I truly believe as a Christian God understands those who commit suicide and His love is greater. He understands the broken hearted.
@customjuices
3 ай бұрын
if he understood he would have never put them in that situation in the first place
@yadirarodriguez2333
3 ай бұрын
You have a contradictory thing because one of the religious that condemned suicide the most is the Christian God. Maybe I'm wrong but I had been in different Christian denominations( catholic and evangelicals) and in all those churches they bring fear by connecting suicide with the invention of hell. I respectfully just confused.
@vixendoe6943
2 ай бұрын
@@customjuices God gave us a road map on how to treat people. Love your neighbor as your very self. Do unto others as you yourself want to be treated. It isn't God who puts people in these situations, it is usually other people, people who should know better.
@Christopher_moltisanti123
2 ай бұрын
@@vixendoe6943"who should know better" is an insane thing to say and not necessarily even true.
@vixendoe6943
2 ай бұрын
@@Christopher_moltisanti123 If they read any kind of holy scripture, then yes, they should know better. And you don't need to believe in a god at all to understand kindness and compassion goes further than hate and violence .
@user-yd9pc3te7l
7 ай бұрын
Thank you for the loving words. My brother committed suicide at 73 two years ago. I’m a recovering Baptist and was told you go to hell but I immediately knew that was not the truth. He had spent 50 years with a hoarder with severe mental issues and wasnt even able to find room in his bed to sleep. I’m so grateful he is able to rest in peace and love. I miss him everyday but would rather miss him than have him be here in misery. I will see him again ♥️
@michelebaker6001
5 күн бұрын
I just found this video and your channel. Thank you for sharing this information with all of us. I needed to hear this today.
@FrankJohnson-ft1ov
7 ай бұрын
Regardless of our mistakes god loves us no matter what
@larzhillbot1443
7 ай бұрын
Yes God is Love
@fenixgirl9
7 ай бұрын
this is an important video..not just for those who lost a loved one through suicide but also those who struggle with depression and pain and that intense fear. thank you so much.
@sunmountainliz
7 ай бұрын
The anniversary of my daughter's death (by suicide, her 4th attempt) is in a couple of months. Her birthday is this month. She would have been 21. We've decided to celebrate her birthday instead of memorialize her death date. She was a beautiful loving young woman, and that's how we want to remember her. Everything you say here rings so true. She is in a better place, and I could go on about it and how I know, but I just know. Thank you for this video, I needed to hear it this morning. ❤ (Edited to add: It's her 22nd birthday this year, not 21st. My bad. I have four children, and am helping raise my 2yo grandson, my excuse is Mom Brain 🧠 lol)
@devina1100
7 ай бұрын
Sending you heart hugs. God bless and it's lovely that you celebrate your beautiful daughter 💕
@sunmountainliz
7 ай бұрын
@@devina1100 Thank you so much for your kind words. Many hugs back atcha ❤
@devina1100
7 ай бұрын
@@sunmountainliz Those hugs are truly appreciated and received with thanks 💞
@LeonieRomanes
7 ай бұрын
What a beautiful way to honor you daughter ❤️ The world can be a tough place for beautiful sensitive people. You are a very wise person to focus on your daughter's beautiful soul.❤❤❤
@tamarajane9086
7 ай бұрын
I am so sorry for your loss. I lost my son January two years ago, his birthday is in November and we celebrate that with his kids the family and friends, and for his passing we all celebrate his Heavenly Birthday and make it a day of fun for his kids and for us. We try and make it a happy time . I seems to work for me. Sending you prayers and love to you and your family.❤❤
@Pearlstrand
7 ай бұрын
Since childhood I've questioned the teachings of the religion I was raised in. There was so much fear and guilt and condemnation. I've come to understand that anything that isn't love isn't of God. ❤️
@admirador3239
7 ай бұрын
I think everyone needs to hear that type of message. Would give them comfort. And that painting. OMG 😱
@Mel.H_
7 ай бұрын
When my brother committed suicide I was very angry for a very long time. But, I was also pretty young. 23. As I've grown and learned more and more I was able to accept it for what it was. So when my best friend did the same 10 years later, while I was in shock, I was never angry with her. They both came to me in dreams a few months after each death letting me know they were OK. ❤ I still get signs from my friend❤❤❤
@Leemeelone
5 ай бұрын
What more signs!?
@stivisunny
13 күн бұрын
how was the dream
@nancyjohnston6076
7 ай бұрын
This validates everything I've felt about those I've lost. I have never believed for a minute that they wouldn't be brought into love.
@muliefriend4785
7 ай бұрын
❤❤❤that was so beautiful. I’ve considered it at different times in my 69 years on earth. The one thing that stopped me cold was of what the person who would find would experience. I always would just say wait till tomorrow. It always passes.
@karenlukas1222
7 ай бұрын
What a beautiful message, John. I’m sure it has brought comfort to those who have heard it. Your painting is amazing on its own. The lighting at the end took it to another whole level!
@genefroese2072
7 ай бұрын
Thank you for those wonderful words. It's Gene again. I survived a few suicide attempts over the last decade. The last one was a 200ft jump off of a bridge. I am walking talking and loving now. I am grateful for my life that I am creating. One of love and light. You are inspiring with this sharing. Your light and love have been received by me. I am and have been passing it along. Have a great day on your journey. Mine has been indescribably fantastic and continues.
