I'm glad and grateful that you are still here Vin. ❤
@ivanmorrison317
Жыл бұрын
I never wanted to die just a moment of peace" hell yea man this hit me right in the feels. So Relatable its crazy
@stevenfair9423
11 ай бұрын
No lie. This song gets me in my zone. This goes crazy
@Wrecknit
Жыл бұрын
It's a fucking miracle i survived my drug days. Crazy how i can feel worse sober
@danieldiosomito7461
Жыл бұрын
It was so sad. Hits home ... Thank you for something real
@JeffSmithmrqu
6 ай бұрын
Damn Vin you bringing hip hop back from the dead you n gawne both murderous homie
@callumwingrove3584
5 ай бұрын
I have to listen to this song everyday multiple times, I'm coming up 8 months off the drink so when you say "pop a pill, have a drink, don't break down" that hits so hard it's unreal, I listened to your music all through my detox and you released this 5 weeks before I was admitted, it was perfect, I always read the comments and to see how many other people can relate to your music is so sad but also amazing we've all found a place that brings us happiness and it's all thank to you Vin, bless up 🙌
@noahtapia154
Ай бұрын
I'm fighting drinking to brother callum. 😂 We can do it bruv
@callumwingrove3584
Ай бұрын
@@noahtapia154 I've just smashed a year sober bud, it's a horrible thing, keep going and get your life back like I did 💪🤜🤛
@stevenhemeon9607
5 ай бұрын
These passed few months i went throigh the greatest and worst things of my life so quickly i was calling the mental health line every night, there is always a light, my outer body experiences through anxiety attacks finally lead me to a greater awakening
@VIBE-Dpm93
Жыл бұрын
First thing that hit was the beat right at the start, Vin Jay is a beast!!
@pantterbellkuukuu519
11 ай бұрын
Reminds me of how it went down for me, felt them lines about it traveling back up then seeing the capsules
@onetwo6039
Жыл бұрын
Keep the fire burning bro.🔥🔥🔥 Finally a real rapper in this current day and age.
@Rodneylynch38_128
Жыл бұрын
How has this not blown TF up yet??? I been listening to this. Been fire
@alexmcnonyabizz8720
Жыл бұрын
Real talk dammn video hits hard on a vicious cycle we all live and never see from the outside in it’s always knocking at the door like your own personal dirty whhorebiscuit!
@jordanbluteau7321
Жыл бұрын
Full dedication towards watching your path flourish my man you are amazing, you know the way🙌👁🙏
@zbRE9
11 ай бұрын
Holy sh!t man, you're lucky! I'm glad you made it to where you are today. 🔥
@swedshadowninja6768
9 ай бұрын
Ngl I can relate to this song so much.👑👑👑👑👑 this is a fire track 🔥🔥🔥
@slimshady_9116
10 ай бұрын
Stumbled upon brain dead, been listening to it off and on, I'm digging the lyrical talent fr and I definitely a sucker for a deep heavy beat too. This one is no exception, I love it. Literally not even 30 seconds in and I was like "Aight this guy's onto something." Manifesting a successful career for u sir
@grassgreeneyes18
Жыл бұрын
KZitem recommendations is a godsend in so many ways! You just got a new fan and subscriber! This is 🔥
@newhorizon1355
Жыл бұрын
Video opened off like how Weekend suffercated his old nature- we will call Weekday.
@brendenpowderham6777
Жыл бұрын
King hail to the king
@kyleisaac7404
Жыл бұрын
This was layed down well. Keep it up bro. 🎶 🎤 🔥 -StixXx 👊🇨🇦
@DiphuCityRap
Жыл бұрын
That's awesome ❤️
@Danny-bv9sm
4 ай бұрын
This hits on a whole nother level 100
@darrengriffith5582
Жыл бұрын
Straight 🔥🔥
@nishiacardenas23
Жыл бұрын
Wow I can so relate ❤
@LilJayden
22 күн бұрын
16 year of depression and suicidal thoughts and im still standing
@thegodphreaker
3 ай бұрын
Vin is a Goat
@sergeant008
5 ай бұрын
Thank you for awesome music!
