Me when i say im over her yet theres still a small piece of her stuck inside of me that i just cant let go. The days way on and the hours go by and as i move on into the night she crawls back into my thoughts and my dream and i wonder, had i really moved on if shes still occupied in my head?
@sorrygerry
Ай бұрын
i want to be a child again
@lillemoncandy1590
Ай бұрын
I used to dream of a cabin in the woods where my body decayed and was swallowed by moss and vines. The door was broken open and the sun was warm on my rotted skin and somehow there was always a light breeze. I knew i was dead, though i couldn't see the state of me. i could only feel the maggots shifting on my skin and the vines constricting around my bones and tissue. It was scary at first, to think i was all alone. But when the sun rose and the wind blew against the trees just outside of my cabin door, i was at peace. When everything drifted into the dark abyss and my soul finally passed on, i was glad to see the sun rise and the world thrive beyond my death.
@twn_dkcraftyt6769
2 ай бұрын
sometimes- i just- i just- i don´t know...
@vahd.525
2 ай бұрын
When you realized that Jesus did all that for a worthless sinner like me:
@VDG96r
3 ай бұрын
I tried , at the end..I did
@kerrywhite1578
3 ай бұрын
the most beautiful yet devastating song
@updog1748
3 ай бұрын
this song feels like the place where you fight gael in dark souls 3
@Afokinsillycat
4 ай бұрын
Thank you for making this
@atknhoy
5 ай бұрын
Its like falling into the same old patterns like seeing the obvious pit of self destruction and still falling in , like something you can’t undo , something you can never get back to, something that’s dead forever
@ChickenSmuncher
5 ай бұрын
even though she lives across the country we were still so close. but she found someone new, someone for her, and I felt replaced, unloved, uncared for. but... I want her to be happy, this new person wants marriage, she wants marriage, this new person wants kids, she wants kids. they are both perfect for each other, but so was I, I could have given her the same, I could have given her the world at the snap of her fingers, but I cannot. so I must move on, right? it sounds easier said... than done.
@adda97939
5 ай бұрын
something is so deeply wrong within me
@tranks7485
6 ай бұрын
This gives me heavy dark souls 1 vibes, it fits perfectly with a world that is slowly fading away but is still clinging on to its glory days…
@bsamcat28
6 ай бұрын
i think this is the most beautiful song
@FTWDKSSB
7 ай бұрын
Romans 10:9 That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved.
@lojano15
8 ай бұрын
“Did you do it? Yes- What did it cost? Everything….” -Thanos
@depression_N_anxiety
9 ай бұрын
The world made clean for the new man to rebuild. I was meant to be new. I was meant to be beautiful. The world would have looked to the sky and seen hope...seen mercy. Instead, they will look up in horror because of you. You've wounded me.
@Cringo03
9 ай бұрын
Maximum depression
@RafaelRuiz-ln8dt
10 ай бұрын
I've been feeling like a parasite for four years, every time I try to get out of my routine reality hits me, I just hope that next year will be better, even though I already said that the other year ha...
@autzro5699
10 ай бұрын
i started listening to have a nice life when i was 12 and now i live for it, it means so much to hear something the way i feel put into music
@MONO-ARCH256
Жыл бұрын
the name of decaying life
@gxprxssxd3759
Жыл бұрын
real
@beefboss2083
Жыл бұрын
I wish she knew I felt
@roccomalnati9358
Жыл бұрын
“Real.”
@corruption781
Жыл бұрын
if one dictator takes over our universe whats the end goal after that takeover its just the end of *NOTHING* we humans are not evolved for big resources and why we become resource hungry but the universe resource is just that limited in the *END* everything will just freeze up all is lost. humans use your spare time to have fun just leave the money and materials *ALONE* .
@cy9784
Жыл бұрын
this song makes me feel sickly nostalgic, because it reminds me of times that i will never experience again.
@mrtripp8114
Жыл бұрын
i really wanna die
@pho_is_not_interesting
Жыл бұрын
That makes 2 of us!
@annamunozzz4655
Жыл бұрын
All I wanna say is that I read the entire last half of the Berserk golden age arc listening to this on repeat so I associate it with the Eclipse
@kaiq1014
17 күн бұрын
would you do it again
@poopfeast51
2 жыл бұрын
Dam n bro Danny. Foreman bro
@poopfeast51
2 жыл бұрын
Whatt? U tripping.
@MiserableFucker93
Жыл бұрын
@@poopfeast51 Bose-Einstein Condensate.
@rafoxsmile7899
2 жыл бұрын
I just can't take it anymore, everyday is more of the same, everyday i wake up and feel empty, tired of dreaming of her, it's been 2 years. everyday filled with regret of letting her go just because my mental health was shit. why do i keep feeling like i'm only deserving of love if i'm perfect and i'll never attain that. the idea of putting everything to a halt has been appearing in my mind more frequently. i just hope this thoughts go away. i don't know what i want but this isn't it, i just want to be happy.
@Hihaiauhwyu1717A
7 ай бұрын
Hi, im always here if you want to talk, it’s been a year, I hope your better now.
@rafoxsmile7899
7 ай бұрын
yeah, 2022 was kinda of a dark spot, i no longer think of her that often, so i guess life is finally getting better man. thank you for the checkup i needed this retrospection and see how far i've come in a year! Hope you doing good bro! Stay safe! <3 @@Hihaiauhwyu1717A
@poopfeast51
2 жыл бұрын
😧😧😭😭😭😌😌😌😥😥😪😫 😲😞😟😤😡😢😨😰😰😰😭😭😭
@lanttiosu973
2 жыл бұрын
you love to hear it!
