sometimes depression creates masterpieces. love & hugs from another lost soul
@scamingnewt3016
5 жыл бұрын
@Just Me you saw dicks because lund means dick in hindi :p
@randomloser6722
5 жыл бұрын
Ya it does also i love ur picture
@jimmyhanna9287
5 жыл бұрын
so true 🥺
@tammyroy4431
Жыл бұрын
Ur thought of and have a place in my heart I think but every lost soul and need me look me up Facebook here I'm gonna do anything I can for u just talk I don't care what the topic I accept everyone as a person they are all a human
@lucasotero6929
Жыл бұрын
Frrrrrr
@neelamkhan910
5 жыл бұрын
Welcome to THAT side of the KZitem This is our world
@ashleygeorge6059
5 жыл бұрын
Neelam Khan I felt this comment in my soul
@glendyochada8285
5 жыл бұрын
Yeah
@scamingnewt3016
5 жыл бұрын
True!!!
@leavemealone-jm7cs
5 жыл бұрын
I left this side of KZitem?
@priyabratdebasis2093
5 жыл бұрын
Are you gonna ignore the fact that the artist's name is Lund?
@jianwallin7025
4 жыл бұрын
”All this pain I hold, I wish I could heal myself” no text has ever defined my life better. Absolute piece of art this song.
@Icebox715
5 жыл бұрын
"Depression got no antidote " i felt that😩
@zenex9307
5 жыл бұрын
shygirl avila the single thing that can heal the heart is love
@dannyhero2536
5 жыл бұрын
Yes it does just gotts believe mate
@morgoth_bauglir
5 жыл бұрын
It does tho... Antidepressamts are a thing, you know
@Icebox715
5 жыл бұрын
@@morgoth_bauglir yup but been off them since i choose not to go that rout
@morgoth_bauglir
5 жыл бұрын
@@Icebox715 Whatever works for you dude. Just saying the cure exists
@nittybitty3893
5 жыл бұрын
Being sober makes me think My medicine makes me numb My therapist doesn't know how to help me My parents make me more depressed I'm just overwhelmed
@Slothsincloth
4 жыл бұрын
Same but I think it is gonna be okay Search this I PREVAIL
@brookiecookie2293
4 жыл бұрын
I relate to the 4th line. I'm too afraid to go to a therapist though.
@nittybitty3893
4 жыл бұрын
@@Slothsincloth I LOVE THAT BAND!! I actually have a signed CD of their album Trauma
@nittybitty3893
4 жыл бұрын
@@brookiecookie2293 It'll be okay, a therapist actually helps more than it does bottling it up. The only thing they have to absolutely report to your parents is suicidal tendencies, but otherwise, depending on the program, everything is confidential.
@brookiecookie2293
4 жыл бұрын
@@nittybitty3893 Would they tell my parents if I self harmed or I think of death? I mean I don't wanna die but I just think that it would be better than having anxiety, stress, and the feelings I have.
@bradlytonexplore3270
5 жыл бұрын
I liked the part where the eyes went: 👁 👁 💧 💧
@thisusernameisalreadytaken8041
5 жыл бұрын
Me too
@princessov-war9484
4 жыл бұрын
Bro
@ronin3369
4 жыл бұрын
I think i missed that part
@thisusernameisalreadytaken8041
4 жыл бұрын
@@ronin3369 lol
@BECKER_CORE
4 жыл бұрын
My eyes go like that
@keuf3904
5 жыл бұрын
thank you youtube for recommending this
@CalcifersKeeper
5 жыл бұрын
That's what I'm sayin' my dude, where was this song a year ago when I needed good music?
@cowboylikeme1313
5 жыл бұрын
Yep
@paranoidzed3527
5 жыл бұрын
yeah
@oliveriochelseacollin8296
5 жыл бұрын
Yeah... 😢
@kiranjeetkaurmangat2558
5 жыл бұрын
Lund in Hindi means dick
@Sh4hd22
4 жыл бұрын
The hardest thing in living is when your depressed and act happy with your friends and really wanna tell them how you really feel and as soon as you reach home you go to bed a and cry yourself to sleep.. or is that just me...
@mirtel2359
4 жыл бұрын
Shoo shoo Friends me too buddy me too...
@lucreziabenedetti8305
4 жыл бұрын
Shoo shoo Friends I don’t have friends so I just cry myself to sleep... I only have to act happy with my parents😌
@pepsiholic37
4 жыл бұрын
Not just you. Me too.
@kamiv1192
4 жыл бұрын
Silverfractal Lucre me too, me too
@lucreziabenedetti8305
4 жыл бұрын
Giovanni Ventura where are you from?
@RyzasBernelis
5 жыл бұрын
How can people say "don't be so depressed" We don't decide how we feel
@crawdadl9742
5 жыл бұрын
I know exactly what you mean and it gets aggravating doesn't it when you can see the problem you know the problem but there is absolutely nothing you can do to fix it
@MrwarfstashCMC
5 жыл бұрын
You may think there is nothing you can do to fix it but that is what depression manipulates you to think it makes you feel useless and dead but your none of those and definitely not dead cause your still breathing there is something you can do about depression I once had it and yes I still do you can’t lose depression but you can fight against it and the more you fight against and see the good in life the weaker the depression gets and the easier it gets for you my advice is to think about all the good things and tell the depression to shut the fuck up cause your better than the depression demon inside of you
@aureliiiefontaine4589
5 жыл бұрын
Exactly
@inkytears2946
5 жыл бұрын
Ik what u mean but we do decide what we feel, we just dont know we r doing it
@copenhagencummins8517
5 жыл бұрын
People can’t understand things they have never felt. They can tell us to get over it and not to be depressed cause people love talking about things they have no idea of.
