My weight tends to Drop automatically but ( I have been Rudely Accused by Dr’s and Psychiatrists of having E.D. ) And I don’t have an Eating disorder. 😢 its both mentally & emotionally hurtful though. None the less and when you’re metabolism goes Off on it own I Eat but Just struggle to Hold & Gain weight Or ( in my case I can’t Gain muscle or weight ) Being ridiculed Is damaging.
@Mimikyu560
13 күн бұрын
Ain’t no way u can eat 3k cals and still be small😢
@amptoohigh
7 күн бұрын
She's anorexic, and plus that is honestly pretty triggering
@Joannafehr
23 күн бұрын
The only thing that keeps me from bingeing is my husband, I'm too embarrassed to do it infront of him
@xxkissingrazors
Ай бұрын
me rn 💔
@beemaplegood7456
Ай бұрын
I know the exact feeling. When you restrict food the whole day and end up binge eat at night. This is a serious matter and just know that this is a serious disroder (for the people commenting dumb stuff)
@sippinlean277
2 ай бұрын
God loves you ❤❤❤
@xrennop
2 ай бұрын
I was diagnosed with the binge-purge sub type of anorexia a couple months ago, and i’m still recovering. I hope you can too ❤
@eva-qf8mf
3 ай бұрын
i just binged and i feel so shitty about it, after restricting all week and watching this made me feel a lot better thank you :)
@countscum184
3 ай бұрын
hope ur doing well
@Shakespeareslittlepoet
3 ай бұрын
How are you doing now?
@saii_sairam
4 ай бұрын
I’m stuck in a binge restrict cycle I can’t stop idk what to do cuz either I’m starving or not hungry at ALL and it’s getting bad HELP ME PLS😭
@shashasha6385
4 ай бұрын
I love your eyes and eyebrowss and ur glasses rlly suit u
@Fatiii-i7r
4 ай бұрын
I always binge while watching something i find it weird without a serie or a film and i cant eat it without them you know but here i am after a year and a half of binging im finally on my 5th day of healthy lifestyle.. Also, you havent posted in 4 years i hope you've changed your eating habits.. youre okay girl life is just a hard exam.. you need to fight those i know its really hard its sooo soooo soooo fckg hard but if you try youll succeed love you hope youre fine 🤍
@Ssamsong
5 ай бұрын
its 2:33 am and im watching this instead of binging bc im HUNGRY
@cocoooo222
5 ай бұрын
i still come back to this video even after 4 years. i’ve been struggling with food and body image issues for as long as i can remember. i’m 17 and it’s gotten no better. you haven’t posted to this channel in a while, i hope the reasoning is because you finally found peace within yourself and chose recovery. i hope you’re living life to it’s fullest now. i wish everyone who struggles with an ed will eventually feel that way too at some point in time ☹️.
@sanisura6997
5 ай бұрын
We can go through this together❤ thanks for sharimg
@kat26.5
6 ай бұрын
i hope you are doing well
@KiaraWright-fn9kc
6 ай бұрын
If ima binge it surely won’t be junk food
@pabloescobarschanclas
5 ай бұрын
okay…you want an award for that, or…?
@cookiestrong8757
6 ай бұрын
Ok but this was so wholesome and cute!
@Urlfairy
6 ай бұрын
come back i love your energy
@yellowcardigan2717
7 ай бұрын
Hey beautiful girl! I hope this video is a thing of the past to you right now ❤
@maksudaakter1650
7 ай бұрын
How r u now???❤️❤️❤️
@treefroghugger
8 ай бұрын
She is so beautiful. I struggled in college just like this. You're not alone.... it gets better, I promise
@dolletiquette
9 ай бұрын
thank u sm for documenting ur binges! i know it’s definitely a hard thing to do and humiliating but it really helps me feel less alone<3
@marianaxavier298
9 ай бұрын
they don't make binge videos like these anymore, today is only restriction videos
@thereallofigirl
8 ай бұрын
RIGHT 😭
@overnightoatty
6 ай бұрын
real
@nikolpyatibratov2109
9 ай бұрын
I can relate to it so much. Thought I don't have large binging episodes, I have a sort of ed and I feel horrible with my body. I'm underweight, but I still think I'm fat. I was stuck half a year in a circle of fasting, calorie tracking and straving, sometimes I just lost control and started binging, feeling horrible afterwards. Lately the number on the weight scale just didn't go down, no metter how hard I tried. Today is the third week where I try to eat intuitively and heal my relationship with my body. I got some blood tests, and I got many deficiencies and I have less than average hormones level or something, what kind of explains why I lost my period for 7 months. It really scared me and I finally realized what I do to my body just so I could look small, and currently I'm trying to eat 2-3 times a week and fix my metabolism. Because of yo-yo dieting and unbalanced hormones, my metabolism ia very damaged. That explains why I can't lose more weight. I tell you what - Eating freely feels good but also really bad. I gained a little bit of weight and every time I eat I need to fight those thoughts in my head that tell me "skip breakfast today. Don't eat that. You're fat. One month of dieting will slim those thighs." Yes, it is hard. Recovering from ed never been easy, but every little step gets you closer to your dream goal. Good luck everyone:)
@curiouskittenn
10 ай бұрын
all the witch stuff is horrible for your spirit
@mrwordlewide
10 ай бұрын
we’re all collectively suffering 😗
@taesumin4897
10 ай бұрын
I binged today and this made me feel less alone
@heartboxes8072
11 ай бұрын
dude i dont think ive ever related to a stranger online so much especially when it comes to my ed
@pabloescobarschanclas
11 ай бұрын
bruh i always come back here to feel less alone 💀 you’d think things would be better after all these years….guess not.
