I was questioning why she uploads so rarely, and then she said she was a neuroscientist, Way to go, girl!
@ASpaceOstrich
Ай бұрын
I am so jealous.
@DergPH
Ай бұрын
Woah
@manystarsinthesky8
Ай бұрын
Really?
@appletree13
23 күн бұрын
Trans people trying not to be incredibly cool challenge (impossible)
@wouldntyouliketoknowwesath7789
Ай бұрын
I'm a trans guy, and I also strongly disliked clothes shopping and fashion growing up. My parents would always take me to the girls section rather than the boys, and then be confused why I was so upset, and refused anything pink. Led to me absolutely hating feminine clothing growing up, and only as an adult, being more neutral towards it.
@MillerTheMagicalBoyDarkPrince
Ай бұрын
Same
@KarmicID
Ай бұрын
Try not to force your child to wear a certain set of clothing that you believe is for X gender challenge (100% impossible)
@MillerTheMagicalBoyDarkPrince
Ай бұрын
@@KarmicID Ikr and he claims to love me and respect me but he never called me Miller (my preferred name) and use He/Him pronouns to refer or even talk to me because he still thinks I'm his "Little girl" and he told me that no matter what I'll be his "daughter" like it's pretty annoying
@zerotsubasa5499
Ай бұрын
Growing up I HATED clothing shopping, I mean DESPISED IT. I always associated it with my mom and sister spending literal HOURS in the store while I was stuck bored in a corner. It didn't help that most "boys" fashion is incredibly bland and generic (it always felt to me boys get two over all looks : dessy and casual). But now I absolutely love looking at clothes and going clothing shopping cause now I get to do more than just tee shirt and jeans -.-. I love getting to be a bit more expressive with what I wear. :3
@ParsureArts
Ай бұрын
Mood
@demenitusthehedgehoglitch5603
Ай бұрын
Trypanophobia: the fear of needles Not to be confused with trypophobia: the fear of groups of small holes (i don't know how to explain it in English)
@MsMacintosh
Ай бұрын
Oh hey, I didn't know trypophobia was a word! Thank u! :3
@CrazyDavecorp
Ай бұрын
You got it perfectly!
@SeventhGod77
Ай бұрын
For those of you with trypophobia who want a scare read more. They’re in your skin they’re in your skin your pores are everywhere the holes are everywhere
@WorkFest
5 күн бұрын
Let's remember that phobias are anxiety disorders, not 'fears'.
@theejackalope
Ай бұрын
The last meme is how password generators work. They have many transfems (who like being called good girl) who get told that every time you generate one. I often just go to a password generator and will spam refresh to make many good girls day.
@moonshoesthecat7277
Ай бұрын
that literally works on almost all bottoms tho. regardless of gender..... now that i think about. do yougo up to a non binary bottom and just called them "good person" ?
@MsMacintosh
Ай бұрын
@moonshoesthecat7277 perhaps, "good bean"? Maybe other pet names that are gender neutral such as 'honey,' 'sweetie' Any enbie know more?
@dooblom
Ай бұрын
@@MsMacintoshnot enby, but hear me out: goober
@MsMacintosh
Ай бұрын
@@dooblom genius We need an enby to verify if this works Y'know, peer review and all
@dooblom
Ай бұрын
@@MsMacintosh true
@CloverDaBunni
Ай бұрын
Hearing Alice get excited over the anatomically correct neurons makes me happy
@Emily-pb9kw
Ай бұрын
I love the way you point out all of the things. I look back and remember each comment and smile. Thank you I transitioned 6 years ago, I became the woman I was always looking for and became a wife in April. I waited 43 years to take that first pill. I was inspired by all of the younger generation, your work is priceless. Head pats ❤
@guardianboreal1432
Ай бұрын
Congrats, kupo!
@Axe-fs9eb
Ай бұрын
Honestly this is inspiring me and I am the younger generation 😅 Thank you
@moonwhispers
Ай бұрын
So many calls I have been on lately (and I had to make too many lately), using girl voice: "Yes, my name is "femme name, femme name, surname" Person on other side: "OK SIR, how can I help you?" You can help me by just shooting me next time, it'll be less painful. And yeah, I am in the "I now cry at the drop of a hat (though especially when people use my full name)" portion of HRT.