@davethedog6657
5 жыл бұрын
im not happy nor sad i just feel empty
@ReigenOriginal
5 жыл бұрын
Same dude for some reason i can't feel, probs depression
@ewa-dd5to
5 жыл бұрын
I literally feel the same, I feel empty, I feel nothing agh
@ImayaRose
5 жыл бұрын
When you just want to float away
@deezznuts_
4 жыл бұрын
Not you only:)
@loretovarelasledesma7315
4 жыл бұрын
Tbh
@queennev1158
5 жыл бұрын
"Take a look inside my eyes got a heart of stone now" felt that a lil too much 😔
@handle-2
5 жыл бұрын
Queen Nev Lol while i was reading this, he said it
@crawdadl9742
5 жыл бұрын
Well I do have some good news for you if you felt it at all you don't have a Heart of Stone
@Corupt_lotus
5 жыл бұрын
666 liked
@latashahorton1168
2 жыл бұрын
"Depression is a mind that wants to die and a body that wants to live"
@Starshine962
4 жыл бұрын
“I wish I could heal myself” 😭❤️ is it only me or did that hit you very deep.
@Bruh0420.
4 жыл бұрын
That hit on some deep level
@bunnybat1403
4 жыл бұрын
Yeah hit me like a bullet
@tenzindasal7939
4 жыл бұрын
We are with you ❤
@kentaku_0180
4 жыл бұрын
Im already numb tbh I don't care
@kentaku_0180
4 жыл бұрын
Not that idc about u its just that idc anymore rlly..
@strawberrypotions
5 жыл бұрын
“All this pain I hold, I wish I could heal myself.”
@strawberrypotions
5 жыл бұрын
alam whatyouwant thankyou, will try my best
@kangaroos2548
5 жыл бұрын
Sucks for u
@kentaku_0180
4 жыл бұрын
"depression got no antidote so feel my fucking brain with lead."
@boopdouh8250
4 жыл бұрын
Eodilgadeun dang dang dang
@fitmom2009
4 жыл бұрын
I read this lyric as it played brooo
@thepersonwhoasked1020
4 жыл бұрын
*_"I'm drowning and you're standing 3 feet away screaming _**_-'learn how to swim'-_**_ "_*
@lindseyjo1296
4 жыл бұрын
Yes
@xjcformvp6083
4 жыл бұрын
You need more like's
@lindseyjo1296
4 жыл бұрын
@@xjcformvp6083 I agree
@thepersonwhoasked1020
4 жыл бұрын
@@xjcformvp6083 Thank you ^^
@mehrdokhtr1715
4 жыл бұрын
thats what my therapist says..
@rvenn.matsumoto2053
4 жыл бұрын
you’ve saved everyone from depression now who’s gonna save you?
@Maybe444-23AH
3 ай бұрын
This was one of the most painful times of my life, currently in another but can't create anything I'm falling deep 😢
@rockremix3406
4 жыл бұрын
I like how the people in the comment of this side of yt are sad but at the same time gentle and empathic with others here
@jamesperryman3106
4 жыл бұрын
Its bc we know what it feels like to hurt and feel numb and dont wish that on anyone else and would do anything to make someone happy
@sahirkhan4473
4 жыл бұрын
the worst part of living is, when you have no friends or family in those tough times that you really need someone, so you just have to get through it yourself, even when your there for them in their tough times :):
@jaysanders1241
4 жыл бұрын
Try feeling like this and crying out for help and your wife just goes to sleep
@teresaannromine3587
4 жыл бұрын
I'm always there for them but I am alone and unheard and unseen until they need a piece of my heart again just to kill her some more
@mattcanflyhigh
4 жыл бұрын
It makes you stronger , keep your head held high.
@yves_santa7
4 жыл бұрын
Feel that so much rn
@kooperhelms5196
4 жыл бұрын
@@jaysanders1241 its not a competition
@imondrugs1464
5 жыл бұрын
Depression got no antidote, so fill my my brain with lead :,(
@arabpotato4862
5 жыл бұрын
Can i join the party???
@papasscooperiaworker3649
5 жыл бұрын
Arab Potato Lowkey I just wanna make an Instagram group chat about just sending really sad lofi shit to each other and occasional emotional support xx
@frankiesinn7807
5 жыл бұрын
Hello needa talk?
@codrutilie9315
5 жыл бұрын
Just be stupid like every happy person
@codrutilie9315
5 жыл бұрын
You just need to ignore the bads in life and pretend everything is fine and eventually you'll forget that you are pretending
@ochisia164
4 жыл бұрын
We’re just a bunch of suicidal kids telling other suicidal kids that suicide isn’t the answer.
@hyena9302
4 жыл бұрын
Shit u right
@mason.5595
4 жыл бұрын
who cares lol
@austincapshaw3395
4 жыл бұрын
If it works it works. Lol
@yourneighborhoodemokid3499
4 жыл бұрын
Modern problems require modern solutious
@YG-qi3cu
4 жыл бұрын
No
@AK474000
5 жыл бұрын
This song speaks to an essence of who I was for almost 6 years. I was pretty much at the point of ending it all. I was lucky enough to find my own clarity, but I empathize deeply with the utter feeling of defeat and hopelessness you feel in this state. No matter what caused you to get there a lot of us are there, and a lot of us don't make it either....
@STAY_Sleepy
2 жыл бұрын
I'm trying to get to the point I can be happy.. but it's so hard I helped everyone out of depression but no ones here to help me..
@tylerjohnson3728
5 жыл бұрын
Me and my cousin were going through our depression side by side. We used to share songs like this with each other, but he’s gone now and I’ll always regret not finding this in time to share it with him.
@AvFUSH
4 жыл бұрын
What happened? :
@ethanlittle3948
4 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry brother. So hard losing
@Amocedus
4 жыл бұрын
Good might
@tylerjohnson3728
4 жыл бұрын
Aiver Sketzy he died from acute drug mixture. Pain meds with Xanax slowed his breathing until he eventually died
@AvFUSH
4 жыл бұрын
i hope your doing good sir
@I_LOVE_TEARDROP123
5 жыл бұрын
I'm always comfortable at the comments section because they know how it feels.
