thank you for this... i know a lot of people don't like me. i'm just trying to achieve a decent life with the tools i was given.
@user-el4su7tl6f
Жыл бұрын
You gained a new fan from this video. Hope everything gets better.
@epRivera
Жыл бұрын
Holy shit It's him
@cosmomari4669
Жыл бұрын
dellor big man never give up im behind you
@LuciusVKayne
Жыл бұрын
Keep your head up man. It sucks when it feels like the entire world is against you but I for one don't think you did anything wrong
@getschwifty5271
Жыл бұрын
Some people aren't cut out to be entertainers, not saying that to be an asshole, just being fr. If it's not working out or causes you so much grief you end up in the hospital it might be worth it to look into different avenues man. You should invest in getting out & about in the world, could do ya some good.
@maycontainnuts3127
Жыл бұрын
-banned for self-harm -becomes suicidal and goes to psyche ward good job twitch team
@evancastro1222
Жыл бұрын
My thought exactly
@mitchellm3924
Жыл бұрын
Twitch is a fucking joke
@mikeoxmall69420
Жыл бұрын
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@voldermortsrainbowfarts3513
Жыл бұрын
@@sp33drr u must think ur really funny huh
@yab01keef67
Жыл бұрын
That is not twitches fault at all...
@itsCakeChan
Жыл бұрын
Man watching the breakdown in full makes me so sad, I can really feel his struggle
@itsCakeChan
Жыл бұрын
On the other hand watching chat repeat "BREAK A KEYBOARD" made me lol
@trace.mp4
29 күн бұрын
@@itsCakeChan Yeah, seeing him get everything back just to be pulled from under him made me so upset
@smushyboi379
11 ай бұрын
He is one of the strongest people I know after wtaching this. Coming back this many times after the brutal actions taken against him is just beyond insane. He is a super human.
@ITalk69
Жыл бұрын
I felt so bad that Dellor got hacked. I was following the entire thing unfold, and I just can't imagine how you'd be able to recover from such a devastating breach.
@hardondong3550
Жыл бұрын
Yeah it was honestly terrible that it happened to him.
@hicknopunk
Жыл бұрын
And people say I am paranoid gaming with hardware firewalls and an internal VPN. When my PS4 connects to the net, it gives an error saying there is no internet...but there is 😁 sure it lags my shots sometimes, but nobody has ever got in.
@vsretro7061
Жыл бұрын
Real. It sucks what happened to delly, i haven’t seen him in a while, hope hes doing well right now.
@collared
Жыл бұрын
@@hicknopunk im 99% connected on a VPN (its only really off when im downloading shit to save bandwith) i legit have a server in a country nearby so it doesnt add too much latency. its custom-buillt vpn wiht just one IP. none of that commercial VPN shit
@hicknopunk
Жыл бұрын
@@collared internal VPN. I have an external VPN too.
@perfectiondreamusa
Жыл бұрын
this guy is the epitome of “me on my way to relax by playing a game that makes me unimaginably angry”
@LiterallyJustaDude02
Жыл бұрын
You just explained 99% of the EFT community
@thedawginhumanity4635
Жыл бұрын
Apex Legends
@RareTechniques
Жыл бұрын
@@LiterallyJustaDude02 The what?
@AmazingAutist
Жыл бұрын
@@thedawginhumanity4635 League
@ewartsmith7490
Жыл бұрын
Mini seasons, the show
@saturnitetoaster8310
Жыл бұрын
As someone with bipolar I can confirm that when the rage hits you can end up saying some really messed up things and deeply regret it right after.
@Mikeunism1
10 ай бұрын
vouch
@chadperkins3848
10 ай бұрын
Just try harder
@Mikeunism1
10 ай бұрын
@@chadperkins3848 i have now reconsidered my mental illness i will just try harder from now on thanks
@goawayimhigh
9 ай бұрын
@@Mikeunism1vouch i will also just try harder now
@Zer0Skateboard
5 ай бұрын
I fully believe that a person can lash out and say the n-word without being racist. And I'm saying that as a black person. Can't say that about the other "nonracist" jokers who actually bragged about sitting down to count how many times he said it, however.
@Ren_Shahanshah
11 ай бұрын
Racial slurs and wrecking everything around them is actually 90% of soccer honestly. I’m not even joking it’s a huge problem. That was a wild example to use 😂
@dlz190
Ай бұрын
It was a joke bro ..
@shortking-vp9vv
Жыл бұрын
Obviously this guy is not a saint, but I feel for him. His final “breakdown” had me nodding in agreement. I could really put myself in his shoes and feel his despair. Things get overwhelming, especially when you’ve been through as much as he has. I hope he takes time to take care of himself and maybe thinks about leaving his rage persona behind, even if it’s what pays the bills.
@ricniks4619
Жыл бұрын
Ikr sure it pays the bills but it's putting him in a more miserable state the more he does it & obviously the sites he is posting his rage on aren't fans of what he is doing.
@user-yk5ql9gz9b
Жыл бұрын
@@ricniks4619 it’s just fucked all around. He’s very clearly mentally unwell and just fucking miserable. I don’t condone the things he has said in the past but I can sympathize with his mental struggles. There’s nothing worse than that.
@lindboknifeandtool
Жыл бұрын
That insight comes from pain. Hope you’re doing well.
@animationtv426
Жыл бұрын
Nah
@sunbeames1847
Жыл бұрын
I gotta say either I strongly appreciate the empathy you seem to have, or I hope you're doing well these days if it's actually sympathy that you're pulling from.
@treehann
Жыл бұрын
His apologies were actually some of the most genuine I’ve seen. Most people don’t admit exactly what they did and why it was bad and hurt people, like he did. It made me want to root for him despite the toxic behavior. It must have been hard not really having a support system.
@sp33drr
Жыл бұрын
dellor is a racist POS and deserves every bad thing ever to come to him
@sp33drr
Жыл бұрын
You're actually an idiot and should check out his reddit if you think this way. The kid is doing it for money to just peace out like everyone else.
