I remember listening to Still Here for the first time, nine months ago. After 9 was posted and you announced your hiatus, I assumed that the other half of the album had been left incomplete. But one night, I was on your bandcamp page to listen to the ferrofluid, and I saw "STILL HERE / 9." Not 9. Still Here AND 9. At the time, things were bad for me, both in terms of my actual situation and especially my mental state. I'd never suffered mentally before. I didn't even realize I was. I couldn't focus, I had no motivation, I was always exhausted...everything felt like it was purposeless. I couldn't get anything done, either. That probably had the most impact at the time. I just ended up...accepting it. Watching task after task, deadline after deadline just fall away, telling myself that there was nothing I could do so I might as well give up. People around me were asking me why, baffled by it. I didn't give them any answers. It felt like by asking for help, or even acknowledging that I was struggling, I would be sharing a burden with others that only existed because of me, because of my mistakes. Meanwhile, I tried to just "figure it out." Looking at other people, seeing how they acted, why they acted. I searched for answers on the internet -- but never directly talked to anyone, even online. Both during and before that time, I'd consumed plenty of media about mental illness and struggle. For the things before, I didn't really 'get' it, but it didn't mean much to me because I wasn't and never had struggled mentally. For the things during that time, and looking back on the things before...it felt the same. I didn't identify with any of it. I felt so isolated, so alienated. People around me were frustrated, unable to understand me. I wasn't able to understand them, and now I wasn't even able to understand myself. Every day, I moved farther and farther away from everyone else, trapping myself in my own rabbitholes, trying to find answers within my own mind instead of outside it, which only served to make things worse. I thought that it had just become part of my nature, to be alienated and isolated forever -- useless to society. Having autism, I already felt alienated enough normally. I never had and still didn't like to excuse my problems with that, but at the time, I tried to convince myself I didn't even have autism at all, that I had simply failed myself, and that my lesser, lifelong alienation from it just meant that I had always failed myself. I don't blame myself for that feeling of incongruity with other people now, but I don't excuse it, either. Whether that's good or bad...I don't know. At half past midnight one night, I was staring at a blank page on my monitor for forty five minutes. I decided to take a break from my "work," and listen to the ferrofluid album for probably the fiftieth time. Music, and especially your music, was what let me hold on to others. Just pure emotion, that I could understand as well as anyone else; your music would also be what pulled me up. I saw "STILL HERE / 9" for the first time out of the corner of my eye. Not 9. Still Here AND 9. It was about two months after your hiatus. I opened it, and listened. As good as it is to have the discretion advisory at the start, I'm glad I didn't see it then. When it was done...I just sat there, for ten minutes. Then I listened to it again, and sat there for ten more minutes. Then I went to bed. I had a lot of trouble sleeping that night. Nothing has ever felt as familiar or understandable to me as Still Here, and I doubt anything ever will. For once, I saw my feelings, portrayed by someone else, someone I'd never met. They understood it, and I understood it. For once, I understood it. A war between two voices, one lamenting my apathy and the other condemning me for it, yet neither doing anything to actually solve it, and in the end, you just end up in the same place over and over again. Going nowhere, but somehow, still there. I could finally just SEE it. And I could see that the only excuses I was making for myself were excuses not to help myself. From that night forward, having seen what I was, I could see what I needed to do. It was slow. It took a long, grueling time. But in the end, in each and every day, I knew I was moving forward, that I was actually making progress, because, for once, I UNDERSTOOD it. Each time I listen to Still Here, I remember that day, and the days before, and the days after. Hearing it again in this new way, it feels so much stronger. I found myself once again sitting and staring at the screen in silence for ten minutes, contemplating what I'd just experienced. To this day, I've never really told anyone about that time. This is probably the most open I've ever been about it, in a fucking youtube comment. Maybe I never will be open about it. But because of Still Here, because of you making it...I can get by, having understood. You've said that this song was painful for you to make, but from the bottom of my heart, I'm thankful you made it anyway. I'm still here, now, but...if this song didn't exist, I don't know if I could've hung onto that thread long enough to say that.
