(*vent*) may I have a pin pls🙁 I have cried so many times..I can't even cry if I wanted to....I used to be able to fake cry but I can't even do that any more..people have hurt me so much I don't trust anyone but music..music is my go to "person"... Music makes me feel better..especially when I sing along..I love music so much because its too relatable these days....thank you for making the music you make❤❤❤❤ never give up..😔😔❤❤❤❤ One hundred hearts for 💎skippy💎 ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤10 ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤20 ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤30 ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤40 ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤50 ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤60 ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤70 ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤80 ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤90 ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤100.1❤ I love you skippy..thank you for all your music😊🤗💙💚💛💜💝💞💕💓💟❤
@skippymusic1
3 ай бұрын
I got u with the pin
@deividasjuknevicius3620
3 ай бұрын
We losing emotions with time, if u close yourself u gonna end up like me dont do that try open yourself even if its hard, 16years thats how long my wish to die lasting and its even get harder i wish i could back and do everything different, dont end up like me trust me more time u let yourself sink in that more harder its gonna be get yourself up after 16 years i dont feel nothing anymore i dont feel joy of life i dont feel love i dont even feel bad about others, i tried to cover my emotions long time until they just disappeared and now i dont have other choice, everyone have limit and im reaching already my, hope u reading there is more than sadness it is maybe too late for me but not for you ❤
@HeavenZeleke-gr7rb
3 ай бұрын
You are not alone
@jamesgolden1348
2 ай бұрын
Your not alone man I’m here beside you suffering
@absolutelynobody-.7921
Ай бұрын
Ya know what, i like you. No reason, no reason at all 🗿
@jaxt5431
6 ай бұрын
I walk every day feeling like some sort of zombie. The pain hurts so badly I just become numb. Craving the sense of peace that never seems to come. Wondering if the weight in my chest will ever be released even just for a while. Your songs definitely speak to me. Please always make music
@skippymusic1
6 ай бұрын
im so sorry for everything you're going through, just know that Gods got your back and everythings gonna work out. He's got you. Love u lots and thank u for taking the time to listen
@yuvraj9936
6 ай бұрын
@@skippymusic1i wish i'd know a way to give my life to someone who wants to live
@konradblack765
5 ай бұрын
@@skippymusic1 you truly have no idea how much I needed to hear this right now man THANK YOU 💔💯🔥💨
@Nattydaddy4ever
5 ай бұрын
I just dreamed of it last night
@Sadsmile609
4 ай бұрын
@@skippymusic1 I love you man. I hope you're okay, truly.. 🫂
@xxl0cal_theoxx
3 ай бұрын
To the creator of this song . I wish you find your peace soon. I pray you won't have to suffer anymore. I pray those battle scars won't hurt you anymore ❤
@skippymusic1
3 ай бұрын
ur so sweet thank u! God bless you and your family
@MichaelPots
26 күн бұрын
My sister once told me "mental health is like fighting a bull, its tough asf and doesn't back down, its the same with your mind, fight your mental state and eventually it will cave but it will fight you to your teeth" thats just for anyone else who needs to hear it
@Crazy.Capricorn
4 ай бұрын
I respect you for going through your comments liking and replying trying to comfort them and convince them not to commit after writing an entire song about wanting to end it yourself, I wish I could say the same for myself.
@skippymusic1
4 ай бұрын
thank u bro
@Crazy.Capricorn
4 ай бұрын
@@skippymusic1 thanks man I really appreciate that, good luck with everything 🤝
@YouWishYouKnew169
3 ай бұрын
bro can someone make sure this whole trilogy is played at my funeral
@AngelFace-tp3gr
2 ай бұрын
Be more clear so u I understand I them right
@phoenixfytr
Ай бұрын
Bro what @@AngelFace-tp3gr
@jailbirdNerd
6 ай бұрын
Just can't get enough of ur music, its 100 times better the all the shit coming out by mainstream artist
@skippymusic1
5 ай бұрын
that means so much to me thank u!
@Tinko_D
3 ай бұрын
God damn, i can relate to almost every single word. But Im still here fighting my demons, even tho it’s hard sometimes. God bless you, hope the best for you!