@kennyboi01
4 жыл бұрын
I spend all my time helping people but no one ever sits down and asks if i need it myself
@yves_santa7
4 жыл бұрын
I feel that
@Nick-mv7hv
4 жыл бұрын
Want to talk?
@kennyboi01
4 жыл бұрын
@@Nick-mv7hv no, thanks tho:)
@pepsiholic37
4 жыл бұрын
Same
@ANARKXT
4 жыл бұрын
I feel your pain
@Guardian_Robin
6 жыл бұрын
Holy shit this was depressing... but also phenomenal.
@xhaixee
5 жыл бұрын
I was happy today. Here we go again.
@selmahadrikhoussa8423
5 жыл бұрын
I hope that, no matter what, you have the courage to let it go, free your mind and know that you deserve to be happy.
@doki3533
5 жыл бұрын
Same
@97og1
5 жыл бұрын
You can always go back to the happy state you were in, you just gotta try hard.
@ridzartfunimator6349
5 жыл бұрын
Be happy!
@joshuabrumley8906
5 жыл бұрын
@@selmahadrikhoussa8423 teue
@that1lonelykid802
5 жыл бұрын
The dark side of KZitem's music people call it. To us its the real side, the side that sings truth, hits you hard, and makes you love life as well as regret. It's all we could ask for but something others can't understand.
@josiahmcelhinney1673
5 жыл бұрын
Animals4Ever This is the side of youtube that you can watch a million videos of and still not be there. It is also the side of youtube someone can find at 3:00am when the only light in their life comes from their phone screen
@BoomyIsland
5 жыл бұрын
That's relatable and I liked it so heres my comment of praise
@angelg9924
4 жыл бұрын
Straight facts
@RuiSen1
4 жыл бұрын
🔥🔥
@leifc.6045
4 жыл бұрын
Social media can make people depressed or happy. Depends where you see fit.
@crisismclean5199
4 жыл бұрын
protect it from “depression is relatable and quirky” TikTok’ers
@ItsVect
4 жыл бұрын
at all costs
@scoopaland3980
4 жыл бұрын
100000000% agreed
@alegria1813
4 жыл бұрын
"Quirky" lemme just 🤮
@nwonomad
4 жыл бұрын
Who cares what people do?
@hunterb2689
3 жыл бұрын
@@hxtel Underrated comment. Thank you.
@eeva7613
4 жыл бұрын
If you're looking for a sign to stay alive tonight, This is it. Keep fighting, you're loved
Here is another sign Tomorrow is a new day, new chapter, new you, a better you.
@eeva7613
4 жыл бұрын
@@respectedmastermind easier times are ahead. They're coming. Maybe not tomorrow or next week or even in the next month but they are every day getting closer. I'm sure of that.
@talonerwin3942
5 жыл бұрын
Worst part of this song is when it ends.
@joeljose7199
4 жыл бұрын
The worst part of dieing is all the people you hurt.well if you have people who care about you
@samimedina2393
4 жыл бұрын
thats why i have it on replay
@mannu7249
4 жыл бұрын
@Black Sheep what do you think..... Have you left a mark?
@ericklucio9555
4 жыл бұрын
Wild bro
@iridescentleashy9005
5 жыл бұрын
I hope tik tok doesn't find this
@seadoggo1248
5 жыл бұрын
Thot Patrol don’t jinx it
@thetopisdown.
5 жыл бұрын
if they do find this I'll report from 100 of fake accounts
@devaynevanity7517
5 жыл бұрын
Omg me to please god dont let them find this
@dolcegonzalez3447
5 жыл бұрын
Lol 😂
@mccm83136
5 жыл бұрын
Lol
@thomastiemanyt7103
3 жыл бұрын
How is this inappropriate or offensive to some audiences? That’s dumb. But amazing song, I’ve been listening to this for years now.
@justaregularllama282
3 жыл бұрын
people get offended by LITERALLY ANYTHING these days
@jasminenakoa-magana6390
3 жыл бұрын
@@justaregularllama282 so true it can get annoying at times
@xELCandymanx
3 жыл бұрын
“Whisky with the cyanide empty bottle by my bed depression has no antidote so fill my fu****** brain with lead”. Either this bar, or the voices heard in the background could be triggering to schizophrenics.
@dts4746
3 жыл бұрын
IFKR
@samanthakrenke3889
3 жыл бұрын
Fuckin thank you
@LeoPhoenix2023
7 ай бұрын
I listened to this on repeat when I was in a very bad headspace. I came back to this song years later and while I’m still struggling , I’m doing much better than I was, and I just want you to all know that it will get better. You can and will get through this, and your life does matter. ❤
@ANIMEHIK007
6 ай бұрын
❤
@angeleyes86
26 күн бұрын
Hope feels nice ..
@TheAFDiamond
5 жыл бұрын
Anxiety and Depression attacks me, and this self destruct music made me feel okay... "I wish i could heal myself"
@ruthlesslegion1016
5 жыл бұрын
Daaaamn... Heartache with rhythm.. Depression with syncronicity... My love who lives half a world away. Just how I feel!!
@kiwi-ff7up
4 жыл бұрын
7- "I want to be a doctor" 9- "I want to be a singer" 11- "I want real friends" 13-"I want to be alone" 15- "I want to be loved" 17- "I want to die"
@bleedingorchid7959
4 жыл бұрын
That hit hard.
@abigailfinney3591
4 жыл бұрын
Why is that so true
@kiwi-ff7up
4 жыл бұрын
@@abigailfinney3591 that's sad but true :_)
@abigailfinney3591
4 жыл бұрын
@@kiwi-ff7up it is
@elzanatecatracho6267
4 жыл бұрын
10- I want to be a Marine Biologist 12- I want to be a Marine 14- I want a place to call home 16- I want to be a soldier 17- I'm enlisting 18- why'd I want to deploy so bad? I want to go home 19- I want to deploy again 20- i miss my wife and home... I wanna go back 21- why did I make it home twice? 22- why am I still alive? 23- I have spent more of my marriage away than at home... 24- my kids dont even really know me... and I'm away from home another year... I dont plan on making it home this time.
