TW for self harm, suicide, mental breakdowns, rants, mentions of manipulation and abuse, and toxic relationships.
Hi.
It’s been a while since I really posted anything. Let alone with meadow or anything emotional to do with don’t hug me I’m scared. I was looking through the internet and I found this audio and it inspired me to create this. The truth is I feel bad I didn’t really make anything for DHMIS day, because it saved my life.
I just wanted to put this out here and say when I was 12 years old, I was manipulated into an abusive relationship and due to all the other change in my life, it was so hard on me i shut down. I was suicidal. I didn’t want to live anymore and I hurt myself. I’d attempted once by drowning, but then quickly stoped myself. I dreamed of jumping off bridges, and cutting myself. I never did cut, but I bit my arm very hard, it would leave marks for days.
I would draw meadow hanging herself, cutting herself, and killing herself as depicted in this, along with several other vent art piece’s such as her crying and being held by my at the time comfort character, shrignold.
I was so drained
So hurt
So emotionally damaged and traumatized
If I haven’t had found DHMIS when I did,
I wouldn’t be alive right now.
And I’m so utterly grateful I am.
My life has gotten better and even though I still cry and break down about the trauma, the past and the abuse, and even though I still go through stuff. I’ve grown. I’ve learned how to handle it and calm myself, and to keep myself safe and healthy.
This show genuinely saved my life, along side being one of the most intriguing and wonderful passion projects I’ve ever seen in my life. I hold it near and dear to my heart, and I always will. Thank you Becky. Thank you DHMIS team. Thank you to the fandom who helped along the way. Thank you to my fanbase who stuck with me. Thank you to all the fanfiction writers who’s stories I read for comfort and or escapism. Thank you to everyone. Thank you.
Thank you so much.
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