@shellyculbertson1707
2 ай бұрын
Thank you for your music 🎶 I wanted to write a poem tonight called my Suicide Letter and then this song started playing. My dad I'm sure talking from the grave he always believed there was a song for everything. I feel like he still sends me songs from the grave via yourubs🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻 Love this song 🎶
@skippymusic1
2 ай бұрын
ur amazing tysm
@TeariaMariie-pn2ig
3 ай бұрын
This song represents my life when I was ten.😥
@kexhzia
3 ай бұрын
There is something about your music that just helps me get through. Much love man and I hope there will be many more songs like this in the future.
@skippymusic1
3 ай бұрын
genuinely means a lot brother thank u for listening
@Ann_idk1
3 ай бұрын
thank you so much for these songs, your voice is smoothing❤. Everyone who is going through something I hope things will get better❤❤.
@sheenamosby7640
5 ай бұрын
Man this dude shit is deep i am fighting demons i just lost my mom an my mental health isnt good at the moment
@skippymusic1
4 ай бұрын
im so sorry for ur loss, just know ur moms watching over u and protecting u. Keep pushing forward and being strong for her, Gods got amazing plans for ur life
@sheenamosby7640
4 ай бұрын
@@skippymusic1 I know she does man she was always there through all my jail stays an prison bids ups an downs she was always there an if she wasn't she stayed worrying about me but thanks bruha keep doing your thing man wish you the best an god is helping you he got s you man
@Arandom_person8
2 ай бұрын
Hey Skippy! Your amazing I recently found your channel a few days ago and your music has already helped me so much, I really appreciate you! I hope all everyone'd pain and suffering goes away you're all amazing people! God is always with you all!❤
@skippymusic1
2 ай бұрын
thank u for listening! And thank u for the kind message
@miloudnaima
3 ай бұрын
I felt every single word ..
@skippymusic1
3 ай бұрын
ty for listening
@GNF_cao
6 ай бұрын
So accurate tbh i guess i will die really soon thanks you skippy for all your song and all the thing you've done and said to me ❤ will for ever be with you my brother
@skippymusic1
6 ай бұрын
Everythings gonna be okay brother, lets keep thuggin this life out together, u cant leave me yet
@Itsonlymillsxx
2 ай бұрын
Everyone reading this, i love you and your very important to me even if we're strangers. This world needs you, please stay. Your perfect and you'll find your group of people, you'll find where you belong. Always remember suicide doesn't take the pain away it gives it to somone else.
@user-yc2eo6px2o
2 ай бұрын
I have always wanted to commit suicide but if I did, my dad would be very upset he deals with severe depression and I got it from him and I don't wan t him to be more sad so that is why I am still here just remember to think of others around you ❤
@skippymusic1
2 ай бұрын
this is a beautiful message, thank u for writing it
@Itsonlymillsxx
2 ай бұрын
@@skippymusic1 Yw Love ur music btw
@user-yc2eo6px2o
Ай бұрын
@skippymusic1) Thank you so much skippy for making these songs it really helps me. I always think about ending life, but these songs help me from not taking my life so that you so much skippy I am always ignored I always feel like a ghost I feel invisible to everyone around me so thank you so much skippy for making these songs I have lots alot of loved ones and these song help thank you
@PaviKutty-pt7xq
Ай бұрын
You okay..? 🥲
@john68879
5 ай бұрын
thanks for the great music skippy. really helps me getting though these times.
@skippymusic1
5 ай бұрын
thank u for taking the time to listen bro!
@sashahsh6533
2 ай бұрын
So in pain, and I really want to let go of life . But I don't want my beloved ones to grieve for me.
