TW Vent... This feels uncomfortable I don’t like this feeling I feel so unclean How could you do this? I’m just a naive little girl I don’t know whether to love Or resent you But either way I hope karma gets you soon Huh, I didn’t actually happen But I remember it vividly It’s like it just happened I just wish I had a loving mother Is that to much to ask for? You ruined me I can never be fixed There is no hope for me Stop it hurts Pls stop hitting me I can’t breathe When will the pain end I need it all to be over I’m hungry Why won’t you feed me? I need help Why won’t you help me? I need love Why won’t you love me? Did I do something wrong?
@fishboi6051
3 жыл бұрын
ẞæm3
@iyanacurtiz806
3 жыл бұрын
it inst fair
@pandaoveryander3505
3 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry I hope things get better for you, you deserve only the best
@hyperantimatter
3 жыл бұрын
I can relate to certain parts of this "How could you do this, i'm just a naive little girl" "I don't know whether to love or resent you" I really hope that you're doing okay, sometimes my emotions take over me and make me do bad things, I don't want other people to be like me.
@0_MadMax_0
3 жыл бұрын
you deserve better
@creepycrybabygirl
3 жыл бұрын
Haha, I shouldn't be laughing, but I still am. Maybe that's how I cope with it? I don't know. The thing that haunts me never leaves, but that secret will never leave my mouth.
@hannahbg1852
3 жыл бұрын
Yes, same here. Cope with anything you can, as long as it doesnt hurt you or anyone else. We love you, don't worry.
@modernforever1528
3 жыл бұрын
@DaCoolCreeper What?
@karely2005
3 жыл бұрын
My adoptive dad did something to me, and I still live with him, and no one knows what happened. It all seems normal, was it real? Am I just being stupid? He is also one of the big reasons why I disliked being a girl... the color pink..dolls...toys...candy...dresses.. everything triggered me. Maybe if I had been boy, things could have been different. But these videos make me feel better, more safe, thank you
@Blind_Eye046
3 жыл бұрын
I would recomend therapy and well, someone to talk to. But I am not really sad a lot, I just think I'm fat for no reason, so you can ignore me. :)
@yulimartorrealba5851
2 жыл бұрын
@Little Oatmeal I would
@hanson2649
2 жыл бұрын
Why did your dad do to you?
@Unknown-vx6qm
2 жыл бұрын
@@hanson2649 tbh ur being kinda insensitive by asking that question 😑
@hisfavworstnightmare
2 жыл бұрын
@@hanson2649 um... 😐
@lenas2469
3 жыл бұрын
I can relate to the title. Somehow these kinds of videos help me cope a bit.
@0gsn0x8
3 жыл бұрын
That's the point. And the fact that a lot of people find comfort in the traumacore community makes me happy. Hang in there friend, we'll get through this together :)
@fishboi6051
3 жыл бұрын
Same
@Deeznutsin
3 жыл бұрын
Same
@XxxShinjixxX
3 жыл бұрын
Shat Up
@dinodimitra1955
3 жыл бұрын
Somehow I agree
@sleepydoe
2 жыл бұрын
like my similarly shellshocked dad says, "my memory is my enemy, but I always come back"
@nanciee2844
2 жыл бұрын
☹️
@dakeudakuu6775
3 жыл бұрын
Cold why is it so cold? WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY CANT THEY UNDERSTAND??? IM TIRED ,,, I want to be tiny again,,, "im sorry, but if you listen to me next time, it won't happen!" NONONONONONONO,,????
@goblinthetargetpractice6049
3 жыл бұрын
Someone should get in contact with this person. I actually feel like something bad has happened.
@nanciee2844
3 жыл бұрын
Well, some bad things have happened but I’m alright so don’t worry :)
@goblinthetargetpractice6049
3 жыл бұрын
@@nanciee2844 Oh, alrighty then...
@velvet6294
3 жыл бұрын
My brother did shit to me :) He's rotting in jail :3 I can never forget what he did. Im ruined :'3
@nanciee2844
3 жыл бұрын
I’m so sorry.
@velvet6294
3 жыл бұрын
@@nanciee2844 it's fine..im just still afraid and im trying to be better
@Vampyrluv
3 жыл бұрын
im so sorry!!! i hope you are okay and safe now!!!!
@ghostieqtee
3 жыл бұрын
My brother ruined me too (,: I hope he rots in hell.i really do.
@TheFishbowlSyztem
3 жыл бұрын
the best you can do is accept it and try to move on. it's going to be hard I know, and it may take years. but it'll all heal. you'll find your peace eventually. I wish you the best of luck, soldier. ❤️
@prestonlouppe
2 жыл бұрын
A lot of traumacore content relates to situations different than mine. And seeing one that related to me specifically really made me feel something. I ended up nervous laughing out loud haha.
