I really relate with when you said you can’t decide between eating a ton or not eating at all... that is me every.. day...
@shihtzupuppy823
4 жыл бұрын
For me with weather I decide if I can eat very very very little or eat nothing at all.
@3ki3ra3
4 жыл бұрын
it just sucks because once i eat something i feel like i might as well go the full mile and eat everything in sight. it’s always all or nothing for me.
@gabriellewelton6055
4 жыл бұрын
geez kiera that is exactly what my mind tells me as well..
@sadieb27
4 жыл бұрын
@@shihtzupuppy823 shut up lol
@stilloctober
4 жыл бұрын
Guys I don’t mean this in a bad way but I’m happy I’m not alone about this too. It’s either starve or binge. There’s no in between 😕
@saramv1917
4 жыл бұрын
I’m sorry that you’re going through this. I’m currently trying to restrict but I also struggle with binging sometimes. And it’s hard to stop eating before being so full. For me too it’s like there’s no in between, I either starve or binge
@Alexiismoon
4 жыл бұрын
Exactly because once you start eating you feel like you can’t control yourself anymore
@reecehall527
4 жыл бұрын
I struggle with this too
@gloria8659
4 жыл бұрын
Ugh I honestly thought I recovered. I met a boy and he got me out of my eating disorder with literal love. When I met him I was very underweight I was about 89 lbs. We've been together for a year and I've gained so much weight. I'm about 102lbs. I'm not used to my new body and I hate it so much. I've become an orthorexic and fast for long period of time I'm so mad at this ed. :(
@squidlyd9116
4 жыл бұрын
I fall easily aw:( the same exact thing just happened to me, with very similar weights too. it's tough :((
@Law-_
4 жыл бұрын
This makes me so sad to read wtf I'm literally crying. It just happened to me too... :/ I recovered last year and gained about 15 kg and my "new body" made me SO scared at first it was OK but after a few months I started feeling so bad and binging again :( but not purging so I gained even more weight. Now I'm relapsing so hard I almost don't eat and I honestly don't think I will ever recover. I'm so tired. Uh I'm so sorry this is so negative, I hope we'll get better one day and the fact that u recovered because of love is so inspiring and beautiful. I love u guys, let's stay strong 😭💖
@fannypack8215
4 жыл бұрын
석진 게이 don’t lose hope!! You can recover, even though it will be hard, stay strong 💞💗💖💕💝💓 You won’t regret it when you’re healthier and happier than ever! You can do this!! Best wishes and best of luck to you, God bless
@Law-_
4 жыл бұрын
@Al Wa the problem is that I have developed so much problems due to anorexia (big immune system problems, skin, hair...) that even when I recovered it didn't disappear. I think it's what made me relapse because my health problems weren't even solved even thought I went trough all this. The thing is that I don't see anyone who is talking about this in the community like I'm alone struggling with that :( So my mind is like "if I have to struggle with all these problems that won't go anyway, I better be skinny so at least I feel good about my weight" which is absurd I know... And I can't see a doctor cause I will be hospitalized again which I DON'T EVER WANT. Thank you for your advices and your concern though and I'm so glad to hear that u recovered 😭❤️ u did it! 👊
@bethansmith5188
4 жыл бұрын
i relate to this 💗
@hiikuromi1150
4 жыл бұрын
your so pretty :( you deserve more. stay strong
@michellecox8538
4 жыл бұрын
She is going to be that one girl that is drop dead gorgeous at 30..she is pretty now..but u know what i mean
@dvlogs4699
4 жыл бұрын
100%
@pikababe__
4 жыл бұрын
I wonder how old is she o.o
@kailey4882
3 жыл бұрын
@bb love what?
@michellecox8538
3 жыл бұрын
@@kailey4882 Who is being rude?im confused
@michellecox8538
3 жыл бұрын
@bb love Im confused too..no one said anything rude...
@soupieratalt
4 жыл бұрын
I need a friend like him 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
@annr.5962
4 жыл бұрын
Even though you’re struggling, at least you have your friend there for you!
@makeupandstuffbybeth138
4 жыл бұрын
Just curious but what does the guy that’s filming you think he’s filming you for??