@lauren_WI
3 ай бұрын
So glad you’re here. Sending ❤ to you
@hollylynn5225
7 ай бұрын
This was a very comforting message and I'm sure many appreciate your loving words. Your painting had its own message as well. What an amazing sight. Loved it.
@graemegeorgeharrison2468
Ай бұрын
I hope your right I’ve been in hell on Earth for most of my life and it’s only getting worse I’m in so much pain
@johnofnew
Ай бұрын
I am sorry you are in pain. You have the power to change your belief. If you change your belief you will change your outcome.
@k8tina
Ай бұрын
I understand somewhat. No one can fully understand the pain and suffering of another person. I have my own "hell on earth" throughout my entire life, and sometimes I wonder what the purpose is for my personal suffering. For me, I realize how many people I've actually 'helped' by being a friend, therapist (I have used my own terrible experiences to help others going through the same or similar things), and sometimes just "being there" for a person/stranger who was suffering too. Again, I cannot know what you are feeling/thinking or what you are & have experienced in your life. But I *can* offer some words of support and/or understanding. I truly hope it brings you even a tiny bit of comfort to know you are not alone. **hugs**
@staceygrant6952
13 күн бұрын
I'm so sorry you're in pain. I'm sending you love ❤️
@SmokeyJoe876
10 күн бұрын
You are loved by people you never even met. We are all about and we get it 'cos we are there, or were, also. You never know who you may meet. Be awesome, 'cos you are! 😉
@sws5833
12 күн бұрын
Thankyou for the video, I have struggled with depression on and off my whole life and am troubled by feelings of guilt but I always seem to hang in there mostly because of what it would do to my family and a healthy fear of death, The thing with suicide is that the survival instinct in all people and fear of the unknown is strong so when your troubles overtake that instinct then the act of suicide is more understood, When a person cant go on not one more day then I cant see a loving God condemning that person because there is no fault at play. Depression is terrible and very hard to live with and endure, its comforting to know that these people will be ok and that they find peace
@ToddSavoian-s1z
Ай бұрын
John you have a beautiful message and I’m glad you shared it.
@charlotteknowlton6247
7 ай бұрын
Thank you, John, for this message and for the experience I just had watching it. The painting of Yeshua looks exactly like my brother who passed on many years ago. He ended his life through alcoholism in his 40's. When the light captured Yeshua's face at the end of the video, I saw my brother and felt so much love for him. I'm so grateful for that! Since I recently lost both of my parents, it has brought all the other losses in my life to the forefront. Your messages have helped me heal myself and see the truth I have been seeking. Your light shines bright and I am thankful to hear you share your beliefs and experiences on this platform. Shalom.
@JoeSiegfried
7 ай бұрын
Thank you, i had a friend in High School who committed suicide, i never understood at that time why, but after a few years i came to realize he was probably a victim of sexual abuse by his foster father. He had been orphaned, both his biological father and mother had died, as well as his older brother some years previous. He was very troubled, he ran away out of desperation and killed himself. My Catholic training taught me that he would have a difficult time but i didn't believe that, i knew he was just troubled, and i didn't buy into the idea of a God who couldn't come up with a better plan than judging someone in that state, it made no sense to me. Recently i was in prayer and got the impression this person came to me to let me know he was indeed just fine now, in a much better place. My answer to those who believe in a judgemental God is- if we who are often blind and deaf (spiritually) can come up with the idea of hospitals for the sick, why can't God do that on the other side? Is he lacking in imagination? My view on this is- back in the day the church didn't want anyone to challenge their authority, so they came up with a whole host of doctrines designed to keep people under their control, especially those regarding the afterlife, ruling through fear and intimidation in the medieval fashion. We no longer have to buy into this repressive nonsense THANK GOD. I was asking God some years ago about the state of the church, and was given a vision. I saw a very large pier on a sandy beach, it was really old, a relic, no longer fit for use. Then i saw Jesus walking toward it holding an axe, intent on bringing it down, as he got closer i could see this pier was immensely large, not a normal size. When i inquired about the meaning of this vision, i was told by Spirit that the truth of Jesus was going to result in the bringing down of many things that formerly were used to help people spiritually, but their function had ceased to work, and would be replaced. By this i understood institutions like Catholicism, Patriarchy, and others like it, were going to be very shaken to the core, thanks to the internet mostly, since now anyone who wants to can learn for themselves from God, the narrative is no longer controlled by a certain group. I also got the impression Jesus had a lot of compassion for his people, many of whom would struggle with these changes; nevertheless, this was going to happen. I believe a brave new world is unfolding for all of us, but it does mean letting go of the past since the ways and means formerly useful have been rendered obsolete. Thanks again and have a fab day!