@spongebobssponge1224
2 жыл бұрын
this comforted me so much omg.. i thought i was the only one who was uncomfortable everywhere..
@hannahbg1852
3 жыл бұрын
Dude that title is relatable af But I hope you get help Good luck
@bunnyunknown9785
3 жыл бұрын
I don't like it when the memories come back..... I need a hug
@nanciee2844
3 жыл бұрын
Virtually hugs you 💖
@bunnyunknown9785
3 жыл бұрын
@@nanciee2844 thanks hugs ʕっ•ᴥ•ʔっ
@nanciee2844
3 жыл бұрын
@@bunnyunknown9785 (ノ´ヮ´)ノ*: ・゚
@jerryistraumatized7459
3 жыл бұрын
More hugs for you!
@bunnyunknown9785
3 жыл бұрын
@@jerryistraumatized7459 ヾ(^-^)ノ
@bloodfusion
3 жыл бұрын
Traumacore stuff makes me feel empty and sad, but this was strangely comforting. I hate feeling different, seeing kids be happy and have fun I feel mentally left out, why did I have to become so broken :((
@vilefates
3 жыл бұрын
i wish i had a worse life so i could feel more valid about my trauma. im not a csa victim, or an abuse survivor, but i still am not healthy. i wish i could pin point where it all started but ive forgotten or blocked out so much of my childhood i have no idea. ive never had a place i could call home or a space i could feel safe. i hate feeling like this because everyone around me has gone through so much and in comparison to that i have a great life, but it doesnt feel great, and i wish it was worse so i could feel better about it not being better. i dont want attention, i just wanna feel good, and it feels like the only way to feel good is to feel bad
@nanciee2844
3 жыл бұрын
UR TRAUMA IS VALID. TRAUMA IS TRAUMA!!💖💅
@CloverLeaf777
3 жыл бұрын
Is it weird to cry right now..?
@nanciee2844
3 жыл бұрын
No :)
@Fireflypendant98
3 жыл бұрын
Not at all. Crying is a very normal and healthy coping mechanism
@nyctophobia444
3 жыл бұрын
nope
@melvincholy2923
3 жыл бұрын
I don't know if I have trauma. I remember so little of my childhood and I don't know if what I do remember counts as trauma
@prismchild4491
3 жыл бұрын
Every time i remember what those people did to me i make very stupid edgy jokes, maybe it's my way of coping or maybe its just something to keep me from crying idk im still ruined i feel so dirty and weird every time i have to take a shower. but anyway thanks for the vid its a nice way for me to cope.
@nanciee2844
3 жыл бұрын
Don’t worry I do the exact same thing
@mellogalexee4293
3 жыл бұрын
I feel bad. I don't feel like my trauma is valid. (Just almost said my entire life story. But yeah :/ I caused my own trauma, I never tried to stop it. But I wish I did.)
@agussxox6442
3 жыл бұрын
Of course your trauma is valid, trauma is trauma, i hope you're ok
@yang9214
3 жыл бұрын
It's valid! I caused my trauma too. You are not alone, don't worry!
@paichuumi
2 жыл бұрын
on one hand, i feel stupid for liking traumacore cause my problems aren't big enough to be called trauma imho. on the other, this is really really comforting. thanks
@mae-kb8gs
2 жыл бұрын
lol same, i have problems with my classmates that i don't want to deal with any longer but they are not big enough to be called trauma
@WhaleAndWasped
2 жыл бұрын
It’s different for me. I do get upset and worried about hurting other people like my “father” did to me, as well as many other people who betrayed me, abused me or failed to protect me. But I’m now in a state of rage. I refuse to let anyone hurt me again. Even thinking of my future wife and my future children. They matter so much to me and I won’t let the same cycle repeat when I eventually free myself. These “parents” are not good people. Why should I want love from evil people?! They are not worthy of honor. I’d rather write my own happy story! It hurts me even MORE to see how many souls were heavily affected by this! I’m so sorry they failed you. If I could, I’d hug you so gently and help remind you, the reader, that you deserve so much better and that hope isn’t lost. With enough willpower, you can write yourself a better tomorrow and break this cycle. It can be hard to think sometimes, “why should I be happy?” I say it’s because you deserve to know what life can really be like. How you should truly live. Do it for your inner child. Give them the love and joy they’ve been missing so badly, because it’ll help them heal. Even if it’s a gradual process. If you have to develop a plan to get the hell out, I’d suggest making it now so you know how to escape with security and a safety net, so you never have to return to the false home you grew up in. When you get older, keep yourself a secret folder with important documents (birth certificate, SS, etc.), see if you can try and get a bank account and if you are lucky to have a trustworthy friend, see if they can help you get out once you turn 18. I love you. You are more precious than all the gems of the world. Please promise me you’ll never give up. I want you to prove your abusers wrong and fight back. I believe in you. ❤️🌻🌺🌸🌹🌷🍄
@thosekidsontheinternet
2 жыл бұрын
I hope you get the help you need I'm sorry that you are traumatized 😔
@silly_7555
3 жыл бұрын
I keep having nightmares about it and these kinds of things help me forget about them
@nanciee2844
3 жыл бұрын
I’m glad at least something could help :) Sending Love ----> 💖💗♡ꨄ
@sharklover2984
3 жыл бұрын
"they don't love you, they just feel bad for you" *_I-_*
@grosspubes3602
2 жыл бұрын
With the astroworld incident, we will need more coping skills like these to help us..