@cassiecolgen1306
4 жыл бұрын
I’d assume just a regular vlog
@xMushroomFairy
3 жыл бұрын
I'm 22 and I'm just now starting to suffer with this... I never thought this could happen to me. I love the feeling of control.
@RitaColacoNuminous
2 жыл бұрын
Hey, how are you 1 year later after realizing you suffer with and eating disorder? I know it's hard, but that feeling of having control is actually loss of control over freedom. I understand that it is a hard to deal with, so I hope one day you'll be able to recover, I know how hard it is, so, at least, for now, try to breath and smile a little, bad things don't last forever, the good ones live with us in our hearts forever, if we let them.
@amandaw6394
4 жыл бұрын
You and your boyfriend are adorable
@squidlyd9116
4 жыл бұрын
HaM lEt he's not my boyfriend aha :')
@amandaw6394
4 жыл бұрын
JUNIPER oh I’m sorry 😅 in general you guys are sweet though
@squidlyd9116
4 жыл бұрын
HaM lEt hehe it's okay 💞 thank you!!
@angiei.2815
4 жыл бұрын
provalonely is he ur brother or friend? lol :)
@Vera-yr9xl
4 жыл бұрын
We have a fantasma for the día of las brujas your spanish is adorable ;-; please stay strong and safe!
@Daintyfaw
4 жыл бұрын
this girl is so precious
@RedDeadRapunzel
4 жыл бұрын
The fucking editing when the guy said “anemic” and her laugh had me dying
@maysnch6821
4 жыл бұрын
To me the hardest when I have an exam the next day is being afraid to fail it because I haven’t been eating enough, so my brain won’t work properly...
@SomethingWet
4 жыл бұрын
I can't study at all bc of this disorder. My brain is in a fog and I can't remember a thing, not to mention the never ending fatigue. Here's to us recovering one day :(
@maysnch6821
4 жыл бұрын
milo Yes exactly, stay safe!
@dumbmilly4181
4 жыл бұрын
I really enjoyed seeing you guys having fun! !! ^^ I'm in college too and I know this feeling of "I'm nervous about tomorrow's exam, I want to eat a lot of food, but I don't want to at the same time" ... unfortunately, I tend to choose eating :c I hope you get better and have much more of these fun days ^^ ps: I think this has been commented a lot but just to reinforce... you are gorgeous!!!!
@bigytutoshd5146
4 жыл бұрын
Do you have an ed?
@bunny4055
3 жыл бұрын
i really like your sweater, and your laughter is so pretty too! stay safe💕
@hilary4064
3 жыл бұрын
“I feel like I’ve just failed an exam that I shouldn’t have failed” GIRL ME TOO
@Alex_in_Wonderland111
3 жыл бұрын
That thumbnail summarised my past week
@caralinane
3 жыл бұрын
Counting cals has become second nature to me
@heyimmomo8211
4 жыл бұрын
Can someone please tell me how to block youtube channels. A lot of these types of channels have been popping up for me and I have recently recovered from an ED and looking at these videos or even having them suggested to me is extremely triggering I need to know how to block these channels please I am begging someone to help me
@InfoPalace
4 жыл бұрын
im not sure you can block channels, but when you see the video pop up click on the three vertical dots on the right hand side and click "not interested." im on my laptop so it might be a desktop only feature. i am sorry this is happening! you can also try to clear your search history so google has no data of you, or make a new account to use for youtube. video suggestions usually happen from what they think youd be interested in based on searches. these videos came up for me from watching peoples mental health recovery stories.
@heyimmomo8211
4 жыл бұрын
@@InfoPalace same here. I've been watching recovery videos but now I have this video and many others alike about binge eating or starving and that's the opposite of what I want 😥 I think I figured it out. Thank you though
@jonathanl1604
4 жыл бұрын
click “do not show these”/“not interested”
@pandark4831
4 жыл бұрын
Change your acc
@melaniequai1504
4 жыл бұрын
Click the lil 3 dots and click either “not interested” or “don’t suggest vids from this channel”
@hacgiaythiengia7516
4 жыл бұрын
I wish I had your friend as my friend.