@grouchypotatowolfpack5580
Жыл бұрын
That apology is probably the result of years of practice and forceful correction. For most autistic people, our instinct when we apologize is to try and explain ourselves, which inevitably comes across as excuses. I'm still trying to get it right, but he's got the "correct" apology down
@chazeverett
Жыл бұрын
lol apologies as in plural if it was genuine he wouldnt keep doing the exact same thing you cant keep saying im sorry then continue to do it if it was genuine he wouldnt keep doing the same thing it would of stopped the first or second time
@HugoStiglitz88
Жыл бұрын
That's because he's a genuine dude that knows he can make big mistakes and takes responsibility. I think it's because he doesn't have a big ego while a lot of the other people giving apologies have huge egos
@Hanitcal69
2 ай бұрын
Trying to ruin a man’s career over telling someone to make a sandwich is INSANE
@thepubknight6144
28 күн бұрын
Especially when they didn't ban women for literally shitting on live streams and abusing animals
@Remember_Bubblebutt
4 күн бұрын
Actually, he said cook a sandwich. Das ist der Witzige.
@carleggs2037
Жыл бұрын
"He went from dropping n-bombs on Overwatch to dropping 20 bombs on Fortnite." This had me rolling
@ImisstheoldKanye631
Жыл бұрын
The shit he said about soccer fans not calling the other team racial slurs and not destroying everything around them couldn't be further from the truth Edit: I’ve made a severe lapse in my judgment… I now know it was a joke and I’m deeply sorry for committing the heinous crime of not getting the joke… I’m very sorry guys this is all my fault 😔😔😔
@eurotr4sh
Жыл бұрын
Tom should watch Green Street 😹
@HazyFelix
Жыл бұрын
Yea tom has no clue what he's talking about. Literally France v Morocco
@moufronn
Жыл бұрын
moufronn
@ogmonstercock
Жыл бұрын
He never seen a football game in his life
@ogmonstercock
Жыл бұрын
@@HazyFelix The racial slurs after England last Euros IN ENGLAND 😭
@AntiVectorTV
Жыл бұрын
Christ, that poor guy. The clip makes it look like he's hating on his community for no reason, but you can tell here he's just frustrated with the hell streaming has put him through. Best of luck to him!
@AndriuxDev
Жыл бұрын
Meh, I bet he'll be dead some time now.
@Sceptonic
Жыл бұрын
That clip hits differently when context is involved. The trolls in chat, they got what they wanted.
@AndriuxDev
Жыл бұрын
@@Sceptonic Do I really need to make a video talking shit about autism, not knowing that I clearly have autism?
@kaniac_
Жыл бұрын
hes 33 i dont know if hes exactly a "kid"
@narwzy
Жыл бұрын
hes racist
@TheRandomLetsplays
Жыл бұрын
Hearing the hacking situation started stressing me out. I can't imagine the pain and stress he went through during that time. Truly a scary situation that i wouldn't wish on anyone. The thought of losing it all terrifys me.
@sethstewart9704
8 ай бұрын
Man, never heard of him until this video. I'm fucking rooting for him. He's super real, and has really been dealt a shit hand over and over. I would love to see things just work out for him.
@SMmania123
Жыл бұрын
Dellor might be Toxic, but Twitch is damn inconsistent AF, they we're toying with him, with his very livelihood. He didn't deserve that.
@theogrelord5579
Жыл бұрын
Honestly, I don’t even think inconsistent is the correct word. I’ve heard so many stories of twitch screwing over people for the smallest things while they promote people who consistently break they’re own rules. I don’t use twitch for those reasons. They’re petty backstabbing people and I don’t see how it can be so popular.
@MylesPhipps68_
Жыл бұрын
Just get a real job
@CombatMedic1O
8 ай бұрын
Yeh messing with someones livelyhood over a couple words is more toxic than telling someone to make a sandwich or saying the N word in a contex that doesn't even imply he's trying to be racist.
@producedby3am344
8 ай бұрын
I stopped using twitch a long time ago. It’s straight up CANCER. Absolute cancer, the chat, the streamers, twitch themselves. It’s a failure of society, just like tik tok
@tekrit3249
3 ай бұрын
Hasan laughs at the deaths of people he finds himself opposed to but God help you if you talk shit in a hyper competitive video game. Especially to someone twitch considers a protected class.
@mentallyillfinger
Жыл бұрын
Frankly the fact Twitch was blacklisting him for no reason meanwhile other people were being given special treatment... it's disgusting. I hate the blatant double standard. I can't blame him for his rage, it's justified.
@walter4180
Жыл бұрын
that's generally how the world works lol less desirable streams get the short end of the stick, more desirable ones don't
@getschwifty5271
Жыл бұрын
Dont like the Dellor dude but agreed, Twitch should definitely bring the ban hammer down just as harshly as they did him for these other assholes
@Biotear
Жыл бұрын
@@walter4180 Just because it happens doesn't mean the people perpetuating it don't deserve to be beheaded.
@TheGraveyarder
Жыл бұрын
@@walter4180 its completely understandable if some streamers get preferential treatment just because they pull in the big bux whats never fair is how they handle bans and punishments its still absurdly inconsistent
@Carnyzzle
Жыл бұрын
If Dellor was a hot egirl twitch would be keeping that account open at all times lmao
@kasenrin3
Жыл бұрын
When your mental state is in a bad place, a thousand small things or one big thing can make you panic and feel like life is over. I can only imagine how difficult it is to have so much happen in such a short time while already in a really awful state of mind. I hope you're doing better now and living your best life now, Dellor. Streaming is very emotionally draining even when you gave a good day with it.
@oxydayz
3 ай бұрын
100% sure he was doing meth during the n word incident
@Noblesix84
6 ай бұрын
Good lord, I genuinely feel bad for this guy. Between the mental health issues and all the bullshit he went through it genuinely hurts to watch. I hope he's doing well these days and is getting as better as he can be.
@Neillan
Жыл бұрын
It's incredibly depressing what the internet has done to some people. Dellor's life is one nonstop tragicomedy, and it doesn't look to be getting better.
@moufronn
Жыл бұрын
moufronn
@annihilation777
Жыл бұрын
This has been going on since the 90s lol
@MiketheNerdRanger
Жыл бұрын
Yeah. Remember Etika?
