This the realist shit on KZitem right now...good shit my guy
@renegademedia0224
11 ай бұрын
Thank you
@tonedogg9335
Жыл бұрын
Those certain movie scenes can make anyone reminiscent of thoze yola and tar days... understood G. Same....
@margaritadailo2169
Жыл бұрын
HEAVY. !!! TOPIC DOCUMENTARY STYLE.
@ManuelivanValladares
Жыл бұрын
Hey brother I take my hat off to u cause u r real n the positive messages u give to the ppl that watch ur channel keep it up brother God bless u n ur family
@jordanwood183
5 ай бұрын
I’m a certified addiction counselor, I work in a men’s residential treatment center, & I think it’s firme how you understand that it’s not wise to even drink a pisto, because you KNOW what that will lead to - “there’s a needle at the bottom of that bottle”. Same with weed. And it’s smart to be afraid of what could happen - that’s a healthy fear. Admitting that is not weakness, that’s STRENGTH. Peace and blessings homie 💯 🙏
@ISEE-.-YOU
Жыл бұрын
Deep
@biblestudywithheathermurph5104
25 күн бұрын
Hello my name is Heather you have no idea how much i appreciate this video I hate hate drinking because my parents were addicts when you speak upon how you hate being around ppl drinking omg this is my life its so lonely because every body in Northern Cali smoke in drink I am originally from San Francisco but live in Santa Rosa wish there was more men like you single but gud luck not out hur they all gang bang in smoke weed in drink😢but i had to give you props ❤
@Lpjr77
Жыл бұрын
Powerful message, i hope your proud of your self. Love your channel and messages. Stay strong
@nightmareonlst347
Жыл бұрын
🔥🔥
@adrianmobley6805
Жыл бұрын
This might be the realest shit I've ever seen on this channel. And some of the realest shit I've ever heard in general. Keep striving, bro. Much respect
@Workworkcf6sj
Жыл бұрын
Your strong jayhandz your doing positive stuff in your life 💯 keep up the positive work
@Katherinemarquez
Жыл бұрын
Stay safe my bio good content / FRESNO BULLDOGS
@slin42
Жыл бұрын
Very strong and emotinal message.Thx and keep taking care of you and your family!
@renegademedia0224
Жыл бұрын
Thank you, I will
@Papa83174
Жыл бұрын
I’m proud of u you’re a definite row model keep pushing I know we’re your coming from just keep pushing
@hiclo141510
Жыл бұрын
I’m in awe of your confidence and charisma. You are a gentleman and a scholar sir
@lowkey8457
Жыл бұрын
i been out almost 3 years im from new york politics are different on east coast,but my locs helped save my life when i was behind the wall doin 5years 4 gun,bcuz we cant use any drugs,but like i said almost 8 years clean n it does get easier,surround urself with positive ppl that wont let u fall and as men we tend 2 hold everything in but its good 2 have someone to talk 2,i had it ruff i was a whiteboy from the hood bangin a prodomanately blk gang in the streets n prison been in n out my whole life from a juvinile till now i respect ur message i been watchin u as of late alotta these prison channels rub me the wrong way but keep pushin ur message and i hope ur message reachs these kids bcuz its not nothin 2 glorify and thats not the way 2 live...salute from new york
@suzannestrong9671
4 ай бұрын
You are strong Jay, firme y positivo. I salute you for sharing this most intimate and private part of your life with all of us. I can only imagine the battle you had to go thru to kick the habit, but that battle was won, and it was won by you, not the demons and not Satan. Although Im sure that there are days when you may thunk about it, etc, but just know that its satan sitting on your left shoulder saying, "do it, do it", "you know you want to." And everytime that has possibly occured, you basically answered back loudly..."Not Today Satan!" So proud of how far you have came and what you have accomplished thus far. Your an excellent role model, and would be a great mentor for some at high risk youths. Sky is the limit bruh, big and better things are waiting on the horizon for you and its gonna be great! Sharing what you did right here is the only proof anybody needs that you are the REAL thing and you are a REAL man who has been scared in the past, hurting and alone, but all of thise struggles in dark places made you stronger and molded you for today, for now, this moment and that my friend, that is what counts. Keep pushin thru, head up always and stay blessed homie. Sending much respect and love from the 661💯🙏❤️
@renegademedia0224
4 ай бұрын
Thank you
@enybori1973
Жыл бұрын
God bless you stay strong and thank you for sharing
@renegademedia0224
Жыл бұрын
Thank you! You too!