@honeykawaii5076
4 жыл бұрын
I binged alot today and I can't get myself to throw up idk what i should do but I hope you get better sis 😔
@nourhourani2479
4 жыл бұрын
You should forgive yourself
@KerriB
4 жыл бұрын
Please don't try purging. It's hell from what I've heard.
@ronnie7074
4 жыл бұрын
Don’t do it. It’s a rabbit hole that is really hard to crawl out of
@starruchan3798
4 жыл бұрын
The people in the comments who are saying don't do it, I mean yeah I was bulimic, it wasn't fun. But then thing is, telling a bulimic to not purge is like telling an anorexic to eat. It's not that simple. If you're bulimic already, I suggest forgiving yourself. Why? Because you metabolism is high from the days you starved or restricted, so this one day of binging should have little to no affect. If you aren't bulimic, don't purge, especially if you ate chocolate or pasta/noodles. You will bleed in your eyes from the pressure on your face from throwing it up.
@jennatandy6272
4 жыл бұрын
I really like your glasses! They are really cute!
@kellytyson2156
3 жыл бұрын
Lol his face "I like cats more"
@hellecavallin3393
4 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry for you. I don't have problem with binging, but I was recently diagnosed with anorexia. Eating disorders are cruel! I hope that you can recover, you are worthy of recovery!
@bigytutoshd5146
4 жыл бұрын
And you too! Are you attending a therapyst?
@hellecavallin3393
4 жыл бұрын
No, right now my treatment only focuses on my weight gain and its so frustrating:((
@bigytutoshd5146
4 жыл бұрын
@@hellecavallin3393 why? You may be in negation, I was too when I was in recovery, do you still count calories like crazy all day? Thats a big sign that you are still obsessed with your weight, tell It to your therapyst, It will be better for you, try to eat 5 times or more a day, and try to be as well as you can to not count calories all day and to not look all tags with caloric info in food tags
@hellecavallin3393
4 жыл бұрын
BigytutosHD5 no I've stopped counting and obsessing since im not in "starvation mode" so im not as hooked on those things. I'm actually gonna see a therapist soon, but there is only one therapist at the clinic i have my check ups at. Swedens healthcare is very economically neglected because of the way to large refugee groups
@s0phia71
3 жыл бұрын
Im a lot younger than you and most people in the comments (most of you guys are talking about college) but I totally understand the school thing. Im in middle school so its not as intense but school is so hard with an ed. I start again on Monday (online) and Im kinda worried because now im actually restricting and I feel like school is gonna make it worse. I’ll either binge from stress or heavily restrict by making myself busy with schoolwork :(
@needyhumanbeing4500
4 жыл бұрын
ah yes the days when i could walk because there was not a pandemic
@dakota7532
4 жыл бұрын
You look like the girl from Lolita omg
@brynnamae8863
4 жыл бұрын
dakota You mean she looks like Dominique Swain. It’s kind of weird comparing a character that was apart of a csa story.
@dakota7532
4 жыл бұрын
hehe I didn’t know the name of the actress lmao calm the fuck down
@brynnamae8863
4 жыл бұрын
dakota Still shouldn’t relate to her?¿ it’s weird man
@gaby-hc9sh
4 жыл бұрын
@@brynnamae8863 they just look alike, chill
@gloria8659
4 жыл бұрын
@@brynnamae8863 you're over thinking it , karen
@cookiestrong8757
5 ай бұрын
Ok but this was so wholesome and cute!
@whiteribbon17
4 жыл бұрын
You are adorable, I'm sorry you're struggling, you deserve a lot better :( ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️
@mariaweike6578
3 жыл бұрын
she is soo pure
@emotrash7464
4 жыл бұрын
Awwh u and him are too sweet!!💜💜
@luciaespana5215
4 жыл бұрын
I love her laugh :))
@evi5603
4 жыл бұрын
he is so sweet ! Good Luck you both ❤️
@rosie5348
4 жыл бұрын
Your eyes are so beautiful 😍, i hope you get better dear🥰🙂
@thirtyfour8996
4 жыл бұрын
Its rona time right now and you touching all those door handles is giving me anxiety lolol. I miss those days...
