would love and appreciate her outgoing nature, her hard work, her successes, all of that motivation, the way she went out of her way to take care of everyone including him, to encourage his health, even label his snack baskets I know that kind of love, because I have felt that way myself before and been involved with narcissistic types who do nothing but take you for granted, and keep looking around thinking they're going to find something to fill that hole in their soul All they do is hurt people I wish to God she could have found her emotional intelligence match, and all the light and love she had inside, Not someone feeling resentful, and wimpy and inferior inside because she was so strong and beautiful... So he had to downgrade because of his own inferiority complexes, and emptiness and boredom inside, and thought he had the right to just do what he did and thought he was going to get away with it It just takes my breath away... Her family stays in my prayers.
@PerrySkyePhoenix
2 жыл бұрын
You've articulated it very well here. I agree with everything that you've said. It's a tragedy.
@lifeofaseven
2 жыл бұрын
@Rachael Shayna Nelson yes, and some have very fragile egos, make you THINK they're ok with you being strong, but secretly resent it, feel offended and" controlled" just by you doing you!! I've been through it before.. A male with a fragile ego and hiding it, ashamed of it, is a nightmare!!! He will blame you for. ALL of his own failures, etc.
@mischagoss5708
Жыл бұрын
Wow. It's as if I had written this. Everything you expressed here and experienced-- and your descriptions of the covert narc are 100% what I came to believe. It was at ages 15--18... I almost died inside. I got him early though and my anger at his betrayal and that soul sucking void he was, made me bulletproof. I never felt more alive than the day that I dumped him and took off for NYC. I loved him SO MUCH.
@JamieLeeW.Spitfire2124
2 жыл бұрын
THIS!! Iove how it's her narrating her own life in her own word's. Yes, I wish she never got a friend request from C.W. but.... Nobody could've known what would occur. It's a very sad loss n a huge bond to break but at least her family have GREAT AND BEAUTIFUL MEMORIES of her n those angels. They were so blessed to have the whimsical Shan'ann. I wish I knew where her mom came up with that name. Very pretty .Thanks for sharing this piece of gold with us ✨💜✨
@irenebain4396
2 жыл бұрын
My feelings of overwhelming sadness are as fresh today as they were felt when this all happened, I don't think they will ever leave me. My heart goes out to her dear family and all her friends.
@nenej12
Жыл бұрын
She is the prime example of the girl next door! Natural beauty with a natural drive to do better for one self!
@winningbackthegirl
7 ай бұрын
yah no
@lifeofamomadventures771
Жыл бұрын
Every photo of her alive & happy just breaks my heart all over again. She & her adorable little girls deserved so much better. To live out their lives. I'll never forget the news flashing their faces, praying out loud, they'd be found safe and alive. Then the worst was reported. I bawled my eyes out. My Husband was angry and upset, but asked me why I was so devastated by the deaths of a woman and children I'd never met. He was angry about the deaths of Bella and CeCe, yes. Then when their murderer turned out to be their own Father. He was enraged, like me. How???? Great video you put together. Sad, but beautiful 🌹
@Try206
2 жыл бұрын
Pure evil bastard. It shouldn't have happened period. She's my hero she achieved so much on her own. It breaks my heart knowing what he did to her and her adorable kids. They should be playing with each other and shanann should be thriving. May the rest in peace. Fly high above the sky like the angels you all are. We love and miss you so much.💜❤️❤️❤️
@javierlobos7197
2 жыл бұрын
She’s beautiful I would have never let her go
@vasanthathangavelu695
2 жыл бұрын
Good men are hard to find tday bur wen we find one we are fortunate to be blessed but as for Shanann she was nt so lucky It only U knew WHT nd when she was Goin thru she could hve bin fortunate to hve U as her second chance in life everyone needs a second chance life.has a lot of uncertainties we all wish she was here Chris was dirty if he could nt be with her he didn't want someone's to own his family 😢
@vasanthathangavelu695
2 жыл бұрын
Thank U Javier for a Feedback , we all wish that this should never happened but fate took its worst turn nd we lost a wonderful jovial ,caring family by a monster who just thot nothing of them 😘😘🙏❤
@irenegeorge1438
Жыл бұрын
What an extraordinary gift that guy received in Shanann and then was givin three more amazing gifts in his children. How unbelievably lucky he was but for the type of evil he is, nothing is ever good enough! He devastated so may lives but in the end, Shanann and those precious babies will live on forever in all of our hearts world wide! And CW, well the day will come where no one will even remember his name! R I.P. beautiful Shanann, Bella, Cee Cee and Nico. ❤❤❤💙
@raveneliseknight2182
2 жыл бұрын
Thank you for keeping her memory alive 💖
@sorayaasjana8292
2 жыл бұрын
I think in shannan and the girls all the times, she was a woman that always want to improve her life, very positive a and hard working to get es hat she wants. She’s angel and girls too, I wish to have a time machine and have the power to go back and bring her and the girls back and see them again.♥️🌹 las amo shannan, Bella and CeCe.
