Gamer rage is usually funny, but not when you can make a 29 minute video of the same person failing to reach the same goal. I'm so happy he finally beat it.
@eggery
2 жыл бұрын
a lot of npesta's reactions remind me of myself during depressive spirals and it's not great hearing him like this
@cnea8378
2 жыл бұрын
yeah npesta is being WAY too hard on himself
@cnea8378
2 жыл бұрын
also i hope your doing better
@AychSkwaird
2 жыл бұрын
Same dude.
@galaxybolt1748
2 жыл бұрын
@@cnea8378 You’re*
@_owl_
2 жыл бұрын
@@galaxybolt1748 always grammatically correct people no matter what, that’s what I’m talking about dude. High five
@SeGeacHe
2 жыл бұрын
The reactions are so painful, that even it pains me to see how the despair and frustration increased.
@cnea8378
2 жыл бұрын
exactlyy
@galaxygamer4227
2 жыл бұрын
For sure :(
@Cinsals4819
2 жыл бұрын
This man doesnt give himself enough credit as a player, “I am the worst player” -someone who got 79% on zodiac
@bbrycee.
2 жыл бұрын
Someone who beat zodiac now :)
@galaxygamer4227
2 жыл бұрын
Yeah :/
@vedantsridhar8378
Жыл бұрын
Someone who literally verified the top demon of his time
@victornasser7553
Жыл бұрын
nothing to do with it tbh
@vedantsridhar8378
Жыл бұрын
@@victornasser7553 What? The worst player would literally spend 1000,000,000,000,000,000 attempts trying to beat Stereo Madness.
@GDLightshade
2 жыл бұрын
This actually opened my eyes so much to how bad his mental health is doing. He's tearing himself apart.
@cnea8378
2 жыл бұрын
yeah npesta needs a good break after this amazing accomplishment :)
@defectumdefectum9642
2 жыл бұрын
@GdLightshade this all started when he came back to gd after 4 months and was doing celestial force and died to a transition bug.
@pokeninja77
2 жыл бұрын
Hi GDlightshade. Hope you are doing good with your wife and kids. (I won’t tell her you cheated on her with your ex). I told ur kids tho. They weren’t to happy about it. Jimmy said (that son of a b-ch).
@CattoGD
2 жыл бұрын
hello lightshader
@namewastakenaaaaaa
2 жыл бұрын
gd lightshade opinion invalid
@ScienceBAL
6 ай бұрын
13:10 "DAMNIT, I'm sorry." The transition from severe anger to a soft calm is terrifying to see someone pull off.
@Mag1cWGD
2 жыл бұрын
Npesta is better than 99% of the community, and he calls himself an embarrassment.
@vedantsridhar8378
Жыл бұрын
Better than 99.999999% of the community. I guess 99% of the community have not even started playing medium demons.
@Turkey2263
2 ай бұрын
He calls himself an embarrassment only because hes a bit stressed and he feels like he shouldnt be dying to some of the places hes been dying to but he knows very well hes not an embarrassment
@Criscuitt
2 жыл бұрын
The random screams followed by him apologizing for being loud are so heartbreaking, he's trying so hard to keep his cool but sometimes cracks under pressure, really hoping he's doing better because watching this was genuinely painful, his comments on how he should quit because he's "bad at the game" is something I can relate to a lot and it really shows how hard it is to have motivation to play this game when you get upset really easily The moment at 15:28 especially stuck with me, wanting to accomplish something but feeling like you can't make any progress regardless of how hard you try is one of the most soulcrushing feelings ever, and you can tell he was definitely going through that a lot while playing this level, that coupled with the fact that you're slowly losing consistency at the later parts of the level due to dying at the beginning a lot when it really feels like you should get far everytime is probably one of the most frustrating things one can go through playing this game
@cnea8378
2 жыл бұрын
i know how stressful trying to keep your emotions hidden while you are streaming is, and i genuinely think npesta should give himself some credit like cmon a new hardest in a month?? thats just insane
@Goinklespoink
2 жыл бұрын
The one where he said “i thought i figured that out” then apologised absolutely broke me. I love this man to bits.
@perikite28
2 жыл бұрын
This brings me phyisical pain to watch. I knew npesta was struggling, but never to this level of emotional torture. I am glad that he has this done, but it's really sad to see him beating himself up over progress that I could never imagine achieving. I hope he has a much more pleasant experience with Return 0 than zodiac.