@yowieman7716
5 жыл бұрын
Me: **driving** Destination: **nowhere** Area: **country roads** Time: **night** Weather **cold night** What am I doing?: ** smoking blunt while driving** Mood.
@minibees9837
5 жыл бұрын
Real
@SUBSNOVIDCHALLENGEcartofi
5 жыл бұрын
Bag un blunt
@dhakshjain4831
5 жыл бұрын
Damnnn 👌👑 your names gotta be feelings thats what yur givin people
@harshitpandey8946
5 жыл бұрын
Fuck I don't know how to drive properly but it's my like everyday thought
@respectmydad5339
5 жыл бұрын
Lol
@dakotawaters3526
5 жыл бұрын
Nobody: KZitem: heres your thoughts right here for you Everybody: "woah now"
@zoe5561
5 жыл бұрын
Lmao
@pannakovacs6462
4 жыл бұрын
Lmao
@madrian5022
4 жыл бұрын
lmao
@user-er7bp4hq3y
4 жыл бұрын
Yes the Veri good 🥇
@jacobtowne4074
5 жыл бұрын
This song makes me feel something. The feeling of being understood, the feeling i’m not alone. It also is relatable and explains me at this moment in life. If you have kept reading this I just want you to know that it gets better❤️❤️
@paigeshropshire8754
2 жыл бұрын
You're definitely not alone but I just watch something on KZitem about people that went to hell and came back and it made me even more depressed because there's like eight levels of hell and this woman was being taken around by Jesus and she was asking Jesus why is he there what sin did he commit and each level she would ask that and it would be sins that are so small like adultery and the other one was heat this guy was mean to somebody just mean to someone and didn't ask for forgiveness and then the other one was because he did drugs which I've done my whole life and not wanted to and then the one that got me so depressed where I just don't even care anymore is there was a woman and she was burning and she was like in agony she had nothing but white panties on and the woman said what did she do and Jesus said she was a stripper and I've been a stripper since I've been 17 I'm 44 not only can I not go back to that job and kill I can't even kill myself so I don't know what I'm going to do I'm just going to sit here and get f***** up and hopefully the answer will come to me I'm utterly miserable I was miserable before but this for the icing on the cake I feel like I'm never going to be good enough I feel like if that's what there is to look forward to then why do anything right but I'm going to have to put my faith in God and not be like that after I saw that like I feel like it took all my love and emotion away from me like I don't have them anymore I'm just comatose I feel like I don't care anymore
@austinbradley316
4 жыл бұрын
Low now, feelin' low now This divide inside my mind, I might lose control now Demons feedin' on my soul, I'm a fuckin' ghost now And there's nothin' in my chest but a fuckin' hole now, hole now Low now, feelin' low now This divide inside my mind, I might lose control now Demons feedin' on my soul, I'm a fuckin' ghost now And there's nothin' in my chest but a fuckin' hole now, hole now Whoah now, blood, it flow out There's a war inside my mind, drugs could dull it all down Broken hearts and wasted time, tryna work it all out Take a look inside my eyes, got a heart of stone now, stone now Whoah now, blood, it flow out There's a war inside my mind, drugs could dull it all down Broken hearts and wasted time, tryna work it all out Take a look inside my eyes, got a heart of stone now, stone now Know my head is spun, with thoughts of you I'm overwhelmed All this pain I hold, I wish I could heal myself See inside my core, know you were my everything Without you, have nothing left so I'mma let this pistol sing Know my head is spun, with thoughts of you I'm overwhelmed All this pain I hold, I wish I could heal myself See inside my core, know you were my everything Without you, have nothing left so I'mma let this pistol sing Blood run cold like overdose, going toe to toe with death Smokin' 'till I'm comatose, 'till there just ain't nothin' left Whiskey with the cyanide, empty bottle by my bed Depression got no antidote so fill my fucking brain with lead Blood run cold like overdose, going toe to toe with death Smokin' 'till I'm comatose, 'till there just ain't nothin' left Whiskey with the cyanide, empty bottle by my bed Depression got no antidote so fill my fucking brain with lead Low now, feelin' low now This divide inside my mind, I might lose control now Demons feedin' on my soul, I'm a fuckin' ghost now And there's nothin' in my chest but a fuckin' hole now, hole now Whoah now, blood, it flow out There's a war inside my mind, drugs could dull it all down Broken hearts and wasted time, tryna work it all out Take a look inside my eyes, got a heart of stone now, stone now
@LittleberryII__
5 жыл бұрын
People say to me "You have a great life so you shouldn't be so depressed, Selfish much?" No.I can't help of what my brain thinks or acts
@frankhester4015
4 жыл бұрын
Those people are fucked up and they shouldn't have said that
@boatymcboatface45yearsago59
4 жыл бұрын
You're so depressed thats why you brag about it on KZitem. You're sad not depressed.
@oxydolly
4 жыл бұрын
i have nothing to be sad about, im successful in my sports, both my parents are still together, i get good grades, but im just so suicidal for no reason
@boatymcboatface45yearsago59
4 жыл бұрын
@@oxydolly find a reason to big thats bigger than yourself.
@alexisborn2384
4 жыл бұрын
@@boatymcboatface45yearsago59 ok dude chill we get it.
@CrollexTMOfficial
7 ай бұрын
I came back once again, because I am miserable.
@kajamadaj404
4 ай бұрын
Same😢
@Maybe444-23AH
3 ай бұрын
Same 😢😢
@mcl2119
2 ай бұрын
I've been coming back for years, don't worry. We're all miserable, most people just don't know it.
@user-zd6pj2cc9u
Ай бұрын
Same here brother 😭
@lerthapurr7479
24 күн бұрын
My girl brought me her. It's so hard loving someone that hates themselves so much. Been here for this girl 10 years. We're finally together and it's so difficult. I can't walk away.
@atonement.
