While being stuck in my room resting my concussion the past few days, I decided to go listen through a lot of the past music I have composed/played.
When I came across Snowfall in the playlist, I finally realized the true meaning of the piece was not about snow falling, but about my mental health falling. I had written it in a time when I was blaming everything on myself and wasn't willing to talk to anyone about my problems. I kept piling on work in hopes to bury these issues deep down, but recently, I started doubting myself again, thinking about all of my past mistakes no matter how small, and blamed everything on myself.
While recovering from my concussion, I used the time to think more critically of what I could have done better in the past. I am starting to take those steps to improve myself so I can improve the world. My first step was to revisit snowfall, a piece I wrote in my lowest about my internal struggle and to give it a proper recording.
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