@absolutelynobody-.7921
Ай бұрын
If im being selfish enough then ignore me but i have a challenge for you. Could you reply to me after exactly a year? 🗿No reason no reason at all
@samarayman2934
5 ай бұрын
Love u ❤❤ Your are worthy and deserve too much love 😘❤️ Love from Egypt 🇪🇬
@skippymusic1
5 ай бұрын
I love u too! God bless u
@RyanCammerrer
Ай бұрын
My bro when i listen to your music i can relate so much I feel like that where my dad and daughter passed away i feel so unsafe and lonely but when i listen to you its really scares me but calms me down so much you make me feel safe with your lyrics man keep up the amazing work! Love to you my bro Thanks for making me feel calm Your the number one man who knows how people truly feel!♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
@annameins9746
4 ай бұрын
Wow 😢i cry . Your Songs are amazing❤
@skippymusic1
4 ай бұрын
tysmm
@ZayyThekidd16
28 күн бұрын
aye bro i love your music and your songs really make me cry bro and i been praying for you my boy… and i cry more then half of the time cause ppl turn me down or talk about my big bro who passed away in a bad way and it hurts… over 3yrs ago i was not even double digits yet and i lost two my best friends and my own bro and they got taken right in front of me and one was graduating high school…. i had asked God why he had to take them from me and our friends and family and there was no response, and ive lost 3 friends dude to this and it really hits me, cause your still up bro, your still you know standing 10 toes and your trying your best to push through it all and i give you credit and alot of credit bro, and for someone like you to put it in a song, makes me cry to, that your no alone and your also opening a door where people can see your hurting and they can vent too on their ends on what they goin through…. bro pls just know we love you and god loves you🖤💯. feel free to reach to me my boy.
@Itz_Kxrbn
Ай бұрын
Anyone else’s heart js gets so heavy that it starts to sink into your soul very deeply
@PriyaSharma-yt1yx
5 ай бұрын
Why so under rated ..but u know just let it be underrateddd... somethings i just wanna keep secret where i can relate and feel a little bit of relief of this life... I cant die but i can surely imagine the lovely feeling of dying .... Huhhh i m done of all this at this point i just hate myself and everybody seems perfect and it hurts when u have a lovely family ... They dont ever ever deserved a person like me ..oh god why you gave me life and now u have given it plss call me back to you i m just 18 and i m fed of . I m fed of my mind. I m fed upp of my illness of overthinking.. I m fed up of hurting my loved one .. I m fed up of not being trusted.. I am fed up of being a worthless.. I m fed of this hatred.. Im fed up of hating my self.. Im fed up of fake smiling .. I m fed up of lifee.. Pls god pls get me back to you ..i m waiting ...i cant die but you can take my life dont u see the pain , dont you see how unwanted i m ....huhhhhb
@ZayyThekidd16
28 күн бұрын
i also am 13 and a dr7g addict and i have ODd 3 times last year and went to a little rehab thing for kids. i found a light at the end of tunnel for a little while then i had lost 6 homies due to ODing during that time and recent one was a month ago bro…. i cry all the time bro asking god why he gotta take the ones we love most and there ain’t no answer bro and i dont know why my boy💔💔. and i have had bad cravings for the p1lls and i had relapsed once in beginning being at the place and then 4x a month later then i wanted to go home and now im with my old grandma and my little sis and my big brothers. but bro i love you bro and pls remember that🤘🏼🤘🏼 im not going nowhere, we all going to stay right here bro.
@tanyapedretti682
5 ай бұрын
Thanks for sharing your story. I’m sorry for your pain. I’m glad this is an older song & you’re doing better. ❤
@skippymusic1
5 ай бұрын
thank u for listening! I hope ur having an amazing year, God bless u
@LDGproductions1
2 ай бұрын
Your music really sinks deep into the heart and mind and makes u reflect on so much and i cant thank you enough. I hope your good man there are people who love and care but dont show it. Keep doing you, keep doing the music and keep striving for greatness your loved by all the community who support you and your music. Life is hard but we gotta support one and another and be kind and supportive to those struggling. Hope you keep making music like you do and helping many others like you been doing. Much love and blessings, always be strong and never give up. One day all the hard work will show and you can change your life for the better. ❤
@skippymusic1
2 ай бұрын
this is amazing bro thank you. Loved reading this
@boetakevikev
Ай бұрын
This pain of ours this one demon we cant get rid of I pray to God to suppress it let me not follow in the foot steps as my father did
@Lonelycountrykid321
4 ай бұрын
Dude😢 omg this song hits different😢 i feel this sooooo much
@skippymusic1
4 ай бұрын
thank u for listening
@donnatoots
25 күн бұрын
EXCELLENT CANT WAIT IN FACT I PRAY BEG WISH HOPE
@deividasjuknevicius3620
3 ай бұрын
Amazing song not much time left and this song makes my evening 😁
@N3isfree
3 ай бұрын
This song hits so hard on a deep meaning!!
