Hello Love,
I wish I could say that everything was all easy peasy from here
But that would be a lie.
Anyone who ever says marriage is easy probably isn’t trying in theirs.
Marriage is raw
It’s opening yourself up
willingly
It’s showing someone ugly pieces of you that you have forgotten about
Pieces that you’re ready to heal with a partner
Someone who shows you love in a way that you’ve never experienced before
But somehow they know how to love you the ways you need
In all my independence
TJ has always been right there
Loving me
Looking at me as if I raised the world on my arms
Before I met him I was whole and complete
Then I met him and realized I was broken in ways I didn’t know
Now,
Honestly I don’t know where I am
Where we are
But I do know that I have him with me by my side.
But I think I have done enough for now
I’m allowing myself to tap out and stop healing
Yep, you heard me
I’m done for now.
You see,
I realized I started using healing as an excuse to always strive for more, strive for better, be better, do better, be higher, the highest vibration of me…
Then one day I realized that having this mentality was never going to allow me to be grateful for the blessings I’ve already manifested.
But if I stop,
Take a moment to kiss my husband
Take a moment to dance with him
Listen to people when they talk to me
Love myself where I am needed
Just those small actions in themselves show gratitude
They help me celebrate my moment
They allow me to live
With love
always
Kimberly
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