one night i was sitting in my room and thought about how much of my life i gave up on myself, i thought about all the pain i ever felt and how on some days i couldn't even look at myself because i was disgusted my life was lived off of one lie after the next and i was literary carrying the whole world on my back. even as a child i knew God existed but i didnt know how to reach him, its funny becuz all the while He was reaching out to me, i made mistakes, i was addicted to the feeling of getting high, of drinking and of popularity, i was always trying to find peace, love, but i could never find it, not in this world anyway.. i let the Devil control me, miss-use me, lie to me and almost kill me, but God's love is more powerful then anything in this world, He is the very source of my existance and He has shown me that even someone as messed up and broken as who i use to be, can Receive his Love becuz it cannot be earned it is just freely given. So one night when i was about 9 years old, i knelt down on my knees and said a short prayer to God... God help me i need you.. i cannot say my journey has been easy or that anything has happened instantly but in that instant i didnt let the world have control over me, nor the Devil or his Lies, becuz Gods spirit entered me and His truth Set me free, Jesus Christ in me. so as i was thinking about all these things one night, i asked the Lord to speak through me... and after a few hours.. these words came out. May u be blessed. "For whoever the Son sets free is Free indeed"! Amen. If this is you, or someone likee you, just know that God is not even close to being finished with you yet, and He has an amazing plan for your life, perhaps it doesnt always make sense But He is with you, if you feel guilty then know, That He loves you and he knows you becuz he created you, in his very imagine. i wasted so many years blaming myself , others and God for my problems, and i spent that whole time wanting to know God but i kept thinking that i was completely imperfect, But that is why Jesus died for us so that ANYBODY that believes in him would be free would receive eternal life, but you have to let go of your own understanding, for his thoughts are different from yours, so high are the heavens from the earth is his way of thinking to yours. Just trust Him and accept his Love, becuz he loves you regardless of what you have done. Trust me on that...
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