@vasanthathangavelu695
2 жыл бұрын
U wish we could I wish too Now God has her in his care we cannot question that she surely will nt want to gome back on earth after the way her. So called trusted hubby treated her on earth he was so devious minded Falling for a low class Nuchole Kessinger I bet she does nt know How to clean nd cook but she knows how to get men into her bed by opening her legs to married men she's in for left overs nt a good Woman just a brothel type 🤗🧏♀️🤦♀️
@silvinafarengo9078
2 жыл бұрын
Ella es mí inspiración, por su fuerza, voluntad, superacion y coraje. Contagia su energía y ganas de vivir desde sus videos. El mundo ha perdido mucho sin ella y sus niñas. Que Dios las tenga en su santa Gloria. Abrazos a su familia! Desde Argentina 💞
@vasanthathangavelu695
2 жыл бұрын
Thank U Argentina for a breathtaking moment in these lives that were taken away frm a cruel nd wicked man we love the thot of U sending a message of condolence to their family nd friends 🙏 May God bring.Peace to them frm South Africa 🇿🇦 😢 💔
@Dark_Goth
2 жыл бұрын
This was beautiful ❤ R.I.P Shanann, Bella, CeCe and Nico never forgotten xxx
@bella8627
2 жыл бұрын
Its hartbreaking to hear shannan talking about how wonderfull and amazing cris was,oh GOD if she would only new,she could take her beautifull girls and live with their amazing grandparents!my heart chaderts in a million pieces when I hear those angel little sweet voices ! Sweet Shannan,Bella,Cc and little Nico rest in peace and play in Disney land every day every minute!♥💜💓💙
@blueamenaa749
5 ай бұрын
She was so strong. Im obsessed with all her videos. Heartbreaking. I have no word. RIP.😢🙏🙏🙏
@cindycarr3460
2 жыл бұрын
Shanaan I know you are in heaven now with your two beautiful girls and your new baby you were carrying. A lot of people love you. May you all rest now in peace🙏
@vickykhewal2219
2 жыл бұрын
Shannan was breathtakingly beautiful...so soft hearted and compassionate..it is so tragic and gut wrenching to think how she met her end😧she did not deserve this at all...let alone her 3 children...it's just all so surreal and incredibly sad...
@APFEL11SAFT
9 ай бұрын
"he completes me ..." oh Mama, I´m so so so sorry for you and the girls. Rest in peace ...