@kaylaa2204
Ай бұрын
“The surgery” is my favorite collective delusion. Like oh yeah, I just go in one day, come out the next day with everything because that’s how this works, just one singular full body surgery. It’s just so ridiculous that I can’t be genuinely mad tbh
@charlesbecker4632
Ай бұрын
As someone who is not used to buying feminine clothing, having a friend with me makes the process a million times better. Even if they don't help pick out anything, just them being there, knowing that they accept me for me, means more than they will ever know, and gives me the strength to be me
@300DBenz
Ай бұрын
9:29 A tip on how to get a mechanic to correctly identify a transfemme: put a fuzzy steering wheel cover on (pink or purple work best), bedazzle everything, hang cute girly stuff from the rear view mirror, leave skin care or makeup products in the cup holder, scatter hair brushes and combs around. The mechanic will complain about chicks every time he touches the fuzzy steering wheel cover.😂
@MegaFooby
Ай бұрын
For safety reasons, do NOT bedazzle your steering wheel. If you get in a car crash, your airbag will bedazzle your face and it will probably be fatal
@chuni5942
Ай бұрын
@@MegaFooby for taste reasons, do not bedazzle your steering wheel. It's ugly
@AuntieHauntieGames
Ай бұрын
Ahhh, the trans girl experience of being gendered correctly by a service industry worker (who probably isn't even thinking much about you) and automatically assuming it was a kind gesture rather than the worker just correctly assuming you're a woman.
@fanonymouse
Ай бұрын
Alice: Are you suure I'm lawful good~ Also Alice: [insert absolutely beautiful breakdown of the nuances of trans experience with bonus encouragement to all of us]
@JustWatching4429
Ай бұрын
5:28 The antlers are detachable. In my eyes Nokotan just transcends all labels besides "DEER" Immediately editing this because overthinking. I don't want my comment to sound rude at all. I'm a trans girl and I just love how chaotic Nokotan is.
@wouldntyouliketoknowwesath7789
Ай бұрын
the top half of her skull is also detatchable
@psgamer-il2pt
Ай бұрын
you mean TRANScends all labels
@JustWatching4429
Ай бұрын
@@psgamer-il2pt oh deer! How could I miss out on such a pun
@m.s6832
Ай бұрын
Hehehe, TRANScendes
@SeventhGod77
Ай бұрын
Possibly trans, possibly a femboy, or maybe Noko is just Noko
@WaluigiisthekingASmith
Ай бұрын
In my experience I actually was able to feel emotions a lot more by just realizing/accepting that I was trans prior to even taking hormones. It was so odd realizing how much suppression i was doing without even realizing it and so so nice to finally process it all.
@justsomefurry
Ай бұрын
The + in LGBTQIA+ means more will be added with future DLC!
@extremeplays3847
Ай бұрын
Gay premium frfr
@deadmemes21
Ай бұрын
damnit EA
@vibecatto
Ай бұрын
@@deadmemes21 why does EA gotta Microtransaction the things we love ;-;
@dooblom
Ай бұрын
✨ Queemium ✨
@purple_fox_arts
Ай бұрын
Actually true lel xD
@Didi9974
Ай бұрын
I swear, if my boss is going to say that being trans is a mental illness, imma just call of work and say: sorry boss, im feeling a little trans today
@celestialTangle
21 күн бұрын
This is genuinely why being gay isn't classed as a mental illness anymore
@jamesgoodwin1741
Ай бұрын
5:15 male reindeer shed their antlers in the winter while females keep theirs. Remeber that next time you watch any Christmas movie.
@erinfinn2273
Ай бұрын
Alice, you are an inspiration for us all! Also, congrats on the PhD, Doctor Lunazera.
@Rylocand
Ай бұрын
Me before realizing I'm trans : I want to go clothes shoppingggggggg. Me at the store : aw dang it why is there none of the clothes I want?
@dooblom
Ай бұрын
"let's go gambling!" ahh
@Rylocand
Ай бұрын
@@dooblom i commented this 11 days ago and I see this message 11 minutes after it's posted... what are the odds
@snowycatto
Ай бұрын
i completely forgot about the last meme and got a bit embarrassed and then i also forgot i was in that part and got even more red (i dont mind being in the vids :3) was a very enjoyable vid as always (but pls dont overwork yourself pls)
@Lunazera
Ай бұрын
I appreciate you :3
@charliehole9403
Ай бұрын
9:55 Alice dropped some major lore about being a neuroscientist
@RR-lj3ip
Ай бұрын
A bit offtop but the reality where scientists are turning into VTubing kinda scares me ntg💀
@Shiris_box
Ай бұрын
@@RR-lj3ip what does ntg stands for?