@Itadori-00
Жыл бұрын
I'm ur 50 like and 1 reply hm ok
@orange33340
Жыл бұрын
And oblivion
@creativeusernam
2 жыл бұрын
Hearing him calling himself bad is honestly sad. I hope he's doing ok and taking a well deserved break after beating this.
@cnea8378
2 жыл бұрын
oh 100%. Npesta shouldn't be this hard on himself. I can see why hes being angry because zodiac is really lengthy and you have to have a lot of stress control. I hope he gets a nice break :)
@ivorpreville5165
2 жыл бұрын
He is. He stopped streaming for around a week after beating this.
@cnea8378
2 жыл бұрын
@@ivorpreville5165 deserved :)
@Fatcatmatt
2 жыл бұрын
I wish he was, but his videos have been getting striked left and right over a channel that has no right over his vids, losing over half of the money he’s making (gotten from his posts on Twitter) hope it’s resolved soon
@granda3649
2 жыл бұрын
@@Fatcatmatt it is
@kenossongreal6494
2 жыл бұрын
I feel a deep remorse for him. I’ve been around since the kenos streams and I can tell his mental capacity for the game has shrunk. I wish him the best with return 0
@cnea8378
2 жыл бұрын
we will all be with him in his streams to support him :D
@shaydien3550
Жыл бұрын
@@cnea8378 damn.
@RIMZARE
Жыл бұрын
I think you mean empathy. Correct me if I’m wrong
@rienn8559
Жыл бұрын
he beat edge of destiny :D
@bigjerome-wz4uo
8 ай бұрын
I think his mental capacity is FINE if he can beat zodiac bro... 😅
@pmittens
Жыл бұрын
I struggle with mental health as well, and I feel like when I have nothing else I turn to games for comfort, and when I start underperforming all I can think is "wow you even suck at video games". I can only imagine this is amplified for Nathan as a streamer and I really hope he's okay, i know he has been going through a lot. He's such an inspiration to me and seeing him go through this feels like how I used to feel.
@YuriMeoDeos
Жыл бұрын
I just want to hug you, honestly. The way you said that made me feel really sad now. I hope you're doing better. (Yes, 8 months later but i don't care)
@pmittens
Жыл бұрын
@@YuriMeoDeos
@granda3649
2 жыл бұрын
I was there during the Zodiac streams, so I saw this experience firsthand. Knowing now that he has limitless ambition yet very limited capabilities is very sad. I hope he's doing alright, especially when he does Return 0.
@cnea8378
2 жыл бұрын
we will all be there to support him through return 0
@granda3649
2 жыл бұрын
So true
@forkgodsdescendant2503
Жыл бұрын
26:29 This is nearly the exact opposite of the Kenos reaction
@frozenbonkchoy4986
18 күн бұрын
Well this level is almost the opposite of Kenos, so it figures
@evanisamazing8470
2 жыл бұрын
This is very well put together definitely deserves a Sub.
@cnea8378
2 жыл бұрын
thank you so much!
@Sleepystranger
2 жыл бұрын
npesta keeps jumpscaring me when he rages like he is completly calm and then lets out a primal scream
@cnea8378
2 жыл бұрын
that last clip tho 0_0
@vedantsridhar8378
11 ай бұрын
Best example at 28:00. I literally got scared here.
@arcticcrisp8226
2 жыл бұрын
I always had this image of Npesta as an amazing, happy, comedic genius and I'm going to be honest, when I went in to this video at first I was expecting to laugh a bit. But the way that he raged, the way he talked about himself really broke me... This was a genuine struggle to watch and seeing him beat himself up on "mild" really made me feel dread when I saw it change to "strong". Same when "Severe" came up... I see him in a new light now as a true human who is struggling, not just an entertainer, and could see depression really leaking through there. I hope he gets better with time and hard work, and I hope his community will stand strong with him the entire way. I know I will.
@marahowo
Жыл бұрын
stop throwing the word depression around; going through a hard time doesnt necessarily mean ur depressed; neither does having bad mental health. until people come out and say they have depression dont call it tht. its bad for both the person ur talking ab and everyone with actual depression. depression affects 3.8% of people worldwide… even the percent of people with blue eyes is higher than that (8%). So stop, until someone comes out n says they have it dont say shit… and even if they did pointing it out at times like this doesnt help anyone
@L4ngyAge
Жыл бұрын
@Marah Manasreh if he had depression, he would NOT enjoy geometry dash, right? I think that because I have heard that when you have depression, you enjoy nothing anymore
@kingdeadbread1062
Жыл бұрын
Hes said he doesn’t actually think that it’s just rage fluff because he gets mad, same as other gamers intensely swearing at nothing
@samirzh
8 ай бұрын
hes just raging because hes playing the game this aint got nothing to do with depression wtf
@jackkanoff2815
10 ай бұрын
the sheer length of this level could make anyone go insane
@vedantsridhar8378
10 ай бұрын
Yeah, I even gave up on Monolithos, an easy demon because of its length being 2.5 minutes. I think that one needs to be like really good at nerve control to beat levels that are 3 minutes or longer.