@maggy2604
6 ай бұрын
Thanks for this one!! I love it & you ofc
@skippymusic1
6 ай бұрын
ty for listening! i love u lots
@wanderervans
5 ай бұрын
Thank you so much for this, hoping that your pain eases out :)
@skippymusic1
5 ай бұрын
thank u so much for listening!!
@crisantaarcoyo
5 ай бұрын
I was broke right now and feel hopeless for myself then I accidentally search a songs here in my KZitem and then I found this song's, I really like the lyrics and the meaning of it 😶😶
@skippymusic1
4 ай бұрын
tysm for listening, keep fighting and things are gonna get better for u soon i promise
@GlamrockRaven
5 ай бұрын
Recently my depression has became even more worse and making me become sucidal.......ur music always helps me though and i appreciate that god bless u < 3
@skippymusic1
4 ай бұрын
keep fighting i know ur super strong! Just know God has ur back and he'll bless u with more happiness than u could ever imagine
@Spicybunnyboiii
4 ай бұрын
I can definitely relate
@janessaatalieevann
Ай бұрын
the pain inside made me numb, and sometimes, i lie to myself so much that i somehow believe in those lies
@Harutoimnida
3 ай бұрын
The way I felt every word of this song in my soul like it's giving me goosebumps cuz this is what my life is about and this is what I've always been thinking and trying to cope up with everything going on in my life. I love Skippy just for the way he describes my life in words exactly the feeling I'm feeling. Thank you so much
@skippymusic1
3 ай бұрын
Proud of u for still fighting brother and not giving up, keep going! I know life will turn out amazing for you. Love u tons and thank u for listening
@Harutoimnida
3 ай бұрын
@@skippymusic1 I never thought you'd reply to that 😭😭😭😭 Thank You So Much and also Thank You For saving lives
@user-ev1gw1wv5h
4 ай бұрын
Beautiful words so deep hugs ❤
@skippymusic1
4 ай бұрын
ly lots, thank u
@AnielIlva-ou4fk
Ай бұрын
Thanks for the song its all complete
@chelseabelayau2705
3 ай бұрын
this song is what i feel right now.... and goodbyee🙂
@skippymusic1
3 ай бұрын
Don't give up yet, you're super strong and you've come to far to give up now, trust God that things are gonna get better, I promise he didn't bring you this far in life to abandon you now. Things are gonna get sooooo much better for you I promise
@tanisharoy331
3 ай бұрын
Well...i have never been affected my any song like this...like every damn word hitting me like bullets...things have been quite hard through months...i dont wanna die...just cant stay strong enough...all alone and somehow cold and numb...i dont feel anything but just have to put a big smile...idk why...sometimes my hands shake ...and my eyes dont listen and just cry cry....sometimes i dont see anything and keep it up...i try ...sometimes i run away...sometimes i am too scared to move...idk whats happening...am gonna turn 18...sounds serious...but somehow...i lost myself i everything...i start to hate myself how i look..how i smile...everything...idk...and this song...i was listening...and last i said...man...thats true
@lisaboutelle152
5 ай бұрын
I've lost everything in my life that has meaning😢
@skippymusic1
4 ай бұрын
things will get better dont worry
@kadencerose
6 ай бұрын
Thank you for this
@skippymusic1
5 ай бұрын
ofc, thank u for listening
@kingchris7657
4 ай бұрын
Love your music definitely can relate but you got this my guy
@skippymusic1
4 ай бұрын
thank u for listening bro
@mollybutler9278
4 ай бұрын
Thank you for righting this song has been helping me , I hope you never give up !❤
@skippymusic1
4 ай бұрын
and thank u for listening! ur amazing
@ResseLoop
Ай бұрын
Perfect song and soon I'll be gone Thanks
@Therian_kiddo
Ай бұрын
this was the song i listend to before my 1st attempt.... i thought this would be the last song i would hear.