@frankboff1260
4 ай бұрын
Thank you. Your comment really helps 💖
@allhopeabandon7831
Ай бұрын
Agree 100%. It's hard to completely discount something that has been pounded into you since you were old enough to know what suicide is, but I have thought the same thing re: medieval Europe and the fact that times were so harsh for the average person, that sticking around would have literally been stupid, since you could lust 'check out' and go to paradise with Jesus...so yeah, I think they didn't want to lose the tax revenue, the surf labour, or the military populace, or the women who would give birth to any of those people...I believe the Bible to be sussinct enough, that it could mention suicide, without having to keep it nebulous in the 'Thou Shalt Not Kill' Commandment, which could easily say: 'Thou Shalt Not Kill another, or yourself' bc it's already tied for the shortest worded Commandment. I think that it was bent by the Church and The State, as you said.
@Vsande-uj8zj
7 ай бұрын
Jeshua really does light up behind you as you speak ... that's incredible. It's as if he is saying to us, "Listen to this man, he is speaking beautiful truth! Hear this message with all of your being ... it speaks of Love." I'll pass this message along. 🙏
@helenmoorcroft2460
3 күн бұрын
You've said it exactly the way i believe it to be....God Bless and thank you x
@bringeroflight111
7 ай бұрын
I love, respect and appreciate you Precious John ✨ your voice is very soothing 🥲. You bring beautiful 💡awareness to our lives ✨😇 Thank you 🙏🏼
@vbfit1247
7 ай бұрын
Thank you John for your kind insight. At time code 7:47 a light grows brighter on Jeshua’s face. I’m not sure why but it remains through the rest of the message. Bless us every one!
@jeannepolaschek5819
7 ай бұрын
John , I noticed your picture changing about midway and getting more and more illuminated as you continued speaking about love!❤ It was like spirit confirmation ..... heartwarming and beautiful !
@dod2304
7 ай бұрын
Yes! That beam of Sunlight came in and got more and more intense.
@chrisclass3026
7 ай бұрын
Beautiful, John. I wish everyone could hear this.
@sabrenas7895
7 ай бұрын
Beautiful to see the painting illuminated by the sun at that moment. I’m always intrigued that whether the painting is over your rt should or your left it is staring directly into the camera 🥰
@johnofnew
7 ай бұрын
sometimes the camera gets "mirrored" its always over my left shoulder (not the viewer's left)
@LaraphilLara
18 күн бұрын
God's love is pure and it's greater than human understanding.
@johnofnew
18 күн бұрын
until you stop believing that
@ODAAT32018
6 күн бұрын
Thank you for sharing this experience with us. Plenty of us need to hear it.
@cynthiabowkett4082
7 ай бұрын
WELCOME BLESS YOU JOHN OH THAT FEELING OF LOSS OF MY NEPHEW WHO ALSO LIKE ANY COMMITTED SUICIDE JUST AGED 50YRS. ONCE AGAIN JOHN THANK YOU FOR YOUR COMPASSION SHOWN FOR MANY WHO HAVE DIVERSE VIEWS/ ISSUES ON THIS SUBJECT. EACH PERSON HAS THEIR OWN PERCEPTION OF LIFE THAT THEY CAN HANDLE OR CAN DEAL WITH. LOVE GRATITUDE FOR YOUR MESSAGE AND PRECIOUS TIME GRANTED TO US/ALL PEACE XXXXXX
@toddbracik485
7 ай бұрын
Thanks John! I Always enjoy your videos. I so appreciate your encouragement to find my own relationship with “god”, “source”, “creator” or however one chooses to define it. Also being a “recovering catholic”, I feel much more at peace as I am joyfully receiving the next chapter in my spiritual journey.
@virginiasparks5104
7 ай бұрын
That was interesting about the lighting. Thanks for pointing that out. To me it looks like the way you have your curtain drawn is letting a bit of light out at your painting and as the sun gets brighter, the camera adjusts itself.
@alanhean6504
8 күн бұрын
Thank you for sharing such knowledge ❤
@Magik1369
Күн бұрын
Excellent video and well presented. I could see your sincerity and authenticity. Appreciate you sharing your experience.
@rrgrealish
7 ай бұрын
Glad your cousin is no longer suffering. The lighting? At one point the side of your face is illuminated then darkens and Yeshua has a black shadow over half the portrait??? Thank you for this video. Mental illness is a terrible disease and I hope successful treatments can be developed.
@annekrohn4252
7 ай бұрын
Wow, the Jesus painting gets brighter. Especially when you are speaking about Love! I hope this video brings peace. Sending my love and compassion to all affected by suicide.
@tylerbrandt7702
7 ай бұрын
Thank you for your calm, reassuring, loving presence and thoughtful message. Jesus is with you, us, and all of those affected by the suicide of loved ones. Amen 🙏
@desertrose128
7 ай бұрын
That was incredible. Jeshua was totally illuminated. ❤
@poppopopp-k3j
2 ай бұрын
Yes, that was so cool❤
@MostlySereneInSD
7 ай бұрын
Oh my..very cool. Yes..he was giving you validation. He was glowing! I've lost several to suicide and overdose. Your basic train of thought about it, is what I was told when I was struggling with my step-sons overdose. Lenny was 21. Just turned 21. He was in treatment 90 days before his death. He just could not do life. Thank you! Have a great day.
@averagejoe8968
7 ай бұрын
You are 100% correct. So many people that had a NDE said the exact same thing. I know it in my heart.