@freddieramirez4419
Жыл бұрын
Real talk!! Been clean since 9-17-92 living life to the fullest!! Been there done that!! Congratulations J! Paroled in 92 D#
@philbluntz8479
Жыл бұрын
Great mindset brother you’ll never fail stay true to yourself
@Criminal4429
Жыл бұрын
Yo that shit is real, you a strong man. Keep that up, it amazing to hear the reality. You got it G
@alfonsorodriguez1339
10 ай бұрын
With respect brother! I stayed 10 years sober. And let me tell you that it is gard to not fall for it. Beer and drugs. I've been trying and working on it. And just like you've said the temptation is there! But it takes a strong mind to say no! But you know what keeps me going, it is my kids and now my grandkids. You are talking about 6 grandkids right now and now 2 on the way. Which is a total of 8 now!!!! Keep it up and wish you the best!!!!
@joseandrade9875
Жыл бұрын
Please don’t give up and give in 🙏 …. Your message is being felt and heard around the world ……. 🫡🤝💯🙏
@salvadorrodriguez3159
Жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing . I did 28 years on dope and alcohol. Now I am a different man . I should do what u do and share my story . The idea is progress not perfection.
@jasonromingquet6488
Жыл бұрын
You’re a strong man. Can’t stop. Won’t stop.
@stayblessed4898
Жыл бұрын
The mind is a very powerful thing, and we are selves or our worst critics🧐🙌🏻
@PhinaB87
8 ай бұрын
Thank you for sharing that intimate details of your life. I will keep you in my prayers daily.
@renegademedia0224
8 ай бұрын
Thank you so much!
@razabusiness3021
Жыл бұрын
✊🏽 Much Respect 💯 Stay Blessed
@mr.mosey7585
Жыл бұрын
Thats so true g i gone through that i know what is like what makes it harder is that i love that feeling
@HooDee805
Жыл бұрын
I felt what you said about watching certain things on tv that make you feel what you feel. I fell that too! I’m also a recovering addict. I have 601 days clean and sober. Keep up the good fight, and thank you for sharing your experience, strength and hope with the world. You have been given the gift, and the best way to help others is to give it back, by sharing it. Stay Strong!
@renegademedia0224
Жыл бұрын
Thanks for sharing!!
@DAguilera-vi8or
Жыл бұрын
Another great video, thank you for sharing your story.
@renegademedia0224
Жыл бұрын
Glad you enjoyed it
@raymondserna6948
Жыл бұрын
Man bro ur the first person that feel the way I feel when I use to watch breaking bad seeing it lookin at it made me anxious of it wanting it jst once I gt control hell na I turn into the devil for it make me sick of how many proble saw me like that n stil trip on me n I’m clean n especialy threw hard time right now with life becuz of that bad habit it fick my life off man bt I’m stil pushing bt struggling now now bt still tryna be strong bt thank for this story bro frfr let me know I ain’t the only one ur brave n strong bro
@sahagunjjs7527
Жыл бұрын
Solid stuff. May the Lord continue to give you the strength and wisdom to move forward in Jesus name.
@biblestudywithheathermurph5104
25 күн бұрын
I am so proud of you keep up good work
@illmannered1
Жыл бұрын
Checking out is just the prison version of filing bankruptcy 🤣
@seanfarias3499
Жыл бұрын
I’ve watched almost all your videos and this is the first time I’ve commented. You showed true strength bless you and I hope you continue on a safe journey.
