We get high, and we get by with our friends. I lost everything at 18. I'm 48 now. My friends are dying. I lost one of my best friends January 22, 2024. I've lost more before that. Divorced, trying to just survive and give what I can to my girls. Their mom won't let me see my kids because I do drink. I was sober for 10 years so that I could see my girls being born. I cut the cord on all three. I'm drinking myself to death right now. I lost it when I found her with someone in our bed, in the house I bought. And I'm a bad person because I can't control the alcohol. I love my kids so much. Please God, with all I've been through, why won't you let me die??!!!
@CurtSMesS
Сағат бұрын
Amazing video for this song!!🔥🔥
@killmenowyou
2 сағат бұрын
😢
@beccabreathedeep3
3 сағат бұрын
In 2008 i lost my brother. Valium & any drink i could get my hands on (although jim beam was my favorite) became my only concern. This song back then would have been so dope. Thank you. ❤️
@chantellejacobs3454
3 сағат бұрын
Clean now for 3 years❤ can't say the same for one of my friends😢. At 21 he was coming clean but his one lung collapsed and he got sepsis. He passed away December 2021, he is sorely missed
@12kyguy
3 сағат бұрын
Speechless.. just wow ❤
@ThaHoodzCompozer
3 сағат бұрын
😢
@RyanBussard
4 сағат бұрын
Born in Springfield missouri. Glad to see someone making it from there
@thirtyarchive
5 сағат бұрын
we need a collab bro frfr
@suckstobeyou246
6 сағат бұрын
Love this song so much ❤
@joyspurlock468
7 сағат бұрын
You awesome dude!!! We come from the same town and at a time where I had to leave due to get sober you have me my home back. I LOVE watching your videos I get a little piece of home back. thank you!!!
@gtmumma
11 сағат бұрын
I have used heroin for 33 years , most of my friends are dead or doing laggings The drugs don't even work anymore I get clean then I screw up again My advice would be don't even try it 🙏
@nicolekommer4590
12 сағат бұрын
Fux my OLD Frans🖕🏻Kinda miss my old Fransss 😕
@ianfussinger356
12 сағат бұрын
Is that an X reference in the beginning or am I crazy????
@ianfussinger356
12 сағат бұрын
“I think I, I think I finally Found a way to forgive myself From mistakes I made in the past I think that's the first step, right? You agree?”
@summerbreeeze7561
12 сағат бұрын
My doppelganger
@heatherelyse4444
15 сағат бұрын
Whenever I'm feeling weak and want to take pills to numb the pain. I draw strength from this song. I just put on this on and tell myself that i never want my kids to feel this.
@drewrichburg2574
15 сағат бұрын
This song helps me AV. please keep making music from the heart.
@roxanne7050
15 сағат бұрын
This song makes me cry and dance at the same time.
@kassidybufkin8258
17 сағат бұрын
Sometimes I need this kind of vibes of music to feel alive again
@harryazcrac975
18 сағат бұрын
This guy sold me fent
@damaelegante1
19 сағат бұрын
I am so in love with these dudes voice and lyrics and creativity! Can’t wait to go to his concert and pay full price for the seats and purchase that merch! 🎉
@ShyLouBaby
22 сағат бұрын
Everytime I hear this song I get chills! But reading these comments. Know I’m proud of every single one of you who has overcome. And send prayers to the ones who have lost anyone. I had 3 years but started drinking cuz it was my DOC, turns out it’s all my DOC. Proud to say I am coming up on 18 months in August 6th.
@J1023_
22 сағат бұрын
The memes about the broke boyfriend this fucking cornball makes are a projection
@DJthehuman
23 сағат бұрын
loooooooooooooove how raw honestav is
@ryanowen7583
Күн бұрын
Eva i miss you xxx
@2pacforever16
Күн бұрын
I do miss her but she will never miss me or think about me she has moved on long ago years down the drain
@Sweettexas987
Күн бұрын
I need to listen this song every day, it's my favorite song know , reminds me of my 1st.love I had to leave him bc he didn't want to get cleaned ,I was having his baby & I wanted a better life for our daughter , a yr. later he was killed.💔
@abbieoliva4376
Күн бұрын
I got this song on repeat 😊
@MiggyBars
Күн бұрын
It truly warms my heart and brings a smile to my face when I see truly talented people creating brilliant art. This and all your other music/content is SERIOUSLY top tier. You make me strive to be the best I can be 🫡 thanks homie.
@AndrewNiven
Күн бұрын
The guitaring sounds super similar to Tigers Jaw's "Never Saw it Coming" which is kinda sick.
@toddkuhr
Күн бұрын
My dad was sober for 10 years, was a counselor, I had kids, and around the same time he relapsed, he is still alive but he’s not around, I want my kids to have their papa, but he rather overdose✅ god job on this man, seriously
@bradleygeorge2574
Күн бұрын
I have put you on my play list. I really wish you would do a suicide come back song. Life is hard sometimes. I hope you know. This song really helps. Your voice just grabs attention.
@backspaceblogger
Күн бұрын
Well done buddy!!!
@anaperez-zb3tg
Күн бұрын
My bf was so lost doing all type of things it was so sad seeing the person u love lose themselves, he ended up in jail but I have always and will always be there❤ drugs are the devil I hate them so much
@tpernaljax1942
Күн бұрын
Thank you for some meaningful lyrics!
@lianapeequaquat7588
Күн бұрын
I'm going on 3 year clean and sober. I remember all these feelings and I NEVER want to go back to that ever again. This song feels so .....not sure how to describe it
@timstark697
Күн бұрын
I would love to see Jxdn sing a verse on this for coop 😊
@eloughman21785
Күн бұрын
My dad didn't overdose but he did commit $ucide 3 years ago and he was cremated and his favorite color was red and he loved roses. Thank you for wonderful jam
@busboykali8479
Күн бұрын
Never misses... Fuck I wish my dad forgave me for being an addict although he was never there too see it.. all that shit fell on my mom ❤
@maleahjohnson6455
Күн бұрын
Most relatable song I’ve ever heard. Lost my brother to drugs, my dad, my uncle, grandpa, and so on. I’m gonna make them proud and die in recovery not in addiction. I got this. 💪🏻
@Positivexcotic356
Күн бұрын
This really hit home 😢
@Kim-jp5lc
Күн бұрын
I just stared listening to him hes cool i like him my brother turnt me on to him
@gerardwoida5674
Күн бұрын
Subscribed from TikTok! I use to think your broke BF vids were terrible but secretly I started to love it. Keep going man, it’s only up from here.
@patmckee3173
Күн бұрын
Shortie put me on this negl💯😭❤️❤️
@user-ol2bc8qp5q
Күн бұрын
Favorite song 💊💔
@bretperry4188
Күн бұрын
Dude. Thank you for making this. I’ve listened to this song on repeat for weeks and I just ball my eyes out while screaming it.
@ReputationBoatworks
2 күн бұрын
Where do we send our finished product?
@craftingwithcodio
2 күн бұрын
My new favourite artist. 🫶
@SomeDudeWithADHD
2 күн бұрын
This is the vibe rn. "Parents didn't teach me to love, but I know how to divorce" facts bruh.
@angeltate3515
2 күн бұрын
I love this guy, thank you for speaking for so many of us. not a song yet i dont relate to or find solitude in. HonestAv <3
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