@AnaGD
Жыл бұрын
phew, done reading. Incredible said, despite that words fail to describe, man. Now I understand what you try to say. "In order to get out of the depressive situation and improve your life as a result of better self-development, you have to learn to accept the reality as it is, it's not necessary to do it now, you need time to cope with it. Then, you can discover and find the answers on your questions, realize the truth and become a "liberated", happy, kind person"
@DermajerTheAdventurer
Жыл бұрын
This must have taken guts to write out. I've been there, at least in some form, and I know it can be hard to confront those feelings and express them without a ton of self doubt and self loathing. Maybe it was still there - but that's progress. Not entirely ridding yourself of it all, but getting better day by day. Just know it's good that you're sharing your experiences. It's better to live openly and be hurt than to hurt yourself by closing yourself off. Hope you're doing better.
@derrickhageman1969
Жыл бұрын
As a autistic person myself I can relate to this to some extent
@obamagaming9456
Жыл бұрын
This one hits super close to home for me. I’ve been there many times before. It’s super rough to get through, you’ve got some serious mental fortitude.
@theviralmelon
Жыл бұрын
@@obamagaming9456 I appreciate this (and all these comments). I will admit I find some humor in a serious comment about mental struggles by an account called 'obama gaming.'
@ardimations1121
Жыл бұрын
Lemme tell you, with max volume, noise cancellation and spatial audio this is one hell of an audio experience
@matt1ha
Жыл бұрын
It sure is holy hell
@TTVMaldrix
Жыл бұрын
also a one-time audio experience for most people with max volume
@FunnyDwarf
10 ай бұрын
i understand the sentiment, but please be carefull with your volume as not to damage your ears
@TamFishe
7 ай бұрын
a holy hell that can be either sick vibe /pos or a very deep crying session (I experienced both 😅😅)
@sammyboi8938
Жыл бұрын
Man, Synthesizer V is very impressive. I really can't differentiate the voice from a human's
@DawnAfternoon
Ай бұрын
This song moved me a lot in ways I couldn't describe, so much so it made me want to write a protagonist whose central conflict can be represented by this music, and I did! I envisioned her conscience and her sin tearing each other up in a desperate, self-destructive last stand to destroy one another, only until after both her conscience and sins are bloody and battered, did the two parts of her selves finally reveal each other of the hurt children they are. The gentle tune after the song's climax is her conscience and sin finally exhausted, giving much more clarity to their own real feelings.
@levelfoursentrygun3944
Жыл бұрын
With how dark this song is, I almost feel a little bad vibing to it this hard... but it's just so _good!_
@BudzxP
Жыл бұрын
Everyone's talking about how amazing Synthesizer V is, but PLEASE CAN we just appreciate that DM DOKURO was the one who's made those breathtaking Songs?! Like fr, he's amazing and lit up my whole room with his music.
@joshuafernandez5026
Ай бұрын
What is Synthesizer V?
@AdamantSteele
Жыл бұрын
This is truly amazing. Also, for those that are curious that screen flash at 5:00 has text that says: “the harsh sun cares not for the adult’s struggle.”
@DeathByMinnow
Жыл бұрын
I figured someone else went frame by frame to find that. Didn't wanna duplicate comment, so here's a +1.
@aboredlad877
Жыл бұрын
God, no matter how many times I listen to this song, the line "you're a waste of a life worth living" always hits me like a gut punch.
@JJSNYPES
Жыл бұрын
I still find it unbelievable that it isn’t an actual human voice, it’s amazing Edit: Having now listened to the entire song, I am even more amazed by this, I hope that you continue to find new ways, or reuse old ways of making your music, it’s amazing how good you are at this
@ThefakeFirstblewo
Жыл бұрын
its crazy!
