Please watch in HD, with headphones on! The song sounds amazing with headphones :)
Song: Illusion, by VNV Nation. Show: Bleach
"Empathy is simply a meaningless, human delusion. It is an instinct to help minimise your fear and sorrow".
(WARNING: Long Bleach rant coming up. Read at your own peril):
Here is my Mother's Day amv gift to you all! I do honestly appreciate that this has seemingly nothing to do with mothers, but I wracked my brain long and hard, and no series/films I have on my laptop atm have a single living mother in them. Goshdarn orphans.
If it helps, I have (illegally) adopted Ulquiorra as my son, for many years now. The love I have for this guy, I just want to sit him down in front of a fire and wrap a goshdarn blanket around him and feed him marshmellows have you SEEN how skinny that boy is? And then protect him from the harsh cruel outside world and pointy objects and glowing red objects and OH MY GOODNESS I JUST WANT TO KEEP HIM SAFE. He's allowed to date, but under no circumstances is he allowed to date anyone but Orihime.
Would you believe it, Orihime's growing on me? I used to hate her so much AAH. Not sure if it was internalised misogyny, or the fact she spends her entire time yelling KUROSAKI KUN~ sigh
But I have moved on from that now. I am NOT an annoying 13 year old who makes terrible Bleach amvs with Windows Media Player and likes watching kickass fights and moans about Orihime and Sakura, and draws solitary anime eyes in my notepad...
OH. WAIT. I AM.
Which is basically why i've never stooped so low as to make Bleach before! It's also the only thing stopping me from making about 50 Renji/Rukia/Kaien flashback amvs. Cos ya know, those episodes came out about 8 years ago and everyone is over them besides me.
Point is, I have a lot of unresolved Ulquiorra feels and they manifested themselves here.
Not sure if the song is uber-fitting for him, or incredibly unfitting? On the one hand, it sounds like a man pouring his heart out plain and simple into lyrics or whatever. But it also sounds quite detatched?
"But what I do know is to us, the world is different". I just really love that line okay? I think it fits them the best. Orihime is majorly sidelined by the rest of the group, even Ichigo who only cares about her when she's in trouble?? What's WITH that? She always seems strongest when she's alone, or with Ishida. She's kickass, just not around Ichi?? IDK why do I even care. I'm making a BLEACH amv of all things. Why the HELL am I yammering on about this?
I'll never live this down. Ahahaha Ulquiorra ain't gonna live at all, is he??
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
This entire description is about 5 years of internalised angst, pain and unfulfilled shipping.
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