4 жыл бұрын
We lost Mac, we lost Peep, now we've lost Juice. This is the saddest I've been in a long time. Damn. Lund please look after yourself. We need you. #RIPMACPEEPJUICE
@kylemclain5495
4 жыл бұрын
@@selfharmageddon9762 x is cringey as shit
@shreknice2220
4 жыл бұрын
@@kylemclain5495 nah bro
@Metro....
4 жыл бұрын
A war is about to break out in this comment section
@modusoperandi4917
4 жыл бұрын
Rip Kobe Bryant
@ebrumVids
4 жыл бұрын
@@kylemclain5495 his music is pretty good tho and hes not cringy dont know what ur talking about??
@itachisage
2 жыл бұрын
"depression got no antidote so fill my fucking brain with lead" hits hard. i am 29, was diagnosed with major depressive disorder when i was 13. it does not matter what i do or how hard i try... i will always want to die. what has kept me going is a mental ultimatum, i do not want to be the person that makes people sad by dying. this has actually pushed me to be a better person time and time again. i can say now that i am happy with myself even tho i want to die. i forced a reason to keep living and HERE I AM! struggle on my friends! you only have one life, make the best of it
@samanthamartins9102
Жыл бұрын
I love you
@alexisl7610
11 ай бұрын
Listening to This type of music probably doesn’t help. Words manifests especially if you sing to it
@666xotic
5 ай бұрын
Death is reality else every thing is miracle just accept everything in is totality Don't suppress nither go to its extream(just think about death) Well to me Life is hard and I love the fact that death will level it out
@sleepypancakes014
5 жыл бұрын
Blood is red tears are blue while I’m dying where are you? I’m tired of crying, Tired of trying, Yeah I’m smiling, But inside I’m dying. Roses are red My tears are blue A lonely person Being bullied Has no home And while I am this What are you?
@willowstone8366
5 жыл бұрын
omg, that is good...
@97og1
5 жыл бұрын
I'm a broken soul caused by regrets and sorrows
@pyro7178
5 жыл бұрын
@@97og1 Every night i wonder if there's gonna be a tomorrow
@97og1
5 жыл бұрын
@@pyro7178 there will always be a tomorrow if you put your mind to it, it won't be a happy one but there it will be.
@markaboc8204
5 жыл бұрын
Same
@user_-165
5 жыл бұрын
*His voice😫* *The lyrics😍*
@violetraven9440
5 жыл бұрын
xDarkSoul_- yeah his music is amazing I love every song I listen to from Lund and I practice singing them a lot actually lol and I just love the way he sings and it sounds like two different people but it’s one man doing the singing in this song and it’s impressive
@adresse1216
5 жыл бұрын
I like his voice tho..?
@leavill1209
5 жыл бұрын
Woah, this was amazing. It caught exactly how I feel, I love the video!
@teds4063
6 ай бұрын
Hurts when you truly feel this, and it feels like there's no way out. I'm losing myself daily
@angeleyes86
26 күн бұрын
🤍🫂
@Vkal
8 ай бұрын
I'm born melancholic and depressed but when I read all the comments I just want to give you some advice: look for what you really want deep inside yourself rather than running away. And tell people you like how you feel, what you want, and what you expect from them. If it's too much for them or for you, you can find your happiness elsewhere rather than living unhappy in a lie. The key is to know yourself well and make others discover who you really are rather than playing a role that will ultimately destroy you. ♥️
@viviannabaez7601
4 жыл бұрын
Staying up all night listening at 5 am is a whole vibeeee
@meakiez
5 жыл бұрын
“Just be happy!” “You’re fine!” “Get over it..” No.
@helene.m
5 жыл бұрын
Sarah Kelly You’re 🤠
@meakiez
5 жыл бұрын
Hélène Meulemans omg didn’t notice XD ty
@strawberrycheesecake69
5 жыл бұрын
Yes.
@Cc-tf2bc
5 жыл бұрын
I didn't mean to laugh but I just imagined a whole "No" Like a fuck you "no"
@strafe7642
5 жыл бұрын
Yes
@tiamcquabbie9681
4 жыл бұрын
As a recovering addict and when you relapse it's the worst feeling ever... I would sit and cry after coming down and just listen to this
@angeleyes86
26 күн бұрын
💪🤍🫂
@Jsilly.
5 жыл бұрын
*KZitem add comes on* Depressed me: why-
@asterophi
5 жыл бұрын
Big mood
@princessov-war9484
4 жыл бұрын
KRISPY AIRY CHIPS TO KEEP YOU LIGHT ON YOUR FEET BUY LAYS NOW
@giftapfel
4 жыл бұрын
youtube vanced for android or adblock for pc
@pepsiholic37
4 жыл бұрын
Same
@pepsiholic37
4 жыл бұрын
@@princessov-war9484 WHAT? ಥ‿ಥ
@cynibirb9293
4 жыл бұрын
"Don't Over Dose." "Don't Be So Depressed". Listening to This Song. Makes the pain go away. Good Content.
@psytropic856
4 жыл бұрын
The moment when you want to explain somebody that such sad songs can calm the own mind and feelings and they don´t understand it.
@OnlandMermaid
4 жыл бұрын
It helps yes
@alexisborn2384
4 жыл бұрын
Fun Fact on depression: telling someone to get over it doesn't make depression go away. It's the one of the only things humans can't control. Depression controls your thoughts and makes you feel things you never imagined you could. It's a chemical in your brain that goes away on its own. Explain that to anyone who tells you to get over it. If they don't believe you tell them to look it up. 🖤🌹
@angelrose8125
5 жыл бұрын
"Know my head is spun, with thoughts of you i overwhelm, all this pain i hold,i wish i could heal myself, see inside my core, know you were my everything, without you i have nothing, so imma let this pistol sing" i lost it. I felt this too much. 😭😭
@sergeantruger
3 жыл бұрын
Yo was gonna blow my brains out to this song, now its a year later🥀❤
@MagicJ0ke
3 жыл бұрын
Life is like a rollercoaster you have to go down at some points but that just makes the highs even better. gj for sticking it out lad.
