No matter what i am the annoying friend i don't know those why i am annoying and i moveing school so i am scared for a reason i am copying everyone but i am i sad because i younger friend so for example if someone said your ugly and everyone laughs and i will fell scared so i will said back and they will what the fuck your so rude i so sad
@notjax9589
2 күн бұрын
I wish I could see my boyfriend one last time
@sarianaraphael4811
4 күн бұрын
Man, I feel super worthless. I think my parents see me as some lazy daughter. They never see how hard I try to do something and I hate it.
@Def_NotEmiacc2-ny4cc
5 күн бұрын
My ibff randomly despawned. It kills me i hope he is alive {I am Crying rn}😭😭♥
@-NotRose-
5 күн бұрын
And at that moment I realized, that i was bad friend. Hugging her when she didnt like, annoying him when he was trying to study, talking to much to him about my favorite show, saying to her she left me out, feeling jelaousy when she hugged someone before me, maybe the best would be for me to not be their friend anymore, im annoying, im loud, im dumb, im sorry
@Seooyeon___
6 күн бұрын
My aunt passed away due to cancer. So I was away during school days, so my friend asks y but I didn’t tell her bc my parents told me not to tell anyone but a guy asked before they told me so I told him and not her… and she asked and I risked it and told her. She asked if the guy knew and I answered honestly, I think I upset her a lot I tried apologizing but that didn’t work.. I was mostly friends with everyone but she was special to me but she rejected when I told her that… which broke my heart a lot.. I wish I never told that guy, I regret my choice… now I lost 2 people at once… I wish I never told her I wish I didn’t apologize I wish dis didn’t happen I wish I didn’t text her that day…. (im sorry for wasting ur time reading this but thx) ❤
@radiodust4life
6 күн бұрын
my sister passed away at the age 9 days old from lung troubles then my best friend of 4 years left me. Randomly. One day she just stopped talking to me. I there felt heartbreak. Either than when i broke up with my now bestie (im gay) i still speak to that girl. I mean that girl im speaking too isn't all my favourite...i used to cry coming back from her house idk why i felt so...used. She isnt the greatest. She always talks about her ex's it so annoying istg then when my parents found out about her they always threatened me so bad jus to let yk im 11 Im also trans soo yes i am a boy now. I used to be abu$3d by my still step father..i threatened him many times because of what he did to me..I still think abt u kee...i hate how blaze split us up...I had the biggest fight with my mom and dad a few weeks ago i was yelling and that night i almost ended it all.. i had a kn1f3 to my throat..i was smiling i almost did it. I dont care that i have 3 other siblings i dont like the life im living then lets call that girl...Ren...She talked abt her ex's always. Then she plays dumb. I dont like her. I WANNA JUST NOT TALK TO HER. but when im mad she always ask "whats wrong?" you. like im done
@fredguy1749
6 күн бұрын
Today was my graduation as long as the rest of the kids in my grade. Certain kids were chosen to give speeches about their experiences at our school and stuff similar to that. So 2 kids read their speeches, and they’re good but then the next kid goes up, and it’s Ethan. Ethan was that one kid that everybody always thought was the smartest out of all of us, no matter what class it was, people always thought he was the smartest. And for some reason I had started to like him, and I knew that he would move to another state about every other year. And he starts saying his speech and he starts talking about how he’s going to move 1,233 miles away, and for some reason I actually was sad about it. I knew he most likely didn’t like me, he didn’t talk to me that often, but he would look at me pretty often but idk if he was staring off into space or actually looking looking at me, yk? But yeah anyway, he’s moving a few states away and there’s nothing I can do. ( oh and the cherry on top is that I’m moving in January to a different state, and he always lives somewhere knew for a whole school year, so there’s a really good chance I won’t see him again )
@SLUSHYVRR
7 күн бұрын
My friend died yesterday, or today yesterday she was so happy and then today shes gone.
@Kades_Adventures
7 күн бұрын
I just lost my best friend today…I hate this
@YandereDarlingsknife
8 күн бұрын
My best friend of 13 years blocked me in august idk what I did honestly I wish she would have talked to me if I did something wrong bc I loved her with everything we promised we would never stop being friends…why did you leave me..
@mintyc64
8 күн бұрын
Honestly, I feel like this every time I make a mistake. That's why I hate making mistakes; it's always my fault. Even if it's something miniscule, I blame myself so hard for it. It makes me feel like an embarrassment. That's why sometimes I don't bother to try to do anything; because what if I mess up again? Make a fool out of myself again? Upset someone again? Have someone be disappointed in me again? I hate it. I hate all of it. And at the end of it all every time I screw up, I just go numb instead of cry. It's just...easier not to feel anything.
@riseldacobeng7324
9 күн бұрын
No matter what i do ill always be the dumb sister dumb friend dumb cousin dumb daughter
@riseldacobeng7324
9 күн бұрын
I hate mt life why am i born dumb why cant i be smart like other student im just an dissapointment im such a ussless child.