@crimson-foxtwitch2581
Жыл бұрын
he’s using lots of Synth V on his new album
@AggressivePeanut
Жыл бұрын
It seems to only be when the synthesiser pitches down when it’s really obvious - it’s interesting that seems to be the only thing it can’t do super well.
@rubinchavarria7173
Жыл бұрын
@@AggressivePeanut I mean it’s the same with all audio tbh . The higher octaves are more stable for most instruments but you try to pitch and slow down something not intended to go too low and it becomes distorted easier
@Retrolizer
Жыл бұрын
This song feels... ...oddly empowering. Whenever I hear the words of the voice of pain, I feel an urge to refute them, to deny them their purpose. To prove I'm above them, I guess. It's truly a beautiful song.
@itsnotsky204
Жыл бұрын
and I believe that's very true, more than I would like to admit I experience this myself. Not so much anymore but its the will to beat any voices trying to put you down. usually yourself that make's one grow. Unfortunatly it was never that easy and facing your problems are scary, they make you angry, and drive people insane for a little bit. But since when could we ever stop just because it was hard?
@unit.0
Жыл бұрын
Absolutely bewildered...I'm still sitting here with goosebumps...haven't had a song shake me like this in a long time. As I type my hands are still shaking haha Way to go DM DOKURO, This journey changed me. Thank you for your incredible work here
@heybra1216
Жыл бұрын
I feel like Solaria captures so much more emotion that Oliver. I really love the amount of color near the end of the video too
@plagueddeus8133
Жыл бұрын
i had always thought OLIVER's screamo lyrics sounded a bit funny in the original, which made it a bit difficult to take the harsh lyrics seriously- but SOLARIA absolutely kills it in this version, and nails the emotion despite being... y'know, not human.
@krow1551
Жыл бұрын
I've become very attatched to this song, it's been a fight with me and myself.
@nudgekun3140
10 ай бұрын
I need this on spotify so BAD. I cannot stop listening to it.
@creamedice667
5 ай бұрын
If you play this at 0.75x speed, it almost sounds like a slowed down version of "DM DOKURO - STILL HERE (harsh sun version)" 🤯
@abromk1997
5 күн бұрын
That's crazy
@wither3615
5 күн бұрын
Omg you're right
@somar8989
Жыл бұрын
Dokuro my beloved Edit: shit this is amazing, keep up the good work man!
@somar8989
Жыл бұрын
seriously man? I was trying to be sarcastic. Why'd you gotta ruin it?
@ilikerandom6945
Жыл бұрын
I was fully ready for the drop but god damn I wasn't expecting the vocals to sound that amazing. Sent chills everywhere, I don't even understand how you make a synthesized voice sound so desperate holy shit
@DustedArchivist
Жыл бұрын
Loving the glitching sounds and visuals, really adds more instability to the mix that helps it focus on its meaning
@ThefakeFirstblewo
Жыл бұрын
I love this, never stop making music. Before even watching this, I know it will be a banger
@rhythmayhem
Жыл бұрын
WOW. The emotions are off the charts on this one. Especially the ending which hit so hard with Solaria's vocals. I remember I commented *headbangs while sobbing* on the original, but this brings it to a whole new level. Not to mention the fact that I can actually understand the lyrics without looking at them. Also, I remember you mentioning STILL HERE breaking you in a reply to my comment on TMH,TUL. So I must ask, what the hell made you do this to yourself
@DMDOKURO
Жыл бұрын
a failed project and the prolonged belief that it was all my fault
@ClubstepMonsterOfficial
Жыл бұрын
@@DMDOKURO pls make more calamity mod music it is super good
@evellol2059
Жыл бұрын
@@ClubstepMonsterOfficial wtf this kind of mf still exist???
@AnaGD
Жыл бұрын
@@ClubstepMonsterOfficial go stfu- nvm just watch this and you'll know why asking this sucks: About his content: kzitem.info/news/bejne/oomnwGyAo3hpfaQ -un- funny comments: kzitem.info/news/bejne/2KOZz2yoe5VlaKA
@clyrr
Жыл бұрын
@@ClubstepMonsterOfficial 🤦
@ErisEntropy
Жыл бұрын
I don't think a song has ever touched me more than Still Here has.