@JenniferDolce-0720
2 ай бұрын
This kid is way under rated he is really really good with his lyrics and his voice is amazing and he probably has touched soooo many people that are feeling that way and I am definitely 1 of them
@skippymusic1
2 ай бұрын
i love u tons, thanks for always being a day 1. Bringing you with me wherever i go
@user-mt9rd5dd6g
2 ай бұрын
his songs hit close to heart
@skippymusic1
2 ай бұрын
thank u for listening
@bisexual_butterfly
2 ай бұрын
Why I can’t stop thinking about this song like damn
@skippymusic1
2 ай бұрын
tyyy
@SerenityRichard-b8v
4 күн бұрын
It’s not wrong to feel alone or to want to die because I’m only 10 and I’m about to go to my fifth school and I keep making friends just to lose them sometimes I feel like I’m not aloud to be happy I feel alone and once I tried to kill my self but I stopped and just started slapping myself across the face until I was bleeding but that’s before I found your songs and realized it’s not only me going through a hard life like my family sometimes doesn’t even care about me but when I saw you and your songs I started to wish for one thing and it was too see you smile
@Aishycheesecrackers431
3 ай бұрын
I needed this lol cuz it relates ;)
@gsrycummings1180
2 ай бұрын
I’m laying here listening Worthy is the Lamb with teared filled eyes. Tears of absolute love I have for GOD but in the same moment I’m angry because HE won’t let me come home. These same tears are tears from a tired person who’s been fighting this war since I was a young boy ( I’m tired ) so VERY tired. I’m reminded of all the reasons to continue this fight the two biggest reasons is my kids and I want to go home but even those two things sometimes are not enough I’m reminded by the monster not under my bed but the one who lays right next to me that the only way to end him is to end me. I so wish I could share with you a small percentage of the chaos in my head you would have a little understanding why I text such things tonight I’m a small boat out in the ocean with no land in sight and while trying to locate land my boat has a large hole and sinking. The song I’m listening to has lyrics that go like this I just want to speak the name of JESUS over fear and anxiety to every soul held captive by depression I Speak JESUS Im sorry for laying out such things but i needed to bail out another bucket of water ) and being here alone the walls arent very compassionate with things that need to be said im told to journal when this needs to get out but im throwing it out into the world by sharing with whoever reads these words One last thing i throw out to you please pray for me I dont think HEs listening to mine One more song then bed again sorry for spilling a little water out of my sinking boat i just cant keep up with the leak
@MarilynMejorado-ee8qh
5 ай бұрын
I feel your words and feel the same... Drs stopped helping people and leave us in F'in misery, not being able to sleep... I cry for you 😢 you have a beautiful voice.. i know that don't help but i will miss you
@skippymusic1
4 ай бұрын
thank u for listening, Gods got u and things will get better for u soon
@MarilynMejorado-ee8qh
4 ай бұрын
Honey the army gave me TBI. And it's getting worse. I know I won't be on this plane much longer. I'm living until my furry babies pass from natural causes then following them home. I love you I hope you find peace. I know how bad it feels. I wish I could just hug you and let you talk and bleed it out and I don't think anybody should judge you. They haven't got your scars. You have people like me that your words touch deeply. I wish I could take it away from you.