@deborahdexter8571
2 жыл бұрын
I cannot thank you enough for making these thoughtful beautiful compilation videos. So tasteful and always with beautiful music. 🦋🦋🦋🦋 Her children were precious and she was so beautiful inside and out. ❤
@kathieduffin5344
2 жыл бұрын
These pics are amazing!! Thank you for sharing!!! I feel so badly for her family!! She was such a beautiful girl!! She sounds so driven what a go getter she was!!! I don't know how her family has been able to survive this horrific tragedy!! Not to even mention the loss of their beautiful grandbabies!! My heart breaks for them!! Sitting in jail is too good for that monster!!! I think Shanan's dad and brother should be able to have five minutes alone with him daily and just beat the living crap out of him using whatever means necessary!!! This thing he can't be called a man because real men don't kill pregnant women and baby girls will eventually get his due as hell exists for the likes of him!! RIP beautiful Shanann and all three of her gorgeous babies!! ❤️🙏❤️💔🙏
@elizabethbarrantes9163
Жыл бұрын
She was so beautiful..I was so sad for many days...
@jolomorph
2 жыл бұрын
she is a breathtaking woman, whole package, so sad to lose such a good person....
@adrienneterzen2604
3 ай бұрын
Sweet, strong and so lovely❤❤❤the world lost such a beautiful soul
@lindseyhavniear4548
2 жыл бұрын
This reignites my fire but love I have for you all. I think of y’all often, I was in level and knew Shannan and she was a gift.
@vasanthathangavelu695
2 жыл бұрын
U were so fortunate to hve met her Linsey she spoke so proud of her company Level she promoted on her social media I bet she was a very pleasant nd Vavitcious Person to be around you've bin blessed to hve her as.a friend nd companion thanx for sharing 🥰👍😘❤❤🙏🙋♀️
@melissaatkinson2981
3 ай бұрын
What a beautiful, driven woman. Shannan and those girls deserved so much better.
@lindacares2215
2 жыл бұрын
Oh my…….Shanann is so stunning!!! She looks amazing in every photo and when I see that amazing castle built for a queen in North Carolina I truly wish she was still there!! Thank you for your dedication & work on your videos💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
@jennibishop718
2 жыл бұрын
Everytime she mentions God, "God works in mysterious ways" "God had a plan".. I just CAN'T. The hardest thing for me to wrap my head around is how he SNAPPED not only on her but HIS babies. You never know what someone is capable of i guess. This is a beautifully done video. So glad people like u keep her memory alive by doing videos like this.
@blueamenaa749
5 ай бұрын
She s In heaven with her kids. They were too perfect for this evil world.😢🙏🙏🙏
@FunCityUsa
2 жыл бұрын
Shanann.. I feel like I know you thanks to all the wonderful video your friends and family share. You were without doubt stunning, smart ,funny loving. You could have had anyone you wanted and you picked that monster. He was beneath you. I know that you and your children are in heaven. Love you Shanann, Bella, Celeste & Nicco
@EXCITINGCRUSH
2 жыл бұрын
All CW had to do was walk away, get a divorce and let Shanann and her children live, she would be very much hurt because she loved him dearly but I believe she would have eventually moved on with life because she was determined, strong and resilient. This case will sit beside most of us for the rest of our lives.
@jgiza8888
2 жыл бұрын
In his evil mind he could not just walk away... If he divorces, he would have to pay for three kids and a wife for at least 20 more years... I really believe the reason he killed her and the kids was he resented being her "slave". I think it all caught up to him, "working his ass off" as Shanann said only to be facing more bankruptcy and more debt with a third kid... HE SNAPPED. Sad, but I bet there were warning signs...
@victoriagraham6470
2 жыл бұрын
She is beautiful. Regarding his parents, how can you not attend your son's wedding? Something for sure wrong with that family. It was proved years later.
@carolestafford5187
2 жыл бұрын
His sister Jamie was uninvited to the wedding because she messed up Shannans shower invites...so his family said if Jamie cant go then were all staying home. Shannan and them never got along.