@Sceptonic
Жыл бұрын
@@MiketheNerdRanger rest in peace Etika
@dirtyspriteisgood1857
Жыл бұрын
just wait till all these little kids whose attention span and self image being reduced to zero from tiktok grow up. Can we be a more narcissistic and shallow society? lol
@SureshotBowmen
Жыл бұрын
"I haven't done anything to you I fucking hate you guys" this is so relatable in so many ways. I often find myself saying the same thing regarding all the people that have treated me like shit all my life. My heart goes out to dellor. I wish the best for him. Its hard, man...
@heyhackurs
Жыл бұрын
People are mad fucked up, yet everyone larps as a saint these days. Meanwhile this guy is an out of control rager who has been fucked over at every turn and has more shreds of humanity than the most popular "holier than thou" youtubers. Its almost ironic that people will try to ruin this guy's career over a few offensive words but will justify actual crimes committed by celebrities/musicians or other, more popular streamers just simply because they align with their worldview more, and call them "based" for it even.
@SureshotBowmen
Жыл бұрын
@@heyhackurs i know how it feels. Sure dellor has had it far worse than me but if you show a little bit of vulnerability to others they will make use of it and try to fuck you up. Cruel pieces of shit. Since dellor is an online figure he'll get obviously 10 times the amount of bullies that i ever got. And these scumbags will sleep soundly thinking they've "done a little trolling" and continue being the scumbags online that get outraged over everything in order to feel like they're such crusaders of justice. Fuck em.
@pliskenx51mm83
Жыл бұрын
@@heyhackurs Everyone wants a perfect painted picture just so they can avoid the elephant in the room.
@umchileanyways8603
Жыл бұрын
yep i fucking hate people too as i got older. especially in the city i live in. no one isnt as nice as i thought when i was little. i would rather live in a place where people are more respectful or just stop talking to people all together
@KEEGANATORGAMING
Жыл бұрын
He really hates those guys
@gamersrepublic6920
8 ай бұрын
I abandoned twitch on a matter of principle long ago, but what they did to this man is absolutely despicable. It’s the epitome of psychological abuse and I’d argue, even emotional torture. I say this as someone with the same diagnoses as him and with an experience that at least outwardly is nearly identical. Watching that ban double-whammy section tore me apart inside.
@comfortablenerd3894
5 ай бұрын
Hey Deller first time I have ever heard of you but let me tell you bro you are strong as hell life has knocked you down over and over and yet you keep getting back up and fighting twice as hard. Furthermore when you messed up you made no excuses you owned up to it and made right. Nothing but respect bro mad respect.
@MrWobbles
Жыл бұрын
as someone who got banned for 3 years i remember how much dellor resonated with me constantly, a imperfect dude that wears his heart on his sleeve and has an obvious past of deep set trauma just trying to entertain people because it felt like his calling. I hope nothing but the best for the dude, honestly. He''s extremely talented at what he does, gaming, entertaining and he deserves to be able to pursue the career he wants regardless of how cookie cutter he presents himself
@symbiote1982pk
Жыл бұрын
Sounds too naive to me, his past doesn't absolve his childish outbursts and dumb decisions. He'd be better off working in a different field.
@rocketwiz
Жыл бұрын
Hey wobbles! Didn’t know you watched turkey Tom 😮
@kartzzy6101
Жыл бұрын
Nah man, competitive gaming and streaming shouldn't be seen as anything more than a past time hobby. To treat it as a career path gives you about a 99% chance of failure and realizing afterwards that you are years behind your adult peers and lack skills to make up the difference. For now Dellor is seeing some success from not facing his trauma and having constant angry outbursts. He's just putting off confronting his trauma and working through it. It's very mentally unhealthy and in the end he's just pushing off being an adult hoping for permanent adolescence. It never works as anything more than a bandaid and the longer the bandaid stays on, the more infected the wound becomes.
@flumbogsmockler396
Жыл бұрын
@@symbiote1982pk bruh you dont even know what his childhood was like? "yeah guys this guy is really childish but he could've also been abused in his childhood and he may also have a mental illness" im not trying to say that what he did or said was right but you should at least see why he may of become like this, instead of just calling him a childish person, which i think isnt fair if you know nothing about him.
@gojirabh9383
Жыл бұрын
@Symm Thing is, there is a reason he was like this. Dellor built his entire life from less than nothing. Severe mental illness, addiction, thousands of dollars of debt etc. Sure, he has said and done stupid things, but you gotta understand his perspective, too. Dellor is a pure example of someone who was getting ruthlessly beat down by life and kicked while he was down over and over and over again until he eventually snapped. It's truly sad and horrible. Personally, I wish nothing but the best for him and hope he recovers physically, mentally etc.
@ghostlycupid
Жыл бұрын
This is a great way to end the year by a story of hardship to a fruitful career on twitch
@moufronn
Жыл бұрын
moufronn
@michaelcarletti766
9 ай бұрын
I swear at the end part where he is really upset it genuinely made me cry.. i cant understand how we can enjoy the suffering of others.. i hope he is doing well😢
@pemdii
Жыл бұрын
I didn't expect this to be a heart-wrenching tragedy bro.. I know he had his moments but I feel for him and I hope everything gets better.
@dahliacheung6020
3 ай бұрын
I know right? I guess it's cause he's so honest and upfront about his issues and behavior rather than the typical excuses. He's real so it's easy to feel empathy for him. I just hope things get back. He's kept going despite his awful life has treated him and I hope that perseverance pays off at some point. Unfortunately life tends to be the cruelest to those who don't deserve it
@datachu
Жыл бұрын
When I saw the title, the one thing I didn't expect was a wholesome yet bittersweet tale of an underdog that got the worst possible lot in life and still somehow managed to succeed for some time. I really hope that he pulls through, the internet needs genuine people like that, and not just more copy-pasted self important eThot clones
@DragnYT
Жыл бұрын
Fr, this is why I like Dellor. He's the definition of perseverance, determination, and never giving up💪
@ezachleewright2309
Жыл бұрын
Has it occurred to you that "eThots" are also just trying to grab that bag? They're not billionaire Dick Dastardly politicians, they're not EVIL, they're regular people.