@its_only.d
10 күн бұрын
I feel pathetic. I'm supposed to be just like everyone in my family. They aren't perfect but they're funny, they have spines, they don't mess everything up. And I mean everything. I hate myself cause I'm a leechy little shit that can't do one thing right. I tend to get mad in situations where I mess up something over and over but I'm never mad at anyone but myself
@EggoWafflesEggos
12 күн бұрын
I dropped my school laptop and now it's broken.. we can barely afford a house let alone a laptop.... I hate myself with a burning passion, I'm a burden to everyone around me... Now I can't "I'm so sorry" my way out of this one. I don't know what to do. I ALWAYS 🦆 EVERYTHING UP!!! No one likes me at school, except my teachers, but that's it.. I want to be a useful child, who doesn't mess up all the time..
@Rickpatel76
12 күн бұрын
Me teeth are ugly I am ugly so I’m a mess
@IdkwhoIAmAnymore__
13 күн бұрын
I upset my boyfriend. I'm a horrible gf, I'm a horrible gf, I'm a horrible gf, I'm a horrible gf, I'm a horrible gf, I'm a horrible gf, I'm a horrible gf, I'm a horrible gf, I'm a horrible gf, I'm a horrible gf, I'm a horrible gf, I'm a horrible gf, I'm horrible.
@notjax9589
14 күн бұрын
Not matter how hard I try to keep a relationship it seems I’m to nice so they cheat on me, then and accidentally say something and my only friend looses trust and stop talking to me, what the point of living anymore
@SatansRightHand
14 күн бұрын
Lost three friends today. Debating on sewerslide but still being all happy and smiling with people all day long. :3
@KazleWafer
15 күн бұрын
I always ruin everything. I always fuck everything up. I hate life. I hate myself. I can't go another day. I dont care about anything or anyone anymore. I'm tired.
@lthanh2098
18 күн бұрын
she said sorry, and i have to learn to forget now..
@umilovescarsie
19 күн бұрын
falling in love w someone who isn’t real hits!.
@berryavekealo
21 күн бұрын
I missed up my relationship by cheating 😞 and now he won't look at me me the same😢
@clairefrenzel
22 күн бұрын
I've lost so much friendships that I have started to think I'm the problem That I'm not a good friend That I'm a peice of shit. The other half of me wants me to convince myself that I'm a good person And I did nothing wrong I don't believe it. I'm a peice of shit.
@S1LLY_ASHH
22 күн бұрын
I always self harm myself whenever I do anything wrong such as simple stuff like getting a question wrong and small stuff like that but it’s even worse when I do a big thing wrong
@Fili_cat
24 күн бұрын
My grandfather died in 2018... I'm almost crying...
@EspieTi
24 күн бұрын
denis i love you
@Nari_TheClown
25 күн бұрын
I fucked up again, I was a brat and begged for help.
@JustCass945
25 күн бұрын
I just realized that my brother is actually gone. He was always there for me when my dad was too busy to really pay much attention to me. We always carved Jack-o’-lanterns together every year. We would watch tv and eat Doritos until we fell asleep on the couch. Idk what happened or if I did anything wrong, but now he won’t even tell me happy birthday. I have to carve pumpkins alone every year. I watch treasure planet alone every year. I just want to hug him one last time. I don’t want him to be gone.
@EspieTi
25 күн бұрын
idk why i did that i miss him so much, both of our lives went downhill after i impulsively js cut him off. im really sorry and i hope things look up for him. i sent an apology but he never replied. i hope he's good now, im sorry
@EspieTi
25 күн бұрын
i keep doing this to people i love. i know im young but i rlly have no excuse, i am such a bad person and im so tired of repeating these mistakes. i say ill be there for the person and i say i'd never do the same thing to that person that their friend had done to wrong them but i always manage to do it i lost my best friend of 6 years and i lost my best friend, the love of my life, of 3 years all cud of my stupid brainrot decisions i lost everyone else too. back when i was 11 i would pretend i was gonna kms and not reply to any texts for a day or two then i'd randomly pop back up. i hated myself for that for so long, i hurt so many people, i was the reason for some of their trust issues and im so sorry i apologized over and over and they just kept forgiving me but i kept making the same mistakes even though i never wanted to now was the final straw. it's been a year since i've spoken to any of them cud i pulled away from them due to my own regrets and sorrows. i thought it would be better if i left them for both them and me but it js ruined my life and it ruined the guy's i loved too im so sorry i messed up so bad i wish i could change everything and go back and not have hurt you in the first place i wish i could tell you just how amazing you are and remind you of how many people love you, im sorry i hope life treats you much better than i ever did 😞
@andweaso_hayatim_olmus
26 күн бұрын
Sunny and Basil's photo with the caption got me crying lmao
@KENZIEEE84
27 күн бұрын
my grandpa died today :(
@8-Bit2355
28 күн бұрын
Cousin passed today…They refused to let me see him because I’m under 15
@CassidyAllen-iy3nb
Ай бұрын
does anybody else accidentally always take out their anger on others and hurt people you don’t wanna hurt including your parents? i’m turning into the person i never wanted to be
@aug4st
Ай бұрын
I only meant to help them. I apologized a thousand times. I did my best to make up. It’s never enough. *It will never be enough.* *I WILL NEVER BE GOOD ENOUGH.*
@Very-Tired
Ай бұрын
I blame everything on my autism and other mental disorders. Because I can accept that I'm just a shitty person.