@Exe.Casper.01
Ай бұрын
@@Shiris_box probably a misspelling of ngl (not gonna lie)
@CallMeAnisse
Ай бұрын
9:55 wait, she's a neuroscientist? SHE'S A NERD! /j, lh
@TheAsvarduilProject
Ай бұрын
One of us! One of us!
@WolfieZaps
Ай бұрын
Past me hated clothes shopping because when I was younger, I was mostly in masc energy and not fem energy. Because of this, shopping for girls clothes just felt wrong and gross. I didn't understand that feeling, so I just thought I didn't care about fashion. Now that I realize I'm genderfluid and very queer, I now understand what those feelings were and am now excited to try out new clothes to find my own unique style instead of just wearing what is expected of me and the average aesthetic of my gender assigned at birth.
@AliceIzuragi6291
Ай бұрын
21:30 in the original translation for that game. the sisters were a lot crueler to vivian. for example. one of them says in one scene "i dont see 3 sisters here, i see 2 sisters and a brother"
@SprocketWatchclock
Ай бұрын
Progesterone needs to be considered essential for HRT because it absolutely is.
@a10.
24 күн бұрын
I was taken aback by that one, because in my country, 45 pills of progesterone cost $0.35 (with mandatory public insurance), which is basically free.
@SelfProclaimedGorl
Ай бұрын
When I was like 13 I was like “I kinda wanna be a girl that likes other girls, but not in like a ‘this is definitely gonna happen one day’ way but just, if there was a button that I could press that would turn me into one then I definitely would” and now I look back and think “your family’s transphobia is really doing numbers on you isn’t it”
@noblecyberman957
Ай бұрын
Emotions: I always used to be the kid who was overly sensitive and got bullied for it. I then went the opposite and couldn't cry at most things. Years later on HRT and I get overly emotional and have to stop myself crying if I don't want to, like in work and stuff. I cry at media more too, I once got super upset at Finding Dory that my family were concerned why I was crying so much. HRT is a hell of a drug.
@frolikswfroggys6416
Ай бұрын
Thanks for sharing your experiences! I haven't started hrt, but just recognizing my true self has opened up the floodgates after decades of muting all my emotions. You're wonderful and strong and crying is natural! 🦖🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈🦕
@souptranssonis
Ай бұрын
This was my first time being able to see a live video and I really really enjoyed it! Your content is really relaxing and the one with HRT and emotions really hit. I felt like I was void of any emotions before I started HRT and now I feel a lot more happier and I can feel truly sad when upset.
@Lunazera
Ай бұрын
Glad you could make it!!! I have a lot of fun with the live premiere's it's nice :3 and yeah, hrt really helped things with that for me. Still had and have work to do, but yea
@souptranssonis
Ай бұрын
@@Lunazera yeah we just got to keep going with it for more outcomes! I’ve only been on it for 6 months so i definitely need to keep going for more things to happen lol. Best of luck to you Alice!
@pyr0monkey1
Ай бұрын
20:55 wait people think Ruka isn't trans? "I think I was meant to be a girl, can we use your time machine to change my birth sex? Still cis tho..." lmao
@Crazycupcake830
Ай бұрын
As a trans woman whos been through to put it lightly hell after HRT I still was blocking emotions off. Recently due to one my mtf gfs we've been feeling more and more but it's not 100% yet. We want to feel but it's honestly scary af....
@DolusVulpes
Ай бұрын
19:37 Caitlin discovered the ultimate form of revenge: living your best life
@Ellsblue34
Ай бұрын
Feeling kinda bored, time to go entertain myself by liking all of my favorite trans creators’ videos so they get boosted in the algorithm! 🏳️⚧️
@sad-o-lantern7825
Ай бұрын
Also remember comments. They can be just as, if not more important than likes and views.
