I wasn’t sure whether I would ever release this. Those suffering in silence or behind closed doors, this is for you x
@georgiahargreaves6010
5 жыл бұрын
I love you ❤❤❤
@jamo3204
5 жыл бұрын
Thanks, I really need it❤❤❤
@Kevkay
5 жыл бұрын
it's absolutely wonderful, thank you for releasing
@malinengstrom3436
5 жыл бұрын
This song i can def relate to. A dad who drank all his life neglecting us. And when he died from his addiction that was the moment i finally got closure and i kind of forgave him...
@eviewong7519
5 жыл бұрын
Thank you.
@amylehane2212
4 жыл бұрын
The fact that so many people relate to this breaks my heart I’m sending all my love to you all. 💛💛
@beck9464
4 жыл бұрын
Amy Lehane thank you ❤️❤️
@solomaze6506
4 жыл бұрын
Thank you Even tho both my parents aren't alcholic , they're divorced So I see this as a different view , like I'm sody sitting there singing those words
@amylehane2212
4 жыл бұрын
confused writer ❤️❤️
@amylehane2212
4 жыл бұрын
Solo Maze • stay strong ❤️💛❤️💛
@essennagerry
4 жыл бұрын
I've had/have issues with my parents but I have both of them here and they've always loved me. I feel so sad thinking there are people who don't have that. It breaks my heart. Idk what that feels like, I've never been in such a situation, but for some reason it really strikes a chord with me and my heart breaks and goes out for people like that.
@sidhu6784
4 жыл бұрын
“I just wanted you say something, anything at all”...it hurts the most when the person who hurt you the most won’t acknowledge it and you have to stay pretending everything is alright.
@33bb33bb
4 жыл бұрын
Maaaannn! It be hittin different sometimes :(( U should check out Jaylyns Love Trilogy! I think you'll love her, promise! Shes gonna be huge one day kzitem.info/news/bejne/zIhvnpt8r4ycepg
@solomaze6506
4 жыл бұрын
I felt this, all my life I've met people who've done things to me that still make me cry al9ne in my bedroom. I had my moments where I would defend myself and tell them what they did to me but at the end of the day it didn't matter what they did, cause it doesn't matter of they don't acknowledge it. Plenty of times have I've felt stupid for even trying to do the right thing
@smoothestofbrains3360
4 жыл бұрын
Damn, this hit hard. My dad always thinks he's in the right and is constantly denying that he was in the wrong. Worst part is, is you can't try to get him to admit it by putting forth the facts of what he did wrong because all he'll do is say you're wrong and deny he ever did anything. It's truly frustrating and hurts me so much because I just want him to acknowledge it even just once.
@mirandamariiie
5 жыл бұрын
the fact this is live absolutely blows my mind ‘you cant buy love, or laughter, or happiness’ absolutely beautiful words and melody to go with it
@phantominvestigations
5 жыл бұрын
So true dear about love or laughter or happiness
@Wanderingruby__
4 жыл бұрын
This bit gets me so much!
@belaisout
5 жыл бұрын
This is literally the history of my life; Except that he didn't drink.
@oliviam3267
4 жыл бұрын
He’s a monster when he’s sober
@sandrahany538
4 жыл бұрын
Same for me...
@littleclover2289
4 жыл бұрын
Damn...this hit me hard. Both my parents had issues (mom a pill popper, dad a drunk and crack head), my dad is 5 years sober this year :), and my mom I disowned her so I could protect myself. Those of you that are younger it doesn't matter if they are your mom, your dad, grandma, spent lots of money on you, helped out a few times...if they are a toxic person it's ok for you to protect yourself. It's ok to move on to be happier. Stay strong all of you that are going through this shit, and protect yourself.
@leahroyster8919
3 жыл бұрын
thank you...