@TheGhostWriterGirl
Жыл бұрын
Love the subtle sexism there. Keyboard headsmashing is clearly the kind of content only highly intellectual males such as yourself can appreciate, curse those evil view-stealing ethots!!!1 Weird how your demographic is also the main one watching those "self important ethots," though. Glad this guy is getting his shit together, but god I'm so sick of dudes spewing their thinly-veiled rage over the fact that attractive women can make money on the internet by being attractive, pleasant, and often--though most of you are terrified to admit it--actually good at games. Do we need less Nadias in the world? Absofuckinglutely. But do we need more of *this* guy? Based on what I've seen of him, no. Hope he proves me wrong, truly. Though I'd also love for him to explain how one "cooks" a sandwich. I think you need a panini press for that. I guess that's why he needs a woman for it--he clearly doesn't know how to make a sandwich himself.
@barrettjones645
Жыл бұрын
We used to have role models, now we have dellors
@sp33drr
Жыл бұрын
dellor is a racist POS and deserves every bad thing ever to come to him
@ytuser4043
Жыл бұрын
I wish nothing but the best of luck for Dellor, his story needs to be shared across as many platforms to understand where he comes from. He does not deserve so much pain that he's been enduring for a while. If anything, mental illness is not a joke and it should be taken seriously given the context of it.
@arkcliref
Жыл бұрын
I wholeheartedly agree.
@JP-st9hn
Жыл бұрын
Seems like an immature clown to me… but ok. Maybe he should get a job in the real world and see how long he lasts acting like a petulant child.
@nfo1347
Жыл бұрын
and we should be able to say nig
@jacksyoutubechannel4045
Жыл бұрын
I hope one day that someone suggests an occupational therapist or other autism specialist to him. It seems very much like the sense of being overwhelmed he gets is related, as are the "rages." Even just knowing what causes the different feelings can help; knowing ways to deal with it that work for you is even better. A lot of times, people on the "high-functioning" end of the spectrum just don't ever get that kind of life-changing guidance, because adults and mental health professionals in their lives don't see someone high-functioning as needing that kind of help.
@sirmoony5633
Жыл бұрын
I really love how the swear words are silently bleeped out just prevent Susan from taking the ad money away from this video! LMAO
@hrolfthestrange
Жыл бұрын
I've been binging your videos over the past couple months, and as a 29 year old who is fairly well connected to the internet(but not super deep), I didn't know about so many of the people/trends/issues you cover all within the past several years. So many of them have a similar theme/problematic dynamic of content creators, companies that host content, and fans. I'm wondering if you've thought about making a video about that dynamic more generally where companies create and run these sites, fans and companies end up incentivizing extreme, unhealthy, toxic and manipulative behavior both socially and monetarily and then end up burning the creators for those same qualities. Specifically I think it'd be interesting to see how this cycle affects the day to day mental processing/social dynamics of people across an entire younger generation, like how do people trust each other, act genuinely, not become cripplingly cynical and jaded when cyclical stuff like this is just constantly churning in front of them?
@MrNuts70
9 ай бұрын
I lost it when he said he broke a keyboard over his head in such a serious way and tone of voice! Glad to see that Dellor is doing well and has a good KZitem channel. Ohh and you just got a new Twitch follower!
@haunted5311
Жыл бұрын
My man dropped 64 Pewdiepie bridges in 40 seconds, quite impressive tbh
@ELLI0TR0DGER
Жыл бұрын
Based
@superrazor7617
Жыл бұрын
So thats what we call n words now?
@thesebadseeds
Жыл бұрын
He stacked that many N Towers just to be burnt by the sun. This dude is a living rollercoaster, lmao.
@haunted5311
Жыл бұрын
@@superrazor7617 no but it's wha I call it 😂
@nanogaming7949
Жыл бұрын
A whole stack
@R4K45H1_GAMING
Жыл бұрын
Man, almost "raged" at the video myself. It just sucks so much the shithand that was dealt to this man. All these years of dedication, never giving up and still have life sucking for him. I hope it gets better for dellor, I really do.
@marsaliscoln8892
Жыл бұрын
Yeah just forget about the “ni**ar” thing. Lol I swear people love to make excuses. He dealt his own hand!
@pacer6694
Жыл бұрын
He deserved it
@xenoslayys8122
Жыл бұрын
@@marsaliscoln8892 he grew up in a shitty environment and dealt bad cards for life, you can't excuse what he said but thats all in the past, he has problems but he's actively trying to better himself, and throughout his life just got worse and worse
@marsaliscoln8892
Жыл бұрын
@@xenoslayys8122 probably because he would take two steps forward and 5 back. Hence; him saying the “N” word after getting a major gaming deal. That’s a victim mentality. 🤷♂️
@xenoslayys8122
Жыл бұрын
@@marsaliscoln8892 people like you cant let go of the past, god it kills you to be able to give someone a second chance, he apologized and never said it again after that
@redfrog1628
7 ай бұрын
This video was made for me, I've seen SO MUCH rage content. Honestly I just found it super funny. Also I loved to see Pchooly, Quin and Tyler in this. I've probably seen almost every decent rage comp out there.
@bbandthesv
8 ай бұрын
I honestly feel for him. Streaming just to get by with a community constantly treating you like shit in chat can really push anyone over the edge.
@jackwhite2654
Жыл бұрын
I used to have anger issues, and one of the happiest moments of my life was when I realized that I hadn't had a freakout in almost a year. These days, I hardly ever get angry, even when something in my life goes seriously wrong. To some people, seeing a freakout is just entertainment, but I feel a lot of sympathy for people who genuinely can't control it. It can take years to conquer, and it can ruin your life if you get angry at the wrong time. I wish nothing but the best for this guy
@StinkyOrnstein
Жыл бұрын
Out of curiosity how did you control your anger? I didn't have anger issues until I developed some bad illnesses; getting medical help has been a nightmare which is what I think is fueling my anger issues. lol
@producedby3am344
8 ай бұрын
No anger issues? Ok p*ssy virgin 😉
@_Jitterbug
Жыл бұрын
Dellor seems like the guy who is legitimately just trying to live his life and despite his early life and anger problems, he just keeps running into shit luck. I kinda feel his pain, i hope he gets the help he deserves, the luck he's clearly missed in life and develops some form of a stable lifestyle
@sp33drr
Жыл бұрын
wow you're not very smart
@WilliamBrinkley45
7 ай бұрын
He courts ruin and brings it all on himself.