@Grizzywife
3 жыл бұрын
Yup, I'm still trying to keep up, but something always doesn't feel right.
@ieatshortpeople3251
3 жыл бұрын
Vent warning - Everything's too loud It hurts it hurts LOUD LOUD LOUD LOUD I DONT LIKE IT Why is everyone staring? Am I that ugly? Please dont leave me I dont wanna be alone I dont wanna rot away alone Please ( To : My trashy friends )
@Blind_Eye046
3 жыл бұрын
Have you left your freinds, if so, GOOD. No one should make you feel like that and either say "It was a joke." or be a fake friend, I have had one before, she was more of a bully but I slowly grew away from her.
@buntbunx9280
3 жыл бұрын
my stepdad used to physically abuse me and my brother for basically no reason because my mom had us with different men. now it's been reduced to emotional and verbal abuse only. he does none of this to my younger sisters because they are his biological children. sometimes i really wish my mom would just divorce him. one of my past girlfriends sexually harassed me, stole my money, and left and i've never been able to get in contact with her since, so now i have severe abandonment issues. i don't know if this is real trauma, but it felt good to get it out, even if it's to strangers on the internet.
@radcut7404
2 жыл бұрын
I got this recommended completly randomly and i don't exactly know what this is, but I'm sorry for all the people in the comments, I hope things will get better for ya all :)
@rutsikio-4844
3 жыл бұрын
After what they did to me, I am too. Let's just get through this as best we can, gl ♡
@xoxo.angiekizzes7344
2 жыл бұрын
Hey, I'm sorry you feel this way :( I hope it'll get better, I can't promise that it would, but, it might be! I get how it feels to be traumatized. The feeling of never letting go. I was just a little boy who didn't understand how loved work. That old man taught me that love is all t0uchy. That young person who used to be my l0v3r taught me that l0ve is hum1l1ating the other and calling them a l1ttl3 dumb wh0r3. I understand what's it like to feel like this, you're not alone
@chio3380
3 жыл бұрын
this,,, really comforts me in a way. thank you
@michaelroman1979
2 жыл бұрын
my mother did bad things to me when i was a baby, I now live with my grandparents because of her
@GirlyFish42069
Жыл бұрын
I love the song in the background. Very fitting.
@shinshin8527
2 жыл бұрын
Yo siento que haga lo que haga nunca encajo con nadie, tengo dos amigos y pues hemos vivido tantas cosas que nos entendemos, pero siento que con la gente no encajo o bueno no es eso es una rara sensación que no se explicar, el otro día ví un vídeo de una psicóloga profesional, y decía que eran secuelas del rechazo recibido, ver eso me dejó un muy mal sabor de boca. No me siento con el derecho de tener "trauma" hay personas que han sufrido cosas muchísimo muchísimo peores.
@dislexiiea
2 жыл бұрын
Me siento literalmente igual, mi papá y hermana invalidan mi "trauma", pero lo q me reconforta es saber que para mi es un trauma porque yo fui la afectada. Nadie tiene el derecho de invalidar tus opiniones, emociones y sentimientos, pq al fin y al cabo fuiste tu la persona que viviste esa experiencia traumática. Y solo tu sabes como dolió.
@leafpaws
3 жыл бұрын
awh, i hope you are feeling well- :(
@kemiiwii
3 жыл бұрын
Sometimes I hate how I seek others for validation and I distance myself from others so I dont needa do it. But it makes me feel worse. I'm jus pretty stupid
@N30N-B1N4RY
3 жыл бұрын
I thought that since I didn't realize the fact that something that happend to me was something bad till about 6 years later that it wasn't that traumatic or that it wasn't traumatic at all. Well turns out I was wrong because one of the images reminded me so much of that thing that I had a fucking mental breakdown and spent 15 minutes crying and almost threw up. Now I get why a lot of these have trigger warnings and things. I'm still crying and I can't stop please help
@otchii106
3 жыл бұрын
a week late, but watch asmr videos or listen to your favourite music! you can draw, sing, do anything to get your mind off it!