@johnnyhegarty9658
4 жыл бұрын
As a recoverying alcoholic this hit me hard, its so honest. Thank you so much for this insight, I really appreciate it. You're amazing
@chelsieherczeg1400
4 жыл бұрын
I was trapped in an abusive relationship for nearly a year when I was 16 with a guy I thought I loved who was 21.. I’m now 23 and I’m so fucking proud of myself for finally plucking up the courage and leaving.. You girls/guys are so strong, you may not see it right now.. but you will! You’re not alone❤️
@_Aurore
4 жыл бұрын
you're brave, sending you all my love 💖💖
@chelsieherczeg1400
4 жыл бұрын
❣️❣️❣️
@allylexigirl
5 жыл бұрын
Describes my relationship with my father perfectly
@NikiVaghela
4 жыл бұрын
Same here 💔
@marjorie5739
4 жыл бұрын
Same 😔
@_Aurore
4 жыл бұрын
I felt that 💔
@solomaze6506
4 жыл бұрын
Describes my relationship with my mom
@InfamousJD20
4 жыл бұрын
Same
@the_next_da_vinci1056
4 жыл бұрын
Do you even remember that I'm only 15....
@bluelagoon228
4 жыл бұрын
River mast fuck I felt that. good luck w what ur going thru.
@_Aurore
4 жыл бұрын
I can relate with my father, stay brave y'all u deserve happiness 💖
@solomaze6506
4 жыл бұрын
Gonna turn 17 and still feel this way
@cmcosens1
4 жыл бұрын
I love that she doesn't hide her accent. Makes it so much more real.
@Classic_literature
4 жыл бұрын
wdym
@오윤석-j9d
3 жыл бұрын
Which moments?
@rachelpalma7398
3 жыл бұрын
@@오윤석-j9d 1:06 notice how she sang 'all' and 'talk'
@intheheatofjuly
3 жыл бұрын
aaa so true
@intheheatofjuly
3 жыл бұрын
ikrrrr
@abiallison6370
5 жыл бұрын
Every. Single. Song. Is. Perfect. That's just it. Everyone one of her songs really is amazing!💛
@ellagracex-70
4 жыл бұрын
Lyrics; You're a monster when you drink Nobody has the guts to tell you That you're a monster when you drink And now I'm picking up the pieces It's not a complicated question You either care or you don't You take so long to answer Don't think you even know I'm saying all the things I've wanted to say Don't have the money to pay The way you did to me For what you did to me I just wanted you to say something Anything at all To put my mind at ease That you're a good man off the road But nothing ever changes You don't even wanna talk Maybe it's a good thing you won't see me anymore I'm leaving this forever I've gone to pack my things Do you remember that I'm only 18? But nothing ever changes You don't even wanna talk Maybe it's a good thing you won't see me anymore You're so selfish when you're sober It's always about you And even though it's all over Keep hiding from the truth I'm saying all the things I've wanted to say You don't have the money to pay For what you did to me For what you did to me I just wanted you to say something Anything at all To mind my mind at ease That you're a good man off the road But nothing ever changes You don't even wanna talk And maybe it's a good thing you won't see me anymore I'm leaving this forever I've gone to pack my things Do you remember that I'm only 18? But nothing ever changes You don't even wanna talk And maybe it's a good thing you won't see me anymore You come by love Or laughter or happiness You come by love Or laughter or happiness No, you come by love Or laughter or happiness No, you come by love Or laughter or happiness You come by my love My laughter, my happiness You come by my love My laughter, my happiness You come by my love My laughter, my happiness You come by my love... You're a monster when you drink And now im picking up the pieces
@robinbeach701
4 жыл бұрын
*you're a good man after all *you can't buy my love, my laughter, my happiness
@jenostark7535
4 жыл бұрын
you can't buy love or laughter or happiness
@worthylove3339
2 жыл бұрын
Im with you. I grew up with narcissist mother i ran away when i was 19.
@_saiyuno
5 жыл бұрын
this song made me so emotional. you're an incredible singer, sody, keep putting out these works of art.
@mariomalkowsky342
4 жыл бұрын
nothing hurts heavyer than the scars we wear inside us
@solomaze6506
4 жыл бұрын
If only we knew that the scars that makes us weak at times can makes us strong as well
@sandrahany538
4 жыл бұрын
Damn those goosebumps when she says "you can't buy love, laughter and happiness " i literally felt that..
@somebody8381
5 жыл бұрын
I'm early to see this beauty of a voice and lines, sorry for all the pain they gave to you.