@jackkanoff2815
10 ай бұрын
@@vedantsridhar8378 dude i got 96% on future funk. It's safe to say I'm done playing that level for while now lol
@laffu410
8 ай бұрын
i almost gave up on reanimation 2 minutes 53 seconds i think and i died at the last ship part and boss 5 times on ship and 1 on boss b4 completion@@vedantsridhar8378
@vibecat7101
5 ай бұрын
@@vedantsridhar8378I beat an easy demon of 10+ minutes (my nerve control isnt so great), the way i beat it was go 0% - 10%, pause the game, then go from 10% - 20% and so on, i guess this doesnt always work with long levels, like if theres no way to pause the game and play on later because the level is too hard, so there is no place to pause. But this tactic really helps with long levels, i reccomend it.
@GorillaFan_32
4 ай бұрын
for some reason im really good at xl levels lmao playing stuff like dear nostalgists, death moon and different descent is just an endurance game
@LimboByMinecraft
2 жыл бұрын
it hurt so much to be in his streams while he was playing zodiac. he was berating himself constantly and it was so tragic to see him like this. I’m so happy he got it out of the way
@cnea8378
2 жыл бұрын
same bro
@mr_coke1401
10 ай бұрын
It's hard coming back to this after knowing that he's gone through 2 harder levels and mental anguish for both, both being Oblivion and now Edge of Destiny
@tommybomblealt7492
2 жыл бұрын
npesta: im so stupid! also npesta: drinks smartwater me: :thinking: :confused:
@ayoitsvince2812
2 жыл бұрын
*Sits outside on my balcony and thinks about this comment*
@tommybomblealt7492
2 жыл бұрын
@@ayoitsvince2812 lmao 🤣
@TheLegend97.
2 жыл бұрын
Smart water is the dumbest thing ever they advertise that it is “Vapoury distilled” yet the only way to make distilled water is by turning it in to vapor and then letting it settle after. It makes my brain hurt why people think it’s better then regular tap water.
@blodhest1389
2 жыл бұрын
Watching this without skipping anything has to be the hardest challenge humanly possible, I'm glad he's done with zodiac now and doesn't have to go through any more pain
@cnea8378
2 жыл бұрын
me too bro
@orange33340
Жыл бұрын
and then oblivion came along
@ashido_
2 жыл бұрын
“I’m so garbage i’m the worst player” *verifies kenos* jokes aside, i didn’t know that he was being mentally tortured by this level when he was streaming i only watched the completion D: hope he feels fine now
@defectumdefectum9642
2 жыл бұрын
He’s verbally abusing himself at this point.
@vedantsridhar8378
10 ай бұрын
I'm really wondering if he's just saying that out of anger or if he really thinks he's the worst player. I mean, he probably knows that only one in a million has the capability of completing the levels that he is completing now.
@Jamtri
2 жыл бұрын
I need to watch his streams more. I didn't realize behind the highlights he almost gets as mad as I do. (I have broken 2 mice and a monitor over GD rage)
@cnea8378
2 жыл бұрын
yeah his streams are very entertaining :)
@bbrycee.
2 жыл бұрын
2 nice and I monitor? Damn. What levels were they on? They better be extreme or I cry
@Jamtri
2 жыл бұрын
IIRC both mice were over Acu and the monitor over Cataclysm
@bbrycee.
2 жыл бұрын
@@Jamtri 2 mice in one level 😭
@cnea8378
2 жыл бұрын
@@Jamtri damnn
@ResKillit
2 жыл бұрын
Balls 16: return of the sack Who remembers this
@cnea8378
2 жыл бұрын
it was when people were donating bits and naming them balls and kept counting
@Slendy_C
2 жыл бұрын
Was during one of his yata streams and in his video, was indeed a funny moment.
@XanderBit
2 ай бұрын
balls 15: battle of the balls
@zygisd1j116
2 жыл бұрын
I am going for zodiac at the moment. And this video honestly helps me with what to expect and npesta's reactions help me to know that I will indeed get mad at the level no matter what. If I know what to expect...the experience will be less painful probably...hopefully
@kacperkomputer5909
Жыл бұрын
how is your progress going?