@sergeantruger
3 жыл бұрын
You guys are awesome thank you for the support
@AngelicDestiny23
3 жыл бұрын
I ate a handful of pills after my childs father cheated on me with his ex while I cried myself to sleep because I didnt understand after 3 kids our youngest was not even 6 months old. I threw them up because I couldn't leave my babies like my mother left me. Here I am a year later broken listening to this song again.
@margaretyiannopoulos5910
3 жыл бұрын
Glad ur still here
@efraingonzalez4973
3 жыл бұрын
Same
@pavo1667
4 жыл бұрын
Great, now i'm both Quarantined and depressed
@mswelsey
5 жыл бұрын
“ know you were my everything” AHHHHHHHHHHHH IT HIT ME 😭😭
@mozik8073
5 жыл бұрын
Me too man it was unexpected that ma g.f have a new b.f and i didn' even knew that she always lie to me
@imhappyallthetime2855
4 жыл бұрын
Stay strong
@DEADSISSOU
4 жыл бұрын
I hate the people who are sad because a fucking bf or gf left them
@nyetnyetcykablyat9483
4 жыл бұрын
@@DEADSISSOU do you hate the sad people or the people who left them?
@DEADSISSOU
4 жыл бұрын
@@nyetnyetcykablyat9483 the sad people who just want to find their love and say that life sucks no one love me
@GalacticGaming360
4 жыл бұрын
2015: I feel ready to live 2016: I feel ready to love 2017: I feel ready for bed 2018: I feel ready for something new 2019: I feel like I cant change 2020: I wish I could feel again
@andjelamaestro3721
3 жыл бұрын
Hey, how are you now?
@quitelonely3151
3 жыл бұрын
@@andjelamaestro3721 He’s probably dead
@ochisia164
4 жыл бұрын
When you spend almost all of you’re time making people happy but then you go home and lock yourself in your room because you have no friends and everyone takes advantage of you...
@mirtel2359
4 жыл бұрын
Gxth_Bxy_Clique this one hits hard
@ochisia164
4 жыл бұрын
Mirtel Natur facts
@johntokes9407
4 жыл бұрын
😭 this hit different
@susrobocze2907
4 жыл бұрын
... And you take your earphones and you cry all night
@LittyCity1234
4 жыл бұрын
cut too close to home with that one
@jaslenemora651
5 жыл бұрын
"There's a war inside my mind"😭😭
@kaylynn4750
5 жыл бұрын
Saw the thumbnail and was like *me*
@thegoldencompany4191
5 жыл бұрын
I wish I could explain this masterpeice to my therapist 😩😖
@nothingyet1451
5 жыл бұрын
same
@liamedge6513
4 жыл бұрын
Distress, hoplessness, lonliness, emptiness... those are my therapists... and a cold knife on my veins... when I cant handle it anymore 😥
@frankhester4015
4 жыл бұрын
I had problems with my ocpd (self diagnosed) , and later on after using more than 200 papers to write things over and over again , I got so stressed and school teachers got mad at me cause I couldn't finish my work because I had to redo them since I had a discomfort feeling seeing my work not perfect. Over time , it all led to depression. Because it ain't good. Explained it to my therapist and he go "But aren't these writings fine?" I can't with the guy , I already said I fucking hate all the things that I do that becomes unfinished all the time.
@OnlandMermaid
4 жыл бұрын
You could always show him/her
@placate9051
4 жыл бұрын
Frank Hester keep looking man, you'll find a therapist that gets you its might take a few tries but it's worth it
@djswurld3957
4 жыл бұрын
I haven’t listened to this sing in while now, but it really got me through some hard times😕...
@tannerstevens4093
5 жыл бұрын
"Know you were my everything. Without you have nothing left. So ima let this pistol sing." Favorite lines, beautiful song thank you so much ✌
@nitsuji6705
4 жыл бұрын
Why do I feel as if depression, anxiety, and all these things become so common that it has become “normal” when it shouldn’t be? As if it has become a part of us… a phase maybe, or something we mask as we grow up. You can’t escape it. One moment you’re living your best life and after fuckin’ blinking it’s all turned into murky darkness and emptiness. It’s maddening but it’s reality.
@edenfichman5916
5 жыл бұрын
Wow the feeling that you get when you listen to the lyrics.... My heart is beating so hard right now🔥💔
@pundi2524
3 жыл бұрын
For those vibing with this.. Know that you went through a lot and when life getting you.. This music will help
@zjthamilton
4 жыл бұрын
You guys ever get that tiny moment in time when you realize that you’re not anxious or depressed and it just brings it all back?
@madelinesoto5443
5 жыл бұрын
This song really hits a different part of my soul like it is seriously so damn good and it explains what I can't rn.
@syedumerahmed8222
4 жыл бұрын
Anyone out there like me just laying at 3 am listening to this?
@pixelshadow3777
5 жыл бұрын
What is pain when your body can't even feel, Still it hurts so much cause your heart can't heal. 💔😭
@sadooliiiphel3669
4 жыл бұрын
It’s numbness.
@atdgsoad
5 жыл бұрын
My girlfriend and I were dating for 3 and half years. It was the best years of my life. At the back of our mind we knew this wouldn't work out but we lived, loved and laughed in denial. I had my own issues, still do. Suffering from BPD I never expected her to accept me but she did. The time was inching ever so close because both of us are from different religions. Even though I'm an atheist her family wouldn't accept someone who is not from their faith. I didn't want to put her in a position where she would have to make an impossible choice because I knew what would happen. We broke up. It's been a year and a half that we are no longer together. And I still think what if I was never important enough to fight for? What if I was never a good person and that's why I'm alone, so very much alone. I think of killing myself every other day because I feel I lost the one chance I had at love and belonging. I'm lost. I'm alone. I want to be sedated and sleep always and forever.