@justincase8403
6 ай бұрын
I understand what you're saying about his supposed bad luck but I can't help but point out how lucky he actually was as being a guy who can make a decent living for himself by sitting home and playing video games as opposed to all the people (myself included) who has to go work a shitty regular job just to be able to maintain living in poverty. I wish him the best but I'm just saying 🤷
@pxrfxct
11 ай бұрын
It's sad to realize that he did achieve some level of happiness and was able to just relax and stream and then he started getting hacked
@song6771
Жыл бұрын
During his breakdown around the 40 minute mark, you can see a few chat members trying to stick up for him. That gives me just a little bit of hope.
@Piromysl359
Жыл бұрын
Being THE most toxic on Twitch is quite an achievement because competition is great.
@PolumbiusTheThird
Жыл бұрын
twitch is a super sanitized place. you cant even be toxic on there.
@moufronn
Жыл бұрын
moufronn
@brolybroly4485
Жыл бұрын
The rest of the twitch streamers are all e girls.... I'd rather take him than those e girls
@McYumFucksHobbitsInIsengard
Жыл бұрын
Nyes
@dirtyspriteisgood1857
Жыл бұрын
bro i feel like pscooly puts dellor's rage to shame. HE has fucking problems lol theres no way dellor is the most toxic
@howiel2533
Жыл бұрын
Having a mental breakdown/depressive episode online, just for it to be clipped, shared, and laughed it by a good percentage of your viewers would destroy your mental state in ways I can't even imagine. He isn't innocent, surely. But my guy still deserves some peace. Turkey Tom coming with the heat as usual!
@Ava-nf2qq
Жыл бұрын
you shouldn’t record it in the first place??
@RueOfficial
Жыл бұрын
@@Ava-nf2qq you dont choose when to have a mental breakdown, its not something he chooses to have at the moment, he just happened to have one in the middle of his job, which unfortunately for him, is livestreaming...
@bffancodplayer1210
9 ай бұрын
When you do it in the back a shittyy food service job people hear it and forget after a few days
@SupiSuki
7 ай бұрын
sometimes your fans can be your biggest enemies, and this shows
@maddy.doesart
8 ай бұрын
My god. I binge watch ur videos all the time but this one was brutal. This dude has went through hell and back. Poor guy. Twitch fanbase is so ass too. Hope things get better for him
@mayblu
Жыл бұрын
man i feel bad for dellor. he's done a lot of messed up things in the past, but knowing about his upbringing, the trauma streaming gave him and his mental health issues explain a lot about how he acts. i hope everything works out for him and he gets to a stable place, mentally and financially.
@drcabbageface
Жыл бұрын
what's even better is that he's aware hes done some bad things and is constantly trying better himself especially with the cards hes been dealt, its hard not to root for him
@froggy5748
Жыл бұрын
Tbh he’s just a dumbass for keeping streaming when all he does is get mad at his chat. I’ll never understand people who keep doing shit that doesn’t even bring them any joy. Why tf do mfs play games if all they do is scream and cry over it?
@drcabbageface
Жыл бұрын
@@froggy5748 No clue man, i genuinely dislike people who cant control their temper but with all the things happening i cant necessarily blame him
@reggie6871
Жыл бұрын
@@drcabbageface that’s the most impressive and respectable part about him, i think. he doesn’t try to excuse what he said or did but he seems to genuinely make an effort to change past it. if that’s not deserving of at least a little respect i don’t know what is
@prettyevil6662000
Жыл бұрын
Yeah, his mental health wasn't in a good place to start with, but he never made excuses for the actual wrong things he did. He said he knew he did bad and didn't deserve forgiveness but would try to do better, and he consistently did seem to try to do better. That's far better than any of the fake apologies or excuses so many others put out for the same behavior that they never seem to get nearly the same amount of shit for. It's so hard to watch someone who came from such an awful background trying to better themselves financially and mentally and getting shoved back down at every turn even for the most insignificant things. It's like someone was watching from the shadows waiting for any excuse possible to make his life worse in some of these situations.
@project_lightblue877
Жыл бұрын
yes, finally, another documentary for me to listen to while staring at my drawing pad, praying to god and jesus that i may have an actual art idea. Thank you flightless bird thomas, very cool. Edit: hey gang? I understood turkeys can fly after the first comment about it. Please think of something remotely original to put thank you ♡
@tyleruwu902
Жыл бұрын
brother, i am doing the exact same thing rn. good luck with your drawing sesh! hopefully we can both whip out some masterpieces today
@Pyracantic
Жыл бұрын
Draw me fighting dinosaurs pls
@claudettes9697
Жыл бұрын
Fat puppies napping in the sunlight. 😁🤣🤭
@Drew791
Жыл бұрын
Time to take some rule 34 submissions and get the juices flowing. Edit: I meant to say “commissions”
@batboythecool
Жыл бұрын
Dang I do the same lmao
@ticklethehedgehog
5 ай бұрын
I feel so sad for him, hope things get better
@buruzn09
Жыл бұрын
I want him to get off the internet and get the help he needs. I don’t get the appeal of watching someone spiral into misery for entertainment.
@robincasey1700
Жыл бұрын
1:25 Oh Tom, you haven't seen real football fans till you see them get irrationally angry at they're team losing
@ClownScript
Жыл бұрын
For real he's fucking dumb if he truly thinks that
@miceltusav88
Жыл бұрын
That's football though... he was talking about soccer
@ultra-nationalistodst8085
Жыл бұрын
@@miceltusav88 Soccer fans are just as bad if not worse
@earrapist3046
Жыл бұрын
Football fans yea, soccer not so much, since theyre all scrawny soyboys
@mynameisstev629
Жыл бұрын
@@miceltusav88 Soccer fans are far far worse. I can find something in the past month worst than anything that’s happened in football in 10 years
@EzekielGoldbergII
Жыл бұрын
Twitch did him dirty and they're responsible for his breakdown. That was in no way an organic ban, especially at the time, they had it out for him.
@agencymenace1090
Жыл бұрын
They wanted him to kill himself. That's what it was, they wanted to see the news article that says 'streamer hangs himself from being banned'
@prettyevil6662000
Жыл бұрын
Twice. They used him twice. They strung him along with promises he'd get everything back *twice* and then renegged on their agreements at the very last second when they'd milked everything they could out of him. I heavily blame Twitch for those mental health breakdowns. If they'd just left him alone to keep going on youtube after the first time, I think he'd be in a much healthier place. He also should have known better than to trust them, but I also understand his desire to want to return to what was 'normal'.