@marymcavoy9878
2 жыл бұрын
She was so beautiful and his mom was jealous and of her beautiful looking mother that what happned May they rest in peace 🌹 ❤ hopefully his parents will rot in hell with their killer of a son 😛🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬😈👽👿😈👹🤡🤬🤬👺😈👿🤢🤢
@clearday9525
2 жыл бұрын
Shanann was sabotaged even before the wedding. His sister offered to help with the invites for some kind of do and Shanann wondered why so few attended, only to discover from her friends they hadn't received the invites. His sister hadn't posted them. Then his mother and father not coming their own son's wedding! There's something very dysfunctional about CW's side. If I didn't like my son's choice of bride, I would suck it up for the sake of his happiness. But what was not to like about Shanann? And, even after they did that to her on her big day and their son's big day, Shanann still didn't shut them out. At the time of her death, it was CW's side that had blocked Shanann's side on FB.
@clearday9525
2 жыл бұрын
@Rachael Nelson V. interesting. Sandi mentioned that Cindy had talked negatively about Shanann being divorced! I don't think that was simple hypocrisy on the Watts' side. I'm really beginning to believe that there is something seriously wrong in that family, and that everything they accuse Shanann of is projection. They tell their son it doesn't matter what he did, they still love him. But when it comes to Shanann, they can't stop hating on her for no real reason at all. They remind me of when I was about 12, and I had a cassette player that wouldn't work unless you sparked it with a pair of scissors. And even then it only played a couple of songs till it stopped working again. So my mom left it in the shop for repair. And when she went back to get it, it had a note attached: "All messed up inside. Cannot be fixed." "All messed up inside. Cannot be fixed," doesn't just describe that cassette player. I think it describes CW and his entire family dynamics.
@clearday9525
2 жыл бұрын
@Rachael Nelson I hear ya!
@selenasanchez4580
Жыл бұрын
She was so BEAUTIFUL and Still is in Heaven with her babies!❤❤❤❤
@karenkysilka4556
2 жыл бұрын
The world is a darker place without her and her 3 babies .. but we can stop and think as long as we get to see her beautiful smile .. she seems so close to us …. Miss you all 💜🙏🏻💔💔💔💔
@joanbradley1735
2 жыл бұрын
I love that you bring us these beautiful sw videos it makes me smile ♥️ thank you
@徐小恩-w9f
2 жыл бұрын
I come from Taiwan! Every time I see the images about them, I, who are far away in Taiwan, feel so heartbroken for those two little girls.
@Nellie-Helen
2 жыл бұрын
She had a beautiful upbringing with such love and happiness in her family ♥️
@anand444
2 жыл бұрын
She did a great job capturing all those beautiful life moments especially of kids which we could cherish. I am from India and habitually I used to get irk when my wife asked to get cellphone to record every damn pic and video but after seeing these moments,I realized their importance.
@AmyDCools
2 жыл бұрын
Such a beautiful soul. CW can rot. Life is so unfair.
@lindamendoza5008
Жыл бұрын
Oh dear Shanann and 3 little angels up in heaven know that you have grown in my life and I will forever ACH for you guys the more I know about you angels l can't help it and I get emotional 😭💔 life isn't fair
@junglecat6966
Жыл бұрын
I'm love your YT & TT keeping Shan'Ann and her babies memory and legacy alive
@shininglight143
Жыл бұрын
Thank you 💕
@RobertaG556
2 жыл бұрын
This is really beautifully done! I love how his face is covered in a few shots! Thank you❤️ ❤️ ❤️
@heidikautz229
Жыл бұрын
No matter how many times I see her, hear her voice...every time she inspires me all over again 💫💜💜💜💙💫
@enginsavashistorychannel6186
2 жыл бұрын
İt is so hard to know she is not living any more! She is looking brilliant, hardworking and very beautiful!
@joeyhowells3848
4 ай бұрын
Shanahan was a very gorgeous women. RIP beautiful women never forgotten you and your babies
@angiehuber1911
2 жыл бұрын
I can't stop crying now, oh Lord! He was so blessed with Shannan and her children, yes, her daughters and son, because they never had a father. It breaks my heart this story.