@renegademedia0224
Жыл бұрын
I appreciate that
@jfortanel80
Жыл бұрын
Damn bro realist shit u have said 💯… I feel you still till this day I never been able to watch breaking bad or other shows for that matter
@bluntman99999
Жыл бұрын
Keep being sober, there is nothing in the drug life except pain, an you already know that brother 💯
@georgehudson9410
Жыл бұрын
Real talk I totally understand shit is crazy still till this day I struggle
@ands6607
Жыл бұрын
100 truth bro. I done that thinking that i doing good so just a quick binge and all good got it out of system and stop. Everytime end up losing everything strung out withdrawal. Everytime.
@CarlosGarcia-fc4lo
Жыл бұрын
It's hard carnal. I think we all go thru that mentality, Of that just one time. Just one time. I go thru it on n on . But stay sober n strong.
@harborarea7021
Жыл бұрын
Bro I been 10 years sober and still have dreams of hitting the piece and can even taste that shit in my dreams. Totally understand what you talking about
@Winton209Dubtown
Жыл бұрын
Props to u my boy it takes a real man to actually admit and stop a bad habit for good
@renegademedia0224
Жыл бұрын
Yes sir thank you
@closgasca4162
Жыл бұрын
Respect ✊🏼 some battles are within ‘
@whatujackintv.talkcast
Жыл бұрын
Keep it strong clean Family before the streets ( you a real one. You ain't hiding your past ) You giving real of change from bad . For you to stand up as a man on your own ,to the world . ( that's real ) Many for others can't & will not do that . Salute 🫡 brother .and keep it clean and family.
@vayalaswear
Ай бұрын
What you explained is how a lot of people feel and think but just don’t know how to talk about it. You’re not alone in this daily battle , know that ❤ One of my all time favorite quotes: “Drinking (using drugs) to feel happy is like setting your house on fire to stay warm” Keep up the good fight. 🙏🏽
@Robert-cp6js
Жыл бұрын
Good stuff, stay strong.
@fmbcproduction794
Жыл бұрын
Stay strong my boy, you are a success G
@floydmarsellis3675
Жыл бұрын
Stay strong homie ,It definitely hit home with this one ,anyhow I send mines
@mandoe.8504
Жыл бұрын
YO GOOD SPIL HOMEBOY! CAME FROM THA HEART & LIKE MYSELF I'M ALSO IN RECOVERY SINCE END OF SUMMER OF '03 WAS PRETTY DEEP IN THA MIX CHASING SOMETHING THAT CAN'T BE CAUGHT (ADDICTION) IN MY HOMETOWN SANTANA RUNNING WILD PARTYING LIKE THERE'S NO TOMORROW! HAD 2 MOVE AWAY & RESTART FROM SCRATCH WITH NOTHING 2 SHOW FOR BUT THA CLOTHES ON MY BACK, THERE'S NOTHING 2 GO BACK 2 BRO & I'M ALSO CAUTIOUS & DON'T WANNA TAKE A DRINK BECAUSE IT WILL DEFINITELY TAKE ME WHERE I DON'T WANNA BE AGAIN WHAT I HEARD IN THA ROOMS OF NA "ONE'S 2 MANY & A THOUSAND IS NEVER ENOUGH!" MUCH RESPECT 2 U BRO WHERE UR AT TODAY AND TRUST UR FUTURE IS LOOKING GOOD, JUST DON'T DWELL & TRIP ON UR DARK PAST.
