one of my biggest fantasies as a fat kid involved cutting all my skin and fat off and carving myself into a skinny, lovable, worthy person. i imagined this in detail and with great frequency and relish. i wasn’t a violent kid or anything and couldn’t even squish bugs but loved the idea of punishing myself for how i looked, it was the only way i could feel any catharsis for how much i hated my body, and i felt like no one would even want me alive unless i was skinny. i felt like i needed to repent for forcing skinny people to exist alongside someone so ugly and disgusting. and once i was skinny i could start living, id have friends, i’d fit properly in clothes and in chairs, id get married someday and have a career, id finally be worth being the main character of my own life. children shouldn’t feel like that lol, but ive heard this same exact thing from so many ppl who grew up fat. this little short really captures the horrors of growing up with that mindset, assuming i interpreted it right and it is about body image. to thin people i’m sure it seems like we’re being whiny about this shit but it was and still is such a viscerally grotesque experience.
@boomerangswingsbothways
24 күн бұрын
Strangely I did that too. I’d imagine cutting off chunks of my thighs and hips. My whole life it felt like I had to be conscious of how my body moved, how every single motion of my body that I couldn’t control would seem to an imaginary viewer. I would feel like crying, it felt like too much. I wished and still sometimes wish I could move without thinking about how it would look like. Like I was moving through air instead of calculating every step to occupy less space, be less. It all made me feel lesser. Even now, I see how my friends walk like they were born in that moment to just move. They don’t care because they never had to. It’s not jealousy but a slight ache, why can’t I be like that?
@Glorp-the-goober
23 күн бұрын
Yeah any time I would sit down my thighs would do the thing and it always stuck out in my class, I wished I could cut it off tbh
@hapalol1371
20 күн бұрын
womp womp
@ahahahaahahahahah3298
20 күн бұрын
@@hapalol1371you’re funny
@UnkownWonders
19 күн бұрын
@@ahahahaahahahahah3298 ?????????
@pixelzebra8440
Ай бұрын
This is so horrifying. It perfectly depicts the horror so others can understand . The wolf was so realistic I love this
@ceronulo6858
Ай бұрын
What horrors?
@Bembi-bf8xu
Ай бұрын
I think that was a coyote but I could be wrong
@_Lucky_Arts
18 күн бұрын
yup@@Bembi-bf8xu
@Missxavess
14 күн бұрын
@@Bembi-bf8xuand that matters why?
@Egg0-
13 күн бұрын
@@MissxavessI mean, it matters cus they said it wrong and the person informed them. There's seriously nothing wrong with telling people when they're wrong and what is the correct answer.
@Cerebrugh
Ай бұрын
This is beautiful you animated everything perfectly and chose the ideal song and all of this describes this feeling so well
@mud_soda
Ай бұрын
I understand this so much, you captured the feeling perfectly, its so hard to try and put it into words the disgust i sometimes feel over having a body, especially one that isnt skinny, and the wolf biting its own tail shows how desperate and angry it feels.
@OnceMoreWithLove777
18 күн бұрын
Society makes life into a traumatic nightmare for fat people, especially and mostly women. Even just for plump people or people with a healthy amount of chub. I have nothing more than a singular roll on my stomach, but people have still said vile and disgusting things about my body. You can only imagine how those people must treat others who have more weight than I do. I wish for a world where beauty standards do not exist.
@ki.44524
18 күн бұрын
its disgusting what others say, i dont think ill ever understand what its like to have that kind of shaming done as im thin, but ive heard even people call mainly women fat for things like you said, one roll, or a slight bump. Even so, no matter what it is, I dont think anyone should comment on peoples bodies like that, im sorry it happend to you too
@Celestial4ever
14 күн бұрын
Honestly this is so real, and then when they harass people for their weight instead of giving advice they say “being fat isn’t healthy”, like someone being overweight isn’t promoting it.
@TNDTMDTJD
13 күн бұрын
you wish that all the people in the world change their views on beauty for you? delusional
@cheeseslice6264
8 күн бұрын
just loose the weight. I hate people that shame others and make fun of others, but slip into a victim mentality, train and you'll get there
@Manilovepizza
8 күн бұрын
I think the little belly rolls are cute
@B3lla112
10 күн бұрын
This captures my feelings that words couldn’t
@OK-hh8vm
16 күн бұрын
I can understand the feeling of the irritation of your teeth, how badly you just want to pull each one of them out in relief, how when play leads to your own pain, how your body aches when you conform to humanities clothing literally and metaphorically.