@blondies7746
2 жыл бұрын
So beautiful Shanann was in side and out. Rest In Peace beautiful angel, you’ve touched so many lives. You and your babies will never be forgotten. 💜💜💜💜
@sandraferrari7817
2 жыл бұрын
Un dolore Incontenibile, insopportabile!!!Arrivederci, mia piccola shananne e ciao bimbi belli,angeli!!!!❤💘❤💘🧡💚💜💙💛💗💝💕
@kimberlyelliott7933
4 ай бұрын
Such a truly heartbreaking story for both families involved.
@coffeechatsandwalks3976
2 жыл бұрын
These are photos we've never seen on other posts, thanks Shanann's family for sharing them and your beautiful daughter with the world 😘💜🙏 She truly was a gorgeous woman and wonderful mother. Her family must be so proud of all that she achieved in her life and the joy she brought to all who loved her. Rest in love with your darling children, Shanann. God bless, in Jesus' name and love - amen 💛
@whirlbirdy
Жыл бұрын
Such a beautiful woman,God bless her and her baby's,
@maiyneboros6693
2 жыл бұрын
That pic at 21 sec is beautiful
@lisaulloa7617
Жыл бұрын
RIP SHANANN,BELLA,CECE AND NICO❤❤❤❤
@dorisjones5288
2 жыл бұрын
She was so beautiful !! So was her little girls !! 💗💗
@KC-zd9ih
2 жыл бұрын
Although, I never had the honor and pleasure of meeting Shanann, Bella, Cece, or Nico I do feel so incredibly 😥. I have watched so many videos and honestly Shanann was so amazing, so beautiful, admirable, and so loving to her beautiful girls. Had we met, I feel we would have been great friends. She truly was and absolutely still IS an inspiration!! I so wish I could have known her. It breaks my heart completely!! I pray for all of her family... always!! Please know that watching these videos you continue to post is such a blessing. It shows true love and honor to such an amazing woman an amazing mom, and the most adorable and beautiful children...Bella, Cece, Nico!! May they all RIP!! ❤💙💜💛💚💖🧡❤💙💜💛💚💖🧡
@nolamonahan8764
2 жыл бұрын
I can't believe I'm watching this four years later. My heart breaks thinking about how someone could be so monstrous.
@shananalexander9789
2 жыл бұрын
What a Beauty 😍 Such a sweet family. 😍
@nj8215
2 жыл бұрын
What a nice video. Her older pictures before that monster are beautiful. I can't believe she was killed over some ugly jezebel and her beautiful girls too. Its so heartbreaking. She will always be in our hearts. 🥺🥺❤❤❤
@andreamarin4296
Жыл бұрын
Imagine - her poor dad - having to live with the fact that he gave his daughter in marriage to what turned out to be a murdering monster. Chris looks horrible in his wedding suit. He disgusts me. He was always a sniveling wimp. Sha’nann saw his through rose colored glasses because he was so nice to her when she was sick. His family knew what he was. Too bad she didn’t “listen” to them through their actions prior to the wedding. She was an absolutely gorgeous woman.
@BassGirlSusan1961
2 жыл бұрын
Lives destroyed, for her family left behind their lives will never be the same. We can say 'if only' but sadly it's too late for that. My biggest 'if only' was if Shanann saw the real CW and stayed with her babies at the safety of her parent's place, safe there where he can't hurt them :(
@justmyopinion6345
2 жыл бұрын
His mother was the red flag.
@RachaelsNelson-e3i
Ай бұрын
@@justmyopinion6345watts are all red flags
@maryclemens1046
Жыл бұрын
Listening to this today is just heart wrenching. She had it all together before he ever darkened her (fb) doorstep. The pics show such confidence. Then she met him. 😢😭 I am so heartbroken for frankie & his parents.
@megant3051
2 жыл бұрын
She was so beautiful! Too bad a devil had to send her a friend request.... She deserved so much better.
@snickersdibene4419
2 жыл бұрын
They had such a beautiful life. Everything a couple prays for...I just don't understand I appreciate your time and effort you put into these beautiful videos. You are gifted. Well done!