@BraulioMontelongo
4 ай бұрын
I lost my sister to suicide 5 days ago & she was the happiest she had ever been in life. everything was going great and she was happily re-married. She was getting a degree & had 4 children she was trying to re-connect with. I had just saw her two months ago at my new condo in Alaska I bought. EVERYTHING WAS perfect! I DON'T UNDERSTAND! Now I'm alone in life...without her.
@johnofnew
4 ай бұрын
I am so sorry for your loss the ones who are hurting the most and most likely to commit suicide are the best at hiding it. When my cousin committed suicide he was happy and joyful at our family reunion and two days later he was gone. Afterwards he came to me to deliver a message to his mother. His message was he could never find a way in life to fit in and he was in a much better place now. Right now it is fresh. In time you will remember the love you had in life and the memory will be her telling you she still loves you now.
@Julius2965
8 күн бұрын
I'm really sorry for your loss. We dont always know just how much others are suffering in this world. I'm sure your sister is in a better place. I'm really sorry for your loss.
@carladejonge4951
7 ай бұрын
John, thank you so much for your talk on suicide! A few years ago a young nephew of a Christian friend of mine committed suicide. His whole family were hard core Christians & they believed the Bible teachings about suicide! They were devastated, of course. My Spirit seemed to tell me he did not go to hell. I tried to speak with his Aunt about how I felt & she took it very negatively. I am not happy I was right, but am so relieved he is with our Father & that my Spirit was untuned to truth! I pray that his Family will someday come to know God’s reality on this subject!❤
@frankboff1260
4 ай бұрын
There are reasons people commit suicide. It’s not just about fears and anxiety - it’s the harsh reality of a corrupt world that makes day to day life intolerable. And honestly when I hear people say suicide is selfish I think they should look at themselves and ask if it is selfish for them to expect others to suffer long term but remain alive so that others are upset by their death.
@johnofnew
4 ай бұрын
I never said it was selfish. " the harsh reality of a corrupt world that makes day to day life intolerable." is fear based belief.
@frankboff1260
4 ай бұрын
@@johnofnew So the mentally ill and those in chronic pain are suffering from a fear based reality?
@lennyr4486
7 ай бұрын
Leap day 40 years ago my step brother stept off the G G Brigde . Seeing The grief my family felt has saved me many times.❤ Compassionate thoughts to all those Loved ones who survive.
@henryhendershot4276
17 сағат бұрын
Thank you so much for your clarification.
@gini7912
7 ай бұрын
Wow, your painting seemed to come alive to validate what you were saying. Beautiful!
@carolspencer9396
4 күн бұрын
At 7:49 mins. The video darkened. And yes,I was going to say, what's going on back there with the painting!?!?!? I am glad I wasn't the only one who saw that.
@karaanaya
7 ай бұрын
You are such a Blessing. Thank you again for sharing Your Path. ❤
@fionagregg3511
24 күн бұрын
I survived attempted suicide many years ago. I recall years afterwards being brought to meet a catholic priest who, unknowing my past experience, mentioned out of the blue that people who commit suicide burn in hell! I was infuriated and jumped up and said "Father I respect your views but I don´t share them so I´m leaving now". I walked out the door, returned to my sister´s house and was so angry with my relatives and screamed at them in tears that what he had said were lies because there is nothing but love for those who pass over in this way and they are brought lovingly back to God. I was frowned upon so for the second time that day I walked out the door because I felt their attitudes were based on ignorance. Thanks for addressing this pain.
@admjlw
7 ай бұрын
Thank you so much for this message. Ever since our son left us this way, I've been seeking the answer to this question. Turns out numerous other NDE people have shared very similar information. It's all been very comforting. Again, Thank You.
@Carolyn77265
7 ай бұрын
Your loving intent of this video shines through. Beautiful
@Maxiinti
2 күн бұрын
My son past and your words helped me Tank you so much ❤🙏
@ScrappinlizziArt
3 күн бұрын
Thank you so much John for this. My daughter Tommie Sue forever 50 took her life 9 months ago. I have felt peace for her because yes, she was going through a lot. She had been this way for years and years. I actually knew this was how her life would end because she had tried it before and she talked about it constantly. She was under a doctors care for her mental anguish for many years. She would have times when things would be really good but then there was that black hole again. My heart breaks because she is gone. I miss her more than I can say. She lived next door to me for her last 10 years. She was my best friend. I sometimes feel guilty that I am happy for her. But I know she is no longer suffering and I know she was suffering so much. Thank you for this video. I will refer back to it many times I am sure as so many feelings keep going through my soul. Thank you.
@patrickbooten9149
8 күн бұрын
Thank you for your kind words❤
@deniseletourneau3072
7 ай бұрын
❤Thank you John … This is a beautiful message to be shared with loved ones & suicide . 💖
@BlueRay963
3 күн бұрын
Bless you brother..many many blessings..you are correct..much Love & Light..Namaste🙏🏼❤✨big Respect..
@themajesticmagnificent386
7 ай бұрын
A wonderful talk about this John and done with such respect and heart..Big ❤️ to you and all..🇬🇧🇺🇸👍
@markhuyette8509
2 күн бұрын
God bless you for your video and have a blessed day today 🙏
@Rainbow_42.
