ive finally figured out what ive been feeling my whole life. for fucking years ive tried to type into google how i feel but i couldnt describe it. i thought i was the only one who felt disconnected. when i was younger id feel like this at school and cry and all i could say was "i feel weird" because i didnt know how i feel. i spent my whole childhood wondering if i was crazy. i mean im still technically what some would say a "child" but im glad i can understand what it is that im feeling. thank you. :).
@infinite8382
5 жыл бұрын
Thats exactly how it was for me. Sorry you lived thru this without knowing what was going on. At least now you know and you can try to help yourself. Take care, all the best :)
@ikersitonachito
3 жыл бұрын
I recommend u "Waking up" from starset, it describes this thing so good
@bobcornerstone991
3 жыл бұрын
You just told my whole story
@pacattack7121
2 жыл бұрын
Me too. 42 years of this hell. Found out what it was 8 months ago.
@silverseen8300
4 жыл бұрын
It's such a terrifying feeling. I think I'm feeling it, I'm not sure. I feel like everything is a dream. There's another apart of it... Life feels like it's floating away and I cannot grasp it. It's like falling off a cliff, nothing to grab onto. Or sinking into s black hole of nothing, like breaking into s frozen over lake. I'm sucked in, and I cannot grasp onto reality. It's undescribable, and it gives me severe anxiety just thinking of it. I hate it. I hate it, but I don't know how to describe it.
@pouyan_m
4 жыл бұрын
Ive been there my friend, it will be better, its not permenant i assure you
@lottybee
4 жыл бұрын
@@pouyan_m man really? Cuz I'm losing my mind
@pouyan_m
4 жыл бұрын
@@lottybee _ nozekxge it will get better, there will be peaks and valleys but eventually it goes away, remove all the stress from your life and stay away from coffee, also you can watch Jordan Hardgrave videos, they're great
@kyradreamer4769
4 жыл бұрын
The key to getting better is getting help. Whether that means getting therapy, which is the best solution or helping yourself if you can't get therapy. It's going to be a journey and when you stop dissociating the way it's gonna feel is gonna be difficult too. It's a process but you can get through.
@lillily9
2 жыл бұрын
when the every word of lyrics is what you exactly feel
@shaedomoon
5 жыл бұрын
I really appreciate you putting the feeling into a beautiful piece of music. I would like to hear the song on a lower octave, because I feel that that may bring a deeper feeling to the song.
@alonedemos5290
5 жыл бұрын
You mean play it down one whole step, in the key below D minor? which would be C minor? Will take a look, thanks
@CheezhOfficial
Жыл бұрын
Losing someone else is so hard. Losing yourself goes gradually. You might not even notice it.
@MrVWlover1
5 жыл бұрын
Depersonalization is permanent for me. You just have to make it your new life I guess. You can’t get away from it. My dad used to be so confused what I was talking about when I was in a car. I felt like I was dying, evaporating. It is the weirdest sensation ever. Do you have it Infinite8?
@infinite8382
5 жыл бұрын
I have it. Its gotten better over the years, probably due to healing what was causing it, fear, anxiety etc, but its still there. I think it is the result of some sort of fear or trauma, and thus not wanting to be in the body, quiet literally and so we try to zone out, try not to be present. Need to try to heal whatever is causing it, but it takes time. All the best
@bobcornerstone991
3 жыл бұрын
Yeah I probably do
@TheKitsukitsu
2 жыл бұрын
It might be true. . .i have this for the whole 13 years already. I've gone to medication once with anti depressants from my doctor, but it gave weird effect instead. Im planning on another visit after im done with everything in my school. Wish me luck on finding a way to "wake up" myself 😌
@uservn6pp214
Жыл бұрын
@@infinite8382 how did you healed it ?
@infinite8382
Жыл бұрын
@@uservn6pp214 I didn't heal it 100%, not sure i ever will, but researched about it, to better understand it and what works for others. The book, the power of now, helped me a lot in general.
@aolphert22
2 жыл бұрын
For anyone currently struggling with dpdr, I have had it on and off at a manageable level for years, about a month ago It blew up, I thought everything was over, thought it was never going to get easier. We/you can overcome it, its an intese feeling and nothing more, just got to accept it and get on with life, don't let it beat you as it will eventually stop trying to overcome you. Ice cold showers are brilliant, start small and then make it a routine, the initial shock of the cold helps. It was a complete stranger that saved me, made me understand it and how to beat it and I'm forever thankful. Once there is a better understanding of it in your own mind then it does become easier, it prolongs by fear, its a fear of fear. I am here if anyone at all wants to talk, no one should be alone in this and trust me to anyone reading this. It does get better!
