this shouldnt be so unbearable but it is
i feel so sick i feel so unloveable
i dont want to feel like this i dont want to be like this
why is it so hard to live
nobody can see how bad its getting
i dont even know how to talk about these things anymore
this is so painful i cant handle it
i feel like an empty vessel
i dont even know who i am anymore
im trying so hard to be there for everybody else but i cannot tell anyone when something really is wrong
one word when im trying to bottle everything up inside makes me fly off the handle
i literally hate them
why do i rely on them so much
i love them so so much to the point it hurts
my entire mood relies on them
i jump to the worst conclusion every single time
why do i have to be like this?
i keep trying to think what when so fucking awful to make me be like this
ever since ive been enrolled in a school ive felt so bad
being only four and told i was worthless
i never had any friends nobody liked being around me
i dont understand why
i dont know what i did so young made me so unlikable
ive never really kept any of my friends
the one person i had gave up on me
i think im tthe problem
i tried my best to eb nice to everybody
i feel so alone so cold
trying not to cry every single day is so unbearable
this is all too much for me and i dont know how to fix it or what to do
i really am trying
i swear
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