@emckenzie7290
2 жыл бұрын
I watch all your videos Shining Light, thank you for helping to keep SBCN's memory alive! This particular video personally hit me really hard. I cried and cried! So I can't even begin to imagine what her family and friends are going through! Shannan was absolutely STUNNING, those gorgeous hazel eyes and that smile! A beautiful girl from a beautiful, loving family! Bella and CeCe were the definition of adorable! How could that POS hurt them!? Those of you giving this devastated family a hard time should be absolutely disgusted with yourselves! Karma will get you. RIEP 🐦❤️🌼🌷🌸🏵️😇
@nillyk5671
4 ай бұрын
When I see the house I realize why there are so many comments online hating on her and making up horrendous stories about how she came up with the money for the house. It's envy and an unhealthy projection of their own dark thoughts onto beautiful Shan'ann. They lack the leadership and life force she had so they try to put her down and diminish her accomplishments believing that doing so will make them look better or make them feel better. Well, guess what? You are just screaming to the top of your lungs how insecure and ugly you truly are. No matter how much you hate on her, that hate will come back to hunt you. Shan'ann's memory will forever live on. Rest in peace Shan'ann, Bella, Cece and Nico.
@melissalove2463
Жыл бұрын
She truly was a stunning looking woman !
@rachelvazquez5790
Жыл бұрын
What a stunning, gorgeous, woman she was! A heart of pure gold!
@sabinesabine8499
2 жыл бұрын
She was so beautiful and her kids were adorable. It’s so sad, I have no words for it . I’m so sad and sorry for her family. Why didn’t he just divorce her like normal people do. 😢😢😢
@PerrySkyePhoenix
2 жыл бұрын
There is nothing "normal" about Chris Watts' thought process.
@RachaelsNelson-e3i
Ай бұрын
@@PerrySkyePhoenix true
@barbaramather6775
Ай бұрын
Shanann beautiful woman. Beautiful parents and brother.
@lightyagami2800
2 жыл бұрын
God she was beautiful♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️😥😥😥😥😥
@audreykassem8010
6 ай бұрын
Love the pic of her and her father❤and the picture of her wedding day with her mother. Her mother is glowing with happiness. So freaking heartbreaking 💔
@KathyWakeman
Жыл бұрын
Shannan seems like such a beautiful person with everything to live her…..my heart breaks when I think about this lovely woman and her 2 children’s lives being snuffed out by the man she thought the world of!!! He didn’t deserve you Shannan and now I hope You, Bella and Cee-Cee are in a better place. RIP 😢
@Timenow1
Жыл бұрын
🙏💕✊⚡ We will see them someday... RIP Sis & Babies 😢
@lisaback1181
Жыл бұрын
He was lucky to have her and that is how everyman should feel but she was beautiful and independant he truly is a monster
@Celebrity_Reporter2023
2 жыл бұрын
It’s unbelievable what Happened to this beautiful lady full of life and her babies. They had a home a life ppl want. I still watch the Netflix documentary and it breaks my heart over and over. 💔
@juliehanks5889
2 жыл бұрын
What a beauty! Loving and warm. He had it all and just tossed it away. Shanann and her babies are missed everyday. God bless. 🌻🌻👼💜💜💜💙🙏🙏🙏🙏🌹🌸🌾🌺
@Nellie-Helen
2 жыл бұрын
Poor soul shanann felt she only deserved chris when she was so so beautiful and could have had the pick of any bunch! She was stunning! Inside and out! Rip shanann, bella, cece and nico👼🏼🙏🏽♥️
@jenniferfraser6936
2 жыл бұрын
Shanann was so lovely worked so hard to achieve a better life for her self at a young age and I love and miss her even though I don't know her . It's a shame she met with Chris she deserved a lot more she also adored her two girls. Shanann was so beautiful inside and out .l loved the pictures of her and she looks like her lovely Dad . Loved the pictures of her with her mum Dad and Brother.
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