I'm at the 8th month of losing my son. You've described everything I've felt. My son was amazing and irreplaceable, but he got mixed up with some bad friends the last month of his life. He was poisoned. If only they knew how beautiful he was. How he loved and supported his lifelong friends. But he's gone forever. And nothing will ever be the same. Forever 16.
@TheZoe0010
10 күн бұрын
You have just spoken how I feel. Even what to do for her daughter. My pain has overcome everything that I was. If I could go back and trade places with her in a heartbeat. She would be able to have babies. I would do it in a blink of an eye . I am nothing without my daughter that was always with me and we went on a trip every year. Please know there is a mother in Dallas, Texas that loves you and you are not alone with your pain.
@gracewambui7366
12 күн бұрын
Powerful information. I lost my only biological son at 22.
@LeoAlexander-hs8vx
12 күн бұрын
Very helpful. Thank you
@sherrysutin1405
14 күн бұрын
Thank you so much for sharing your loss. We lost our grandson Jonah who was 16 3 years ago. Everything you said is so true. There are no words only tears. My heart breaks for you & your family.❤
@ez2u1
17 күн бұрын
Does talking about this help or make it worst? I lost a lot but talking hurts
@judyneuharthhielscher3119
17 күн бұрын
Wonderful video! So true! Don’t say platitudes! Say the truth!
@CindyLakeLasVegas
18 күн бұрын
Thank you for sharing, this is immensely helpful. May our sons rest in eternal peace. ❤😢
@erinl.5303
18 күн бұрын
It's not their fault if they don't know what to say. We had to loose a child to know what they should or shouldn't say. We also shouldn't put our anger on them.
@scorpiocartoonnetwork6903
20 күн бұрын
I just lost my handsome 18 year old to a drug overdose. I had no idea. 💔
@christine-mariedcsm9404
21 күн бұрын
I lost my daughter, my only child, yesterday. She was only 14. I am so broken right now and I don't know how to proceed. As you mentioned early on, you had things to do for your son and that kept you going. I'm in the same position right now...Once I've finalized arrangements for my baby and fulfilled promises to my daughter, I don't know how I will continue on after that. My heart has been shredded. Thank you for posting this video.
@PearsHoney
21 күн бұрын
Thank you for speaking up. This is helping. Hasn't been 4 weeks for me yet. He was 15.
@AgwuOnyinyechi
22 күн бұрын
I lost my son just yesterday am a single mother is so painful 😢😢😢😢
@user-vo6tt2lb9n
23 күн бұрын
I wish l could found a video like this when my son died nothing l.could find l felt like l was slowly drowning only think kept me going was my remaining son l lived for but big part me died the 9 February my beautiful Angel forever 22yrs old never be the same God bless u abundantly in life and raise u and ur family up ❤
@user-vo6tt2lb9n
23 күн бұрын
I will pray for all us broken hearted parent's God is close to the broken hearted only God got me some what through at times and my remaining son my world is all now l care about l shut down a lot ❤
@user-vo6tt2lb9n
23 күн бұрын
I lost my 22yrs old beautiful son mark 13 yrs still like yesterday it dissent get better it's excruciatating to unbearable lost forever heart broken mother
@drumteellc69
23 күн бұрын
Please don’t look to mediums. Look to God alone. Satan has powers too and wears many disquises. I pray you will find comfort in the Lord. I’m sorry for your loss of your son from this life.
@a_wintima
25 күн бұрын
Thanks for sharing ❤. I lost my only daughter 4 weeks ago. I can’t describe the pain I’m going through now. She was a part of me, I’m empty and shattered 😢. It was just the two of us😢
@claireredfern5880
3 күн бұрын
I identify. Just the two of us .Now I'm on my own without my daughter .She was my whole reason for living
@MichelleLupke
26 күн бұрын
Everything you said is exactly what Im going through i also lost my daughter in May last year she was 26 turning 27 five days before her birthday she was the most precious human being ever and her baby had just turned 3.For me i got to answer questions on a daily when is my mummy coming back im missing my mummy why can't you take me out like my mummy it's the worst im stuck in my grief
@LolaSmollz126
27 күн бұрын
I’m the youngest daughter of 3 girls. My oldest sister just suddenly passed away January 2nd 2024…she was only 42. I cannot put into words what it feels like to watch my parents go through the loss of Tara. Their first baby. No cardiac history and then she went into cardiac dysthymia. My middle sister and I are so lost. We feel like we lost 1/3 of our souls- childhood is gone, future is dark. I even started my IVF injections the day she died. I did it for her. I’m so heartbroken.
