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update #3
filmed early in the morning of 9/25/2023
exhausted and running on no sleep, i talk about my recent standstill i've encountered in life, a ground hog day syndrome, but not in the mopey and depressive way, more so just about how im comfortable with how things are, but it isn't as exciting or invigorating as i want to currently be in my life. things have happened in the 2 week period since the last update, but they haven't affected me all too much, every day sort of just feels the same, not that im complaining, i just desire to lead myself to something more exciting and light that burning flame in my spirit, my drive to pursue my creative passions and basic motivation for tasks around my homelife. the fire is embering, signs of life still there, with anything ready to relight the fire all over again. not that im "empty", im not, im just, fiending for more i suppose.
i also just go on mini little topics here and there, they're summarized in the video itself, i guess in a standstill, things get so boring you move from topic to topic, not to mention the lack of sleep.
regardless of all of that, i have not and will not ever stop trying to make efforts and becoming more than just who i am, and i thank you, the individual watching and reading this description, for hearing what i have to say, and showing support too, it truly does mean more than i could express through text or through a video, i know there might more a great few of you, but remember that you're someone who means a lot to others, whether its friends, family, or finding some meaning in the words i spout, know that there's always a corner for you to rest.
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