@TheTruthFadeswithTime28
10 ай бұрын
You have no idea how much this music helps.
@davidherron5987
8 ай бұрын
Dam bro I kinda found this song by accident and I tell ya man most the song hit home for me..as far as like drugs to numb the pain ect..maybe more than I could comprehend I guess..thanks for making this one homie.. Sure you'll never see this shit but for real thanks bro I'm sure it took a lot to be the man to get it out there like that ..
@danbork6918
Жыл бұрын
Wow powerful message!!!!
@liamsmith7140
Жыл бұрын
Vin jay you are so talented
@minajbitchh
11 ай бұрын
Straighttttt Fire 🔥🔥
@shaunthompson-zr3kz
Жыл бұрын
Fire song man
@mariesturgis5297
Жыл бұрын
❤❤❤ great beat and real lyrics ❤❤love it! Thank you for sharing!!
@donaldviau2653
Ай бұрын
Good beats bro . Keep it up . 53 still loving the beats
@theclownking87
Жыл бұрын
No idea how much I needed this
@shyanneshadrick8180
7 ай бұрын
This song lit
@tezzakenezza
Жыл бұрын
World's best rapper. Forshore
@drunkengamer2549
5 ай бұрын
when one day you realize life is just painful and just death. you come to the conclusion = there is nothing to fear,
@Polietlyfoff
11 ай бұрын
Your music hits right where it's real. Last year was the BOTTOM of my depression. I don't know how I woke up after a particular night. But I did and managed to figure out "well f, I'm still here, I guess I gotta change"... Thank you for battling your demons. You give us hope to do the same. 💕🤘
@unknown-kf5ex
9 ай бұрын
I'm surprised this gets advertisements when this is a video about suicide and severe depression
@snakebite267
11 ай бұрын
Keep striving and thriving, I resonate with your lyrics, love your rap, Im a supporter and will follow your journey 💪😎
@animegirl6116
9 ай бұрын
what?
@charcharlie183
Жыл бұрын
More like this please lol
@leslieabraham5004
2 ай бұрын
True that story..😍
@feliciaorourke1065
Жыл бұрын
Omg love it absolutely awesome song awesome job 🙏🇦🇺👍
@ResilientRhymer92
Жыл бұрын
This is a straight banger 🔥🔥🔥 vin jay is one of the very few that can make a dark life lesson a hit and catchy af!
@mad-mike-tv9521
Жыл бұрын
Dope as fuck y'all know this. ♠️💯‼️‼️‼️‼️
@nishiacardenas23
Жыл бұрын
❤ this 🔥
@stoner9343
Жыл бұрын
Ohhhhh dammm this is fire 🔥
@JB8586
Жыл бұрын
Fire!!❤🔥🧑🚒🚒🔥
@osmokeootwiztidkarmao
8 ай бұрын
bro this smack you wouldn’t understand unless you been in these shoes in about to peep out more of dudes tunes
@sergiocastro7277
Жыл бұрын
dope. Hopsin vibes
@raichustorey1558
Жыл бұрын
Wow how on earth is this song not more relavent it hits harder then rocky on his last ropes ffs! The words are us normal man and woman we are who we are brake done after brake down we continue more scared then the last but least lyrics make it clear we are not alone !♡
@bethsmith8579
Жыл бұрын
[Chorus] Hey, livin' like a mess, tryna numb my pain Battlin' the demons in my mind all day Either I'm fucked up or I'm insane Pop a pill, have a drink, don't break down Hey, livin' like a mess, tryna numb my pain Battlin' the demons in my mind all day Either I'm fucked up or I'm insane Pop a pill, have a drink, don't break down [Verse 1] Let's flash back to a moment in time When I was just a troubled youth tryna cope with his mind With psychedelics, cocaine and some smokin aside When I was broke and overdosed and was hopin' to die Yeah, I guess the damaged of feelin' fuckin' abandoned Left me torn so I was slammin' like every drug I was handed I managed 'til I ran out then ravaged through my dad's house Gather all my shit so I could sell it for a bag now I couldn't tell that I was losin' myself And that the drugs only added to confusion I felt And when the homies hit me up I was refusing to help 'Cause I was busy tryna make a fuckin' noose with a belt But I was lonely and sick of feelin' depressed I was runnin' out of options and ways to cope with the stress I thought I'd feel bliss when the reaper came to collect 'Cause I'm done with the pain Id rather hang to my death and say [Chorus] Hey, livin' like a mess, tryna numb