Im soo much like you!! Ive been so scared of slowing down most of my life. Im so scared of time slipping away from me. And being mentally ill for 20+ years without knowing, and being physically ill with so much pain and fatigue because of it for 15+ years. When i think about it, its not just a feeling i have actually lost so much time.. But i have forced myself and chosen a word for 2024. And that is rest, one of the most "horrible" words my anxiety knows😅 But i have to, or else i wont be able to keep creating and play with makeup. Cause my mental and physical health will just keep down spiraling. Cause i have been there before (without getting help for it in theraphy like i do now🥰).. It ABSOLUTELY sucks just sitting on my ass focusing on lowering that pulse and keeping it low😭 But i know its something i have to do, to be able to come back and feel so much better🥰 I only created 4!!! yes, 4 makeup looks in all of January😭💔 I think im already seeing the benefits of my choice tho. Cause my acne is soo much better than it has been. And im not breaking out every other day currently🥰
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