@invertebrado
Жыл бұрын
5:00 text is as follows: "The harsh sun cares not for an adult constant struggle."
@ShayyTV
Жыл бұрын
Oh my gosh. I had been constantly listening to the version you posted on your other channel because I loved the voice so much more, thank you so much for making this a full version!!!
@mythralled
2 ай бұрын
WAIT YOU LISTEN TO DM DOKURO?!
@jaedongsin9432
24 күн бұрын
Isn't shayy a calamity dev?
@invertebrado
Жыл бұрын
I was literally listening to this song (the original version) earlier today. I genuinely love it, and I am so happy to see a new version of it.
@Riprider_Music
Жыл бұрын
WOW. Solaria putting in amazing work. And the character art gives it that extra oomph to the tone of the song. Well done by both you and Dan Saiyan.
@Cosmitasiarts
10 ай бұрын
This song is packed with potent emotion, it makes me feel dreadful, hopeless, yet at the same time it's somehow inspiring and cathartic. I don't know how to describe it, even outside of the lyrics themselves there is so much feeling packed into the instruments and tuning of the vocals. Incredible.
@Xanatrix
Жыл бұрын
My comment from the first Still Here stands. Nothing I said in that original comment will ever change. My hope is still that you can find solace, strength, and courage to conquer your personal demons. Thank you for baring your soul to us via your music.
@Juno_Solanaceae
8 ай бұрын
Oh, such beauty and majesty God you're an amazing composer DM Dokuro
@teachies902
Жыл бұрын
a truly breathtaking experience. it's one of those songs i couldn't listen to casually, because i'd be missing the experience of raw fear and dread of evil voice, and the simultaneous desparation and readiness-to-give-up of wavering voice. incredible song.
@purplehaze2358
Жыл бұрын
I had my computer speakers set all the way to 90% because I had some problems with hearing certain pieces of audio. Let's just say I regretted that when 2:58 rolled around.
@Monkeylordz88
Жыл бұрын
Absolutely incredible. The original version is already amazing, and this just lifts it to new heights.
@EVOSYS_YT
Жыл бұрын
Ohhhh man, since you posted a clip on this on skullposts i wanted to hear the rest of it. Excited for every new upload :)
@Wetbluecat
Жыл бұрын
I'm glad I found your music from the calamity osts. Back then I just really enjoyed the calamity music and really liked you for being so talented and I know the whole calamity drama is not something you look back on fondly. However your newer music has really resonated with me and I just want to say thank you for helping me through rough times whether it's your older music or your newer tracks. Please keep doing this (if you want of course) because you are very skilled and I respect you for it
@shivertron
Жыл бұрын
pure fucking gold in the form of music. Godspeed
@taylordcraig
Жыл бұрын
Everyone has said it a thousand different ways, but this really resonates with a lot of people. The work you've done here is absolutely amazing. Your lyrics and musicality are fantastic, and come across wonderfully. Keep on making things. Keep writing. You are inspired.
@draedonIX
Жыл бұрын
DM Dokuro you are THE MAN! this song helped me through my depression and now im listening to it after months of depression it has SO much meaning and i will never forget it. Pleas keep up the good work!!!
@kuvakiller
5 ай бұрын
This song is so under appreciated. One of your best tracks Dokuro! Can’t wait for the next song whenever that may be. Do take your time tough can’t rush perfection after all!
@Wisparity
Жыл бұрын
This song hits close to home it’s actually scary, yet somewhat fulfilling to know I’m not alone
@ybouzl2191
Жыл бұрын
The fact that you put a full 20 seconds of silence at the end of this masterpiece makes it all the better.
@zulphar4127
Жыл бұрын
This song was truly made with a soul. Good luck with everything.
