“drugs don’t really make me stop feeling anymore” that statement alone made me feel pretty sad
@sciencenotstigma9534
2 жыл бұрын
I remember that. At that point, you’re just using to not be sick. That’s when I became really open to treatment. Thankfully, a friend told me about a really good treatment center at that time and when I got in legal trouble, I requested to go there instead of where they were going to send me. I’ve been ok since. This lady is ready for a miracle. I hope she finds it! It probably won’t look like much at first. I didn’t know how much that program would help me, until I got opportunities to use, and none of them looked that good, anymore. Then I knew something had changed. 🧡
@milkcookies6450
2 жыл бұрын
I hope she gets a guardian angel to ASSIST HER IN HER RECOVERY ..SHE WANTS OUT ...I AM PRAYING FOR THIS SITUATION.
@sciencenotstigma9534
2 жыл бұрын
That’s exactly what she needs. I know it sounds crazy, but if she starts looking for guidance, she may just get it. When I start looking for that voice that tells me what to do, I start getting dreams and visions that help me. You can call it an inner voice or you can call it whatever your religion calls it. You’ve also got to tell people…start asking around for what you need. I’ve been off drugs for years, now.
@jaqueluv
Жыл бұрын
Her story is so sad I'm from Albuquerque and I used to be on the streets a heroin addict and thank God I left at the end of 2018 that's around when the blues started popping up again but they were fentanyl not oxy and the heroin was starting to get cut with fentanyl that was the worst withdrawal each time it gets harder but I didn't know that I was doing fentanyl until later. I haven't been back to Albuquerque since but I do want to go back and do an outreach program for addicted mothers I just know how bad it is there I can only imagine now with the blues and I don't want to get sucked back in I just pray one day I'm strong enough to go back and help I hat seeing my home like this
@darlamccracken4062
2 жыл бұрын
This woman was born to a horrible excuse for a mother, and I pray she gets help and makes HERSELF proud! I am from Albuquerque, and my city has become a place I would not want to be homeless or vulnerable in. God bless this woman!
@miltown74
2 жыл бұрын
So sad poor lady this hurts me people abusing and taking advantage of people like her. Far too many evil people in this world!
@terryevans898
2 жыл бұрын
It's not the people it's all the demon's that are taking over these people's minds
@goddessgood1201
2 жыл бұрын
I feel sorry for this broken 💔 lost woman. 30 years!! So sad...heroine from her mom @ 10. Her mom knew wtf she was doing!! The damned devil 😞
@sciencenotstigma9534
2 жыл бұрын
She might not have been thinking at all so, in a sense, she might not have. These drugs will take over your brain. It’s something a child should never have to go through, in any case.
@criticalmass6249
2 жыл бұрын
She probably did not know what she was doing, youre just ignorant
@sciencenotstigma9534
2 жыл бұрын
When I was using, I knew someone whose mom gave her crack at 15. She did it because she was so excited her mom finally wanted to spend time with her. I know her childhood friend, and she saw her mom giving crack to her. She is now chronically homeless and addicted to heroin, not crack. She will smoke a little if you have it, but doesn’t seek it out. Their story rings true, to me.
@derivedmind
2 жыл бұрын
Kids being misguided/abused is serious...but when its their parents it infuriates me on the deepest level. They never had a fair chance at anything in life.
@sciencenotstigma9534
2 жыл бұрын
@@derivedmind I understand that. I’ve worked in child & youth advocacy alongside CPS teams. But now I’m studying the neurobiology of addiction in graduate school, and seeing that a lot of people with severe addictions are functioning at a level of brain damage that can make it impossible to see that they should give their kids to someone else or get help. My mother is also like this. I was abused in the home and she didn’t believe me, or make sure I went to school. I was commercially sexually exploited by age 14. I was angry with her for a long time, and with my dad for being addicted. Now I know she has neurological issues that have been diagnosed, and so did my dad, from the drugs. Most people recover from the neurological effects of addiction, with abstinence, but my mom has a developmental disability, and won’t. I don’t say these things to excuse anyone’s behavior, but there is that other side, of diminished capacity. And then there are personality disorders like ASPD or what they call Sociopathy. In cases where they can’t get that under control, and people are abusive or neglectful, absolutely…take their kids and lock them up. But I still don’t feel anger, because it’s my belief that people are as good as they know how to be. I’m more angry at the system for failing to protect kids…but that’s just me.
@derivedmind
2 жыл бұрын
@@sciencenotstigma9534 The neurological effects are what fascinate me. We are so fragile. Thank you for sharing your story and insight. I come from dysfunction as well. Maybe one day I will be the subject in one of my videos. Part of why Im making these videos is to heal myself, understand, and maybe one day find peace...im guessing similar to why you chose to study what you do. I salute you, you are ahead of me, for it sounds like you have forgiven. ✌️
@tanjagroen7368
2 жыл бұрын
She's got a black eye too 😓🙏🏻😰 I pray for her ♥️🌹
@All5AJz
2 жыл бұрын
I was there just 6 years ago in those dirty streets of no heart. Recovery is real and possible I'd you just want it bad enough.
@lisabester9145
2 жыл бұрын
The evil devil who did that to this lady needs locking up!🤬 Godbless and protect this beautiful soul!🙏😢
@Mark-gn5rw
2 жыл бұрын
He needs more than lock up..
@Rose187-p4f
2 жыл бұрын
I wonder if her mother is still alive, she was a horrible woman. I'm praying for you Breah, you can beat this horrible addiction
@derivedmind
2 жыл бұрын
Whats sad is Breah never even had a "normal life" she can strive for. Hopefully she finds the strength to leave everyone behind and go into the unknown to find some sort of peace.
@Rose187-p4f
2 жыл бұрын
@@derivedmind 🙏🙏
@goregeblack8030
2 жыл бұрын
Any man that would ever hit me like that he'd be in prison for life I wouldn't put up with it for one second what the f*** is wrong with you people out there let a man hit you you think that's love then baby you don't know what
@terryevans898
2 жыл бұрын
Father God 🙏 I ask you to intervene on her behalf and send some women of faith into her life and Lord please save her and make a way of escape for her and change her life forever 🙏 in Jesus name amen and amen
@sonnydayz2118
2 жыл бұрын
Y? At 10?
@Felicity2121
2 жыл бұрын
What are blues?
@derivedmind
2 жыл бұрын
Fentanyl Pills
@jnolette1030
2 жыл бұрын
They are everywhere and have been for years
@Mark-gn5rw
2 жыл бұрын
Better off not knowing. It's worst than heroin.or any drug
@jnolette1030
2 жыл бұрын
@@Mark-gn5rw agreed this stuff the by far the worst. What it's doing here in Mesa is pretty bad
@jessierose8799
2 жыл бұрын
Bless her lord ❤ The interviewer needs a softer demeanor though , he’s very brash with the questions. It’s like a lot of ya’s and talk louder … bro what if that’s just how she talks clearly “Men” scare her. It’s Not one size fits all sometimes you have to find different ways to talk to different people.
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