@AOhGodHowDidWeGetHere
Ай бұрын
pov: you're writing a story where a character dies, and now YOU'RE crying
@md.ashrafulmahmudshawon8813
Ай бұрын
My mom's father died when I was in my mom's belly. My father's father died when I was 6 years old. My mom's mother died when I was 9 years old. I miss my grandmother the most cause I got to feel her love. She cried for me when she saw me in my school uniform.She Told my mom to not give up on what I wanna be. but my father's mother is still alive. Im so thankful. I never really felt *grandparents* LOVE.
@HonoredOne69
Ай бұрын
fuck
@-NIRVANA4EVER-
Ай бұрын
i just found out that around 5 years ago i said goodbye to one of my cousins and i will never see her again probably. i had hope i would see her but it all got shattered because of family issues.
@wendell1019
Ай бұрын
Does anyone get so stressed out to the point where u can’t eat at all even if u try-?😅 I almost passed out bc I didn’t eat enough this week:/
@mariajesusmillanmartis7097
Ай бұрын
I broke up with my boyfriend and every single promise that I made him couldn't made me stay and im so fucking mad at me about it.
@KennedyHughes-nl1rt
Ай бұрын
I actually can’t do this anymore.
@weirdo_1682
Ай бұрын
The other day my family didn't put me in the pictures after my 2 little sisters were done with their dance performance....
@that_wildflower
Ай бұрын
Whoops there I go again, letting my adhd take controls and overstepping their boundaries. Sometimes I don’t think about the fact that they don’t like me as much as I like them.
@N3ONL3ON.
Ай бұрын
I fucked it all up again. They take everything to seriously and take all criticism as an insult or hate but at the same time don’t know basic stuff, and I know that and I fucked it up. I was talking about how much I had eaten today but lucky me I have a fast metabolism! they asked what the word “metabolism” meant and I fucked it all up. I’ve seen this person as my sibling for almost a year and so I spoke as if they were my sibling and said “like I digest shit quick?? Food go bye bye quick, I learned that word in like 1st grade bro 💀” and since we’re both like siblings to each other and it was very obvious I was joking I figured they would laugh or smthn but then they started arguing with me and raising their voice at me but I just don’t know when to fucking quit do I? So I continued arguing back cause everything has to be about fucking me so they don’t realize I’m nothing without them. I’m nothing without them and her but I might of just fucked up things with one of them because they once stopped being friends with someone cause she had said something was childish, not even something that they had liked but just something random. Yeah sure saying it was childish might have been kinda rude, but they sent her death threats over this. I know they sound like a piece of shit but to put it in ROTTMNT pov because I guess that’s just all I fucking know I guess. They’re like the Donnie to my Leo. We’ve been the disaster twins for a long time. Like since we met. I don’t wanna loose anyone else. I’ve already lost too much, and I don’t think I can loose my brother, even if it’s not blood.
@N3ONL3ON.
Ай бұрын
you can’t have a friend group with just yourself.
@cherryblxsoom7205
Ай бұрын
It wasn't my fault but i feel like it is...why couldn't i be a good sibling?....if the little me knew what happened she would be in desbelief....i knew my loved one was wrong but...why? Why did he did it?.....
@theqx0
Ай бұрын
nothing lasts forever man. We have to go forward and enjoy this life before it is taken
@Mother_of_dreams
Ай бұрын
Hey to everyone whose reading this your not alone i have lost the most important person to me a few years back and I am still crying because sometimes i just wish i told them i loved them before they died i didn't want to act pityfull and cry at there fineral but sometimes I think why am i thinking like this just for one person there's people out there who have suffered more them me... But sometimes i just wish to end it all already i am being bullied at school and have grown attached to my new friends i am afraid i might lost them like i did to my old one's i Know i am not a good person actually i would consider myself controlling but sometimes i just wish that i would be young again and am still young and a minor but it just fells like i am so old and i am getting tired of everything i am afraid of losing anyone i am afraid to lose my parents my family and my pets i dont want to be dramatic at all but it just feels nothing has changed since she died ((Sorry for acting so dramatic and writing this vent but thanks for reading it gives me reassurence or feeling someone actually cares about my feelings...))
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