Hope you are feeling better. You are so honest and braver than you think. Look at how many times you felt bad but you still make an effort to talk and to share your experience - Most of us suffer in silence, ashamed or scared. But even though you are scared, you still stand up to it. You are really really awesome. So many people can relate to this.You're helping in more ways than you can imagine. I promise you this ! Lots of Love!
@darkonone5158
3 күн бұрын
I would hug you
@brandfxsound6655
8 жыл бұрын
am going true the samething so dont give up i have agrophobia for years now
@JimmyEatWorm
8 жыл бұрын
I'm going trhu the same , atleast you can go to work I can't even keep a job :'( . Can't even go to a interview.
@rahkismomma
8 жыл бұрын
I said prayers for you, I know alot of people probably say that to you..but I really felt in my heart for you because I KNOW EXACTLY how u feel. i know what its like. I think you should maybe go to the hospital and juat see how it goes. You cant continue to push it off. I am thinking of you
@dna9571361
8 жыл бұрын
Hey! I always look forward to your videos, you always talk a lot of sense. This one was hard to watch. I really hope you're ok. It totally doesn't help when you reach out to someone and their response is "you shouldn't feel that way, just be happy!". But maybe you have more people who care about you than you think? Take care and you know where I am if you want a chat!
@elb7415
8 жыл бұрын
Read this with an open mind please. You throw out so many assumptions. I have learned over time that assumptions, about anything, are disastrous and create complications in life. Assumptions come from your mind, over years of conditioning and from your lack of confidence in yourself. Once you can combat the "words" in your mind talking to you, telling you assumptions, giving you false ideas, you won't get very far. It truly starts with learning/practicing how to kill a though that enters your mind, a "rubbish" thought that is most likely an assumption. the minute a thought comes in your head like "I can't do this" or "she doesn't understand" basically tell the thought to shut the fuck up and go away. i dont care if you still beleive that thought in your head or not, just tell it to get the fuck away. over and over again If you are having trouble getting that thought out of your mind, that's when you replace it with "positive thoughts" just anything. Repeat in your head "it's a nice day" or something like that. Trust me. If you are persistent with fighting the thoughts in your head, it will make a big change.
@larrythebatmanfan
10 күн бұрын
If you're bf brushes u off for video games with his male friends then it goes to show he doesn't have you as his top priority !!! Lame 😔
@MichaelEscobedo-d9k
5 күн бұрын
🚪🙏🚪🙏⛪✝️❤️
@PunmasterSTP
12 күн бұрын
I'm not sure how much solace one KZitem comment can give seven years after the fact, but for what it's worth, I'm sorry for the things you've felt, and I hope your life has gotten better.
@exploringeve8869
8 жыл бұрын
if you want to Skype we can talk. I think talking about depression and anxiety with others that have it is good therapy.1
@JonnyQ408
8 жыл бұрын
If you have an Android device there's an App you can download to get an online Therapy, 7 days for free, I haven't tired it, but you can try it for 7 days for free just too see how it works out, maybe get a service dog sure a dog can't talk, but I seen videos of how service dogs, have help people with anxiety, depression. I hope you get the help you need, it sucks that your parents are acting that way.
@billymurray7817
8 жыл бұрын
Can you give us an update? I've been thinking a lot about you and praying that whatever you did, you are well. I've been in your shoes and have found that the hospital will just keep you for 3 days and then send you on your way. I have also been outpatient (IOP.) I don't want to sound pessimistic but it was not a good experience for me. I was in a group of 50 other people (3 days a week) and 99% of them were drug addicts and alcoholics. I couldn't relate to them and they couldn't relate to me, sadly. It was extremely unhelpful and actually did a lot more harm than good. Our country does not have a structured mental illness program. I wish it was different. I wish I had $50,000 to send myself to a private mental health treatment center but we are just struggling to get by. I want you to know that you are loved. Even if your family is toxic and horrible to you. My family is the same and I have to realize that they are just as frustrated as I am. They love me but they hate what this illness has done to me. I'm sure the same holds true with your family and when they see you it's hard for them to see anything but your illness because they just want "the old you" back. Well, we want our old selves back too. You have people on here who honestly care about you. Your videos get a lot of views and have helped so many people. Please understand that what you're going through is beyond painful on so many different levels but that you are helping other people. I thought I was alone and I have the same exact thoughts that you do. Especially about feeling there is a void in you. Sorry I wrote so much.
@stylinzon
8 жыл бұрын
You don't ever have to apologize for writing so much, I enjoy reading what you have to say. I'm sorry I didn't respond sooner, though. I just got discharged from the mental hospital today, after being there for almost 3 days. I had the option to stay longer but I was getting antsy, though now in retrospect I do wish I stayed because I feel I left too soon. I also go to IOP three times a week (I started that the day after I made this video). There's only about 5-8 people in my class and I find that it really makes me feel better to an extent. Everyone in there has a relatable story somehow to me and it's really nice in there. I usually hear how poorly programs like that are, and how bad psych wards are, but I didn't really have any bad experiences with any of it so far. If anything, I look forward to IOP every week and I'm already missing the hospital a lot. I'm sorry though that you didn't get the help you needed in those places and they didn't benefit you at all :/ I understand, though. I think my family is just frustrated that my mental health has gotten so bad and they don't know how to help. I've realized that they do care, even if they don't show it to me, but when I was in the hospital my mom and dad were always in tears during visitation and my dad would /HUG/ me!!!!! He hasn't hugged me in probably 10 years and he never tells me he loves me but he did so many times over the past few days. And beyond anything else, I'm just happy people can watch my videos and relate. I only want to spread awareness for mental illness and also help people in some way, and if I'm doing that then it makes me feel good. Thank you.
@beachraven
7 жыл бұрын
idk anymore would b a good title for your first cd u beautiful talented basket case,luv ya
@scottwilliamson4502
8 жыл бұрын
Hi having mental illness myself I totally understand how your feeling people wondering how the hell you can't do this or that and not understanding you and you feel like your at a loss! But never feel like your alone a lot of people with mental health problems feel like this (myself included) I would be happy to accept you on Facebook or anyone with mental health problems as speaking to others with the same problem can help here is a link to my Facebook m.facebook.com/scott.k.williamson.9?ref=bookmarks if you'd like to add for someone to speak to we can and we will beat the mental health stigma we need more folk to open up and speak to others there's not enough help from health professionals we will do this together. So upsetting seeing you upset like this and feeling like you have no one to speak to say strong and keep your head held high hope to be able to help anyone soon and keep up the good work x
@larrythebatmanfan
10 күн бұрын
Trust in God. Cast your cares unto God and he'll deliver you out of your troubles. Psalm 55
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