@WilsonAutoworks
Жыл бұрын
Realest nikka on KZitem. Fux all that knock talk. Hold ya head young playa stay up 🫡
@joshuanall7995
Жыл бұрын
Bro I'm with you just stay doing what you're doing Im still streaming bro
@CruzitoMaury90810
Жыл бұрын
You don't owe no one an explanation U stay bless an humble
@talisuaniko1359
Жыл бұрын
Same here!!! Taste of that first melt hit… ooh… smh… s/o bro!💯🤙🏽
@Anonymous121
Жыл бұрын
Sep 20 🎉❤ 4 yrs 5 yrs Yeahhhh
@NicholasPikos-db4zt
Жыл бұрын
I'm only 6 minutes into your videos and I feel you bro.. I been out of prison since 2018 and clean. I've been on main lines and see people pull scandalous moves just to get Suboxone off the other side so they won't be sick. I know if I use I will loose this magic life with a good girl, my son a job. Don't listen to anyone who tells you that you can just do it once. And I don't know about California but at least 70 percent of people in jail world wide are drug addicts. Much love and respect to you big dog, mad video
@renegademedia0224
Жыл бұрын
Thanks bro
@johnliguez8120
Жыл бұрын
Say homie I watch your stuff . And I'm Kool wit it but this here. Is the best one you ever done my boi I know that fear in this sensation. And want to nod off to where you feel no pain nothing but euphoria it feels so good ‼️‼️ But yet with that feeling comes hate and pain you out on your family the shame the hurt you cause. That's why I don't drink my BM became my BFF . Bc I cut everything off and every one . But like you I don't want to go that dark road anymore ‼️‼️‼️ stay blessed mexskin
@renegademedia0224
Жыл бұрын
Thanks bro
@HELLBENTFORIT-vd3gw
Жыл бұрын
Your doing that right thing keep up the good work
@lowkey8457
Жыл бұрын
i been clean 8 years in march and it gets easier just keep moving forward gang and stay positive..
@ritchiewalema3399
9 ай бұрын
Hey bro gud shyt I'm a chief from Arizona been sober 4 years going on five this year I got out and found a purpose that keeps me sane is my wife and all my kids thanks for the reminder
@fludog1349
Жыл бұрын
Be strong ….. stay safe.. keep hanging with fambam
@carlosblanco3390
Жыл бұрын
Great spill 👏 👌 👍 awesome content
@LuisCastillo-cu8gr
Жыл бұрын
Saludos from Dallas Tx. A fan of ur show. Keep it up and stay positive.
@eddiereacts2u71
11 ай бұрын
Dope video brotha 💪🏽💪🏽💯💯💯 love from Arizona 🫡🤙🏽
@renegademedia0224
11 ай бұрын
Appreciate it
@yuyukas1
4 ай бұрын
Stay strong and safe brother and thank you for sharing your story’s. You inspire others so much. Thank you!!
@Michael-ri2eh
Жыл бұрын
This is my 2nd time I saw one of your blogs. Much respect . Keep doing what it takes to be You Amen brother
@renegademedia0224
Жыл бұрын
Thank you, I will
@xxlonglivejody8403
Жыл бұрын
Your grandma would be proud, stay solid carnal.
@Rooster_801
Жыл бұрын
Breaking bad got to me too I had been tweaking for 5 years with two of those years on that needle and after being clean for only a few months I tried to watch the first episode and I only made it threw two episodes I didn't relapse but even now with 9 years clean I still won't watch that shit but this video was a good one about some real shit thanks for putting it out
@98THMOSTHATED
Жыл бұрын
I feel u bruh, I keep relapsing it’s hard when u can’t
@senovioramos7171
Жыл бұрын
Very Proud Of U Bro . Be Strong
@Chris_N_
Жыл бұрын
You are smart man for staying away from it. I’ve been on & off opiates for about 20 years and every time I have a little clean time I make an excuse for “just one more bag” and we all know what that turns into. Stay strong bro
@dankone3
Жыл бұрын
This man ain't lying. Everything you said I can relate to 100%
@renegademedia0224
Жыл бұрын
Thanks bro
@Outlooknow24
Жыл бұрын
You catchn up to the Runner on Subs😂
@liljoenyc01
Жыл бұрын
Shit is crazy in new York with heroin you see needles all over the streets in the subway tracks and people just shooting up out in the open shit is crazy did alot of crazy stuff but never shot up outside
@lupeochoa2387
Жыл бұрын
Hey bro I know it's so scary to be sober I stopped drugs in 86 and I was bad great job lil brother.
@reaptheknowledge
Жыл бұрын
Real Recognize Real. Enough Said. Mad Love & Respect Big Homie.
@RustyMartin-b9f
Жыл бұрын
59Jay.. Wednesday morning roll call..have a profitable and productive day..Salut 918⚒️💯
@renegademedia0224
Жыл бұрын
Morning!