@dbomba
Ай бұрын
I usually watch this kind of video stealthily through incognito mode due to fear of getting caught by my parents (already came out to them last year but I was kind of brutally forced back in the closet. At least they're nice to me when they think I'm a guy). Today I finally logged in because I'm SO HAPPY my girl voice is starting to come out alright. I was able to read some of these comics using it without getting strained and it sounded pretty realistic to me for once! I'm also gathering up enough courage to cosplay as Ai Hoshino for the upcoming Lucca Comics since almost nobody bats an eye if they see a crossplayer at those major events
@44R0Ndin
Ай бұрын
That "emotional limiter" meme hits a bit close to home because I have clinically-diagnosed Depression (MDD in the ICD-10). I have hit that limiter before. Not because I'm trans and haven't acknowledged it, just because I didn't know how to deal with what I was going thru at the time, so I simply chose to... not deal with it. Now that I've been aware that I have MDD, which I interpret as "my mind is software running on my brain, but my brain is stupid and loves to lie to me and tell me that I should feel bad when there's no good reason for it" for over10 years, I am more capable of dealing with things like that. Not perfect, sometimes I still bump into the limiter. Sometimes the world really is "just that bad" and once again, the limiter is there. I no longer have the urge to constantly test the limiter's inherent limits tho. It is a safety net, and the best safety net is the one that is always ready to be used, but never actually IS used. I try to make sure my limiter, like a good safety net, is used as infrequently as possible. That's a hard line to walk sometimes, I've had to cut people out of my life because they made me bump into the limiter, I've had to shut off things I'm watching, I've had to just generally disengage from a lot of different things at different times because I can just feel myself getting close to that limiter kicking in, but thanks to learning more about myself I've learned that I'm actually a lot more empathetic and a lot less robotic than I thought I was in the past. In fact, I'm pretty sure that I'm one of those people with an ASD that gets the "super-empathy" "ability/curse" from it. I call it both an ability and a curse because that's exactly what it is, I'm more empathetic than normal people are, but that also means that I have the "any pain you feel I feel" thing happening, except that it's for psychological pain not physical pain. There's more "ability/curse" type things that go along with it, but that's the one that's relevant to this discussion right now. Anyways, that specific ability/curse is why I try to be an Ally as often as I can. I see the things that are going on in the world, and I see very clearly how these things will or are affecting LGBTQIA+ people negatively, and I know that I wouldn't be able to live with myself if I sat by and did nothing. Back to talking about what that means for the emotional limiter thing, well I'm not sure if anything can do it, but if anything could break my emotional limiter, being forced into inaction while watching such unjust things come to pass would be the thing that would do it.
@Moonstruck_Arrow
Ай бұрын
Women with husky voices appreciation gang: rise up!
@HighMightyWeasel
Ай бұрын
It's so cool that you're a neuroscientist! I'm currently studying to be a neuroscientist myself and it's nice to see another person like me in the field :)
@amberdelaney5641
Ай бұрын
I saw some art from I want to be an anime girl. Immediately knew it was trans content. Read the title and got excited. And I don't regret finding this, thank you for doing this.
@_hamburbur
Ай бұрын
18:56 yea we all get access to rainbow road, super easy for travel
@Gamingpandacat
Ай бұрын
the :3 is contagious, the UwU corruption is spreading as well and I might say nuzzle unironically by the end of the year, save yourself, starlight!
@MsMacintosh
Ай бұрын
:3 ... >:3
@sad-o-lantern7825
Ай бұрын
personally I believe they are like signatures or the spell activation word. UwU is furry, :3 is transfem. Just my interpretation of it
@celestialTangle
21 күн бұрын
It's a call sign. Like putting ΘΔ in your bio
@MsMacintosh
21 күн бұрын
@@Gamingpandacat :3
@MsMacintosh
21 күн бұрын
@@sad-o-lantern7825 :3
@rinkuraku5251
Ай бұрын
My insurance covers all HRT and bottom surgery. I wish it covered facial feminization surgery, but I'll take what I can get. It's still 80 dollars a month for HRT though.
@blipblop55
Ай бұрын
9:56 girl just casually dropped that she’s a fucking neuroscientist. Great video btw!
@hadgeron9556
Ай бұрын
The first time crying after HRT was when watching primal and during a particularly bittersweet scene I just felt this ball of emotions build and build and build until it flowed over and erupted. Suddenly the body started crying and it felt amazing
@Evan-hm7tz
Ай бұрын
That first thing about the crossing the legs, yeah that... legit exactly happened to me.
@HarlequinVamp
Ай бұрын
I've definitely cried more since starting HRT, but... most of the time they are tears of joy. Just... feeling a greater sense of love and happiness in both myself and my relationships.
@kenshin491
Ай бұрын
Notification set and hyped.