my pain Battlin' the demons in my mind all day Either I'm fucked up or I'm insane Pop a pill, have a drink, don't break down Hey, livin' like a mess, tryna numb my pain Battlin' the demons in my mind all day Either I'm fucked up or I'm insane Pop a pill, have a drink, don't break down [Verse 2] I never thought that my life would end when I'm seventeen Now I'm writing notes to my family I thought I'd never leave But all this pain I've been feeling, it's time to set it free Time to turn this torturous life of mine to a severed dream I waited 'til it was late and family was sleepin' Was thinkin' 'bout death I wasn't thinkin' 'bout 'em grievin' I thought that when they read the note they'd understand my reasons So I crept downstairs, time to finally conquer my demons I grabbed the booze plus a bottle of pills Ran 'em back up to my room feelin' hollow with chills Wasn't nervous, I was ready, I was confident still Put a dozen in my palm and started poppin' to kill Yeah, I'm finally doing it, time to call in the eulogist I got what I deserved, I took my life and I ruined it Thirty minutes later my feelin's started to fade Went from fallin' out of love to fallin' into my grave I'm gettin' woozy and passin' out in my bed I was fadin' in and out, a few moments away from death But somethin' in my stomach was travelin' up my chest I just fell to the floor and started puking up red And now the medicine is coverin' my hands They were drenched in it This is not the way that it was planned I crawled to my bed, I was barely able to stand This is not what I intended, I got myself in a jam I fucked up, I was broken and weak I never wanted to die, I wanted a moment of peace Felt my heart skip a beat when I woke from my sleep The next day and saw the suicide note at my feet And thought [Chorus] Hey, livin' like a mess, tryna numb my pain Battlin' the demons in my mind all day Either I'm fucked up or I'm insane Pop a pill, have a drink, don't break down Hey, livin' like a mess, tryna numb my pain Battlin' the demons in my mind all day Either I'm fucked up or I'm insane Pop a pill, have a drink, don't break down You might also like The Alcott The National mine Kelly Clarkson The Feels Labrinth Embed About Have the inside scoop on this song? Sign up and drop some knowledge Start the song bio Ask us a question about this song Ask a question * Credits Produced By Fabri Beatz Written By Vin Jay Release Date April 14, 2023 Tags Rap Expand Comments Add a comment Get the conversation started Be the first to comment Sign Up And Drop Knowledge 🤓 Genius is the ultimate source of music knowledge, created by scholars like you who share facts and insight about the songs and artists they love. Sign Up Genius is the world’s biggest collection of song lyrics and musical knowledge About Genius Contributor Guidelines Press Shop Advertise Privacy Policy Licensing Jobs Developers Copyright Policy Contact Us Sign In Do Not Sell My Personal Information VERIFIED ARTISTS ALL ARTISTS: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T
@injectionletal66
8 ай бұрын
i love you mon ami ! i'm French , i've learn english alone, Now i can understand every thing , but some time having the lyrics to be shure of what you hear is really nice :D Like you did it befor me i offer you a délicious 🥐🥐 with orange juice. I love to sing the lyrics of every musique i like, it's help so mutch for learning english ; Even if i can't get read of my good damn accents you know like people say " The " but i say " Zhe " or you say " Hello " i say "ello " What ever i hope you have a nice day and know that on this side of the sea you have a Friend of the great land of Baguette and pain au chocolat ( Et tartine de pain à la confiture de fruits rouge avec un chocolat chaud hum ... 🤤)
@ChloePhillips-ou8pz
Жыл бұрын
Oooo fire 🔥
@daniDEE_tv
Жыл бұрын
SIIICK ONE! woooh fire fire
@ink-420
Жыл бұрын
👉🔥🎼🔥🎼🔥👈
@charlieprice419
Жыл бұрын
💨💨💨💨💨
@Beeasy314
Жыл бұрын
This was dope, I'm lo key getting Eminem/ Hopsin vibes...