@Beanieguy503
Ай бұрын
I just lost my son 3 days ago, he was killed during a car jacking, his name was Gerardo Font, he was only 31 years old. We feel lost looking for comfort in all places, but cant cope yet. Please pray for him and us please. In time, I hope to have solace, thank you. I forever love you Raldy!
@CheriDawn
Ай бұрын
I wish you’d please post more videos. I lost my 42 year old son 10 days ago from cancer. Your videos from you really helped me coming from a mothers perspective. How are you?
@MrDharmasuta
Ай бұрын
Saya tahu kesedihan anda, saya mengalaminya di 30 Maret 2021. Anak laki-laki saya saat itu berumur 15 tahun meninggal. Terasa bermimpi kehilangan anak laki -laki tersayang. Saya mengajak semua yang kehilangan anaknya untuk tetap bangkit dari kesedihan. Semoga anak-anak kita selalu berbahagia.....
@thentd2826
Ай бұрын
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@KAT-KIT
Ай бұрын
I lost my son today. Thank you so much for this. I don't know how I can do this.
@KaysonsKards
Ай бұрын
I lost my 13 year old son a month ago today. I am still in a state of shock and pain. Thank you for sharing your story.
@24carlam
Ай бұрын
I lost my 4 year old son on april 15 this year. It hasnt even been a month& it seems like i havent had him in forever. I miss him so much.. im completely lost..
@MrDave1963
Ай бұрын
Thank you for your honest message. Our son died two months ago. The pain is horrible mentally and physically. I can hardly do my work. My wife is the same. There is no way anyone can prepare a parent for this. I hate to say it, but I know we will never recover from this. We can only find a way to cope. The days have started with tears and ended with tears every single day since he died. He was an amazing person who died at the age of 34. Over two thousand people attended his wake. God help us all who have lost a child. It's not supposed to be this way.
@susie4517
Ай бұрын
I KNOW I CAN NEVER EVER STOP THE PAIN. I WANT MY SON, MY SOUL, MY LIFE, MY REASON FOR LIVING. 6 MONTHS MEANS NOTHING CAUSE IT IS GETTING WORSE. IT'S UNSPEAKABLE. I TELL MYSELF HE IS WITH MY HUBBY IN HEAVEN. I ONLY HAVE MY DAUGHTER LEFT. SHE KEEPS ME ALIVE BUT WE ARE DAMAGED. WHAT WAS GOD THINKING. THE WORLD IS SURREAL, I DON'T FIT ANYMORE. OH, I WAS BLESSED TO BE HIS MOM. STRIKINGLY HANDSOME, CHARISMATIC PROFESSOR IN MIT, HUBBY AT 16, FATHER AT 16, PID PIPER LEADER OF A ZILLION FRIENDS, LOVING BROTHER, FUNNY. AND YES, I WENT INTO THE HOSPITAL 3 DAYS AFTER THE FUNERAL FROM A TORN COLON FROM SCREAMING SO MUCH. EVERYTHING YOU SAY IS TRUE. I MUST STAY ALIVE FOR MY DAUGHTER BUT I BREAK DOWN EVERYDAY. WHY DID GOD PUNISH ME. I AM A GOOD PERSON. I HAD A FANTASTIC HUBBY WHO LOVED ME AND OUR CHILDREN AND I THOUGHT I WOULD DIE WHEN HE DIED BUT THIS IS SO MU H WORSE. I MAKE MY MIND A STORY THAT HE IS IN HEAVEN WITH OUR WHOLE FAMILY, OUR MANY DOGS, WAITING FOR ME. AND EVEN THOUGH I TRY.. I BREAKDOWN SEEING HIS NAME ON THE GRAVESTONE. HE AND MY HUBBY. I GO EVERYDAY. I FEEL LIKE I AM HAVING A HEART ATTACK AND I CAN'T BEAR THE FB GROUPS EITHER. IF I HEAR ANYONE SAY THE PHRASE, "MY SON", I RESENT THEM. I JUST WANT MY SON. ❤😊 ROB'S MOMMA
@josiehart8178
Ай бұрын
Reading your message im in the same position i lost my only son to suicide in Dec 2023 and i feel incomplete i have my daughter she is the reason im still here but i still empty. 😢
@rebecca6333
Ай бұрын
Thank you sooooo much for making this video. For pushing through your misery and helping others. I cried the whole time I watched this but I felt everything you said to be so true. Bless you and your children. ❤
@Just2SistersSeekingJoy
Ай бұрын
I’m sorry you’ve walked this journey too. I just posted a video about things that helped me find joy again! Blessings!