@zygisd1j116
Жыл бұрын
@@kacperkomputer5909 i beat it like 3 weeks ago!
@limitlessunknown8676
Жыл бұрын
@@zygisd1j116 congratulations
@orange33340
Жыл бұрын
Even with all this suffering, he still called this level the best top 1 we’ve ever had, I don’t even wanna know how he would react to Return 0
@xastava7516
2 жыл бұрын
22:35 bro did he really expect to pass pennutoh first try? i get dying there 5+ times is frustrating but i would honestly be happy when i finally made it there the first time, this actually explains a lot of the stuff in the video, npesta expects too much from himself and often ends up disappointed
@defectumdefectum9642
2 жыл бұрын
Npesta is expecting too much. Having high expectations isn’t good all the time.
@truevexinity
2 жыл бұрын
I mean he practiced the hell out of pennutoh, its definately frustrating as fuck when you can consistently pass a part whilst doing runs and then die there several times there from 0
@phm04
2 жыл бұрын
the dedication into making this video, i hope more ppl are aware of 'the zodiac experience'
@cnea8378
2 жыл бұрын
couldnt think of a title lmao
@phm04
2 жыл бұрын
@@cnea8378 oh I wasn’t making fun of the title lol, I was just quoting it.
@cnea8378
2 жыл бұрын
@@phm04 oh okay :) thanks
@SnowyMKW
Жыл бұрын
I went into this video thinking there were going to be funny rages but damn after watching this i genuinely feel bad for him, Especially the 84% death like I really am happy that he beat this after all of the mental struggle. He isnt a bad player he is like better then like over 99% of people who play this game
@vedantsridhar8378
10 ай бұрын
He's like 1 in a million
@keratexas-
2 жыл бұрын
i came for a laugh, and i left with sadness zodiac has broken this man
@cnea8378
2 жыл бұрын
we've all been there from gd
@kingpotato3359
Жыл бұрын
well, this is one level I'm never touching with a 10 foot pole
@janterjemote
2 жыл бұрын
can't believe this guy is calm when he gets a new best without getting angry
@cnea8378
2 жыл бұрын
I mostly get angry when I die to the same spot over and over again
@janterjemote
2 жыл бұрын
@@cnea8378 what spot
@cnea8378
2 жыл бұрын
@@janterjemote like on any level
@janterjemote
2 жыл бұрын
@@cnea8378 ok
@creativeusernam
2 жыл бұрын
@@cnea8378 same
@benbelisle5224
2 жыл бұрын
This is a great way to express his journey, he tried so hard and needs to be recognized for his commitment. Nice video👍
@cnea8378
2 жыл бұрын
thank you
@v1rtu4l_marky39
8 ай бұрын
The thing about extreme demon completions, the player's mental health is depleting without them realizing.
@SaturnPone
Жыл бұрын
Npesta's one of my favourite content creators. I'm dearly hoping he's mentally recovering. He's a great player despite his hinderances. If he's still planning to verify Return 0. I'm really hoping he's taking a long, easy break to take care of his health. Mental and Physical. He'll need all his determination for that 17 minute long leviathan. If he gets far fails on R0. The good thing is. He can be happy with his consistency. Best of luck to Nathan. 👍
@tonidufrene5845
24 күн бұрын
I liked how in the mild ones he drinks the water and he basically becomes calm from the water
@dingusrexreincarnated
9 ай бұрын
Seeing Npesta completely get ripped apart at 5:50 was so sad. You can just see the look of disappointment in his eyes and it even hurts to watch. I'm very glad he ended up overcoming it and ended up beating it though, especially because of how much pain it caused him.
@travanforbes8989
2 жыл бұрын
Glad npesta has escaped this hellhole. I felt his pain, every second of it.
@orange33340
Жыл бұрын
He went back in it while trying to beat Oblivion
@Epicdragon-vn6hu
Жыл бұрын
The way he rages is unnervingly similar to how I do, bro says literally the same exact shit, it's uncanny
@wheatflavoredicecream6863
2 жыл бұрын
i watched the first zodiac stream skipped a couple and then watched another and then watched some of the ending ones and it was extremely sad watching his confidence disappear throughout them
@yean4573
2 жыл бұрын
His 'Strong' reactions genuinely scare me, I don't know how I'll go with his 'Severe' reactions. I really hope he's ok and is going to continue to be ok, it's not fun to be in a mental state like that at any point and it's even worse if you're infront of Hundereds of people.