@kazedan
Жыл бұрын
Thank you for making amazing music Dokuro, not a lot of songs are able to put these emotions into words in a way that doesn’t feel forced, at the absolute least you should be proud of the amazing things you create. I know I appreciate them as someone dealing with similar feelings of self hate and loneliness.
@elsanti4220
Жыл бұрын
This version kicks ass really gratefull, thanks for sharing your art dm dokuro
@teasorrow
2 ай бұрын
I think this is literally my favorite song ever. Nothing matches the atmosphere, horror, pain, and experience that this song provides. Truly, this is like no other.
@lincolo-san2356
Жыл бұрын
This version is more "audible" and i understand now the lyrics. It's realy like Dokuro: the insanity, the internal fight, the suffering... not being cringe, but i love it.
@midnightZer0
Жыл бұрын
DAMN I'M EARLIER THAN I EXPECTED. 30 SECONDS INTO THE SONG. SOUNDS AWESOME. BET ITS AMAZING. NAH IT'LL BE AMAZING.
@micahbmicah
Жыл бұрын
That was nothing short of incredible... there's no other way to put it... hats off to you as always Dokuro, you never cease to defy boundaries and imagination
@portallicious
Жыл бұрын
A musical masterpiece. When I first found STILL HERE a couple months ago it gave me chills and made me tear up numberous times, but this version gives me éven móre chills and hits deeper, but without tears. The other version of STILL HERE was more sad, and this is oddly encouraging? Emotions are so complicated.
@xanderxd3316
6 ай бұрын
this song is the most emotion filled musical piece ive ever heard
@roblogic6823
Жыл бұрын
This is amazing, Dokuro, thank you. This conveys so many emotions so well and is honestly so relatable to how I once felt and sometimes still do. SynthV is an incredible tool as well and really adds to this.
@TealTactics
Жыл бұрын
i literally could not stay silent though this if you paid me "even more emotive" is an understatement, dokuro
@michaelp.6520
Жыл бұрын
I remember back when this song initially released. I was going through so much at the time and this song helped me get through each day. Thank you DOKURO.
@crunkers_
Жыл бұрын
This is one of the best musical experiences I have ever had
@extremegaming4263
Жыл бұрын
I don't think I've ever found a song that has truly affected someone on an emotional level. And then there's still here, as well as some of your other works. Damn this is impressive, and the fact that it's sung by a vocaloid only makes it more so, as I used to associate vocaloids with the unrealistic sounds of the likes of ones such as Hatsune Miku. Now I finally know what it sounds like to listen to powerful lyrics that are nothing more than pure emotion. Thank you for this and all of your other amazing works, DM Dokuro. You definitely earned the sub, and I have yet to find a song of yours that I dislike.
@nebulawh
8 ай бұрын
this isn't vocaloid 😂 it's Synthesizer V, specifically the Solaria voice bank
@moltencyborg8694
Жыл бұрын
I’ve never felt so called out yet understood at the same time. Sometimes, it takes just the right song to bring out all the raw, suppressed emotions that I hide for weeks on end. Thanks.
@MissFeraligatr
Жыл бұрын
Holy shit. And I thought i cried enough due to this song. The end hit something inside of me and it hurts, ouch. This version hits in a different way. Thank you for this!
@Daralima.
Жыл бұрын
What an incredible creation, song, art piece, whichever you prefer. It's brilliant.
@Splatsuma
Жыл бұрын
all of the above!
@sergio24m
3 ай бұрын
4:43 through the existential... dread.. Love that motif 💙
@vinneythe14th68
Жыл бұрын
Literally one of my favorite songs of all time, thanks dokuro...sorry you went through all that.
@alphalilly8207
Жыл бұрын
I have been thinking about this for a full 24 hours after only listening to it once. Thanks my strange hyperfixation XD
@NCG337
8 ай бұрын
That drop blasted me off of my socks I think that's the first time a song has done that to me. Why have I waited for so long to listen to this? Every lyric hits like a truck, like you got to the very core of what you wanted to convey and channeled it into this terrifyingly beautiful *symphony*. I'm gonna need a few re-listens to process all of that but I'm not sure I can handle more than one or two of those a week, maybe a month. DM Dokuro, I don't even know what to say. 17 out of 10.