@michaelknight8276
Жыл бұрын
You have given one of the realest my honest takes on addiction I've ever seen 💯🙏🏾🔥🥊🥊
@wrkls_
Жыл бұрын
There’s more strength in showing vulnerability than going out and doing some “g” shit 🫡 Stay up 💯
@AnthonyVincent25
Жыл бұрын
Withdrawal from subs is worse than withdrawal from any other drug out there. Salute. That sh*t is intense pain and suffering for real
@carlosblanco3390
Жыл бұрын
Ssshhhhh 62k love it keep on grinding bro been here since day#1 lol well since 7k
@giovanni7623
Жыл бұрын
Proud of you bro bro… I did drugs since I was 19, I’m 27 now and I’ve been sober since June 26, 2023.. most peaceful 3 months of my life
@J-DOUBLE-S-B
Жыл бұрын
Such a powerful video. We have seen you come a long way. God bless you man. 1L1C!!
@WEAPONx-pv5pj
Жыл бұрын
Bro I like how you keepn it real bro you a real one bro keep up the good content
@renegademedia0224
Жыл бұрын
I appreciate that
@adrianaraiza7042
Жыл бұрын
Great testimony brother...I feel you!...stay up👍
@metalsoup88
Жыл бұрын
Hey Jay I commend you on staying clean you got more balls than you think you are not weak you got it but it is a constant struggle 🥊fight on
@danielromero6045
Жыл бұрын
Damn bro, I know the feeling I’m also not strong enough and I’m also afraid I don’t even like to think about it, so I’ll leave it at that
@lorrietayaba5761
Жыл бұрын
WHAAAATTTT, BRO YOU ARE GROWING !!!MAINNNN! IM TRULY HAPPY FOR YOU!!💯🪶🪶🪶🪶🪶
@justicecanter7845
Жыл бұрын
Drugs and gangs go hand in hand bro. But salute to talking about your habit I myself struggled with addiction I'm currently on methadone but been fentynal and heroin free for 8 months now. Don't be ashamed bro your weakness that doesn't kill u makes u stronger . You have a purpose now ure boy. My two boys are My purpose now
@israelcampos6581
Жыл бұрын
Keep doing your thing carnal,🙏🏼
@renegademedia0224
Жыл бұрын
Always
@christrejo5715
Жыл бұрын
My respect. 😢 homie I’m quietly crying cause even though I live alone I still feel shame for my active addiction. And I salute you for your game that you shoot to those if us who relate active G’s or druggies. and those from the outside looking in. Man i take my hat off to you and your solid foundation that you chose to build upon and to her for staying solid and keeping you grounded. 🥲💯
@renegademedia0224
Жыл бұрын
Stay strong bro
@Newscumout
Жыл бұрын
Shame guilt anger is why I used take it one day at a time my brother crying is a good thing I myself have to take it minute by minute to thine own self be true GRACIAS SALUDOS KEEP ON TRUCKING GOD CAN AND WILL RESTORE YOUR SANITY HE DID FOR ME WHAT I COULD NOT DO FOR MYSELF
@gjoe51jg
Жыл бұрын
Much Respect to you..🙏🏽
@Salvi1415
Жыл бұрын
❤❤ that's wassaup brother
@johnadams8305
Жыл бұрын
Drugs r a major factor in decisions.. people down play em... There isn't many homies who r drug free and on beast mode.
@pp-hw4bl
Жыл бұрын
Damm that's inspiring.. keep up ur strong will and determination.. I wake up waiting for new content.. Have u met any female hand ball players..
@friscoenriquez1206
6 ай бұрын
Respect bro, I’m glad you’ve been able to stay strong minded and stay sober
@JohnDoe-c1m
Жыл бұрын
If ur weak minded youll always loose keep ur head up homie and youll always stand tall get ur bread up get ur rutina on work a job stay busy
@renegademedia0224
Жыл бұрын
Most definitely
@AlejandroSaenz-us9zt
Жыл бұрын
This video was really good Jay . Keep kicking ass brother
@woodfromthehood
Жыл бұрын
Kicked in 2010. Domt wish it on anyone. Stay strong my friend. U got this.
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