@GNF_cao
4 ай бұрын
@@MarilynMejorado-ee8qhi wish i could take everything away from YOU you dont deserve to live all this shit honestly I know how life is hard living with ptsd and trauma and stuff are hard but you can do it i swear ❤ Stay strong keep your head up you got this
@earlwade-pf3qy
4 ай бұрын
Yup I've been in and out of counseling and mental hospitals all my life they give up on you
@patriciajawara5825
2 ай бұрын
😭I feel this night time 🥹
@user-bf9nc9tm8g
Ай бұрын
i think this poppin up in my recommendations is a sign
@senpaimizuki822
6 ай бұрын
Hats off from 1 to boundless🌸
@skippymusic1
5 ай бұрын
@patricespears5362
Ай бұрын
I wake up every morning and think of reasons why I SHOULDN'T leave this earth and i go to bed every night and think of reasons why i SHOULD 😣😣
@jaylynch3192
3 ай бұрын
It’s been a rough few weeks. Especially with graduation coming up soon. I’ve been struggling to keep going because the unknown is scarier than I thought it would be. I struggle with severe depression and anxiety. Thank you for making the music you do
@skippymusic1
3 ай бұрын
thank u for listening
@Jeyhas0Subs
3 ай бұрын
Brother, To be honest..I have no words for you.❤❤❤
@skippymusic1
3 ай бұрын
thank u for listening bro
@Lunar_p4ws
3 ай бұрын
I liked and saved this video. ❤❤
@skippymusic1
3 ай бұрын
tysmmmm
@DavidDragon-mm8ww
Ай бұрын
I understand how feel
@ruslanmazurkewic
3 ай бұрын
Don’t die 😢please this song
@nivea2win
2 ай бұрын
Very emotional 😢
@skippymusic1
2 ай бұрын
tysm
@user-px2pr4iw7y
4 ай бұрын
i dont feel loved by my sisters anymore and i just shut them out to give them space
@skippymusic1
4 ай бұрын
I feel u, just make sure u always communicate how u feel with them. sometimes (all the time) our brain makes us overthink things and we convince ourselves certain things are happening when in reality they aren't. Tell them how u feel
@aliramono6768
6 ай бұрын
Such a sad one. Always here for you 😢 🤍
@skippymusic1
6 ай бұрын
tysm! same with u
@mranish6333
6 ай бұрын
Yes sirrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr ❤❤😪🇳🇵🇳🇵
@skippymusic1
5 ай бұрын
@helloitsmschloechannel143
3 ай бұрын
Nah bro im crying rn this song relate on me😞
@skippymusic1
3 ай бұрын
im proud of u for still fighting, things will get better soon I promise
@jasminekaur8056
6 ай бұрын
You’re the best ❤️
@skippymusic1
6 ай бұрын
so are u!
@meganstewart1559
3 ай бұрын
I’m crying💔💔💔💔
@skippymusic1
3 ай бұрын
Keep fighting just a bit longer, Gods got amazing plans for ur life i promise
@Maddi1224
4 ай бұрын
Definitely got a new sub here.
@skippymusic1
4 ай бұрын
Thank youuu
@oceanofrose
6 ай бұрын
love u skips
@oceanofrose
6 ай бұрын
IM AMIXI BTW
@GNF_cao
6 ай бұрын
Hope new song from you come out some day ❤
@skippymusic1
6 ай бұрын
love u too
@jp6661
Ай бұрын
Truth wish it was over already
@joshiyasha8435
6 ай бұрын
Thank You Skippy for the lyrics!! 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 Fuck all those people who KNEW! BUT DON'T ACTUALLY CARE!!
@skippymusic1
6 ай бұрын
thanks for listening!
@maryjane31288
6 ай бұрын
Ur amazing so keep being u
@skippymusic1
6 ай бұрын
thank u! and ty for listening
@maryjane31288
6 ай бұрын
@@skippymusic1thank u, ur words and songs hit close 2 home and touches one on another level then other artists music. Ur amazing and always remember that. That’s ur gift and y u r here 2 help others gn thru similar shit, who think their alone bt theres a whole community of us
@christycharlton1763
4 ай бұрын
I really hope thos amazing artist doesn't feel this way. This person matters
@skippymusic1
4 ай бұрын
You matter too! never forget that
@Tinesha15
2 ай бұрын
I'm listening to this while cutting myself bc of depression. Lol relates to the topic.