@poisoned_ivey
2 жыл бұрын
I hope his mental health is doing better, zodiac really tore him apart. I was surprised at how bad the stuff labeled mild was
@defectumdefectum9642
2 жыл бұрын
His mental health started going downhill when he came back to gd after 4 months re learning celestial force and died to a transition bug. Who knows it may be sooner then that.
@skyquake1489
2 жыл бұрын
nice video!!!!! for how long this is it deserves more views! good job!!!!
@cnea8378
2 жыл бұрын
thank you!
@vedantsridhar8378
10 ай бұрын
"I am the worst player"- says one of the best players ever. People, don't underestimate yourself.
@frisskyy
Жыл бұрын
i’m kinda glad npesta is taking a break cuz these rages are crazy
@Peter-Williams
11 ай бұрын
Nepesta has to be one of, if not THE most memed player in geometry dash. His influence has even spread to other games.
@k1ng_NL
2 жыл бұрын
Me when my wife’s boyfriend says no more Xbox 360
@cnea8378
2 жыл бұрын
dang that would be the end of the world
@lavenderlolxd
2 жыл бұрын
lol
@bladefox5082
Жыл бұрын
22:36 me going into the afterlife
@CatAtKmartGD
2 жыл бұрын
i knew npesta had bad mental health, but i didn't think it was this bad. I've never been more hurt by what he has been saying. I really hope he gets better.
@vedantsridhar8378
10 ай бұрын
Well, he looks like he is perfectly fine in his streams and has completed Edge of Destiny lol. Yes, some levels are more stressful but the more you struggle during completing it, the happier you'll be once you complete it!
@seldomsweet
9 ай бұрын
@@vedantsridhar8378I wouldn't say that is always the case. When it feels like you should've won way earlier, it feels hollow when you actually win.
@sk-xg7re
Жыл бұрын
13:57 exactly what I was thinking the moments before I quit this game, like I destroyed my mouse, I put so much time and effort just to finish a singular level and get 1 digit on my profile (demon count) on a 3$ game. Like what was the point? does it even matter? this game ironically gave me a new perspective on games that eventually helped me quit gaming.
@L4ngyAge
Жыл бұрын
Quite relatable
@gdstar6917
Жыл бұрын
skill issue
@FreddyGamePlayer
2 жыл бұрын
If another person says that Zodiac is pretty easy, I will send this video for him.
@cnea8378
2 жыл бұрын
instantly regrets
@ziwuri
2 жыл бұрын
Npesta: *Dies past 50%* Also Npesta: "What a dumb death! I'm such a stupid useless pile of garbage!"
@cnea8378
2 жыл бұрын
you can die in a lot of stupid places past 50%
@ziwuri
2 жыл бұрын
It's a hard level. There are no free inputs. It's balanced overall. Doesn't make sense to set an expectation that you will *never* die to certain parts.
@cnea8378
2 жыл бұрын
@@ziwuri ngl unes part is pretty free
@orange33340
Жыл бұрын
@@cnea8378the level is 29 on the list
@vedantsridhar8378
Жыл бұрын
Npesta: I'm so garbage, I'm the worst player. Little did he know that he would complete Oblivion a year later! I'm sure that that would be an impossible challenge for the 'worst player'.
@nickTria_
11 ай бұрын
Wow. I watched his entire zodiac video and I had zero idea the experience was ANYTHING like this
@l4ur3anom4zzv6
2 жыл бұрын
this is a very interesting video,someone finally not treating fails like "top 50 best reactions" or something like that,It's right that we all can look apart from the npesta's tipical jokes and sarcasm and pay attention that his mental health is ruined with a simplistic game (I'm not saying he cares too much about It,I also got very raged at this and had depressed times)
@cnea8378
2 жыл бұрын
i think reactions should be completions not fails but if the fail is really unique then it would be a good reaction
@wheatflavoredicecream6863
2 жыл бұрын
zodiac is just not a good level for people with bad mental health. its horribly unbalanced and super stressful meaning that you get stressed and die to an easy part or die to a hard part and get pissed because its the last one for 30 seconds
@critw4576
2 жыл бұрын
Nathaniel Pesta is my favorite bridge dueler
@cnea8378
2 жыл бұрын
smae
@alacsonsmth
2 жыл бұрын
gotta love it when a geometry dash main is better at bridge than you :c
@cnea8378
2 жыл бұрын
@@alacsonsmth LOL
@gillboygd
2 жыл бұрын
I saw him get 77 and then he got mad, don’t know if this is in it but I saw it live, I know I saw 15:45 live
@cnea8378
2 жыл бұрын
i watch npestas streams a lot but for some reason i never get to see the progress :(
@gillboygd
2 жыл бұрын
@@cnea8378 me top, I joined like a minute or two after he beat it :/
@MrRapptur
2 жыл бұрын
@@gillboygd I also saw that live on stream
@ZKTHE1STT
4 ай бұрын
Coming back to this video every now and then is making me scared for my Zodiac grind
@vedantsridhar8378
Жыл бұрын
I came here, expecting to laugh because his kenos rage moments were really funny, but here I left with deep sadness caused by remorse. This game is literally a bully for mental health and self-esteem.