@shark_infested_ikea
Ай бұрын
Yes captain i did
@nixer_trixer
Ай бұрын
Aye aye!
@SelfProclaimedGorl
Ай бұрын
I remember the first time I cried at a movie. It was actually this month. I’m not even on hrt so it gave me so much euphoria and closure. It was Toy story 3. I think the reason I cried at it then as opposed to all the times I watched it growing up is because now I’m at an age where the ending actually really hit me
@evanskyler
Ай бұрын
Yay! I'm a trans girlie and a plural system too!! I'm so glad you are out there girls.
@TheVaultNerd
Ай бұрын
Same here, we're a system with a transfem host. It's nice to see others out there!
@Chaoticmuffins8780
Ай бұрын
Watching you and a lot of other trans-including creators helps me calm down from my mostly transphobic family, thank you
@whisperingdorito1456
Ай бұрын
I had a comment here wishing you well already but I guess it didn't go through, so again, I wish you well and I hope you're not letting your family get you down, it's a personal journey that's ultimately about your own happiness and shouldn't be dragged out into the open by people who ultimately don't live your life
@Jaybird196
Ай бұрын
Same :) .
@nacl4988
29 күн бұрын
Shikanoko Nokotan can also be explained. "I'm a god. Why the fuck not." Potentially TransGod
@AttenuatedNecronym
Ай бұрын
I thought i was losing my mind for a minute when the transistor music started. I couldn't place it nor remember the game. I just remembered i felt really dumb while playing that game AND i also loved it. Thanks for putting the name of the songs in the description. I had to rewatch that section to enjoy the memes because i was getting a mental loading spinny.
@twiliteblue6053
Ай бұрын
Ah after 16:26 ❤ Transistor
@AedilOnline
Ай бұрын
I still havent told my parents, at least about me being trans, and as such, i havent been able to start HRT. I have always been emotional, but In some ways, im not. I havent been able to process my grief in any way since my brother passed away back in 2015. In some way, i dont know if its a good rhing or a bad thing. While no, i dont want to feel sad, I WILL have to process it eventually. I WANT to feel emotions, but sometimes they get masked, or worse, ge bottled up. Im still reelimg from a terraria Dev's death about a year ago. And while I do get sad about it, the emotions are not really processed, and so Its jist me feeling them over and over until im exhausted. Coupled with the fact that I cant voice train at present, and that my electric razor is broken, the only two ways of gender euphoria i get, my depression and dysphoria, which i only learned recently is on of the main triggers for my depression. I feel like im in a constant downward spiral, and I dont know what to do. ______________ Anyway sad rant over, i got a trans flag in without my parents noticong and hung it behind my bedroom door. So thats nice. :3
@florenmage
Ай бұрын
I used to be afraid of trans men. I don't know why. I never had a fight with on. I had never even met one back then. I felt like they were on a different team than me and I would be in danger because they would try to stop be from being feminine. That was really stupid. I have never met any trans man like that in my life. They are all from my current view cool chill guys who just want a different flavor out of life than I do. I cringe at my past thoughts a lot. I guess that comes with learning and growing.
@sorenthegaymer
Ай бұрын
I personally tried to do injections but I only did them for a month and I started to get scared I would mess up so I just stopped and switched back to the standard pills.
@wonderlandeldemonanastasi
Ай бұрын
Regarding the emotions bit, as a trans guy, I like what t has done for my emotional seascape. I am a very emotional person. And now, my body no longer forces me to cry when I am upset and just talking to someone to try to get my needs met at work or something. My anger is largely just a feeling, rather than something my body forces out in an explosion of desperation -- in fact, I now experience motivation AND consequent action to take up for myself and set things straight now because of my anger. I am far more carefree. Barely any anxiety. Recently I asked my boss some stuff that pre-t I would have cried trying to express verbally to him. But I was okay and asked him matter-of-factly, without diminishing my own needs as a fawn response. I feel like people take me seriously now that my body doesn't cry and explode against my will. And I feel, well, more like a man, less out of place among my male coworkers, now that I have control over my body's actions in emotional states, have calmer emotions overall. I am still on guard for what my uterus is capable of, forcing feelings of profound anguish that deeply affect my ability to function among other people, but I have been taking steps to keep my dopamine levels high to circumvent any sabotage my period/pmdd may cause (audhd, such menstrual things amplify me adhd, which includes rumination and difficulty making and retaining dopamine). But the confidence gained from hormonal transition, from looking and FEELING more like myself, is a major factor in my emotional enjoyment.