@skylarthompson299
2 жыл бұрын
Yg
@sunshinesprinkles2010
2 жыл бұрын
Violent fucking thoughts,my whole family is scared of what I'm gonna do. I punched a hole in my wall,broke my door,almost broke my hand.
@almondmilk9523
3 жыл бұрын
0:42 really cool colage!!!!
@mattethelatte8719
3 жыл бұрын
They hurted me They wont understand how i feel Im dating someone stop doing this..
@Angel-qp6gk
3 жыл бұрын
These videos make me happy but sad at the same time
@BaronTheBarberTv
2 жыл бұрын
PLEASE DON’T LEAVE ME!!! I love you.. Give me a hug Stay by my side.
@spencersplaylists4779
3 жыл бұрын
I've met so many men, but I finally found the right boy but I can't stop thinking back to those who groomed me. I have such a good situation and I can't even stay with him.
@codieeyionhg7537
3 жыл бұрын
I fell dirty, i want to erase my memory, why can i just pretend my childhood never existed.....im in pieces...
@Notanymorehere
3 жыл бұрын
I uncomfortable in my body Having word replays on my head Ppl keep saying wanted to rip me off I've tired of this body I'm small inside I hate myself
@MeowOnTheInternet
2 жыл бұрын
TW:GROOMING I WAS JUST A LITTLE GIRL ,I DONT DESERVE THAT,I DONT DESERVE , I DESERVE LOVE AND THE INTERNET RUINED ME, i just have seven and you ruined me,You ruined my childhood,and my life,i hate you,i never forget you,i feel so fucking guilty
@uwuLikesEyebrowsuwu
3 жыл бұрын
My therapist thinks I have trauma. I’ve been told my whole life that everything that’s been done to me is normal and every kid experiences it. I’ve only recently started to open up about it because I was told that I wasn’t allowed to talk about it. Everyone I’ve told said that they never went through things like that but I don’t know. I still don’t feel like I’m allowed to be traumatized and struggle with feeling like I’m doing and feeling these things just for attention. Sorry if all of this was a little too real, I’m not used to opening up about things like this online.
@summer6178
3 жыл бұрын
I feel that , hope ur doing ok ( :
@uwuLikesEyebrowsuwu
3 жыл бұрын
@@summer6178 Thanks dude. Sorry to hear that you are able to relate, it's not a fun situation. Since I made this comment tho I've come to terms with it so I guess in that way I am doing better.
@aaysse
2 жыл бұрын
@@uwuLikesEyebrowsuwu can u explain
@uwuLikesEyebrowsuwu
2 жыл бұрын
@@aaysse what would you like me to explain?
@whatisthis1958
2 жыл бұрын
@@uwuLikesEyebrowsuwu If its too much to ask, what is it that "all kids go through"? I felt similarly about my CSA cos it was COCSA.
@MrBatcave
3 жыл бұрын
Cars scare me. I just can't trust it when my mom drives. It is not her fault, but I cannot help it.
@fransantos2172
2 жыл бұрын
get well soon.
@truthfxii8443
3 жыл бұрын
My caretaker and her son abused me physically and sometimes verbally. She verbally abused me, He physically abused me. It was painful. So painful. But now I’m trying so hard to get them back
@nanciee2844
3 жыл бұрын
Sorry bout dat darling 🤕💖 U deserve better ❤️
@eloise2681
3 жыл бұрын
i dont think im tramatized i dont deserve to be titled as such, what ive gone through leaves me feeling numb, the only thing that makes me feel panic-y is loosing my boyfriend
@nanciee2844
3 жыл бұрын
Same
@bompous_
2 жыл бұрын
hope we all can heal someday, i can hardly take every second of my existence and i wouldn’t want that for anyone else regardless of if i know them or not
@naazriin
2 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry for what happened to you. :(
@nanciee2844
2 жыл бұрын
It’s okay darling 💖
@candycanekennie3302
3 жыл бұрын
I can't celebrate christmas after what happened to me as a child. I can't understand why it happened. But videos like this give me a little peace.
@l0wrise_jeans
3 жыл бұрын
thanks for this videos I really appreciate it Somehow I know it's going to help us all and try to deal and cope with it
@BBeyond-vt2gu
3 жыл бұрын
It just hurts me
@nanciee2844
3 жыл бұрын
@@BBeyond-vt2gu if it hurts you pls don’t watch it 😓
@mich7665
3 жыл бұрын
I’m not even traumatised but whenever they mention that one thing, it always breaks me. I never want to do that again then again I still won’t say it was trauma since it sounds so dumb
@Anonimaninax
3 жыл бұрын
Idk why these type of things give me some nostalgia vibes. Is it just me?