4 ай бұрын
I'm so pleased you said this. My partner committed suicide February 1999. I knew he was in pain but didn't think he would go through with it. There were a couple of people who damned him to hell and would not listen to him being in the Light and Love of the Divine. Thank you.
@devina1100
7 ай бұрын
Bless you for this video John and thank you 💞
@Raykenn1
5 күн бұрын
Thanks for posting 🙏
@kaylaakayce
6 ай бұрын
I also KNOW suicides don't go to hell. Before I tell you how/why I know, I want to thank you, John, for opening the door to this topic. Suicide is a difficult conversation for both survivors and for those contemplating it. But the topic of HELL... wow, you're playing with fire there! Lol, sorry I couldn't resist the pun. My heart goes out to all who were brave in sharing their stories here in the comments. As someone who suffered from such deep despair, self-loathing... and a long list of other descriptors... I was literally struggling in every waking moment, contemplating and desiring death as seemingly the only way to make the emotional/mental (and spiritual) pain stop, from ages 15-28... I can only tell you unless you've experienced such depths and walked in those shoes... hmmm... it doesn't help to judge, them OR yourself. It's an indescribable journey on EVERY level imaginable. Even now in my life, having processed it all, healed the wounds, forgiven others, myself AND God... I can say... it's complicated. This is an example of what it felt like: I spent every day trying to fight through and hold on when it felt as if "every cell in my body was rejecting itself". This is an example of what I believed and I credit to keeping me alive long enough to find 'hope' and begin to dig out of that hole: As a Catholic, raised to fear Hell, I knew what they said about suicide. I knew what they said about those you leave behind. The 'hell' part was almost laughable to imagine because I knew I was already experiencing HELL. I didn't have to die to 'go there'. I was able to disentangle from the f***ed up perception that God=Church, and at least for a while, freed myself from the one layer of judgement that I had internalized (Church). And I 're-imagined God', shifting from the Catholic version's 'sitting on a throne, casting judgement/condemnation' and began exploring a more metaphysical belief system (this was the 80s when Shirley MacClaine first blasphemed the world with her book 'Out on a Limb' and dared to declare "I am God"). Ironically, the ONLY REASON I didn't take my life was not the fear of hell any longer... but now it was my uncertainty whether reincarnation was a real thing or not. And if it was... there was NO WAY I was going to kill myself and have to come back and do this again if I 'left too early'. Lol. Seriously. God always has the last laugh. My healing journey away from the Church led me right back to a metaphysical introduction to Yeshua, Ascended Master and spiritual Teacher/Companion... and back INTO the Church... BIG TIME!!!! Finally... how/why do I KNOW we (ANYONE! including those who suicide) don't go to Hell... I was graced with a spirititual experience/vision of 'remembering' myself as soul prior to birth; being IN and OF The Light simultaneously, and agreeing to my current incarnation. I was having a conversation with a voice I knew was God. Too long of a story to share here of how it unfolded, but when it concluded 2 hours later, it was the first time I ever had NO DOUBT, nor ever would need to prove/defend, that we ALL return to the bliss of Love and Light and being One with God and each other. I cannot describe it with words. This very visceral experience took place during a spiritual direction session on a contemplative retreat at age 32. I am now 64. [Hmmm... how interesting? I said the same thing above about not able to describe it with words.] There are a few layers of context that makes this story even more profound. First layer... It wook place while I was on retreat just prior to beginning my 2-year Novitiate period that is preparation for taking first vows AS A RELIGIOUS CATHOLIC NUN!!! Seriously! What???!!! (I spent my 30s in the convent, under 'temporary' vows for 6 years, and finally walked away from the community that I loved after a year of discerning my decision to make permanent and final vows under the Catholic Church. Gratefully and graciously, I recognized that doing so would have been a deep compromise of my soul's integrity. Honestly, I had NO regrets about entering, nor regrets about leaving. It was part of my journey in this lifetime that brought me to my current beliefs and experiences of Pure Source Light and Love... God... Universe... whatever language you want to use.) John, I definitely qualify for your tribe of Recovering Catholics, lol. Second layer... My pre-birth experience In the Light was an immediate 'response' to my making the declaration to my spiritual retreat director {of course, a nun} that I wanted to skip that day's session because there was NO WAY I intended to pray to God that day. I was going through a huge period of being angry with God for the really, really 'crappy hand I was dealt' in my life. I told her, "Here I am, giving my life to God.... and I'm still suffering the pain of depressive periods and self-hatred... I'm done with the pain and struggle and working so hard to heal from the pain of the past. I NEVER ASKED TO BE BORN!!!" This beautiful nun didn't flinch as by my words, and instead, pushed me to stay in that moment and invited me to "Let God be with you in the pain." And so courageously, I did. And so as I closed my eyes... and I cussed out at God again and sank back into the betrayal I felt being born into this life... and then... to my shock and surprise... I found myself surrounded in nothingness.... utter bliss and white Light, without substance and form, simply consciousness of mind... about to discover, in fact, that I DID ASK to be born! Why am I sharing this? Actually, I'm not sure why. This novelette was not planned, lol. I'm not even certain it all makes sense. But if you've gotten this far, perhaps you are intended to read these words: If you are someone in that place of despair and hopelessness... hold on! Reach out. Your darkness is NOT the TRUTH! If you are someone who is in disbelief, or feeling guilt, or grieving, or angry and unable to forgive that loved one who took their own life... my heartfelt wish for you is that you find peace. It's not your fault. It's no one's 'fault'. Each of us are here for a reason. No one really knows the intended path of the other. One's choices and life's experiences may be the fulfillment of their greater gift to humanity and incomprehensible to us on this plane of consciousness. This human journey... free will... sovereignty... soul purpose... it's complicated. I'll leave you with the one sentence I heard spoken during a channeled session just 6 years ago (age 58). And upon their utterance, my ENTIRE LIFE of struggle suddenly was penetrated with purpose for the first time EVER: "WE WALK THE HUMAN STORY WE ARE MEANT TO TRANSMUTE IN OTHERS" No experience, or pain, or struggle is meaningless. YOU can fully say to another... I KNOW what you're going through. I'm WITH you! Blessings to you all!