@ASpaceOstrich
Ай бұрын
Pre everything trans woman here. Your pre T experience mirrors mine perfectly. I'm actually a little nervous that I'll be even less able to face conflict and deal with emotional stuff than I am now. But at the same time it will be nice to not feel like I haven't processed things.
@marybdrake1472
Ай бұрын
I hope things stay relatively stable for you Alice. Stress is no good.
@MrHodoAstartes
Ай бұрын
I mean, the Transformers pun is lame as all hell, but: "Autobots, roll out!", is a great way to get the crew moving.
@aBeerFromHere7994
Ай бұрын
18:15 seeing a woman talk, but hearing a deep man voice is weird for the average person. Some cis women have really deep voices for their gender
@MaddyRaddy9
Ай бұрын
BABE WAKE UP ALICE LUNAZERA UPLOADED TRANS MEMES
@alek4ever646
Ай бұрын
12:00 I have spoken to an FtM and for them it was the opposite, they already had a slight limiter in place due to dysphoria, but when they started to take T, the limiter got more powerful. But they were fine with that.
@nisansparow3390
Ай бұрын
I'm finding a lot of these types of videos like I'm Thanos looking for the Infinity Stones.
@LMC_Jarred
Ай бұрын
It's always hard to justify putting nine figures from a similar franchise or community all into different parts of the alignment chart, but I think the reason you ended up as Lawful Good is that you are so... I think the best word I can use to describe it "huggable." I'm a very openly physically affectionate person, and I feel like throughout the entirety of your videos, I just have a massive smile on my face and wanna give you a big hug and all the headpats. Your voice, your personality, your avatar, and your IRL self: It's all so wonderful and I love it so much.
@Avoryuwu
Ай бұрын
i missed you! i hope everything goes well for you and i wish you the best, you deserve it :3
@hellothere6445
Ай бұрын
i got my first upvotes from a meme shown here, thanks alice! :3
@RubyH4rt
Ай бұрын
I might just have a weird scenario, but my E is the most expensive medicine I buy. Even back when I was taking pills they were like, $40 a bottle when everything else is no more than around $20.
@catalyst539
Ай бұрын
17:45 If Mettaton’s here we might as well include Mad Mew Mew too Both of them are great
@Panguinolucy
Ай бұрын
6:15 we don’t need microbes for that! We are a system! (Help we’re at 24 alters, 1/3 of which are witches) -🏳️⚧️
@FrazzleCat
Ай бұрын
Good to see you again Alice! The clothing shopping thing, my gosh. My. absolute. GOSH. 🥺 Also, the comics look cool!
@bmagaming9302
Ай бұрын
I'd like to say as a random stranger on the internet that you do deserve the Lawful Good alignment from watching primarily the two that got the True Neutral and Chaotic Evil. You feel like the calming counterpart to Yukko in vibes, you match the pacing and fluidity of OT, and with all the same genuine support and care that both bring. In my strange way, I guess I want to say thanks. Thank you for being yet another person who hosts such a genuine, kind, caring, and loving space on the internet.
@silentmoone
Ай бұрын
STILL 21 hours?! Gah I’m too impatient
@ThornMu
Ай бұрын
Mental health is important, and your Discord server has helped mine a lot lately
@TomboySuccubus
Ай бұрын
My fear of needles < My desire to be who I want to be! But yeah finally able to do it in a fairly timely manner now.
@Sugmalle
Ай бұрын
You know you are gendered correctly when the mechanic begins over charging you
@imaginations_animations4928
Ай бұрын
23:00 Yeah, I also kinda realized this too about a year ago. As a trans man, I didn't get why anyone would want to be a girl either. But then I thought about it some and realized I was only looking at the positive things about being a guy and the negative things of being a gal. And then I realized that it goes the other way around too. There're good things about being a girl and bad things about being a guy. And I realized that life is hard for everybody, it's a part of being human. Not matter what you were born as or what you identify as, there's ups and downs all the time. As someone who's trans, I kinda accepted that I'm gonna be treated differently as a guy rather than how I've been treated my whole life as a gal and I'm ready for that because I'm finally gonna be myself for once and express myself that way too. And Idc cause I'm finally gonna be happy.