@EvilSourGummyWorms
2 жыл бұрын
Nobody did anything to me, why do I feel like this? I'm scared to sleep... Im drowning in my own thoughts.... Nothing feels real...
@ayuumi568
3 жыл бұрын
it's alright if we are alone let's be alone together 👍✌
@nanciee2844
3 жыл бұрын
I love this 💖💖
@anotherone8941
3 жыл бұрын
um *sighs * i wrote a song days ago to vent about a trauma i have i tried to write a song about this since this happened (at my 13) and i wrote too many lyrics until i finally wrote some that had the feeling "perfectly" represented so here it is ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Romantic horror story (yeah that's the title) Is this normal? I love you so much This feels awkward Is it okay? I’m just a little girl People-pleaser I want to feel free I know I will I fell down into a void I couldn’t see It was so big, I was blind, I was so silly Forget me, I’m broken I’m just a piece of meat You liked so much Maybe I just want a person To fill the holes in my heart Honey, I’m alone, will you take me? Full of naivety, will you love me? I have just ignored the feeling That you got something to hide Honey, I’m so lost, you own my mind Where is my innocence hiding at? You’re my teacher Inoffensive Despite my age I’m a slut Didn’t know what I was doing I’m so fucked up I feel abused I can’t call you baby ‘cause the baby here is me I will scream too many swears until you leave me Go away, let the ghost Have some fun with my head While I’m feeling this sick Maybe I just want a person To fill the holes in my heart Honey, I’m alone, will you take me? Full of naivety, will you love me? I have just ignored the feeling That you got something to hide Honey, I’m so lost, you own my mind Where is my innocence hiding at? I always thought The Red Riding Hood was so silly Now the stupid is me And you keep haunting me Until the end I didn’t allow you to stay But your ghosts are always in my house And you’re the one who should pay The one who shouldn’t sleep for what you did This can’t be But you just disappeared And I still feel you here This can’t be I’m a lonely little girl with a little fucked up mind Honey, I’m so scared, will you leave me? Cause I really want you to leave me I can’t just ignore the demons And the poison you left here Will you take advantage of me now? All I want is my innocence back Will they leave me now? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ and yes i use to write songs to vent but i never produce them lol, i just write the lyrics i actually want to learn musical production so i can "bring my songs to life" and as a last thing, if i have a grammar error, just tell me, English is not my first language but i want to improve!! thank u if you readed all of this, take care of yourself, you're valid and important :D
@tenshiroronoa4807
3 жыл бұрын
Same to you, and amazing song!
@dislexiiea
2 жыл бұрын
THIS IS SO FUCKING AMAZINGG
@anotherone8941
2 жыл бұрын
@@dislexiiea really? :"0
@qtea3.149
2 жыл бұрын
I don’t think that I have any trauma( at least non as bad as any of a lot of y’all’s) But I feel so bad for all of you. None of it was any of your faults and I am so sorry you had to go through was you did. The most important part was that you are here today, because you deserve life. You are all so strong!
@nanciee2844
2 жыл бұрын
I’m crying.
@smugmuffin2225
3 жыл бұрын
we're all sad aren't we
@moonowo8837
3 жыл бұрын
I really don't know if i can vent here, don't wanna make anyone sad, but here we go: It happened about 3 years ago, one of the most loveable person i met dies in a car accident. When i met him, he was a chill 16 yo. Guy, he was really cold and serious with everyone, but i always was the extroverted and the day i found him smoking, started to tease him to talk with me. The more i talked with him, the more i saw his deep personality. With close friends and family, he was such an nice and warm Guy, he was a little depressed, and he even told me i was helping him with this. It was all perfect, he saved me a lot of times from doing some shit, and the same with him. I could tell a lot of things that he did that helped me, but let's keep it short. My precious boy died in a car accident, a drunk driver crash into him. Before this, he sent me a message that he would come back, it was at 10pm. I was always the cheer girl in my friends group, the silly one, and oh boy i never thought i would get depression. I told my parents that i needed a psychiatrist, but they didn't believe me, cuz like, It was just a friend... I cried everynight that year at night. Nowdays i don't have depression, but i still have that bad feeling and cry sometimes, i got so much weak after this, and my best friend took the role to be the clown friend of the group. Sorry the long text, but i do hope that someone can undertand me, cuz even my friends didn't.
@nanciee2844
3 жыл бұрын
I’m so sorry sweetheart 💖
@nin10dog
2 жыл бұрын
everyone acts like it didn’t happen, because it was through the internet, i promised myself i wouldn’t let it happen a second time yet here we are.
@EXORClSTS
Жыл бұрын
Fun fact i never cry when we are sad. I cry when I lose something i want. My gf broke up with us right? I didnt cry. I didnt care She told me to fuck off and that I was an emotionless bastard. I haven't cried that hard since I was a kid. I havent cried since and I keep my emotions to myself.