@lizzettegalindo7280
Ай бұрын
I lost my son 6 months ago and I can relate to everything you are talking about! The watching the afterlife documentary’s and mediums shows. I have never gone to a medium but I’m curious to go. May you be blessed and continue to grow from this as I am beginning to learn from my sons passing also. We will be ok, never the same, but we will continue to live in their honor and memory, and keep there legacy alive❤God bless you🙏🏼
@hemrajsonar9219
Ай бұрын
My mother loves me so much, but I'm going to die soon. She also knows, and I also know, that my disease is killing me slowly and slowly, and one day it will win. But I'll never be able to tell her that I won't be able to leave her alone like this because my condition is getting worse. All I want to say is pray to God to be with her at any cost. I love you so much, mom. I'm more afraid to lose you as my mother than to lose this world.
@christineguevara3760
Ай бұрын
I lost my 14 year old son in March and I'm feeling like I died with him , 😢
@sistergrace9833
Ай бұрын
 Conversations with Marshall 💕 When your mother lost custody and you exited my life I died inside Shortly after you came back into my life physically you died Still at times I feel you I feel your presence Your energy nudging me on encouraging me I am as close as your Eyelashes’s Grammy was your last message to me along with every night I pray for my friends and family You don’t know how much peace that gives me to know with you I will spend eternity such a turbulent painful existence you endured while here only in death did you find the love peace and understanding denied in your short life I miss you my darling boy though not in a rush to end my time here I long to be in your presence to see your beautiful smile hear your laughter look into your love me eyes as people called them when you where a baby I love you Marshall Always and forever my sweet boy
@user-tr4cm2sh6f
Ай бұрын
Today is 1 month. Thank you for your relatable video. What a horrible group to belong to. It's odd comforts we take, like validation of the physical pain and brain fog. My broken heart is with all who know this loss.
@VictoriaDxz
Ай бұрын
I lost my baby Cora to SIDS kzitem.infoYFe156zICKQ?si=jmpuHIiyN8QkOC8F
@josesegovia4527
Ай бұрын
You just answered many of the questions I've been asking since my loss. Thank you so much. Sharing experiences helps both ways.
@user-wp9kp9db4k
Ай бұрын
Good morning this is the third time I asked for the name of medium that helped you Please I’m desperate Please reply
@ChildlossUK
Ай бұрын
I’ve seen a few different ones. You need to go on recommendations in your local area I would say. Mine were/ are in Warwickshire
@Sprouty7
Ай бұрын
Thank you for the video. We will get through this. 🤗
@user-wp9kp9db4k
Ай бұрын
Nikki please share the medium that worked for you
@judithwaddington1597
Ай бұрын
I lost my son on the 3rd March thus year - he was 26. It was very sudden and my heart is broken into tiny pieces. You are right what you feel is so painful and I can’t stop crying.
@Noblequeen
Ай бұрын
The pain is unbearable,i try so hard to be strong for his sibling but then i still break down sometimes...God is helping me but its not easy for me at all,i just want my son,we all miss him
@gibbinator2740
Ай бұрын
Thank you for your video. My name is Michael and I live in the US. I just lost my oldest son in an auto accident. He was 29. The loss my wife and I fill is more than I could ever imagine. Watching you explain your journey through this has given me hope that my wife, my youngest son, and me will make it. Again, thank you for sharing.
@ImJustGoingToSay.....
Ай бұрын
I've always said there is a name for a child when they lose their parents (orphan) a name for losing husband/wife (widow/widower) but not a name for a parent losing a child 😢
@tomjones8608
2 ай бұрын
I lost my son 39 YO son yesterday. I had to go and buy him a suit for viewing. My poor son suffered with auditory hallucinations since 14 - 15 years old. He was in a residential home where he could be monitored. I had the blessings of weekends and lunch outings with him. He became obese and developed sleep apnea, which killed him. Oh Matthew, I am so lost without you.
@nicolehardin8823
2 ай бұрын
This was really good to listen to. My 17 yr old son just passed suddenly. I am still waiting for the autopsy for why he passed suddenly. Thank you for posting this.
@and_I_am_Life_the_fixer_of_all
2 ай бұрын
it hurts so bad
@user-wp9kp9db4k
2 ай бұрын
What medium did you use that helped you
@michellecrawford9847
2 ай бұрын
For me it's so hard to think about my daughter as a baby.Just pitching her as a baby in my mind.Any memories of Urges destroy me, so I've chose to leave a lot of my memories.My children are growing up Blind i've had to
@michellecrawford9847
2 ай бұрын
For me I felt like pieces of my life just disappeared
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