@ms.aelanwyr.ilaicos
Ай бұрын
I can't get enough of your pastel witch aesthetic 🥰
@StoryTeller796
Ай бұрын
16:45 Me, I'm a transfemme (hopefully, I would hate if all of the feelings I've had for my entire life turned out to be delusions I'm supposed to grow out of) who's only learned of :3 and UWU back when I first saw transfemmes giving each other it, and while I have been able to receive the brain rot sometimes, it can't ever stick because I'm The StoryTeller. 22:10 My answer would be: "And what god do you worship? Cause your god must be different from my God, my God made me the way that I am, your god makes reality the way you want it to be because you cannot accept the reality that people like me exist and just want to live our own lives." Also BLAHAJ!!! COOL GENDER AFFIRMING SHARK!!!
@deadpoolj2278
Ай бұрын
amazing memes, but also the lofi final fantasy theme is underrated
@deadpoolj2278
Ай бұрын
also damn that jazz chemical plant thats the good stuff right there
@otepfan8562
Ай бұрын
wow I really relate to all of these memes. (still cis tho) Edit also the amount of times I'm gendered she her when Im trying to seem masc and haven't shaved in like a week is redonkulous because its like "Great, this makes me super happy and like I can pass.. BUT WHY NEVER WHEN I PUT ANY SHRED OF EFFORT IN?!
@Natsunalia
Ай бұрын
These memes are so relatable. Some to a sad degree, but also very affirming. And it’s nice. It’s just nice to know many people share so many experiences
@BenLeinweber
Ай бұрын
Wish I didn't have to work so I could watch these videos the minute they come out!
@Lunazera
Ай бұрын
Ah thank you so much!!!
@jink47787
Ай бұрын
the part about not feeling emotions hit really hard. i dont think i had genuinely felt emotions beyond surface level until i admitted to myself i was a girl. really powerful stuff
@PurpleNova-lt2pi
17 күн бұрын
I feel the same way “when are you going to get the surgery SOOO MUCH” and I hate it lmao
@zalaxci596
Ай бұрын
6:59 nooo why did you have to destroy me with that gender envy, i am a transfem enby and i wanna look like the chill tomboy so desperately, she literally has the perfect body (edit: and clothing) fr. but i guess i can be eepy or a chaos activist from time to time
@harr77q45
Ай бұрын
Thanks you for adding the music used, it’s so nice to recognise and have the ability to check it. (:
@LemonPrincey
Ай бұрын
I'm a trans guy and I don't have the common experience of dysphoria around clothes. I actually loved dresses! Does that make me "less trans"? No, that means I'm a guy that looks awesome in a dress 😁 Remember, if you don't align with what other people in the community went through, that doesn't mean you don't belong. Everyone experiences things differently and you are your own person. Love yourself and don't go from shoving yourself into one box to a different box. You don't need to fit in.
@VaanOtacon
Ай бұрын
Take all the time you need Alice, we will always be here when you are ready. With a video this long I will probably watch it another 4 times at least anyway, so give yourself the credit you deserve too!
@drrenard1277
Ай бұрын
The topic of emotions, when on just estradiol and finasteride, emotions were a bit unstable, but with progesterone, they balanced out.
@MagiusDel
Ай бұрын
What type of trans girl am I? 100% chill tomboy. Most of the time, I just go with the flow, and that's the way I like it!
@Bread_Lady
Ай бұрын
Yay :D Wholesome content is great after going down a rabbit hole :3
@nettlesandsnakes9138
Ай бұрын
Nice profile picture.
@Bread_Lady
Ай бұрын
@@nettlesandsnakes9138 thank you :3
@RyakoZenouka
Ай бұрын
Take all the time you need Alice! Life very much can somewhat be stressful, especially with dysphoria and Transphobia and all >~< I'm always happy to see you and Yukko uploading new videos no matter how long it has been. You and Yukko have been one of the first Transmemes Creators I've seen since my coming out and I Really appreciate you both for that. Your vibe helps me with my dysphoria, thanks 💖💖🏳️⚧️
@tubebrocoli
Ай бұрын
"It costs double your E and Spiro and often can't be covered" there's so much wrong there, US healthcare being a blight once more. (for real, spiro has no business being one of the most used "antiandrogens" in the first place, it's in quotes because it's not even an antiandrogen! it's primarily a diuretic, i almost lost my job due to the fatigue and brain fog it caused since i don't have high blood pressure. and the worst part is i was probably only prescribed it due to the us single-handedly making this drug famous since ciproterone acetate isn't available there due to "it wouldn't make us money to get it approved" reasons)
@Lunazera
Ай бұрын
It really should at least be available as an alternative. Though for me, cypro was actually too strong and Spiro has been a much better balance. Like, I don't have a strong libido to begin with, but on cypro doing anything was near impossible. Cypro also has some other health concerns of meningioma associated with it that I grew a bit wary of, at higher dosages but still like possibly around what people could get up to in their system with previous dosage recommendations. I think recent studies with cypro (like in the last 2 years) are now suggesting for really low dosages though.