@shaheenehtawish8354
Жыл бұрын
Absolute masterpiece highlighting the constant interchangeable tug of war and dialogue within a traumatized rotting mind.
@Anamal-wi8sk
Жыл бұрын
This is so deep and well done. Thank you for this emotional journey.
@glaxion1977
Жыл бұрын
My goodness, I've already played the original around 400 times. Time for 800 more with this one. I hope all is well Dokuro, and thank you for another drop!
@Dinoking9996
2 ай бұрын
Dude all of your music is beautiful. I really love your undertale covers. It’s very sad what the calamity fans did to you.
@IiImonix3
Жыл бұрын
I started crying twice listening to this. Absolute masterpiece.
@xvthessyll
Жыл бұрын
This turns an already masterful piece from a 10 to a 20. Synthesizer V was such a good match with this track, and I love the emotions and wrath of the lyrics even more. Incredible work dokuro!
@orngjce223
Жыл бұрын
I am also an autistic abuse survivor. I've been there. Sometimes I am still there. Therapy helps. (Try a graduate student training clinic, if you can't afford it.) Meds help. Knowing that other people walk the same path helps. Finding people who love and care about you because of who you are helps. (I have found people in fandom. The other(s) should not make you feel worse about yourself. A therapist makes a good spotter to help make sure you're not in a bad group simply because you are too desperate to belong. You may need to try several times.) I don't know how you're doing right now, either Dokuro or anyone else reading this. But know that whatever you are suffering is not all-consuming even if it feels like it from the inside. Reach out. Get out of bed. Try again. It's worth it, I promise.
@DaTLMusic
Жыл бұрын
How did you learn music theory? Every time i listen to this im amazed by how rich the chord structures are
@DMDOKURO
Жыл бұрын
listening to a shit-ton of different albums and video game soundtracks until my brain info-dumps all of it into a DAW.
@DaTLMusic
Жыл бұрын
@@DMDOKURO I also listen to unholy amounts of music, at least 3 hours a day of many styles ranging from animals as leaders to thundercat to tigran hamasyan but everything i write i hate how it sounds
@DMDOKURO
Жыл бұрын
complete and post your work anyway. the whole point is to suck at first. can't really grow if you don't allow yourself that time to grow.
@divinedevinn04
6 күн бұрын
the optimum part of this song i feel is that the lyrics can go both ways. you can't really tell right off the bat who's singing towards who, like an argument longing for a fault. it all depends on one's general spiritual perspective. and that's only one of few factors that make this, hands down, my most favorite vocal synth song ever.
@pewpewmaster1
Жыл бұрын
It’s finally here!!!!!!!! Thank you DM Dokuro
@cutekitten1472
Жыл бұрын
After being as patient as ever my favourite dokuro song gets a new version,this is beautiful dokuro.
@Arch_Angela
Жыл бұрын
didn't ever expect this to come, but i am so glad it did. synthesizer v did wonders to this. thank you for everything dokuro, happy holidays.
@ccmanxx1
Жыл бұрын
absolute vibe.
@boputime4130
Жыл бұрын
Man after that one edit i've been waiting to listen to a full version, I'm glad you went ahead and did it considering the tone and meaning behind the creation of it, at least in my pressumptious assumptions, its a totally much unreal experience.