@OreYume
3 жыл бұрын
You just make me comfy through the lyrics😭❤️
@mackenziefiona1840
5 жыл бұрын
this deserves more views
@infinite8382
5 жыл бұрын
oh thanks. Will eventually have to record it in a studio instead of in the spare bedroom lol and make it sound more polished.
@mackenziefiona1840
5 жыл бұрын
infinite8 I like how it sounds tbh
@infinite8382
5 жыл бұрын
thanks, me too mostly, I'm just picky and self conscious lol
@cerberusrap
4 жыл бұрын
We will win. We can. Our brain isn't powerfull as much as our soul. I WON
@Dionne_Clelland
3 жыл бұрын
“I feel so unreal, too much to feel” for my DPDR makes me feel nothing what so ever D:
@CheezhOfficial
2 жыл бұрын
It's so hard loosing someone who is still there.
@gone9550
3 жыл бұрын
Feels like streching real good and getting lightheaded
@froggyfriggys1741
3 жыл бұрын
Another dissociation song,thank you.
@cocosmokes
2 жыл бұрын
hard to explain how your feeling when you have depersonalization. it’s like you don’t feel anything but you’re feeling everything
@AbstremMusic
3 жыл бұрын
This = my life
@daeboilyoverhorse9026
4 ай бұрын
I really like this song!!! And it reminds me of qui gonn jinn sings a song
@axelrivera3382
4 жыл бұрын
Thank you for this
@grief_.
2 жыл бұрын
people think it makes it easier... well why dont you try waking up and crying wihtout knowing what happened? or how about feeling not like yourself and not being able to explain why for 6 YEARS. it doesnt make it easier to have alters, just more confusing.
@games_bond7221
2 жыл бұрын
Finally, someone saying this. *OH IT'S SO EASY FOR YOU, YOU DON'T LIKE SOMETHING, YOU DON'T HAVE TO DO IT! AND YOU'RE NEVER ALONE! THAT'S SO FUN!* like man it's not fun at all and it doesn't work like that, at all.
@grief_.
2 жыл бұрын
@@games_bond7221 EXACTLY AND EVEN IF THEY MAKE IT EASIER TO DEAL WITH THINGS, YOU HAVE TO GO THROUGH THE BAD THINGS IN THE FIRST PLACE i feel that needed to be said. hang in there
@games_bond7221
2 жыл бұрын
@@grief_. yes, it does help NOW but man... the amount of sh*t you have to go through to get it is just.... nah.... all these teens on tiktok saying they got DID, with their first alter being an anime character they found when they were 13.... its just infuriating... i cant even-
@grief_.
2 жыл бұрын
@@games_bond7221 or the ones saying they have five hundred alters that all surface daily? it just doesnt make it as easy as you'd think, it makes it confusing.
@games_bond7221
2 жыл бұрын
@@grief_. right!? i currently am aware of 21 alters, most of which i met years after the first one revealed himself. or better yet, the ones that have 2 year olds that type! we have a 4 year old, a 5 yo and a 6yo (no name disclosing or gender for safety reasons) and the only one who can type correctly (somewhat) is the 5yo because he/she was the one to "grow up" with the body. oh and lets not forget all those who have littles who know what pronouns are and how to use them and can explain to you why they chose which ones. our littles just went: "i don knoooooo im jus a boi/girl i don car jus jus cal me a boi/girl"
@abedanafisa1646
3 жыл бұрын
This is a nice song
@Katydyyghjjh
5 жыл бұрын
Hey , I been feeling the same like everything is fake like I’m in a dream it so scary I been like this for like a month idk what to do can you please help me out give me some tips?? Please 👏🏻👏🏻😭
@alonedemos5290
5 жыл бұрын
Hi, sorry I didnt get back to you sooner, I dont check this channel much. It is scary to experience disassociation. Your not alone and there are lots of videos about it on utube and techniques you can use to help with it, although it is a major 'illness'? that takes time to either 'cure' or learn to live with.
@alberto6695
2 жыл бұрын
How are you now bro
@infinite8382
10 ай бұрын
better. cheers :)
@abby74772
5 жыл бұрын
M...eee omfg
@chrisreyes2600
3 жыл бұрын
Can someone talk to me I need help anyone please
@izabelbraga4388
3 жыл бұрын
izabell_br my insta
@chrisreyes2600
3 жыл бұрын
@@izabelbraga4388 I don’t use insta my snap is chrisreyes666
@chrisreyes2600
3 жыл бұрын
@@izabelbraga4388 it’s been a month I struggle everyday and have no one to talk to I’d be nice to have someone u know
@izabelbraga4388
3 жыл бұрын
@@chrisreyes2600 i dont have snap :( do you have Facebook?
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