@LindasDesk
5 ай бұрын
"WE WALK THE HUMAN STORY WE ARE MEANT TO TRANSMUTE IN OTHERS"........What a beautiful, powerful sharing! I think of my beauty-full daughter, Lily Eden Moriah, born Valentine's Day, 1995. She took her life, shifting off planet, 8.8.2021. Just so happens, this date comes up every year as " The Lion's Gate Portal". Her heart carried a great compassion, as much as it was the heart of an Advocate and Warrior. Hehe, I called her my Unicorn;0) But at the same time, her heart carried much fear, anxiety and pain, and as she completed her Degree for Social Work, I watched life ramp her up, to this point of , no return, I'll call it. I was a barren woman who was graced in my late 30's with 4 pregnancies, 2-Viable. I grew up watching Katherine Kulman, and would weep to see folks receive miracles of healing. So I had no problem believing in miracles, I just thought they were for others, and that was okay. So I was blown away to be graced with a personal dream manifesting for me. It was my miracle. I only ever wanted to be a Mum. Funnily, I almost wrote Nun....As a young child I also remember wanting to be a Nun or a WAC, hehe, just a by-the-way. I'm almost 70 now...and have navigated through the worst part of this particular grief, the loss of my Unicorn;0) To then, navigate the pain projected by Lily's older brother who has been house-bound since he was 10. Both my children, such tender-hearts and magical in their own rights, carry deep pain and rage. Lily was her big brother's main support person, and this loss to him....Earth-shattering- to be brief. It's horrible to witness pain on our kids.........I could see my Lily was in trouble, and I continue to witness, from this front-row seat, her brother's pain and his personal life struggles. Their Father....Well, this part of the story would add a whole other level. If it weren't for the faith of my heart,...I'd be a lunatic, or dead. But, through it all, I feel at my heart, each of us is playing a part in the Transmutation of even Generational misgivings/ miscreations. There's a mighty shakin' goin' on, bringing on a dynamic, Global shifting. I feel extremely blessed to have the consciousness that allowed me to see, the very scenarios navigated in our home, were playing out, becoming more visible, in the Collective. It was a Microcosmic/ Macrocosmic revelation that helped me put things into perspective. The things done in secret are now being yelled from the Mountain top. I continue to hear from Lily's Employers, Instructors, Classmates, Friends, how she was instrumental in bringing change and awakening to their lives... ...and again, from my front-row seat of this PURPOSED witness, I receive to heart your profound statement: "WE WALK THE HUMAN STORY WE ARE MEANT TO TRANSMUTE IN OTHERS. No doubt, everyone of us is Purposed in this life journey, and it's a mighty gift to be in the knowing of it. Thank you some more, Beloved.🐦🕊 🥀 Your sharing is greatly appreciated! xoxoxo
@Manikese
7 ай бұрын
Thank you so much for sharing this. I’m sure it can help families that lost someone this way. ❤
@alurazorrell3896
7 ай бұрын
Beautiful message and beautifully illuminated x
@kristinzajdel7901
7 ай бұрын
I have always thought that God I know and love is too loving to damn anyone to hell.
@WonderlustThing
7 ай бұрын
Are you sure about that
@megabojan1993
7 ай бұрын
@@WonderlustThingYes Im also sure of that.
@joshuacromley7439
7 ай бұрын
@@WonderlustThing 1 John 4:8 says "God is Love" (θεὸς ἀγάπη ἐστίν, Theos Agapē Esti). Agapē is "universal, unconditional love and benevolence." Unconditional LOVE loves *unconditionally* my friend.
@latinsho11
2 ай бұрын
@@WonderlustThing well if he is a psychopath he would
@joylynn4JESUS
Ай бұрын
There is only one true God- the God of the Bible.
@deborahmickinkle3195
7 ай бұрын
I have always believed that too John. Why would a person who is in such pain that they believed that there was no other way out go to hell? God is a loving God. I am so sick of the religious dogma being perpetrated. Thank goodness my mother didn't push me off to a church. Her church was in her heart and her religion was love pure and simple. Mine is too.
@squirrelattackspidy
6 ай бұрын
Where in the bible does it say those that commit suicide goes to hell? Is it across all Christian religions or is it a Catholic thing? I never understood that either. I don't think a god of love would do something like that. If he created us, why would he condemn us to hell when a person is so depressed and lost and feels there is no way out except through death?