@KinTheSpirit
Жыл бұрын
Hey, I haven't heard this version yet, I will edit this when I finish Edit: Wow. Just wow. The remaster feels so great, the voice for the lyrics felt lively too. Still, both versions did got me to tears since I do relate most of it. I did try self harm, but I didn't had the courage to, even when I tried, I didn't even got a wound. I had a terrible mindset because of my brother in law getting in my nerves and hurting me mentally. My parents don't understand how mental health works, even if I tried to make them understand, they would keep questioning and questioning, I would eventually give up trying to explain. Since I know how toxic the world can be, I read some articles, discovered a life enthusiast, discovered good life advice that doesn't suck, and everytime when someone online tries to be toxic or threatened me, I would just not give a fuck about it, this generation really fucked me up. I miss 2015, it was simple back then. 2000s had a lot of common sense. Now where is that common sense in the present? I don't see anywhere. Still, Dokuro, your tracks, game or not, I really adore your content and music, I hope your mental health is ok in these days. I know how grim these days can be in this year. (I don't expect anything great in 2023) Anyways, Happy Holidays DM Dokuro. Edit 2: I somehow feel like someone's is about to make a video mixing Oliver and Solaria's voice in one and post it in this platform.
@glaxion1977
Жыл бұрын
The mixing is inevitable, really.
@meandmypsychopomp
Жыл бұрын
oliver and solaria still here mashup? call that an eclipse
@KinTheSpirit
Жыл бұрын
@@meandmypsychopomp eclipse? That made me an thought after reading the description and title Solaria's version is Harsh Sun Oliver's Version is Cruel Moon So what can we call this eclipse?
@meandmypsychopomp
Жыл бұрын
@@KinTheSpirit tbh the one idea i have is unrelenting eclipse, although there could probably be better adjectives for eclipse out there that fit this theme of title
@KinTheSpirit
Жыл бұрын
@@meandmypsychopomp true. Since Harsh Sun already has a quote there "The harsh sun cares not for a adult's constant struggle" (as seen in the hidden message at 5:00 for a split second Now we just try to think of a quote for the Cruel Moon
@marx6515
Жыл бұрын
When the first version of still here came out I told myself damn I will never relate to this song just found the hard way that I was so unbelievably wrong all I can say thanks for making still here
@rakaroplays
Жыл бұрын
Yes! the full version, idk which version i prefer now, Oliver or Solaria. Good stuff!
@rakaroplays
Жыл бұрын
also the part where the Voiceless takes over, it is much more understandable with solaria this time compared to oliver. Its a nice touch
@goatfishplays
Жыл бұрын
Yoooo i was waiting for this(still here is probs my favorite track)
@necronixgravedigger7455
Жыл бұрын
Amazing as usual! The detail, the bits of fragmented (and sometimes irritating to try to read) text/(lore?) written in the song is always a joy to try and piece together what secrets lie in the story of the songs... Keep it up! Speaking of stories... I really enjoy what you were doing with Barbaros, Reality, Casper, Lucille, etc... Especially The short story in Merciful: It was so detailed I could almost see exactly what you were describing, almost like an animation or animatic! (Have you ever considered being a writer... "Cause based on the bits of lore you leave, I'd definitely purchase a book : ) I'd definitely love to see more of They Know who They Are, Shadow of Light 3, and Barbaros' adventures, as well as anything else you have planned. Regardless of what you decide to do... Just know that we're Still Here for you... No matter what!) I hope you enjoy making these as we enjoy listening to them. I would really like some sort of Coffee break... You could even film it in the void if you wanted to... Just a small update on how you're doing (based on the lyrics of your recent songs... It seems you are starting to get better... And if that IS the case... I'm happy and hopeful for you... you can do it!) Once again, amazing job as always!
@MythxicalSky
Жыл бұрын
alright ive listened to this song too many times ive lost my ability to cry
@MythxicalSky
8 ай бұрын
still here
@MythxicalSky
Ай бұрын
still here
@DishiFQ
Жыл бұрын
I dont know how, but I am sobbing while also having a massive grin. This shit is powerful, thank you.
@azurehaiku
Жыл бұрын
god those last couple minutes send shivers down my spine
@SJuson
Жыл бұрын
This feels like the theme for Futaba's palace in p5, the lyrics fit contextually and the screams in this version sound like her mother
@SJuson
Жыл бұрын
oh yeah and uh happy holidays to you too
@obamagaming9456
Жыл бұрын
An improvement to an already incredible song… masterpiece.