@nothankyou01
4 жыл бұрын
recently cut off my dad from my life because he’s an alcoholic and has been since I was born. it hurts because I spent so much time trying to “fix” him and every time he lied and broke promises I blamed myself
@cgonzalez121863
4 жыл бұрын
The recorded version was stunning.....this is just so raw and wow.
@isabellatlk
4 жыл бұрын
This is so relatable wtf Why is this literally exactly how I feel and almost completely what happened/is happening
@Johnrider1234
5 жыл бұрын
You are simply the most beautiful breathtaking lovely woman pretty soft amazing feminine
@ashleyahmed1608
4 жыл бұрын
Everyone is saying she is underated but am asking sody are u ok ?
@itsrahul8795
5 жыл бұрын
You can't buy my love, my laughter, my happiness💓.. The bestest line
@douggtrad
4 жыл бұрын
"do you remember that I'm only eighteen?" Damn that hurt
@antkatya3115
4 жыл бұрын
Literally my first thought when I heard her voice.. "When did Selena Gomez get an accent" Her voice 🤤😍 omg
@jessm4720
4 жыл бұрын
Sounds nothing like her
@antkatya3115
4 жыл бұрын
@@jessm4720 and you can have that opinion
@addheading
4 жыл бұрын
@@antkatya3115 There's opinion and fact. Sody doesn't sound like Selena.
@Galqxu
4 жыл бұрын
Where was this song when i was 18 👏🙏 maybe it wouldnt have taken me 5 years to leave 💙💓 such a good song
@SanityBargain
4 жыл бұрын
For such a simple video it's so captivating, it deosnt distract from the song and thet compliment each other
@imacat99
3 жыл бұрын
This song could have been written about my dad. He's a selfish alcoholic, I hate him, he ruined my life. He doesn't care about anyone but himself. Broke my family in pieces and blames us for his mistakes.
@moongrrrl3333
4 жыл бұрын
This song got me in my feels it’s so beautiful but extremely painful.
@morganlynn1520
4 жыл бұрын
This song is exactly my thoughts on my father. I played it for my mom and she was speechless at how perfectly it described it. I cried for hours listening to this song for the first time. Thank you,x.
@faithbudd5056
4 жыл бұрын
I get chills everytime I listen to you.. I really love the bully song the most. Your voice is sooo beautiful. Please don’t ever stop making music
@alexrider2431
4 жыл бұрын
she reminds me of chelsea cutler this song is so peacefull
@annalundh5479
4 жыл бұрын
my dad drank and then he got very easy angry when he got angry it was violent he did not hit me but screamed in my face and hit on things next to me he has moved out and has stopped drinking but I do not know if Can forgive him for what he’s done to me
@zofielarsen3413
4 жыл бұрын
Same. Except he hasnt stopped
@yueliang8239
5 жыл бұрын
The song paints in my mind that of a painfully young girl left with an alcoholic father.
@donyekeesee1352
4 жыл бұрын
山中幸子 my life
@yueliang8239
4 жыл бұрын
@@donyekeesee1352 I sorrow greatly for your hurt. Are you holding up alright?
@songbirdforever8962
4 жыл бұрын
I keep coming back here, to this song. So raw, so beautiful!
@saar-zv8dt
4 жыл бұрын
Listening to this is a bigger confrontation than a therapy session
@haleyjorges5911
4 жыл бұрын
Fuck I’m crying, this really really hit home.
@derkakao4291
4 жыл бұрын
Sehr sehr gute Stimme und mega hübsch 🔥❤️
@vijai3
5 ай бұрын
For my innocent beautiful mom always They manipulated events And instead of admonitions of the wrong doings They even went and murder my mom She was a innocent person.... Its messed up....
@kerrimurray860
4 жыл бұрын
Nice song, but one thing I will say is that alcoholism is an addiction and addiction is an illness. And before anyone comments saying you’ve clearly never been round an alcoholic I have
@taintedgames5789
4 жыл бұрын
Your voice melts my heart. Your words hit me to the core. You absolute beauty ❤️ please continue to write and produce music ❤️
@lizpowsms
2 жыл бұрын
My dad passed away last June due to his alcoholism,,, after isolating himself for months. “Maybe it’s a good thing we don’t see you anymore” “and even though it’s all over, I keep hiding from the truth” SHUT UP, YOU’RE CRYING
@vijai3
Жыл бұрын
For my innocent beautiful mom always.... She had her life stolen from her.... She was the most amazing beautiful sincere person ever....
