Just discovered your channel from your Jacob geller video, and I just gotta say, you're a real one. I genuinely do hope things get easier for you. I hope you can at some point love in peace. 3 years ago I was suffering from major depression and suicidal thoughts. I managed to pull through, and I hope you get through your hardships as well. (Also hope your brothers are doing good too.) 👍
@Sandux930
3 ай бұрын
Anyone worried about you is only because they care. You have nothing to apologize for
@thepoltergeizzt
11 ай бұрын
ur fucking beautiful bro
@whataboutme8206
Жыл бұрын
Don't feel embarrassed to share your mental health. There are people who will try and support you how they can. Best of luck to you man
@viralchallengeselfie
Жыл бұрын
Thanks you I really appreciate it. I am definitely thankful that I have as much support from other people as I do. Best of luck to you too
@giraffintosh
3 ай бұрын
The KZitem algorithm just happened to show me your videos. I'm so heartbroken that you have been failed by the system in so many different ways. I don't know what else to say except that my thoughts are all with you today. Thank you for your pain and your beauty with us.
@viralchallengeselfie
3 ай бұрын
Hey thanks so much for caring about my part of the One true story we’re both in. I need to make a new video soon, but I am doing commission lately better now. I had felt imprisoned by the condition my legs are in and I was trapped in a hellish darkness but my Creator rescued me and transformed me and I’m so thankful to be alive every single day now, even though my legs are worse than ever haha. Thank you for your words, and thank you for sharing your beauty with me too. I’m so honored to be in this story of the human race with you and I’m glad we’ve both survived the battle up to this point
@VivianeTirone
3 ай бұрын
Goodness, this is very powerful stuff. You have nothing to apologize for. Thank you for being vulnerable and honest. You are wonderful, and even though I don't know you, I love you and I'm glad we both exist.
@isaaceiger7347
Жыл бұрын
Hey my friend sent me your video 'Live Reaction to Life's Beauty' and I've been watching your other videos and I just want you to know you're a really beautiful person and I'm so sorry you can't get the medication you need to live an easier life. Watching your videos makes me feel more connected to what's important in life and I'm so glad that you're in the world.
@viralchallengeselfie
3 ай бұрын
Hey I’m sorry to respond to this so late, I had been in a dark place for this video. My legs are still bad but my Creator rescued me from that place and somehow now I’m happy again and thankful to be alive. I’m going to make a new video soon and try to start making them regularly again. Thanks so much for caring about me, that means a lot to me. I hope you’re doing well right now, thank you so much 🙏
@SylvieSkai700
3 ай бұрын
I just discovered this channel as well thanks to your Call of Duty video. I genuinely hope you’re doing okay and I wish nothing but the best for you and your loved ones. I also hope you’re able to get more medicine which you deserve. You are so amazing and I thank you for sharing your thoughts with us, no matter what they are. Best and best of wishes to you 🙏
@ChristopherAlexander22
Жыл бұрын
Hey buddy. I didn’t get a chance to watch the video yesterday. But I just listened to this one, I can’t express the compassion I have for you. I tried calling you on Instagram before, I will try tomorrow again, I would like to let you know the positive effect you had on my life getting to know you. Stay close to your brothers, I pray you can find your peace of mind, because stress and worry makes everything worse in the physical body. 🙏🏻
@viralchallengeselfie
Жыл бұрын
Thank you so much, I’m glad if I really did have any positive effect on you or other people. Thanks for trying to call me, I actually deleted my Instagram app because it was hard for me to see pictures of my ex wife that I was with when I started this channel. I’m going to try to make videos more, I have honk it does help to talk about things. I get so emotional saying my situation out loud because I’ve been suppressing it and distracting myself all the time trying not to think about it.
@ChristopherAlexander22
Жыл бұрын
@@viralchallengeselfie I would really appreciate to talk with you. I will get that honk app, # or name to contact you on there with? I’m on telegram if you are? Telegram is a great app and easy to talk with. Lmk.
@viralchallengeselfie
Жыл бұрын
@@ChristopherAlexander22 Email me at “viralchallenge@protonmail.com” and I also just set me telegram to @viralchallenge as well
@bryanpratt5850
Жыл бұрын
Can you find a doctor anywhere in this country to give you the pain meds you need? You are a good influence in our lives and you help a lot of people. It’s all understandable and please by no means, don’t feel embarrassed about sharing what you’re going through. You are an inspiration and a genuine person. There are lots of us going through different levels of pain but sharing your thoughts the way you do help with bearing up with the loads and because of your soul and the way you never give up, you help to encourage all of us. You are a good influence, and I appreciate you and I know many many others do too,
@bryanpratt5850
Жыл бұрын
Is there a doctor anywhere that would prescribe medications that you require? Would you qualify for hospice? If you were to qualify for hospice care, would you then be able to get the pain medication? There has to be a doctor somewhere that can give you the medication, somehow.
@viralchallengeselfie
Жыл бұрын
I’ve been trying to find a doctor in the city I’m in. Most of the pain clinics don’t want to take me because they only do spinal injections which don’t help for my condition. My current doctor is giving me a very small amount of pain medicine, but it’s just enough to be able to sleep at night, not to really be more active and sit up straight throughout the day. I probably need at least 2-3 times this much. I really just want to be able to sit up during the day and be able to use a wheelchair and go places sometimes. Thanks for talking to me, I really appreciate you listening to my situation. I’m glad if I’ve been a positive influence, that’s encouraging to hear.