@erfegxD
Жыл бұрын
oh my god. i was excited when i heard the segment of this song with solarias voice on your other channel. i fucking love this, awesome job as always man
@travishawbecker4433
Жыл бұрын
I've always wanted to do musical production in some sorta way, and your music is definitely going to be a reference point and inspiration when I get to that, but today I made a random realization when it comes to singing. It uses a lot more air than I've ever like intentionally put into things and I remembered this out of nowhere while listening and vibing to this song for the 47th time, and was like hey, what if while I whisper sing this at 2 am again, I put a bunch of air behind it like I'm actually singing and it was wild. Felt much more fulfilling and satisfying, definitely going to look into setting something up to record, maybe wont start with singing this piece since its long but dang do I wanna do it someday. Thank you for all the awesome works, can't wait to hear future pieces and maybe someday have something to show of my own from your inspiration :D
@bedheadninja
Жыл бұрын
Yeah i like this one more. The vague tone of the original does make sense with the mystery that comes with an outside perspective on mental issues, but this one allows you to experience them yourself.
@thesmallmemer3602
Жыл бұрын
I feel a chill on me listening to this song, wanting too cry hard, i don't understand these feelings, i-i can't understand....
@auxviles
Жыл бұрын
FINALLY I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS, HYPED FOR NIGHTMARECOMINGTOLIFE TO COME OUT TOO BUT I DOUBT ITS SOON
@themadduck8784
Жыл бұрын
YES, IT SOUNDS SO MUCH BETTER WITH THIS VOICE! Thank you for doing this Dokuro. I didn't know you had art skills as well, very nice cover.
@petzah394
Жыл бұрын
Holy shit DM, you managed to take my favourite song of all time and make it better. Incredible job!!!!
@smelloodle1070
Жыл бұрын
The first time I had really listened to Still Here was when you first posted it to KZitem a few months ago. I had listened to the original bandcamp release, but I didn’t grow attached to it because I was put off by the vocaloid (I wasn’t as deep in vocaloid hell at the time). When I listened to the KZitem release, however, I immediately fell in love with the song. It was extremely unique, and was really emotionally impactful despite being in a pretty good spot at the time. Unfortunately, it’s been kinda downhill from there (I’m doing OK, just worse than I was beforehand. No need to pity me). The reason I bring this up is because parts of this song have become much more relatable, and I STRONGLY commend you for being able to make a song this accurate. In a way, it kind of came full circle, as the sun version got rid of any problems I had with how artificial Oliver sounded. Dokuro you are amazing and please don’t stop anytime soon.
@SkyanUltra
Жыл бұрын
im in love with the new vocals for this song, the remastered instrumental is fantastic as well!
@yulls7
Жыл бұрын
Thankyou 4 leaving The full Vers, this slbg Is so Beauty in his own way❤️
@huntaro47
3 ай бұрын
tbh, I'm glad Dokuro left Calamity. If he didn't leave, he might never have made this masterpiece.
@crite555
Жыл бұрын
you did NOT have to go this hard LIKE DUDE, WHERE did you get this fuckin guitar!?
@marcperez2532
Жыл бұрын
this is one of those songs that you first hear it, think its a banger, show it to someone, they say is garbage, then u heard another time, and u want to understand the lyrics... u realise they are completely wrong and this is a masterpiece of years of suffering with a real deep lyrics that is not about depression at all.
@bushboi6942
Жыл бұрын
I commented and complimented the first one, but this one has come at a different time in my head. Hits different, sounds bloody amazing too!
@iexist1300
Жыл бұрын
This version sounds way more human and more emotional than the previous. It's also easier to tell what the lyrics are saying. Though in a way I prefer the original in terms of how it sounds, even though it's less impactful, although maby it's just because I'm more familiar with it that I prefer it. Anyway great song. I look forward to what you have in future.
Пікірлер: 317