@sketchy_girl666
18 күн бұрын
Wow... This captures "that" feeling so well.
@Slinky_Spine
Ай бұрын
Beautiful animation. I love ur art style. Looks great! Hope ur doing alright bro. 👍
@Xebel_Rebel
Ай бұрын
Now I know the phone watches me because just a second ago I
@sobble_gaming101
Ай бұрын
You WHAT?
@-_cat_-_paws-_
17 күн бұрын
I…?
@spooktspeek
5 күн бұрын
the sniper got them
@bonkkus
2 күн бұрын
Rip
@Dafiiq-q
12 күн бұрын
As a teen who is slightly bigger (I’m a healthy weight), I would always have this strange fantasy delusion things where I would cut of my skin. Like that extra bit of fat on my thigh? It would be sliced off. No blood or anything, just carving myself until I was perfect. Well whatever perfect is in my eyes.
@claraclonk
11 күн бұрын
this is a brilliant animation - it's very poignant. it's jarring just how many people have had this exact thought about slicing and carving their fat off, myself included. we're conditioned to see fat as "flab", nothing more than an outlier, rather than a component of our actual body. i hope everyone who has ever felt this, whether it's this specific thought or something of the like, knows they aren't insane and they aren't alone. ❤❤
@blizzard_the_seal9863
9 күн бұрын
yeah like an outside part, an encasement of sorts? so strange, it’s just as much flesh as the rest of us
@StupidityPopzzz
Ай бұрын
“ Casual insanity, right? “
@LaveauMoon99
Ай бұрын
amazing and relatable somehow
@collinkelleu5609
Ай бұрын
Wow beautiful job
@sagegreeeeeeen
14 күн бұрын
Someone finally gets what I feel.
@Magical_Trash
19 күн бұрын
I’m not fat, I’m just BIG BONED!!! 😤
@AstroVinnandHannah
18 күн бұрын
Eric Cartman? (IM SORRY I HAD TO- but jokes aside all bodies are wonderful)
@Magical_Trash
15 күн бұрын
@@AstroVinnandHannah the one n only BEEF CAKE 💪😤👊
@AstroVinnandHannah
15 күн бұрын
@@Magical_Trash LMAO
@Autumn-fk4fo
Ай бұрын
If you’re going to create a horror animatic please add a warning at the very least. Other than that you’re a great artist and animator :) Edit: just found out there was a warning mentioned last in the description. 😭 man almost nobody is going to notice that at first
@oatesnmilk
Ай бұрын
The description is literally two sentences
@Spiderbiterz
19 күн бұрын
This isn't even horror im sorry😭🙏
@Idk-oy2qw
19 күн бұрын
@@Spiderbiterz Horror is fully subjective. For you it may not be any type of trigger or horror, but it can be for somebody else ❤
@Spiderbiterz
19 күн бұрын
@@Idk-oy2qw i know but i dont think horror was the right word. Bloody? Triggering? I think that works better
@kkk-gf6sj
15 күн бұрын
warning ☠️ if your getting triggered by a KZitem drawing then you should be with a therapist not on KZitem
@twashcat360
Ай бұрын
W o a h
@Ermwhatthesigm4
20 күн бұрын
I ❤ all body types
@adora808
15 күн бұрын
AHH I LOVE THISS
@slam.p
Ай бұрын
wow
@wickedzomb4l
14 күн бұрын
Im liking the music.
@sadie8834
18 күн бұрын
I felt this.
@PainfulCollywobbles
Ай бұрын
I don’t get it because i can’t read poetry but I like the animation
@una_loba_en-6994
Ай бұрын
This is fucking amazing- i actually got shivers- /pos/lh/gen
@bruxism666
4 күн бұрын
ive always been a pretty average weight so i've never struggled with not fitting into beauty standards, but i feel like this really captures the feeling for people who don't. hope you're okay. fuck society i will beat the shit out of society
@sillybilly229
11 күн бұрын
south park reference real⁉⁉
@snigdhabhattacharya1690
14 күн бұрын
I know Josh. I can’t tell if people like me or people want me to be a circus show act. My life events are way too weird to confide in anyone. Queen at 14? Completely ridiculous. I don’t know what I’m talking about at 14! Nobody knows what they are talking about before they are 21!
@STARIZZY458
5 сағат бұрын
i don’t understand isn’t the song supposed to have worde
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