@hypereggs8631
Жыл бұрын
based pfp
@gameblaster2124
Жыл бұрын
@@prettyevil6662000 legit utterly disgusting. Bunch of cumbrains. Makes me wonder who these people are.
@dillpickkle
Жыл бұрын
Agreed. The more and more I’ve hear about twitch the more and more I hate them. They pushed this man and genuinely ruined his life. Used him by dangling hope infront of his face, only to twice pull it out from under him and kicking him to the ground. As for those hackers? Disgusting they saw the man kicked on the ground trying to pull together what he had, shoved him to the ground and took all but the cloths on his back. Not exactly what happened but it’s how I see it. I wish him the best in the future and I hope twitch burns.
@JacobisLaya
8 ай бұрын
I’m always rooting for him because he is just relatable, and a modern working/lower class hero that we want to see succeed. I personally see him as me cause I relate to a lot of his problems and want to see him become successful
@meursault7030
Жыл бұрын
I have very mixed feelings about this whole affair
@SubwayLover
Жыл бұрын
its so crazy that dellor breaking a keyboard over his head while raging at a game promotes self harm in twitchs eyes
@Sceptonic
Жыл бұрын
Classic hypocritical sensitive twitch
@MrProg-ey3tl
Жыл бұрын
Twitch is such a joke honestly. I'm surprised they've lasted so long
@Kkbleeblob
Жыл бұрын
they just wanted him off the platform
@walter4180
Жыл бұрын
I mean they're not inherently wrong
@inverse662
Жыл бұрын
@@walter4180 I mean yeah they are tho
@iamsocks
Жыл бұрын
this is the most nuanced and complex story you’ve covered so far. you kinda hate him but also kinda love him and are rooting for him. i get the struggles he went through growing up, that mentality never really leaves.
@TFrills
Жыл бұрын
No reason to hate him at all. He never hurt anyone. Words are not v10l3nce. He's not scamming or abusing animals.
@DragnYT
Жыл бұрын
@@TFrills I don't hate him, I support him.
@Youtubestolemyname99999
9 ай бұрын
I know the feeling of when you are way ahead of others i mean good at your game the toxicity is just there it is soo hard to control
@RoukeTV
Жыл бұрын
I remember loving his rage compilations but never looked too deep into who he is and such. Thanks for making this video brother, huge respect to dellor, a wholly resilient king considering all the shit constantly thrown his way.
@bluetiger2468
Жыл бұрын
38:30 It's sad, but the truth is, when you make rage-type content, you attract and create a toxic fandom. They want you to get mad, that's why they're here. You do still get some nice people like the people in the chat saying "we love you". But the toxicity tends to overwhelm the positivity.
@McStruggles
Жыл бұрын
That last breakdown just...hurt my heart. I have mental health issues and I know how easy it is for shit to pile up until you finally break. I was genuinely afraid this video would end with him saying Dellor took his own life and isn't around anymore. I'm glad he's still alive. I hope he has a come back or in the very least finds a way to make money that he enjoys. I hope he finds some joy and less stress.
@WizzlyBearW0rms
3 ай бұрын
And your name is mcstruggles.. fitting
@patternsintheivy1
5 ай бұрын
Poor guy. I wish the best for him. It's not one's fault to suffer from anger issues, and I know they're difficult to manage/overcome.
@danielirl9252
10 ай бұрын
Dellor is a legend. I was never someone who watched streams but i always watched his forntite videos back in the day. Wish him all the best throughout his life.
@mrkiwigaming9812
Жыл бұрын
Can't believe he went back to Twitch after all the shit they put him through. It's like a girlfriend going back to her abusive boyfriend thinking things are going to be different. I wish nothing but the best for Dellor, hopefully he can find a different way to make a living and be happy.
@Sabuuchi
Жыл бұрын
Seeing the people say stuff like "Fake Rage" in the chat at the end reminded me of the Etika situation of him getting arrested during a mental breakdown. It's disgusting how people on the internet can be. The lack of empathy people show just because they have an anonymous account boils my blood. No one deserves this.
@Nikolai1939
Жыл бұрын
You say it as if people wouldn't be weary on an enviroment where fakings of this kind happens all the time, and as if it's obvious to everyone when clearly isn't, but go on, be self righteous for fake internet points
@rixia_ygo
11 ай бұрын
@@Nikolai1939 ah yes so instead we should treat each other like criminals out to get us for their own self gains 24/7. because that will lead us to a better world instead of a hellscape like the current one we're in. my god dude try thinking about the other person when you say and think shit like this.
@Nikolai1939
11 ай бұрын
@@rixia_ygo wtf you're on?
@ToodalooMoFo
10 ай бұрын
Your content is very interesting. Trying to watch all your videos. Keep it up!
@alienjantan
9 ай бұрын
Man, this just make me felt so bad. He is not in good place and all the situation and party involve cause him to spiral down, it's just unfair.
@belcurve
Жыл бұрын
Damn man, this is really sad. Never heard of this guy, but he was dealt a complete shit hand ,complete with poverty and mental issues, and he still got the top rank in like every popular game there is. That's actually fucking crazy. Dellor if you see this, keep it up man, but maybe look into some tools for dealing with anger/other emotions (DBT). But you're actually really inspiring man imo
@yggdrasilsaltar
Жыл бұрын
“the most toxic man on twitch” is a title that i can think goes to like, 30 different people
@@personwithdiabetus9719 you may not have heard of him due to the current state of his career but DMBrandon. He streamed a game called smite and was probably one of the most toxic streamers. A fan once commented to thank him for helping them through a time they were suicidal. He then ranted about how selfish suicide is.
@kal_1301
Жыл бұрын
@@personwithdiabetus9719 LOW...TIER...GOD!!
