I filmed this way back in august, and have only gotten round to edit it now. Watching this video with hindsight, I can say that I was at the tail end of a bad state. I said in the video that all I had done was spend more time with my family, but failed to mention that, spending more time with my family was my first step in trying to better myself.
3 months prior to this video, I had stopped doing the things that made me happy. I spent most days in bed and most days alone, I wasn't interested in anything at the time.
Out of all the problems I had, the “family time” issue seemed like the easiest one to fix.
In the video I was complaining about not noticing a difference, despite making a change, for a little while I was confused, because a part of me believed that’s all I had to do. I had forgotten that the main reason for finishing one goal was to kick start another.
Again august was a while ago now, and unfortunately I’m still not 100% there, however I am making more of an effort to remind myself to take it one step at a time. Setting and celebrating the little achievements.
I want to class these videos as a mini checkpoints, this was a look into how I viewed the start and middle of 2021.
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