@skippymusic1
2 ай бұрын
thank u for listening
@Tinesha15
2 ай бұрын
@@skippymusic1 Love the song though, its great. Keep up the great work
@JonathanCoxjonathangcox
5 ай бұрын
Amen
@skippymusic1
4 ай бұрын
@geezee1469
3 ай бұрын
Maybe the weight of my heart would finally be lightened through it
@lonelyfran2091
4 ай бұрын
I thought I already survived my fight... But it seems that the real fight is yet to start
@skippymusic1
4 ай бұрын
things will get better for u super soon, don't worry
@Captainspark05
6 ай бұрын
We love you Skippy ❤❤❤
@skippymusic1
6 ай бұрын
I love u too!
@Captainspark05
6 ай бұрын
I know you probably hear this all the time but your music really has kept me fighting... if something is really going on please dont let it get to the point that you will leave us. To be 100% honest when the "post this when im dead" video was posted i started breaking down.. keep making music and remember you are loved @@skippymusic1
@brycedaguy2458
6 ай бұрын
goat
@skippymusic1
6 ай бұрын
thank u bro, hope ur doing good
@NohelaniAloha85
3 ай бұрын
I am going through the hardest and darkest place in my life right now.... The man I married 18yrs ago, is a stranger. I don't even know who He is anymore. I gave my life to God in 2020, and I haven't looked back. I made the choice to stick it out with God, no matter how hard it got. I thought I was prepared for the fight, that I knew would come. The devil is mad!! The battles have gotten me so wore out, that I wish to not wake up every morning, and I cry myself to sleep nightly. People talk about how great God is, and He is.... They tell about how He changes your life and you love life. But they don't talk about the part where we have a enemy, the moment we decide to stay with God, no matter what. And how he will stop at nothing to get you to turn from God! God opened my eyes to see who I married, whereas before, I was blind in love. I see now, and I have no clue on what I'm doing. He made sure my family hated me, my friends have all turned their back on me, he moved us 2 states away to where I know no one and nothing and it's been one big nightmare that I can't seem to wake up from. People tell me to leave... that I need to just go and figure it out. But they have family to run to, a job and a car to leave in. I was forced to sale mine, so that I could keep a roof over our head. So if I go, I have no where to go and I'll be going without a vehicle... and to be honest, I'm scared. I know I won't survive out there alone. I'm scared of my own shadow at night, so I can only imagine what it would be like for me out there. The shelters are full, the dv shelter will not let my teen sons come because they only have one big room that the women stay in and boys older than 13 can't stay there. I literally have no where to go.... And I can't do this anymore. The only way out of here, that I can see.... is the grave!!! The devil couldn't get to me, so he came for my family instead and I am so numb now, that I can even breathe. I didn't picture this when I surrendered my life to God 😭 I need a way. Anyway. I don't want to be here anymore. Before this marriage.... I was such a happy girl who loved laughing and making people laugh. I was so kind hearted and just loved life....and He sucked it right out of me, so much that I do not even recognize the girl staring back at me in the mirror!! Please, if you pray.... pray for me 🙏 I need guidance and strength to get through this, without ending it all.... This is not me. I want the me back.... the me who was in love with life, before the world broke her to pieces
@skippymusic1
3 ай бұрын
I 10000000% understand what you mean, but I PROMISEEEEE you that things will turn around for you soon. I know its painful and scary and really hard to look past all the darkness, but I promise Gods got amazing blessings for you coming soon. If I've learned anything the last few months, it's that Gods timing is TRULY perfect. Like I never fully grasped that until recently just the way things have been happening lately. I promise this is not the end for you, God is going to do incredible things in your life, just keep going a bit longer. I love u tons and I know everythings gonna work out for you better than you could have ever imagined. There's been things that have happened to me in life where in the moment I have no idea why its happening, but weeks, months, sometimes years later I always end up having this "awakening" moment where I see why that certain painful event happened and how much it ended up being for the better and benefiting me in a way that I could have never imagined. Your so strong and im so proud of you for sticking through your walk with God, keep going a bit longer and things are gonna be so good for you I promise
@ars8427
3 ай бұрын
I will pray for you 🙏🏻 stay strong and bielieve in God's timing. I guarantee, you won't be disappointed. I'm proud of you for still being here, keep going 🙏🏻
@joshuag.6387
3 ай бұрын
Shyt u just told my life as if you were right next to me. Been with this girl almost 18 years now still married but she just asked for a divorce. I got 2 kids and never wanted a broken home for them. We have the perfect life idk why she feels like she's missing out. She wants to explore other ppl after 17 years togeather. I don't get it....