@simonlegrec
4 жыл бұрын
Ultra... give me pls some acapellas....
@aryahnalewissahr5804
4 жыл бұрын
I’m literally crying right now. I just wanted you to say anything.😭😭🤧
@vijai3
2 жыл бұрын
My mom was suffering in silence, and I wasn't there for her... Sweet dreams mom... I will be happy when my life is over... Thank you for everything you did for me in my twenties... I miss you everyday...
@lorrainewadsworth9019
4 жыл бұрын
Alcoholics Anonymous should adopt this tune. Dont lose hope., but only you can change it.......
@vijai3
Жыл бұрын
For my innocent beautiful mom always.... She loved life so much and was the most beautiful amazing person ever!!!
@vijai3
2 жыл бұрын
Sweet dreams mom... I will never see you ever again... For 2 months I put myself first and I lost you I can't buy love...
@vijai3
2 жыл бұрын
I do care... I don't have the money to pay... I won't ever you again... No it's not always about me, I lived for you... If I could I would traded place... I can't buy love...
@vijai3
11 ай бұрын
I listen to your song.... When they stole my mom life.... She was a decent, beautiful, innocent person...
@samaraharmon5236
10 күн бұрын
I found this song many years ago and instantly thought of my dad… listening to it now, and he’s still the only person I can think of when listening to this song.. 💔
@vijai3
2 жыл бұрын
I never could pay for what I did to you... This is about me, this about you... I am not an good man after... I will never ever you again...
@halotybel1247
4 жыл бұрын
Your AWESOME And Very Beautiful And ONE HECK OF A SINGER!!@SODY🥳🌷💕✨☝🏻
@hollywelch5168
4 жыл бұрын
My dad may not have drug or alcohol issues but he still has issues. He didn't mean to but he ruined my life. The last conversation I had with him was about his work. HIS WORK!! That's not the type of conversation you have with your 12 year old daughter! He didn't ask me about school, or about dance, or about anything. I haven't seen him in about a year and I'm honestly starting to think that's a good thing. I don't know if he cares. I don't know if he misses me or wants to see me soon. He forgets that a gift isn't a dad. And neither is a phone call. And in my mind, he's painted as this monster that abandoned me and as much as I want to, I can't find a single reason to think otherwise.
@mckenzykvanduch1750
4 жыл бұрын
My Ex was an abusive and mean drunk. He was a big and scary guy, so no one would try and stand up to him. He would slam doors, punch holes in the walls, scream and break things etc. To try and make up for his actions he would shower me with presents. It took him snapping my phone in half so I couldn't call for help and leaving bruises for me to leave. It has been 6 months and I still have PTSD. This song really hits close to home....
@Jushiammusic
4 жыл бұрын
You can't buy love or laughter or happiness 💜
@wigglejuice
4 жыл бұрын
Such a heartbreaking and beautiful song ❤️
@BlueGod-j9d
13 күн бұрын
It's Not The Reason or Time to Packup Ra......🌱🤝
@bl4ckwolf4lph45
4 жыл бұрын
What I wouldn’t give to back in time and play this to him and “break” his heart all over again
@meikeijsseldijk7038
4 жыл бұрын
Yes yes yes!! Love every second of this. Your voice is amazing and this lyrics is so beautiful 💙💙💙💙
@kayleereyes2414
3 жыл бұрын
Sounds like any relationship honestly whether it be friend, siblings, parents...really anything
@vijai3
2 жыл бұрын
Sweet dreams mom... I will never see you again I will never hear your voice again... I am not a good man... I will spend my rest of my life...
@mianolte2269
3 жыл бұрын
My sister played me this song and immediately started crying bc he (my dad) broke me. With alcohol he makes my life hell. Im only 13 and it started at like when i was 4
@MichelYoungsinger
4 жыл бұрын
❤️ this is fire! I'm a singer too btw & maybe you won't care but if you do, hear it out too. Promise it's fun ❌❌💋
@vijai3
2 ай бұрын
The manipulators used this song while they were murdering my mom...