@anthonytremain8071
6 ай бұрын
This man is the epitome of here comes the consequences of my actions getting hacked is sad but i think we all get hundreds of spam emails but none of us have opened them
@DataPunkStudios
Жыл бұрын
I never knew dellors back story. I can actually relate a lot to how he grew up, the anger, the stress, and knowing what its like being homeless and not knowing if you will be homeless again. I will admit, i don't really like the content he does, but I do have sympathy and respect for someone coming up from that "untouchable" social class the world seems to ignore. This video hit home so hard. I hope hes doing better, and hes still rising from it all, because its not easy, and its still not easy, and there is a roof. Luck and heavy lifting have a lot to do with getting out of it. Thanks for the video tom as usual
@vasto5952
Жыл бұрын
The fact they banned him on the day he was supposedly getting his partnership striped away after he had months of trying for redemption is just cruel and unusual and his twitlonger reflects that. Cant believe we can’t throw cats but not keyboards.
@taddonddat2217
Жыл бұрын
I get the feeling they wanted to ban him but they wanted to do it in a sick joke way. It feels too planned by the Twitch mods
@Penrose707
11 ай бұрын
"Another Medium" is my favorite video game soundtrack of all time
@Monechetti
3 ай бұрын
I've seen a bunch of your videos so far and this is the only time I've actually felt bad for the person.
@SMELLE
Жыл бұрын
Man, dellor never deserved any of the shit that's happened to him. I really hope that one day he will be able to build a stable situation for himself.
@faulgotzel4912
Жыл бұрын
He did lmao
@RonnieMcNutt666
Жыл бұрын
@@faulgotzel4912 why? because he siad the n wolrd? stop being so sensitive and get a job
@fullmetal_3961
Жыл бұрын
@@RonnieMcNutt666 ironic.
@RonnieMcNutt666
Жыл бұрын
@@fullmetal_3961 nigga what
@punkyestresado1059
Жыл бұрын
@@RonnieMcNutt666 i could beat ur ass. drop an address
@zekolonon
Жыл бұрын
His apology is definitely above the stereotypical KZitem apology.
@DragnYT
Жыл бұрын
For real, he's actually sincere and being genuine.
@OncelerKidsAreCringe
Жыл бұрын
At least he took the blame💀
@ReckSaber3664
Жыл бұрын
Because he didn't lie and he took responsibility, and he tried to get better. Something a lot of content creators don't do during or after an apology.
@sp33drr
Жыл бұрын
You're actually an idiot and should check out his reddit if you think this way. The kid is doing it for money to just peace out like everyone else.
@zekolonon
Жыл бұрын
@@sp33drr toxic mf
@zoey-uu5iw
9 ай бұрын
from what i see i think it is most definite that this guy has type 1 dipolar out of the two, seeing as he would do numerous risking things throughout his life, especially hearing about his background and also him being on the spectrum it makes sense, i'm not excusing his behaviors in any way that were shown publicly, i have bipolar type 1 and can identify some of the things he has done ((his really bad temper)) and relate it back to my bipolar swings and how heavily they effect me and how fast it is to go from okay to manic. that's the biggest thing with bipolar one is going into mania for longer lasting amounts of time, doing risky things, and overall self destruction. i'm glad to hear he had gotten help for this, as it is help for these issues in hospitals is an eyeopener for a lot of us :) i hope dellor is doing better, i am def gonna check into his channel cause i have never heard of him before this video, but yeah that's my take on it but idk i'm just speaking from what i know and from how i see it
@maria-im8xk
Жыл бұрын
Really hits close to home. I have bipolar disorder and autism as well, and the way he acts feels so painfully similar to my experiences.
@ryanboscoe9670
Жыл бұрын
I feel so horrible for this guy, I can relate to him so much. I really hope he lives the life he wants and is truly happy within himself it's honestly the least he deserves.
@DubYuhGChoppa
Жыл бұрын
This video really makes me realize the true impact Twitch has on people with how biased and unfair they are. KZitem has issues too but I think they're leagues ahead
@lord_rugg
10 ай бұрын
smh this is so sad it almost made me cry
@ravenhoney444
8 ай бұрын
immediate thoughts going into this when i heard about gamers breaking setups i thought of poofesure smashing tvs and wii remotes playing wii games
@DreFromMaine8472
Жыл бұрын
Yes! Thanks so much for doing this, Dellor is so entertaining!
@moufronn
Жыл бұрын
moufronn
@AndriuxDev
Жыл бұрын
You're calling entertaining to a person who has anger issues and level 3 autism? *Bruh.*
@theSemiChrist
Жыл бұрын
"Go cook a sandwich!" Ah man. I bet she still lays awake at night, worrying for her wellbeing.
@MajimaEnterprises
Жыл бұрын
I like my sandwiches cooked medium rare.
@theSemiChrist
Жыл бұрын
@@MajimaEnterprises any REAL man eats 'em raw!
@gamblorrr
Жыл бұрын
Way to make it about her lol. She catches a stray and somehow it's her fault.
@theSemiChrist
Жыл бұрын
@@gamblorrrgo cook a sandwich
@gamblorrr
Жыл бұрын
@@theSemiChrist Iol
@manthing4228
Жыл бұрын
Seeing his chat when he had a mental break down just saying he mad lol or breaks sonething really hurt
@vabbbyy9508
Жыл бұрын
For real the definition of a resilient underdog, Godspeed Dellor
@oppytoppy275
Жыл бұрын
As someone with ASD, I feel for Dellor. ASD makes emotional regulation much more difficult, sudden change is also a big no-no with ASD. What Dellor went through would be bad enough, but with ASD in the picture, the bad things he went through would be magnified due to being sudden changes, and if he had no outlet, negative emotions could’ve, and probably did, eat him up and impact him rather deeply.
@shedshow1439
Жыл бұрын
ASD makes you sexist and racist as well
@oppytoppy275
Жыл бұрын
@@shedshow1439 he said he wasn’t going to make an excuse for those words, my comment wasn’t meant to address those words, but to put it simply, no it doesn’t. Thanks for trying to twist it though.
@shedshow1439
Жыл бұрын
@@oppytoppy275 I think ASD is silly at best and at worst it trivializes actual autism, which isn’t a condition where you do nothing for your mental health and are miserable, which is the obvious prognosis for this person. .