@Spicybunnyboiii
4 ай бұрын
It helps just listening to something that I can actually relate to
@skippymusic1
3 ай бұрын
Im proud of u for still being here and still fighting, keep going
@moon_2312
24 күн бұрын
❤
@pracheh
3 ай бұрын
I had sweetest friend whom i used to share everything without thinking twice and now i lost her. I'm so alone, her memories kept haunting me i wish if i could do something for her. I miss her alot that i too want to destroy my life...
@skippymusic1
3 ай бұрын
I'm super super sorry for your loss, but just know she's forever watching over you and keeping you safe. And she'd want you to keep going forward and being strong like you have been. I'm proud of you for not giving up, and I know she's proud of you too. Love u lots and I promise things are gonna get better
@Tracy-pr7du
3 ай бұрын
This suicide letter broke my heart man😢
@skippymusic1
3 ай бұрын
thank u for taking the time to listen brother
@Skybee717
4 ай бұрын
I dont beleive in heaven or hell. I'm going to an empty void of nothingness that doesn't hurt. I won't feel anything or be anything anymore... That's more comforting than hoping heaven exists.
@chrystalvaught2169
5 ай бұрын
❤❤❤
@skippymusic1
4 ай бұрын
@Stefisparkls
3 ай бұрын
We are all so broken
@Sam-gt8wo
2 ай бұрын
I believe heaven is real but, there is no bad part to believing, if you weren’t worth something the devil wouldn’t be attacking you in every possible way to keep you down
@skippymusic1
2 ай бұрын
love this comment, thank u
@dominickgalindez1844
2 ай бұрын
I honestly dont know if family or friends can out way the pain and emotion im feeling i dont sleep unless i physicly cant take it and when i do its for a day i even baised it so well i changed my work scedual i know myself so well and no one knows what im feeling because if i tell them they dont listen or understand or i just cant say it because i dont know how to myself exsplain what im going threw
@dominickgalindez1844
2 ай бұрын
Every day is the same painful shit 24 7 I'm thinking about it silence the voices and I'll be free
@skippymusic1
2 ай бұрын
Gods got you brother! Jesus has you too! I promise everything will change up for the better soon, you're on this earth for a reason, please don't give up yet!
@leecobb9532
4 ай бұрын
My friend told me to look this up.truth is ima thank him.
@skippymusic1
4 ай бұрын
thank u for listening bro
@double9yg
6 ай бұрын
❤❤
@skippymusic1
6 ай бұрын
@Luna_15251
3 ай бұрын
Real.
@skippymusic1
3 ай бұрын
@user-op4ll9tn1w
22 күн бұрын
I think I want yo go through with it 😂😂I give up😂😂😢😢😢😢😢
@randolphderoypichardo1141
3 ай бұрын
In the quiet of the night, beneath the stars that softly gleam, I find myself adrift, caught within a restless dream. The world outside is vast, yet within, I'm tightly pressed, My voice a silent echo, my heart cries, "Help me, I'm depressed." The days blend into each other, a monochrome of grey, I've lost the colors of my life, I've lost my way. In the crowd, I stand alone, my pain tightly confessed, My eyes are whispering silently, "Help me, I'm depressed." Amongst the laughter and the light, I wear a masked disguise, Hiding the tears that I've shed, hiding the stormy skies. But beneath the mask, I am a tempest, a soul unblest, A brittle smile that cracks to say, "Help me, I'm depressed." I reach out for a lifeline, in this sea of tumultuous thought, A beacon in the darkness, for by this despair, I'm caught. Will someone hear my silent plea, see I'm not just distressed, But a soul crying out from the shadows, "Help me, I'm depressed"? By Alondra POEM I made
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