@CosyKat
2 жыл бұрын
does anyone know the ukulele chords to this or can make a karaoke version pretty please 🥺 trying to express myself through singing and this song resonated so much :(
@theskyisonfire
4 жыл бұрын
My biological father was a monster. But he was wors when he was sober. I had no idea he ever got drunk but now I think back and he always had a bottle of wine and forced my brother and I to have wine to. Now even the smell makes me sick. I just wish he cared and I miss the person and dad he could have been.
@Drea.Barbie
4 жыл бұрын
I need a Karaoke version of this or at least instrumental this song is amazing
@philipjee2369
3 жыл бұрын
We all have problems we don't all talk about them but it's good for those that do but just remember before making a judgement on guys down to what girls say this can happen to guys two so yes I feel sorry for both every one should have a voice no matter what your skin type is or where your from or your past people just need to remember that the things people talk about happen to both people should put an end to making it all about there sex this is every one in some ways or another make Every one you know feel special that makes a difference treat people how you want to be treated!
@fbomb9914
4 жыл бұрын
I'm a monster cuz i drank. A regrettable life, this song is about me. Not even worth their time. 🎸
@YxngDave
4 жыл бұрын
real music frfr!
@Veggisaur
4 жыл бұрын
Shit wish i had this when I was stuck with an alcoholic drug abusing asshole. This was me 5 years ago, but it does get better people.
@sophiedolan5870
4 жыл бұрын
my boy best freind just ruined are freindship i thought he was real but was fake :( btw good song
@komet_kid3656
3 жыл бұрын
Let this tell you the truth All the hate comments They are false They are thoughts Not true No thoughts are true All the comments show anger and jealousy The comments need to be filled with love
@ClashFloClans
5 жыл бұрын
I am literally drunk and i still love this song❤️
@yesthatisababytoucan.youre6983
4 жыл бұрын
Lmao
@kirby961
4 жыл бұрын
Off this song hit differently, I was also 18 and I relate to every line 💕. If you can relate to this song, pls do yourself a favour and pull yourself out of the situation, there are people that love you out there and that will care for you 💞❤️
@dontknow9946
2 жыл бұрын
My dad was an alcoholic and he raped me for years with my brother Still to this day I got no justice
@seralila
4 жыл бұрын
She is so underrated it makes me mad
@LauraSierhuis
5 жыл бұрын
So powerful love it! Really reminds me of my youth.
@somebody8381
5 жыл бұрын
Sad to say that I don't live in the U.K. to see you live😔😭
@itzbananaz5472
4 жыл бұрын
Reminds me so much of my father. Except for the fact that I’m not 18. Im only 13 and he’s been a drunk for as long as I can remember.
@kamaludin9528
5 жыл бұрын
I love you more than you know💙 Greetings from Indonesia 💙🇮🇩💙
@Mara-fh1gf
3 жыл бұрын
Wow, this is live?? Pure talent!!!
@abbisisson8901
16 күн бұрын
Here still listening in 2024. She’s a gem.
@angelmay9
4 жыл бұрын
Reminds me of someone I thought I loved but really the person I loved is myself and maybe I can truly learned how to love others I have faith that I will be okay as long as I have self love Iv got everything I need. It’s true you can buy someone love.
@solomaze6506
4 жыл бұрын
You're relentless The dent on a nice car that was recently painted You're my mother You tell me all these things , think I'm right with you when I'm lost in my mind A mind filled with kilometres of darkness You made this family heartless
@johncraw7674
2 жыл бұрын
hi Sody ❤
@haileyloralyegold1153
5 жыл бұрын
She has the prettiest eyes ever
@jaylynflo2287
4 жыл бұрын
wow. this really hit home.
@OTristian
5 жыл бұрын
If i become a known singer one day or someday, could i sing with you?
@johnrex6582
4 жыл бұрын
Fuckin speechless why isn’t this girl famous yet
@vijai3
2 жыл бұрын
I do care for my mom... She said I will pay for what I did to her...
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