@Livenow11484
Жыл бұрын
Thanks for sharing
@Ble33334
Жыл бұрын
Where did this queen go ?
@gabrielanorwood1534
Жыл бұрын
<3
@aeriiism6530
Жыл бұрын
hey! thank you for the vid, it helps me cope with my recovery by making sims like me. :)
@sandratoma1228
2 жыл бұрын
I rarely comment on videos but this really hit me. I never see binge videos with the person talking about their experience mid binge. As a sophomore in college at the height of an Ed relapse trying to get better this makes me realize I’m not alone thank you so much and I hope you’re doing okay❤️
@delicatebrunette6936
2 жыл бұрын
This makes me feel less alone
@nickolasbandecchi8294
2 жыл бұрын
I used to c/s so I could “binge” without gaining weight but still felt guilt cuz I was wasting food that could feed someone that actually needs it, even tho I was pretty underweight. (I’m better now)
@jessblerhble3730
2 жыл бұрын
You should listen to this talk "This is Water" by David Foster Wallace. I think you might really like it. But maybe not idk djdjdjd
@stillwithmyyou
2 жыл бұрын
i relate to you so, so much. i b/p so often even though my diagnosis is anorexia as well that i feel like im faking and it makes me feel even worse with myself because i feel like im not “sick” enough. also, when you wondered what jimin was doing and hoped that he was having a good time, i felt that skfjd i do that with jungkook all the time also, i have learned that binges are a result of your body taking what it needs after restriction. i binged on a whole pizza today because this whole week i did low restriction and almost passed out while walking to school (there’s this steep hill i have to push through) and the reason that all you think about is what food you’re going to eat next (happens to me too) is basically the result of your body’s extreme hunger. it’s trying to keep you alive. wishing you all the best, jimin loves you <33
@ard.en29
2 жыл бұрын
'I should just link her the video" LMFAOOOOOO I'M LOSING MY SHIT
@ard.en29
2 жыл бұрын
the giggle at the counter lol
@tessawings
2 жыл бұрын
ik you didnt ask for any help but... from one "diet obsessed" college girl to another somthing that helped me was learning its ok to binge! not exactly but, I usually eat more on sundays and Mondays before my week stars because I tend to not have a lot of time to eat during the week, my weight goes up a couple pounds but then I feel more confident and stronger during the week. Then if i overate i can compensate later in the week when I'm not as stressed out because i had the strength and energy to get what i needed to get done earlier in the week. Also forcing yourself to eat more earlier in the day even when your not hungry helps curb cravings at night. Not here to hate at all, obv I'm here watching your content and this is unwarranted but I just remember how horrible it is to binge and I still fall back into it when I restrict when I'm stressed out in college, over consuming caffeine and not eating till I get home. focus on eating the rainbow every day! eating carbs is also super important and helps you lose and maintain weight <3
@tessawings
2 жыл бұрын
also it takes a long time to heal your gut biome depending on hot intensely you've been binging so give love to yourself and know it takes a long time to get to a healthy place with your eating, your body, your health and your mind. don't shame yourself its a long process! if you over eat dont purge, accept that you skipped meals and that's why your body is hungry and needs food, it will ruin the progress of healing your gut biome more than a tub of ice cream will.
@ghostylewis6975
2 жыл бұрын
White girls eat a few snacks and call it binging and purging. I swear a lot of y’all are just fake anorexics. Y’all are just doing what you think real people with eating disorders do based off movies and books and it really shows.
@pabloescobarschanclas
2 жыл бұрын
what does race have to do with anything for one, and for two, how is this not a binge….? it’s consuming hundreds/potentially thousands of calories all in a short period of time. weird thing to gatekeep and to bring race in.
@bettyboo5155
Жыл бұрын
What a strange comment
@jakenebs
2 жыл бұрын
It’s that feeling right before a binge where you already know what you’re about to do. Once it’s got you it’s got you
@elliotvods9391
2 жыл бұрын
ah dude i dont comment much but im absolutely inlove with your personality!! you seem like super cool!!
@cosmics1708
2 жыл бұрын
i also have anorexia, though i think im doing a little bit better than i once was. and although i have never binged this video was still so comforting to me. and i related to alot abt it. especially feeling "fake" i feel fake if i eat over what i want to/eat too much unhealthy foods and it sucks. but you seem like such a fun and kind person to be around. lol u cracked me up with the "i wonder what jimins doing right now." its been two years so i hope that youre doing better <3
@xavioursucks___
3 жыл бұрын
I want ice cream so bad
@ashleigh6192
3 жыл бұрын
You listing the things you have to do instead of binging, I related so hard. This weekend I have been trying to be productive but I’ve just been wasting time binging or counting and calculating cals in food and planning how I’ll “fix” my intake after binging. I hate this. Thanks for posting this you’re cool and I hope things have gotten a little better, or a little more normal for you.
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