@just4knives57
Жыл бұрын
Same along with some mass of man and jaytek
@kristinwilliams-ep8dw
Жыл бұрын
Same here my dude
@perpetuallunatic535
Жыл бұрын
Literally
@theodorejessenez2793
Жыл бұрын
D12 vibes for sure
@danielparry2279
Жыл бұрын
Listen too Kogz, bros aussie Eminem
@KeiarneScott-pf8zl
Жыл бұрын
❤❤❤ 🙏🙏🙏 🔥🔥🔥
@seanmalloy952
Жыл бұрын
damn bro went hard in this
@jazzyzee5110
Жыл бұрын
Fuck this slaps
@trevorcelecia4943
Жыл бұрын
🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
@tonycash4867
Жыл бұрын
So good🎉🎉🎉
@johannavinnikka
Жыл бұрын
🔥
@youngfree9647
Жыл бұрын
This to real
@jordanflood4939
Жыл бұрын
Reminds me hopsin
@izadeperez474
11 ай бұрын
I wanna fine da beat so bad finally found this
@slavelaker4life
Жыл бұрын
Fire
@TheHalfoff
Жыл бұрын
This track is 🔥 nice work bro
@The_Redneck_stoner
9 ай бұрын
This dude is a really good artist put my roommate heard this song for the first time and thought it was Eminem
@kalanyou3275
Жыл бұрын
I feel it
@hephaestusyoung_heffy9639
Жыл бұрын
I love this video, vin jay been killing it, I showed my girl you, and she’s in love. She even got a brain dead tattoo
@johnriga2462
Жыл бұрын
big tune just heard this guy but its a banger
@charlottequaife2440
Жыл бұрын
❤ same! 😂😅❤
@user-jb4ys4fo1i
Ай бұрын
Please release all ur music on KZitem
@lilfoot2540
11 ай бұрын
Vin my man, all my life I've struggled with addiction and suicidal tendencies and this song hit every part of me that is broken and man, thank you. I was thinking about acting on those thoughts but I chose to listen to the "this is Vin Jay" playlist on spotify and this song was second on shuffle and shit man, I cried for a good 20 minutes. Keep up the good work bro. ❤
@XoSTW1G
Жыл бұрын
lol imagine being a rippoff vinjay vevo, couldnt be me
@user-yj8en7vv7d
Жыл бұрын
Me everyday 🙃
@arielristau4241
Жыл бұрын
14th sub❤ I really like this
@emmanuelmaldonado4113
Жыл бұрын
🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯
@backinblackskin23
Жыл бұрын
Homie just read the letter left bro on the ground 😅
@semiauto5703
Жыл бұрын
nice
@mixxedxyz
Жыл бұрын
im your 6th Subscriber 🔥
@dickyoda2275
Жыл бұрын
June I'm giving up
@user-zy7we3ww4w
Жыл бұрын
How'd you get my story. I love this.. Props. Keep ya up
@PuffTV420
2 ай бұрын
substitute cutting with the pills and this is a identical explanation of my up bringing
@harleynordstrand6712
Жыл бұрын
When did ya sell out?
@HomophobicHomie
Жыл бұрын
If you are talking about the channel it isn't official.
@arthurt74
Жыл бұрын
454 subs? Yea that's gonna change real quick.
@HomophobicHomie
Жыл бұрын
This is a fake channel his real channel is just called vin jay
@PapaQuill
Жыл бұрын
This has way too little views
@rochelydiazdiaz7550
Жыл бұрын
I want to bie bie too
@vibeyourenergy
Жыл бұрын
#demons
@S.I.C-bd9su
Ай бұрын
I tried something similar to this when I was 18 it's not worth it get help 😢
@thegodphreaker
Ай бұрын
just had my little brother hang himself... this song hits like something else now. Masterpiece
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