@Ichwiebrot
6 ай бұрын
94% and he didn’t rage at all, he is surprisingly calm sometimes
@ZKTHE1STT
4 ай бұрын
He was just disappointed in himself. He mostly rages when he dies at the same places like tmn, failiure, pennutoh or slimjim. This level is very chokepoint heavy.
@RyzeGMD
2 жыл бұрын
His new videos makes me realize why he gets so irritated and annoyed a lot, its really sad because he also underestimates himself a lot. I wish nothing but the best for him.
@Zaher74
2 жыл бұрын
Npesta doesn't believe in himself enough. He has the capability of being one of gd best player, he seriously underestimates himself
@vedantsridhar8378
10 ай бұрын
But I seriously don't understand Npesta. I'm sure he knows that he is one of the best players on literally the entire PLANET to be able to play a Top 10 demon of his time. If he thinks he's bad, he can just remember that there are people out there who have the dream of just beating Bloodbath alone, and Zodiac is like 1000 times harder than Bloodbath.
@dantumn
2 жыл бұрын
16:33, saw this one live it hurt a lot
@こい-こい
2 жыл бұрын
I really hope npesta doesn't go through this ever again. I hope return 0 doesn't do this to him
@Ddv1038
2 жыл бұрын
I want to share a piece of advice to people who rage a lot and hopefully calm them, so I have had this experience in the past with hard demons and insane demons and when you start losing progression you start getting impatient and want to beat the level already. With this, you start to try less and set expectations yourself to beat it right then and there. Geometry dash requires skill and patience to beat hard levels, and when you stop trying, your less effort causes you to die more and when you die you lose tolerance and start raging. It only gets worse from there. This has worked for me every time when I was playing levels like toe 2 v2, Fairydust or 8o. Those levels did not like me and it caused me to rage a lot, but I decided to take a few hour break, eat something, and do something useful. When I came back I felt in a better mood even when I died 90% and a few attempts later, I beat it. Sorry for the long story, but moral of the story: If you're ever raging, take a break, you will feel better and maybe be able to beat the level you were playing more comfortably. RAGING SOLVES NOTHING!
@IBM-5100
2 жыл бұрын
It's not that easy, some people have anger issues and they increase while doing something stressful, just like playing a hard level in this game, taking a break help, but if you're like this, it won't be enough and you'll still rage playing the game.
@cnea8378
2 жыл бұрын
raging is inevitable in this game, and it just takes lots of practice to learn how to control your anger. I agree with you tho taking a break is really helpful
@Ddv1038
2 жыл бұрын
@@IBM-5100 true but they could practice control and lower their anger very slightly each time just baby steps. You cant really just improve overnight people could practice control and improve at it very slowly that eventually, they will have most anger controlled and they will be happier
@clunczgd5119
2 жыл бұрын
@@cnea8378 raging is not inevitable. I have never once raged at this game even when I got 99 on bloodbath and 94 on wow I had a straight face both times and took a little break to calm my nerves. Maybe I am yet to experience it but I just don’t rage at this game.
@vedantsridhar8378
10 ай бұрын
Thanks, it worked on me! By not raging at dying at the last cube timing in Nine Circles, I managed to beat the level just the next attempt!
@glitchysilver
Жыл бұрын
he insults himself as much as i do
@sightsquared0000
Жыл бұрын
28:01 that went from 0 to 1000 real quick nah but like one day im gonna donate him 100 bucks when he fails far on a hard level
@RandomStufLemGD
Жыл бұрын
that would be nice
@pkeda
2 жыл бұрын
the fact this is a 30 minute video probably shows how atrocious this level is
@granda3649
2 жыл бұрын
The gameplay isn't even that bad it's just that the mental really sinks in.