@procrastination309
2 жыл бұрын
hope you all will be okay.
@ilovecats9056
3 жыл бұрын
He touched me. I liked him. I miss him. I feel bad. We were kids. We were kids, why did he do it?
@cl5rissa890
3 жыл бұрын
i want to say, everyone in the comments, you are so valid and i love you. please stay safe
@octvthree
3 жыл бұрын
i don't think i'm traumatized because it wasn't physical like everyone else here. i'm just selfish and narcissistic
@nanciee2844
3 жыл бұрын
Your pain is still valid, it’s not the Trauma Olympics. Your not selfish or narcissistic, just because you trauma wasn’t physical doesn’t mean it’s not valid. I’m sorry that you feel that way sweetheart 💖
@anotherone8941
3 жыл бұрын
also my trauma wasn't physical, you're not alone edit: grell sutcliff supremacy
@sock2280
3 жыл бұрын
My trauma was a nightmare, so I understand you, its like someone have suffered way more than me and I'm just being selfish and dramatic
@octvthree
3 жыл бұрын
@@anotherone8941 the only woman (or person in general tbh) i've ever loved 😔 that's not even a joke it's been 3+ years now and i haven't been able to care about anyone else .-.
@Mantysfantasy
2 жыл бұрын
I don't relive trauma from my mom or dad :/ but oh, it must be horrible you are okay?
@Ohio_AHHH666
Жыл бұрын
Virtual hugs 🫂
@kaylee2314
3 жыл бұрын
TW?? VENT//// perfect child - she said useless - she also said always looking out for others - she said selfish - she also said I wish I could do more for you - she said I do so much for you, ungrateful - she also said why do you over think so much, just chill - they said Hungry? i;pasok0pK' It's to loud, my mind is blurred. I can't think. why do they think it's funny to yell Please leave me alone Im quiet, not a pet please leave me alone I forgive people, I believe people can change. I'll give you a chance. how many chances do you need[]'[;'.÷/ leave thinking of going makes me throw up s m i l e. next
@Blind_Eye046
3 жыл бұрын
I personally joke about things that scare me or things that I remember that are scary. I have Thasslaphobia and it partly helps me cope, or listening to songs to relax. But I don't think about things like that, and I would slaugter anyone who said I was dramatic for my strong hatred of deep water. I'M NOT JOKING. Anyone who says your being dramatic, just cry more. I like to be like: "Oh, is that a challenge now?" "Well then." So no. you are not "DrAmAtIc" whatever makes you sad, isn't dramatic. If it's a teeny thing and you start crying like you got stabbed like: Tripping. . . I can't really think of anything else it's like 8. I'm tired- So just remember that. It annoys me to see people thinking that their being dramatic, I would go scream at the person who told them that. So no, you are not dramatic, the person telling you that just lacks common sense, and they are the dramatic ones. Well, bye! - Sophie - Ps- I commented this on someone else, but a lot of people think they are dramatic when they are *not.* So I decided to make it a actual comment.
@AustrianLinuxMemer
2 жыл бұрын
sometimes i ask, why we do that to ourselfs? We put a human on a moon, figured out how to friggin clone things and there are still some humans who think it is fun to emotionally and/or physically abuse someone.
@user-up8mz3kp3h
3 жыл бұрын
I can't eat I can't stop cryng i feel useless I'm dyng And you still don't want to admit that you were wrong, you don't even care. Because I told you all of this, and you never helped me. 0:58
@Northstar54
Жыл бұрын
TW//graphic descriptions You ever have period cramps so bad that you can feel everything? Like...the pain is everywhere. It's so bad that you remember why you want to die. It doesn't matter how well you had been doing. You quickly forget about everything else, and all you can think of is freeing yourself from this humiliating suit of meat, bones, and blood. I Dream of feeling myself crawl out of this. I want to feel the clumps muscle and skin tumble off of me as I float away. I want out. I really do.
@charchar.1995
3 жыл бұрын
I feel uncomfortable around my dad.. in 2014 my Mom leaved me and my Dad alone then once i said im hungry then he gave me nothing.... It was dinner time and my Dad said "Its your fault because your Mom left" And i got locked in the bathroom without eating. I had my phone with me the next day but i thought my dad was mad and will feed me today so i just put it away... I got locked there 8 hours so i called my mom. My Mom was back and she took me to the hospital and my Mom called the Cops on my Dad. Im still with trauma
@Thatsit222
2 жыл бұрын
Seeing my uncle get his head cracked open at the age of 10/9. Then finding out reason why he got attacked was cause he killed his unborn infant by punching hi gf in the stomach.
@BorisChanx000
Жыл бұрын
POV: traumacore exists. sarion characters:
@kayden1333
2 жыл бұрын
My arm still hurts.