@PLUDC
5 жыл бұрын
I know this is *extremely* clicè, but, if you ever want to talk to somebody, I'm open to everybody in need. ѕιη¢єяєℓу, -G
@katcandles8938
5 жыл бұрын
Sumit Dasgupta religion sucks it makes you do stupid things (I’m also an atheist)
@papasscooperiaworker3649
5 жыл бұрын
Sumit Dasgupta Damn dude you good :( Please let us know if you're alive.. I'm here x reply if you can
@exoforlife6443
5 жыл бұрын
Please don't be sad....life is so long. There are a lot of people who will love you for who you are. Just wait a bit. Wait and you'll see that there are plenty of chances. I mean it. Just think what could have happened if u gave life a chance. Smth amazing. If u give up now...you'll have never heard what could have been in store for you💜💜💜💜💜💜💜please tell me your still alive and fighting and being the brave amazing person that you are. I want to tell you that life will get better. You are not alone. We all think we are but noone is alone❤
@papasscooperiaworker3649
5 жыл бұрын
Exo For life I really wanna know if theyre still alive... :( I'll keep checking everyday even if I'll never see a reply.
@trinityroeske3286
5 жыл бұрын
if your going through something read this. you are loved. you are cared for. you are enough. you are NOT alone. you CAN do this. you are worth it. you are strong. you are beautiful, handsome, amazing, strong, great, and perfect just the way you are. don’t listen to what others say about you. the only opinion that matters is urs. you were put here for a reason. you have a purpose. you are worth every single breathe you take. but let people bring you down. and if you think ur alone. look at the sky everyday at 6pm. i’m here for you. and iloveyou. you are never alone. don’t listen to the bad thoughts. you matter. don’t let the bad thoughts control you. there are people who care about you. you have been fighting for this long. don’t stop now. prove all those people who told you that you couldn’t do it that you can. iam here for anyone absolutely anyone. don’t be scared to reach out to me. i will always love and care for anyone who needs it. you are such an amazing person. and remember to stay strong..slap a huge smile on ur face even when it hurts. if they see ur hurting they will attack you knowing ur weak hoping you’ll give in. but you can’t give in. no matter how much you want to you can’t. because people need you. people do love and care about you. there’s no one like you no one can replace you. ur the only you. remember that. tell urself every single day you are worth it. keep ur head up :)
@marebrakel2320
5 жыл бұрын
😶🔫😩
@trinityroeske3286
5 жыл бұрын
Mare Brakel do you need someone to talk to love? :/
@idonotrecall8606
5 жыл бұрын
Right on
@aaroncharlesopada1092
5 жыл бұрын
if only i could..then i would...then it will be..so , so be it..
@noelleblake4450
5 жыл бұрын
Bro this completely moved me like fuck I wanna cry thanks for this this made me feel a bit better
@ripanchoudhury9405
4 жыл бұрын
Wow someone turned my LIFE into a SONG💔 Depression got no antidote. "I wish i could heal myself"
@aymenladari1335
4 жыл бұрын
that song just makes me remember my dad and my mom my little brother who died when I was 14 and I'm 18 now... I live alone never get the chance to go back to school just working all day to get some money and keep living till I die ...when I think that I will die alone and no one will care it's really broken me but I already give up on life :)
@viktorpehen4158
4 жыл бұрын
Bro i really love u 🖤 keep up
@zloyalty1534
4 жыл бұрын
Aymen Ladari1 you’ll find a lover to call yours! Just you wait to see what life still has to give
@Z0RD.
4 жыл бұрын
Bro i lost my dad at 12 and my life spiral'ed from there.
@MILKYWAY-qu1ku
4 жыл бұрын
Soon someone will come in ur life...
@madness4146
4 жыл бұрын
hey don't go. don't die. I been there. I watched it happen. someone close to me said nobody would notice. *I noticed*
@roselina7519
4 жыл бұрын
I often listen to this song even when i'm not depressed because it' just that good.
@karen_c25
4 жыл бұрын
People in 2000:"im depressed" Friend:"get over it" People in 2019:"im depressed" Friend:"me too" 💕 Edit: I’ve been reading the comments and I’m here if you need to talk ☺️and thank you for all the like I can’t believe it !
@lil.Lia.creats
4 жыл бұрын
😔
@jesseissnazzy4268
4 жыл бұрын
Its cool you have friends something I'm missing out on
@logan6162
4 жыл бұрын
@@jesseissnazzy4268 Same
@stranger_m5274
4 жыл бұрын
its hella annoying when they say ¨me too¨ but in reality they are not
@HTA25
4 жыл бұрын
It's always nice to have a friend to cry with.
@LiftedMaller
2 жыл бұрын
What a great song. Definitely didn’t just think about jumping like a 3 minutes before this
@AnandKumar-pc7kv
5 жыл бұрын
Oh, almost forgot to watch this today 🙂
@vbucci6894
5 жыл бұрын
Trying to always be happy will always create more pain than that happiness you strive to achieve.
@PhantomZ3bra
4 жыл бұрын
My Spotify premium ran out and I came here to listen to a song I really enjoy but now I’ve discovered that there’s like this entire section of KZitem dedicated to people who are suffering from depression and sharing their stories and it’s honestly amazing to go through and read. Makes you realize that you aren’t alone when it comes to the issues you’re going through.