@MountainDuwu
2 жыл бұрын
It’s not that bad, it’s just that after playing for 4 minutes you get a little bit nervous and think you will pass the whole level.
@zzyunogd
2 жыл бұрын
Idk man, all his deaths were his fault, that’s just a skill issue as he says.
@MountainDuwu
2 жыл бұрын
@@zzyunogd If it’s just a skill issue how about you beat it then?
@evening_sw
2 жыл бұрын
@@zzyunogd ofc all of his deaths were "his fault" because thats how It works in GD apart from Hz bugs. that doesnt mean that the nerves don't play a part tho
@SavoTFG
8 ай бұрын
I've never seen someone's confidence fall off a cliff so much in this game. I truly feel bad for npesta. Having such a hard and terrible time with Zodiac, every tiny mistake putting a dent in his confidence and making him more demotivated and miserable. I'm just happy that he finally managed to beat this living hell of a level. GG npesta on beating Zodiac and conquering the Extreme Demon Roulette. 👍♥️
@Epicdragon-vn6hu
Жыл бұрын
Me everytime I fail the first jump on clubstep
@BallNA
2 жыл бұрын
I don't get why people laugh about this. Everyone who does surely have no clue how difficult it is to keep a solid consistency while also putting yourself under a huge pile of pressure. We can call this his emotional rollercoaster again ig. Especially when being as unlucky as npesta, it just hurts to see how he suffered with Zodiac. ...
@BladeMK
11 ай бұрын
I think it’s more of a “glad it’s over” type thing. We can be happy about it because it’s over. Just like when someone who’s suffering a lot dies, it’s sort of relieving in a way that they aren’t suffering anymore. Just on a milder scale
@BallNA
11 ай бұрын
@@BladeMK Sure there are these kinds of people. However I am only about those people who are just laughing at him raging. Just like those who laugh their asses off while seeing someone cry in pain on a Lifestream. Those ones who see this as actual entertainment instead of a sort of a show off of a bad time that you can look back at.
@H7peShot2938
Ай бұрын
A lot of the strong and other rages of him sounds like an angry dad yelling at his son for something terrible he did.
@AustynL
Жыл бұрын
after seeing this im almost happy return 0 was cancelled bc if it was a memory level like limbo then that would be near infeasible
@slons3682
2 жыл бұрын
I think this shows how easy it is to insult yourself when you are mad, I can relate to npesta in that case
@lennystudios3.14
2 жыл бұрын
It’s sad that he beats himself up so much. I hope some of this is in the highlights so people see it.
@TeMYT_
Жыл бұрын
just got this in my recommended, i was never there for the streams but man...
@coolcatreal
Жыл бұрын
I quit geometry dash because my mental health wasnt doing well everytime i played Im glad npasta burger is feeling better now 👍
@vibe6372
2 жыл бұрын
This deserves a lot more attention
@cnea8378
2 жыл бұрын
thank you :)
@vibe6372
2 жыл бұрын
@@cnea8378 yw, also I’m subbed :)
@vedantsridhar8378
Жыл бұрын
Damn, this level has decreased Npesta's self-esteem
@Chroma_GMD
7 ай бұрын
No hate or anything, but It has actually never been this difficult for me to sit through an entire video in my entire life
@Turkey2263
23 күн бұрын
Thats crazy bc i just skipped to the strong part and I got scared by every single one of his reactions so i wondered who the severe reactions would turn out
@xxx_b3an05_xxx7
9 ай бұрын
Poor nathan, i hope hes doing alright rn
@doxy7997
2 жыл бұрын
a lot of these reactions were actually very calm considering what happened
@alternatememory
Жыл бұрын
16:35 I don't know why but this reminds me of when Smiffy777 started crying at the start of his Daybreak video.
@i.am.so.blessed-ahhh
2 жыл бұрын
its surprising to see him like this during the kenos streams i thought he was so well put together for dying past the 70 wave a uncountable amount of times
@WeeblyPower
Жыл бұрын
he actually explained what he was doing in the vid. never seen dat before
@Baldman736
7 ай бұрын
2:24 that reaction reminds me so much of when I lie
@HurricaneL
2 жыл бұрын
It was mentally hard for me to watch these streams, it got to the point where if he was far into the level, I would mute the stream to not hear the pain and rage.