@cookie_courtney1770
3 жыл бұрын
Tw vent..( this is my first time venting To a random yt comment) it's always watching... I feel to uncomfortable, it won't leave me alone, But I don't want them to leave I don't wanna be lonely but I'm scared. I have a great life and nothing's wrong. but then this sudden feeling that someone watching me all day and it's secretly judging me.. this isn't home... Am i real? Why everyday the same... am i living on a loop? I'm scared and anxious
@TheFishbowlSyztem
3 жыл бұрын
TW ❀ Vent ♡ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ what was that just now? hello? can anybody hear me? ow..ow ow ow ow ouch! my ears. they hurt. it's all so loud. I...feel sick. hey, how did I get here? what are you doing? not again. not again! NO NO NO! NOT AGAIN! NEVER AGAIN! IT BURNS! mummy and daddy aren't here to save me this time are they? why can't I forgive you? you were just a silly teen and I was just a silly little girl. why do I forgive you? you knew better and you took everything from me. I never ever want to be a kid again. no, no. you're my sister. I have to forgive you. you're a girl. you can't hurt me like that. right? I thought that was it. I thought you were done. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Stop yelling. Stop screaming. Please. My ears hurt. Mummy, Daddy? Please don't leave me. Please stay. Together. Sissy. Why did you have to do this? I though it was over. No. No. Get away from them. Get away. Stay away from my little brother. Stay away from Mummy. Stay away from Daddy. You can hurt me, but never them. You're a monster. You don't belong here. You don't deserve to love them. Why did you kick Mummy? Why did you? You made me attack you. That was your plan this whole time right? You want to get rid of me so you can hurt them. I won't let you. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Why. Why do I remember every scream? Mine. Mummy's. Daddy's. ...and your shouting. your laughing. it's not funny. please stop. I feel dizzy. my head.... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ please stop it. I gave you so many second chances. It's strange. How I didn't understand what you were doing to me. But now I understand. I wish I didn't. It's not even that big of a deal. Everyone has that happen to then right? I'm over-exaggerating. You just wanted to be nice. But why? Why do you even ask if you were going to anyway? I told you no, [redacted]. no. I don't want to kiss you. not like that. I'm not happy. I'm not safe. I'm not comfortable. were you planning something? I'm so glad I escaped from you. Your words hurt me you know. It was like acid. Now I'm all yucky and scarred again. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I want to die. All this stuff. It hurts my head. Take it out. I'm so tired all the time. I can't remember that last time I was happy for more than a few hours a day or week. It's funny how I thought 8 was when it started. I thought I still had a chance to go back. But I don't. I have nothing to go back to. It's all just a black blur. I might as well die. Nothing is working. I just want to sleep. Forever. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ (targeted) I'm safe. Finally. Someone I can trust. You would never hurt me. Right? No. He wouldn't let you hurt me. You wouldn't try anyway. But I'm glad I finally found home. In you. In them. In us. You guys are my family. Thank you. I love you all. Never leave me. Don't ever be like them. You don't deserve to rot like they do. Goodnight. I love you all. Thank you for being here. I'll see you in the morning, even if I don't wake up until the afternoon.. ..I promise to wake up. But you all have to, too. Tomorrow is another day. It might be great! Or it might be a nightmare. But it'll always be just okay with you guys. Thank you for helping to make the pain go away. Sleep well and sweet dreams. You all mean the world to me. See you soon. ❤️ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ End.
@Blind_Eye046
3 жыл бұрын
. . . *I am very scared about your life please do something PLEASE-*
@mae-kb8gs
2 жыл бұрын
GIRL YOU GOOD- no srsly i am worried are u ok
@TheFishbowlSyztem
2 жыл бұрын
@@mae-kb8gs Yes, I'm alright. I've gotten the help I need and am doing much better now, thanks for the concern!
@S0m3B0z0OnTheInternet
2 жыл бұрын
0:22. 0:30 Bro how’d you sum up my trauma so well. I was only 8..
@nanciee2844
2 жыл бұрын
I guess we got similar childhoods 🤭💀
@gr1m_yuk154
3 жыл бұрын
TW (vent) stop. Stop it. It won’t stop. No matter how hard I try, I cant stop it. I’m scared. I wanna be alone. I hate it here. It’s cold. It’s dark. I’m lonely. Please. Please stop it. Please. I don’t like it here. I wanna go home. This place hurts. I hurt. I don’t like it here. Please. Please just stop.
