I'm hurting suicidale....my kids keep me hostage lol ...but fr...
@heathernez5662
2 ай бұрын
When. U die , u don't feel it....
@stevenhurd7069
2 ай бұрын
Can relate to this stay strong 💪
@eddyhernandez8433
7 ай бұрын
@taranjabervivo where the music at bro we need a new one we miss u brother
@victorandchristinahernande7565
8 ай бұрын
I lost my 2 brother my best friend and so many more r.i.p
@dustinbostic4014
8 ай бұрын
A song has never hit me so hard and felt like I was hearing my own life
@Redneckmudder_96
Жыл бұрын
I listened to this when it first came out and it saved me when I was going thru a hard time. Taran where is the new music bro ur shit is fire🔥
@andymartinez6758
Жыл бұрын
Why is jayteks so underrated man 😢
@amyjomilligan-ej3yd
Жыл бұрын
Just wanted to say I love you Jay Tek, you're amazing. Everyone of your songs I relate to been there it's hard. trust and believe you're touching more lives than you know. One love 100%
@charleswilliams9624
Жыл бұрын
I never heard of him. So I can't say I like him just yet.
@arilynpyy7733
Жыл бұрын
Hello I was scrolling KZitem, and notice the Tall stone statue so I watched this music video. Which is really good. But may I ask where this video took place?
@Loweyesares
Жыл бұрын
True kings are here.
@CaveDDECanem
Жыл бұрын
Still dying slowly. Hope y'all stay long then most.
@brandonhaenel2833
Жыл бұрын
Jatekz is Taran on serious question haven't heard anything from him in a min dm on Friday grimsheart
@aceboyfatnextdoor5549
Жыл бұрын
Searching for love but I’m all torn apart I felt that too much
@cheyennepeterson6499
2 жыл бұрын
It's crazy how I just heard about this song it's at the perfect timing too my fiancee is going through a lot and I'm all he has left that he trust which is why I'm trying my hardest to stay above water even though I feel like I'm drawning myself my brother my mom and my fiancee are the only ppl keeping me going and I don't want to lose them my ride or dies for life
@nicky_jackson
2 жыл бұрын
who else listening and crying in 2022
@martinenriquez574
2 жыл бұрын
Still bumping in 2022 much respect 🙏 helps me everytime I wanna 💯
@john18336
2 жыл бұрын
Still playing this in 2022
@digtfugsswbujlhtm2334
2 жыл бұрын
It's not easy to do things ur not used to feeling ur emotions for 1 an sec of all going through it 3rd just want it to end I do my best to be in good spirits 💯
@painisreal4299
2 жыл бұрын
Keep that fuck shit far away from me
@matthewfogle915
2 жыл бұрын
This song has saved my life..thank you
@alexwilson6343
2 жыл бұрын
I hope these both are still alive
@TheAkiva619
2 жыл бұрын
Nobody truly knows how someone feels until they put themselves in their shoes you can’t say you feel someone’s pain cause everyone’s level of pain is different from one another
@papasandler8831
2 жыл бұрын
Man this is amazing man I can't believe this shit is not blowing up for real
@mariogarcia4427
2 жыл бұрын
Still there... but here i am 😪.
@dausec728
3 жыл бұрын
I have been so close to death and this helps me alot and I do bottle everything up and I have no friend cause they turn there backs on me and I was almost there to butting a bullet in my head then my baby brother walked in I dropped the gun and cryed so hard but that was when I was 17 and now I have been living my life I'm 26 now and I do it cause I dont want my brother to lose someone he looks up to
@hendrixbrian1
3 жыл бұрын
This shit hits exactly like it did the first time after hundreds of plays.
@iconicariz8848
3 жыл бұрын
I relate to this song to much its sad.