@jonicagreen1349
4 жыл бұрын
People say that depressed people listen to sad music, and in my case this is true but i dont do it to feel worse or sadder. I do it to know other people go through it too and im not alone. If you are reading this, know that you arent alone and you are loved 💕
@jathanholm7242
5 жыл бұрын
Do you remember those good days, when you didn’t have a care in the world, and life was near-perfect. I’ve changed so much since then, I don’t know if I like it or if I hate it, but it’s me now. I guess that’s just how shit works huh
@martian3887
4 жыл бұрын
Ig bro
@sophiab3288
4 жыл бұрын
Fourth grade. We where with the whole gang, two girls and four boys. Then my best friend who was a boy left and I still feel empty when I think about it. When this school year ends I will mive to switzerland and the whole gang will be splattered around the whole world. Im in seventh grade right now and I miss those times so much. The last person from the gang whos here, the girl told me to move on but thats impossible. The gang made me who I am today and I will never let go but I am also tired of holding on. I always wish to see that one boy again. We were the best of friends and now we rarely talk
@imzoltan
4 жыл бұрын
Yeah, back when I was a kid. :)
@jamesperryman3106
4 жыл бұрын
@remi nii i get that i had my childhood stolen from me by age 5 ive been broken ever since ive learnt that people never stick around for me and the only ones that find me just want to use me for their little play thing till they get board or find someone "better" that we both know would never treat them like a human being ive had horrible things done to me by someone i trusted ive been picked on as long as i can remember and when you stand up for yourself your the crazy one every relationship ive ever had crumbles hope things get better eventually but i have my doubts that they will if i even live long enough to find out
@caglardursun1085
5 жыл бұрын
Not depressed, sad or anything but i enjoy this mans music
@vinny5727
4 жыл бұрын
This is like the national anthem for depressed college students.
@azure2274
4 жыл бұрын
Not only in Collage but also in Highschool😏
@logangonzalez9690
4 жыл бұрын
Vinny bruh I’m listening to this during a final lmao it really is
@thrasherali-ns2842
4 жыл бұрын
Depressed 90s kids is the aesthetic, nostalgia is the symptom. Especially for emos and the goths. Diagnosis? #Edgelords4Life
@cptvonswaetalot143
4 жыл бұрын
Not just college even fucking middle schoolers
@thepunisher1107
4 жыл бұрын
Mostly college me and bogs are gonna commit mass suicide.
@funnyxx9232
2 жыл бұрын
his songs never failed to make me calm.
@NovaStarling
5 жыл бұрын
i vaguely remembered who lund was from broken and I AM NOT DISSAPOINTED FOR CLICKING
@jagvir7074
5 жыл бұрын
Actually lund means dick in my language so ...
@Oglostsoldier
4 жыл бұрын
“Some of the most painful scars: the ones that hurt the most are the scars that can’t be seen”
@sociscin327
4 жыл бұрын
i don't feel okay.
@kadonschofield5638
19 күн бұрын
It’s been 4 years does it get better?
@ApexEffects
14 күн бұрын
@@kadonschofield5638it can, but some times it doesn’t feel like it
@ApexEffects
14 күн бұрын
Hoping this guys okay tho😊
@brandonmcc94
12 күн бұрын
You good? Been 4 years so I'm hoping it was enough. Wasn't for me.
@katrinamay9659
4 жыл бұрын
Listened to this for no cap 10 hours on loop just laying in bed
@johnavila3570
5 жыл бұрын
You know you can't breath when you smile:): Kidding, I just wanted to make you smile❤
@johnalwindelfinado3278
4 жыл бұрын
Did you know if you have depression you won't breath..
@philipneumann9278
4 жыл бұрын
You know that shit making me cry
@makboi6677
4 жыл бұрын
@@johnalwindelfinado3278 loooool😂😂😂
@MalakaiPrograms
4 жыл бұрын
pretty sure a lot of depressed people actually fake smile so they likely smile anyway. of course these arent straight fax.
@fauzan5998
4 жыл бұрын
@@johnalwindelfinado3278 thats dark dawg
@nopenoudidnt
2 жыл бұрын
This song is catharsis for those that struggle. Thank you.
@likjohn56
5 жыл бұрын
I’m hella late. Just found this video but It’s definitely my new fav. Been listening on repeat. I feel every word!
@FM-lt1hz
4 жыл бұрын
*_I stand in the rain so no one can see my tears_*
@Father-Gasco
4 жыл бұрын
Me too
@Bringerofthend
3 жыл бұрын
I do the same
@TombaTelly
2 жыл бұрын
Me too
@uglymf7023
4 жыл бұрын
This comment might be late but I wish that Everyone is ok even though they are thinking of suicidal thoughts or songs pls don’t go
@ethanlittle3948
4 жыл бұрын
Thank you sir. Respect to you.
@thegamingweeb1465
4 жыл бұрын
I think I should go it'll be easier for everyone they'll forget me in a week I'm just a annoying little 13 yrs old shit, people say I'm smart and handsome but that's all a lie I see how my classmates look at me I hear the whisper of how ugly I am, my brother with autism will get more attention that I never had it will work it out If i just go, what difference will it make if 1 out of the billion was gone?
@kristenhinton3484
4 жыл бұрын
It's hard when all you can see sometimes is a life without yourself in it..
@CountryCadi
4 жыл бұрын
Take me back... To when Lil Peep had 12k followers on Soundcloud & Star Shopping had 40k views on YT on Astari's channel... XXXTentacion was goin' live ridin' around Orange County, Fl with a knife... Lund was a random artist you'd stumble upon on your SC page that made you think "gaw damn this voice/song is incredible"... I thought times were dark back then, but I had no fuckin' idea...
@deathwolf2344
5 жыл бұрын
If you are reading this, you are a amazing person and things will get better!
@marianaluna1278
5 жыл бұрын
i got worse over the years am tired already
@gremsin4935
5 жыл бұрын
It doesn't feel like it will get better. It just hurts.
@deathwolf2344
5 жыл бұрын
@@gremsin4935 Don't worry, things will get better with time.
@gremsin4935
5 жыл бұрын
@@deathwolf2344 I didn't have enough time. That's why it's bad now.
@deathwolf2344
5 жыл бұрын
@@gremsin4935 Time is infinite, there will always be a better or another chance.
@jennifersantini7875
Жыл бұрын
Listened to this everyday during one of the most darkest points of my life. 🖤 Still love this.
@licit1337
Жыл бұрын
I am still in the darkest point of my life. Without this I would probably be 6 foot under.
@jennifersantini7875
Жыл бұрын
I feel that. Sending you love and light ❤️
@piposcat
6 ай бұрын
Good luck y'all ❤
@smg2579
6 жыл бұрын
This is truly amazing and it deserves more views and likes.
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