@bryanpratt5850
Жыл бұрын
@@viralchallengeselfie thank you Daniel for your response. Please keep looking for a doctor until you find one who will give you the meds at the dosage you need. Don’t worry about anyone judging you, they don’t know the pain level your in, but you do, and we all can see that you need higher doses. I’m praying for you a lot so that you can find a doctor that will give you the medication levels you need to not be in pain.🫂🕊🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
@viralchallengeselfie
Жыл бұрын
@@bryanpratt5850 Thank you so much, I have gotten discouraged at how hard it’s been, but I will keep trying to find a doctor to get what I need. Thanks so much for caring about me, I care about you too
@versus_bugs
Жыл бұрын
what fascinates me is how, even if you've been struggling all your life, you have such a light and unfiltered, but untouched outlook on life. The existence of a poet. I resonate a lot with that. I wish I've had someone like you to guide me through my youth
@viralchallengeselfie
Жыл бұрын
Hey thanks so much, I appreciate it. I’ve always had this disease and disability but I’ve just been coping with it getting worse than I expected. I’m going to try to make more videos though because I think it does help to talk about it instead of holding it in all the time and trying not to think about it
@versus_bugs
Жыл бұрын
@@viralchallengeselfie your youtube videos have an artistic quality to them (without wanting to sound reductive). Are there other ways you're using to let your frustration out, like writing or creating music ?
@viralchallengeselfie
Жыл бұрын
@@versus_bugs I have written a lot, there was a period where I was writing lyrical poetry, kind of similar to rap and slam poetry. I used to be interested in writing fiction, but because there’s so many more people watching social media videos than reading fiction, I’ve decided to share my story through videos. I am interested in music though, the main barrier is that I hate the sound of my voice when it’s recorded or on a video.
@versus_bugs
Жыл бұрын
@@viralchallengeselfie haha don't worry, I know that. The more you force yourself to listen to your voice, the more you'll get used to it. We have a natural aversion to our own voice, it's really a matter of time and you'll eventually overcome it. So keep producing art ! You have important contributions to make to society.
@otaviomayrink6755
Жыл бұрын
Miss you, bro!! I do love your sight and perspective on things and life. If I were in the USA I'd pay you a visit. Keep up bro, I really wanna see you well. How is your body going, bro? Do you ever leave home?
@viralchallengeselfie
Жыл бұрын
Thanks so much, I appreciate your words! My body is doing pretty bad and doctors don’t prescribe hardly any pain medicine anymore because of the opiate epidemic. So I’m very limited. But I finally got my doctor to give me a very low dose of pain medicine and I have some plans with some old friends this weekend since I can use that small bit of medicine to get out of the house.
@crazyapple7795
2 ай бұрын
Don't be so harsh on yourself for the mistakes you've made in this period of time. The road is never straight, especially for those who face a lot of pain, like you. And please, in regard to the story of the poor Woman and her Martyrdom, don't ever think that you'll face the same fate she did. I know, you specified in your video that you do not intend to commit suicide, which is truly heartwarming for us, but I feel like this had to be said anyway. And never refrain from showing your emotions. Honesty, especially in times like these, is extremely precious. Don't let the pain win.❤
@crazyapple7795
2 ай бұрын
Forgive me if I sounded a bit imperative, but as I was typing my heart conquered my reason.
@nesthi
Жыл бұрын
Sup man! Hope you are having a nice day today.
@viralchallengeselfie
Жыл бұрын
Hey thank you! Today was better thankfully, I hope you had a nice day and have a good one tomorrow too
@nesthi
Жыл бұрын
@@viralchallengeselfie Thanks!
@jamesdavis22
Жыл бұрын
Why don't you go to a Methadone clinic? Methadone is one of the best medications for chronic pain. As you probably know, Methadone clinics prescribe for addiction, so as long as you can have a minimum of hydrocodone in your urine, you can get up to 200mg's of methadone at most clinics. Methadone is very long lasting. I hope you consider it... I just heard you say you were on Methadone in AZ. Please consider it. It will change your life.
@viralchallengeselfie
Жыл бұрын
I was on methadone from a pain clinic, not a methadone clinic. If I was to go to an addiction clinic, I would never be accepted into a pain clinic for the rest of my life unfortunately.
@dudewhodoesdopeshit
Жыл бұрын
Appreciate you dude. Never feel embarrassed. Keep posting more videos. People are here for you. Hope you had a good chat with your brother after filming this.
@viralchallengeselfie
Жыл бұрын
Thanks so much, I will try to post more often, I think it helps to talk about it. I get so emotional when I start talking about it because I’m usually always repressing it and trying not to think about it and distract myself
@dudewhodoesdopeshit
Жыл бұрын
@@viralchallengeselfie I totally understand how you feel. I broke down watching this. Not in a bad way. But because I felt like someone finally understood how I felt. I'm the oldest of 5. 4 younger sisters. physical and mental health problems have kept me stuck in place for years. without my sisters I don't know what I would do. Keeping things inside is the worst thing you can do. I think sharing your experience will really help people. If you ever find yourself near Toronto Canada drop me a line - We can shoot a video together. When times are hard - strong people are nearby. You just need to look for them. Yes that's a butchered - paraphrased Mr. Rogers quote.
@viralchallengeselfie
Жыл бұрын
@@dudewhodoesdopeshit Thank you so much and I will definitely contact you if I’m ever in Canada. I’ve always wanted to travel and hope I get a chance to some day. I’m also the oldest sibling of two younger brothers and I have felt guilty for not being a better example and influence because of my health problems. But they’ve always loved me and supported me and forgiven me when I unfairly lashed out. Thanks so much for sharing your story here and listening to mine
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