@muixie
7 ай бұрын
a lot of people have zodiac as their favourite top 1,but the level actually is a mentally draining level,the level as a level is good but playing the level is way too draining,its genuinely sad to see npesta call himself a piece of garbage and im really happy he is done
@Orlando187
6 ай бұрын
this is truely the GD Demon Hunting Experience
@goanga4294
Жыл бұрын
it's time for the eod experience
@waednuef
10 ай бұрын
this video is uncomfortable to watch, the level of detachment you have to have to call this a meme video is crazy
@rienn8559
Жыл бұрын
spaceuk getting caught: extreme
@urplexic7486
2 жыл бұрын
Dude he calls himself the worst player, yet he beat Zodiac. I'm still trying to beat Bloodbath, I'm the one who's the worst player.
@cnea8378
2 жыл бұрын
i think he calls himself the worst player because he finds himself always getting worse in a way, not his actual skill. Development matters more than achievements.
@defectumdefectum9642
2 жыл бұрын
@@cnea8378 I’m doing zodiac myself since I stopped caring for digital descent which I have 83% on and rn I have 13% on zodiac with 5k att and even if I don’t manage to beat it at least my skill has improved a lot depending how long I’ll do the level for.
@cnea8378
2 жыл бұрын
@@defectumdefectum9642 gl!
@vedantsridhar8378
Жыл бұрын
I'm trying to beat an easy demon lol
@nebnoobgeometrydash1524
Жыл бұрын
He wasnt even that unlucky, zodiac is just a mind fuck of a level. Trust me, i can vouch that this level makes people go insane
@Spod1s
11 ай бұрын
I’m jumping from acu to zodiac
@nebnoobgeometrydash1524
11 ай бұрын
@@Spod1s gl, ur gonna need it lmao
@vedantsridhar8378
10 ай бұрын
@@Spod1s Hope the level is not destroying your mental health
@Spod1s
10 ай бұрын
@@vedantsridhar8378 it is lmao
@vedantsridhar8378
10 ай бұрын
@@Spod1s have you made progress in Zodiac at least? Has a practice run become easier for you than when you first played it? How consistent are you? Are you already playing Normal Mode? If yes, then that's a major skill leap! Very impressive! Don't worry, even if you fail now and rage a lot, that just shows how happy you'll be once you beat it. Those who haven't suffered during the beating of a level won't experience the amazing feeling after beating it.
@rienn8559
Жыл бұрын
18:10 i came here cuz i thought this vid was gonna be funny but instead its a man having a mental breakdown 😭💀
@raezori
2 жыл бұрын
This is what shows people that is isnt just a random $2 cube game
@L4ngyAge
Жыл бұрын
To some people it still is
@vedantsridhar8378
11 ай бұрын
@@L4ngyAge Yeah, it's crazy that GD rage can go from "Oh come on, don't die at that triple spike, haha." to literal mental health destruction.
@maze7050
2 ай бұрын
Nobody who thinks that would be willing to watch something like this, unfortunately. Also, if they did, they would just assume the people like Npesta just have anger issues and it’s all on them.
@Krono0001
4 ай бұрын
this is what my and my friend chopblox went through when we were doing bloodbath (first extreme for me) and slaughterhouse (chopblox) and people never seem to understand how much those levels affected us mentally, it especially affected me the most, and im willing to say this, ive slammed my desk, broken a monitor, a mouse, and part of my microphone desk clamp just off of bloodbath itself, chop never really broke anything, the things that broke were from his spilling something (a drink on his keyboard), or something else, but never went to my levels of extreme, thankfully in the end, we both beat them, but with what? Our mental healths were much shittier than before, and we only felt a moment of success after beating it, and still today, we ask ourselfs how different would we be if we both never jumped to these levels. At the time chop did slaughterhouse, his best was nhelv (which was a top 120 by the time he completed it, tho i might be mistaking) and my hardest before bloodbath was Magma Bound, originally i wanted to do Acu, but i chose bloodbath for some reason, and for the next 4 months of my life, i suffered through hell, dying at 96 and 99, getting 95 2 times, and overall wanted to quit gd in general, but i kept strong and continued till i beat it on april first. The entire point of this comment is so show how much me and him went through, and how it corresponds with Npesta's pain with Zodiac, and to show no matter who's the one playing, mental suffering like this can and will happen to anyone, just some people handle it differently than others. Let this be a lesson to always take breaks when your playing gd, specially if you havent had a good day. please take care everyone
@breakcore11
2 жыл бұрын
Very brave that he actually beat it!
@peekingurangle
2 жыл бұрын
I dont know if I should be laughing at the severe section
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