@sadboisoulja35
2 жыл бұрын
i want to rest.
@Shutyoazzzup
10 ай бұрын
Eventually
@Pascore
8 ай бұрын
forever..
@fad3dfl0wer
3 ай бұрын
I'm hoping that you still with us. Even knowing I want too.
@vodkazreb8185
2 жыл бұрын
i dont want to be here anymore
@samcrowe8477
10 ай бұрын
Same. Thank imma head out soon
@4lfie-
5 ай бұрын
i dont wanna be at all
@azooki1523
2 жыл бұрын
Why does no one ever talk about the Connecticut part of the title
@swiftless6330
2 жыл бұрын
This song reminds me of the good Times of my childhood Here I am at the edge of 17 barely knowing I want to do with my life The past few months have been hard for me I’ve been unmotivated to do anything with my life I had some really dark times in my childhood I don’t know how I got out of them why I can’t get out of the ones I am in right now I want to feel infinite and at peace
@HonkousBonkous
2 жыл бұрын
Same place man, my childhood hasn't been that bad but I feel like I have hit a wall at the moment. I have a job, studies and good experiences so far and I could set myself up for a prosperous future but I just don't have the motivation to do so. It feels as if I am walking into a dense fog placing the tiles of my bridge down as I go never knowing what I will hit or having the energy to see past it.
@swiftless6330
2 жыл бұрын
@@HonkousBonkous taking the next step in life is hard but if you just look past that you will find success and all of those doubts well most likely fade away no one can predict where life will take them but going through the journey of it will be the hardest and maybe the greatest times only way to find out is to just go for it I know what I’m saying in this comment you’ve probably heard before just go for it but it is kind of that simple you have to take some risks to make it in this world lately I’ve been more motivated i’m going to get a job soon sometimes all of us reach A time in our lives when we don’t know what to do next but the way to get the motivation is fight for it try as hard talk to family help people make friendship maybe even companionship find new hobbies that’s what makes it easy to find it
@HonkousBonkous
2 жыл бұрын
@@swiftless6330 Thanks man, I am glad to hear you got plans with the job and such. It is amazing what you can find on the Internet under a random song from 2 years ago.
@swiftless6330
2 жыл бұрын
@@HonkousBonkous It sure is a amazing thing this song is great lately I’ve been doing photography lately and I want To make it my hobby
@Anarcho_Ingsoc
2 жыл бұрын
A slower one before the eternal worm devours connecticut
@angelsttx
2 жыл бұрын
love. always thought they took a sample from ‘phone call - eternal sunshine’
@bornclebaut2312
2 жыл бұрын
Since everyone's sharing their feelings about this song... It makes me feel at the end. I always imagine myself lying down holding a razor blade, ready to take my life. I don't feel pain, I'm happy actually, the sadness is still there, but I'm kinda numb, and happy that everything's gonna end. This is one of the songs tha speak to me the most, especially when I can't deal with my depression. Another song that's really strong too is Tiger King by British Sea Power, it's the heaviest song I know, and it makes me feel like all hope is gone, but it's still a really good song, you guys should check it out.
@bolotnik_siberia866
2 жыл бұрын
Tiger king really fits with Disco Elysium plot. Also DE soundtrack has a lot of really great songs
@madmedov
2 жыл бұрын
I feel like I've experienced countless undescribable emotions that haven't named yet.
@dylann4417
2 жыл бұрын
quiero estar muerto
@masonsteffan9823
2 жыл бұрын
Didn’t lil peep use this for his music or am I tripping?
@shstztxyxt8388
2 жыл бұрын
Never
@smmsmsmsmsms
2 жыл бұрын
No, his producer John Mello did
@juandavidcamayohidalgo8882
2 жыл бұрын
@@smmsmsmsmsms whats the song bro?
@jig7810
2 жыл бұрын
@@juandavidcamayohidalgo8882 lil peep-shiver
@smmsmsmsmsms
2 жыл бұрын
@@juandavidcamayohidalgo8882 shiver
@joseph-vc1vr
2 жыл бұрын
if i could play any song while the world ended
@Aly-ur4pi
2 жыл бұрын
Reminds me that quietness isn't the same as loneliness. Enjoy the peacefulness and don't make it all sad. Even though I'm alone doesn't mean it forever. I'll miss right now at some point of my life, just making sure i try to enjoy it as much as i can.
@notyourdaughter666
2 жыл бұрын
i want to listen to this on a warm summer night, sitting on a blanket out in the field with my best friends, just listening to the music, gazing at the stars. complete serenity through our broken lives.
@Pascore
8 ай бұрын
god, that sounds cathartic as hell :(
@SgtChico
2 жыл бұрын
They saw you, you saw you, but who is right about that thing; that thing that you call: you? You said worthless, they disagreed. You said the same again, so you decreed. That thing they saw, it is what you said it was, and so it always will be.
@lurker91
2 жыл бұрын
No quiero morir pero tampoco quiero vivir, solo cerrar los ojos y desaparecer en el olvido de vuelta a la nada
@LantL4D2.
6 ай бұрын
Hermosas letras
@kro3617
2 жыл бұрын
1:03
@tescosniffer3671
2 жыл бұрын
I commented this on another video but this to me is what the afterlife would sound like I don't know why. It makes me think of forgotten souls floating through a blissful/dreamy heaven where everything is tranquil and still. everything is how it should be and no one is there except for a thousand aura's of those who once lived.
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