@ImLehwz
6 ай бұрын
Some Buddhists also convey this message. It made me feel really bad and terrified
@ervp26tp
5 ай бұрын
Thank you for this video. My wife took "end of life meds" as she wanted after 5 strokes left her in pain and crippled. It took a year to get approval but finally her wishes were granted.
@johnofnew
5 ай бұрын
Im sorry for your loss and happy for her relief
@ervp26tp
5 ай бұрын
@@johnofnew her friends gathered the day before to celebrate - I have never felt so much love before. Perfect memorial. Thanks again for your wisdom.
@bonnieraymond4711
3 ай бұрын
I want to thank you so much for doing this video. My uncle Mike committed suicide 7 years ago and my brother died of a drug over dose 5 years ago. I carried so much guilt for not trying harder to help them. Maybe if I saw the signs coming from my uncle I could have gotten to him with one more phone call. Same with my brother. Maybe if I flew him home I could have helped him get off the meth. I struggled with the fact that they may have not been saved but my uncle was a deep Christian. I was so confused. I'm trying to get away from the Christian crap that has ruined me spiritually. I cried so hard after watching your video. After all these years I finally got my release moment from both of these tragedies and realized I'm only human and they both chose their choices and there wasn't anything I could have said or done to change their out comes. Thank you with all my heart. I appreciate you!
@kingbd7777
Күн бұрын
Thanks for sharing! I have been dealing with depression so much (not in the suicide state of mind) but just the lack of love .. but im hanging in there ...
@johnofnew
Күн бұрын
You've got this! you can live a joyful life. It is done by making joyful print moments until there are more of them then the opposite. Then it goes on auto pilot.
@sweeetly
3 күн бұрын
Thats so beautiful brother.
@ginanelsen6427
5 ай бұрын
I had almost the same exact experience with my brother in law. I'm so glad I found your channel!
@ASi-zp9yi
7 ай бұрын
Absolutely beautiful message John!
@pameladixon7599
24 күн бұрын
Thank you for this message of love. I hope it brings peace to those affected by suicide
@rima5429
7 ай бұрын
I came straight to the comments because of the picture. That was really cool. Can't wait to meet Jesus one day. I have so much I want to ask him.
@sandyblake7
7 ай бұрын
John, thank you so much i needed to hear this my son passed of Cirrhosis of the liver he was an alcholic so you could say he slowly committed suicide at the age of 31 then on the 21st of July his uncle was found dead in bed he too committed suicide of drugs & alchol & morphine related he never got over my sons death so he took his life excally the same day as my son passed. So that has given me great comfort knowing this thank you 💕 I noticed the picture behind was emulating light as you spoke of love amazing x❤
@63Bloke
7 ай бұрын
Im not sure if "soul contracts" is a thing but when, as a soul we realise we've chosen such tough lessons that it feels like we're over our head and then take ourselves out we, on the one hand experience that for our own soul"s journey and on the other we are teaching others through the experience of grief and loss. We also prompt them to deeper questions about life and "death" and the meaning of it all.
@أنينالناي-م5م
7 ай бұрын
This video touched my heart. Love you bro.
@JulianaDinelli-e7j
7 ай бұрын
Thank you John of New. This was a much needed video for me to see. Love and peace.
@shannon2228
7 ай бұрын
Over 15 years ago my baby brother committed suicide on New Year's Eve and exactly two months he came to me in a dream and when I saw him he did not have any tattoos and I asked him where are your tattoos and he said that we do not have tattoos in heaven silly and I grabbed his hand and we walked into a concrete tunnel that look like a military tunnel. I think my family is military
@dbsjsmbfjame383
2 ай бұрын
how old was he? sprry for your loss❤
@teres1523
2 ай бұрын
THANK YOU. THANK YOU, KINDLY ❤. Is NOT selfish. They need to respect the pain limit of another soul. Is actually, to me kindness to the self. It is a living hell some time for us.
@pippahazeldine6188
7 ай бұрын
Thank you John, I am sure that you are really helping people who have experienced a loved one cross in this way
@mary-loustephenson6063
Күн бұрын
Awesome message
@SkyBlu868
18 күн бұрын
Thank you for this message. I needed to hear it.
@mvm5375
11 күн бұрын
That is an amazing explanation. Thank you for sharing your thoughts on this!