@MajimaEnterprises
Жыл бұрын
I also have ASD. Just wondering, has anyone else on the spectrum been having issues since things started going back to "normal" after the pandemic? Personally, I've been feeling extremely frustrated. Like, more frustrated than I've ever felt in my life. I got used to the way things were, especially how quiet the streets were, and I don't think I'll ever be able to fully adjust to the way the world is now. I did start vaping CBD and it made me feel better, but I ran out of e-liquid over a month ago and haven't bothered to buy more yet, partially because it's so fcking expensive. The 10ml bottle I bought cost me £17 ($20). Now every time I go out, I feel that same anger that I felt before and it feels bad man. I live in the UK and there's just too many people crammed into too little space. Obviously not a noticeable problem when everyone was on lockdown, but it's definitely noticeable now and it's the source of my frustration.
@cococock2418
Жыл бұрын
Completely made up disease
@GloomyYumi
Жыл бұрын
I've never even heard of him before but that stream where he said he hated everyone and everything... I felt like crying seeing the rage. It's obvious he's depressed and I don't think anyone can blame him. He's done shitty things but he's tried so damn hard. I hope he's better now
@havz0r
7 ай бұрын
what shitty things did he do? He said the no-no word ooooooh must ruin his life! And told a dumb girl player to go back to the kitchen OH THE HORROR, THE ATROCITY!!!!!
@astroxpk
8 ай бұрын
the cut from Ni- 😂😂😂🤣
@queueuof
Жыл бұрын
bro i love how tom be showing more of his personality more and more in these vids, feels refreshing from the almost robotic personality of other yt documentaries like sunnyv2
@GOTTA_RUN
Жыл бұрын
Sunnyv2 used to have a personality in his videos. Then after he started really blowing up he started becoming neutral in everything
@lamarr51
Жыл бұрын
@@GOTTA_RUN especially after Skeppy's braindead fans attacked him for nothing
@johnryan461
Жыл бұрын
Lol. Almost shed a tear watching this. Even the most saddest movie hasn't hit me like this guy's story. He's nuts but genuinely seems like a good guy
@sp33drr
Жыл бұрын
cringe
@KEEGANATORGAMING
Жыл бұрын
@@sp33drr I hope you get harassed and bullied on a daily basis then when you fuck up you get ur life ruined
@sp33drr
Жыл бұрын
@@KEEGANATORGAMING Stop being a simp for a 34 yr old loser
@jakubmazur668
Жыл бұрын
He constantly says offensive shit online over and over, apologizes and promises to stop, and then does it again. Bro….
@jojofire12
Жыл бұрын
@@jakubmazur668 he has mental issues. Only time will tell if he actually changes after getting help
@metermaide1726
Жыл бұрын
this has got to be the best underdog story ever, dispite all odds, this man seems to float to the top!
@htfs493
9 ай бұрын
Even in his mental breakdown where his targets the chat, you can see the disgusting, pathetic devils still trying to poke at him. And I guarantee there were people who tried to act like the more mature individuals and shame him for how he behaved. That’s how the world is seeming to be unfortunately; targeting one person, throwing every possible bad situation at them in hopes of making them snap, then being surprised when they do. Even in recent replies on this video there are people blaming him for not seeing every possible obstacle coming. I feel like sometimes we actively force someone to become a bad person just so we can feel good about ourselves when we shame them for being bad. Despite everything he went through, Matthew held strong and overall I think he is not a bad person. If I was in his shoes, I could not have dealt with the shit he went through for so long.
@Enfjscrolling
Жыл бұрын
I had never heard of him before but I cried a lot listening to this. I struggle with mental illness and it heavily runs in my family. He's messed a lot and I expected to be angry with him during this video but it's the opposite. I just want things to work out for him and for him to really achieve stability and happiness
@HolyGoddessMotherAnne
Жыл бұрын
Hey, relate to the mental illness thing, I am severely mentally and emotionally unstable and idk if i will ever change or become different tbh.
@Enfjscrolling
Жыл бұрын
@@HolyGoddessMotherAnne awareness is so important, just continue to take responsibility for your actions and prioritize your health and safety. You're important and not a mistake-- you're ill but you're human and if your intentions are good, redemption is always possible. Be safe and be kind to yourself, not everyone understands people like us but we have each other's back
@Enfjscrolling
Жыл бұрын
@@Someone-Who-Exists be safe and look after your health, I hope all is well and gets better, I know how tough it is. I'm wishing you all the best
@ThePhantom4516
Жыл бұрын
@@HolyGoddessMotherAnne This hits hard man… getting better but yet still so unstable. And it’s cost me a lot. I fear for the future
@chiefofthesky
Жыл бұрын
adding my own solidarity and hopes that we can all continue to improve, however slowly. i struggle a lot with seeing my incremental improvements, as well as blaming myself for relapses in behavior. but seeing comments like these reminds me i’m not the only one and i’m not an irreparably bad person for being ill, even if only for a moment. so thanks to all of you for that.
@felixfelix9062
Жыл бұрын
bro the perfectly cut "NI-" at 6:28 had me dying
@420Adventurer
4 ай бұрын
Just discovered ur channel I like it keep er up!!!
@wesleylewis807
9 ай бұрын
0:21 i love how the USB only disconnected after the 4th smash of the keyboard
@toddallen7436
Жыл бұрын
Thats the worst part of depression. You are in a constant flux of building yourself up and simultaneously tearing yourself down at the same time. It's a terrible feeling not being able to trust the only person in the world you should,yourself.
@prettyevil6662000
Жыл бұрын
While some of his behavior was absolutely awful, I feel so bad for him. It's like anytime he starts climbing out of the pit, anytime he made steps to better himself and his behavior, something comes along to shove him back down. Looking for any excuse to do it. It's hard to watch someone make some mistakes, try to fix it and yet still being shoved back down.
@Schinzo__
Жыл бұрын
Dellor> Tara
@jakubmazur668
Жыл бұрын
Something comes along? He’s the something bro, he does it to himself
@madman1460
10 ай бұрын
this just makes me feel so bad
@DREADD.mp3
Жыл бұрын
The longest chain of "things only got worse from there" I've ever seen
@majespectorkuro8630
Жыл бұрын
“There’s no possibility of destroying everything around them” As someone’s who’s been to Columbus Ohio during a day the buckeyes lost a football game, and they rioted through the streets I beg to differ lol.
@piranhalettuce
Жыл бұрын
OHIO?!?!?!?!
@NyrinTriball
Жыл бұрын
I just started, but since I'm on headphones, I'm just going to say thank you for the good audio balancing on the rage. This should be a good one.
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