@nanciee2844
3 жыл бұрын
I’m sorry it’ll get better soon, give it time. There are a lot of vents in this comment section but this one hits different. I hope things will get better for you and I’m sorry u had go through this vent was about 🙁
@lushesbattery2951
3 жыл бұрын
Vent You cant even comprehend that someone else was affected by your actions. Is my trauma valid? Is my mind being dramatic? Did This really happen daily or are these memories just so striking? I’m not able to express my trauma without it being about someone else. Why cant I move on? I don’t wanna be stuck in the past. I don’t want the first thing to pop up in my head when thinking about my childhood, to be about you.
@nanciee2844
3 жыл бұрын
Damn I feel u, I hope u can recover 💖💗
@Lilly-gh8fl
3 жыл бұрын
NEVER AGAIN NEVER AGAIN NEVER AGAIN-
@rosieshoofprints
Жыл бұрын
idk if this is trauma but: (tw) basically my sister suffers with severe (diagnosed) anxiety and has a (diagnosed) phobia of throwing up. she avoids eating incase she throws up and nearly had to go to the hospital. now i became rlly worried and started crying myself to sleep at night etc. my mom would say 'you have nothing to cry about, stop it your just moody'. this lead to me having depression and i still am to this day. she thinks that because i have nothing diagnosed wrong with me i dont matter. i feel like i cant talk to her about this because she has enough to worry about. i have tried in the past. she told me to stop being selfish. goodbye.
@skylarthompson299
3 жыл бұрын
0:20 I’ve never been through any trauma like that but I’m assuming this is about Cocsa or just a child abusing another child.
@nanciee2844
3 жыл бұрын
Yea it is
@skylarthompson299
3 жыл бұрын
@@nanciee2844 Are you gonna be okay? Are you seeing someone to help you cope with these problems?
@nanciee2844
3 жыл бұрын
@@skylarthompson299 no but I’ll be fine :)
@skylarthompson299
3 жыл бұрын
@@nanciee2844 Okay but I feel like you should talk to someone about this, it’s not healthy to keep things bottled up and vent without talking to someone forever. :(
@skylarthompson299
2 жыл бұрын
@@nanciee2844 You okay now?…..
@kylie11037
3 жыл бұрын
TW; SH Using this as music to listen to remind me why I hurt myself 😩😩😩🙏*insert frat boy face*
@whath8933
3 жыл бұрын
tw:lil vent fthx to them my whole life ruined. im only 6 when it starts. everywhere they touch is hurting. i hate them. the memories keep coming back. how does one make it stop? i want it to stop. it makes me feel very uncomfortable and hard to express my own feelings. it hurts to even try to force a laugh. i just want to feel normal
@nanciee2844
3 жыл бұрын
I’m sorry sweetheart :(
@c4ndym0nster
3 жыл бұрын
TW: venting and a lot of it "WHY DO THEY TELL ME TO STOP DYING" "WHY ME" " its too loud PLEASE STOP THIS MESS IN MY HEAD" "Im useless" "Please stop yelling at me" "I wanna run away and never see them again" "Ill cut out all contact of them when i grow up"
@1di0t13
3 жыл бұрын
all these cores are ruining these stuffed animals for me why
@chomik_vibin5184
3 жыл бұрын
Think of me when hearing Pineapple
@Zandikkk
3 жыл бұрын
_How long are you going to stay in this reality?_
@kyo9342
3 жыл бұрын
"traumacore" ...
@ilovecats9056
3 жыл бұрын
TW: SELF HARM “Now I know what’s real” you think about how no one is trust worthy and how they’re all monsters. “And what is fake.” You’re reminded of how you used to think everyone had good in them. That they were all good deep down. You dig the blade into your skin numbly, hoping it distracts you from the memories just for a little while.
@sharonazcatl1819
3 жыл бұрын
TW i guess??? ////////////////////////////i keep worrying about it i been for 2 weeks..i cant forget it,its impossible to happen it has never happened but i keep thinking it would but its impossible.
@edgelordegglord
3 жыл бұрын
jennifer why did you want to ruin my everything
@mintluvXD
3 жыл бұрын
Vent (Also tw) I wanna go home.. I can't breathe.. I'm sorry. Please don't leave me, I don't feel safe. Please stop body shaming me. I feel uncomfortable with those people.. It's to loud here. Am I really that ugly? Am I really that fat? Am I really that dramatic? Stop.. it hurts. Mom, they keep staring at me... I wanna leave. I wish people can be nice to me for once.. I don't remember everything.
@nanciee2844
3 жыл бұрын
U can rant to me if u want/ if it’ll make u feel better
@nanciee2844
3 жыл бұрын
Only asking cause this vent just hit different 🤕
@mintluvXD
3 жыл бұрын
It's okay, some of them are in the past. But it's still happening to me. I'm getting used to it but thank you 💖
@nanciee2844
3 жыл бұрын
@@mintluvXD ok stay safe for me 💗💖
@gingerfart6140
3 жыл бұрын
can you make a version without the pictures? i find them unsettling :/
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