@xxxsad736
3 жыл бұрын
Jaytekz and taran dont deserve this the so emotional there so good at these videos
@xxxsad736
3 жыл бұрын
Exactly how I feel sorry I just want to say my goodbyes to everyone on youtube I hope yall are happy and live a happy life
@victoriaflores7083
3 жыл бұрын
Love This 💯🙃
@jalenharris7385
3 жыл бұрын
yoooo this shit SLAPES !!! FIREEEE 2021 BABYYYY
@jacobcobos1263
3 жыл бұрын
Anyone here in 2021 ? 😏
@matthewfogle915
3 жыл бұрын
Depression controls me im lost in these pills😔shit hurts, but this song has saved my life more than once
@Tito-ig2yi
3 жыл бұрын
This reminds me of me a lifetime ago
@shaniaspottedelk4941
3 жыл бұрын
I know where this video was taken. And I love it
@janetlinneblack8843
3 жыл бұрын
Omg this song is so me. I have dealt with dépression for too long. I have my cats troubles an roxy who keep me going on they are my 2 best friends companion. Even though they dont understand me they show an give me love. I LOVE U troubles an roxy. Thank u for keeping me strong
@jakeradcliffe2149
3 жыл бұрын
Lets talk g I know how is like to feel alone!! am I better off died! I'm got music ideas not trying to talk but I just wanna talk music
@m90knight90
3 жыл бұрын
Verse 1: Taran Jaber] What would it take for my fam To be proud of me Everyone doubts me i don't let it bother me Take all my anger i get up and bottle it Sick in the head so i need a lobotomy Depression controls me, I am lost in these pills Barely got money to pay all my bills Friends switching up I am just keeping it real How does that work? how does that feel? I'm chasing my dream And they called me a joke Seeing no light at the end of the road So I'm finding my peace at the end of a rope Feeling alone like I walk in the dark Searching for love, but I'm all torn apart So I bury my pain very deep in my heart I don't really know how much more I can take Push to the limit since soon I'll break And every smile is a smile that I fake Say I'm going through hell, but I am doing OK Say I'm doing OK and I'm doing alright I love what I do, but isn't a surprise This music shit is not what it seems My friends told me, Taran You're wasting your time I told them I'm chasing my dreams and If that makes me stupid I am glad that I'm dumb Popping these pills got me feeling so numb So I pressed up my head to the barrel of a gun See I know what it's like to just feel all alone And I look to a sky, sending prayers to a god What's it going to take defy all the odds You don't know what it's like What these thoughts in my head Am I better off alive or am I better off dead? And the piece that you get Comes from each of these lines So I'm taking my piece to a piece of my mind See I can't really think of the last time I smiled I guess I just haven't been happy for awhile They say that when you die your life flash in an instant, but I lost almost nothing an ambulance in the distance my head was spinning round like the tracks on a vinyl the nurse just check my pulse Now she's checking my vitals, but everything shut down noway left for survival [Hook: Aundre Myles] x2 Maybe I don't belong here I feel my end is so near Been waiting through my own tears And I wish I'll just so clear [Verse 2: JayteKz] Yeah suicide on my fucking mind I'm sick and tired and I'm tired trying I done gave this shit all I have now there's nothing left and I feel like dying Fuck around and load that nine up say "goodbye" You know my times-up Look into my motherfucking eyes if this really happens would you be surprised You don't know shit what I have been through If you judge me well suck a dick dude Don't know who to trust or who to vent to So I pour my heart out through this pencil Every time my life is over stressful I just lose myself to instrumentals In the world of my music if for those who died, then imma prove them wrong Keep that fuck shit far away from me Homie where were you through all my suffering you were never there Nobody ever cared now you come around showing love to me homie fuck that I don't trust that when the storm came that shit struk fast and you did doubt Who the bitch now Keep it real or you can sit the fuck down Sit the fuck down and don't say shit Homie can't you tell I'm all the way pissed I ain't been to sleep in like 5 days And to tell the truth I just might break I done tried my best yo for christ sake This depression fucked up my mind state It's like I'm say one thing and do another My mind is fucked up without a rubber [Chorus: JayteKz] Time is ticking and is ticking fast Sometimes I wonder how long Is this bullshit gonna last My heart is broken, but it's No different than broken glass I can't repair it cos it's so Hard to ignore the past And if I crash, please don't save me Let me rest in peace for once And let the lord take me Let the Lord take me and If this is a nightmare Please somebody shake me [Hook: Aundre Myles] x2 Maybe I don't belong here I feel my end is so near Been waiting through my own tears And I wish I'll just so clear
@zachkoenig5862
3 жыл бұрын
2021 people where you at
@costicaura3959
3 жыл бұрын
I felt this in my soul. I don't deserve to be alive.
@sarahshomo3638
3 жыл бұрын
Mood...😪
@geraldwoods1646
3 жыл бұрын
Im still listenin in 2020 mane i can relate to this
@xabierrodriguez3176
3 жыл бұрын
Man this is how I fill every day life can be a bitch but that's life man I just go on with my day I and I never tell people how I fill I just keep my filings to my self every day and no one cares what I'm filling or going throw I'm only 14 and I want to end my life I don't got my dad I got no one man I'm so alone and I cry every day
@treezyhighfam9474
3 жыл бұрын
This breaks my heart I feel this 💔
@treezyhighfam9474
3 жыл бұрын
I'm going thru a breakup this helps a little
@lucasperez9378
3 жыл бұрын
I hate my life thx to me my parents have to go to court it is all BC of I hate my life😔😢😖😖🥺
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