@lennardschneider6847
5 күн бұрын
I am so glad I finally found someone talking out of experience and knowledge about this sensitive topic. I recently watched a NDE report here on yt where someone was greeted by ?angels, telling him "How did you manage to endure all this for such a long time? We expected to see you here much sooner..." I would like to tell everybody who thinks about s*cide like your other cousin did: It is *selfish* to force someone to *stay on Earth* who is struggeling so hard, who is suffering so much pain in life. Would you force your beloved pet to stay alive, enduring cancer, broken bones, incureable illness so just you yourself would not experience the pain of mourning?! Hell no! I am su*idal since early teenagehood, that makes it 40 yrs and counting... Stopped counting after a dozen attempts. I suffer from emotionally unstable PD, both types (impulsive/aggressive and Borderline). The emotional pain throughout my life brought me literally to my knees. And this impulse control issue and eruptive aggression turns me into a "deadly force" when triggered. I hate the person I become when I am unstable and angry. I hate this "bad neighbourhood" between my ears. I hate losing my temper, my peace and this hostility I am spitting around like a vile cobra. Because I know that *this is NOT of my true nature!* I am a child of God, I know of my eternal home. The love of my life died 6 yrs ago and I cannot wait to be reunited, to finally spend a life together without illness, pain, and without the meddling of ill-willing people. I also can't wait to see my dogs again, the horses and birds I loved... Whenever I turn on the news, it is unbearable to feel how much evil is rageing through this world. I feel like a castaway, shipwrecked on Sentinel Island. So, these kind words about how God does not condemn anyone who crosses over by their own hand is such a relief. We know from NDE's that we might get sent back anyway if it is not our time yet...
@johnofnew
5 күн бұрын
bring the love of the other side here and you will never suffer again and live a joy filled life
@bunnyharris8444
11 күн бұрын
The painting behind u lit up behind u his face was pure light. The tree also did as u were talking. I tried to commit suicide twice and twice I believe Jesus saved me from doing so. Your love and understanding of why people do this brought me comfort, a friend called Andy walked under a train bk in 97, I've often wondered what happened to him but u have brought me peace thank much love to u and your aunt and family. Its a mind set u r right u think there is no way out until i called the Jesus for help in prayer 😊
@estherstone4860
4 күн бұрын
Our son committed suicide in October 2021. We were devastated but not without hope. Shortly before he died he told me that he really missed his grandaddy - my father, a wonderful man. We were devastated, but not without hope. Time passed and we did our best to adapt to this new reality. Then on the morning of August 13, 2022 I woke up before everyone else and distinctly heard my son’s voice say “Mom”. No message. Just “Mom”. It was several weeks before I realized that my son had contacted me on my Dad’s 105th birthday. Imagine that! I had been praying that I would get confirmation that he had arrived in Heaven, and God answered my prayer.
@joemeschke
Ай бұрын
Thank you for making this video and sharing your testimony.
@blakkat4126
9 күн бұрын
No compassionate God would condemn someone who was so troubled while on this earth. People who do this actually feel they are doing everyone else a favor.
@elkzech8694
6 ай бұрын
Thank you for Sharing ❤
@wisconsinfarmer4742
2 ай бұрын
My best physics student killed himself 35 years ago. I sat and talked to him three days later on how to navigate and what to expect. several months later he came to me bright and positive and full of gratitude. vaya con dios amigo
@priscillawalker7924
11 күн бұрын
You are so right that God is pure love!
@Sophrai
2 ай бұрын
GREAT video. Thanks so much for posting it.
@SkipjackStevens
2 күн бұрын
Good to hear. Two good friends in my life have checked themselves out. I think I am going to be the next one. Sometime. I can't tell anyone how I feel. How I've felt for the last few years. I feel like I have lost my purpose for being alive. I am not sad about them doing what they did. I think they were very brave to do it.
@johnofnew
2 күн бұрын
You can choose to make this world an amazing adventure instead. You have all the power to live a great life.
@Gamingtv23658
14 күн бұрын
I hope that hell isn't what we think it is, and that only a few people go and if possible noone goes
@johnofnew
14 күн бұрын
There is no Hell
@Gamingtv23658
14 күн бұрын
@@johnofnew how sure are you? How do you know?
@hollyletourneau1562
2 сағат бұрын
It's our relationship with the Lord while on Earth is what counts... not the way we left the Earth...only the Lord knows... that's why Salvation is so important🙌 we are all judged individually... thankfully we have a very forgiving and loving God🙌
@johnofnew
2 сағат бұрын
A "loving and forgiving God would never "Judge You"
@amadahyrose
7 ай бұрын
What a caring and beautiful message. I was very concerned about this is a child and my father, bless him (member of a hellfire and brimstone group), had the wisdom and care to comfort a scared child and tell me that God understood and there was no punishment.
@ImLehwz
6 ай бұрын
Beautiful story John! Very helpful for me too personally. It resonates.
@ronm.5441
7 ай бұрын
Thank you for this message brother! ❤
@thegreatx
5 ай бұрын
Thank you so much for this video 🙏🏽🙏🏽
@MarkStevens8899
Ай бұрын
Everyone should have compassion for those in the dark place of depression and despondency, for those who sadly buckle under the pressures of such a stressful life. Jesus would have compassion, you have compassion, and your words in this upload were beautiful and echo true compassion. When i have been this low it was more that i did not want to live than i wanted to die if thatvmakes sense. Now as a carer i have seen people die, death is not the enemy, death is a beautiful release for those in pain and terminal illness, death is the final letting go.❤ Cheers John.
@ChloesColdEars111
7 ай бұрын
I have always known this, and I have always known that God does not punish us, his children, God does not have anger and our life mistakes made here are not cause to be tossed to hell for all eternity, that is all nonsense. God can not be a perfect entity full of only love and light yet have emotion and get mad when we make a mistake, especially since we are here to do just that. No, the things we have been taught in organized religions are all for control, they are not from God
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