[Lyrics] when i was a kid i got into a fucking accident i remember everything from start to finish excellent i was in a motorcycle right behind my sister’s back going down the hill she lost control & we fell off the track fucking hit my head on to the concrete felt like i was dead lights went out but found the light came back alive & lived again one time in the pool behind the house my cousins coming through i was having fun until they chose to pull a prank or two shoved my head inside the water drowning like a fucking fool water in my lungs i couldn’t breathe cuz all i did was drool took me to get cleansed cuz i was scared got water phobia too when i was a 6 or 7 maybe 8 or 9 year old mom & i went shopping for some meat back at the grocery store cooked that shit but undercooked it made her sick the second day we were at the laundry place just washing clothes i begged to play i was in the back enjoying time but something wasn’t right saw my momma on the ground shaking fucking violently really thought i’d lose my mom but luckily she still alive if i fucking lost her then i’d wish to prolly fucking die fuck that filthy worm that crawled inside her brain & took a bite passing by the place she had a seizure makes me lose my mind everytime i’m passing by i always think about that time i will not forget cuz shit’d be different if she wasn’t fine let’s move on & talk about my teens cuz they were full of shit turned into an emo acted like an egoistic bitch dying was a fantasy to me but i was innocent people bullied me like everyday i couldn’t run away went through bad abuse i ate that shit up i was empty mane let them fucking hit me, almost break my hands & all my fingers ima bring it back to middle school where shit got hella crazy 8th grade was the year i got harrassed & yes sexually had this nigga run his hand up on my leg up to my thigh knocked his fucking hand off told that motherfucker talk to god then after a while he texted me he’s gay & wants to try blowing up my phone i blocked his ass & never said goodbye next we’re gonna vent about the time that i developed mono if i didn’t care for it then i’d be out & i’d be gone-o in my throat it felt like needles poking every fucking second spasms on my back & weird behavior led me to depression learned a fucking lesson that this life i live is very precious taking shit for granted was a big mistake i should’ve listened moving on to junior year just didn’t really feel for real it felt like a movie not the good one cuz its fucking real sexually assaulted once again i never thought it’d happen what this nigga did to me was really outta fucking pocket nigga tried to keep me to himself & gave me box of chocolates tried to suck my dick & looked at me as if i was an object more to say there’s more to say it’s like a never ending game imagine all the stuff i haven’t talked about cuz i’m too vague went through yet another time where i was getting trans harrassed it was like the last time that i’ve went through it besides the class third time is a charm to me it ain’t take long for it to die but justice wasn’t served enough to set me free i’m stuck for life one time i worshipped the evil. never again dawg. all i wanted was to be set free from suffering & pain i held for so long. PTSD now.
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keep making music dude, never stop and never let that shit in your head conquer you.
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