@bluemoonmichael6127
3 жыл бұрын
Fr
@mopbuckets4734
4 жыл бұрын
wow, youre beautiful.
@giuliagiacomuzzo8058
4 жыл бұрын
You are not alone and you can do it. This book really helped, it looks like a dieting book but trust me it explain a lot the why and brain part of this and when you know the why you can fight it:intuitive eating a revolutionary program that work by evelyn tribole and elyse resch. Give it a try you can find free pdf online. In the worst case you read a book but in the best case you will feel much better and your quality of life will be much better. Give it a try. Stay strong
@lemontace9143
4 жыл бұрын
You're so freaking cute omgg OwO
@giarose240
4 жыл бұрын
your thumbnail has never been more relatable
@gray333
3 жыл бұрын
does that guy know you have an ed? also totally relate with not being able to find the balance between wanting to eat loads or barely anything
@kirstencoyle3939
4 жыл бұрын
You kind of look like Soairse Ronan, so cute!!!
@MortyElMaloteehuehueheu
3 жыл бұрын
Omg your super cuteeeee Idk why but I loved your video and seeing u two have fun
@zimcatduckie2283
3 жыл бұрын
I actually have that devil disc lol,I swear I heard panic at the disco in the background lol. Plz stay safe *hugs* get well.
@alicia8227
3 жыл бұрын
Tu español es tan lindo💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞
@hanzihaoverse
4 жыл бұрын
You are so sweet omg
@aakima9684
4 жыл бұрын
you would rock a fringe
@jakeramsdell9045
3 жыл бұрын
Aye I went to UA! - Writing this from Pensacola Florida.
@jessicaloveland4034
4 жыл бұрын
Your young and beautiful , your body is perfect I know it's hard to believe people when they say this but I mean it ! Please get help
@bobbi5355
4 жыл бұрын
She’s so skinny and pretty
@AC-we4xx
4 жыл бұрын
You’re adorable
@hf18455
4 жыл бұрын
You look like dominque swain
@alisson-6879
4 жыл бұрын
You are sooo cute 🥺💖
@starruchan3798
4 жыл бұрын
Was that a Menchie's?
@bellaelles8658
4 жыл бұрын
Starru Chan a frozen yogurt place that it a self serve place I used to love it
@starruchan3798
4 жыл бұрын
@@bellaelles8658 i don't think they have it here in America, I just know because of Cristine
@bellaelles8658
4 жыл бұрын
Starru Chan they do all over the south where I live
@Cameronwindle1
4 жыл бұрын
Hey how are you doing it’s been 7 months!
@gracejacobs8421
4 жыл бұрын
where do you go to school at? looks like penn state but idfk
@fernywormy2378
3 жыл бұрын
me watching u at the store without a mask >:(
@Lilly-dw5eb
3 жыл бұрын
This was October 2019, it feels weird to see people without masks lol
@Capybarabby
4 жыл бұрын
Is he your boy friend aww
@oleksandrasvyrydiuk2722
4 жыл бұрын
You binge but you so skinny and beautiful!!!. I'm jealous 😳
@dr.strange8504
4 жыл бұрын
She doesn't binge every day
@user-gd8mk6zg7h
4 жыл бұрын
Does he know about your ED?🤗😘
@squidlyd9116
4 жыл бұрын
Bad ass Fat ass no skdks
@angiei.2815
4 жыл бұрын
U meant día de los muertos 😂❤️
@gracier.4245
4 жыл бұрын
you’re so skinny tho
@skylar1751
4 жыл бұрын
Gracie R. It’s because some people who have eating disorders will binge on enormous amounts of food, and sometimes purge (vomit) it all back up, and also they have days when they eat next to nothing. So that’s why some people with eating disorders aren’t fat.
@angel127_
4 жыл бұрын
Gracie R. so are you... and
@rillolee
4 жыл бұрын
Gracie R. People with ED/variants. have a distorted view of their bodies. they see themselves as obese/fat. Everyone views themselves one way or another. As someone who struggles with an ED, i see myself as fat, even if people say i’m skinny; etc. it’s very hard to recover and sometimes people grow terrified of food.
@tojispimp
4 жыл бұрын
broo! i miss my sweet frog so much! it just closed down a couple months ago
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