@tubebrocoli
Ай бұрын
@@Lunazera that's interesting, we hadn't heard of the meningioma risk, i know of a couple trans women who take 25mg daily, but in our case it's like... 12.5mg per 2 days 😅 and has been that since we switched to it, and our doctor has mentioned that we'd probably be able to lower the dosage of it even more next year i guess some medicines being too strong is why i.e. bicatulamide is hard to dose properly for hrt and has caused generally bad outcomes in south africa? (at least according to wpath)
@Jockwardia
4 күн бұрын
I'm relatively new to this chanel and it's really wholesome. I'm AMAB who is exploring and questioning my own gender.
@stealthpelt1
Ай бұрын
The whole 'feeling and processing' thing hit home. I am a part of a system of headmates (see D.I.D. or the outdated term M.P.D. for more info on that). The whole reason I existed was to be an apathetic emotional abuse sponge in order to survive... But, nowadays, I'm the face of our little family. I saw us through coming out and starting HRT. All the while learning what emotions are and how to feel them. Just as I was starting to get a grasp, HRT changed a lot of it, and it was a lot more intense. I could just... feel♡ Crying didn't feel like somebody stabbed me in the chest for once. Happiness was far better than I ever expected. Anger allowed me to stand up for myself and helped me release when processing old memories. Maybe I would've gotten here without... I just don't know how much longer it would've taken
@NeonDripKitty
Ай бұрын
yay wholesome trans memes, been needing some tbh, always a joy when i see you in my notifications
@Existence27
Ай бұрын
OMG I WAS NOT EXPECTING TO SEE A MEME I MADE IN A VIDEO. I made the tried to come out over text meme. I had this playing in the background and I heard her read it and I was like did I hear her correctly.
@saqwana25
Ай бұрын
Yeah I that emotion one hit hard. Cause for example the last time I cried properly was when I had to put down two cats in like a month and that was back in 2019.
@saqwana25
Ай бұрын
So I feel defective .
@SaidieQN
Ай бұрын
11:03 - 13:43 | @Lunazera Dear Alice, My name is Sadie and I am trans and despite this video series just about laughs I have to say ever since me starting HRT me hearing you talk about this new freedom I’ve gotten from starting HRT, this finally broke me inside. I just started sobbing from what you said and you are absolutely right. I had ran away from home scared, broken, lost, especially me being in a big city alone. But I have been in pain for so so so many years and so much pain from my inner emotions that I’ve bottled up and had a hard time expressing as a guy. As part of my journey of me being on hormones (MTF) I’ve been starting to feel those chains breaking and despite me still learning myself and dealing with all these new emotions as a woman I finally feel that I’m truly starting to heal. I want to thank you for say this and saying what needed to be said even if it wasn’t directed towards me, I felt what you said as well as the comic had screamed what I needed to hear. Thank you
@Joel-nu1ed
Ай бұрын
3:53 I see Noah’s more of a chaotic neutral
@1th_to_comment.
Ай бұрын
I'd say chaotic evil, but Yukko exists, so...
@AliceIzuragi6291
Ай бұрын
5:10 she could be a caribou deer if they arnt trans. both the male and females have horns. if i recall right. they are also the only race of deer where both genders have horns. i learned this from the vtuber haruka karibu
@Woomvee
Ай бұрын
This is the first video of yours ive seen. Your voice is very comfortable and your vtuber is adorable. (I especially love the hair) I will definitely stay around 🩵🩷🤍🩷🩵 Edit: the cadence of hyrule lofi makes me want to replay that game
@frolikswfroggys6416
Ай бұрын
Glad your back! Your content is always fun! And to everyone, you're all beautiful and valid! Keeping being your wonderful true selves! 🦕🩵🩷🤍🩷🩵🦖🏳️🌈
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